Why the Hell Am I Doing This?
The Origin of the Toilet Paper: How Soul on Fire Came To Be In January of 2013, I spent an hour on the phone with Darcie Rowan, Peter’s niece. The most memorable portion of this call was her words telling me, "Peter was clean and sober when he died, and he didn't die of a heart attack. We want your book to set the record straight." To say my heart quickened was an understatement. What had happened to Peter Steele? Darcie and I confirmed my trip to NY and NJ to meet with Peter Steele’s surviving sisters on Feb.9th. It was to be a day full of questions, laughter, tears and some great Italian food! While I was to be in the area, I would also meet with Monte Conner and Mark Abramson of Roadrunner Records. It is exciting and bittersweet all at once. At this point, I was merely dipping my toe into the Green Man’s life but I could already sense a presence of sorts. Maybe it was just imaginary, or maybe this is what happens when you become someone’s biographer. For the next 2 years, I would be eating, sleeping and drinking green and black. Back in NY and NJ everyone is gathering together their memorabilia and best memories of Peter. Back in NC I am busy organizing the book in my head, and preparing interview questions. Why the hell am I doing this? First, because I have been a fan of Peter’s special, singular creative vision since that great first Carnivore album was released in 1986.
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