Foreword

I would like to offer special thanks to everyone who participated in this year’s poetry contest and publication, Poetry in the Park, initiated by the Communications/Arts Division at National Park College. Students were invited to submit original poems, which were then judged by the English faculty, who then chose the top three selections for first, second, and third place prizes. In addition, all contest submissions are included in this publication.

Appreciation is extended to all students who participated by contributing poetry. Further thanks are due to the following instructors and others who have assisted with this effort: Mrs. Nannette Crane-Post, Creative Writing instructor and chief organizer; Ms. Joan Henry, Mrs. Leslie Braniger, Mark Chapel, and Ms. Ashlyn Dugan as poetry contest judges; the NPC External Relations Department, especially Melissa Krafft, for their creation of the 2018 online edition of Poetry in the Park; and Mrs. Sara Seaman and the library for hosting a poetry celebration during which the winners will be announced.

We hope you enjoy these original student poems!

Roger Fox

Chair, Communications/Arts Division

Digital Compilation Created by Melissa Krafft, External Relations Department Poetry in the Park Table of Contents

First Place Winner: Untitled, by: Caitlyn Hopper ...... 1 Second Place Winner: “Becoming Me,” by: Melissa Krafft ...... 3 Third Place Winner: “Date Night,” by: Alan Robinette ...... 5 “Unreality” by: Willow Brooks ...... 5 “Thoughts of a Hopeless Man,” by: Julie Lyon ...... 9 “Vintage Woman,” by: Amber Ashburn ...... 11 “The Joys of an Autumn Day,” by: Christina Weingart ...... 12 Untitled, by: Shyla Hull ...... 13 “Spiral,” by: Haley Murray ...... 14 “Roses for My Valentine,” by: Jenna Hamilton ...... 16 “Who are You?” by: Anonymous ...... 17 “Unbar the Doors,” by: Allison Martinez ...... 19 First Place Winner Untitled By: Caitlyn Hopper

Two brothers born from the old.

One made from silver, the other gold.

One for Luna, the other Sol.

One had the mind.

The other form.

One was blinded.

One was simple minded.

One always suffered daily scorn.

The other relished when his brother would mourn.

One gave up his care of the mortal world.

The other could not wait for his plans to unfurl.

He thrummed with the need to herald the news,

That the world would meet with eventual doom.

And wanted nothing more than for his brother to rest

In his eternal tomb.

One looked up to the sky and asked,

“Let me see. Just one last time.”

He was granted his wish as his brother came to say goodbye.

The other decided it was time

To release his brother from the cruel world’s lies.

The other knew what his brother was planning.

But he stays faced forward, standing.

The other took his weapon and pierced him through.

1 Then the other whispered,

“Thank you brother. I knew I could count on you.”

One stood there , all as he cheered in triumph over his fallen foe.

He stopped.

And stood there for a while.

Then realized his brother had appeared to know.

It had been him

Who had dealt the final blow.

2 Second Place Winner “Becoming Me” By: Melissa Krafft

Expectations of me exceed my limits

Ideas not of my own pressed upon my own ideas

Lost in who I am, was, and will be

Today, Tomorrow, Yesterday, and Forever.

My mind is loud

And my voice is faint

So many times, I have been told

I “cain’t.”

Disheartened

Starting to believe

In my own

failures Blurry.

Powerhouse

That is the words so many

Use to describe me

More women like you

In all that you do

Is what we need

Today, Tomorrow, Yesterday, and Forever.

They do not see the shell

3 They see the greatness

The woman held within

The woman fighting for

Her voice, her place, her world

Fighting against the systemic pressure

Today, Tomorrow, Yesterday, and Forever.

I will be the greatness they see

I will be the greatness they don’t see

I will be the greatness

I will be me

Not yesterday but

Today, Tomorrow, and Forever.

4 Third Place Winner “Date Night” By: Alan Robinette

Five minutes early.

He’s never early, of all nights. Touch

up my face—

“Just a minute…”

Check the mirror.

Dear God. My hair. My hair.

Rush to the door.

Smile. Coy. That little boy again.

What to see, where to eat.

I wonder what’s playing at the…

Wait.

Flowers?

No. Roses?

One, two, three…

Twenty-four.

A tiny box.

No.

Please, please. No.

Not now.

Awkward hesitation. Cautious smile.

5 He mistakes my horror for gleeful surprise. My mouth agape. My mind a

blur. Seconds as minutes.

Thoughts drifting, head spinning.

What to say, what to say.

“Come…in?”

“Baby?”

Recollection

Late nights at the office

Rouge on his collar

The faintest scent of Gauitier.

Speaking all too quickly of deadlines,

Bosses, pressures. Lies. So easy.

“Baby, what’s wrong?”

Reflection

Shame, years of shame. Scars.

Seen and unseen.

The faintest scent of Tanqueray.

Commanding of trust.

Demanding of love.

Remanding to custody.

“Baby, I…”

Rejection

6 The night

Over and over in my mind

That night.

I said no.

And still he…

Oh dear God.

This isn’t happening

Twenty-four roses

Held as a gift.

Waiting, baiting, taunting. Aimed

like a gun.

“No!”

A scream.

What is that scream?

From the corner of the room.

“Get out! GET OUT!”

A tortured voice.

My voice.

“Baby, what…”

Dumbfounded retreat.

In a stupor: blind, numb.

Think, react, move quickly. Close

the door. CLOSE THE DOOR.

Deadbolt, turn, lock.

7 Slide to the floor.

Hands trembling, heart racing, mind numb.

Hot flowing tears, uncontrollable, unyielding.

Breathe.

Breathe.

The night

Over and over

In my mind.

This night:

I said no.

8 “Unreality” By: Willow Brooks Guest Contributor and Founding Member of the Write Hawks

The molding of machines, manipulating every message

Senses swirling savagely, an eternal breathing wreckage

Clock caught in a loop, every end leads to beginning

Screenplays sing you stories, give you hints of doom impending

A fervor burns within, a fire made from frantic ferment

Will you crumble or erupt when cosmic is all spent?

You seal your eyes and drift away, from dream to dream you wander

Persistent splinters in your psyche, in fear you tend to squander

Inhabiting a fantasy, forever locked within a daze

No semblance of reality is spotted in your gaze

A mirage you were predestined to of genesis unknown

The independent variable of an ethereal interzone

But, whose dream is it, anyway?

Is it yours or mine; does it obey?

The kiosk of the mind sells symptoms of a sickness

I cannot refute that of which I witness.

Rather I will compromise, with this I must pretend,

It is as is and truth I see and I will call it friend

9 “Thoughts of a Hopeless Man” By: Julie Lyon

Long days wearing fake smiles

Lonely nights walking sorrowful miles.

Every stone passed I leave unturned

No more emotions left to burn.

Lost hopes

Troublesome dreams

Trying to find a way to break free.

These pills I have to keep taking

Promises I keep breaking

These doctors are mistaken.

There is nothing left here

There is no death to fear.

I’m so close to the edge

I feel as though the depression

Will help push me over it.

I think about my mistress, family, and life

What kind of husband would do this to his wife

The distress I will cause, the heartache and sorrow I’ll leave these thoughts in hopes of a better tomorrow.

10 Do not give up without a fight

Let hope be your light within the wake of night

These are the thoughts of a hopeless man Who

turned over a single stone and began again.

11 “Vintage Woman” By: Amber Ashburn

What a beautiful creation

Such detail in her makeup

Eyes that could melt the coldest glacier

Cheek bones that could reach the highest elevation

Perfectly chiseled nose and tiny little creases When

she smiles

Lips of a goddess, perfect for kissing

And skin so pure

Hair so soft, the wind wraps her lockets

Hands and fingers womanly

Divine

Neck so luscious with a scent defined

Arms toned, perfect to hold

Breasts that set perfectly proportioned on her chest Stomach and torso lean, which fits the means

Hips of curvature that every woman envies

Legs that go for days

This women has plenty

Feet so petite

Her gait sways naturally

This woman is vintage

She is lovely.

12 “The Joys of an Autumn Day” By: Christina Weingart

The leaves beneath her

Rustle as her paws scamper

About on this day.

Shoving her wet nose

Into the pile of brown leaves.

Maxie barks with glee.

Amanda smiles bright

Admiring her puppy play

As she sits, swinging.

13 Untitled By: Shyla Hull

When the birds are chirping and the sun is high

Life itself is something you can’t deny

The clouds are dark and the rain pours

Life doesn’t know what’s in store

The light is happiness

The dark is misery

It is something you can’t hide from

Only given to a certain degree

The animals are free and the flowers alive

It’s a strange feeling that comes from inside

When in doubt or when in pain

Know that in the dark there is something to

gain.

14 “Spiral” By: Haley Murray

If all the tears the world has cried filled the oceans.

If we stand together side by side.

Could all the fears inside my mind subside to

Overcome the commotion?

All the moments and steps we take,

Are only pathways from the choices we make.

We look out into the crowd and easily pin-point the differences,

But have trouble finding the similarities within our experiences.

Open your eyes and look around.

The world has changed since the last time you lifted your head.

Your eyes glued to a screen and ignoring every sound.

Not listening to what anyone has said.

Your memories captured a small device,

Yet even all the time in the world would not suffice.

Look up and see.

The hate, violence, and debris.

The thousands gone.

Yet what have we done?

We argue over what is right,

But it only causes more fight.

Black vs. white.

Young vs. old.

Who will stand and decide to be bold?

15 More than protest and more than laws.

We need a change that will create

A bigger cause.

16 “Roses for My Valentine” By: Jenna Hamilton

Roses on the windowsill

Their fragrance slowly leaving.

They came from my Valentine,

But he too, is retreating.

Their stems grow brown, petals droop.

Even with my constant care.

For when the heart grows fonder, It’s

easier left in disrepair.

As his eyes’ light dims

Like the color of each leaf,

I buy roses for my Valentine

‘Fore he passes in the eve.

17 “Who are You?” By: Rebecca Jankovsky

Who are you? I don’t know your name.

Have we met before? Surely you feel the same?

I question every piece of you.

Wondering who or what you are.

How did I seem to fall into wonder?

You make feel big, yet still so small.

See, I use to have everything in line.

Promises and goals full in my mind.

But you took away my shame.

You took away my pain.

You made it all numb.

Before I realized what

I had truly done.

Tingles running cold through my veins.

Blissful happiness that fades away.

One more suck and one more blow.

The big puffy cloud of smoke.

For I do not understand my fate.

For being so close to you

Will forever by my biggest mistake.

See, you fill me up with so much pride.

I lose a little piece of me

18 Every single day and every single night.

With every blink and every stare.

I watch as my life falls to pieces.

But I just can’t let go of you, and I have my many reasons.

See, you make me happy when I feel so dead inside.

You have hold of my soul and

Without you, I don’t feel alive.

Who would have thought I’d choose you

Over family?

Over forgiveness and a new reality?

Who would have known I wouldn’t care

If I screw up every aspect of my life

To feel your numbing touch.

For now, I have figured out you were my biggest crutch.

My life has a lot more meaning without your clutch.

I am someone important. My life matters.

Even though I took a big part of my life shatters.

I am alive and full of hope.

Now that my life is no longer

Full of dope.

19 “Unbar the Doors” By: Allison Martinez

What state are we in if our eyes fail to see The

beauty, the riches, of the jewels all around?

What hope can be given for a world that

Lost its vision? No hope can be found.

Where is the laughter?

Where is the joy

We once knew

As a girl or boy?

Freedom now stifled.

Liberty ignored,

Playfulness now chained

As our children are barred indoors.

In fear of the dangers,

We cower instead.

Not living to fullness

But bowling ‘til dead.

Rise up hope!

Live again justice!

Let our families LIVE!

Crime: cease your roughness!

20 Who gave you a place to steal our peace?

Who opened the door for your entrance?

Get back to your place!

Leave our homes to their joys without hindrance.

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