Journal with Jesus Conversations of the Heart
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Journal with Jesus Conversations of the Heart Journal with Jesus Conversations of the Heart Sister Helen Matosich, pbvm To the reader: This book is an excellent prayer tool and makes the believer know the heart of Jesus within the everyday events of their lives. It has deeply touched me and renewed my faith. I therefore hasten to recommend it to everyone, who desires to be close to Jesus. John the Baptist Anyeh SJ 11/30/13 Feast of St. Andrew Apostle University of San Francisco Acknowledgements Thanks to T., Do., C. , for their openness and desire to meet regularly to pray this way. A debt of gratitude is owed to Sister Stephanie Still, PBVM, who made this journal available on the Presentation Sisters San Francisco website, www.presentationsisterssf.org. Click on the link, Journal with Jesus. Thanks to Susana Yu for her invaluable help with editing and printing. Thanks also to all those who helped to begin the effort of typing years ago. © 2016 Helen Matosich, pbvm 1 Table of Contents Foreward .............................................................................. 3 Preface .................................................................................. 4 Beginning Prayer ................................................................. 5 Conversations 6/16/99-8/30/99 ...................................................... 7-12 9/10/99-9/25/99 ..................................................... 12-23 10/2/99-10/28/99 ................................................... 23-33 11/1/99-11/29/99 ................................................... 33-52 12/11/99-12/30/99 ................................................. 52-62 1/3/00-1/24/00 ....................................................... 63-79 Explanatory Notes ........................................................ 80-81 Summaries The Calling to be Intercessors ................................ 82 The Gift of Healing given by the Holy Spirit: Lessons on how to pray for others ..................... 82-83 Resources .......................................................................... 85 Cloak and Shield Pictures for Intercessors .................... 86 2 Foreword As you read this journal you will see that it is more than a devotional. It is a guide and help to answer questions about what is basic and important for living a life of peace and to be a help to others in time of crisis. You are free to make copies to give out, to teach others to do the same.* I pray you will be moved to do this. Even if only one person is helped, it is enough. Share what you yourself found in this booklet and if possible your action of beginning to journal. I grew in this form of prayer by praying with others. We prayed regularly because of the need for guidance, consolation, healing and knowledge. Just by being with Jesus and one another in this way we were blessed with the knowledge that we are loved and deeply cared about in a very human way by Jesus our God. These heart to heart conversations are possible for anyone. By making these encounters known to you, I encourage you and invite you to spend time in the company of Jesus. You will be able to read this book on www.presentationsisterssf.org and download it. *This may be done with permission from Sister Helen Matosich. The text may not be changed in any way due to copyright. 3 Preface This book of prayer conversations is about the spiritual life for beginners and for anyone who desires to deepen their relationship with God Who is known through the writings of the Bible. The conversations begin with questions on the meaning of spiritual dreams. The first re corded dream was of angels saying, “Be healed.” When asked for the meaning, the answer came from God the Father during a time of illness. “I am teaching you My ways. Those were My angels praying for you, but it is I who does the healing. I sent them to let you know that you are being healed.” The words in this booklet were given in a form of written prayer, a spiritual conversation through writing. The initial words come to mind and as they are written, the next few words are given. It is done in a peaceful state of mind after a prayer for discernment: a prayer to St. Michael or the Armor of God prayer given below. Psalm 51:1-6, 12, 17 follows and after a short period of silence, the question in mind is asked. The question on the meaning of dreams later changed to “Do You have any words for us, Lord?” Thus began a series of daily conversations which began on June 16, 1999 and continues to this day. What is included here are teachings given in answer to basic questions about the spiritual life. The heart to heart conversations establish a trusting and intimate relationship with God the Father, God’s Son Jesus, and with Mary the Mother of Jesus. The initials of those in conversation with Jesus, Mary and God the Father are used for anonymity. The lines written in italics or underlined within the responses of Jesus, Mary and God the Father are meant to highlight what is being said. You, the reader, can place yourself in the conversation by accepting what is said as being said to you. Jesus says at one point that this is so. 4 Beginning Prayer Begin reading or journaling by praying the words of St. Paul and Psalm 51. The Armor of God -- The words of St. Paul the Apostle from the letter to the Ephesians found in the New Testament of the Bible: Ephesians, Chapter 6 verses 10-17 In the name of Jesus, I put on the full Armor of God: The shoes of eagerness to tell the good news of peace; The belt of truth, Your faithfulness to me; The breastplate of integrity, wholeness, healing; The helmet of salvation wherein I stand not guilty, in right standing with God, and filled with the goodness of the Lord; I put on the shield of faith to put out the burning arrows of the evil one; I take the sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God. Against that Word no evil can come. Thank you, Jesus. Amen. Psalm 51:1-6, 12, 17 Have mercy on me, O Lord, In your goodness and compassion, wipe out my offense. Thoroughly wash away all my guilt; from my sin cleanse me. For I know my offense; my sin is always before me. Against you alone I have sinned. A clean heart create in me, O God and a willing spirit sustain in me. Lord, open my lips; and my mouth will proclaim your praise. 5 Conversations 6 6/16/99 Pray, Pray, Pray Jesus: Take My hand My daughter, and we will walk through the dark valley together. As we walk I will show you many things and when we come to the end of the valley you will be brand new. Pray. Prayer is needed by so many. Pray when you work, pray when you walk, pray when you rest. Offer your sleep as a prayer. Pray, pray, pray. It makes sense to pray as we walk together. We wouldn’t be talking about a TV program! 6/29/99 When you ask for help God the Father: Don’t worry about anything. We’ll plan together what to do first, second and third, and then you can do the first thing in peace knowing what you will do next. Worry comes when you don’t know where to start and so you don’t know if you’ll finish. Time is in My hands. I can stretch it or shorten it. You may have already noticed this. When you ask for My help I not only help you with the task but I arrange everything around it so that there will be no or very few obstacles. If there are many obstacles, it means one of two things: I’m taking care of it My way, or you are on the wrong track, and I am helping you to see this. 7/3/99 Jesus: I am glad you asked for words from Me for T. T., My love, you are My own sweet child. You are a delight to My heart. I want you to know that without a doubt, so that no matter what happens, you know that you are in My heart and I am always with you. So as you travel, I will be with you. When you are with your friend, I will be with you both. Keep this in mind: that as you two walk, talk, sit and eat together, I am with you. This way everything will fall into place for both of you. Share time to do this with both of us, our Mother and Me. Pray each day in Church. This will keep you centered and at peace. Then you will be able to make your decisions. Do not forget Me, mon cherie. Nor will I forget you! 7 7/7/99 Lord, would You explain the dream of angels saying, “Be healed” over and over again? God the Father: Those were My angels praying for you but it is I who does the healing. I sent them to let you know that you are being healed. All your efforts are bringing you to Me for healing. And I am doing it! You are My precious. I have much for you to do. You will be My heart for so many of My hurting children. During this time I am teaching you about My ways. It is our time together. You will look back on this time with great gratitude and longing. For it is a small taste of heaven--you and I together. When you talk to people, they too will come to know it is possible to be close to Me, to be taught, to be loved so deeply. They will cry for joy! Their empty hearts will never more be empty.