University of Tennessee, Knoxville TRACE: Tennessee Research and Creative Exchange Supervised Undergraduate Student Research Chancellor’s Honors Program Projects and Creative Work Spring 5-2001 Shriveled Heart Johnathan Carl Driver University of Tennessee-Knoxville Follow this and additional works at: https://trace.tennessee.edu/utk_chanhonoproj Recommended Citation Driver, Johnathan Carl, "Shriveled Heart" (2001). Chancellor’s Honors Program Projects. https://trace.tennessee.edu/utk_chanhonoproj/458 This is brought to you for free and open access by the Supervised Undergraduate Student Research and Creative Work at TRACE: Tennessee Research and Creative Exchange. It has been accepted for inclusion in Chancellor’s Honors Program Projects by an authorized administrator of TRACE: Tennessee Research and Creative Exchange. For more information, please contact
[email protected]. Shriveled Heart by John Driver A Short Novel Shriveled Heart 1 Chapter 1 Dreams Desert sands are endless. They are the cresting foam in the ocean, stretching eternally across a sea of wilderness. I have often dreamed of being lost in their wake. I long to be lost as a single grain of sand in the sea, unnoticed and untouched by the world; oblivious to its pain. I have no desire to be known, only to blend; that is what I want from life. I am much like the desert. Nowhere else does the sun shine quite as brightly and with so much blistering heat. My life is illuminated by the flickers of light that bum in every person's eyes; eyes that stare and gaze upon me- one grain of desert sand. Like the desert, my life is filled with unbearably cold and frozen dreams when the sun sinks back to its home beyond the mountains.