Syracuse University SURFACE Syracuse University Honors Program Capstone Syracuse University Honors Program Capstone Projects Projects Spring 5-1-2008 The Third Incident of JP Mercer a collection of short fiction Lauren Picard Follow this and additional works at: https://surface.syr.edu/honors_capstone Part of the Other Psychology Commons Recommended Citation Picard, Lauren, "The Third Incident of JP Mercer a collection of short fiction" (2008). Syracuse University Honors Program Capstone Projects. 513. https://surface.syr.edu/honors_capstone/513 This Honors Capstone Project is brought to you for free and open access by the Syracuse University Honors Program Capstone Projects at SURFACE. It has been accepted for inclusion in Syracuse University Honors Program Capstone Projects by an authorized administrator of SURFACE. For more information, please contact [email protected]. 1 The Third Incident of JP Mercer 2 Marie Floating Over the Backyard When I was five, I thought I saw a woman fly. She was only sixteen at the time, but she was a woman in my eyes. I was out near the watermill, playing by the stream that ran through our backyard. I had discovered that when you pull a dandelion out of the ground there was this whole other half to them that nobody sees. Normally, all you can see are the soft fuzzy seeds that dance in the wind and get caught on your tongue if you breathe too close to them. At first, the weeds were hard to pull out. I had to tug and lean back on my heels before they gave way and sent me crashing to the ground. That's when I saw the shadow. There she was, floating in the air above me. Her arms were open and her eyes were shut and her head was thrown back to catch the breeze against her face. The wind carried her fragile body. For a moment, she laid suspended, only her hair dancing behind her. I had always loved Marie's hair. Thinking about it still reminds me of late night lullabies and naps under the shade of orchard trees. Maybe that's why I can still see her perfect bronze waves rustling in the breeze while the rest of her body stayed immobile, rigid. She looked so peaceful, so free. I only have two other concrete memories of Marie, and she’s crying in both. In the first because of the bruises on her wrist and in the second because my parents understood when she later showed up at our door with a suitcase. We watched Mom and Dad unpack her things through the guest room window from the orchard. She promised me 3 that they were tears of joy. It didn’t seem like the same sense of joy she felt the day she flew. She had no roots, no strings keeping her to the world. My parents and I had different ways of labeling things then. What I called torture, they called chores. What I called floating, they called falling. Actually ‘jumping’ may have been the specific word that they used. At five, I never heard the rumors. At nine, I still loved her. Well, not love – but I was still infatuated with her. I could still hear her voice and feel her arms pick me up in my dreams and sit me down on the old tire swing. By 14, I realized what she had done. It was hard for me to keep believing that her tears in the orchard had been of gratitude and hope. It was hard for me to hear her voice in my dreams and not wonder why I hadn’t heard her more clearly when I still had the chance. As I watched her that day soar overhead, I tried to jump up and touch the hem of her dress. The thick weeds at my ankles reached up as if to touch her too, but we were all held firmly to the ground. Her soft mauve loafers had been left behind on the roof of the watermill. I don’t know if she took them off before she leaped or if some stronger adhesive refused to let them follow her into the air, if perhaps they had roots of their own. I heard my mother scream from the guest room window. I heard her loud footsteps as she ran down the old staircase. For weeks after, my mother kept talking about the sickening thud. I just remember the splash. They say they never found her body. They say that she must have been 4 paralyzed when she hit the shallow bottom of the water and floated downstream. But even now, I swear I saw her surface, shake out her long locks, press her finger to her lips, and disappear into the water again. 5 Mel’s Blog “Did you read Mel’s blog today?” “Apparently all is well.” The Storeowner nodded, scrunching his nose to secure his square rimmed glasses. The Neurologist beamed a perfectly white smile. “That’s seven hundred and twenty-three days in a row. That’s good news.” The Storeowner slipped a hand-written receipt inside the Neurologist’s canvas shopping bag along with two dimes. The Neurologist brought two quarters into the General Store each morning. His favorite juice box cost thirty cents. Seven hundred and twenty-four days prior, the juice box cost him thirty-seven cents. Seven hundred and twenty-four days prior, Mel had announced on his blog that all was just okay. The juice box was how he knew Mel was right. The Neurologist passed the High School Geography Teacher and his wife, the Aeronautic Engineer, on his way out the door. He tipped his hat and wished them, “Merry Tuesday.” The couple walked hand in hand to the General Store’s counter, with the High School Geography Teacher always on the left. His walking on the left of her was something Mel suggested for men in the blog, something Mel said was debonair, something Mel said about cars and sidewalks. The High School Geography Teacher didn’t understand why Mel had posted this, as there was only one car to be found on the island, a rental car. 6 But the bumbling High School Geography Teacher won the heart of the Aeronautic Engineer by adherently following Mel’s courtship outlines. In fact, when the High School Geography Teacher held the door open for her and brought her chocolates and a new bottle of window cleaner, the Aeronautic Engineer proclaimed “Why, how very Mel of you!” They had wanted to invite Mel to the wedding, but there was no contact information featured on the “about the webmaster” link. There was just a picture of a smiling clam commenting on a high tide. “Did you two see Mel’s blog today?” The High School Geography Teacher smiled at his wife. “All is well.” “It’s supposed to be sunny, high of seventy-five,” the Storeowner added. Mel posted enough information on his blog to sustain day long chit chat, something he declared to be the hallmark of a truly united community. The Storeowner’s favorite section of the blog was the talking points - horoscopes, history trivia, updates on the three high-profile citizens living in the mansion, origami how-to’s. Sometimes the school children would barter for soda pop with origami cranes and hats. Sometimes the adults would secretly envy their small hands and slender fingers – they produced very pristine folds. “Again? That is quite the good weather streak.” The Aeronautic Engineer snapped her bubble gum. Mel had encouraged women to keep their youthful appeal by adopting adolescent habits. 7 The red ribbon she tied in her mousy brunette pony tail was what caught the High School Geography Teacher’s attention in the first place. “I’d say. It’s been eight hundred and sixty-seven days since that the overcast day.” “Did you see the stuff about the Celebrity?” the Storeowner mused as he scribbled out their receipt. “Who does she think she is?” demanded the High School Geography Teacher. “I can’t believe she put out her garbage without removing the recyclables. So self-centered. This isn’t her personal wasteland.” The Aeronautic Engineer shrugged and left a haphazard origami frog for the Storeowner as a tip. The Storeowner didn’t watch as the happy couple skipped out of the store. He noticed that the Carpenter wasn’t searching through the produce for her breakfast kiwis, as she did every morning. Instead, she seemed to be lost in the dog biscuit aisle. “Is something wrong?” he asked. It dawned on the Storeowner that almost nine hundred days had gone by without him having asked that. Nine hundred was a rough estimate. Mel wouldn’t blog about such things so it was difficult to keep track. The only thing the townsfolk could keep track of without Mel’s help was the frequency of their lovemaking, and that mainly concerned the younger population. “It’s just... I think…” the Carpenter mumbled. The Storeowner had never heard anyone mumble, except for the Nervous Pediatrician. Not even the pre-kindergarteners mumbled. They were told to keep their mouths shut in 8 public until they could carry-on articulate conversations with adults. Mel thought this would improve childhood literacy and vocabulary. “Did you read Mel’s blog yet?” “I did,” the Carpenter exclaimed. “Did you?” “Of course I did. All is well.” “Well sure, according to Mel.” “I don’t understand.” The Carpenter looked around. No one was within ear shot. “Someone replied to Mel’s blog.” The Storeowner could feel his chest cavity collapsing.