THE GREAT ESCAPE The Family That Preys – Escaping My Narcissistic Family Cult -Perfecting Waves of Contrast 03-08- 21 MUSIC-VIDEO MEMOIR BLOG Musical Emotional Narrative. Music Lyrics Narrate the Story and My Emotions. How I Deal & Healing from Lifetime of Abuse & Trauma. How I Created A Career Doing So, While Helping Others Do the Same. I CREATED MY OWN Miracle in The Mourning to Escape My Narcissistic Family Cult & Being Targeted by Corrupt Cops, In Order to Create Balance & Stability in my Life. AKA Perfecting Waves of Contrast.

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Escaping My Narcissistic Family Cult & Abusive Controlling Emotional Predator Sociopath Ex-Husband. Playing the Family Scapegoat in my Narcissistic Family Cult Became Extremely Dangerous Once My Mother Teamed Up with My Charming Master Manipulator Covert Sociopath Husband. They Thought It Would Be Easy & They Would Win in Their Battle to Destroy My Whole Life, 7-8 Years of Sabotage, Slowly Over Time, Years of Careful Planning They Never Thought It Was Possible They Wouldn’t Be Victorious. ………HAHAHA UNDERESTIMATING ME = HUGE MISTAKE

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I’m Married to The Music, For Better or For Worse

PART ONE – WHO AM I?

Chapter 1- Who Am I? ...I See Stars I'm living breathing proof! I'm living breathing proof! I feel it leaving me The earth starts to fade The life inside of me I find myself doing all the wrong things For all the right reasons I hear the words you say loud and clear I just don't give a fuck! I'm living breathing proof That you can turn off your conscious I'll show you the worst of me You have me asking Who am I? I'm a whole lot different that I look on the outside Let me go Take me back to the place I know Will I ever be the person I'm supposed to be? I will never let go I'm living breathing proof! I'm living breathing proof! (Who am I?) It's safe to say there are many days I live with no regrets How do you sleep at night? When I'm a living nightmare? I feel it leaving me The life inside of me! How do you sleep at night? When I am a living nightmare I am living nightmare Who am I? I'm a whole lot different that I look on the outside Let me go Take me back to the place I know Will I ever be the person I'm supposed to be? I will never let go Will I ever be the person I'm supposed to be? I will never let go (I'm living breathing proof)

Chapter 2- Bound for the Floor ...Local H Born to be down I've learned all my lessons before now Born to be down I think you'll get used to it And you just don't get it You keep it copacetic And you learn to accept it You know it's so pathetic Born to be down I think that I've said this before now Born to be down What good is confidence? And you just don't get it You keep it copacetic And you learn to accept it You know it's so pathetic And you don't

Chapter 3- Incubus Vitamin I'm born I'm alive I breathe In a moment or two I realize, That the sphere upon which I reside, Is asleep on its feet. Should I go back to sleep? I'm born I'm alive I breathe In a moment or two I realize, That the sphere upon which I reside, Is asleep on its feet. Should I go back to sleep? You stare at me like a vitamin On the surface you hate, But you know you need me. I'll come dressed as any pill you deem fit. Whatever helps you swallow truth All the more easily. We orbit the sun I grow up My open eyes see A zombified, somnambulist society. Leaving us as vitamins For the hibernating human animal. Do you see what I mean? You stare at me like a vitamin

On the surface you hate, But you know you need me. I'll come dressed as any pill you deem fit. Whatever helps you swallow truth All the more easily. And I wonder, will you digest me? Into the sleep machine I won't plug in, In fact I'd rather die before I will comply. To you, my friend, I write the reason I still live, cause in my mind it's set the vitamin is ripe to give Coming closer to another 2000 years You and I will pry The closed eye of the sleep machine You stare at me like a vitamin On the surface you hate, But you know you need me. I'll come dressed as any pill you deem fit. Whatever helps you swallow truth All the more easily.

Chapter 4- Wait Earshot Something's wrong, Trying to conquer these fears I thought were gone. And it's been so long, I'm dying to live in a world I don't belong I can't wait for someone to hear me, And wait for someone to touch me. And wait forever to be told, I'm forever alone. I can't wait for someone to feel me, And wait for someone to heal me. And wait forever to be told, I'm forever alone. On my own, I'll show myself what it means to be alone. And the tears I cry are washed away. All the scars are my disguise. I can't wait for someone to hear me, And wait for someone to touch me. And wait forever to be told, I'm forever alone. I can't wait for someone to feel me, And wait for someone to heal me. And wait forever to be told, I'm forever alone. I'm forever alone. I'm forever alone. I'm forever alone. I, I'm not waiting here this time. I can't wait for someone to hear me. And wait for someone to touch me And wait forever to be told, I'm forever alone. I can't wait for someone to feel me And wait for someone to heal me And wait forever to be told I'm forever alone. Chapter 5- Limits Bad Omens You set me up as the villain But you never mentioned the root of the problem Took what you wanted and flipped it But you won't be dragging my name to the bottom So much unsaid, left me for dead I won't forget, and now you're next Well, everyone's listening, and they know the difference You're not failing our senses If you're throwing me to the lions You should know I'm not scared of dying I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said But I'm going to make you wish you did Jump to conclusions, they fall for illusions But you wouldn't dare try to stop them You're going low at the end of the road But that won't be the path that I follow So much unsaid, left me for dead I won't forget, you're on my list Well, everyone's listening, and they know the difference You're not failing our senses If you're throwing me to the lions You should know I'm not scared of dying I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said But I'm going to make you wish you did I'm holding on to this until the scale's untitled Well, everyone's listening And they know the difference You're not failing our senses But you're pushing my limits If you're throwing me to the lions You should know I'm not scared of dying I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said Whoa If you're throwing me to the lions You should know I'm not scared of dying I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said

Chapter 6- Wolves Big Sean Uh Yeah, uh, that's right, uh, yeah Yeah, uh I was raised by the wolves (I was raised by) I was raised by the wolves (I was raised by) I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full (I was raised by) Run through the night, playing with ya life Go against the pack, that's risking ya life (I was raised by) Better play it right, yeah, you better play it right I got loyalty and blood, I do anything for love And everything for us, doing everything like everything ain't been too much You know my favorite time to come through for ya is the clutch, last second, what a rush Look, I'm the type to talk to the stars (I look up) Straight up, these ain't tattoos these are scars My young dogs will tear you and the witnesses apart (straight up) They care about starving more than they do about a charge (whoa, whoa, whoa) Me, I can't break a commitment (no) I done seen people fuck up the whole team 'cause they couldn't play they position Talking about they didn't mean it, bitch You know the road to hell was paved with good intentions I see myself in my nemesis, I contemplated forgiveness, I think I lost all my innocence Ho, my life depend on this, this ain't no simple sucka shit Try and steal and you get bit, that's what you mothafucking get I feel safer taking risks and I can't eat this on my own life Put my back against the wall just to see how much I've grown, dawg I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full (I was raised by) Run through the night, playing with ya life Go against the pack, that's risking ya life (I was raised by) Better play it right, better play it right I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full Run through the night, playing with ya life Go against the pack, that's risking ya life Better play it right, yeah, you better play it right I was raised by the wolves, paid all my dues Always in the game and never played by the rules Try to make me leave, fell down to my knees Picked myself up and turned my back to the breeze Oh, oh-oh Spent a milli on a milli, mama look at me With all these diamond chokers, man, it's getting hard to breathe Now that you are family, cut some branches off my tree But if you in my circle, know I'll always be around Don't let me down, you said you'd die for me, well, there's the ground Ice on my wrist, ice in my veins But it's a cold, cold world, and you can be predator, you can be prey I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full Run through the night, playing with ya life Go against the pack, that's risking ya life Better play it right, better play it right 'Cause I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full ('til they full) Run through the night, playing with ya life (with ya life) Go against the pack, that's risking ya life (risking ya life) Better play it right, yeah, you better play it right I was raised by the wolves (I was raised by) I was raised by the wolves (I was raised by) I was raised by the wolves, ate 'til they full (I was raised by) Run through the night, playing with ya life Go against the pack that's risking ya life Better play it right, yeah, you better play it right (woo)

Chapter 7- Our House (The Mess We Made) You Me At Six I look around me And everyone's a no-show I made the call but People saw the smoke No, we haven't got time to Be puttin' out fires that we didn't start You look light But I know you have a heavy heart They say tell me why I should care About the people that I Have never met? They don't have my back So answer why should I Have any of theirs? Because our house is on fire Our house is on fire Our house is on fire and no one cares Our house is on fire Prophets with problems Smart mouths don't wanna solve them Nobody can tell me That we got a plan B worth hearing When I dream of outer space (dream of outer space) I wonder what they're thinking When they look down and see (look down and see) That the Earth is bleeding The kids are takin' the streets They ain't missin' a beat They want their futures back When the leaders can't lead We all look to a Swede Who speaks the most sense to me May be finally a time For us to draw the line In the mess we made Because our house is on fire Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire and no one cares Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire and no one cares Our house is on fire Why should we Care about people We have never met? Why should we Care about people We have never met? Why should we Care about people We will never meet? Because the kids are takin' the streets They ain't missin' a beat They want their futures back So don't go, get a coffee Now's not the time for sleep Now's not the time for sleep Because our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire and no one cares Our house is on fire Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire (nobody knows) Our house is on fire and no one cares Our house is on fire (and nobody knows)

Chapter 8- Make Yourself Incubus If I hadn't made me I would have been made somehow If I hadn't assembled myself I'd have fallen apart by now If I hadn't made me I'd be more inclined to bow Powers that would be have swallowed me up But that's more than I can allow If you let them make you They'll make you papier-mâché At a distance you're strong Until the wind comes Then you crumble and blow away If you let them fuck you There will be no foreplay But rest-assured They'll screw you complete ?Til your ass is blue and gray You should only make amends with you If only for better health But if you really want to live Why not try and make yourself? If I hadn't made me I'd have fallen apart by now I won't let ?em make me It's more than I can allow So when I make me I won't be papier-mâché And if I fuck me I'll fuck me in my own way You should only make amends with you If only for better health But if you really want to live Why not try and make yourself?

Chapter 9- Mastermind Mindless Self Indulgence I am the mastermind Leaving you all behind And that ain't no fuckin' lie! I am the mastermind It's just a problem of mine It's like columbine Columbine! Your time has come Kiss it all good-bye Your time has come Kiss it all good-bye What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right That's right This message cannot be denied What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right That's right I am the mastermind Underline mastermind Until your pencil breaks I am the mastermind Just like a suicide Your credit has been denied Denied! Your time has come Kiss it all goodbye Your time has come Kiss it all goodbye What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right That's right This shit gonna turn your mama white What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right That's right That's right Oh, Pennsylvania Oh, Pennsylvania Oh, Pennsylvania Oh, Pennsylvania I am the mastermind Intelligent by design It makes me wanna cry I am the mastermind And now that I'm satisfied It's time to say goodbye Good bye! Your time has come Kiss it all goodbye Your time has come Kiss it all goodbye What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right That's right That's right I will not apologize What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus? What's that ruckus comin' through the night? That's right That's right Chapter 10- Make Your Move You me at six Make your move Hold your breath Hope that you Have something left Wait your turn To call the shots Play your hand Watch your luck And are you gunna be there? And are you gunna be there? I think you know No No You're under my skin You're under my skin No No I've got a SONG for you I've got a SONG for you So you've seen it All before I heard you watch From afar Caught in the headlights Of your love Stuck in first First on time And are you gunna be there? I think you know No No You're under my skin You're under my skin No No I've got a SONG for you I've got a SONG for you Got me right where you want me, don't you? Got me right where you want me, don't you? Got me right where you want me, don't you? Now that you know

Chapter 11- Sharp Practice Circa Survive Tripping over things unsaid in a constant motion I cannot recognize the truth 'cause it's unfamiliar If you didn't have so much left to prove, would there be resistance? Kicking up this cloud of dust till it covers us I had been there and done it a thousand times but never with my eyes open You get what you paid for We can't sell our Goddamn souls anymore, anymore Don't let them give you the runaround again, again It's up to you to make sense of it Yeah, Talk No one hesitates to taste when they come and throw the feed down If you wanna not make haste, keep your feet on the ground I see you coming from a million miles away like a stampede of footsteps Kicking up this cloud of dust till it covers us You can't control what has happened to your heart Till you give it away, till you give it away You get what you paid for We can't sell our Goddamn souls anymore, anymore Don't let them give you the runaround again, again It's up to you to make sense of it So many words flooded inmy vacant lie So little space, too little sleep, too little time Tripping over things unsaid in a constant motion I cannot recognize the truth 'cause I've never known it I've never known it, I've never known it, known You get what you paid for We can't sell our Goddamn souls anymore, anymore Don't let them give you the runaround again, again It's up to you to make sense of it I see you coming from a million miles away I see you coming from a million miles away

Chapter 12- Decode Paramore How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind I can't win your losing fight All the time Nor could I ever own what's mine When you're always taking sides But you won't take away my pride No, not this time Not this time How did we get here When I used to know you so well? How did we get here? Well, I think I know The truth is hiding in your eyes And it's hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood But you think that I can't see What kind of man that you are If you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out On my own (I'm screaming, I love you so) On my own (but my thoughts you can't decode) How did we get here? When I used to know you so well? Yeah, hw did we get here? Well, I think I know Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves Yeah, yeah How did we get here When I used to know you so well? Yeah How did we get here When I used to know you so well? I think I know, I think I know There is something I see in you It might kill me, I want it to be true

Chapter 13- Stravolcano Mouth Chidos Let it all out Let, let it all out Let, let it all out Let, let it go Let it all out Let, let it all out Let it all out Explode If mother earth was your body And the inner core was your fury Then the lava that flows in the chamber below Is your adrenaline In a single second are a thousand thoughts But only one of them makes sense to you For so long you've held it in Everyday you're getting closer Explode into the air, explode into the air Are you alive? Are you livid? Yes, are you afraid? Are you afraid of what you hold inside? In a single second are a thousand thoughts But only one of them makes sense to you For so long you've held it in Everyday you're getting closer Explode into the air, explode into the air For so long you've held it in Everyday you're getting closer Explode into the air, explode into the air You're breathing heavy, you close your eyes Your hands are shaking but you hold it in You try to stay calm, you try to hold it back But you can't seem to rest Yeah, your heart is breaking right out of your chest (Explode) And this is what it feels like to be a volcano Will it tear you up inside? Let it all Let, let it all out Let it all out just let it go Let it all out Let, let it all out, let it all out Explode out your throat Explode out your throat For so long you've held it in Everyday you're getting closer Explode into the air, explode into the air For so long you've held it in Everyday you're getting closer Explode into the air, explode into the air Explode out your throat Explode out your throat

Chapter 14- Counterfeit Limp Bizkit Floppin fairy You know we figured you out Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out, you wear a mask Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out, you wear a mask Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out, you wear a mask Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out, you wear a mask Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out, you wear a mask Freakin' me out, you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freakin' me out you wear a... fake Hey, man, wake up and smell the concrete Strange to see you've change like the LB Could be identity crisis, but I can't buy this Reality bites but that's what life is Pitiful you, your hideous behavior Hate what God gave ya, fakin' all the flava Artificial minds seekin' out the new trends Get in where you fit in, quit thinkin' like a has-been Diggin' in my culture let me let your punks know I'm an old school soldier with the funk flow A damn shame you wanna change yourself because you're sick of yourself Well, I'm sick of you too! Fake You're a counterfeit Fake, you know we figured you out Well, I'm sick of you, too! Fake You're a counterfeit Fake! I wonder, I wonder, I wonder what it's like to be a clone Doin' nothin', nothin' on my own Alone in your misery, you're bitin' on my new style Filed as a counterfeit, going down in history As nothin' but a copy cat (Copy cat) So if your fakin' that you're phat You need a ball bat right where your head is at All your desperation causes separation Now I grab the mic to intimidate Your weakness screams from the limp on your siren Phonies get the hint quick smacked with funk flick Pain for the fakers fame can't maintain because you're sick of yourself Well, I'm sick of you too! Fake You're a counterfeit Fake, you know we figured you out Well, I'm sick of you, too! Fake You're a counterfeit Fake! All these phonies You disregarded your life (Disregarded your life) You disrespected your friends (You disrespected your friends) You've even stolen your appearance (Stolen) From hangin' out with my family But I should have never dropped my guard (Shoulda never dropped my guard) So you could stab me in the back (Stab me in the back) But you were faking me out (You were faking me out) Just faking me out, you wear a mask (You wear a mask) Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit! Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit! Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit! Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit You're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit! Now you're steadily startin' to change You wanna re-arrange your lifestyle, live like the wild child With the vibe alive you could lie to try and be so fly A lie, but you deny You're a fa-a-a-a-a-a-a-ke! You know we figured you're a phony You know we figured you out Fa-a-a-a-a-a-a-ke! You know we figured you out, figured you out Figured you out fake Fake! Fake! Fake! Fake! Freaking me out, you're probably freaking me out (Fake!) Freaking me out, you're probably freaking me out (Fake!) Freaking me out, you're probably freaking me out Fa-a-a-a-a-a-a-ke!

Chapter 15- My Way Limp Bizkit Check out, check out Check out, check out my melody Limp Bizkit, bring it on Special, you think you're special You do, I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look down on me and walk around on me Just one more fight about your leadership And I will straight up leave your shit 'Cause I've had enough of this and now I'm pissed Yeah, this time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway This time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway Limp Bizkit Check out my melody Rock the house y'all Check out my melody Gonna feel y'all Just one more fight about a lot of things And I will give up everything To be on my own again, free again Yeah, this time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway This time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway Someday you'll see things my way 'Cause you never know, like you never know When you're gonna go Someday you'll see things my way 'Cause you never know, like you never know When you're gonna go Check out my melody It's all about the he said, she said What's it all about Check out my melody Check out my fabulous beat Just one more fight and I'll be history Yes I will straight up leave your shit And you be the one who's left, missing me Yeah, this time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway This time I'ma let it all come out This time I'ma stand up and shout I'ma do things my way It's my way, my way or the highway Someday you'll see things my way 'Cause you never know, like you never know When you're gonna go Someday you'll see things my way 'Cause you never know, no you never know When you're gonna go Check out, check out my Check out, check out my melody Check out my, my melody

PART TWO – Sick Cycle Carousel

Chapter 16- Sick Cycle Carousel Life House If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine If it had a home would it be my eyes? Would you believe me If I said I am tired of this How here we go now one more time I tried to climb your steps I tried to chase you down I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground I tried to earn my way I tried to tame this mind You better believe that I tried to beat this So when will this end It goes on and on Over and over and over again Keep spinning around i know that it won't stop Till I step down from this for good I never thought I'd end up here I never thought Id be standing where I am I guess a kind of thought it would be easier than this I guess I was wrong now one more time I tried to climb your steps I tried to chase you down I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground I tried to earn my way I tried to tame this mind You better believe that I tried to beat this So when will this end It goes on and on Over and over and over again Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop Till I step down from this Sick cycle carousel, This is a sick cycle, yeah Sick cycle carousel This is a sick cycle, yeah So will this end It goes on and on Over and over and over again Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop Till I step down from this for good When will this end It goes on and on Over and over and over again Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop Till I step down from this for good Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel Sick cycle carousel

Chapter 17- Sort Of Silversun Pickups Do you think I'm sort of alive Should I set these motives aside Do I feel well sort of benign When you walk your body through mine What's keeping my tongue tied I see when you roll your eyes I swear any moment you will hear My spirit explode When there's fire on the ground Should it turn my whole world around When a wheel's in the lake Should I think it's a big mistake When there's smoke in the sky Please don't wake me I don't know why When your hand stretches out Is it way beyond Way beyond my reach Do you think it's sort of a crutch When you try to move me to touch Do I shake Well sort of But not much When my shades are summoned and crushed What's keeping my tongue tied I see when you roll your eyes I swear any moment you will hear My spirit explode When there's fire on the ground Should it turn my whole world around When a wheel's in the lake Should I think it's a big mistake When there's smoke in the sky Please don't wake me I don't know why When your hand stretches out Is it way beyond Way beyond my reach Reach Keep reaching For me Does it make you nervous When you hear my bones Animate my body Without a soul What's keeping my tongue tied I see when you roll your eyes I swear any moment you will hear My spirit explode When there's fire on the ground Should it turn my whole world around When a wheel's in the lake Should I think it's a big mistake When there's smoke in the sky Please don't wake me I don't know why When your hand stretches out Is it way beyond Way beyond my reach Chapter 18- Young Lonely Emarosa I forgot the way, time For talking back and letting you choose Can I grow? Can I leave it alone? I'm thinking that I want you too I can't lie I have my father's eyes Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Following you Had me dead in my head I'm dead in my home But I can't remember what it is (what it is) About you (about you) Checking the heart Checking into my hope Watching the lines When I'm blood sucking with you I can't lie I have my father's eyes Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Make me a martyr Make me a martyr Make me a martyr Make me... Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Hey, young lonely Hey, young lonely Is it all okay? You'll find out you are strong Make me a martyr Make me a martyr Make me... You'll find out you are strong Hey, young lonely (make me a martyr) Hey, young lonely (make me a martyr) Make me... You'll find out you are strong Chapter 19- Ghost In My Home Point North I felt the presence of a person that I loved once And now the only way to get out is to move on And now I think to myself, "What have I begun?" She's hiding from the moonlight, could see the world in your eyes But I was trying to run away at the same time So sink your teeth in 'cause now I gotta feel it Show your face so I got something to believe 'Cause you're watching me sleep all night Can you feel the cold running down your spine? Now I can't erase you from my mind I know it's gonna hurt a little I try to run from you It's all that I can do 'Cause you're the thorn in my side that I can't pull out now The pain in my gut when you keep bringing me down So let me go 'Cause if you gotta know You're the ghost in my home and I wanna be alone now You're keeping me awake 'cause I hate who you've become I hear your voice in my head and it ain't stopping I just wanna drown it out but I'm eavesdropping Like a leech on my heart, yeah you're still sucking And then you kicked me to the dirt like a filthy habit I'm stepping off the edge 'cause I got nothing left And now you're taking back what you said, yeah When you follow me around you try to keep me down But I can see right through your intentions 'Cause you're watching me sleep all night Can you feel the cold running down your spine? Now I can't erase you from my mind I know it's gonna hurt a little I try to run from you It's all that I can do 'Cause you're the thorn in my side that I can't pull out now The pain in my gut when you keep bringing me down So let me go 'Cause if you gotta know You're the ghost in my home and I wanna be alone now You're keeping me awake 'cause I hate who you've become Thorn in the side that I can't pull out now The pain in my gut when you keep bringing me down Ghosts in my home and I wanna be alone now Keeping me awake and I hate who you are now Thorn in the side that I can't pull out now The pain in my gut when you keep bringing me down Ghosts in my home and I wanna be alone now Keeping me awake and I hate who you are now I try to run from you I try to run from you 'Cause you're the thorn in my side that I can't pull out now The pain in my gut when you keep bringing me down Let me go 'Cause if you gotta know You're the ghost in my home and I wanna be alone now You're keeping me awake 'cause I hate who you've become

Chapter 20- Losing Control Red Just another caricature See how temptation leads It sells me the lies, like a sheep in disguise With every word it plants another seed I feel a change in the atmosphere I never thought I'd end up back here Divided, alone, afraid In a breath my chains reappear And I build it all up just to watch it fall down (Nothing left to save, I'm letting go) And I'm digging all up what I've buried underground I'm losing, I'm losing control I'm losing control I'm losing control Just another thorn in my side I try again and fail I seal my fate, it's almost too late I try to hold on, but it's slipping, slipping away And I build it all up just to watch it fall down (Nothing left to save, I'm letting go) And I'm digging all up what I've buried underground I'm losing, I'm losing control I'm losing control I'm losing control Hold on to me, don't let me fall 'Cause I can't waste it all on nothing Hold on to me, please don't let go I'm losing everything And I build it all up just to watch it crash down (I'm losing everything!) And I'm digging all up what I buried underground I'm losing, I'm losing control I'm losing control I'm losing control Control Control Control Control

Chapter 21- Beggin For Thread Banks So I got edges that scratch And sometimes I don't got a filter But I'm so tired of eatin' All of my misspoken words I know my disposition gets confusing My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state That's why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah Why? Why? Why? Stooped down and out, you got me beggin' for thread To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head Stupidly think you had it under control Strapped down to something that you don't understand Don't know what you were getting yourself into You should have known, secretly I think you knew I got some dirt on my shoes My words can come out as a pistol I'm no good at aimin' But I can aim it at you I know my actions, they may get confusin' But my unstable ways is my solution to even space That's why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah Stooped down and out, you got me beggin for thread To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head Stupidly think you had it under control Strapped down to something that you don't understand Don't know what you were getting yourself into You should have known, secretly I think you knew (Secretly I think you knew) Hold it out, whoa Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better Hold it out, whoa Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better Hold it out, whoa Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better Hold it out, whoa Try to hide it out, but my tracks are better Stooped down and out, you got me beggin' for thread To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head Stupidly think you had it under control Strapped down to something that you don't understand Don't know what you were getting yourself into You should have known, secretly I think you knew (Secretly I think you knew)

Chapter 22- The Pretender Foo Fighters Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in, again The need you buried deep The secrets that you keep are ever ready Are you ready? I'm finished making sense Done pleading ignorance That whole defense Spinning infinity, boy The wheel is spinning me It's never-ending, never-ending Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? In time our soul untold I'm just another soul for sale, oh well The page is out of print We are not permanent We're temporary, temporary Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? I'm the voice inside your head You refuse to hear I'm the face that you have to face Mirrored in your stare I'm what's left, I'm what's right I'm the enemy I'm the hand that will take you down Bring you to your knees So who are you? Yeah, who are you? Yeah, who are you? Yeah, who are you? Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? (Keep you in the dark) What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? (You know they all pretend) You're the pretender (Who dares) What if I say I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? (Keep you in the dark) What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? (You know they all pretend) You're the pretender (Who dares) What if I say I will never surrender? So who are you? Yeah, who are you? Yeah, who are you?

Chapter 23- Time is Money You Me at Six I've gotta get this off my chest. I'm startin' to feel a little unrest. Oh every time I check my shoulder I see you there with a clueless-look on your face I've gotta question your intentions. You're playing this one by the book. Which of the version you're preaching from? That song you once ? I know, I know you well enough. (Give us a little time, just a little time) And I know, and I know you well enough. (Give us a little time, just a little time) If you were so amidst, Why do you break every promise? With everything that you say, I take a picture of what happens around me. You don't like the size of us now. Huddle us and slow me down. I can't help but think You'll be the only thing in front of me. I know, I know you well enough. (Give us a little time, just a little time) And I know, and I know you well enough. (Give us a little time, just a little time) You put a price on everything You even try to put one on me

Chapter 24- Death of Me Red I should have seen those signs all around me But I was comfortable inside these wounds So go ahead and take another piece of me, now While we all bow down to you You tear me down And then you pick me up You take it all And still it's not enough You try to tell me You can heal me But I'm still bleeding And you'll be the death of me How can you end my affliction If you're the sickness and I'm the cure' Too long I've faked this addiction Another sacrifice to make us pure You tear me down And then you pick me up You take it all And still it's not enough You try to tell me You can heal me But I'm still bleeding And you'll be the death of me You tear me down And then you pick me up You take it all And still it's not enough You try to tell me You can heal me But I'm still bleeding And you'll be the death of me I won't forget I cannot forget this I won't forget I'll never forget this I won't forget I cannot forget this I won't forget I'll never forget this I won't forget I cannot forget this I won't forget I'll never forget this I won't forget I cannot forget this I won't forget I'll never forget You know I can never prove this solution You aren't the one that I thought you were And so I learn to embrace this illusion The line that separates It starts to blur You tear me down And then you pick me up You take it all And say it's not enough You try to tell me You can heal me But I'm still bleeding And you'll be the death of me And you'll be the death of me I will not forget I cannot forget this And you'll be the death of me

Chapter 25- Not What It Seems Something Corporate A long day If ever these questions were yours what would you say? I don't know But I'm writing the answers on cheap paper napkins And now he's turning off And now she's shutting down It's not what it seems Nothing's the same when you give it away No, it's not what it seems It's just what you think it is And these fights They climb through my veins like it's mercury rising And these nights I seem to remember a home that was better And now he's turning off And now she's shutting down It's not what it seems Nothing's the same when you give it away No, it's not what it seems It's just what you think it is Now he's turning off The family is breaking down It's not what it seems Nothing's the same when you give it away No, it's not what it seems It's just what you think it is It's just what you think it is

Chapter 26- Nightmare Halsey Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I shall die before I 'wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I've tasted blood and it is sweet I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet I've trusted lies and trusted men Broke down and put myself back together again Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth And I'ma let you speak if you just let me breathe I've been polite, but won't be caught dead Lettin' a man tell me what I should do in my bed Keep my exes in check in my basement 'Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent I could play nice or I could be a bully I'm tired and angry, but somebody should be "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware, yeah Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

Chapter 27 1.0- No One’s Listening Point North Lit by fluorescent lights, a cold floor on my feet And each face is worse than the last, I wish I didn't see I failed to realize that this ain't the first time They put me inside of a prison at home One second I'm here and another I'm gone I never hurt nobody So what you fucking want from me? Are you ever gonna let me out? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening? Dark days, cold nights pass me by Frozen with fright but that's alright Now who the fuck are you to tell me what to do? Like where to stay, where to sleep, what to eat 'Cause I'll be leaving soon and I'll remember you I never hurt nobody So what you fucking want from me? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening?

Chapter 28- Bite My Tongue You Me at Six I hate to break it to you but You're just a lonely star I try to bring you down but A level isn't good enough You always do as you believe so I'm gonna fall asleep And take a seat And watch you fall apart 'Cause in the end What are you without me? I slow this down 'cause I know that you can't keep up Oh baby I, maybe I was alone from the start I might be proud, but at least I'm proud of something You've taken pride in becoming nothing You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me I'm married to the music For better or for worse You say that I'm privileged but Your gift is my curse I can't recall the last time Someone asked me how I was Well deject I was a fucking wreck But my help can only shoot us I sit in the dirt You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me Just forget what you've learned Just forget what you've heard The truth just confirmed I can't bare the sight of you anymore. You've become what I hate Sold yourself for a bit of fame Now that the wolves have closed the door You wanna drag me down some more Fuck you Fuck you You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me I wanna hate every part of you with me I can't hate the ones who made me

Chapter 29- Believe Breaking Benjamin Don't tread the water Just stay still I'll not be bothered By you until I'm picking sides And pulling the strings I'm living lies And shedding the skin I'm open wide And letting you in I'm wronging rights Believe I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want mine Get up Force it to fit Confined inside Don't pull me under Into the deep I often wonder How it should be I'm picking sides And pulling the strings I'm living lies And shedding the skin I'm open wide And letting you I'm wronging rights Believe I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want mine Get up Force it to fit Confined inside I don't care what you want I just want mine I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want mine Get up Force it to fit Confined inside My dead eyes

Chapter 30- Ebb & Flow Heartist Would you believe in me If I set the world on fire at your feet Would you still cling to me Cuz you are a nightmare baby but I'm not losing sleep We don't have to take it slow We're drowning in the ebb and flow We'll flood the world until it overflows It goes on and on and on I go on and on to let you know That I will decay Lost in the sound I'd tear away if I knew how You leave me hopeless I am so hopeless Would you still bleed for me If you felt the pain I've buried underneath Stay away from me Cuz I've been to hell and back but you're too much to take And I will decay Lost in the sound I'd tear away if I knew how You leave me hopeless I am so hopeless It's all reversible if you'd be merciful But you won't say a word I can't take this anymore I've come undone Yeah I've had enough I will decay Time's running out I'm still a slave to you somehow You leave me hopeless I am so hopeless That I will decay Lost in the sound I'd tear away if I knew how You leave me hopeless I am so hopeless

Chapter 31- Death of Me Red This love, this love This love, this love This love, this This love looks like a loaded gun A noose around my neck or a sweet poison If it gets in the wrong hands, then we're fucked 'Cause heaven knows what you do to me You could chain me up or set me free And you could suffocate or let me breathe, yeah Baby, you could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be, you could be I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be the death of me I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me One man's hell is another's God It's all about perspective, a parallax You're a cold-blooded killer only after dark But I don't mind, woo 'Cause I'm a sucker, I'll do 'bout anything Just to get those hands on me, yeah Keep me hanging on so desperately Baby, you could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be, you could be I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be the death of me I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me 'Cause heaven knows what you do to me, yeah Let you chain me up or set me free You could suffocate or let me breathe You could be the death of me, woo 'Cause heaven knows what you do to me, yeah Let you chain me up or set me free (woo) You could suffocate or let me breathe You could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be the death of me I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me Maybe I'm crazy, I know you're danger Baby, you could be the death of me I'm falling, fading, and seeing angels Baby, you could be the death of me

Chapter 32- Female Robbery The Neighbourhood I think I found hell I think I found something I think I found something in my TV screen I think I found out that I have nothing That I have nothing in this place for me I watched it all in my head, perfect sense They'll take me from me my bed Leave everything that is worth a single cent and just take me instead That TV show I saw as I feel asleep Had me on both my knees Praying to whatever is in heaven please send me a felon And don't let the police know Anything, anything Don't tell them anything Anything, please Anything, anything Don't tell them anything Anything, please I think I can tell I think I can tell them Tell them they were made for me I'm thinking they'll know, know it already I'm thinking they'll know just about everything I bet they planned it all out Like the shows Went everywhere I go Walked into the store right behind me Stood in line right beside me and followed me to my home I'm sure they figured it out early on That I would never run That they could shoot but that's not fun 'Cause then they're killing their stolen son Anything, anything Don't tell them anything Anything, please Anything, anything Don't tell them anything Anything, please We're gonna die

Chapter 33- Let Go Red Hey you Look what you do to me You bend and you bruise me While you try to control me But you don't own me How come you just wanna hurt me How come you just wanna push me I can't ignore you anymore 'Cause everywhere I turn you You burn me, you break me You always wanna take me Down with you What do you want from me I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't wanna be here fading It's more than I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't wanna be here fading Just let go Let go (Look what you do to me) Hey you Look what you do to me You hurt and you scar me With all that you tell me But I'm not listening You love me You hate me You always want to take me Down with you What do you want from me (I won't stay) I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't wanna be here fading It's more than I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't wanna be here fading Just let You keep pushing me You keep using me You keep twisting me You keep breaking me You can't have me anymore You can't have me anymore You can't have me anymore You can't have me Let go I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't wanna be here fading It's more than I can take I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't wanna be here fading It's more than I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't wanna be here fading Just let go Let go Just let go (Holding on) Let go (Holding on) Just let go Let go Let go

Chapter 34- Black Vultures Halestorm Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the sky Feels like the end of the world But it's only the beginning of it all Forget the things that you've heard Been a survivor since I began to crawl I'm falling down but I'm not out The devils at my door I don't give in, I don't give up I won't ever let it break me I'm on fire, I'm a fighter I'll forever be the last one standing Black vultures circling the sky Pick at the pieces Scavengers wait for me to die But I'm not defeated I'm on the edge of the war I'm holding on and hanging by a thread I am the eye of the storm And you haven't seen the last of me just yet I'm falling down but I'm not out I'm coming back for more I don't give in, I don't give up I won't ever let it break me I'm on fire, I'm a fighter I'll forever be the last one standing Black vultures circling the sky Pick at the pieces Scavengers wait for me to die But I'm not defeated I'm still alive I'm still alive I don't give in, I don't give up I won't ever let it break me I'm on fire, I'm a fighter I'll forever be the last one Black vultures circling the sky Pick at the pieces Scavengers wait for me to die But I'm not defeated Black vultures circling the sky oh, you all can wait for me to die Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the Black vultures circling the sky

Chapter 35- Fighter Christina Aguileria Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up 'Cause I've had enough You were there by my side, always down for the ride But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in shame After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong 'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know Just how capable I am to pull through So I want to say thank you Cause it 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game I heard you're goin' round playin', the victim now But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame 'Cause you dug your own grave After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanting to haunt me But that won't work anymore, no more, It's over 'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down So I want to say thank you Cause it 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter How could this man I thought I knew Turn out to be unjust so cruel Could only see the good in you Pretended not to know the truth You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself Through living in denial But in the end you'll see You won't stop me I am a fighter and I I ain't goin' stop There is no turning back I've had enough 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter You thought I would forget, But I remember 'Cause I remember I remember You thought I would forget, But I remember 'Cause I remember I remember 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter

Chapter 36 1.0- Nothing Left To Lose Point North Everyone seems like they know more than us But it's a front for everything they cover-up Ain't it fun to call them out on all their bluffs And one by one we'll show them what they really are They don't see the differences in you and me Sets us apart from whoever they try to be So disregard the logic that they try to preach And then they'll leave but where we gonna go when there's no escape We should see this through now for our own sake So take another step and feel the ground shake You don't gotta fake you wanna run Hey don't surrender now We still got a chance we can make it out Hey you should stick around Cause no-one changed a thing when they were by themself Ooh (x7) We got nothing left to lose Ooh (x7) We got everything to prove All we got is something they already lost They should've fought while we were always holding on It's worth a shot and they don't even know the cost And one by one they smile with their fingers crossed So never listen to a word they say They'll say what you want until they get their way So trust the things you know Then never let it go

Chapter 37- Get Out Circa Survive I can't get started from the part where I left off yesterday Should have spent my time a little wiser I sat alone Guilty as sin Waiting for words to come From out of my head Still making sense to anyone I can't wait to understand the reason I've yet to translate any meaning Besides, it's not worth it to try Get out Get out Locked myself up in a room without a window Just to see If it was any easier to breathe (I was wrong) Never underestimate the daylight There, it's so much easier to breathe I can't wait to understand the reason I've yet to translate any meaning Besides, it's not worth it to try Get out Get out Get out Get out There's no meaning Besides, it's not worth it to try Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Yeah

Chapter 38- We’re Not in Kansas Anymore I See Stars We are dark The way the night stretches over the sun And we're up to no good Yeah we're up to no good No we won't go peaceful There is no excuse for the way that we live Yeah we're up to no good No we won't go peaceful Will you release me, my friend There's nowhere to run or hide Again and again Getting lost in the depths of my mind And this cell can't hold back My dangerous thoughts 959 miles away is where you'll find me I'm afraid I've been locked away Throw out the key (Throw out the key) Throw out the key I'm afraid I've been locked away We are dark The way the night stretches over the sun And we're up to no good Yeah we're up to no good No we won't go peaceful There is no excuse for the way that we live Yeah we're up to no good No we won't go peaceful Will you release me my friend? There's no where to run or hide Again and again Getting lost in the depths of my mind And this cell can't hold back My dangerous thoughts There's no where to run or hide Getting lost in the depths of my mind 959 miles away is where you'll find me I'm afraid I've been locked away Throw out the key (Throw out the key) Throw out the key I'm afraid I've been locked away Don't look back Don't look back Get me the hell away from here You don't know you're free, until you're locked away Even just for a day I tell you I'm not the man I used to be

Chapter 39- Blue Emarosa Maybe there's something wrong Maybe I'm the danger Go give me my broken bones, I'm walking home I don't feel a thing anymore And I don't know why I can't handle this part of my life I'm unable to say I'm feeling safe or someone take my place Because I am not forgiving enough to stay insane Only the fall is mine And I'm finding it more than fine I'm unstable, pull me through Call my name, I'm feeling blue And now you tell me what to do Maybe there's something wrong Maybe I don't blame you If I had a reason to, a reason to feel like I do I wouldn't need any help from you I wouldn't need any help from you This is my apology for losing sight of what you mean For losing sides of me Everybody sheds but I'm feeling so lean Feeling so lean, feeling so lean I don't know why I can't handle it, I've tried So say I'm feeling safe or someone take my place Because I am not forgiving enough to stay insane Only the fall is mine And I'm finding it more than fine I'm unstable, pull me through Call my name, I'm feeling blue And now you tell me what to do

Chapter 40- Passive A Perfect Circle Dead as dead can be The doctor tells me But I just can't believe him Ever the optimistic one I'm sure of your ability to become My perfect enemy Wake up (why can't you?) And face me (come on now) Don't play dead (don't play dead) 'Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I'll walk away and say You disappoint me Maybe you're better off this way Leaning over you here Cold and catatonic I catch a brief reflection What you could and might have been It's your right and your ability To become my perfect enemy Wake up (why can't you?) And face me (come on now) Don't play dead (don't play dead) 'Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I'll walk away and say You disappoint me Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way You're better off this You're better off this Maybe you're better off Wake up (why can't you?) And face me (come on now) Don't play dead (don't play dead) 'Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I'll walk away and say You fucking disappoint me Maybe you're better off this way Go ahead and play dead I know that you can hear this Go ahead and play dead Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? You fucking disappoint me Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit Passive-aggressive bullshit

Chapter 41- Vow Garbage I can't use what I can't abuse And I can't stop when it comes to you You burned me out but I'm back at your door Like Joan of Arc coming back for more I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to cut you up, I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to shut you up, I came to drag you down I came around to tear your little world apart and break your soul apart Ah, you burn and burn to get under my skin You've gone too far now I won't give in You crucified me but I'm back in your bed like Jesus Christ coming back from the dead I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to knock you up, I came to cut you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to rock you up, I came to shout you down I came around to tear your little world apart and break your soul apart I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to cut you up, I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to shut you up, I came to suck you down I came around to tear your little world apart Tear your little world apart Tear your little world apart and break your soul apart I can't stop when it comes to you I can't stop when it comes to you When it comes to you When it comes to you

Chapter 42- Vicious Halestorm You make me vicious Watch as I make the pain my mistress You can call me Miss Malicious I'll dress you up in stiches No I cannot resist this If it don't hurt I get suspicious I like to take the knife and twist it Babe, our love is sacreligious I'm not scared to admit it This violence is delicious What doesn't kill me Makes me vicious I'm not gonna break, I can take All that you can give, this is survival Of the sickest I am not afraid, bring the pain Watch out 'cause I'm vicious And I'm not asking for forgiveness Yeah I make you go ballistic Your torture is our business And I won't leave a witness I don't care if you hate me 'Cause you're gonna have to face me And there's no use in crying You know I would be lying if I said you could escape me What doesn't kill me Makes me vicious I'm not gonna break, I can take All that you can give, this is survival Of the sickest I am not afraid, bring the pain What doesn't kill me makes me Vicious Vicious Vicious Vicious What doesn't kill me Makes me vicious I'm not gonna break, I can take All that you can give, this is survival Of the sickest I am not afraid, bring the pain What doesn't kill me makes me vicious What doesn't kill me makes me vicious What doesn't kill me makes me vicious What doesn't kill me makes me vicious, oh!

Chapter 43- Whats Wrong PVRIS Don't need a metaphor Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Woah, woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Woah, woah Two years gone Came back as some bones and so cynical This skin don't feel like home It's all overgrown but you'll never know Take the mirror from the wall so I can't see myself at all Don't wanna see another damn inch of my skull Forget the poems of saints and ghosts I'm the one I fear the most Little did I know that I was only crying wolf I know it's so wrong but I'm so far gone Don't need you to tell me I'm so cynical Quit being so over-skeptical Don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah I don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable (Oh, oh, woah) Push and pull Oh it's all getting old No I didn't want this throne (no I didn't want this throne) Yeah, only fools make feasts of gold They rot the fruit on tables (No I didn't want this throne) When did I get so pitiful Just a goddamn corpse in a centerfold You got my back against the wall And now I can't ever get comfortable No I never sold my soul If I ever do throw my bones to the wolves No I never sold my soul No I never sold mine I know it's so wrong but I'm so far gone Don't need you to tell me I'm so cynical Quit being so over-skeptical Don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah I don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable (oh, oh, woah) Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah I don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable (oh, oh, woah) No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my soul No I never sold my I know it's so wrong but I'm so far gone Don't need you to tell me I'm so cynical Quit being so over-skeptical Don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah I don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable (oh, oh, woah) Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah I don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable (oh, oh, woah) Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Woah, Woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Oh, oh, woah Woah, woah

Chapter 44- Dead Weight PVRIS If we start cracking at the center I won't let it break Hold it together through the weather, it's my DNA So sick of being your giver Throwing my soul away All give, no take Look what you started You're turning me heartless I'm trying my hardest If I'm being honest I can't take it over and over Dead weight hanging off of my shoulder Nothing changes I'm getting colder Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders If I start cracking at the center All this goes away I'm staying numb to my feelings Dodge 'em like Novocaine My back is breaking From taking all of this dead weight All give, no take Do you even notice How easy you got this? Taking wings off a goddess If I'm being honest I can't take it over and over Dead weight hanging off of my shoulder Nothing changes I'm getting colder Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders All give, no take All give, no take All give, no take All give, no take I can't take it over and over Dead weight hanging off of my shoulder Nothing changes I'm getting colder Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders I can't take it over and over Dead weight hanging off of my shoulder Nothing changes I'm getting colder Dead weight hanging off of my shoulders

Chapter 45- Shut Up New Years Day Twisted and dirty Think that you know me That you control me Have it figured it out Boy I'm not breaking Better get praying You need the saving To keep you devout I told you once I told you twice I can't be tricked Can't be hypnotized You tell me I'm pretty when I'm sitting here in silence Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me You got the picture painted all wrong No, I won't be your masterpiece Don't feed me lies I'll chew them up and spit em out Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me Sick and perverted Nobody's perfect This shit ain't worth it I'm calling you out You calling me crazy Then calling me baby Like its gonna change things But I figured it out I told you once I told you twice I can't be tricked Can't be hypnotized You tell me I'm ready when I'm sitting here in silence Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me You got the picture painted all wrong No, I won't be your masterpiece Don't feed me lies I'll chew them up and spit em out Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me Shut up and give it to me Shut up and give it to me If you really give a fuck about me You'd shut your mouth and you'd let me speak You only care bout what you want for me What you want for me Not what I want for me If you really give a fuck about me You'd shut your mouth and you'd let me speak You only care bout what you want for me What you want for me Not what I want for me Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me You got the picture painted all wrong No, I won't be your masterpiece Don't feed me lies I'll chew them up and spit em out Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me If you really give a fuck about me You'd shut up and give it to me Shut your mouth and let me speak If you really give a fuck about me You'd shut up and give it to me Don't try and tell me what a girl wants Shut up and give it to me

Chapter 46- Melodramatic Parti! Pullin on my heart strings, indeed Tell me everything I wanna hear to be free You’re raking up a big mistake, on whose plate? Your looking for your next prey, but ill say, yeah Make your bed and reap just what you've sown Yeah, and hide your head between your knees cause your so Yeah, your so melodramatic Shot down from your sleight of hand Ive drawn my line in the sand And touch too much to bleed because your so Yeah, your so melodramatic Caskets lined up for our faults You never got abs answer but you called Walking shoes worn through, your too Since you've burned down all your bridges now, yeah Make your bed bed and reap just what you've sown Yeah, and hide your head between your knees cause your so Yeah, your so melodramatic And it sucks too much to bleed because your so, Yeah, shot down from your sleight hand Ive drawn my line in the sand Yeah, Melodramatic

Chapter 47- Sunny Came Home Shawn Colvin Sunny came home to her favorite room Sunny sat down in the kitchen She opened a book and a box of tools Sunny came home with a mission She says days go by I'm hypnotized I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Sunny came home with a list of names She didn't believe in transcendence It's time for a few small repairs she said Sunny came home with a vengeance She says days go by I don't know why I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Get the kids and bring a sweater Dry is good and wind is better Count the years, you always knew it Strike a match, go on and do it Oh days go by I'm hypnotized I'm walking on a wire I close my eyes and fly out of my mind Into the fire Oh light the sky and hold on tight The world is burning down She's out there on her own and she's alright Sunny came home Sunny came home

Chapter 48- Gimme A Minute PVRIS Wide awake Just cut the head off of a snake Wanted venom, got a taste You'll never know how much it takes All the pain to fade away Where'd it go? Someone just ripped out my throat Told me to sing while I was choked Wish I could tell you but I won't You should know but you don't And yea, I've lost, been so high Feeling like I'm out of time Inner peace, it's hard to find They're asking why I think I'm losing my mind Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Thought I got through it, maybe I didn't, uh Thought it was over, maybe it isn't Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Thought I got through it, maybe I didn't, uh Thought it was over, maybe it isn't Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Break a heart Your whole body falls apart You won't never know how far I came broken from the start You should know but you don't And yea, I've lost, been so high Feeling like I could die Inner peace, it's hard to buy They're asking why I think I'm losing my mind Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Thought I got through it, maybe I didn't, uh Thought it was over, maybe it isn't Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Thought I got through it, maybe I didn't, uh Thought it was over, maybe it isn't Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute A year of loss, spent so high Feeling like I could die Inner peace, it's hard to buy They're asking why I think I'm losing my mind Just gimme a, gimme a, gimme a Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute Thought I got through it, maybe I didn't Thought it was over, maybe it isn't Just gimme a minute, gimme a minute

Chapter 49- Not Dead Yet LEDGER Called to the ring Taking me round by round It hurts and it stings Taking me down, down, down You think that you caught me I can hear you taunt me Fractured and I'm falling down My enemy is watching me bleed But I'm not dead yet So watch me burn Go on trying, lying, you're so sure I may be broken But I'm not done I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs 'Cause I'm not dead yet No I'm not dead yet You wait for the day That I'll be counted out You stand at my grave Already breaking ground But I don't think you know me There's a side you don't see Been to hell and made it out My enemy, I'll watch you bleed But I'm not dead yet So watch me burn Go on trying, lying, you're so sure I may be broken But I'm not done I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs 'Cause I'm not dead yet No I'm not dead yet I'm still awake I won't go away It's gonna take more than you can bring Calling my name Heaven is calling my name But I'm not dead yet So watch me burn Go on trying, lying, you're so sure I may be broken But I'm not done I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs 'Cause I'm not dead yet No I'm not dead yet I'm still awake I won't go away It's gonna take more than you can bring

Chapter 50- This Time It’s Different Evans Blue Let go! This time is different I'm burning up, I'm filling up, see Forever plagued with this fire inside me Deliver all, to live or die blindly It's empty, it's bluffing defining the nothing Interfering with the call of fate is crawling out of you and now Finding comfort in the smallest spaces have sold out I know I said, I hope I don't upset the light you defend But this time it's different Destroy my pain Then capture life again Destroy my shame Can't live my life this way go, let go And capture life again (Let go) go, let go Can't live my life this way I'm giving up, I'm living but weak I'm hearing voices from shadows inside me I never sleep, my eyes are too focused Too hopeless, too broken, too open to notice Interfering with the call of fate is crawling out of you, and now Finding comfort in the smallest spaces have sold out I know I said, I hope I don't upset the light you defend But this time it's different Destroy my pain Then capture life again Destroy my shame Can't live my life this way go, let go And capture life again (Let go) go, let go Can't live my life this way I open my eyes (question everything) The voice inside me (question everything) I open my mind (question everything) But this time it's different Destroy my pain Then capture life again Destroy my shame Can't live my life this way go, let go And capture life again (Let go) go, let go Can't live my life this way go, let go And capture life again (Let go) go, let go Can't live my life this way (I'm giving up, I'm living but...) Can't live my life this way (I'm giving up, I'm living but...) I can't live my life this way

Chapter 51- Wasting Time Red You found me here, waiting for your chance You would reach inside and take all of me You watch your lies smother me again But now you can't! Don't even try your wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down and turn around I'm fighting my way through you Push you away, I'll never break Come back ill beat you down It's over now I'm turning my back on you I turn around, there you are A blink and a flash back to you again You push me down tried to steal it all This time I pushing back! Don't even try your wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down, turn around I'm fighting my way through you Push you away, I'll never break Come back I'll beat you down It's over now I'm turning my back on you Oh on you Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try! Go ahead and try! Don't even try, you're wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down and turn around I'm fighting my way through you! Push you away, I'll never break Come back I'll beat you down It's over now I'm turning my back on you!

Chapter 52- Lights Out Breaking Benjamin I am done pretending You have failed to find what's left I will suck you dry again Some are not worth saving You are such a pretty mess I will choke the life within Now you want to take me down As if I even care I am the monster in your head And I thought you'd learn by now It seems you haven't yet I am the venom in your skin And now your life Is broken After the lights go out on you After your worthless life is through I will remember how you scream I can't afford to care I can't afford to care I am suffocating You have failed to pull me in I will drag you down again Life is unrelenting Feeding lies into my head I will feed the lies you live Now you want to take me down As if I even care I am the monster in your head And I thought you'd learn by now It seems you haven't yet I am the venom in your skin And now your life Is broken After the lights go out on you After your worthless life is through I will remember how you scream I can't afford to care I can't afford to care After the lights go out on you After your worthless life is through I will remember how you scream I can't afford to care I can't afford to care I can't afford to care I can't afford to care Chapter 53- Fire PVRIS On the shit in your head that you claimed ate you like a virus for days on end. Watched you decay, Watched you waste away Who'd you think you'd fool, baby, digging your own grave? So go ahead, yeah just drop dead, And while you're trying to fool the whole world don't forget that you'll decay And you'll waste away You can't cheat death when you're digging your own grave You're out of line, Buried yourself alive and expected to be fine You can't rewind, When you're choking on your own dirt begging for your life Your bridges are burning And all the tables are turning You started a fire, yeah, you're burning up Oh you're burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up What you give, is what you get And in your case that's nothing but guilt and regret And all the flames you kept in your brain Came out your lips and sent you straight into your own grave You were a walking, talking, corpse at best. And I swear I couldn't wait to get you off my chest, And when you asked us why We couldn't look you in your eyes, It's hard to find life in something that's already died. You're out of line, Buried yourself alive And expected to be fine You can't rewind, When you're choking on your own dirt begging for your life Your bridges are burning And all the tables are turning You started a fire and you're burning up Oh you're burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up You started a fire You're out of line, Buried yourself alive And expected to be fine You can't rewind, When you're choking on your own dirt begging for your life Your bridges are burning And all the tables are turning You started a fire and you're burning up Oh you're burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up Burning up, oh burning up PART THREE – OPERATION BITCHES BREW PHASE ONE – DANCE WITH THE DEVIL

Chapter 54- Bird Sounds Circa Survive It's so selfish to say "We won't be found out a lie." I hope you have a good place to hide. Someone will find you. No one should have to live with this much stress, Killing yourself, trying to live. (And it remains) And it remains the only meaningful mistake But you won't let go, you don't know how to. And every morning I begin my dreams when i'm awake Empty bird sounds are reminders You're not awake at all. In the most unusual of ways It comes without summoning You have no choice in it. I don't think it's selfish to say "This doesn't matter." I can see it running through his veins We're in the kingdom (And it remains) And it remains the only thing you can't explain But you never know, it's better not to And every morning there's a meaningful mistake Empty bird sounds, are reminders You're not awake at all. We must allow, we must allow to settle and stray Now that I see, now that I see it run through your head And it remains the only thing you can't explain But you won't let go, you don't know how to. And every morning there's a meaningful mistake You're not awake at all You're not awake at all.

Chapter 55- Quiet Down Circa Survive Come between us, in our language, we stand up Underneath it, buried deep inside yo ancient walls Replicate, many ways, destination melt away Separate, & neva say, transformation incomplete How could I change? I'll neva stay with ya & Neva stop regrettin' it Search for my name, I'll neva say sorry An accident within itself Stay within reach, the answers ya seek, are everywhere (Show me where) Ya just have 2 quiet down Lay back & know, the less that ya show, beyond regret The further you'll go Just as the first words ya spoke Just as the fire, ya burn out, oh Circle the hearts that knew lies The vision that haunts yain the night Keep it inside (Bridge) In our story ya, have everythin' ya want Taste regret in all the faces we have seen befo' Cut away, separate, destination selfdestruct Replicate, neva say, all of it was just dumb luck How could I change? I'll neva stay with ya & Neva stop regrettin' it Search for my name, I'll neva say sorry An accident within itself Stay within reach, the answers ya seek, are everywhere (Show me where) Ya just have 2 quiet down Lay back & know, the less that ya show, beyond regret The further you'll go

Chapter 56- This is a Trick Crosses Something's changed in your face, I notice A different sparkle in those crazy eyes Your unmistakable charade, I know it Always tricks me every time A million tears, a trillion times I've seen that glaze and glitch in your eyes This is a trick Hello, hello, I know What this really is I know, hello, hello What's the matter with the transformation What you've been practicing for days and nights While I'm watching the creation of this Awful creature that no one likes A million tears, a trillion times I've seen that glaze and glitch in your eyes This is a trick Hello, hello, I know What this really is I know, hello, hello This is a trick Hello, hello, I know What this really is I know, hello, hello I'm so excited I can hardly take it This is a trick Hello, hello, I know What it really is I know, hello, hello It's just a trick Hello, hello, I know What it really is I know, hello, hello

Chapter 57- Had Enough Breaking Benjamin Milk it for all it's worth Make sure you get there first The apple of your eye The rotten core inside We are all prisoners Things couldn't get much worse I've had it up to here You know your end is near You had to have it all Well have you had enough? You greedy little bastard You will get what you deserve When all is said and done I will be the one To leave you in your misery And hate what you've become Intoxicated eyes No longer live that life You should have learned by now I'll burn this whole world down I need some peace of mind No fear of what's behind You think you've won this fight You've only lost your mind You had to have it all Well have you had enough? You greedy little bastard You will get what you deserve When all is said and done I will be the one To leave you in your misery And hate what you've become Hold me down (I will live again) Pull me out (I will break it in) Hold me down (Better in the end) Hold me down

Chapter 36 Year Later Still- Nothing Left to Lose Point North Everyone seems like they know more than us But it's a front for everything they cover-up Ain't it fun to call them out on all their bluffs And one by one we'll show them what they really are They don't see the differences in you and me Sets us apart from whoever they try to be So disregard the logic that they try to preach And then they'll leave but where we gonna go when there's no escape We should see this through now for our own sake So take another step and feel the ground shake You don't gotta fake you wanna run Hey don't surrender now We still got a chance we can make it out Hey you should stick around Cause no-one changed a thing when they were by themself Ooh (x7) We got nothing left to lose Ooh (x7) We got everything to prove All we got is something they already lost They should've fought while we were always holding on It's worth a shot and they don't even know the cost And one by one they smile with their fingers crossed So never listen to a word they say They'll say what you want until they get their way So trust the things you know Then never let it go

Chapter 27 2.0- Year Later, Still No One’s Listening Point North Lit by fluorescent lights, a cold floor on my feet And each face is worse than the last, I wish I didn't see I failed to realize that this ain't the first time They put me inside of a prison at home One second I'm here and another I'm gone I never hurt nobody So what you fucking want from me? Are you ever gonna let me out? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening? Dark days, cold nights pass me by Frozen with fright but that's alright Now who the fuck are you to tell me what to do? Like where to stay, where to sleep, what to eat 'Cause I'll be leaving soon and I'll remember you I never hurt nobody So what you fucking want from me? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening? You are the walls that I can't escape Now I'm trapped like an animal For life, kept like a prisoner While I'm holding on, I'm wasting away Afraid I'll never see another day But who cares when no one's even listening?

Chapter 58- Pardon Me Incubus Pardon me while I burst Pardon me while I burst A decade ago, I never thought I would be A twenty three on the verge of spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me But I guess that it comes with the territory An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity I need you to hear. I need you to see That I have had all I can take And exploding seems like a definite possibility To me So Pardon me while I burst into flames I've had enough of the world, and its people's mindless games So Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same Not, two days ago I was having a look in a book And I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees I said I can relate Cause lately I've been thinking of combustication As a welcomed vacation from The burdens of the planet earth Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D But thinking so much differently Pardon me while I burst into flames I've had enough of the world, and it's people's mindless games Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same Never be the same...yeah Pardon me while I burst into flames Pardon me, pardon me, pardon me So pardon me while I burst into flames I've had enough of the world, and it's people's mindless games So pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same Pardon me, never be the same. Yeah

Chapter 59- Arise Flyleaf Tell the swine We will make it out alive There's a note in the pages of the book So sleep tonight, We'll sleep dreamlessly this time When we awake we'll know that everything's alright And sing to me about the end of the world End of these hammers and needles for you Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for, There's still strength left in us yet Hold on to the world we all remember dying for, There's still hope left in it yet The snow on your face, and your razor blades The twilight is bruised and there you lie And sing to me, about the end of the world End of these hammers and needles for you We'll cry tonight, but in the morning we are new Stand in the sun, we'll dry your eyes Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for, There's still strength left in us yet Hold on to the world we all remember dying for, There's still hope left in it yet And sing Sing Arise Arise and be, All that you dreamed, all that you dreamed Arise and be, All the you dreamed, all that you dreamed Arise and be, All the you dreamed, all that you dreamed Arise and be, All the you dreamed, all that you dreamed

Chapter 60- Yellow Flicker Beat Lorde I'm a princess cut from marble, smoother than a storm And the scars that mark my body, they're silver and gold My blood is a flood of rubies, precious stones It keeps my veins hot, the fires find a home in me I move through town, I'm quiet like a fire And my necklace is of opal, I tie it and untie it And our people talk to me, but nothing ever hits So people talk to me, and all the voices just burn holes I'm going in (ooh) This is the start of how it all ever ends They used to shout my name, now they whisper it I'm speeding up and this is the Red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart We rip the start, the colors disappear I never watch the stars there's so much down here So I just try to keep up with them Red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart I dream all year, but they're not the same kinds And the shivers move down my shoulder blades in double time And now people talk to me I'm slipping out of reach now People talk to me, and all their faces blur But I got my fingers laced together and I made a little prison And I'm locking up everyone that ever laid a finger on me I'm going in (ooh) This is the start of how it all ever ends They used to shout my name, now they whisper it I'm speeding up and this is the Red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart We rip the start, the colors disappear I never watch the stars there's so much down here So I just try to keep up with them Red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart And this is the red, orange, yellow flicker beat Sparking up my heart And this is the red, orange, yellow flicker beat-beat-beat-beat

Chapter 61- Change Deftones I watched you change Into a fly I looked away You were on fire I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now, you feel so alive I've watched you change I took you home Set you on the glass I pulled off your wings Then I laughed I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now, you feel so alive I've watched you change It's like you never had wings Aah, aah, aah, aah Aah, aah, aah, aah Aah, aah I look at the cross Then I look away Give you the gun Blow me away I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now, you feel so alive I've watched you change Now, you feel alive You feel alive You feel alive I've watched you change It's like you never had wings

Chapter 62- Mz. Hyde Halsey In the daylight, I'm your sweetheart, You're goody-two-shoes prude is a work of art But you don't know me, And soon you won't forget, Bad as can be, yeah you know I'm not so innocent Better beware I go bump in the night, Devil-may-care with a lust for life, And I know you, Can't resist me, Soon though you, Are so addicted Boy you better run for your life! Welcome to the nightmare in my head, (Oh god!) Say hello to something scary, The monster in your bed, (Oh god!) Just give in and you won't be sorry, Welcome to my other side, Hello it's Mz Hyde! I can be the bitch, I can play the whore, Or your fairytale princess who could ask for more A touch of wicked, A pinch of risqu., Good girl gone bad, my poison is your remedy Better be scared, better be afraid, Now that the beast is out of her cage, And I know you, Wanna risk it, Soon though you, Are so addicted Boy you better run for your life! Welcome to the nightmare in my head, (My god!) Say hello to something scary, The monster in your bed, (My god!) Just give in and you won't be sorry, Welcome to my evil side, Hello it's Mz Hyde! Hello it's Mz Hyde! Hello it's Mz Hyde! I'm the spider crawling down your spine, Underneath your skin I will gently violate your mind, Before I tuck you in Put on the blindfold There's no way to be sure, Which girl you'll get to know! (It's me Lizzy, I swear) Welcome to the nightmare in my head, (My god!) Say hello to something scary, The monster in your bed, (My god!) Just give in and you won't be sorry, The nightmare in my head, (Oh god!) Say hello to something scary,

Chapter 63- Words as Weapons Seether All I really want is something beautiful to say Keep me locked up in your broken mind I keep searchin, never been able to find a Light behind your dead eyes Not anything at all You keep living in your own lie, ever deceitful and ever unfaithful Keep me guessin, keep me terrified Take everything from my world Say can you help me right before the fall Take what you can and leave me to the wolves Keep me dumb, keep me paralyzed Why try swimming? I'm drowning in fables You're not that saint that you externalize You're not anything at all It's oh-so playful when you demonize To spit out the hateful, you're willing and able Words are weapons I'd be terrified You're nothing in my world Say can you help me right before the fall Take what you can and leave me to the wolves All I really want is something beautiful to say Keep me guessin, keep me terrified All I really want is something beautiful to say You keep livin' in your own lie All I really want is something beautiful to say To never fade away, I wanna live forever! All I really want is something beautiful to say To never fade away, I wanna live forever! You keep living in your own lie Keep me guessin, keep me terrified All I really want is something beautiful to say Say can you help me right before the fall Take what you can and leave me to the wolves All I really want is something beautiful to say Words are weapons I'd be terrified All I really want is something beautiful to say Keep me guessin, keep me terrified All I really want is something beautiful to say To never fade away, I wanna live forever! All I really want is something beautiful to say To never fade away, I wanna live forever!

Chapter 64- What’s It Like You Me at Six A star sign and political side Have your say and do it all from online, yeah I try to sound like the '75 More of life really opened my mind, yeah See none of us are really one of a kind Got reservations, you know I've got mine Buried and born again, all for making amends But you and me don't work as a a pair, we'll make it out in the end Love, love don't live here anymore It's nothing personal But it's not reversible, it's terminal, oh Love don't live here anymore It's nothing personal But love don't live here anymore, anymore So what's it like? Tell me what's it like What's it like? Tell me what's it like Being perfect all the time Yeah, what's it like? Tell me what's it like What's it like? Tell me what's it like Being perfect all the time What's it like? Someone else please take the wheel About to open up and see how I feel, yeah Stones and crystals can't switch out the truth No turn down memory lane, it makes me miss you You used to hold me close as a favor Back when bitterness was my favorite flavor, yeah I'm taking one for the road It's time to regret on the phone But now I've been gone for way too long And now you know that love Love don't live here anymore It's nothing personal But it's not reversible, it's terminal, oh Love don't live here anymore

Chapter 65- Dance with The Devil Breaking Benjamin Here I stand Helpless and left for dead Close your eyes So many days go by Easy to find what's wrong Harder to find what's right I believe in you I can show you that I can see right through All your empty lies I won't stay long In this world so wrong Say goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonight Trembling Crawling across my skin Feeling your cold dead eyes Stealing the life of mine I believe in you I can show you that I can see right through All your empty lies I won't last long In this world so wrong Say goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonight Hold on Hold on Say goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonight Hold on Hold on Goodbye

Chapter 66- Head Like A Hole Nine Inch Nails God money, I'll do anything for you God money, just tell me what you want me to God money, nail me up against the wall God money, don't want everything he wants it all No, you can't take it No, you can't take it No, you can't take that away from me No, you can't take it No, you can't take it No, you can't take that away from me Head like a hole Black as your soul I'd rather die than give you control Head like a hole Black as your soul I'd rather die than give you control Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve God money's not looking for the cure God money's not concerned about the sick among the pure God money, let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised God money's not one to choose No, you can't take it No, you can't take it No, you can't take that away from me No, you can't take it No, you can't take it No, you can't take that away from me Head like a hole Black as your soul I'd rather die than give you control Head like a hole Black as your soul I'd rather die than give you control Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve Bow down before the one you serve You're going to get what you deserve Head like a hole Black as your soul

Chapter 67- Roots In This Moment I thank you for all the lives you've led I thank you for every word you said I thank you for walking away I thank you for the promises you broke For always watching, watching while I choke I thank you for teaching me Yes, I thank you for your hurting I bite down a little harder My blade's a little sharper My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow Strike back a little harder I scream a little louder My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow I'm stronger than I ever knew I'm strong because of you I hit back a little louder Fuck you a little harder My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow I thank you for the hole you dug in me Filled it with cement, sunk me in your sea Thank you for being so obscene I thank you for never facing me Swimming in the mud, never coming clean I thank you for nothing in between Yes, I thank you for leaving I bite down a little harder My blade's a little sharper My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow Strike back a little harder I scream a little louder My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow I'm stronger than I ever knew I'm strong because of you I hit back a little louder Fuck you a little harder My roots, my roots run deep into the hollow You wanna know why I like the pain you say There's some sick part of me thankful for the hate I stay positive and I push forward ya see I gotta do the right thing for my family So I smile and say that the world is just fine As these fucking parasites eat up my spine So I ask you once and I ask you again Where do your roots start and where do your roots end

Chapter 68- Here We Are Juggernaut Coheed & Cambria Keep your secrets in the dark Nothing matters anymore Body's breaking, drive me crazy This is not your place No, this is not your playground it's my heart We were stupid, we got caught Nothing matters anymore So what? Here we are Juggernaut Courage broken lash the scars Could this love be what I want? Body's breaking, driving me crazy It's too broke We were stupid we got caught Nothing matters anymore So what, here we are Juggernaut Juggernaut So let's hang up some anger We'll bury our burdens in blood So hang up some anger We'll bury our burdens in blood We grow stronger Juggernaut Answer me "Did we take this too far?" You've given all I could need "Did we take this too far?" Oh but your kiss won't leave me "Did we take this too far?" Cause your teardrops won't stop, chewing out my heart We were stupid we got caught Nothing matters anymore So what? Here we are Juggernaut Here we are Juggernaut We are Juggernaut

Chapter 69- CFYH Parti! Just another no name sinner that’s out for blood again Trippin, on their “medicine” You’re a no name killer and you’re looking for something new Same pain from the bitter truth And if my heart ever stops I’ll be digging in my grave You can scare all you want but I know you’re just afraid And if your heart ever stops I’ll be singing like; yeah Coming for your head Bet you get the hint It ain’t what you want But it’s what you’ll get Chase your vice, just aslong you pretend You fit in with the heaven sent You can follow your dreams of a hеro into the dark, but when you wake up unimprеssed You’ll be the fool to attest I’ll be singing like; yeah Coming for your head Bet you get the hint It ain’t what you want but it’s what you’ll get Frowning faces So contagious Here’s a switch blade lullaby For a man who switches sides

Chapter 70- SUCKERPUNCH You Me at Six I'm getting visions of new beginnings Don't think you fit in Hurts to admit it at last I'm free from my past We're in the same room but stand on different sides You could lose your mind Trying to understand mine It's a sign of the times (times) I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I'm getting visions, I'm pessimistic Call it nihilistic, but really what is the point In making any noise? Want to look forward but I'm so tortured I'm feeling nauseous I'm just a passenger of someone else's good times But I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind Oh, something I could never say Why you gotta make it feel this way by lying to my face? A suckapunch I can take I wasn't born yesterday A bloodsport but I'm a saint It's time to consider there are no winners I'm getting visions and you're not fitting in I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from, I rise from I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from, I rise from I rise from, I rise from I rise from the wreckage that you left behind I rise from, I rise from I rise from, I rise from

Chapter 71. Bitches Brew Crosses As the moon ascends The wolves come out to see the end They hide from view and wait To watch the ghost inside you come awake And when the shots go off, you'll hear them call My heart is racing just to see it all To watch it crawl out of your changing shape To take out your breath and watch it come awake From the flames of the fire I feel you crawl into my bed Throwing shapes at the sky I watch you climb into me With your knees open On display, you taunt the beast again 'Cause when you move and shake That thing inside you comes awake As you dance against the breathing wall My claws are out, I want to feel it all Feel it crawl inside you, changing shape Take out your breath and feel you come awake From the flames of the fire I feel you crawl into my bed Throwing shapes at the sky I watch you crying into me Say something, pray for something Say something, pray or something Say something, pray for something Say something, pray or something Say something, pray for something From the flames of the fire I feel you crawling to my bed Throwing shapes at the sky I watch you crying to me Throwing shapes at the sky

Chapter 72- Fuck the Pain Away Peaches Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me, Callin me, all the time like blondie Check out my chrissy behind It's fine all of the time Like sex on the beaches, What else is in the teaches of peaches? huh? what? Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me, Callin me, all the time like blondie Check out my Chrissy behind It's fine all of the time What else is in the teaches of peaches? Like sex on the beaches. huh? what? huh? right. what? uhh. huh? what? right. uhh. huh? what? right. uhh. huh? what? right. uhh. SIS IUD, stay in school cause it's the best. IUD SIS, stay in school cause it's the best. IUD SIS, stay in school cause it's the best. IUD SIS, stay in school cause it's the best. Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me, Callin me, all the time like blondie Check out my chrissy behind It's fine all of the time. What else is in the teaches of peaches? Like sex on the beaches. huh? what? Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away. [Repeat: x8] huh? what? right. uhh. huh? what? right. uhh. What else in the teaches of peaches, like sex on the beaches. huh? what? right. uhh. Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away. [Repeat: x4]

Chapter 73- The Only Static-X I'm winning, you're losing I'm falling, your agony Lower than lower, before Your forgotten memory My heaven, your hell I'm killing, your fantasy More and more, you follow Your divorced reality You're trying to take me You're trying to make me This is the only Give me the only thing I'm tired of trying I'm tired of lying The only thing I understand is what I feel Identity, fantasy Heresy, killing me Lower than lower, before This thing to feed Hypocrite, lunatic Fanatic, heretic More and more, you follow Your divorced reality You're trying to take me You're trying to make me This is the only Give me the only thing I'm tired of trying I'm tired of lying The only thing I understand is what I feel Hypocrite, lunatic, fanatic, heretic

Chapter 74- Beautiful Way You Me at Six Love is a drug but it never comes with a warning When the comedown comes you know you're gonna be in mourning A push-and-pull courtship, yeah, it betrayed us And now I need something else to fill the space up Oh, I read between the lines Holding onto better times I can't let it go, I can't let it go I wanna take back what was mine But only you can change your mind I won't let it go, I won't let it go So tell me what do you mean When you say that we're not okay We're fucked up in a beautiful way We're fucked up in a beautiful way So tell me what do you mean When you say that we're not okay We're fucked up in a beautiful way We're fucked up in a beautiful way We're fucked up in a beautiful way Love is a drug but it never comes with a warning And if you cut me out, you'll never hear my side of the story Oh, I read between the lines Holding onto better times I can't let it go, I can't let it go I wanna take back what was mine But only you can change your mind I won't let it go, I won't let it go So tell me what do you mean When you say that we're not okay We're fucked up in a beautiful way We're fucked up in a beautiful way So tell me what do you mean When you say that we're not okay We're fucked up in a beautiful way We're fucked up in a beautiful way Oh love, love I won't let it go, I won't let it go Oh love, love I won't let it go, I won't let it go

Chapter 75- Tempest Deftones Take Out the stories They've put into your mind and brace For the glory As you stare into the sky. The sky beneath I know you can't be tired. Lay there Stare at the ceiling And switch back to your time just go ahead now try and taste it I know it should be ripe... thrust... ahead. Turning in circles Been caught in a stasis The ancient arrival Cut to the end I'd like to be taken Apart from the inside Then spit through the cycle right to the end I wonder just how you shaped it To get back to your prize... thrust.ahead Turning in circles Been caught in a stasis The ancient arrival Cut to the end I'd like to be taken Apart from the inside Then spit through the cycle right to the end Wake for the glory I know you can't be tired

Chapter 76- Fast Forward You Me at Six Just got the mirror on the way out Don't recognise myself anymore now Been running in circles and I can't get out The less I know the better rings loud Just when you wanna fast forward You know it's gonna hurt some more When you feel the fire is gone I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on And I might be down but I'm not fucking out And I need more hours to turn this one around Scratch the surface yesterday I know how this one will play out Let me start you before you start You played yours, I played my part Both cut from the same cloth Just when you wanna fast forward You know it's gonna hurt some more When you feel the fire is gone I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on And I might be down but I'm not fucking out And I need more hours to turn this one around I, I, I, I I know you miss the old days The old days are gone Everything you've got isn't what you want I know you miss the old days The old days are gone Everything you've got isn't what you want When you wanna fast forward You know it's gonna hurt some more When you feel the fire is gone I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on I, I, I'll pour some gasoline on And I might be down but I'm not fucking out And I need more hours to turn this one around hey

Chapter 77. Miracle in The Mourning You Me at Six Ain't nothing standing in my way "Clear the room, " I heard them say Status legendary Rest can leave, you can stay Always on the edge of greatness but seem to take a fall On the bench, you're feeling like a starter after all You don't wanna be the one that says, "I told you so" You may not get what you want, but you'll get what you sow In the mourning, you'll need a miracle In the past you were satirical Oh I'm a winner, and I'm the winner And the winner takes it all I know that you will find your way Better place, better days While you're living in the rain Here's a coup de main Always on the edge of greatness but seem to take a fall On the bench, you're feeling like a starter after all You don't wanna be the one that says, "I told you so" You may not get what you want, but you'll get what you sow In the mourning, you'll need a miracle In the past you were satirical Oh I'm a winner, and I'm the winner And the winner takes it all In the mourning, you'll need a miracle In the past you were satirical Oh I'm a winner, and I'm the winner And the winner takes it all Oh in the mourning, you'll need a miracle In the past you were satirical Oh I'm a winner, and I'm the winner And the winner takes it all

Chapter 78- Why Would I Stop? Big Sean Yeah, whoa This what they been waiting on? Critical, ain't no time left on the clock When it's your time, give 'em something to watch I picked all the locks 'til I buy up the block And I know I'm a gift but I think out the box And they want me to stop, but why would I stop? (Huh) I am unstoppable (hol' up) why would I stop, bitch? Why would I stop? Chill (chill), I don't jump, I dive in it (Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up) This the reason I'm alive, isn't it? This shit the antidote, this the cure cancer flow Stop a pandemic and the globe The product of old Ye chopping up the sample flow Dilla and Pimp C, the triller, this shit might go too trill for Triller though I see you critical, I'm not hospitable, favorite rappers I done cut they umbilicals Red Wings jersey, B.I.G look like Pac The blacker the berry, more they wan' see it rot I'm going down as one of the GODS, G-O-D-D-O-A, dead or alive I'm laying low, they could be espionage This ain't no walk in the park, you can't slide Solution to everyone else 'round me problems Next episode, got the whole fucking world watching I might leave the series, come back like I'm Rodman Get it now, or right now, my only two options So why would I stop, I am unstoppable (hol' up) Why would I stop, bitch? This shit unstoppable Chill (chill), I don't jump, I dive in it (Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up) This the reason I'm alive, isn't it? The DJ gon' drop this, we made it from scratch I'm minding my business and all of its black My dawg on the same way, the mode is attack I don't complain about life, I adapt I'm at a point if I fuck with a lil' ho It's not just a fling, it's a scandal (on God) I can't be handing out samples (no way) I can't be having ten baby mamas That shit sound like a job not a family (straight up) And I do this shit for the family (straight up) Yeah, that's just the roots I had planted (God) D2 this shit the new standard Upgraded the city, it got a new feeling, the house that I built (whoa) House in the hills, ain't no hills in the D, so we all in the field (whoa, whoa) Runnin' shit 5K, 3K Andre (run it, run it) Hero in my hood, when they dress like me, that's cosplay Give a fuck 'bout a threat, nigga, I'ma threat leaving out the driveway I never listen to what the odds say Why when the universe respond to what I say?

PHASE TWO – SWITCHBLADE LULLABY

Chapter 79- Take Out the Gunman Chevelle Awoke when the light Hit me right in the temple Felt something cold Touch my toes as it passed Might not be the face you'd expect But he's clearly insane Got me pegged in the back Just need a bit of luck, get 'em up Point the gun at the eyes Or at the knees, had to shoot, had to fight Gonna take out the gunman Bit of luck, get 'em up Made a run for our lives Take out the knees, had to choose, had to fight Gonna take out the gunman Eyes huge, so little left, if something Cracks and clues, he's crazy as a straw Why denied, does no one care or nothing? How, you ask, I ever last so long 'Cause I, I went blind, a blinding riot He's regretting every word Those empty lies One more tonight, a blinding riot As I summon every nerve Just need a bit of luck, get 'em up Point the gun at the eyes Or at the knees, had to shoot, had to fight Gonna take out the gunman A bit of luck, get 'em up Made a run for our lives Take out the knees, had to choose, had to find Gonna take out the gunman Gonna take out the gunman Gonna take out the gunman I'm gonna take out I'm gonna take out I'm gonna take out I'm gonna take out Just need a bit of luck, get 'em up Point the gun at the eyes Or at the knees, had to shoot, had to fight Gonna take out the gunman Bit of luck, get 'em up Made the run for our lives I'm so amazed at the way we televise Gonna take out the gunman Gonna take out the gunman I'm gonna take out the gunman I'm gonna take out the gunman

Chapter 80- Goon Squad Deftones I carve my name Across your towns When I’m set Cut inside before The trends begin I spend my time perfecting Waves of contrast Cutting out all The same shit I’ve outgrown I’m bringing it in style myself You know it is with ease no sweat I see the crowns And I forget the couture Two at a time I watch the kingdoms fold I’m bringing it in style myself You know it is with ease no sweat I’m breaking in with all my friends So are you in? Designed for you, designed by me Before we get down We must prepare the heart strings To cut all the ties And watch the trends begin I’m bringing it in style myself You know it is with ease no sweat I’m breaking in with all my friends So are you in? Designed special for you by me Designed special for you by me Designed special for you by me I carve my name Across your towns When I’m set Cut inside before The trends begin I’m bringing it in style myself You know it is with ease no sweat I’m breaking in with all my friends Are you in? Are you in? Are you in? Are you in? Are you in? Designed special for you by me Designed special for you by me Designed special for you by me

Chapter 81- One of us is the Killer the Dillinger Escape Plan She moves abstract just Like a shadow dancing on the edge Like a storm cloud passing overhead Effortless and free As the hours rush by Through her I can sense the end of time There's no way this can forever shine Make the sun not rise In the air we tried to be But you shot your arrow through me Now one of us must die But the killer won't survive She moves abstract just Like a shadow dancing on the edge Like a storm cloud passing overhead Hypnotizing me As the hours rush by Through her I can sense the end of time Stretch into eternity divine And the sun won't rise In the air we tried to be But you shot your arrow through me Now one of us must die But the killer won't survive In the air we tried to be But you shot your arrow through me Now one of us must die But the killer won't survive And the killer won't survive Survive Survive In the air we tried to be But you shot your arrow through me Now one of us must die But the killer won't survive In the air we tried to be But you shot your arrow through me Now one of us must die And the killer won't survive And the killer won't survive

Chapter 82- Look What You Made Me Do Taylor Swift I don't like your little games Don't like your tilted stage The role you made me play of the fool No, I don't like you I don't like your perfect crime How you laugh when you lie You said the gun was mine Isn't cool, no, I don't like you But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined I check it once, then I check it twice, oh! Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me- Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do I don't like your kingdom keys They once belonged to me You asked me for a place to sleep Locked me out and threw a feast (what?) The world moves on, another day another drama, drama But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours But I got smarter I got harder in the nick of time (nick of time) Honey, I rose up from the dead I do it all the time (I do it all the time) I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined I check it once, then I check it twice, oh! Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me- Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams I'm sorry But the old Taylor can't come to the phone right now Why? Oh, 'cause she's dead (oh) Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me- Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me- Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do

Chapter 83- Something from Nothing Foo Fighters Give me the flammable light I'm cold as a match, ready to strike So, here I go Here lies a city on fire Singing along The arsonist choir Now, here I go It started with a spark And burning to the dark Now, here I go There is a river I've found Into the wild Under the ground So, here I go A button on a string And I heard everything Now here I go Oh, sweet ignition, be my fuse You have no choice, you have to choose Bid farewell to yesterday Say goodbye, I'm on my way But in the end, we all Come from what's come before So, here I go Oh, sweet ignition, be my fuse You have no choice, you have to choose Bid farewell to yesterday Say goodbye, I'm on my way I threw it all away because I had to be what never was Been so hungry I could lie Took my word, I took your wine And held you in my bloody hands These rattled bones and rubber bands Washed them in the muddy water Looking for a dime and found a quarter But you can't make me change my name You'll never make me change my name Pay no mind, now, ain't that something? Fuck it all, I came from nothing I'm something from nothing You are my fuse I'm something from nothing You are my fuse It goes oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh It goes oh, oh, oh Alright No, you can't make me change my name You'll never make me change my name Pay no mind, now, ain't that something? Fuck it all, I came from nothing I'm something From nothing I'm something

Chapter 84- Calling All Phantogram You got 20s, 5s, 10s Pick it up, pick it up, pick it up, pick it up, pick it, oh You got 20s, 5s, 10s Pick it up, pick it up, pick it up, pick it up, pick it, oh Calling all the call girls Lookin' fresh and pretty We gon' wear the night out 'Til our hands and nose bleed Let me know what'll break you Let me know what to pay you Come along little angel You gotta do what you gotta do We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us Take it, take it, take it like you love it now We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us Take it, take it, take it like you love it now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us We all got a little bit of ho in us Take it, take it, take it like you love it now Calling all the lost boys With your bellies aching Meet me down by the boat docks I know what you're craving I can satiate it You can almost taste it Love is overrated Love is overrated Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now Whatever we do to get by It's alright, it's alright Whatever we do to get by It's alright, it's alright Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Shake, you know you wanna shake, keep goin' now Keep, keep goin' now, keep, keep goin' now Whatever you do to get by Alright, alright

Chapter 85- Bezerk Big Sean Yeah, yeah (Hit-Boy) Whoa, yeah-yeah, whoa Sean, what up nigga? Yeah (yeah) yeah, yeah Lil bitch Couple riders with them llamas if you pick a bone wit' me Put my bitch up on designer, got Balenci' on her feet My momma say a couple prayers, keep them demons off me 'Cause I know I'm out here blessed, I got so many reasons on me Yeah niggas done tried and niggas done died, too many believers around me Yeah I know my enemies meeting up, double teaming on me Now you know nobody tried that ever got pieces off me Fucking these hoes 'til they be dying, don't catch a seizure on me See, Ferg used to move the product in the old school (yeah) Thumbing through paper from last year but it's not old news (right) My psycho bitch, she got me shopping up at Whole Foods Fucking these cougars like a young nigga supposed to I got your bitch up on the mattress while I'm flyin' OT (woo) I'm sick and tired of all the yapping, little nigga I'm your OG (woo) My diamonds shining like the ball that drop on New Year's Eve (come on) And she countdown to the D, she be like "5-4-3" Now drop down, you a freak (Milly rock) Bend it over, touch your feet (yeah) Shake that booty, I know it's little but unique (so unique) Back that thing up on my nigga from the D (oh, that's me?) Okay, back out the hearse, they trapped out the church (woo!) Niggas say my name, okay they asked for the worst (come on!) Me and A$AP Ferg preaching back-to-back on the verse (damn!) Hit-Boy on the beat so, bitch, you gotta go berserk (that's right!) Kill 'em off one by one, "Final Destination" Fuck that medication, I'm sipping cold flu Echinacea (come on) You done fucked up, I stayed up, sleep deprivation (woo) They on the search nigga (uh) know your worth nigga (yeah) Tell the DJ bring it back, reimburse niggas (damn) HamduAllāh, my finance advisers been through hell Oh well, psh, we on fire (woo, woo!) Brung her back home more times than Maguire, higher (grr) Trap Lord packed out the risers Been getting his bread, your pocket on carb diets I just start up a riot at all the Hyatts And make them hoes leave right before they cook the omelettes (woo, woo!) Drop down (whoa) you a freak (whoa) Bend it over (yeah) touch your feet (touch your feet) Shake that booty, I know it's little but unique (so unique) Back that thing up on my nigga from the D (oh, that's me?) Now, drop down (down), you a freak (huh) Bend it over, whoa (come on!), touch your feet (touch your feet) Shake that booty, I know it's little but unique (so unique) Then throw it back on my nigga from NYC (oh, that's me?), yeah Yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah) Me and A$AP Ferg preaching back-to-back on the verse Hit-Boy on the beat so, bitch, you gotta go berserk (that's right!)

Chapter 86- Freedom George Michael I won't let you down I will not give you up Gotta have some faith in the sound It's the one good thing that I've got I won't let you down So please don't give me up Because I would really, really love to stick around Oh, yeah Heaven knows I was just a young boy Didn't know what I wanted to be (Didn't know what I wanted to be) I was every little hungry schoolgirl's pride and joy And I guess it was enough for me (And I guess it was enough for me) To win the race, a prettier face Brand new clothes and a big fat place On your rock and roll TV (Rock and roll TV) But today the way I play the game is not the same, no way Think I'm gonna get me some happy I think there's something you should know (I think it's time I told you so) There's something deep inside of me (There's someone else I've got to be) Take back your picture in a frame (Take back your singing in the rain) I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me, yeah yeah Freedom (I won't let you down) Freedom (I will not give you up) Freedom (Gotta have some faith in the sound) You've got to give what you take (It's the one good thing that I've got) Freedom (I won't let you down) Freedom (So please don't give me up) Freedom ('Cause I would really) You've got to give what you take (really love to stick around) Heaven knows we sure had some fun, boy What a kick just a buddy and me (What a kick just a buddy and me) We had every big-shot goodtime band on the run, boy We were living in a fantasy (We were living in a fantasy) We won the race, got out of the place Went back home, got a brand new face for the boys on MTV (Boys on MTV) But today the way I play the game has got to change, oh yeah Now I'm gonna get myself happy I think there's something you should know (I think it's time I stopped the show) There's something deep inside of me (There's someone I forgot to be) Take back your picture in a frame (Don't think that I'll I be back again) I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me, yeah yeah Freedom (I won't let you down) Freedom (I will not give you up) Freedom (Gotta have some faith in the sound) You got to give what you take (It's the one good thing that I've got) Freedom (I won't let you down) Freedom (So please don't give me up) Freedom ('Cause I would really) You got to give what you take (really love to stick around) Well, it looks like the road to heaven But it feels like the road to hell When I knew which side my bread was buttered I took the knife as well Posing for another picture Everybody's got to sell But when you shake your ass They notice fast And some mistakes were build to last That's what you get (That's what you get) I say that's what you get (I say that's what you get for changing your mind) That's what you get for changing your mind (That's what you get) (That's what you get) And after all this time I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you And you don't belong to me, yeah yeah Freedom (Oh) Freedom (My) Freedom You've gotta give for what you take Freedom (I'll hold on to my) Freedom (My) Freedom You got to give what, to give what, give what you take Yeah! You got to give what, give to what, to give May not be what you want from me Just the way it's got to be Lose the face now I've got to live

28 Months, Planning, Preparing, Writing & Creating – 86 Songs/Chapters 5 hours & 34 Minutes Long Playlist/Book

HOW WEIRD BECAUSE I WAS BORN ON JANURARY 28TH, 1986 AT 5:43 AM.

I was Also Born the Day the Space Shuttle the Challenger Blew Up

Kind of Weird How That All Worked Out, Guess I Was Destined to Blow Up My e Family's World at The Very Least, HAHA. Plus, The Boys in Junior High Science Class Weren’t Wrong When They Picked on Me About Being the Spawn of Satan Because I Blew Up the Challenger When I was Born. Well, I Consider My Mother the Devil Incarnate, So Technically, That Would Make Me the Spawn of Satan, LOL, Life’s Weird and The Truth Is Stranger Than Fiction, Especially in My Life.

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For Rob Lex Bryn