Letters to the 7.9 7.9 Billion People Inhabiting Planet Earth

Letters To The 7.9 7.9 Billion people inhabiting Planet Earth

by, John Gerard Monetti

AKA: Buddy

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The Man ~ The writer

John Gerard Monetti, Aka: Buddy Monetti I have not taught in any university, nor have I pastored a church. There are no Doctrine, nor are there any literary titles attached to my name. However, I am one of worldly street knowledge and general life experiences, most learned on the streets and alley ways of New Jersey/New York , and also from the school of many mistakes and poor decisions. I am not an author, for I do not write professionally. I write only inspirational thoughts put into my mind, to be passed on to my fellow inhabitants of our world, which is under attack. I missed out of the most beautiful and enjoyable life experiences because I lived in a confused state of mind concerning sin of desires and satisfactions. Confused by mixed messages I received by multi religious teachings concerning it all. For a period of time I pushed away from all organized religions, though I always felt love, hope and charity burning in my heart. Please read fully, and enjoy Letters to the 7.9 . Thank you, Buddy

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Special Note to Parents It is never Too late, nor Too Early, to introduce our children to God and true life values and happiness. Do we want our future leaders learning to live in the darkness of closets and secrets? Being introduced and taught by peers and society at large, to intoxicating feelings and emotions, will do that. Do we want them teaching our children about those things, while they are going through sexual and psychological maturation of adolescence and puberty? Second think before you say to them, “ It’s normal sweetheart”, about the feelings and actions they learned from peers, advertising, and society at large. “Normal” may lead them to a worldly life, living and feeding off selfish desires and into addictions. Do not tell them it is normal to experiment with these new emotions. Inform them what these desires and emotions are truly designed to do. That will lead them to eventually understand and respect each other’s gender. We want our children living in knowledge and understanding of Nature and their body. Give them the happiness that is waiting for them. In that, will you not be giving them more then you received? When you are comfortable, and timing is right, discuss these letters with them. It is never Too late, nor Too Early.

Contents

Letters page 1. Prologue ………………………………….………………………. 1 2. Introduction……………………………………………………….. 45 3. When God Speaks to us, Do we Listen……………….. 52 4. Inside Man Body, Mind and Soul……………………….. 64 5. Creation of Heavenly Host…………………………………. 91 6. First account of the Beginning of Earth………………. 100 7. From Dust the Earth was Formed ……………………… 103 8. “Within Our Earth”……………………………………………… 120 9. Origin of Man and the Four Basic Human Races…..141 10. See and Hear……….………………………………….………….161 11. Prayer For Man From Man………………………………….192 12. A Four Part Letter……………………………………………....200 13. Hindsight is 20 / 20…………………………………………….214 14. Rebirth of Man…………………………………………………..229 15. Closing with the “ Earthly Trinity “……………………..257

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Prologue Greetings to all my fellow inhabitants of Planet Earth. That is the absolute fact we all definitely have in common. Well except for the One Eyed one Horned Flying Purple People Eater. Sounds funny, but unfortunately we have one roaming over our land and through our mind every chance we allow him to, you know who I mean. He knows I am talking about him, don’t you, Lucifer? “Make no bones about It”, I am not attempting to convert anyone to any specific organized religion, church, or to be of any religious title. However, I have been called to duty. I am writing to the estimated 14.8 million of the Jewish faith, 1.3 billion Catholics and to the 1 billion which are of all other Christian denominations. I also write to the remaining 5.6 billion, regardless of their faith/beliefs, or lack thereof, in religion, theories, hunches and guesses of who they are, where they came from and where they are going, even to the ones who do not care about any of that stuff, ( what they call ), nonsense . I write to everyone who hopefully has an open mind to contemplate a new deeper theory of theology. Along with the aforementioned groups, I write to all 1

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Atheist, Agnostic, Gnostics, Pagan, Animism, Wiccans, Misotheism, Baha’i, Buddhist, Confucians, Islam’s, Jainism, Shinto, Sikhism, Taoism, Zoroastrianism, or any other belief system. Especially all who currently are of the thinking that they have no faith/beliefs or religion; are to whom I write these letters. I urgently write to the following individuals who live within the ranks of all the groups just mentioned above, Christian or not. Within their ranks are shooters, potential shooters, lonely, depressed, friendless, those unsatisfied with what is going on in this unsettling world, and they who may feel that emotional distress has brought them to a desire of an early final day of suicide. A book for they who are professionally or personally disgruntled, be they students, employees, husbands, fathers, wives, and mothers. To those who find themselves in a life of abuse, or you may be the abuser; or you may have a life of discrimination, crime, hate, and unhappiness. This is your time; this is your Book. These are your Letters. You will find and make peace within yourself and others who now live in this troubling world. God does not lie; God loves you and wants you into his Family. This is a promise that you will see, you will

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue feel, and you will know. Even if you are convinced that God does not exist, Please, give this newness of thought a chance. Seven hours of reading. You can always remain as you are. But at the least give this new theory of theology a look. Its only cost will be 7 hours and a few dollars. Less then a price of a movie. Again, you do not have to be a believer or even be happy with God to read this book. Take the time to read. You will know who the enemy is, know where that unsettling feeling is coming from, then you can relax in yourself, refreshed and happy, and be part of a New Worldwide Family. Happiness will be yours through all of time and beyond. This is a promise not from me, the writer, but a promise of happiness you will feel developing inside yourself. Even if you say as of now, you do not believe, the promise can still be yours. Therefore, I write with the faith that my thoughts will be clearly presented and understood, from one earthly human to another, even if that other thinks he evolved adapting to a new environment for survival. This book is of non-gender, because I write as a human being, not as a man, not as a woman, but as it is meant, man complementing woman, and women

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue complementing man, both as one, as I am one. When I write of “mankind”, or I say “man”, I am most definitely referring to a woman equally to that of a man. Make no mistake in that. The style of my writing is in the first, second and third person as if they are all one; God, you the reader, and me the writer. All three are being spoken to, spoken of and communicating from one to the other. I am not just the writer; I am as you. This book is written with the premise of man’s superiority on Earth, there is nothing we cannot understand, overcome, and master. Have we not heard that statement from every successful athlete and business person when interviewed? What we have here in these letters, is not a failure to communicate, but a continual communication, a conversation between you, me, (as modern man of 2020), and God, concerning things about each of us individually and combined as his children, written with understandable terminologies, and in general use of modern man’s vocabulary. These writings are taken from thought received while reading Holy Scripture and in prayer. They are not

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue written as an addition to scripture, but as an in- depth informative view of the Word, which early man could not have comprehended. This is not a hermeneutic attempt to interpret scripture. There are many of those type interpretations for you to read and ponder. These are a clear deeper detailed vision coming from within Scripture itself, without changing one message or the theme of one story. To the unbeliever an interesting imaginative account of biblical theology. To the believer a deeper account for the man of 2020, which early man from thousands of years ago would have been unable to understand. I am not unlike many of you who read and get thoughts when reading scripture, or any who get thoughts while in prayer with your God, Christian or not. I am as many of you who have had life enhancing new thoughts, and ideas from within themselves. Also, not unlike many of you who may read the same scripture at different times and get a completely new thought. In these letters, even those who have never felt like reading biblically will feel something new. Forty years ago, I felt an understanding of what the Eye and Ear of

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Scripture was all about. But my worldly desires put a fog over such thoughts. When the chips of my world got low, my desires seemed to have changed. I thought more about God, and prayed for his blessing and help. Now when I read the bible, I literally found myself in the passage. Envisioned being part of the story. Standing amongst the crowds, sitting in the Synagogues as He taught, marching in the ranks of the army, standing next to the Lord as Satan tried to beguile him, kneeling at the foot of the cross at Calvary, even standing next to Abraham as he raised his blade to sacrifice his son Isaac; and I saw God’s messenger stopping him as he was just ready to thrust. Every scene, every story, I vividly watch with the Eye within my soul. A drive to write and share these thoughts to the world overwhelmed me. I began to reflect back on my lost years, when my flesh was well infested with Satan’s influence, when I was moved to experiment with chemical resins, looking for an escape or in search of enlightenment. Satan was telling me, God created it, it must be good, so use it. At 6

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue the time I did not realize what I was doing. I was hopelessly searching for answers in the wrong places. I chose the tingle of sin over the Love of my Lord and Savior, over my family and over my wellness, physically, spiritually as well as mentally. I had no understanding nor cared for such things. It was put into my heart, to write these letters of truth to all people and all religions of the world. I began writing November 28th, 2018. Little did I know, at the time I first published this book, January 24th, 2020, that I had written a book of letters to a future dystopian world that will be suffering a horrific attack by a killer coronavirus, COVID-19. However, I did realize within the content of these letters was a solution, once and for all, to eradicate and send into oblivion, all the racial, nationalistic and religious immoralities of injustice and discrimination. I did not realize that within a few months of my first publishing, the mindless killing of a man, George Floyd, would put most of the world at a breaking point that has been festering for hundreds of years. Wait! God just jumped in, He said to me, “What makes you think that these injustices, inequalities and discriminations are merely hundreds of years old? They were in existence during biblical times

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thousands of years ago. For instance, slaves and slave owners came in all colors. Many, of all colors, who were born into struggling families, or immigrant travelers from other lands searching for a better life, also the many captured in wars, were gathered up and sold into slavery. Some slave owners treated their slaves respectfully and viewed them as a work force, kept them in good health, rewarding their loyalty with freedom, as was the right of all man-kind. While others wanted to save money and gave their slaves just barely enough to get up and work the next day, not caring if they died. The supply of slaves in all colors kept coming. So, you see, it was greed that led to the injustices and prejudices of today. I have been patiently waiting for the time that I knew was coming. The time of Great Unity. A power that will add millions to my Kingdom and having them truly enjoy earthly happiness to its fullest. The reason I created four basic human races was for them to unite as one great democracy of peoples, I tell you, do this and live.” This book was written to change the hearts of men from hate to love, from confusion to truth. These letters are addressing the unrest of a society that is fed up with injustice and discrimination on all levels. What I am writing here are truths that will result in a happier life for all people. Life filled with peace, love, compassion, and yes, prosperity. You will see in these letters, I used the phrase, “The time is now”. 8

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Well my brothers and sisters, can you agree? “The Time is Now.” It can be more unfavorable, only if we allow. Look at all the killings and atrocities that are being reported in world news, and long before this current pandemic and the racially wrongful killing of so many men. Does it have to remain the same as usual after this challenging time lessens? Things always seem to return. Who makes that decision? Who? First and foremost, each person filled with hate, racism, discrimination, prejudice, bigotry, laziness or greed, can make a personal decision to change. And the rest, the “law abiding”, can vote in officials that stand on a platform of unbiased justice. Justice in governing all people, not only to lead, not only to provide laws and punishment for offenders, but to offer actual educational reform policies that will work for all who come to desire reformation. Even the hard core radical criminal, while, and after serving the time for his crime, can find peace and be filled with such advancement and growth during and after his incarceration and possible early release. Can we not love as the thief on the cross was loved? He desired and asked for love, he was forgiven for his life of crime and received his reward to be with Jesus in His Kingdom. Too many have forgotten the other thief that railed against Jesus, he was not forgiving due to his cold heart.

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Would you say the heart of the world could use an inoculation of love, compassion and peace going forward? Again, I was not directed to influence, recruit, or convert any of my worldly brothers and sisters to a specific organized named religion or church. But, “Make no bones about it”, I have been called to write this book of letters and to shout it from the highest mountain of the World Wide Web. This book is telling the world: “Whatever religion or church that brings the truth of Christ teachings to our heart, is our right church, our right religion. For in the end, at the final day of Judgment, they will all be as one. We will not be judged by the name of our religion, nor, by the name of our denomination. However, we will be judge by Name, our personal name.” Letters to the 7.9 was written to encourage many to know God’s son, Jesus. It will introduce to all peoples and all religions who do not know of, or do not have faith and understanding in his teachings’. Also, to reignite the powerful flame of our Lord into the life’s of the faithful, religious, and churches that do know His name and His teachings but may have allowed the flame to lessen, as this writer has done and more. That some within their ranks may be taking Salvation for granted, have become cavalier, led to His teachings by confusions, or are being influenced by overwhelming want for worldly prosperity, 10

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue comforts, and other personal life desires, temptations and choices, again, as this writer has done. They may also be products of their cradle, to be led by and believe whatever religious or non-religious beliefs, within their household which were passed down from generation to generation. They know who they are, as I knew who I was. I tell you, I looked down and seen myself as a weak king of the sinners . Be assured, our judgement will be swift, right and just, not by man’s standards, but by the Lords. Personal Side Note: Just to mention, what turned my life around was my return to worship, to become part of a congregation. I love my church; I love my fellow congregants. I follow what is in my heart. Our Lord Jesus is what changed me and what moves me forward with all things. To continue: In the bible, the biblical message of Jesus’s teachings is actually presented bluntly, in a no-nonsense format, unless read with the blind eye of selfishness. Even his cordial parables which he used for communication, were formulated for the understanding of early man, however, they did present a firm, no-nonsense message. Since then, many have tiptoed around the truths of his message. The world is no longer a Lilly field to tiptoe through. That ship sales away daily with each horrific crime

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue committed, each prejudicial injustice, especially racial. Time to remove our blinders. Let the fog of lust, greed, immoralities, and hate, be lifted from our eyes. These letters are written so it will be clearly understood by modern people of 2020, who we are, where we came from and where we are going. To support the validity and cogency of these writings, answers to biblical mysteries are revealed. This was done so we can use our mind to accept and realize the probable reality seen within the answers to these mysteries. Therefore, hopefully to many, the probable reality of God and his Son’s teachings will be seen and realized as well. Do we need to see a ferocious warrior riding down from the heavens to believe? If you see that, it is too late. Though many have different names for their God, at the end of the day and of course the end of life, as it was in the beginning, there is only one Great I AM, Father Creator of all things. Call Him what you will, but believe that he loves us all equally. Believe He loves us enough to give our spirit a piece of Himself, to give our world the help that it needs, to give to us a most personal, precious gift, the gift of Himself in the flesh, the gift of His son to live as we live and feel as we feel. Can Gods love be any greater? My challenge to you is this, read the content of these letters, then try to keep your life the same, without change. Believers or non-believers, even if you have

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue no desire for change, you will be blessed, your life and spirit will be renewed. Please read, believers and non-believers alike. “Make no bones about it.” This, for me, was the toughest part of writing For those who have known me through my life, know me as a fun guy. A jokester who did anything for a laugh. Loved to make people smile, to make them happy. I never passed up an opportunity to joke around or make sexual innuendoes. And I always took the middle road on issues, just to be sure not to offend. Never brought up politics or religion, though I did not shy away if asked. Modestly speaking, I was an ok guy, fun to be around. So how can a fun guy, a jokester, a sexual innuendo master, deliver a hard hitting, direct to the point message, let alone, feeling called by God to do so. God? You think that you are surprised? I was absolutely sure my mind finally lost it. But it did not stop. I was driven to write. Which for me, and especially those that know me, was shocking in itself. I mean, for me to write anything was most definitely out of character. Now to add fuel to the shock value of what is happening, I was called to write about topics that we, you and I, would usually do our best to avoid thinking about. I was feeling strongly hesitant to write. How many will I be offending?

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But now, however, I hear the world screaming at me. Well, screaming at us, the people, it is saying, “ Look around, look at what is being reported daily. Untimely deaths, destruction of family values, all the hurts from injustice and discrimination. How did man allow it to get this bad?” I have heard it said hundreds of times, “There are only two things you can count on in life, death and paying taxes.” As true as people thought that statement to be, the only one that people really thought about was paying taxes. I mean, who wants to think about death? Most, as I, feel unsettled to think about the finality of death, let alone the destination of our soul. It is easier simply not thinking about those type things. And for some, much easier to believe man does not have a soul. Reflecting on it now, our taxes occur once a year for most of us, so once every 31,356,000 seconds of that year, we are faced with paying taxes. Why do we fixate more on taxes and less on dying? After all, approximately two people die every one of those seconds of each day, 365 days a year. 63,072,000 loved ones die a year. And that was before Covid-19. So in the realm of thinking about things, that is like 63,072,000 to one, yet we think more about the one, paying taxes.

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So if most people prefer not thinking of such things, why was I writing about death and souls? Certainly not for the business sake of selling books. What a double edge sword! My motivation is to deliver a message. However, in the beginning, to deliver that message, books must be sold. The low cost of this book, in both formats, will speak for itself. It is not about making money selling books, rather, it is about the delivery of a vital message. The message affirms God created us and Earth. Why? For his Glorification and for our joy and happiness. How? Through his Divine Majesty. There will be some who question, what do you mean his glorification? I tell you; should not a loving father deserve to feel glorified at his child’s graduation ceremony and entrance into adulthood? Satan wants to destroy us and earth and to firmly embed doubt in God and Creation in man’s earthly, self-gratifying or obstinate mind. And why would man feel so? Hurts, or feelings of Godly betrayal, and/or, confusion about it all. And what drives Satan? Satan lost what he once had due to jealousy, greed, lust and self-satisfaction. Satan wants to destroy using man’s sinful nature of the flesh; jealousy, greed, lust, self-satisfaction, or man’s misconstrued feelings of Godly betrayal. God wants to save us and his Mother Planet Earth. Why? Again, for his Glorification and Love for

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue mankind. How can it all be saved? It can be saved with the use of man’s great gift, his majestic power, Free Will. Hold strong, continue reading, you will soon understand. In this new and troubling world my eyes were opened to the realities of life and death. My mind became opened to a new understanding of Scripture. And why all of a sudden was I receiving such deep thoughts, and writing about them? I knew I was not a writer, nor was I a reader. I was a player. My interest was mainly in life’s pleasures. Though I always loved God and always read the bible on and off through the years, I really did not understand much of it. At times, certain chapters presented a mystery. I tried so hard to find answers. Never did I think to literally pray and meditate on God, and ask what the mysteries meant, what were the answers. But now, here I was, this basically under-educated, fun loving guy, being driven to write tens of thousands of words. I remember in high school I struggled to write a 500 word essay on most any topic, let alone God. I was bewildered, even a little frightened, there were times I questioned my own sanity. Why? Because I was seeing vivid visions of myself living within biblical stories as I read. It was like I was there, live,

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue observing. One who has read the first publication of these letters, a former priest, informed me this feeling of living in the Word has happened many times before, it develops into a “spiritual exercise,” a method of meditation, study and prayer. He tells me this method was recognized early on, with Saint Ignatius of Loyola, in the 16th century. I always believed God knew my thoughts, even the shameful ones. With God knowing my thoughts, and that I was feeling overwhelmed and uncomfortably anxious as I wrote, he calmed me. He put this into my mind. He said, “What is being revealed are in-depth visions of my Scriptural writings. My Bible is a communication originally written for early man’s understanding thousands of years ago. And they were communicated orally from man to man thousands of years before that. John Gerard, you have asked me questions, and I tell you, continue to write without fear. These writings will not be changing any scriptural message or story. The message will stay the same, only a more in-depth view will be given to modern man of 2020, even to you, my writer. So that you and they will know the truths which are coming. A deeper more vivid comprehensive look into the Word. Many more of my children will see, understand and come home to my open waiting arms. The purpose of these letters is to introduce my presents to those who have not accepted my Son, and to re- 17

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue introduce me to those who have accepted, but may lack a more direct understanding of Jesus and his teachings. For if you truly desire to know the Great I Am, you must know my Son and follow his teaching with all your heart.” Initially, my first writing published January 24, 2020, was difficult to understand. I was told by early readers the letters had to be read over and over to get the point being presented. That was due to the fact the Bible was my model for this book of letters. When I wrote, I was in front of open Bibles. I wrote while I was reading in a study. My level of concentration was of an unusual depth and meditation as I read and wrote of the things I was visioning in Scripture. I was writing in a biblical style, using old-world terminologies to explain what the modern world will perceive as an over imaginative vision and theory of Theology. So this is my rewrite. What has been perceived as a hard-hitting blunt message remains the same. Though I did my best to present it as judiciously as possible. The story line is an in-depth, incredibly detailed view of what was put into my mind. Also, at the time of my original writing, our globe was not in a dystopian state (under great suffering), due to the Covid-19 virus. At first it seemed to be reducing in severity, then man’s self-centeredness surfaced, and we regressed. I fear it will always be a 18

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue threat, along with other threats that may be lurking. God be with us all, and, going forward, God help us never to let our guard down, physically, mentally and spiritually. Live with compassion. Eradicate race prejudice. Live united under one God. Do these things to honor our Father Creator. That is what our New Normal should look like if we want life to advance peacefully and progressively. Please view Letters to the 7.9 as a book to all the people of the world, currently 7.9 Billion inhabitants. This book contains themes, questions and answers, all biblically based. However, even biblical non- believers will see the solid relationship of these topics to their own general life experiences, values, challenges, and mysteries. These Letters are presented with a scientific theoretical format showing the relationship of science to theology. This book was not written as a soft read to entertain, there are millions of books that entertain. This book reveals. Some people, as I, have an interest in the scientific side of Evolution and its relationship to Creation. And others depend only on scientific proof to support what they believe or want to believe. When it comes to Evolution theories, they are all 100% as unproven as the theory of Creation. So it is not an either-or acceptance, it is the realization of both theories being connected. That is covered in five of the 15 letters presented here.

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So what actually separates believers from non- believers is the probable realistic value of both theories. What is more believable to the individual. This includes the Biblical account of Creation for the believer, and the scientific account of explanation for the Evolutionist. Yet, either way, both are unproven theories. A textbook definition of the word theory. “Theory is a plausible or scientifically acceptable speculation of unseen general principles used to explain phenomena. It is a speculation, an educated unproven thought, or in some cases, a guess.” Most of the professional scientific community believes seeing something is not required to determine its properties or existence, such as probability waves of electrons and protons. They are deeply known and believed to be there but cannot be seen, as in Einstein’s Theory of Relativity or Newtons Law. Actually they are both unseen Laws and Theories. For instance, gravity, the resulting action of gravity can be seen, so we know it is there, but gravity itself cannot be seen, yet proven by logical deduction. On the other hand there is Darwin’s Theory of Evolution. We know it is there, we have seen excavation findings proven its existence. We can see the bones and fossils, but how and what happened billions of years ago and how these artifacts actually traveled through those billions of years will never be proven.

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For many believers in God, Christian or not, believe in the theory of a Godly existence and Creation. The center core of what is believed in the scientific community are discoveries of tangible evidence, which origins are enhanced and backed up by creative theories from brilliant minds and imaginations of great men of science. The center core of what is believed by believers is Faith, which is backed up by the Bible and brilliant interpretations of story tellers, biblical writers, scholars and a variety of faith messages received by each individual reader. There are answers to all questions. However, throughout history the answers concerning the existence or non-existence of Godly topics, are at best conjecture, theoretical and argumentative. As stated, the most powerful theories of science and theology are seen as being most probably realistic, or, it might be said, are most likely to contain absolute truths. In these current challenging times of 2020, the world in a harsh way reminds us, as uncomfortable of a topic it might be, “Every tick of man’s clock brings man one tick closer to his final day, his final tick tock.” What an uncomfortable thought that is. Not to mention the question of being ready and at peace at the time of one’s final breath. That indeed is even a more unsettling topic. However, believers and non-

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue believers alike are 100% guaranteed to see that final inevitable day. Non-believers are of course, respectfully entitled to have faith in the unproven theory that man became man on Earth by an unexplainable perfect sequence of adapting and evolving matter, Evolution. They also believe after our final breath of life we die and that is it, it all ends. They believe man does not have body, mind and soul, it is just body and mind. Believers are of course, respectfully entitled to have faith in the unproven theory that man became man on Earth by Divine Creation, and now becoming an even more popular unproven theory, Creative Evolution. They who believe in a Supreme Entity, their God, believe man was put on this planet by that God, be their God called Baha’u’llah, Buddha, Tianzhu, Allah, Lord Mahavir, Amaterasu, Waheguru, Lao Tus, Brahma, Ahura Mazda or Ormazd. Then there are Judaism names for God: some are YHWH, Yahweh, Jehovah El, Adonai, Elohim, El Shaddai. As for myself and most in the Christian community, there is God the Father (Creator), God the Son (Savior), and God the Holy Spirit ( Our Earthly Guide and Protector ), all in one God, the Great I AM. Being Christian, many as myself would say, “I am ready, I believe, I call his name, and I give to the poor.

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See I am ready”. That was me, and I felt good. Then the day came when I began asking God questions. Truly, I was not really sure why I was even asking such questions. I remember thinking, ‘Why could I not just leave well enough alone’? After all I was happily comfortable in my faith. I was driven to read the Bible in a new light, using an eye I was made aware of in scripture, but until now, never really understood. I now felt myself literally living within the words I was reading. Actually envisioning, being in, and part of the events and stories. From there I felt like I was having an open conversation. Was I having a dialogue with the Bible? It seemed so real, literally. I definitely felt perplexed. Truly the first thought that came to my head was, “Ok, so I must be losing my mind”. Believers already know, Unbelievers who have the courage to accept this challenge to read “Letters to the 7.9”, hopefully, will come to know, that after the complete reading, the Bible is indeed the Holy Word of God. And God must exist. It is our introduction to God and his ways. Why was the Bible written? It was written so that we shall know who God is, and know who we are, where we came from, and where we are going. It tells us what we have done or failed to do in God’s name. The Bible will give us a taste of his Heavenly Kingdom here on Earth, which will get us into His Kingdom after our final earthly breath.

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This book is not an addition to the Bible. It does not add to or take away any of God’s words to us. The message is the same. I said to God, “If I write all of what is put into my mind they will say I am adding to your Holy Word.” At this time, God said to me, “ Tell them what I command you to write changes not one word of my Holy Scripture. It is a deeper look into My Word, so as to bring more of my children living in the threatening era of 2020, and beyond, home into my waiting arms. Satan has continued to wage ferocious attacks against my world, against my children. From these current days forward, time is of the essence and will continue as so into future years and decades. Though it is known that I call all, not all will come. I am a Loving Father, they who are ready to come will come, but I want all who know me not, all who are confused and misled. I want them who think there is no actual True Rebirth possible and that they are too wicket, too weak, too lost to change, and especially they who may think going halfway is enough and acceptable to my eye”. Yet I, John Gerard, still trembled at the thought of writing such a book. How can a man like me, one who is so addicted to sinful ways do such a thing?

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As always He knows man’s thinking. He knew my fears, my doubts, so he told me to say this to them of whom I fear will misinterpret my writings. He said to tell them, brethren, is there a difference of knowledge, understanding and education between modern man, you and I, (the current society of 2020), and the mentality of early man and of early tribes thousands of years ago? If I wrote to early man speaking of the Evolutionary gradual growth of energies, and the environmental adaptation of cell and stem cell development, dividing and attaching to each other through molecule adhesions during the Cambrian period, would early man have understood? If I said, God orchestrated the natural evolution of foliage so that early development during the Ordovician Period of nonvascular plants would allow God to create a plant life, with and without seed, that would be able to survive, and provide life sustaining nutrients for a perpetual existence in a developing environment, would they have understood? And if I said all these things, and also saying in order for God to create All Life He had to have evolutional material of living matter so as He could put that matter on a living pallet that could be used to create life as we know it today? Would they have understood the Creator micromanaged and orchestrated the Evolution Period so as to give him the materials required to create all living things? I tell you, most of today’s man will hardly have such thoughts of 25

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue understanding. Especially if I tried to explain to early tribesmen how God made four basic human races coming from one Adam and one Eve, and why he did. Also who did God protect Cain from and who did Cain marry? God gave early man what they were capable of understanding, and also leaving an open door for future men to advance in Godly understanding. God is also saying, “Why would we be surprised that my mode of communication would not rise above old world mentality. Now my word can adapt to modern man’s greater transfiguration of thought process and absorption. Everything written of in my Scripture was so man would enjoy my earth to the fullest, and to bring my children home, then, there and now. Has man’s brain not advanced? Is it still underdeveloped and ancient in its thinking, its comprehension and imagination?” This is a book of Letters from God to man, from man to God, and from man to man. It was written using progressive terminology that will be seen as unconventional. It was written in, and for, unconventional troubling times. Some will find it to be uncomfortable reading, for it will bring us to subject matter we would rather not think about, as if not thinking about it will make it just go away or be non-existent. 26

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I had many motivations to complete this book of Letters. Many groups of disgruntled, confused, depressed, lonely and troubled people will be helped. In one way or another, lives will be saved, both theirs and the innocents near and around them. God’s great unity is at hand, getting closer, man’s vision is finally seeing the equality we were created with. My main concern is to bring the food of God’s word to all the nations and tribes. I said to our Father, I want to bring as many of your children home, so as to give you the highest glory of which you deserve. The thoughts of which I received were clear and direct. You told me I must first and foremost deliver the message that would completely erase, expunge, obliterate any doubt in the heart and mind of Man concerning if you, the Great I AM, Creator Father of all things really exist or is a myth. I John Gerard say to the reader, after these Letters there will be no doubt of our love for our Creator, whether we were former atheist or not. Please do not feel negatively challenged by these words. Simply relax, open your thinking, feel things out. To what harm is that? I have been moved clearly with vision to open my mind to our Father God and have prayed that these 27

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue communications may be delivered humbly to the best of my abilities, so as to use a choice of words of what has been put into my thoughts. As you have seen I use Black print with grey highlights to show what the Father, and when I say the Father, I also am saying the Son, for the Son is our teacher, intercessor, petitioner, our liaison; for as God is, so is the Son. Grey highlighted print shows what God said directly, through the Holy Spirit, which dwells in each of us. These are words put into my thoughts, to write as given, to, and for us all, me, of course included. Some might say, “Look at him, I have taken offense that he dares to quote the Almighty, the Great I AM himself. Have we not been warned of such men?”. I am no different than any of us, nor do I claim to be. I know that those who believe in our Father Creator God, or, for that matter, any god of their choosing, have had thoughts which they felt came to their mind from their God. What I have done here simply was to identify those same type thoughts as many believers get, word for word, without injecting any of my personal reflexed thinking to interfere or put into them. And I chose to identify them by using “Grey highlighted Black print”. However, I absolutely apologize to any who may still find this style of

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue writing offensive. I mean not to offend. What we have here is a communication. I do not challenge the reverence that belongs to God. The Father knows the hearts of those that love Him and revere His Majesty. Though God loves prayer, He does not recognize and value reverence by the prayers we say while on our knees, as much as the reverence we show Him in our daily walk while on His earth. What is written to the heart of man will be known by where it came from. A wolf may be able to wear sheep’s clothing to deceive the eye in man’s socket, but what comes from his mouth shall be known and seen by the eye within man’s heart. Jesus is our Intermediary. What I say to and get from him, I say to and get from the Father, and what I say to the Father I say to Him. And what is said is also said to you the reader. I pray that I will remain diligent to do what I am called to do. And to those who may feel offended, I beg please reserve your feelings till after the complete reading. What is in regular black print are thoughts that came to me as I researched topics, biblical and secular. Being unschooled in these secular matters, I had to be directed to do the research and where to look. From the beginning of these letters our Father made this clearly known, He said: “John Gerard, I tell you, as I tell all of mankind, there is a connection between what I will put into man’s heart, and what man himself shall feel. For when one 29

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue has chosen to stay close and in me, I shall stay close and in him. You, as all of mankind are of my fruit, you all are of my children. There will be those of you who will be as the apple that falls from the tree of their Father, that apple will land firmly, and stay close to the root of my word, old and new. The seed of that fruit shall plenish my new world to come. And then there will be those, sadly for now the overwhelming majority, who shall roll away from their Father’s word and into Satan’s world. A world of their own choosing, a world filled with lust, greed, profoundly immoral and wicked, which you the writer, John Gerard were part of. Some of they that have rolled away will return to their roots and be reborn, renewed, to live in the Light of my Son. I cry and tear, my heart is broken for the others that will have a living death, and rot in their own slop of lust and greed, and suffer through all eternity with their chosen lord, Satan. Now, I will tell you, if at the time they were ill-minded by confused teachings, did not truly realize they made such a foolish choice, or they did not truly have any understanding or real knowledge of my Son and I; for I, the Great I AM, am a merciful God, I will know their heart better then they themselves, they will have their judgement accordingly, but be they warned, I cannot be fooled. Their judgement will be swift, right and just. Once the cognition of their choice is known to be away from my word, but to be of Satan, and they 30

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue chose to use not of the eye and ear of which is spoken of throughout all of Scripture, but chose to stay stubborn, and in Satan’s world, and even if they think the world they choose is not of Satan, but the ‘by chance’ world of evolution alone, they will have their judgement accordingly. It will be swift, right and just. They will be known not only by what they have done, but by what they have failed to do in my name, by their own fault, by their own selfish fault, they will be known. You yourself have rolled away from me and your destiny, but now have returned to my Love and Grace. Fear not of what the world or religions shall judge of you, for you have chosen wisely. Therefore, you are to write all of what I shall put into thy heart. You must have no fear of condemnation, mockery or adverse opinion. There are many for now, who will not break away from the traditions of their ancestors which were passed down from generation to generation, from cradle to adulthood. They who accept my gift of the Spiritual Eye and Ear of which I speak of in Holy Scripture, will see, hear and have understanding of these letters. They will see and envision what you shall write, and they will get close to my roots and to my Tree of Knowledge. Then they will see clearly what Good is, and what is Evil; they will choose wisely.”

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At this early point I was questioning my own thoughts, my own sanity. But I could not stop writing. As I continued many of the thoughts coming to mind were not easy to write. Many were unsettling things I just never really thought about, nor did I feel any desire or need to do so. These thoughts challenged my actions, lifestyle and even my basic faith that I grew up with. I would think some readers may get the same reaction. But I had to continue on the path that was being put before me. This will be difficult for you, the reader, to believe because I was questioning it myself. Who has ever heard of a writer reading what he just wrote as if it was the first time he himself is reading the words? Hey, I know it is confusing, it certainly was to me. In the beginning I was totally bewildered, it was as if I was reading words as they were being written by another. At first my emotions were extremely mixed. I was frightened. Again I felt like I was losing my sanity. Then I felt blessed. What a rollercoaster of emotions. I had to write through it all to find my peace, to find myself. I said to myself, “Do not get discouraged when writing of an uneasy, disconcerting feeling that challenges the choices I made in my life.” Now as I write and you read, we will be approaching the threshold of maturity in faith. It was unsettling because I thought I was already mature in faith.

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In these letters understanding will become part of our nature. We will amplify our knowledge of what maturity is about. Some might call this maturing in the Lords ways, a nice thought. However, maturity is recognition of childish things in general, some against the bible, some against our self, some against mankind, and some against all three. However, more accurately we can say, things that tingle and tantalize our mind and flesh, things that bring us into sin and harm’s way to our self and family. I am not trying to tell or convince you of anything. I am simply sharing intriguing thoughts of a philosophical theory that was put into my mind. In these letters you will not be able to un-see, unlearn, or unthink what you have seen, learned and thought. Old thoughts will be reforged. New thoughts will be visualized. Our own Insight will become sharper. We will know God does not offer options to his Kingdom. He does not make request for us to ponder and see if it is to the liking of our flesh. We will understand each controlling sin committed defiles our Life, chips away at true happiness and puts false negatives and misleading direction in the life of ourselves and our family. We will come to truly know, with deepened understanding, things concerning our connection to the Lord Jesus. Not only a connection

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue for Christians, but for an unsettling changing World at large. Oh my God, the road you have put me on is paved with the sharp pebbles of man’s selfness, doubt, and old traditions. Forgive me for my tears of fear and apprehensiveness. I am yours now, then and always. I will stand strong. I have leaped from under Satan’s bushel and I will continue in the Light of your Son. Many of these thoughts were uneasy for me to write. However, truth is truth, it will not go away just because I do not want to think or write about it. How will I know what truth is? It was put to me like this. We will know at the center core of our brain, that is where the heart lives, no matter if we like to hear the truth or not, it cannot be hidden from ourselves …... And so I write. Ok, so my earthly self is saying, why would I want to think about what misdirection’s I may have in my life, and what consequences come with them? Who wants thoughts like, how continual sin defiles Jesus suffering and sacrifice? Does His Sacrificial Blood wastefully spill on the earth? Do we keep our neck stiff and our fear of change in understanding biblical principles because of self desires or uneasy thoughts?

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Truths cannot be hidden once they are revealed, and understanding cannot be stopped or done away with. Because there are things we choose not to think of, that will not make them nonexistent. All were uneasy topics for me to write of, so I am sure uneasy topics to read. However, they are there and should not be swept under the rug as I have swept them wastefully for 50 years of my life. This next action that I was drawn to do, put me ill at ease to say the least, but I ask you to do the same as best as you can. Now, if you are one who does not yet believe in Jesus you will not understand the emotions that will be stirred up. However, as an honest interested person, please read and imagine. To you who believe, close your eyes for a moment. Put yourself into the Crucifixion scene. Look up at our Savior, look into his eyes. Feel the love pouring down and coming from him to us as he hung on the cross, not an easy thought, but I have done so. I have looked directly at the face of the Lord and felt the suffering in his glance. Each sin through all my years passed before my eyes, from my late teens to my current days. I remember asking myself at the age of 17, will I still be doing these wrongful acts as an old man, like age 50? A funny thought, but sad at the 35

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue same time. I wish I could have told myself, “STOP NOW, because you will still be feeling the hurt of your weakness the rest of your life.” But by the age of 17, I had a closet life with a man’s addiction 9 years in the making. And my immature self would never have stopped, no matter what. Well the only thing would have been actual truths being introduced into my life. Not only that I had no one to do that, but no one had a clue of my secret life. That is what I am wanting to do for today’s youth with their parents supervision in the travels through this book. Whether it takes your innocent child out of his closet or prevents him from entering it in the first place. It is better to introduce him to the lifestyle of the Light away from Satan’s bushel. You know it has happened to many. Your child can be protected, so better to protect now than to be shocked later. When I saw myself standing at the Cross, I imagined his pain and suffering up to his final breath on that cross, suffering for all the sins that cheaply satisfied my flesh (what a terrifying thought). And what was more terrifying, I began to think, what would make me believe that I can stand in the presence of my Savior’s Cross, seeing his Suffering and his Sacrifice, and after truly accepting the 36

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue cleansing blood of that Sacrifice through Baptism or through Baptism Renewal, when asked if I renounce Satan, and loudly boasting, YES I do! By that, saying we are reborn, and then tainting it with sin over and over, from Sunday to Saturday. I really never thought about it in that way, but personally, it became pretty routine for me; my flesh loved it. Sin, confess, ask for forgiveness, say your penance; sin, confess, ask for forgiveness, say your penance, and so on and so on. Maybe not so blatantly for most, but in reality is that not what is going on? Thinking it to be acceptable to do so? Willingly, or even unknowingly, desecrating the very Spirit of our Savior. I may have been too fearful or shameful to have such a vision, too fearful of full maturity in my faith and in my life. Or, I may not want to leave my adult childish things behind. I have grown to desire the tingles of those moments of pleasure, more than my desire for Salvation. ( I’m writing and thinking to myself, ‘ I don’t want to think about this’). But I had no choice, the thoughts just kept coming. We may be too fearful of looking into the future spiritual dimension of lives possibilities. We may have no desire to look and see if there may be peace of mind that comes with biblical and earthly wisdom;

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue however, we cannot stop Wisdom, cannot unknow Her once she enters. But now, most especially, if we think our life is fulfilled, and our flesh is enjoying much gratification, and we love those gratifications, and we do not want Faith, God, Love, Family or anything else to interfere, be advised, continue to read, do not get discouraged, our thinking will advance and change. All those things, Faith, God, Love, and Family will arise anew, will be reborn to a new dimension of importance. Worldly events may bring us to that newness. Even if we think we are already of great Faith, or one may think he is Faithless, of no belief; there is still room for peace and happiness in his fleshly existence, is there not? Do we not have a deep inner desire for the soundness in peace of mind, which we hope we have control of to the very end, to our final breath on this earth? Could we say, “Where my mind is this day, is where I shall believe and pray; that there may it remain, and be there to stay, till my final day?” And if your desire is not for truth of soul and spirit, but only self-comfort of the flesh, donate this book to our prison system, and/or, homeless shelters. There, many lives can be changed. For if you continue to 38

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue read, shortly you will believe in the Truth of what Faith is, and a Scripture message you may not have seen as of yet, will be seen. You will have a deepened understanding, a deeper theory of biblical theology, and be able to vividly envision the very beginnings of Earth and Man. You will vividly see and understand precisely how our Planet Earth was created from the dust and mist of the Universe, step by step. You will vividly see and understand the mystery of how man and all four of the basic human races were created by that same dust and mist, also step by step. This is not boasting, this is reality of our earthly life. Read, you can decide for yourself. Read, defeat Satan. Continue reading. Do not stop now, the best is yet to come. Now, I am sure most of us will easily realize, what I am now about to say with absolute certainty, is true. In the Introduction of these Letters, I will be speaking of various groups of churches, religions and peoples. These religious and non-religious groups have many members who are strong in their faith, or what the non-religious may think of as their lack of faith. They may feel strong in their belief concerning Creation verses Evolution, and vice versa. But especially the Atheist, and all of those who belief in Adaptive Evolution only, for they must have the 39

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Greatest Faith of all. They must have faith/belief in their form of unproven theories that all mental, physical and magnificence of human beings, and the physical involuntary senses of all life itself: Hearing and Vestibular system ( coordinating movement), Visual perception, Olfaction (smell), Taste, Proprioception (awareness of position and movement), Magnetoreception, (reception of magnetic fields) Equilibrioception (balance), Thermoception ( how we perceive heat), randomly evolved and advanced only by adaptation. They have to believe all the intricate details: Circulatory system, heart, blood, blood vessels, lymphatics, Digestive system, esophagus, stomach, small intestine, colon, Endocrine system, pituitary, thyroid, ovaries, testes, Immune system, organs, spleen, Integumentary system, skin, hair, nails, sweat glands, muscles, brain, spinal cord, nerves, nose, larynx, trachea, diaphragm, bronchi, lungs, bones, cartilage, joints, kidneys, urinary bladder, urethra, just to mention without precise operational detail, have evolved by adaptation to our surroundings and atmosphere. It is amazing man adapted to look like a man and not a more physically powerful body form with a tougher skin. Why would a smooth soft skin be more adaptable to provide

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue survival? I could go on and on mentioning other physical enhancements, like a third arm or eye, how great would that have been, that would be more adaptive for survival, but I hope you get the point. Science says, and rightfully so, life formed from a single cell nucleus organism. That organism developed from the early stages of a settling planet. However, they must have faith that the millions of cells which group together to perform one single function in our body, and the trillions of cells that group together that make up 70 some odd organs and 5 vital organs, not to mention miles of complexed blood vessels and even a more complexed nervous system, have all evolved randomly by chance to adapt itself to an always changing environment. Certainly, it is a theory, emphasis on the word theory. They must believe, it all accidently, coincidently, and maybe with a little of lady luck, evolved by and from bacteria infested slime that was the result of forming, foaming and boiling scum of the earth. They must have great faith to believe from that bacterial scum/slime, some kind of a living matter evolved into a worm embryo of some sort like creature by chance. What an astonishing mistake or majestically supreme lucky worm, or something it must have been to 41

Letters to the 7.9 Prologue magically, accidently or coincidently have elevated itself through millions of centuries into the Atheist and unbelieving man of today. From that worm like slimy creature, all living, walking, swimming, flying, crawling, slithering’s of life luckily evolved. Building block elements of life coincidentally fell into perfect placement and alignment to divide and guide itself into all life forms. There are Letters throughout this book that go into detail concerning our Beginning. Science estimates there are 8.7 million species of living things discovered so far, and there are many more yet to be discovered. Amazingly these nuclei amoeba evolved into all of the 8.7 million living species. Some became pigs, some became man. Each to their own. They find “scientific unproven theory”, more believable then the “unproven theory” of a Divine Creator orchestrating evolution, and then initiating Creation. Therefore, whether you believe in the worm as your creator, or the Divinity of the Great I AM, this book of letters will bring your mind, spirit and soul to a place of mature understanding of it all; where we came from, where we are, and where we are going.

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Again, I tell you, your eye will have a clear visual experience. You will see the “Big Bang Theory” of how, where, and why it all happened. You will understand the formation of planets and the one Living Planet, Earth. A descriptive, truly clear understanding of Man’s Creation and the Why, How and Where’s of the Four Basic Human Races came from. What is coming in these letters? Questions, answers and thoughts from God to man and from man to God, and man to man. Did God create our sin nature? And why did God even allow sin to enter our world? Why do bad things happen to good people? Hindsight is 2020, what is hindsight and why do we have it? Is Born Again forever, no matter what? How is it we have the Black man, Red man, Yellow man and White man, yet only one Adam and Eve? What color were they, and does it really matter? Of whom did Cain fear and who did he marry? And more. Why are these Letters written? Why are mysteries and insights being revealed now? Because we of all religions and beliefs are loved so much by God, it is the hope and prayer that the

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Reality Probabilities of things written within these letters are seen, realized, understood, or at the very least considered. Therefore, Truth of the Gospel of Jesus Christ may also be seen, realized, understood and at the very least considered. God knows you cannot un-see, unlearn, or unthink what you have seen, learned and thought. Do not be fearful of new thoughts that may go beyond your cradle reality. Open your mind to newness of thought. You can always return to your cradle teachings.

Long Live Peace and Love for your Spirit and Soul.

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We have read in scripture there is a time for all seasons. As it is written, for everything there is a season and a time for every matter under heaven.” A man’s time begins at birth and ends at death. He will have his time to work and a time to enjoy the fruits of his labors. His time of “up’s”, a time of breakdowns, and a time to re-build up; a time of sadness, and a time of joy; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time which he may be wasteful, and a time to be frugal. A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing, (a time such as now). A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time for heartbreak, and a time to mend. There will be a time to speak up and be heard, and a time to keep silence, a time to love, and a time to hate, a time for war, and a time for peace. This is the time for these Letters. This is our time; a time to leave Luke-warmness behind.

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This is the time to read, the time to mature, regardless of age, regardless of position, regardless of monetary wealth or lack thereof. Many things through the years have kept me from writing. Little did I realize it was not the time for me to write. I always thought it was due to my laziness, or due to the lack of my scholastic abilities and lack of book knowledge, so as to enable the research to be done necessary to allow me understanding of these new thoughts in relationship to today’s world. But mainly I thought it was due to my continual weakness every time Satan was bombing me with temptations and lust. How could I write of the Lord while basting in sin? Now I realize the time for myself and man in general, to understand the newness in these thoughts for a changing world had to be exactly right. Scientific research and theories had to come in line with the Reality Probabilities of Creative Evolution. Now is the time to share the newness of understanding given to me as related to current scientific research and theories. These letters will show the close relationship between Science and Divinity. After all, does

Letters to the 7.9 Letter of Introduction not science come from man? And as you will soon see and understand, does not man come from God? So, when I am asked, what category of book do these letters fall under? Is it fiction, non-fiction, fantasy, mystery, or possibly even a genre of dystopian? I say it is in the category of Reality Probability. It may be viewed as a possible quantum leap as far back as Pre-Big Bang, and to the origins of all things, including man. Incentives to begin writing lined up in perfect order including a health disorder that could have me at death’s door. It all showed me and told me this is my season to write. Write now, before I should die. I write here for what I am, a believer in a Supreme Creator, Father of all. That is my faith. What I am told to do is share my thoughts in a current dialogue of communication with the 7.9 billion inhabitants of the one and only Living Planet, Mother Earth. To all people, all religions, all faiths and especially to the faithless. It is God’s prayer for man to grant Him.. Prayer that man can change course. Man will be able to see all the options. Weigh all possibilities without

Letters to the 7.9 Letter of Introduction stubbornness. And that man will know and accept the love of his Father. God will speak in our thoughts to all that pray for communication. But even if we pray not, or even if we believe not, we may definitely be the recipient of the Creator’s communication, though we may not recognize it as such. These communications are seen, and/or, understood in many ways by a variety of people. A feeling of premonition, Déjà vu, foresight of a warning of trouble, or a feeling of something good is coming. It may come as an intuition, or a disquieting feeling of uneasiness or anxiety. It may even be a hunch or being apprehensive of an event. Surely, you have had an “aha” moment, like something just popped, solving a problem or an answer to a personal or professional situation? And you might have said to yourself, “where did that amazing thought come from”? Have you had a theory or thought that just made sense? Did that thought continued to grow and develop? Did it grow into new products, large companies, small businesses, new divisions in the workplace, or family growth and advancement? Not to mention medical cures and

Letters to the 7.9 Letter of Introduction vaccines. Some might exalt themselves. How great was their own mind, their own creativity? And some might exalt God for giving them the thoughts and abilities for their creativeness, victories and advancements. They may feel blessed by such and give thankfulness. Therefore, please understand what I do, what I write. I exalt the Father. For I know I am a streetwise man and not a man of learning. Within myself many of these things I write have been beyond my comprehension. I write to you because it has been put to me in a realm of reality, instructions to do so. These are my thoughts that I share with you, my earthly brothers and sisters, in hopes for us all to be united under the one True God. And if you shall ask, who can say they know the One True God? I tell you; He is the one that created you with the ability and freedom to think of such a question. The Creator of all things. Read on, you shall see and understand. If you are still filled with doubt, that doubt will be gone. The more insight gathered from the scriptures the more insight can be presented to the world, helping to return many of its people back to their beginning, back to their roots, back to their intended future, and onward to eternity. These Letters are meant to bring 49

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Glory to a most deserving God and his Loving Son, Jesus. It was put to me that many of these type writings to bring peace to the world have been presented throughout the centuries; some by believers and many by unbelievers with a good heart, remembering, they as I, are sinners and need Salvation. And now, due to worldly unrest and uncertainties, there are churches, religions and governments, all being blemished from within their own ranks and or collapsing. Terrorist attacks, both abroad and domestically, and to man’s now greater awareness of his mortality, time is more of a recognized factor. Doesn’t every tick of man’s clock bring man one tick closer to his final day? Be it one’s personal final day which will come with the death of the flesh by old age, or prematurely by illness, infectious diseases, or accidental, and it may come as a thief in the night; or be it the final day of World War Destruction or be it the Final Day of the Second Coming. Either way I promise you a final day awaits. As you will see these are not doomsday rantings of a fanatic. For I also firmly promise you, our final day was not meant to be a doomsday, even if cut short, but a Day to Rejoice. A day of heavenly unity with the Devine, with our

Letters to the 7.9 Letter of Introduction departed loved ones. It is also my hope that a descriptive view of many things written in these letters will be seen with the eye of your mind as my eye has witnessed. My brethren Be Blessed. Enjoy Peace, keep yourself safe, and may your Soul live in Bliss, forever.

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When God Speaks to us,

do we Listen

When God speaks to us, do we listen? I am not the first one who has had the feeling of God speaking to them. I am not the first one who has written what God has told them. You hear the terms, “God told me……. God told me to go here or there ……. God led me to tell him or her this or that.” Speaking for myself, I have not heard a voice, nor seen a vision, what I have here is a communication of developing thoughts. Some have asked, where are these thoughts coming from? Frankly, I asked myself that same question. In the very beginning when I first felt this strange drive to write, I would read what I had just written and think, “Where is this coming from?” I knew I was a man of extremely limited book knowledge. I have never read a book in my life to absolute completion, I shamefully admit. Yet, I am gaining knowledge from what I have just written. So, where are these thoughts coming from? This is the answer which came to my mind; these thoughts were as if God were speaking. Clearly understand, I did not hear a thing, however, I am writing these thoughts just as they came to mind. To

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen me, they are from outside myself. At times they come to me speaking my name directly. And there are times they, the thoughts, speak to mankind. They said:

“John Gerard, listen to thy thoughts, do not try to justify to the world what you are thinking. Write all of what you are thinking. Keep your mind clear of the world and all of the religious influences you have experienced. Read what you have written out loud. Do the research of which I direct you to do. By reading out loud, you will hear thy words, hear thy thoughts plainly. Reflect on what you have researched, what you have thought, what you have heard with the eye and ear which I gave to your Spirit and Soul. Read your research, your words, and your thoughts. They will speak for themselves as if in a sonorous voice rich in wisdom. You will know from where they have come, and the world will know the same”. That shook me to my core. But I did what I was told. As I wrote each letter I read it over and over again. Somehow my brain is communicating with my thought process of things that should be incomprehensible to my present comprehension. I have concluded it is either as if my brain were struck by lightning and was bolted into a new dimension, or there is a communication going on other than man to man or between me, myself and I. Currently, God tells tens of thousands of things, to Millions of us that open our minds to His 53

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen communication. I am but just one. Some of which believe deep in their hearts that this is what God is telling them to do. Some feel called to share. Their main motivation may be to put forth a giving message solely to help mankind. In sharing the message, advancement of self-worth should be the least of their thoughts. God speaks to many different people in many ways. He may lead you to do humanitarian actions at home and or abroad. He may direct and help you through research studies so as to serve His plan. There are even some, he has led to a television ministry, without the motivation of personal financial gain, and then there are those who are greatly motivated by that gain. These are just a few. Learn to recognize what he is telling you to do and do it. You will know when the time is right. And this is what our Father told me. He said make it understood the biggest challenge for you, John Gerard, and for mankind in general when listening to God as he speaks to us, we must learn to discern what he is saying from what our mortal human mind may also be thinking as he communicates. Are there not times our mind kind of hears what it wants to hear, or what it thinks it should hear? Are there not times when someone is speaking to you covering a particular topic, event, or situation and your mind can’t wait till you can jump into the conversation with your own thoughts, or you have another topic, event, or situation to add to the conversation? I call it Mental Reflexation and 54

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen Anticipation, it is a reflex, but a mental reflex, one that is extremely difficult to stop, but possible. The Creator Father is speaking to his greatest creation on the planet, most powerful creature on all the Earth, the only one made in his image, we should know to put all of our preconceived thoughts and notions away and not interfere in the communication, but do we? If our mind is pure in nature and our repentant self is in control we can be completely receptive. If we are still in our old nature, or it has returned, in other words, worldly desires and temptations are overpowering, motivations have switched from serving God to serving self. We might even be putting our self on a higher level than our fellow man. That is what the Morning Star of God’s Angels did, and even seeing himself equal to God. We know what happened to Lucifer and all the foolish of the Angels that followed him. Therefore, we must keep ourselves as a humble servant, not only to the Father, of course, but to our brethren as well. This will help burn away the rust of sin, and getting us ready to be saints in heaven, as stated by Saint Catherine of Genoa. Be of a pure heart and be sure our intentions are merely as the receiver and server. Take your worldly thoughts and accumulated worldly notions, leave them at the doorway of this communication which you have been embarking thereon. Now you are the receiver, your brain capacity is made ready to receive a message as the sender intended. Some may refer to this as receiving 55

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen enlightenment. I prefer referring to it, as simply opening up your mind to the Lord and be standing in the ready. There are many ways God will open our mind to his communication. His speaking to us may take place in an exemplum format of parable like stories at first, some which may seemingly feel real and others fictitious. Much of which may be found questionable in thought, but do not question. You may feel bewildered, over capacitated, feeling beyond your human understanding. However, be patient, relax your thinking reflex, have confidence in our Lord. Remember, he will not put before you anything that will not be capable of understanding and many things will be with awareness of current times. You may find yourself researching things above your conscience knowledge level, but he will be guiding you where to research, and he will make things clear to what it is he wants you to know as the experience continues. Creative thinking within our worldly mind will amaze even ourselves. You will research and understand his communication of what may have been considered mysteries up to this point. And when you are not in a study you will experience what he will communicate during daily life: watching news broadcast of local and foreign events that will bring you to tears; segments of a television show or movie that will speak a message, or enlarge a concern, or enlighten a vision of helpful corrective action in your life or the lives of others, or society in general. 56

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen When in prayer and study, bring yourself to complete solitude. For me it was during the exceedingly early hours, long before dawn. A deep prayer to the Father and Son. A prayer sent through our Holy Spirit, through divine intercessors that will become known to you. The prayer will flow freely from your mouth, asking for communication, explanations of new and old feelings and thoughts about questionable things; tragedies, and hard-hearted actions that have taken place in our world. You will be told in thought of mind and spirit what he wants you to know. The agenda will always be the same: Service and Peace through understanding, commonality, camaraderie and love for his people; helping the impoverished, imprisoned, mentally ill, the addicted and of course, yourself. All of which will reflect the enlargement of his people, his magnification of glory, love, and kingdom. And whatever question you ask of God during those times of deep prayer, he will communicate his answer on his timetable. Now when these things begin to happen, make a record of them. Read them out loud to yourself. And share if you feel so inclined. As for myself, not being a person of learning, a person, as I said, who has never read a single book completely, other than the Bible which I have read through most of my adult life. Truthfully, I was totally wrapped up in social activities especially of the female persuasion

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen which fed to my addiction. I made no time to read, (again regretfully). During that time, occurrences took place that brought me to take a position of ownership of a health bar located at the Spa Health Club in Hollywood Florida. When I was not making drinks, I was working out. During many of the workouts I was meditating on Godly things. Yes, me, formally an Italian meatball sub eating machine and idolizer of women. My body transformed, almost miraculously. This chubby guy was now buffed. And what did I do? How did I show thankfulness for this newness of being? How did I react to the situation of three days a week the club’s attendance was up to five hundred women a day, with me and one other being the only two males? Did it reactivate my addictive personality for flesh satisfaction? No need for me to paint a detailed picture of my iniquities. Whatever picture you may paint in your mind of the downward direction my life took, would be close enough. Years later, as time passed, and my lifestyle continued in a downward spiral away from God and church, I was back into a “worldly normal.” In my early thirties I knew something was passing me by. Something that I was supposed to be doing.

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen My interest in God, Jesus, the Bible reignited. I went through heavy periods of study, making endless notes and sketches, months at a time. But then my worldliness would take over and the flesh thing that consumed me returned. This continued on and off for thirty some odd years. Though study of Scripture intensified, I remained consumed in the flesh. I now know it was like wearing a literary anchor that dwarfed my understanding. Through all those years I felt like I read the Book from cover to cover, but I cannot be absolutely sure because I read in no particular order. I compiled hundreds of notes and sketches. At the time it seemed off the wall stuff, foreign even to my imagination. Where were these thoughts coming from? Who was I, a person of not much education, to be thinking in this manner? You can just imagine my bewilderment, my feeling of being overwhelmed, feeling of going way beyond my capability of understanding. But here I was, finally following a drive that had been brewing most all my life. They, the Holy Trinity, took me to the very, very beginning. When all things were void. After which, I asked God these things. “Most Divine Father, why are you telling me, the lowest and weakest of man, these things about Creation from the very beginning? You are showing me the Millions of Prehistoric years of planned Evolution before Earth was ready for the Creation Developmental Period, and Re-

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen Growth of all Vegetation so as to feed and maintain a healthy earth and sustain the life of man perpetually. You are telling me how you directed and carved out landscapes, spatial patterns, structure and arrangements of objects on Earth; mountainous regions, multi-versatile forest locations and growth; vast, humongous and strategic placement of carving sea ice and all the waters on the planet. The changing climate, weather patterns and biosphere to perpetuate survival of all animal, land, sea and air life, and of course, man. Lord, they will doubt and will say that I am adding to the Holy Scriptures.”

And he said to me, “Did not Thomas show us the heart of a doubter? And even with that doubt did he not follow me? The point is, there will always be doubters, some with closed minds, some with hardened hearts, and surely, they of a stiff neck, but the wisdom of what I am telling you will not be denied. Even they that say unto you, “All of what you are saying are just theories. They will say, after all, is not the Biblical Account of Creation itself just a theory. Then you say onto them are not all things concerning Evolution theories? Show me the man that witnessed the Earth being formed. Without him all things are theories. Tell them that God, the Great I Am, is that man. There will always be a melee legion of doubters who will fill the streets and yet live in confusion; even with

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen my scriptures, they will look upon me, their Almighty God, Father, Creator, as nothing more than a theory”. I said I understood. Then I asked, why are you revealing all these things now? Why are you going beyond what the Holy Scriptures tell us? He said, ”Clearly understand, I am not going beyond my written word; I am going deeper into my Scriptures. Why? Because I am a Forgiving and a Jealous God and I want as many of my children to want, seek and come to me. You have seen what happened when I was disappointed before the Flood; for the heart of man was lost, filled with horrific sin and I was grieved that I ever created man. Even with all the forgiveness I gave onto them, they still defiled themselves and in turn showed me they will never change. I was going to destroy all life, everything living. However, I felt a sparkle in my eye, it was Noah. If it were not for the man Noah, son of Lamech, having the same breath of life that I have given to all of mankind, the same heart beating in his chest, the same brain housing his mind and his being, as I gave to all mankind. He showed me there was Hope for my creation. Now there are many that have proved me right. Many with the same righteous heart of Noah. They are within all walks of life, and within all religious groups and denominations; even they who do not yet believe in me or my Son. I want all my children. Even ones that need more than I have already given them, so as they might believe in Us.

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen Blessed is he who comes by Faith alone, but for they who lack faith and need more, to them, I give these Letters, and to satisfy natural curiosity of others. They will be written so as modern man of 2020 and beyond will have understanding. I will even reveal mysteries that can now be understood. Lucifer will have to work harder because he always knew and feared this predestined day was coming. His attacks on the world will get blatantly horrific. But you, John Gerard, shall have no fear, and no question of what I am commanding you to do. Continue to move forward. There are many things coming, write what is on thy heart.

The Father then told me, “Before you shall write the account of which I am about to reveal, your mind must be washed from all that you have been taught and previously exposed to. In your mind, you shall only see what has been passed down in Holy Scripture. You will envision a deeper account of the Creation Story. I do this now, because you have asked me to do so in thy Noble Quest to bring many of my children home and add to my Glorification. They which have the Eye and Ear of which I have spoken of in My Word, will see and envision, as you have seen and envisioned”. Therefore, my brethren, when you read the following accounts, I know what I ask will be difficult, but do your best to envision as if you have an eye in the sky,

Letters to the 7.9 God Speaks do we listen observing firsthand all these things as they are unfolding. Pay close attention to the Biblical Creation story. It is the actual account from the very beginning and their scientific measurements of time, space and evolution. You will see the closeness of the probability factor in both accounts. Both of course being construed as theory. But one will have a more powerful probability potential then the other. One from evolutionary science and the other from a man created by God. You decide of which is the more probable. Enjoy our travels through time and space.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Inside Man’s Mind, Body and Soul

Though it may appear these letters are written to the 1.3 billion Catholics and to the 1 billion of other Christian denominations, for they are, indeed, all of my faith. But I tell you, no matter what name you give to God, and no matter what means you take rest in where, or by whom your personal Salvation here on earth or beyond comes from, these Letters are written to you. Whether you call your God Savior Brahman, Saoshyant, Maitreya, Kalki, Li Hong, Bab, Mashiach, they will all lead to the one true Universal Savior for all of mankind, Jesus. This letter, along with the rest, will enhance your spiritual relationship and communication while on this planet, each and every one of us. Even those with a cavalier approach to life and who think this is all there is, what you see is what you get, when you die it all ends. Even the cavalier will get a spark of realistic thought worth pondering. As the Letters continue, commonality will be found in all of the 7.9 billion, equal to one and all. As I have mentioned in the Introduction, I have opened my mind to our Father God, and have prayed that these communications may be delivered with the

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul best of my abilities, and to use a choice of words that reflect the thoughts He has giving me. For instance, I question hardcore evolutionist thinking. They are people which believe all life, as we see and know it to be, evolved. Period, the end. I do not question if evolution took place, of course it did. What I question is evolution did not stand on its own. God had to have his hand in it. You will see in upcoming letters the why’s and how’s that support such a statement. Just to whet your evolution thought process, let us take a brief look at evolved man. Man is said to have evolved adapting itself to survival within its changing atmosphere and environment. Starting from bacteria eating testate and proteus amoebas, which were shape shifting into worm like creatures while adapting to its surroundings and elements, and then after millions of years into man. You would think man would have evolved and adapted with a better protective covering, instead of a soft tender skin as its vessel. It is thought these slithering’s of cell adhesions evolved adapting itself for survival. If that were so one might think man would have adapted and developed more efficient legs, arms and eyes. Then man could run faster, hold and do more things at the same time, and see behind and all around himself. May sound silly to some, I know, but to the Atheist it should make terribly good sense. For what is 65

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul evolution without complete and efficient absolute adaptation for survival? I was also told before the cognizance of man’s fleshly weakness and its ability to go against the spirit, that all of mankind, currently the 7.9 billion on Earth, were initially intended to live a blessed, happy, fulfilled and prosperous life, free of stress, hardships, hunger and pain. All we had to do was love our God more than we loved our flesh, more than we loved our possessions. Does not Adams fall tell us what we have already experienced, each and every one of us. Can we not see the truth of Adams account in our own life, regardless of your “religious or non- religious” persuasion? Yet, perpetual sinners like myself, and all, are invited to enter into Eternal Peace with the Divine. Peace, happiness and joy in our current life here and now on this planet awaits. All can still develop and grow into that life if we choose. The upside-down view of good and happiness will turn right side up. Some that might see good as a weakness will know it to be a strength. Our Creator as any loving father, will discipline his child so as to encourage him to stop negative behavior, make positive life choices and ultimately become a happier person. He shall even forgive all his children who have gone astray and, now, because we may have needs or are not genuinely happy, we may ask to come home. A loving father will welcome

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul all with opened and loving arms. However, sadly, we are told not many will come home due to materialism, confusions or religious traditions passed down from generation to generation, though you would think man’s advanced development would open new avenues of thought. Either way, all are called and invited. I am also told and promised with a 100 % guarantee, and I can pass that guarantee onto you, that all of the religious and non-religious groups, Christian or non, Atheist or not, have in their rank and file, in their administrating servants and their leadership, members of evilness and members of righteousness. Each have their greedy, lustful, prideful, angered, gluttonous, envious, and lazy. They each have their robbers, molesters, pedophiles, abusers, heterosexual and bisexual fornicators, scammers, murderers, and even mass murderers. Though some may be in a closet life, they are still present and living amongst their brethren, neighbors, work associates, teachers, students and families. I am told that most all of the mentioned groups also have their humble, those of kindness, those of worship, those who abstain and those who truly hate sin and yet fall into sin as all of man has done, especially this writer. They all have a number of members who wish for worldwide peace, unity and with visions of hope and prosperity for mankind. And when the chips are down, they will all come together when the world is of stress and in global danger.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul As for myself, I am, as all of us in the flesh, born with the same Breath of Life which we all received at that first moment out from our mother’s womb. Yes, though I am a man of faith, I have also assured you, as I have explained, we all are people of faith. Whether we believe God exists or not. No matter what name people call their God. No matter if we believe Divinity is just a “theory” without existential proof, as Evolutionist believe in their “theory” also without existential proof. Key word here is “theory”. Atheist, therefore, have extreme faith in their “theory” that man evolved from, at one time, worm like slimy creatures. Textbook definition of faith: complete trust or confidence in someone or something without exact evidence or precise proof. Now, if you want to leave things as they are. If you feel happy and content, also having powerful confidence in your direction, and have no desire of considering any other possibility of who we are, where we came from and where we are going, and your mind is closed, then you may be fearful of growing into a mature understanding of life, its origin, its purpose and destination. You may not want to raise out and above childish exploratory sensations or experiences. And if you have no need for Peace in the here and now, on this earth, and forever into eternity, I tell you by the end of this book you will have a more mature understanding of life and the concept of Faith, Salvation, Peace, Joy and Happiness. 68

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul You will no longer be a child with a confused nature to justify your choices in life, no matter what age you are now. If that be the case, I tell you again, please donate this book to our prison system and homeless shelters, for many are there who desire a life change and they will receive. If nothing else, experience the wonderful feeling of helping the imprisoned and homeless. You see, I have always struggled with the thought that the magnificence of man's mind, its creative abilities, and the mechanical wonderment of man's body, evolved without divine intervention. I cannot even theorize what species of mite’s man could have possibly evolved from. Throughout most my life I have studied the Genesis account of Creation. I have also read and viewed televised accounts of the many scientific theories. Looked at much of the undisputed evidence. Everything was dancing around in my mind. So I asked, “Father, please help me to come to a better understanding of these things, not on my account, for, from now to my grave you will be of my Faith, Love and Belief. I have you in my heart, in my brain, in my soul, and I love in your Name. Finally I have finally come to the understanding, literally, every last one of us are brothers and sisters. We are all related, originated from the first man and woman at the very beginning of man’s genealogy. That our first breath comes to us by God’s Spirit, the same

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Spirit that was breath into the nostrils of the first created body of man to give it life. That was the beginning of life. From that time forward life begins in the mother’s womb and the Spirit enters the living body at its first breath out from the womb. It is the Love for our Father, and the love for my brothers and sisters, that is the driving force which allowed me to break my earthly sluggard and sin infested mold, to move forward and continue in these writings. My drive is to bring the wayward of your children home, which I myself, as you know, was one of. To that end, Father, I ask for your influence to be put in my thoughts. I know you see my heart; it is a heart of service, humble in its ways. Many of the wayward were as I, confused by mixed messages from our teachers and our church. Even your chosen Israel, your holy people have used their free will, and have fallen back into sin, as in the desert. And as they, and all know by now, sin cannot abide in heaven. Moses is with you and cannot come to their aid. Should they not look around at the world? Are they still in bondage? Do they still need a worrier? You tell me they have joined the ranks of the wayward, and are yours to judge, as are all the others. Judgement is yours alone for Greek, Jew and Gentile. Israel, as all other nations, will be judged accordingly, fairly, and swiftly, each to their own. They 70

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul and many of the others who are of their personal religious beliefs had them bestowed from the cradle. There are many on the fence of Faith. The time to get off that fence is at hand. Then I was asked,” First, John Gerard, tell me, what is the major message I have put into thy heart? How many messages dost thou see written within the study of my Word? Do you see 7? Do you see 70x7?” I said, I see many messages; however, I do see just one major message throughout all scripture. That message is of the difference between absolute repentance, lukewarm repentance, and those who are cold to the faith. A message of complete and fulfilled happiness on this Earth and into the life hear after, by giving one’s self over to you. Father said, “I want you to write of the many messages I put before you. Be sure that the one major message be delivered bluntly. Too many have already tiptoed around the truth, some fearing the loss of worldly acceptance, and others fearing the diminishment of their congregation. Truly, I tell you, there are those who also have a dollar sign attached to their fear. And then there are those who fear leaving the cradle. They have let man-made church doctrines cloud the vision as it was set forth. Does not the end of the world come to each man at the time of his final earthly breath? Tell all of the 7.9,

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul I want every man to enjoy as much of this earthly life as possible. No hunger, none without shelter, and all to live without struggle. It woes me each time I hear one asking, why does God allow evil, hunger, extreme poverty and struggle in the world? It has amazed me that even those who see and hear have not seen in my Scriptures the truth to that answer. But now let the truth be known. In the beginning it was my desire for all men to obey my commands. I am as a loving father who knows what is best for his child. I want to feel the joy and happiness of a father seeing his child at play, growing and advancing, enjoying life to the fullest. Viewing my child, innocently, enjoying all of which I created and provided for him brings me much joy. It was my intention for man not to have to work in heavy labor in order to provide for himself and his family. Though the heart of man was created equal, each individual was able to choose which facet of human nature he would follow in his life. Some have chosen to lead, some to follow. Some to organize, some to be organized. Some with imagination to create, some to develop and mass produce the creation. Some with an extremely aggressive nature for advancement and some not. Can an army consist of all Generals? Can my planet advance without its laborers? Can surgeons heal and fight decease without nurses, and so on and so on. What glory is it for me to have human nature consist

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul of all Generals? For what good is it for the general to be the general of generals? All organizations need creators, leaders, and workers, not only to till the land, but also to produce a product or service, working together with a uniform goal to advance and provide for the company and family unit. Can it not be seen how an immense endeavor like governing a city, county, country and world, that some of the population will fall through the cracks and through the breaks in life? Thus, we have our poor, not to look down on, but to understand. They of true wisdom will say, ‘if it were not by the Grace of God, and the Grace of Life Placement, there go I’. This is true for the writer, the reader, the privileged, and the Generals. All must work together in making this Earth pure, allowing it to provide food and materials for shelter, peace, play and happiness, allowing the advancement of things to come without greed, but embracing equality and generosity. To love, see, and enjoy his wife, his family, and his own life, without shame. To happily and joyously populate the land painlessly. That was to be life without the Fall. Life without going against my Word, without eating of the tree of which I commanded to eat not. That life, sadly, is beyond most of modern man’s imagination. There are those who have put a label of socialism on helping our neighbor. But I tell you, let owners receive and enjoy the rewards of ownership for their labor, imagination and sacrifice, but with fairness to his 73

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul workforce and without overcharging those who he depends on for support, and without self greediness. Does he or his shareholders need to line their coffins with silver and gold? Must their offspring eat off the blood of others, rather than do their fare labor in life? Shall he not teach them to advance by their own achievement and not lie and cheat their way through life? Let politicians governing taxed distributions have their rewards for their labor and decision- making, but be fair to their constituents equally, without bias to race, orientation, wealth and position. They shall have no interest of self greed. Do they too need to line their coffins with silver and gold and have their offspring eat off the blood of their underprivileged constituents? Be it known, if this is not done it is because they cannot let go of their ‘things’. Not even only Ten percent of their things. This is the time to vote them out of office. Do not continue as foolishly as you have in the past. The inhabitants within all the Nations and Tribes want politicians from within the ranks of the people, but only vote for the one is with the largest financial campaign. Textbook definition of Insanity. However, sadly, most will never accept giving aid to thy brothers. They look at it as giving their wealth away. Rather they should look at it as what it is. Not the giving away of the fruits of their labor but as sharing with the less fortunate. Forgetting they could be there at any moment in time. They do not see their wealth for what it truly is. They receive, their families

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul receive, and many of their ancestors also received my Blessings. And how do they show thankfulness? There are many of those who have lied and cheated to obtain wealth. They are not happy with even 90% of their ‘stuff’. Their clock ticks just like the clock of those born into poverty. All will get their due at their last and final tic-tock, the faithful and the greedy. The eye of the needle awaits the camel. I know there will be those of a stiff neck who shall ask, why then even put the Tree of Knowledge and the Tree of Life in the midst of the garden? To them I say, shall I have created robotic men with no Free Will only to obey my command? I did not create a shell of a man. There is no satisfaction, no father’s joy and no Glory in that. I created a Supreme Being of my own image in the flesh on the Earth, above all things. As he was capable to go against my command, he was equally capable to obey. However, you are still my children. You still have all the wonders in Nature, which I created for your enjoyment, though some of which has been tainted by man’s greed. You can still enjoy clean and stress- free lives. I have given you of myself in my Son, who paid the price for man’s disobedience. And now I give you this to open your eyes and unplug your ears. With all these things you can still create a whole new world going forward. John Gerard, are there innumerable paths to enjoy this whole new earth for the here and now?”

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul No Father, there is but one single path to your whole new earthly world. The world that is to be an introduction to your Kingdom, a world that will give us a taste of what awaits. The pathway to this happy world is your Son. Then I said, Father I am trying to greatly increase the ranks of your Army within your children, so as to add greatness to your glory. I know you love all your created and offer the Salvation of your Son Jesus to every last one of the current 7.9. Even to those who have killed, those who have molested, sodomized, fornicated, cheated, robbed, scammed and the like, all who have chosen sin over your love; they of the confused and of the lukewarm. But who can cast the first stone at any of them? Not I, the writer. Can you the reader? He said, ” It is true, I do love all equally, though I may not love the choices made while they still had life and a chance to change, but those who shall come will come if they see and hear. And those who choose not to see and hear shall remain where they are in the world. They shall enjoy their cheap moments of pleasures and treasures, and they shall gnash their teeth through all eternity. As it has been written, though I love all, call all, not all will come. There are many lost to the demons that dwell inside their mind. Demons that man has put there himself and demons that they allowed Satan’s demonic possession to dwell within.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Though, even they who are great offenders and may be so deeply lost, can still step out of the darkness under Satan’s bushel and into the Light of my Son Jesus. I tell you sadly, there will be many who love the cheap sensations of the flesh and material possessions for these short-lived earthly years, more than they fear Eternal Damnation and more then they love their God. There will be many who do not want to recognize their sin. There will be many who will not break away from their childish teachings. But I will rejoice greatly for each one that may return to me, be it by fear, mature knowledge or love, though I prefer love and knowledge. Be it clearly understood, for truly, truly, I tell you, there are none of strict title within the elect and devoted on my planet Earth. None of title in the bliss of my Kingdom. If they must have a title, call them My Devoted. There are none called Atheist, Agnostic, Gnostics, Pagan, Animism, Wiccans, Misotheism, Baha’i, Buddhist, Confucians, Islam’s, Jainism, Judaism, Shinto, Sikhism, Taoism, Zoroastrianism. Though there are some within their ranks that I have great hopes and visions will be with us in Heaven. But they will be united. They will be My Children, My Devoted, My Saints. All in my Kingdom have always been and will always be of one unit, enjoying eternal bliss with Me and my Son. Unite and Live. Stay divided and Die. There will be none of strict Christian title. Therefore, none to be called Catholics, Baptist, Lutheran, 77

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Methodist, Pentecostal, Eastern Orthodox, Anglican, Protestant, Assemblies of God, Presbyterian, Anabaptist, Evangelicals, Calvin’s, Seventh Day Adventist, Jehovah’s Witnesses, Oriental Orthodox, Adventist, Quaker’s, Church of God’s, National Baptist Conventions, none of the title Christian. Though there are some within their ranks that I have great hopes and visions will be with us in Heaven. But they will be united. They will be My Children, My Devoted, My Saints. All in my Kingdom have always been and will always be of one unit, enjoying eternal bliss with Me and my Son. Unite and Live. Stay divided and Die. If anyone has never heard or understood the words Divided We Fall United We Stand, take the time to read: Mark 3:25, Matthew 12:25, 1 Corinthians 1:10, Psalm 133:1, Ephesians 4:31-32, Amos 3:3, Philippians 2:1-2, Ephesians 5:21, Acts 2:47. All through the Bible Unity in Christ is spoken of. Remember, I do not make request. I do not wait for your agreement. You will have many opportunities to eliminate the potential shock that may come during final Judgement. Do so before your last earthly breath. Therefore, whether you refer to yourselves as Christian or Non-Christian, I have told you before, I tell you again, they all have within their rank and file, in their administrating servants and their leadership, members of evilness and members of righteousness. Each have their greedy, lustful, prideful, angered, 78

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul gluttonous, envious, and lazy. They each have their robbers, molesters, abusers, pedophiles, heterosexual and bisexual fornicators, scammers, murderers, and even mass murderers, though they may all be in a Closet Life. They are still present and living amongst their brethren, neighbors, work associates, teachers, students and families. Remember what I have told you over again. You may not see in the closets of whom I just stated, but you surely will see some of them. Now even they, do I have hopes for repentance, and I have vision of those who will be with us in Heaven. They who have ears to hear and eyes to see, and a heart to feel, be it clearly understood my elite are known as my children, my saints. United in the flesh, spirit, and soul, they were all sinners in need of atonement, in need of the washing clean as a newborn babe by the Sacrificial Blood of the Lamb; once and for always. I know the hearts of each and every single one of them. They who struggle with sin yet hate it as Paul did. They are forgiven 7x77 times. Be wise enough to know I cannot be fooled. Those who love and premeditate their sinful acts, I will know, and they will be numbered amongst the lost. To me they may or may not be of any named religions, but they still are of my children, and still can repent, I will wait for them to come home, and not be numbered amongst the lost. I tell you stay in and support your congregations, your churches, fellowship with one another from all congregations and churches. If you must unite under 79

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul one flag, let it be the Flag of the Cross, and I do not mean the cross of the Crusades. Believe in this and enjoy happiness like no other. Believe or believe not, the tic-tock of lives clock still ticks till the final tock. Now, John Gerard, I see you are writing all these things in a quest to save the 7.9 as others of all ages, religions and beliefs have tried also to do throughout the centuries. Even those who knew me not, have had visions of saving the world and world peace, those who are of a good heart and fight for a good cause. However, those of a good heart have falling and become a slave to sin of the flesh, as you, the writer and as you, the reader, all have fallen into sin. All who have fallen short of my Glory, will need the Salvation being offered yet again on this day. Though the unity of my people can come by the way of the Cross, and it is known that the number will be comparatively small, I would never ask you or any of my soldiers of love to give up such a noble quest. Even if it prevents just one from taking the life of another and joining us in my New Earthly World which is preparing them for my Kingdom, Heaven, it is one more life and one more soul saved and one more to know happiness. And in that one, we shall greatly rejoice. Now I will promise you this, John Gerard, and my Army, more than one will be saved. And we say Army, for the war Satan has waged here on Earth can only be won by a ferociously loyal and United force. In

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Heaven, Satan waged only but one battle, never making it to a war. He was going against a force of powerful devoted Angels. Here on Earth that force of loyalty, power and love will be made up of you, my children, who are my earthly angels and saints. As what was necessary to have won the battle Satan waged in my Heaven, the same is necessary to win the war waged here on Earth. The human race has but one counter weapon to combat the Satan 2 and his heartless attacks to all of mankind, be it by war, highly contagious disease or man’s own self destruction. Protection is Love for and from my Son, Jesus. Love for and from man to man. The Love for Righteous Recognition and Godly Understanding, Love of Knowledge, Love of Mother Mary, Love of all the Angels and all the Saints, all your brethren and Love of thyself. It is indeed Love that makes the world go around and Love is what Satan fears, God’s Army of Love. Where there is Love, violence cannot abide, and Satan cannot spread his devastation upon man. So, whereas my army of angels fought a ferocious battle, you shall fight using the love of God and love of one another. Satan has set the battlefield; he has his demons deeply planted in the minds of many, (though they too can escape his hold). For it is only the flesh that he can overpower giving him the possession of your soul. But your Holy Spirit belongs to me and will continually be in my service.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul Therefore, hold steady in prayer and toils. Do not lose your countenance in the face of scoffers and persecutors. You will need a thick skin, do not allow yourself to get baited as Satan and the Pharisees tried to bait my Son. Many will not recognize truth. They are indoctrinated from the cradle not to see my Son as their Savior. Expect them to be a strong critic, though they will see many of these Letters in the light of Probable Reality, their blood will not allow them to go against the grain of their ancestors. Their judgment will be as all, Right, Just, and Swift, and belongs to me, and me alone. Judge them with damnation and yours will be tenfold. Have yourself ready for the final day, be it your personal final day which will come as a thief in the night, unannounced, or the final day due to world war or disease or be it the Second Coming. Either way as the clock ticks it is one tick closer to that day.”

He said, Father, because so many have earthly struggles, feelings of psychological depression caused by past physical, sexual or emotional abuse, feelings of being deprived of a happy life, feelings of loneliness, and feelings of not being loved, along with those who have love of greed, love of lust and material desires, so many people of the world choose, knowingly or even unknowingly, to live under Satan’s influence. Sadly, those feelings and desires are too strong for

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul them even to know what they are doing, which is activating a Satanic driven internal drive for self- destruction, of not only their soul, but their bodies as well. Bad seems to be good and good seems to be weak, it is those choices that keep them dammed. They stay confused over what true happiness is all about. Is it about money, power or possessions? Is it about sexual gratification, at any cost, be it by tempting or being tempted, prostitution, rape, alternative fantasies, or self? Oh, how can one rise away from such a dismal future? I felt him saying,

“We cannot go back to the garden and choose what tree man shall or shall not eat of, Tree of Life, Tree of Knowledge. Even though many will think what is done is done, remember this promise, what the future may hold, it could always be changed before it becomes to be.

The future of my earthly saints lies in their own hands and faith”. Lord, in the teaching of the Tree of Knowledge many focus on the evil that Adam became aware of. Even though man of today understood it was the tree of good and evil, the emphasis taught was more about the evil knowledge of what not to do more than on the good knowledge and understanding of things to do. From that Tree we were given the pathway to bring man’s spiritual soul and physical advancement forward. Also, we were given the ability to connect 83

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul and communicate with you, Father, at any time, enhancing the understanding of the sweetness and happiness of love, joy, celebration, procreation, charity, unity, peace, negotiations and compromise. That understanding is like wearing special glasses that block out things of the world, things that would pull man back to his sin, each to their own. That understanding makes obscenity translucent. It would be right there in front of you, and you would see through it or away from it. Oh my God, how wonderful life is with you, Creator Father, your Son Jesus, our Holy Spirit, Blessed Mother Mary, all of your Angels and Saints and all of my brothers and sisters, especially those of a repentance heart. Brethren, speaking of the Blessed Mother Mary, do you struggle with the understanding that the Son Of God was born here on this earth with the same nature as you and me? He never sinned, though he most certainly could have. He mastered man’s nature to sin. Could he have been carried in the womb by anyone unwilling to master our sin nature? Do you struggle giving the Mother of our God born here on earth her due Reverence?

Wisdom There is a man who desires a blessing from his Lord. He wants his Lord to look upon him with favor. A 84

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul wise man when speaking of his Lords mother, would speak of her respectfully. Now let us say there happens to be a man who wants to find favor with me, John Gerard, be warned, do not speak lowly, or disrespectfully of Florence Monetti, my loving and devoted mother. If you do, and you dare come near me, or look in my direction for favor, I will spew your name out from my mouth. Favor will not be given to you by me. Would you, the reader, not do the same? If you say to me, John Gerard, I have heard you, yourself speak commonly to your mother, Florence. Yet you say that I cannot speak commonly of her. To you who ask that, I tell you this: First and foremost, speaking commonly of her and speaking disrespectfully, or saying she did not birth me, are most definitely two different things. What closer relationship is there than a mother to her son? Their love for each other is as one. So, I warn you again, Florence is my mother, you shall not speak to her as if you were born from her womb. Can you, or I, love our earthly mother more than the Holy Son of our Creator loves his Blessed Mother? Be careful with your conclusions. Speaking for myself, I would never, ever, speak of the Mother of Jesus with anything less than extreme reverence. I would love the Mother of our Lord more then I love my own mother, as Florence herself loved Mary. 85

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul During the last 50 years I have been reading the bible. Studying its content over and over, looking for a sign, searching for answers, without consciously knowing definitively what to expect if I found any. I knew I was carrying a lot of luggage that weighed me down with doubt and confusion, because of a physical and mental infestation of my morals. Satan began his attack on me at an unusually early age. I was living a closet life from the age of 8 when I was introduced to visual sexual content by an 8 year old boy whose family was close to my family. He showed me how to enjoy sexual physical feelings and gratification. Satan really wanted to set his hook in me, and by the age of 11 I was introduced to intercourse by a very sexually active 14 year old girl. That continued almost weekly for 3 years. I did not know I was setting my life stage and doing early harm to my future development. I did realize, because they who educated me in this lifestyle, did so in secret from our parents, and for me to continue it had to be in secret. By the age of 13 or 14, I realized I have been living the fantasy most of my peers were fantasizing about. Little did I know sex was developing to be my “Achilles Heel” in life. Frankly, as I got older I learned of so many different “Achilles Heels” of others, I foolishly felt lucky that mine, sex, seemed to be a nationally accepted part of life. However now, of course, I know all addictions are spiritually, physically and mentally damaging to body and soul, if not fatal.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul As an adult I felt I was at the end of my rope, no hope for change, and by this time I was feeling the physical addiction and mental disappointment of said addiction. I felt lost in my own body and very unhappy. It was always a blessing when I hit my bottom. That was when I called out to God for help, but truly I have done that multiple times. However, it has been the last 10 to 15 years I heard him saying to me, “Why do you cry and ask me for strength and power to overcome your addictions and weaknesses of the flesh? I said, “Father I have tried for decades to do it on my own, and even though I have prayed for strength, still I cannot”.

He said clearly, “Oh Ye of little faith, I know you have read from Matthew in my word where I said, Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain move from here to there, and it will move.’

Why do you think I told the writer to write such? Do you foolishly think I was speaking of the impossible task of moving a physical mountain of the land? Of course, I was not; I was speaking of overcoming seemingly impossible personal obstacles and addictions. The ability to have that Choice is what I have blessed mankind with. And, is it not that same Choice Satan attacks so viciously? Have you not read I would not

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul put a thing in front of you that my Power of Choice cannot overcome?

Do you have faith, John Gerard, even as small as a mustard seed?” I said, “I do”.

Then why do you continually ask me for the strength and the power to move your mountain. Did I not tell you if you say, ‘Mountain move from here to there’, it will move? Am I, the Great I AM, speaking in lies? Would I give to those whom I love false hope? So why do you ask me for what you have already been given? All you have to do is accept my gift and say to your mountain, “Move away” and it shall move.” Have you not seen so many proclaim all men can do as they have done. They have achieved great heights in so many athletic and professional venues. Do they not all say the same thing? If they can work hard and succeed so can all of mankind. I said, “Father, I have asked for my mountain to be gone many times, but Satan hast continually put before me things that ignited my desire over and over. And as you know the flesh is weak.”

“John Gerard, you sound like Adam telling me of Eve, and you sound like Eve telling me of the serpent. Did I not address those things from the very beginning? Did I not have my only begotten Son, Jesus, standing in the ready? I knew man would need a rebirth away

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul from the sinful nature which he has shown me to be overpowering, even before Sodom and Gomorrah.

My child, you have fallen victim to the power of Satan’s cunningness. He will make you think that you do have faith not only the size of a mustard seed, but the size of the mountain itself. He will say, ‘see faith does not a thing, continue in my ways and at least you will feel gratification’.

John Gerard, am I not the Great I AM? Do I not know there were times when temptation stood before you and you called on Me, my Son, his earthly Blessed Mother, Mary; you called on all the Angels and Saints to move your mountain from here to there? Can you possibly think I do not know when your mountain of temptation stood before you, and you called not? You must call each and every time, not only when it suits you.

So, tell me my child, do you have such a faith? Did your mountain move when you asked it to? That is when I prostrated myself and cried profusely and begged for forgiveness. Not as I have before, asking forgiveness of sin, but asking forgiveness for taking so long to allow my faith to mature. Asking forgiveness for wasting so many of these short earthly years.

Letters to the 7.9 Mind Body and Soul It was that moment when I realized God has always wanted to communicate with man. That is when I began this Book of Letters. You know the saying; the proof is in the pudding. It started out in the early1600’s. Originally it was said, The proof of the pudding is in the eating. Of course, meaning how do you truly know without trying it. Now reflect on Psalm 34:8. ” Taste and see that the Lord is good ”. Try it you will Love it. You have nothing to lose. Well the only thing that you can lose is what is of your desire to lose. Come, let us eat of the Word together. The table is set. The banquet is before us. What a beautiful life I missed out on. Is it too late? Reader come with me, and together we shall see; it be never too late, this day it can be, for you and for me. There are so many times when I sat and read over and over the words I have just written that I broke into tears. This is one of those times that I sit and cry. It feels so wonderful to shed these tears. I cannot say they are tears of joy or tears of happiness. They are just tears. I cannot find the words to describe. Wait…. I found one….relief, “Tears of Relief” 90

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift Creation of Heavenly Host Godly Gift passed onto Man

Before he began the Creation of Earth and the Planets, before the Evolutionary Period and the Six Godly Days of Creation,” and while the condition of the Universe was developing and gathering and formatting things to get ready to commence with his plan, God was alone in his Kingdom with his Son, Jesus. He said to his Son: ”I am creating a new world and a people to bring Glory to us, for I am a loving God and Father and we are deserving of Glorification”. And Jesus said, “All Glory is yours my Father. For I came from you and without you I am nothing. I will serve you with all my love and willingly give you what I know you will ask of me, for I am from within you, therefore, I am you, and know what is coming. Jesus was then told, Before we embark on creating life on Planet Earth, we shall divide parts of our Spirit to fill our kingdom with Heavenly Host, that they shall love and serve us, and be standing in the ready so as to love and serve mankind, to be our messenger, with one main purpose, to guide man’s soul back from whence it came, back to my loving embrace so as to live with us through all eternity.

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift These Heavenly Spirits will be our emissary. For that, they shall be called Angels. They will be of great power to serve us and our creation. Each of mankind shall have that part of us within him, called the Soul”. And It was done. God took from within his Son and created spiritual host, Angels to do God’s Will; in their own image he created them. And they all dwelled in God’s heaven. And it remained so for many millenniums. At that same time God’s Spirit moved to and fro through all space gathering celestial elements from naturally formed nebulae (clouds of gas and dust), delicate star clusters and massive galaxies. He took all of that and created within our solar system Earths seven surrounding planets. Each planet had many combinations of these gathered elements. He did this to allow those elements to formulate adaptive growth before they will be used to form the one living planet, Earth. He took land lichens growth and lava development to bring forth the living inner elements of plant, rock and land formations. Then to harvest what was needed from that dead land to create and develop a living land, from the inner core to the outer core, mantle and crust. As all this was happening, God was multitasking continually creating Heavenly Host to fill his Kingdom. They shall bring glory to God and be ready to serve him, his Son, and the inhabitants which he will create to live on the new living planet, Mother Earth.

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift Godly Gift and Why The Great I AM goes on to say: I will give man the gift of free will, which is a Godly Power as I gave to my Angels. However, sadly, some of mankind, as some of my angelic host, will misuse such a powerful gift. Some of man will not recognize free will as a majestic gift from the supreme I AM. They may foolishly and carelessly use it for flesh satisfaction. Because they are my children, and I am a loving Father, I will also give them a Godly gift of a divine lifeline to renewal and salvation, my Son. Through him they can rise above the worldliness, and therefore, join with me, for I know those who desire to be with Us will see and hear with the spiritual eye and ear of which I gave them. They will love my Son and love their Angelic Host, their Angel, as the angel shall love them. Because I know the flesh can be weak, it will be able to feel physical sensations. The flesh can develop an addictive personality. It can easily be led astray. The Godly power I give to them will put them above all things on the earth. Now understand, with their divine spirit, which I shall breathe into their nostrils to energize and begin their life, they will be able to control the influence sin will have over them, but they must make that choice, as my Devoted Angels have done. The physical sensations can develop addictive properties and will put the Spirit and the Flesh into a battle within each other. The Spirit can, and must win that battle. 93

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift All of mankind will have the same powerful potential of dominance over sin, due to the Great Gift of Free Will, if he so chooses. But I fear that weakness of the flesh can be more than man can bear, and I prefer to lose not one of my created beings. Therefore, my Son will be standing at the ready with his Divine Gift of Salvation for all who love, desire and believe. Man’s weakness capability is by design. He must be a free spirit, as a free spirit he can elect to maximize glory to, in and for the Holy Trinity. For what value is glory from a puppet? None! What value is glory without choice? None! What value is Glory to Victory for me, Creator Father, to my Son Jesus, and to my Holy Spirit that dwells in each human, if I control man? Where is the Victory? By this Wisdom each “Man” plays a part in our Glorification. And each man can claim their own glory by contributing to the Glorification of my Holy Trinity. For what glory is it to the black man if he unites with the black man? For what glory is it to the red man to unite with the red man? For what glory is it for the yellow man to unite with the yellow man? For what glory is it for the white man to unite with the white man?

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift The great Glorification is the Unity within the Rainbow of Life, which is why I created the Four Basic Races of Man. And now for the Unity of the Greatest Division. The Greatest Challenge. Unity between the Churches, Synagogues, Mosques, Temples, Stupas, Pagodas; of any and all Religions. For I, The Great I AM, Yahweh, Jehovah, El Shaddai, Adonai, El Elyon, Allah, ‘asma’u liahi l-husna, Brahman, Elohim, the Supreme Being of all Beliefs; I am your God, your Creator, no matter what you may believe or by what name you call me. And I Love you all equally. I want all to enjoy Eternity in My Kingdom Heaven. And my Son Jesus is thy Savior, for one and all. If you believe or believe not, he is still the only path to your Eternal Happiness and Joy. Before he died and was Resurrected, he kept My Chosen from extinction off this planet and many became my Elect. He changed some hearts of men from killing the Hebrews to loving them and benefiting from their prosperity. If all Religions, all Churches, Synagogues, Mosques, Temples, Stupas, Pagodas shall call to him, they will be joined by all their departed loved ones and ancestors before this revelation of Salvation was seen and understood. It is never too late to call his Name and Repent. Even on your last breath you can sincerely call his name. That is how much we love you all. But

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift remember, do not depend on that last moment, just because you want to continue living and believing, as you have done before this understanding you are now aware of. I cannot be fooled, for I know your heart better then you, yourself”. Many came from the womb born into a family of non- believers or a family of many other religions. Many came from the womb without the benefit of loving parents who loved the Son. Many came from the womb born into a venue of a cold, hard, and cruel world, or born into extreme poverty, and most raised without knowledge of Jesus or the Great I AM. It is urgently important that all those born into such circumstances, realize they came from the womb filled with the same Holy Spirit, the same gifts, as all of man came into this world. Jesus then heard the Father say to him, “My Son, Jesus, you are from within me and I am you, you are of me and I love you. I know your heart stands ready to Save the World. As you know, truly not all will be saved, not all will come to me through your Sacrificial Blood offered for the atonement of their sin. In the days of old, to relate to the level of man’s intellect, my demand was for the most precious of the livestock and of the most precious of the field to be sacrificed to me, so that it will be known by all, sin is an unacceptable abomination to the Great I Am, and sin

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift will have consequences, and no one in the state of sin will ever enter my Kingdom.” Now for The story of the Fly Fisherman Yesterday this simple story to illustrate a spiritual lesson came to mind. A story of a fly fisherman, actually, a community of fly fishermen. There were these fly fishermen that came from a long line of fly fishermen, not unusual in that sport. Their techniques of tying, choice of baits, live or artificial, crickets, worms, nymphs etc., weight of line and choice of pole, just to mention a few laws and by-laws for success in that sport, well unless you were trying to catch a Muskie on a fly line, a formidable challenge. Some fly fishermen love the challenge of catching a 39lb fresh water maskinonge, using only fly gear. They lived in a large community, but unsurprisingly their social circle was comprised of a tight number of fly fishermen, all with knowledge and beliefs passed down from generation to generation, from cradle to adulthood. They celebrated the commonalities within their fisherman heritage. However, they strongly disagreed and even argued over their differences in technique, style, choice of bait, form and such. Then a new fisherman moved to their community. He tried becoming part of their circle. They met with him and asked him questions about his theory on the subject. He said, it is quite simple. I catch fish using

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift fly bait, a long skinny pole, and a very thin line. Then I let nature take its course and when the fish are hungry, I catch them; oh, and when I fish, I and my family eat of my catch. They were shocked with what they just heard and did not welcome him. As time went on, there were times when the new guy was fishing upstream from where they were fishing. And they watched as he was catching one fish after another. They said, let us go upstream from where he is fishing, we shall catch as he, but they could not. The new fisherman must have been doing something they were not. His tying technique, his style, his form, his choice of bait had to have been different from what they had learned and been taught all their lives. However, they refused to even listen to the new guy. To even take under consideration what he was taught. Could it be said, these fishermen were of a stiff neck? Do not let tradition influence Wisdom. Amen and amen. What coming, the beginning of Man and Earth

God said to his Son, ”Now that things are in place, let us make man, and he will bring us glory. We will use him to till and develop the land through the ages. We will make man male and female, they will copulate and fill the world. His flesh will be a reflective vessel of our spiritual image, I will breathe life into his nostrils with a spirit possessing a great Godly gift of free will. This will allow him to physically function and

Letters to the 7.9 Heavenly Host Godly Gift have control of his vessel in a material world. Each man will be assigned a spirit, an angel, from within our body of Heavenly Host, this will help bring his soul to eternal peace in Heaven. His spirit will provide protection for one another, and by one another, when believed and called upon. Man will have dominium over all living things on the planet”. Brethren, you will see many new thoughts, words and terms. Please keep an open mind to them all. You will see how and what He put on his pallet to create his medium of materials. How He first began the evolutionary process. He considered what his final vision was to evolve into. He allowed the prehistoric evolution of plant and animal to formulate, die, rot and decay, which would eventually turn into a perpetual circle of life. From this dying and decaying matter of life from the air, on land and within the waters, he took them. Now all that developed from Evolution became God’s Medium that he applied to his Palette of Creation. From there came all life and the Creation of an Autonomous Earth. Shortly I will be sharing the mystery of the complete evolution and creation of Earth and Man, and all four of the basic human races and how nationalities came about in two Letters, the Letter of Man’s Creation and the Letter of the Four Basic Human Races.”

Letters to the 7.9 Beginning of Earth Letter of the First Account Concerning The Beginning of Earth

Many of these upcoming letters will contain information on Created Evolution, and then the Creation of all things. You will see and completely understand the difference between the two, and how closely they are related. Put it all together, and your” Eye” shall clearly visualize, exactly, the “Big Bang” for what it really was. This information will be part of the Creation Story which follows the Evolution Narrative. The faith to believing in either story may all fit within the walls of a single mustard seed. There are numerous names of the ages that scientist have given to time periods from the Beginning to Today. If you have an interest in that study, Google has a wealth of theoretic scientific principles. Here is a condensed prelude of what is coming. The why’s and how’s Dinosaurs and all Prehistoric life began and ended: ** Stop here for a moment, take some deep breaths. Prepare your mind to see and feel the action as it unfolds. Do your best to black out all preconceived evolutionary notions and theories. See, feel and enjoy this odyssey of travel.

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Letters to the 7.9 Beginning of Earth After the world took form, and all the cell formations and other living components and principles for life took place, The world turned ripe for evolutionary growth and development. It all evolved from within its naturally brewing environment, so as to allow life to evolve at the same time and pace while adapting to its surroundings. As all living cells were festering, dividing, and attaching to each other through molecule adhesions, God was traveling to, and fro, micromanaging their marriage to each other in such a way as to form living organisms that were going to be needed for Him to create extremely complexed life forms. During the 55 million years of the Cambrian Period, those life forms had to develop in a particular sequence, so God would be able to transform them into his creative vision of what, and how, things were to look, and procreate. From there, he allowed natural evolution of foliage to take place, so that early development in the Ordovician Period of nonvascular plants would be able to survive in the environment of which all life had to live in and operate. Vegetation was rapidly diversifying in size and nutritional value. While all this was happening, the land kept developing and expanding with enormous and numerous volcanic eruptions. These eruptions were caused by planned expansions of subterranean moving molting particles that form new developing moving tectonic plates, meant to prevent buildup of pressures that would result in damaging massive explosions and implosions.

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Letters to the 7.9 Beginning of Earth Much of the developing prehistoric make-up of life, both vegetation and animal in various stages were being buried in its wake. The landscape was enlarging and transforming continually. Living elements and particular cell and stem cell divisions for flesh development began to take its early form for survival in prehistoric conditions. Thus, the animal kingdom in numerous sizes and varieties of mammals, primates, all forms of life and creatures began its Orchestrated Evolutionary Circle of Life. As time passed, the animal and vegetation world were exploding into all shapes and sizes of prehistoric existence. The stage is set. The Artist has his pallet, his medium has been chosen. The sculptor’s knife is in hand. As cells are dividing and forming, he is shaping them, like clay, but living clay, into his vision of life. A closer look at all that action will be seen as it unfolds in the next Letter, ‘From Dust the Earth was Formed’. My brothers and sisters we are going to travel in time, a trek back to the actual beginning. Again, do your best to put preconceived theories out of mind. Be a new eye in the sky, envision each step as it takes place. In the following Letter, From Dust to Earth, From Dust to Man, you will see all the action as it was orchestrated to commence. Use not the eye in your socket, use the eye of imagination that can see all things. This short letter will get you ready to see all the action of Creative Evolution as it unfolds.

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth From Dust the Earth was Formed Within our Earth As you read, allow your inner eye to see, it will envision everything as it was. Use the imaginative ability of your mind to see the occurrences being written as they are unfolding. I am not speaking of the eye in the socket of your head, but the Eye of which God speaks of, the Eye of the Mind, along with the Eye of the Heart, Spirit and Soul. They are indeed all connected, all as One. Let that eye be an Eye in the Sky, an Eye looking directly into our Universe. You can do it, relax your mind, look deeply into, and have a vision of what is written. This is the Proclamation of Earth’s Evolution and Creation in stages, in the order of process and progress. First: The Quarry ( Land ) Submerged Twice Second: Light, Day and Night ( Stars, Sun, Moon ) Third: The Monad Stage ( Cells, Flagellate and Protozoan) Fourth: The Autonomous Factor ( Self- Governing ) Fifth: The Primeval Evolution of Planet Earth:

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First Stage: “ The Quarry ” (building blocks of Earth) Our Universe was without structure, there was nothing, just a void of space. However, that vacuum void became inundated when God drawn into its magnetosphere vast amounts of Space Dust, Vapors and Plasmas, which were formed by a variety of natural Star Supernovas from far off galaxies. Hydrogen and helium gases mixed with moisture and star dust, formed frozen ice balls, as it all was being drawn into our Universe. God orchestrated that movement and caused superheated friction within those frozen ice balls of dust and mist to develop and gather into clouds, then into inanimate particles. Those particles contained the beginning elements of life. Through the natural dynamics of motion and powerful energies, all necessary life forming elements were created. The result of God’s energizing movement caused kinetic energy with light speed within the twisting and spiraling cosmic waves of frozen dust balls. Clouds of each ball were colliding with one another. Unimaginable degrees of high heat were swirling throughout. Newly developed Gases were being formed and added to the mix. Because God is the Supreme of all unimaginable and unexplainable Power and Energy, he selectively put 104

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth into motion accumulated spinning and fusing particles to form structured boulders from all the above, which eventually became comets, asteroids, meteors, and satellites, part of which were formed by gases and plasmas themselves, also some were instrumental in forming the natural satellites for the planets, their moons. They in turn collided and formed extremely enormous structures containing a mix of deep-frozen moisture and condensed dust, which developed into gargantuan dirt and rock balls. When these parts got overheated by the moving friction, that is when newly formed types of Gas were developed and became part of the equation. Using the residual magnetism left behind from forming and developing ferromagnetic material, such as iron, after the external magnetic field is removed, those results were added to and strategically taken into account, so as to form all necessary materials that made up the first seven planets, Earth was not part of those early formations, however, those first seven planets will in turn provide Earth with its beginning. He took from those materials what he needed to create nurturing and powerful elements and allowed them to gather, grow and evolve into seven molten planets. Each planet had their own strength of contributing elements needed to create and sustain

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth perpetual life for the development of a one single living super planet. He caused explosions and implosions, ( what science calls the Big Bang ), among those seven planets. God then took what was needed from the debris of those strategically formed planets which contained the highest quality of life’s elements. Each planet specialized in particular elements. Elements such as hydrogen, helium, oxygen, carbon, neon, nitrogen, silicon, aluminum, iron, calcium, magnesium, potassium, and sodium. All were needed to create that one single living planet, which actually turned out to be Life’s Mother, named Earth. From the womb of the earth did all life come. Why do you think the earth can be referred to as Mother Earth? First Submergence Of Earth God gathered from the mist and vapors throughout space and formed monstrous unimaginable amounts of water in the vastness of the Nebula. He then selected the highest quality of element filled debris and boulders which resulted from the “Big Bang” of the seven planets. He used them to form Earth. He put them together like a gargantuan puzzle. They were all submerged in the vast amount of water within the Nebula. Gods Energy pulled from the Nebula and traveled over all the water, equalizing and energizing massive amounts of gravitational pressure, so the water would hold all the boulders and debris in one centralized location at its center. With the

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth energies that only God himself can be capable of, he fused together all the boulders and debris to form our globe. Next God created a firmament to divide the water. He called that firmament Heaven. I will refer to it as Earths Heaven. He parted the water to go above and below the firmament. God’s Energy had traveled through the water and formed Planet Earth. Fusing all the solid structures from the inside out resulting in a super- heated molten core of mostly nickel and iron. While things were fusing and forming around this core, moving plates and cracks kept developing all the way through the Mantle, containing all of life’s essential components. The Crust, which, of course, also contained all of lives essential components. These moving tectonic plates and cracks naturally developed so as gas and pressure would be allowed to escape through the thick continental and less thick oceanic crust. This will prevent global annihilation from these implosions and explosions. Now under the mighty pressure and powerful moving current of the water, along with super-heated underwater explosions, Earth’s crust, along with its upper mantle were shifting, settling and getting ready to formulate a venue for the beginnings of life.

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Second Stage: Light, Day and Night Darkness was upon the face of the deep and the Spirit of God was moving and injecting living unimaginable degrees of power and energies over the face of the waters. Going far down into its depts. Which explains the baffling scientific question of how water got so deep into Earth’s mantle, even lower mantle. God then said, “Let there be Light”. So, he took enormous amounts of the newly formed super-heated gas and resulting plasma, which had developed during the explosions and implosions of the planets, and he then reformed them back into stars. God seen the light from the stars and said this was good. Then he formed a natural satellite for Earth, which is our Moon. He gathered enormous amounts of hot liquids and gas that also formed as a result of the explosions and implosions of the planets. He used those liquids and gas to surround Earth’s satellite, our moon. He then took an unfathomable amount of these resulting hot liquids and gases and caused a flowing stream of these gases and liquid elements to gather once again on the opposite side of the earth away from the moon. Their energies kept multiplying and intensifying as they flowed and streamed, snowballing into greater and greater energies as it traveled from 108

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth one side of the earth to the other, forming a super- heated core and built outward to form our Sun. This immeasurable glowing sphere gave us light. God saw this was good; and God separated the light from the darkness, which resulted in the formation of our lesser light, the Moon and brighter light, the Sun. This immeasurable glowing sphere gave us light. Just before all this was done, before the final formation of the sun and the moon, immense heat crystallized and fused the surface of the Moon into a crust of reflective, mirror like material, so as it would reflect a portion of light from the Sun while on the opposite side of earth. He called the light Day and he called the dark Night. Special Side note: Some have asked me: “What do you mean by earths heaven?” I will answer that question with a question. Could earths heaven, which was created and named after God separated the water to go above and below the firmament, be the same Heaven of Gods Kingdom? The kingdom where he lived before the beginning of time? Could Earths heaven be different from the Heaven of God’s Kingdom? Well, it certainly cannot be the same. To continue: Then God said, let the waters under the firmament gather together and allow dry land to appear. So, the waters began to shift and fill in all the cracks, crevices, underwater caves, sink holes and massive caverns and areas of large geologic pockets 109

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth extremely deep into the earth. Underwater streams and subterranean rivers, aquifers and all kinds of underground water deposits developed. Dry land appeared as the waters surrounded the earths restructured landscape and formed the Seas. And God saw this was good. The greatest multitasker was still at work. While all these things were taking place, He took all the remaining remnants of these explosions and implosions and reformed them back into the seven planets so as to accompany Earth. These seven main planets, with their gas and force, along with many of the other planets in deep outer space, and all their moons (natural satellites), have a part to play with shielding, adding ample amounts of light and heat, so as to advance and protect Mother Earth. Some, like Jupiter, shield Earth from direct debris impacts and others act as interference barriers from Solar Storms within our magnetosphere. These Solar Storms are necessary to provide and keep feeding all energy sources, so as to maintain an active living power regenerator. The gravity of the Moon and Sun got to their purposeful stage. Their gravity now keeps everything in balance and puts everything moving in its orbit. From that time forward the greater light of the Sun ruled the day and the lesser light of the Moon ruled the night. God condensed the accumulated gas and plasma of space, then created an endless supply of replenishing Stars, many of which will dissipate and reform, by gravity, so as our 110

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth life’s reinforcing space dust will never end. Interplanetary Dust is hugely important for our survival. And all are within the Solar System. All of Space, all Galaxies, all astronomical objects, play their role to support and protect God’s Mother Planet Earth and her inhabitants. All to keep Earth as safe as possible from within its always changing, rebuilding an activating Universe. Now really, could this be amazingly by chance? How can we think we are so lucky? Is there even a numbered amount that can be giving to the odds of all things being kept alive is like winning a master lottery of pure chance and luck? Reader, what do you think? Luck of random Evolution or Divine Design? Divine Design, that is the Truth. That is the Answer. It is a good thing we do not have to depend on the continuation of life to be like winning, against enormous odds, a lottery to survive day by day. Third Stage: The Monad Evolution of Life A single cell beginning From within all the energy, moisture, gases and elements, God took what was essential to create developing and dividing single cell organisms. Some were flagellate and protozoan in form and of a structured nature so as to create living stem cells to divide, multiply, adapt, and evolve into the beginnings of various life forms. Most all things living have some type of stem cell, from insect to animal to 111

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth vegetation and from sea squirts to salmon to sea vegetation. The stem cell can be embryonic or adult. Thus, the single cell beginning of all things living. God allowed all cell nucleus development to continue and gather in enormous pools. Each pool, millions of them, had their set of specific Chromosomes of genes, DNA, histone proteins and all of life’s makeup possibilities. They all eventually would root themselves onto God’s Living Pallet. When everything was set and conditions were perfect, the Artist would pick up his knife and begin. Fourth Stage: Autonomous Factor Self-governing abilities of Earth Earth, the only planet in our solar system to evolve with an independent ability to govern and maintain a replenishing life force. Therefore, the only planet to perpetuate life and its continual existence. This factor will never be seen on another planet in our solar system. It is better to protect man’s bird in the hand, than searching blindly for two in the bush. Imagine if the job description of all the manpower and expenditures which adventures into the frontier of space for future habitation was rearranged. All that manpower,(jobs), will still be employed by advancing and adding satellites to enhance man’s earthly existence many times expanded. Is it not better to advance and protect what man already has, than to risk losing it by trying to obtain the unattainable? Let

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth this be done to this Earth and not only will it take earth away from the environmental death path it currently is on, but you will also see new products and life advancements of shelter and food supplies and occupational growth and development that will amaze even the biggest doubter and skeptic. Change Space and Aquatic Adventure solely to be the frontier with the purpose of advancing man’s technical and product development, advancing knowledge here on Earth. God’s purpose of fossil fuel was to bring man to this point of ability to enable harvesting energies from space, land, atmosphere and ocean depts. However, God fears that due to man’s killing pride, will feed the unwillingness to change one’s attitude or position on things, even in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so. The change in such scientific advancement would have to be voted in by we the people. Satan’s job is to make sure man will never stop probing into outer space, never stop looking there for new lands that would be sustainable for human life. Obviously, a total waste of manpower and money. Of course, the power of the people can vote in they with a true futuristic view of man’s advancement. But will they? Could they? Only you, the reader, knows that answer. Satan will make sure that man’s killing pride and profiteering, will stop him from admitting a wrongful and misguided direction of the space program. Though I am sure there will be many in the scientific community that will see the

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth performed by Jesus, used the same principles of today’s stem cell use by replacing damaged, dead or diseased cells with regrowth of newborn healthy ones. But with the Power of the Divine Father given to Jesus, they were done miraculously and instantaneously. Within the Fifth stage came The Second of Three Submergences of Earth Earth being surrounded by water for the second time. Now, all things have naturally evolved and developed adaptive to Earth’s atmosphere, physiological and geographic conditions; specifically, such as, all animal, all mineral and all vegetation. All-natural evolutionary development was according to Creator Fathers plan. Giving him the materials needed for his creative pallet. With those orchestrated evolutional materials he was to mold and reshape into his vision of each living thing and all things inanimate. The next step was to have all created cell activity break down in form and structure into decayed atoms, to their constituent parts in a periodic table and getting them ready to be recycled into the ecosystem according to God’s plan. So, He then caused a great flood to cover all the world. He brought a deep freeze upon the earth from the heavens. And the earth remained frozen according to God’s Timetable allowing the principle of Biological Thermodynamics of freezing and defrosting to take place. When the time came that this frozen period achieved His goal to allow

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth natural evolution of molecule restructuring, He removed the freezing atmospheric conditions. As the land was defrosting and ice began to melt, beautifully wonderous shapes and forms began to carve into earth’s landscape, as massive erosions ensued. He once again divided the waters and then brought a great drought to the surface of the dry land. Continuous Volcanic Eruptions kept active and were reshaping Earth’s surface through it all. Great mountain ranges formed. Much of evolution was being buried in its wake, and many things were fossilized. The earth’s crust was parched and barren of all things living. Atoms were approaching exactly right conditions to be restructured and reintroduced to the ecosystem of the land according to God’s plan. As all these things were happening on the dry land, he caused the sea to be filled with swarming living and dividing stem cells and life-giving elements, all attaching and forming through molecular adhesions with one to the other. Now within His Timetable, the drought over dry land had elapsed, transformed and performed its purpose to provide for God’s pallet. His bases and media were now ready to commence to fulfill his creative vision and plan to give Life and structure to all things. Now he was ready to resurrect the quiescent of all life forms, so as to reconstruct and create to fulfill his visions and plans. After the Great Drought, God had not caused it to rain upon the earth. Therefore, no 116

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth plant and herb of the field had sprung up. And there was no man to till the land. He then brought to the surface a mist from below. That mist carried with it all reformed and naturally developed dormant life elements, cells, stem cells, minerals, atoms and molecules necessary to create all living things as we know them to be. He watered the whole crust of the earth from below. Together they formed and put forth all vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees bearing fruit in which is their seed, each according to and adapting to their geographical locations on and over all the earth. And God saw it was good. He then took the atoms of primitive living materials that evolved, died and decayed. He took them, created and filled the seas with a living seaweed and a swarm of sea creatures and sea monsters. God took from the swarming life in the sea, according to their kind and brought forth every winged bird, according to its kind. God saw that life in sea and air was all good. He blessed them saying, Be fruitful and multiply and fill the waters in the sea, and let the birds multiply on the earth. Now he took the relating life elements from the living mud, which was the result of the watering, and formed living creatures according to their kind: cattle and creepy things and beasts of the earth, creatures all to complete our animal kingdom throughout all lands, adapting according to their kind and geographical location. Animal and vegetation were

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I am a man traveling through biblical writings feeling drawn to sharing Monotheistic thoughts and prayers. Look into a mirror, as you see yourself you see me, for we are all of the same blood. I am as you are on earth. And again, I write with a non-gender mindset, both male and female complimenting each other, as God intended each to their own. As you, I have dominion over all things living, and of solid or liquid structure. Dominion over all creatures from the greatest giants to the microscopic organisms living and evolving in the sea, land, and air. To the question, after the “Big Bang” was Earth originally fused together astonishingly perfect to allow evolution of life to begin? Was this by luck or coincidence? Let us take a deeper look into what the amazing coincidental results were of this “Big Bang”.

Waters of Earth’s Ocean Depths: Epipelagic Zone or sunlit zone of the ocean, where photosynthesis takes place. It is where sunlight and carbon dioxide gases convert into living foods, producing not only an abundant food supply for the world but also 90% of Earths diatomic gases. It also produces Red, Green and Brown algae. Red are building blocks to our coral reefs. They consist of 6000 species and have a commercial value to our food supply. Green has over 4000 species. A major 120

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth source of food for our aquatic animals. They contain beta carotene, which is used in several commercial food applications and some cancer prevention treatments. Brown is a food source for human consumption, a thickening agent, and some of their products are used in lithium batteries. Just to mention a few uses of the above seaweed, with more yet to come. Is this by luck, coincidence, or design? The sea also contains Photosynthetic plankton like diatoms: a single cell alga, dinoflagellates, and coccolithophorids, all necessary for marine life to exist. All oceanic life plays its part from the Sunlit Zone to the Mesopelagic Zone and the abundant life therein, and to the creatures of the Bathypelagic Zone such as eels, certain fish, mollusk and others. Finally, to the depths of the Abyssopelagic and Hadalpelagic Zones where some discoveries have been made, and there are more amazing anomalies to man’s expectations yet to be discovered. Each to their own and each having their circle of life duties for man’s perpetual existence on earth. One can study this fascinating science for years and not fully understand all the amazing complexities of its development and origins, with new discoveries yet to come. The Wonderment of the Sea, is it by an Accidental Floundering of Evolution, or is it by Divine Orchestrated Evolution and then Creation?

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth There are endless creatures living on and in our land. From the extra-large animals to the smallest crawlers and to the microscopic organisms. Each playing their role in the circle of life, for man’s existence. I will not break down the intricate details of all the soils of the land and their natural origins, there are many books that will give you that information. We are familiar with the endless food supply we get from the animal world along with fruits, vegetables, plants, grains and the air quality contributing factor by the foliage and forestry element that keep us alive on this earth. I am here to say that they all have the factors created in their makeup as a direct result of The Creative Evolution Implosion and Combustion phenomenon. What science has simply named the Big Bang Theory. Are all the factors for our life given to us by an adaptive worm like embryo? I hope by now, you may start thinking, not of the worm. For our brain should have understanding of the Reality Probability Factors that question the “Worm Theory.” Prayerfully and even logically, I hope our thinking may see the strong possibility of Evolution and Creation, and their connection one to the other. Last but not Least, the Air. (Atmosphere) There are endless living microscopic organisms and cells that float in the air where we live, the Troposphere. Endless creatures that fly, float, soar and swarm; not only as a food source to support the animal world, but also, they that keep man’s food supply healthy 122

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth and pollinating for replenishing. Each has their circle of life to perform as created to do so. As you are aware our atmosphere consists of layers. Troposphere is where we live and nearly all weather occurs in this lowest layer. Most clouds appear here, mainly because 99% of all water vapor in the atmosphere is found in the troposphere. The lay of the land and structures along with troposphere atmospheric conditions play a major role in weather. Stratosphere is next. It is the home of our Ozone Layer which molecules absorb high- energy ultraviolet light from the Sun, converting UV energy into heat. Mesosphere does its job. As far as I am concerned, the fact that it burns up most of all meteors before a major impact is a most important factor to our survival. Thermosphere, Exosphere and Ionosphere, have their functions to Earths protection from the Sun and play a role in the creation of ions coming from atoms and molecules. All of these factors came from, and are used in the Creative Evolution of Earth, allowing all life to exist. Or say you what? It just happened. Let us Get to the Point To those still of disbelief, the Father asked: ”Oh, my child, do you think all these things come to you by luck or good fortune? By chance? By the wisdom of evolving worm-like creatures? Do you think they come as a coincidental marriage of accidental life- giving elements? Come my beloved, accept my love, step into my Light 123

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth of True Earthly Happiness which is not diamonds, pearls, silver and gold. True happiness lives within the beauty of the world around you. Be Alive in your abilities to create and dream, How many times have you heard it said you can be and do whatever you put your mind to? You will see, feel and have understanding that you have not known nor thought of, as this writer did not think he had motivation and ability to write. Join us in the eternal warmth of My great love. Love of your family, love of your brothers and sisters, and love of yourself. For it is your love of Me, the I Am of all things that makes this Love possible. Know this, That I, Creator, the I Am; have done all these things for you. Taking the results of all life- giving elements necessary to maintain perpetual existence on this, your planet. I have taken from the planned, orchestrated evolved particles gathered from what man has called the “Big Bang Theory”. Taken from the dust to the boulders, from the mist to the droplets of space, so as to enable me to create you, my beloved. I beseech you, Love me as I Love you, Love thy brother and sister as my Son Jesus has loved. Step into my Light and see. I need you to do these things in order to bring you away from the killing hold the evil one, cunningly, has on you, and bring you into my earthly and eternal happiness. The choice is always yours, the choice that I gave to you. Shall you not use it wisely? Does the magnificence of all mankind of all races, and

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth all his accomplishments, abilities to study, learn and understand complexities of vision, speech, hearing and mobilities, come to us by the blind development of worm like embryos, slithering to and fro over the land, sea and air? Or by a Divine ever powerful and Majestic Loving Father Creator, the I AM. Do you still not recognize my words, even when they are before your eyes? Take off the blinders that Satan has attached to your head. Shed them as the serpent sheds his old skin. Rub the ointment of my love onto your neck and the destroying pain of stiffness will be healed. And you will find true happiness and joy for you and yours”. So therefore, I, John Gerard, am asking once again. Are we people of the worm and by chance coincidences? Or. are we a United People, Created under One God? As for this son of man writing these things to you, he walks the earth as David, Moses, Abraham, and other men of old. He walks the earth as Peter, Paul, James as all the Apostles and all the Saints, and as all men have walked, including you, the reader of these letters. We all, at one time or another, willingly and premeditatively have given into flesh weakness and desire. Yes? As we should know by now, there is a time for all things, for all seasons. A time for maturity that shall overcome childish things, and I am not talking about playful toys and yo-yos. I am talking about immature activities that harm, and or kill our body, mind and soul. The only yo-yo of our concern is the up and

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth us, and in our newness, we will catch our self and stop filthiness, foolish talk and crude joking for they are out of place and are an abomination to the Father. And there is absolutely no room for them in heavenly heaven or even the heavens. And we will replace all such things with thanksgiving and praise for all our blessings and family. What is of greater importance? Foolish talk of impurities or loving families? Be sure of this, that everyone who is sexually immoral or impure will not be blessed on his final day. Makes no difference if we are polysexual, pansexual, skoliosexual. Whatever our life’s spirit tells us what we are by nature not desire. It is our immoral acts, not our natural born orientations, which make up sin. Remember, anyone who is covetous, or an idolater will have no inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God’s Heavenly Heaven. Do not be deceived with empty words, for the wrath of God comes to sons of disobedience. Therefore, do not become partners with them who live in darkness; for at one time we were in darkness, but now we are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light and try to discern what is pleasing to the Lord. Satan starts sin with a visual, audible or mental impulse, you feel that first. That is the time to fasten your breastplate. Those who are addicted and depended on a world of sin will scoff at the truth. They will turn a blind eye and a deaf ear. They will see and hear only what pleases their flesh. We of the saved shall not scorn the scoffers but be in prayer for their salvation, whether they want our prayers or not. Especially our loved ones who might be amongst the scoffers. It is written, “Awake, O sleeper, And 127

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth arise from the dead, and Christ will shine in you.” I know this book is filled with hard hitting messages that are discomforting to man, myself absolutely included. Should I soften them? I cannot. Please believe me they are as hard hitting to me, the writer, as they are to you, the reader. For in my mind, I am more of a sinner then most. The Fathers Love: When we shall fall to sin, while in the light, the sin that has kept us in eternal darkness, we may still arise again in Christ. For when we are in the light, and sin is crouching at our door, sins desires wants to have us, but we must rule over it, we must master it; God tells us that, as he told Cain in Genesis 4:7. And look at what Cain did soon after he was told; he killed his brother Abel. What hope have we? None? Well except for the hope in Jesus, not only for Salvation but for strength in recognizing our Power. Something Cain did not have. I promise you, hindsight being 2020, if Cain knew the things being revealed in these Letters, he never would have killed his brother Abel. If Cain had a teacher, as our teacher, Jesus, he never would have killed his brother Abel. When we fall and while falling we are grieving and have come to hate the weakness of our flesh, sing Hallelujah, Hallelujah. For that will be your first step. And if you yet fall again, that step may be taken yet again. Jesus will know your heart. He will know your sincerity at that time. Who has better understanding of the flesh and how

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth powerful is Satan’s hold? But when the Last Step is at hand, you will know, you will feel the weight of sin’s yoke finally lifted. A fresh breath of air will rush over you. The Love of the Father is so Great that you may be Renewed to your Salvation in the Christ. By now I should not have to tell you that none can deceive the Lord, be he a human or a celestial. God knows if one falls in delight or falls in a struggle. This writer is here to promise you when we do the very thing we hate and are in delight, He shall know. When we do the very thing we hate and are in deep sadness for defiling the cross, He shall know. I John Gerard know that I have done both. But it is in the latter that allows me to return stronger, allows me to see what true happiness here on earth is all about. A taste of heaven here on earth. And that taste is sweet. Man can fool another man as Satan has fooled. Man can even fool himself as Satan has fooled himself. God cannot be fooled by man or by Satan.

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth insure all of man’s happiness forever. (It is not often that I will paraphrase what God tells us in the Bible, but please allow me to do so here). He said to them, I give to you the world as your oyster, it is all yours, except for this one thing, you shall not eat from the tree of knowledge, it will educate you to what is good and what is evil. Why did I command you not to eat of that tree? I created you with a Godly power, so that you wisely may choose not to eat of that tree. For once you eat of it, your flesh shall know sin and what it is, you will be in a struggling battle the rest of your days, till the day you die, or the day you master it. To continue: For are any born without the Spirit of God within? Is it not that Spirit that dwells in each of us? The Spirit we receive at our first breath, from our first cry. To this day we are born innocent, without the sin of our parents. Babes, pure and clean, as Adam was created. Free from sin, and free to sin. We do inherit the physical DNA of our parents at the time of our birth. The Free Will nature is God’s Gift to one and all, as it was the same Gift given to Adam and Eve, the same gift he first gave to his Angels. We, as the Angels, as Adam, as Eve, could choose whether to obey or disobey Gods direction. Today the choice is to eat or eat not of God’s Word, of Gods Commandments.

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth Shall we imprison or condemn the child for the sinful activity, or the sin nature of his parent? Would we? Have we? Most would say, “heaven forbid”. Therefore, what would make one think that the Father, our Supreme Parent would Inflict the sin of the parent on the newborn? Shall man inflict the parents sin to the child? Shall he go above the Lords intentions? Can we inflict the child while still in the womb with the sin of the parent? Better that we guide him to the Wisdom of Jesus through his journey from infancy to toddler, childhood, puberty, older adolescence, adulthood and even middle age and senior years if necessary. The world with all its iniquities will take its hold on us soon enough; no matter what guidance is or is not given to the child through the age of maturity. Then at the age of our maturity, when it finally hits, that choice shall be made. Pray to God that the age of Wisdom gets younger and younger, so they may see what true enjoyment and pleasures are and live in supreme happiness, all the coming days of their lives. So that the end of this planet shall be on God’s Timetable, for is not the current man of today on a path to self-destruction? Does not the youth hold our future in their hands? I pray all receive wisdom, long before this wretched writer. I lost over 60 years of knowing what true joy and happiness is here on this planet, earth. The young ones of today can receive the understanding you are now reading of. It is said of new beginnings, “it is never too late”. As true as that statement is, for I am a witness to that, however, you are being told here today, and please tell and

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth teach your child, “it is never too early”. Why wait any longer for true happiness when it is here before you. Hopefully, the day of Wisdom will come in the teens. The teens of today are maturing earlier and earlier, as they hold our future in their hands. May they learn early that the many years on earth can be happy, prosperous and filled with joy. Thanks be to God when that day comes, be it in the teens, 20’s, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, 60’s and up. For the balance of your Earthly years will be as close as they can be to heavens eternity. Brethren, know that the evil one was jealous of Jesus when he declared war and then lost his battle in heaven. And because Satan knew the weakness manifested in the flesh to fulfill man’s wicket desires, he knew this would give him power over the spirit given to man by God. Satan has said, “I will not lose the battle on earth, because man’s weakness will continually recruit into my army and make it overwhelming, and the flesh is so weak and will continue to weaken and will keep the light of the spirit under my bushel of desire. Look at the proof alive in the world. Look at all the divisions of inherited Race, Ethnicity and Creed. Man has bought into my lies and trickery and has shown me that he will continue to do so, without even realizing he is under my influence. Therefore, man will be loving my world over God’s heavenly world. And I will continue to strike them down in many ways by using weapons of their weak and vulnerable flesh, contagious to one and all.” Satan is counting on the weakness of the flesh. That 132

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth weakness is the only thing that gives Satan his power over us. It will be now as it was in the beginning with Adam. And through that weakness, man will bend a knee to Satan. They will give him all the glory and take it away from God. Satan will be their lord on Earth. He is boasting, saying the bloodline of Noah … even some of those belong to me. Satan, in his twisted mind, said to the Father, “thanks to the unbelievers, for they are added to the weak minded. Together, many shall riot in the streets to show strength of my force and my power over them. I am their lord of lust and greed, whether they realize it or not, they serve me and do my will. And the Father said to Satan, ”Not all, for there have been many revivals throughout time and each has grown the Elite who will dwell with us in my Heavenly Heaven. And the greatest revival is at hand”. Satan said to God that he is not worried. Not all who have said Lord, Lord, to Jesus came to you in those early biblical days, and how many more say Lord, Lord, but has succumb to my trickery and lies, as to satisfy the flesh, they are mine today and days to come”. The Father replied to Satan, he said, Do you truly not realize, man of today has received many communications? Did ancient man have the teaching of my Son? Are not my Holy Scriptures filled with Jesus teachings? Have there not been uncountable actions to arise my people from under the darkness of your bushel and into the Light of my Son? Look at the writings being presented here today. Did you not know this day was drawing near?

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth Satan replied, “You will have who you will have, and I, gladly, will consume the rest, all they who shall hold their neck stiff and remain in their teachings from the cradle.” Now I, John Gerard, in rebuttal to the Satan inflicted Spirit in Man, I pray this, and you may join me in this prayer. “I beseech all of the Heavenly Host and Spirits in strength and knowledge. I invoke the Holy Blessed Trinity, our Holy Mother, Mary and all the Angels and Saints. I ask for their Spirits to pray for us, to enrich our understanding, that we, the son of man, can recognize and abstain from Satan’s trickery, and that we may trigger intellectual and Spiritual nourishment and for us all to come closer to everlasting peace and be with You, now, and for all Eternity.” The Father told Satan, “Do you hear this man’s prayer? Was he not one of those who fell to your lies, trickery and cunningness? Did he not live his life in addicted behavior from the earliest of age? You knew of his calling. Therefore, did you not target him above the others? Behold, though he was your trophy, filled with sin and desire, he used his eye to see and his ear to hear my Word. He came upon Divine Understanding, He understood “Man” was not born with a stain of sin, as many teach. Do they say my First Breath of Life, that I, your Divine Creator put into the nostrils of Adam and of every newborn man since the beginning of time, was infested with SIN? Do I have sin in my Breath of Life? Would I breed my Holy Breath, the blessing of life, into a pre-ordained and already stained sinner, then or now? Dost the 134

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth church claim that today’s children are born with their Fathers/Mothers already committed sins of their flesh? Shall we punish the Children and imprison them for the sins of their parents, O ye of the Confused? Man was indeed born with a Free Will Nature. Did I know man’s nature was weak and easily susceptible to sin? That he was born easily tempted with flesh desires and that he does obtain the ability to choose sin? Of course I did! Is that not why I had my only begotten Son Jesus standing at the ready? My Glorification can only have come by man’s choice of my Son and I over Satan, and over man’s wicket desires. I created the Flesh to be of my Supreme Elite here on earth; I knew the power of weakness and the strength of free will that the flesh possesses. And that you would tempt them as you tempted my Son and as you tempt this writer and other writers. And as I knew my Son was in the flesh, I also knew the power of his love for me. And as I knew man would all fall to your temptations. I also knew that at their Day of Maturity, their Day of Enlightenment, many would see and follow the message of my Son Jesus. That Jesus came in the flesh, was tempted in the flesh and suffered in the flesh. The same flesh as all of mankind. Does anyone really think that I would allow Satan to declare and WIN a War on Earth? That I would allow the day of Enlightenment never to come? Through the centuries many steps were giving, and many things were written, so as man would come closer to that day of Enlightenment, were they not? Satan will continue to use many evil’s and killing weapons to 135

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Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth knowing the Son. I am of the Lord Jesus, and as you know I pray for spiritual help and guidance from the Blessed Trinity, and from the Holy Mother of Jesus, Mary, and from all the Angels and from all the Saints and from you, my brothers and sisters here, and who have gone on to be with Christ. I was raised loving God and loving Jesus in the beautiful camaraderie celebration of the Mass, I love that more than some of their man-made traditions. However, nothing will keep me from mass, from worship. It has recently become most meaningful to me, upon entering the church and making the sign of the cross with holy water dripping from my fingertips. I now take in reverence that gesture of making the sign of the cross of Jesus as a refreshing of my Baptismal Vows each time I enter and depart. Remembering it is better not to make a Vow to the Lord that you cannot keep, better not to vow at all. Not only better but less dangerous. I have attended and loved many churches of many religions that celebrate God. Keeping in mind that a church is just a building before two or more pass through its door. I support man’s right to worship at any of the many religions man has conceived. For to have religion is better than no religion, and it is the first step to finding the Truth. Not as I speak of what Truth is, but as told to us by the Birds of the Air, the Living Life of the Land, and the Fish of the Sea and from where they, and we, all came from. If this son of man was asked: “Of what church do you attend? Of what religion do you follow?” Because I love the reverence of the Alter, I attend the Catholic 137

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth Church, for me, they have beautiful Celebration of Mass, they offer Communion of the Body and Blood of Jesus. Though they, as all the others are blemished with confusing man-made traditions and have had some doctrines of questionable motivation and interpretations. That is the church I attend. However, I would say with all my heart, I love all churches where two or more gather to praise and worship our God, the Great I Am. Even if they do not believe the only pathway to salvation is Grace by repentance through God’s Son. It is my call to duty by the writing of these letters, to bring the Salvation of Jesus to them. Is that such a hard pill to swallow? Side Note : As I have done throughout these letters, leaving my personal feelings at the door of my mind before I write, I write only what has been put into my mind. The origin of these words will speak for themselves. Please judge them for yourself, but after you read all the letters to their conclusion. To continue: I know there are those who struggle with the thought of a Blessed Mother, Mary. I do not believe they struggle with the fact she is the earthly mother of our Lord Jesus. Without mentioning any particular denomination, I will say there was a time for me, 40 some odd years ago, that one church was noted for their bible study. I had a hunger for community bible study, and they offered to satisfy that hunger for the Word. I attended that church for over a year and will say I enjoyed their service and did receive a good message from their 138

Letters to the 7.9 Within our Earth sermons, though I always missed the reverence of worshiping in Holy Mass. There came a day during a bible study that the veneration of Mary was put to question. The leader of the class actually mentioned an equal correlation between Mary and Marilyn Monroe. That got me to my feet. I said: “Not that there is anything wrong with Marilyn Monroe, well I mean, not much worse than any other women sinner, as your wife or my mother. Have we not all sinned and fell short? Now would you think our God, the Great I AM would have chosen Marilyn Monroe, or your wife (name withheld) or my mother, Florence, to bring Jesus onto the Earth? Would you think that the Father would have chosen a defiled vessel with sin to nourish the embryo of Jesus? Now, who would dare say anything misleading about my mother Florence with me standing right there in the room. I might think you should have some kind of better sense or fear even in doing so. Now tell me, where is Jesus? Is he not with us in our daily walk? Look around this room, is he here with us, or is your class a place he will not enter? I would say a wise man would want favor with the Lord. As a wise man would like to have favor with me if I were standing over him with a sickle in my hand. I would say, what did you just say about my mother? Now as for what Captain Obvious would call Mary, he would call her the Holy, Blessed Mother of God Jesus. Would a wise man pray a prayer of intercession to Jesus through his Mother Mary? Or shall I use your

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Everything I am writing of the Genesis account concerning how man was created and diversely filled the world, solely reflects the vision that has been put into my mind. I cannot help but be fearful of what I am about to write. For what I have envisioned within the Holy Scripture concerning the four basic human races is foreign to anything I have read or studied in the past. I am not saying that I am the only one on the planet who has had such a vision, though I may be, for I am not privy to that information. What I am saying, is I have never been taught, spoken to, or even heard any of these things of which I am about to write. I am a son of man, as you the readers are sons of man. This is the vision that I see with the biblical eye of how human development and expansion began. This message I am getting from our Holy Scripture concerning the Adam and Eve Story, was put into my mind, and into my heart, as every other word within these letters are written. Father, I know you have told me over and over to move forward without fear. And I have done so. However, I am ashamed to admit I have written

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Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races without fear, because what I wrote of Biblical Mysteries concerning Creation by Evolution, man’s scientific mind, in general, and the scientific community, can, at the least see the Potential Reality of Probability presented in these Letters. Some may have already theorized in their ever searching scientific minds similar hypotheses or models. But now Father, please see my fear, I realize I am about to write of a scriptural mystery that man’s mind has not conceived of, and may not be able to understand. And I have humanistic feelings and fears of condemnation. They will say, “Who is he to reveal such a mystery?” God knows my heart is in a good place and said to me, “Where is your faith? Tell me, where did I turn my back on these writings? Some of those who may condemn you are of the world and live without the eye or ear I offer them. They are stubborn; they are unwilling to have vision or consider anything other than what teachings satisfy their worldly minds. What care you of them? Have they not made their choice known? They are known by what they do and what they fail to do in my name. As I said, what care you of them?” Father, please forgive me, my Loving God, I am not questioning your words to me, Heaven forbid. However, the stubborn, those who hold their neck stiff, are these letters not written to them as well? For they are also my brethren. They have great need for change of heart and mind. I look at them as my 142

Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races brothers and sisters, created and born from the same Father as I. We were all born and created by you, the Great I Am. Please read into my tears the urgency I feel for them to be renewed. Can they not also wear the Breastplate of your word, of your Son?

“John Gerard, you have said to me what I wanted to hear. Though your quest be loving and noble, understand, as I know you have read my word, not all will come, not all will be saved, though all are invited to come, to be under the saving grace of my Son. And I know you truly feel among those which read these letters, that the ranks of my Devoted will rise, and surely they will. You must continue, without falter, without question or fear, to write what is in your mind.

Do you Love your God? Are you not here to open the Eye and Ear of which I told them of in my Scripture? Can they not choose as you and the rest have chosen? Does not all of mankind have the same heart beating in their chest, the same heart as Noah? Is man’s heart not equal in all things? Have you not served your master without fear? Why are you afraid now? Does this revelation make even you, the writer, have doubt?

All who open and spread the seed of their mind on the solid foundation of my word, will stand in powerful faith.

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Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races John Gerard, I give this vision to you because you asked it of me, and I know you feel as this revelation would advance greatly the number of my believers, and it will. You know firsthand the addictions of the flesh that Satan has fed to my people can overpower the multitudes, as it has also overpowered you. Has Satan given up on you? Let it be known Satan never gives up. Are you not in a continual battle with your flesh? Where would you be without the Breastplate of my Word, and the Salvation of my Son? My Word shall keep your armor strong. And when you falter, my Son will pick you up as you struggle slip and fall into fleshly desire. He, along with your faith will put you on the right path. My children are loved so much, that if any with deep sincerity call His name, Jesus, even up to their final breath, shall be welcomed into our Kingdom. Do you think we knew the heart of Paul better than we know your heart? Yes, sin is sin, but the true hatred or love of it is known to us by what you have done, or failed to do in my name. We shall know.

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Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races Most High Creator, as it is written in scripture, stands as written. Yes, man came from the dust of the ground, but I asked for a deeper look into this event. Thus I am here to tell you that the Great I AM could have done not a thing with that dry dust. As written, He had to bring a mist up from the earth to water from below all the ground, to activate the life elements and organic chemical compounds, some such as: atoms, cells, stem cells, oxygen, carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, calcium, phosphorus, and trace amounts forth of potassium, sulfur, sodium, chlorine, and magnesium. All of which he created during the evolutionary era. He orchestrated the evolution of those life elements and imbedded them throughout and into the dirt and crust of the land, to fester and adapt. As he brought the waters from below up to the earth, it absorbed and carried those life elements to the surface. Now as his pallet was ready, and the dust was made into mud, he commenced to create man from the living clay of the earth. Scripture was written for all of man of all eras. In Gods wisdom, he had the writers of that early time write so as the man of that time could have some understanding and have vision within their current comprehension skills and abilities. At the same time keeping the door open for man’s mental and scholastic advancement. Thousands of years ago the term living mud or clay, of any form, would have been unfathomable. In the same manner as they marveled and questioned the words, “A man must die to his old self and be reborn”; They asked, “How can man die and be born again?” 146

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Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races children between distant cousins. The eldest, first born was the Patriarch of the family. Cain was the original Patriarch. So when Cain married, his first born son was Enoch, Enoch’s first born son was Irad, to Irad Mehujael was born. And so it was from that time forward, from Lamech, to Seth, to Enosh, to Noah and so on and so on. Adam grieved greatly after the loss of his son Able. Now at the age of One hundred and thirty years, a period of time had passed, Adam again knew Eve and Seth was born and stood in the place of Adams heart where Able once stood. By the time Seth had a son called Enosh, the tribal population was becoming more aware of God and began calling on him in prayer. Enoch, gave birth I’rad and I’rad to Mehujael and it flourished Then came the time of great wickedness when most of mankind became violent, corrupt and evil. Mankind, including leaders and kings. And the Lord was sorry that he had made man on the earth and it grieved him to his heart. The Antediluvian age was at hand and coming to an end. As written in Genesis 6: 5- 8, as Gods heart became broken due to man’s wickedness, he felt how can a creation in my image do this? I am so grieved I will blot them and all living from the face of the ground. In all of man’s darkness God felt one tiny spark. God saw Noah’s heart and that gave mankind hope in the eye of God. For all men were created equally.

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Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races contributing factor to dividing the people into nationalities. Setting another challenge to a stronger complete unity. Now when distinct language variations and very distant geographic relocations had taking place, even a more powerful strength which comes from Unity became available for man. How powerful can we be? Unite and see! After these ancient times and genetic nationalities began to migrate throughout the lands, the field of DNA combinations narrowed. The rainbow of races began being attracted each to their own, and settlement in different regions took place, that also was to be a contributing factor to the beginning of nationalities. And procreation migrated within each nationality to its own geographical location. Gods Master Plan to give man the powerful opportunity to offer God the Glorification of his desire was at hand. The Great Unity, allowing the flesh of man to unite under one God was forming. Nationalities strongly developed and segregation of man’s rainbow of races began to take place. This sets the stage for the man of the year 2020 to begin the Great Unity. Unity of the flesh in the uniting of Man’s Rainbow, and the unity of Spirit, in the uniting of all the diverse churches and religions; all to be under the One True God. The God of Abraham and Moses. Yes, they who join shall “truly live” in blessings and grace in the Now, here and after. The extremely wicket or 156

Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races those with a stubborn stiff neck, who do not unite will remain divided into unhappy groups and mobs, and they shall live in the sorrow and pain away from our world to come and have no peace in the hereafter. Side Note : My human mind started thinking this: Did God make woman from Adam for a reason? Why did he not simply take the living mud of the land which contained all the elements necessary for life on the planet and create the woman in the same manner as he created the man? So, I asked. This is what came into my heart. The closeness of the man to the woman had to be as close as a mother to her offspring. One that came from within the other. So, the woman could not have come forth with the same oneness to the man unless she was part of the man. Now because of that, it is written that a man can cleave to his wife as one flesh. If that bond of becoming one flesh is not the attraction felt from within, and the only attraction felt is with the internal and external genitalia, success in marriage will be challenged. That true bond of oneness has to be there first and foremost. Better to fall in love, mind to mind, then to fall in lust, body to body. Look at the statistics. To continue: Here is additional support for Cain’s Genealogy theory and times leading up to the Flood. After Cain killed his twin brother Abel and was told of his punishment, he feared that they of the tribes, the 157

Letters to the 7.9 Man and the Four Basic Races river women would kill him, thus the mark on his forehead. As time went on, Cain married one of the tribal maids and Cain’s genealogy and the genealogy of man began. From the time of Adam, Seth, E’nosh, Ke’nan, and up to Noah, Shem, Ham, and Ja’pheth; over two millenniums had passed. Our God, who is a patient, loving Father, had seen that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts in man’s heart was evil continually. And the Lord was sorry that he had made man on the earth. The Fathers heart was broken. Broken enough that he was to destroy his entire creation. Remove it completely from the universe. It had come from the dust of the universe and to dust it shall return. Understand, man had to learn how to live in an evil world and resist its temptations which God allowed Satan to put forth, not to destroy man but to bring man to realization of his Supremacy over all things of the world, even of himself, and have man look forward to his soul being with God in heaven with His Son, and all His Angels and Saints. I will be writing future letters concerning Genesis. But for now, I will tell you this. The Great Flood destroyed all those who chose Satan. Then man was given a New Start.

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God laughed, he said, “Oh Satan, you’re a foolish demon, you will only take those locked in their ways, who are lazy and weak, who are lovers of their brief physical sensations while still on Earth. They will love those sensations more than they fear eternal suffering out of my sight. Those who love not their Creator, those who chose not to know and love my Son, Jesus, you shall have. Though, they too can always use free will, and escape your hold by accepting the Blood of the Lamb.

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If we pray from the depts of our heart, our soul will be motivated by service to God, and service to our brothers and sisters, God will know. He will know the difference between sincere prayer for communication when it is coming from a heart of faith, then one coming from a heart which is speculative, full of mixed emotions, mixed motivations, and contradictory ideas. And especially one with already preset expectations. That was me for years. I would pray with deep hidden uncertainty, having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas of what to expect, what communication with God would be or feel like, not realizing at the time, it was like I had too much of my already developed human thinking subconsciously in control. But God knew. I felt these mixed feelings were normal and usually done without any wrongful intention. After all, I was moving into uncharted waters. My immature existence and my love for sin and things of the flesh is what kept me in that loop of uncertainties. It was when I began to pay closer attention to what was happening in the world domestically, nationally, locally and things internally within our government. Reports of fathers killing their families, mothers killing

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear worldly things. I realized the image of God was not at the top of that list. Then it was like an epiphany, being struck suddenly by a burst of lightning filled with life changing thoughts. I realized I was living in an equinox existence. I was in a time warp of equal time. I was traveling within my conscious and sub-conscious mind. I kept going back and forth, to and fro between the world of flesh and the Spirit of our Creator Father. I saw God moving in the world and that movement was passing me over. I did not like what I was living. Then it felt like God was saying, “FINALLY, you are beginning to see with the Eye of which I have given you, and not the eye that the world has blurred your vision. Worldly things had put a haze over your eye, and you were seeing with selfishness and wants of gratifying desire, and tingles of thy flesh. Now my child, you are hearing with the ear I gave you, so as to hear my desires, and not the desires of your flesh in a world filled with sin.” The switch was flipped. A Godly direction and purpose for my life was born anew. A deepened desire to live God’s Will had been manifested in my life. I saw others who outwardly had shown that same manifestation of which I was inwardly wanting. Why did I not feel the oneness with the Lord as I had seen in others outwardly do, for inwardly, privately, who knows what lives in someone’s secret closet other than the person himself, or the Lord?

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear your New Covenant, so that I may fully repent for your Glory. I thankfully wait until I am with you in Thy Heaven. Amen and amen.” Now, I was developing a comfortable mind set to receive communication with God. To chat with him in complete reverence, and also as a child speaking to his father. Each to their own will find what works best for them. Where and how they feel closest to the Lord. I will share what worked best for me: Finding a scenario that one can feel the flowing avenue of communication open. What I eventually settled into was a relaxed mind, thinking and imagining being in the presence of unseen Divinity. Unseen, you can only feel. Let the mind, (your brain), become one with your inner heart, therefore, your spirit. Now you will be at the threshold of the soul. Your flesh will be dormant. In this state the flesh will not influence your choice of words. There, our Father can speak to your soul’s spirit without the influential fog which your flesh generates. You can then speak to him as I, and I imagine many do. From there is where I speak, and He answers. Father, there are many things that the faithful have always had in their hearts. Some are questions; some are thoughts and some desires. Oh Loving God, living Son and Spirit, I ask, are they not all worthy of your ongoing consideration and attention, even of the unfaithful, for they too have been fathered by you in your wonderful created world.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear If we were to live in the Spirit only, we would be without two things. One, we would not have a need for a soul, and Two, certainly not a body, nor would we be of Earth, we would be a Heavenly Host and our spirit would dwell in the Kingdom. However, God already has received Spiritual Glory from his Heavenly Host. And he sees it was good and very pleasing. God said to his Son, Jesus, let us make man in our image, after our likeness; we shall put him in a living vessel of flesh to physically dwell on the land. Let them have dominion over all things and they shall subdue it to their will. We are, to God, his greatest achievement, creating a living being of the Flesh in his own image, yet capable to choose sin over good. The flesh is of this earth. God put many beautiful wonders and natural resources and living reproducing nourishments for man’s food and perpetual survival. God’s desire was simple and pure, for man to love God and love one another. God gave our flesh many gifts, for instance, the makeup and orchestrated construction of the Human Body. That information on creation is all well covered throughout these writings. God also gave man Four Powerful Gifts, not all of the flesh. First, was the ability to choose between good and evil, that is called the Gift of Free Will.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear This is not a cult asking for your life. This is a Call to arms from our Almighty Creator. A call to give us Life Ever Lasting. A call to love and be happy, not only in the Kingdom, but here and now on this planet, Earth.

Original Sin We are born by the power and blessings of God. Our first breath came from God into the nostrils of man, therefore at birth our only nature is of good, not of sin. That good nature came to us by God in the Spirit. And there is indeed no sin in God. If one dies at birth, or let us say 7 weeks after, or 7 months after, or 7 years after, or, unfortunately, 20 weeks before, does he not go to the Kingdom? And if here on earth, that child was born into an evil sinful murderous family, shall we assume the child from birth shall be evil and murderous? He should be imprisoned till the age of understanding for the sins of his mother and or father? Can the darkness of sin abide in the Light of God and in his Kingdom? Of course not. Therefore, was that baby born with the sin of his parents, let alone the sin of Adams poor choice? That baby will experience sin before he even knows that sin is sin, and surely before he knows truly who God is. Is it not repetitive tutoring that will teach that child how marvelous and how powerful the Gift of Free Will actually is? Is that not the duty of the baby’s parents, his God Mother and God Father, making that promise in front of God and the whole congregation at the

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear Baptismal Fountain? And if Baptized as an adult, are we not repenting of our sins and denouncing Satan? And is it not the promise of Renewing we make during our Baptismal Pledge from time to time, to be as a Lightning Bolt shot from Heaven to keep our soul in grace and power, where it can bring us, or where it can keep us from going? Better not to pledge a promise to God that we will not keep. There are many adults who do not know that knowledge. That child will learn from what he sees in the world, what he sees from his parents or parent, his siblings, his peers, his aunts, uncles, cousins and his teachers. Even when he knows what sinning is, he still has to mature to get understanding of consequences of a sinful choice. Both physical, but especially spiritual consequences. Consequences delivered by man and consequences delivered by God. He has to learn the rewards of making the good choice, both physical and spiritual. If he is of parents that care not, then it is likely he will be numbered amongst the lost. But he, we, my brothers and sisters, all have a parent that does care. We can snuggle up into his protective, directive arms and breathe in the sweetness of his Divine love at any moment of our life that we choose. As overwhelming as sin is, we are giving, and are shown strength against our sin nature. That, my brethren, is what we are born with, not the original gratifying sin Adam was beguiled by his wife to do, but the original ability and tendency to choose gratification of our flesh. Sin is the by-product of a

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear Side Note: Prodigies I got to thinking about prodigies. So, I asked my friend Google. There I have read numerous explanations, some scientific and some mathematical, some factual, some theoretical, of what makes a prodigy. What happens in a prodigy’s brain and why? They all made some sense. You can Google it for more information on a scientific mathematical level of understanding of these facts and theories. Every time I see an explanation or answer to a question being presented as a theory, now my modus operandi is to ask the Father. So, I said, Father, why are some born with exceptional qualities or abilities? And how is it after a traumatic event in one’s life, some recover with the same abilities they had before the event, and some recover with exceptional and mysterious abilities that others may have been born with?

He said, “First, I will tell you there were prodigies throughout all time. As you have read in Roman History, prodigies were not revered. Some were even feared as possible demons. Roman emperors suppressed their existence because they wanted the people to see the emperors only as exceptional beings. Some might have seen a prodigy as coming from a Roman god with greater abilities than the emperors.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear This is true what has been proven. Prodigy abilities come from within the brain. Not a specially constructed brain, but one with less blockage of blood flow to certain areas. Now when that lack of developing blockage occurs in the brain while in the womb, thus a prodigy is born. This happens when many generations of physical changes within that woman’s DNA takes place. As it is well known there is no master cookie cutter blueprint to the human body. Each is to their own.

And when after a traumatic event and recovery, said blockage may be relieved. Thus, a prodigy is made.

I tell you, truly, if a prodigy lives the lifestyle of a sluggard long enough, he is a prodigy no longer. It takes hard work and dedication to hone those skills and talents to keep them.

You, John Gerard, have known for yourself, what happened just for those few months you transitioned your body. After proper transitioning you brought your body to be able to exist with regular fasting and consuming only raw fruit’s, vegetable’s, nuts, seeds and grains. You only drank fresh fruit, vegetable juice and water. You put aside your desire for traditional food and drink. You exercised regularly. The powerful choice of free will to turn away from sin and sinful desires heightened.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear You have seen the results. Was it not clearly noticeable your level of knowledge mysteriously raised above your scholastic achievements? Did you shed 100 pounds within 6 months? Was your energy level off the charts? With that change came better blood flow to the brain.

And what did you do, you sluggard? Within one year, you allowed one fall, one victual cheat to bring you right back to gluttony and over consumption of prepared over processed foods. That one cheat, that one fall to weakness opened the door. You allowed Satan to get into your head. The Viper knows the surest way to possess a soul is through the flesh of a weak man, be it through laziness, mental disgruntlement and/or, a spiritual confusion”. Disclaimer: The change I made dietarily was done after I clearly understood and precisely researched the steps necessary for such a drastic transition and discussed it with my doctor. I spent months with a trained mentor in preparation for my body to go on this journey. Also, during that time I was systematically transitioning my diet. This must be done with deeply knowledgeable supervision, which I had. To continue: Father, Satan did have me physically and at times mentally, but never one moment, one blink of an eye, spiritually.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear For this is true, it is not what man puts into his mouth that leads to the path to salvation, but what comes forth from out of man’s mouth. What is the message to my brothers and sisters?

God said, “Though my desire is for man to care for the Temple of his Spirit and Soul, that care is not the path to my heavenly kingdom. However, do not sidestep the fact, that when you have a Strong physical Temple built on a Solid Foundation of Faith, Satan will struggle to break that bond. He will wait and wait for that fall, that taste of sin, taste of fornication, taste of drug or strong drink to return. He will wait with his body tightly wound and his head up and watching. When sin is crouching at your door, he will reveal his fangs and strike. Satan will slither through that opened door. He will strike before we realize what is happening.

But thanks to the Satanic Anti Venom of my Son, Jesus the Christ, with him you shall hold thy door shut and keep the evil of the world out. The only door you shall see open is the door to my heavenly kingdom.

Now because man allowed Satan to sink his soul killing fangs of desire into the flesh, all have sinned. Jesus is the anti-venom to the world. And the true known pathway to Jesus is Repentance.” Father, brethren, I shamefully admit that at the end of those amazing months of my bodily transition all I

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear kept hearing in my head was, “It is not by what you put into your mouth that salvation comes, but what come forth from your mouth.” Satan then twisted my hearing to hear; eat, drink and be merry. Enjoy worldliness. Of course, Satan knew that worldliness shall breed weakness. This is a perfect example of how the Evil Viper Satan, (the scum that he is), takes truths and twists them around in man’s head for the purpose of man’s destruction. The more pain that he can put into a man’s life the more fulfilled he is. Satan knows, in weakness, it is likely man will be filled with disgust, and his countenance will drop. Man shall more likely remain weakened and vulnerable to fall, and fall I did, fall I did, “through my fault through my fault, through my most grievous fault”, did I fall. But now, I say Hallelujah, Praise the Lord of Host, for creating man with the ability to turn on a dime, not only into sin, as I have done for decades, but also to turn away from our sin and our addictions, day by day, one day at a time. Forever being in the grasp within the arms of Jesus, never to be let go. By my choice, by my choice, by my most loving choice. Concerning the man Adam. Let us take another look at Adam. From what I have read he fell into sin at the time of his most vulnerable and innocent stage of life. I have often wondered, if Adam would had been giving even one tenth of the foreknowledge and

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear Did Adam sin again after the Original Sin? I have searched the Bible and could not see a single act of sin. So then, I prayed and asked the Father that question. Did Adam sin again after his original sin?

He said, “Truly, I say unto you, John Gerard, though I know where you want to go with such a question. You want to make the point that the man Adam’s personal life was not lined with sin. Though he had the ability to make sinful choices and decisions, as we have seen in the original sin committed by the man Adam. Did he choose to be in my love and not away from it? And you are wondering why the teachers are only focused on that moment of poor decision and not on the rest of the 930 years of Adams life. Truly a noble thought to ponder. It has been a non-issue to popular thinking. And in some way, that question will bring man closer to my Son. Adam did not live and learn through stories and teachings, and confusions of what the consequences in breaking my commandments were. He learned by the vision of his own eyes, the hardships that came with that choice. And he had seen those around him fall into sin. His story was told, and it traveled through all of time. He saw Noah’s father Lamech born. For half a century Adam taught Lamech all he knew and experienced with me. Lamech was a patriarch in the genealogies of Adam

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear and Cain, and therefore, of the blood genealogy of my Son. Lamech passed all Adams teachings unto his son, Noah.

When Noah saw all the sin around his people, he warned them, but their necks were stiffened by fleshly desire, and they did not want to hear the message from Noah, and so they sinned and sinned. He warned them again to at the least sacrifice a burnt offering of their best in stock and field for atonement and pray for God’s forgiveness.

Understand this, as you know it has been written, death came to us by one man and by one-man life shall come. Know that from the man of Death, did also cometh the man of Life. I have had my writers go into fine detail of the genealogies of mankind. Why? So, as man, even man of today and all ages to come, can see from where and by whom and how all have derived, and that everyone, including my Son, originated from the same blood line, and due to that are all related siblings.

Now to the foolish who may compare the verbal passing down of my Holy Word to a story telling parlor game, when and if you reach maturity you will know my Word is not a game but the foundation for your life.

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Letters to the 7.9 See and Hear the choice of Noah to live within my love, but not the choice of all mankind. Even after the Great Flood, and mankind was offered a new beginning, many chose sin over my love. Sodom and Gomorrah, where not even ten righteous be found, showing God the stubbornness, weakness and still wickedness of the flesh. Yet, I still love you. Shall you still continue to go by the way of Sodom and Gomorrah?

Now I say unto you and all men, first give thought of the log in thy own eye before you give thought to thy neighbor’s splinter or even the eye of the man Adam. For one has nothing to do with the other. Each are to their own. Their own life, their own choice to sin or not to sin. I tell you a wise man shall master his sin nature, as I instructed Cain in Genesis 4:7, when I said to Cain, ‘ If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.’ Did I say, do your best to master it? I said you must, because out and away from sin is where true enjoyment of life waits for you. Now, some will master sin and some will be mastered by sin, therefore, I gave my Son. All who love him, Jesus, I shall accept His blood as your sin sacrifice of atonement, and accept your repentance through Him.” Sing, aaa-Amen, aaa-Amen, aaa-Amen, Amen, Amen.

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter Prayer For Man, From Man to introduce the Four Part Letter

A Prayer for the shooters, potential shooters, the disgruntled, the lonely and confused living in a life of crime. A prayer to corrupt politicians and operators of false charities, you too are of the brotherhood of man. Please read carefully, my brethren, for a change of heart will come upon you. Fear not, a good life filled with love and understanding awaits. We are all on the same side. Please continue reading. I am sure by now, at this point of the book, you have already felt change seeping into your heart. Life is full of happiness like you never imagined. Fear not, let it happen. United we Stand, be part of the power.

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter communication which empowers, strengthens and brings me enormous joy. I wish to encourage as many of my brothers and sisters as I can, to be in communicational prayer throughout our day, throughout our life. Personal communication, heartfelt chats, may be more powerful than reading or reciting organized prayer every minute of every hour of every day; though if that keeps your heart close to God, great. I am talking about a conversation between us and our Mentor. You could call it intermittent prayer, intermingled within the steps of our day. It will become automatic, like an unconscious thought reaction, which we know is the minds primary source of human behavior. In a way like talking to yourself. I have talked to myself most of my life, as others have done, it is not only normal, not only scientifically proven healthy, but spiritually speaking you can transcend selective moments of time into a conversation addressing currant living circumstances and events on all levels. You will find that to be physically, mentally and spiritually healthy for sure. Try it, you’ll like it. No, try it, you’ll love it. Let us say there was a man who lived with his mentor. Let us say his mentor spoke to him, and he to his mentor throughout the day. Obviously, they became like one. When the man now steps into the field of life on his own, would you say the man would hear the words of

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter forward, even they that feel a remote possibility of turning to criminal action, they will be loved and receive help, or we, the faithful, will vote the leaders of those churches, religious or secular institutions out of office, out of power. It is amazing the power of the people. Even the unbeliever is fed up with crime being done to our society, students and our future. Many, not all, of churches and institutions are not short of resources, not short of profits, not short of outlandish lifestyles of their leaders and associates. The time is NOW. Those churches and institutions Must step up to the plate or we the people will see them in a short light, and they will lose the peoples financial support they have taken for granted. Truly, Truly I say this to you. Many of the lost spoken of feel they were cheated in life. That they were picked on, bullied or cannot get a break. I pray they shall desire to get the help needed. There are current and future programs coming to achieve these things. Inspired thoughts by many will come for Vocational and Educational help offered to all. This will be far less of a financial drain to society than Full and seemingly endless Imprisonment. The opportunity to work and be happy is at hand.

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter the Lord, in front of our mirror, is this life just a game being played? Are these reborn new nature values just words? Is it indeed possible we are nothing more than an advanced descendent of the Worm? Sadly, many have negative thoughts and values already in place. Satan will hug them daily with his fake smile, and fake rewards, as he licks his drooling chops. I ask you, the reader, could these things, these thoughts, all be true? And before you answer, think from where your answer comes. Amen and Amen

Next… Why does God allow bad things to happen to good people?

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1. Why does God allow bad things to happen to good people? 2. Atonement 3. Theory of Jesus? 4. Hebrews Saved from Extinction

1. Bad things to Good People At this precise moment, as I sit at my computer, I asked the Father this question: Father, I do not doubt your love of man for a moment, and I am asking you this out of love for all my brothers and sisters, especially those, who do not know You, and those who may still be slaves to the world, as I was for 60 years. I most urgently pray for those who have lost loved ones to illness or disease, and their heart has been deeply wounded; and it just will not heal. Some hold all their sorrow angerly against You, my Lord. I pray that I may continue to my last breath this quest to help bring healing to hardened hearts and glory to you and your Son, Jesus, that you shall help heal the hearts of those that think you turned your back on them. For this question is keeping many from your Kingdom. The resulting confusion is keeping them from knowing the Gift of your Son Jesus. And the answer to this will aid

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter in the quest to magnify your glorification and bring more of your children home into your waiting loving arms, and into your Kingdom for Eternal Life. My Lord, some time ago there was a school bus traveling on a mountainous winding road up the side of this huge mountain. As the bus traveled it blew a tire and tumbled down the mountain, no one survived. The bus was filled with a boys’ choir in route to a Basilica to celebrate a High Holy Mass. They had voices of angels that brought tears to the attendants of their concerts everywhere they sang. How can God allow all those beautiful children to die such a horrible death? When I heard this story some 30 or 40 years ago, I envisioned those boys being tossed around inside the fuselage of that bus, and I envisioned the horror on their face; I heard their screams of terror and the fear felt in their heart as that bus dropped. Tears just streamed from my eyes profusely and, to this day thinking of that tragedy and all the others that have killed the innocents, still has the same effect on me. Just in the field of public transportation there have been so many similar bus, train and airplane tragedies, killing tens of thousands, men, women and children. In each and every single death some have asked the question, “A loving God? A God of Mercy? A God with

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter my child died from painful illness and disease? If God exists, how could he allow this to happen? And then I said to Father God, thank you, for this is what you have put into my heart, as I did seek what you have given to mankind. So, Father, this is my understanding of the thoughts I had in response to my question: You are a kind and loving God. And the child mauled by that dog and all the children in that choir will be with you in your Home through all eternity. And you, my loving Great I Am, Creator of all things, Giver of man’s Free Will, did not send that dog to kill the 7-month-old. And you did not encourage that bus driver to break his routine on that day and not check all the tires on his bus. And you do not cause any evil to befall his children. I know any death caused by evil can only come from evil. Therefore, evil can only come from the Evil One, and from the Evil in a man’s Heart, fed by greed, lust, sluggardness and anything else that Satan sees in the desires within the heart of men that can be used to an evil end. And the evil end will harm that man and others by his actions and deeds, such as the mass killers of the innocent. Each and every death we are speaking of, was caused by man’s hand, with intent or gross neglect, or by accident, or inherited illnesses that may have lived dormant in their family blood line for years. We, man, should protect each other, for You gave us the heart and the

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter with him, given to him by God in the womb, waiting for his first breath in entering this world, Earth. That Spirit will guide those who seek guidance, not by force, obligation, or direction, but by love. And to those that have lost loved ones to illness and disease, I am so sorry for your loss. I, of course, have lost many in the same manner. I too asked those questions at the time of my deepest sorrow. I understand now what the Father told me. I know if we go back far enough in our family tree, and many times not so far back, we shall see somewhere in our family genealogy of past loved ones, where either the seed of illness and or disease was introduced into our family bloodline. There are also not inherited disorders or disease that were introduced by contact, ingesting or inhaling cell destructive substances, compounded. Even if done innocently and unknowingly, not understanding the long term health disadvantages and without realizing infection had taken place. Was this done by the hand of God, or by the hand of man? And the time will come when scientific research will advance with many cures, thanks to the miracle of brain advancement which was in Your plan. Your Son prophesied the day of these medical miracles. Lord, I will tell them what you have put in my heart and in my mind to share. Your Master Plan is simple and clear. You want all, all, all, of your Chosen and all of the

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter Creator as nothing more than a Theory. Only the faithless, or incurably hurt hearts of man will pick and choose of which theory to believe in. I tell you; a theory is a belief in an unproven, unconfirmed principle. As an example, Evolution and Creation, God and Jesus, all theories, all True. Or shall you be a picker and a chooser? The proof will be in the pudding which we will taste on our final day. ( Jesus and Sin ) Even though sin and the Fallen Nature has shown and manifested itself with Adam, there was still hope that a Risen Nature would bring man back to his roots before the fall, to bring him back to You, as the lamb who strayed, you are still and always within His grasp, for God seen in Adam’s renewal of 930 years, what could be in man’s heart. All Knowing Father, because You blessed man with the power and ability to repent, knowing it was not only possible but necessary. Because of flesh weakness and your loving desire for all to come home, you had your Loving Devoted Son Jesus standing at the ready to fulfill and do thy will. So, as sin came into the world by one man, it shall be abolished from the world by another. Sin, Repenting, not the easiest thing to read, nor to think about? Believe me, it is not the easiest thing to write about either. But will not reading, or not thinking, or not writing of, make the significance both of

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter Sin and Repentance go away, or be none existent? We know the answer! 4. The Hebrews Saved from Extinction Jesus kept your Chosen people from extinction off the Planet Earth. For you knew your Chosen would be a hated people, and many were jealous of their prosperity and most of the world wanted to kill the Hebrews out of envy. Thanks to your Son Jesus, who came and changed the hearts of men, to love rather than to hate. Jesus is the Supreme Savior of the Hebrews, not the first nor the last of many savior’s such as Moses, David and Noah, which kept them from extinction. There are some written of, as Anne Frank, and there are thousands of others not written of. And it is known and accepted that you, Father God, would not allow the Hebrews to be killed off. You wanted them to have every opportunity to come home to your kingdom, as you gave them opportunities to listen to Moses in the desert. Those that listened came home to you, and they whom listened not to Moses, became earthly and spiritually vagabonds, always searching for a savior which You had already sent and offered to them, as you offer to them this day. And it is known and accepted that Noah indeed saved all of mankind. For it was the heart of Noah that gave you hope for all men. If even only that one man had the heart of the Lord, and that all men are created equal, it then was possible for all of mankind to love as

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter you and Noah had loved. Thus, Jew and Gentile could live in the Kingdom not as a Jew or as a Gentile but united as one through your Son. As Noah save man’s flesh from destruction, Jesus saves man’s soul from eternal damnation. And they, the Hebrew shall also be judged as the tribes in the desert were. Their judgement is yours alone, oh Lord, and as the judgement of the rest it will be Right, Just and Swift. And Father, I pray for the Hebrews, as I pray for myself and all of mankind, that the lost, confused and misguided of our ancestors may ride on the wind of our sails to your Kingdom.

And the Father said to me. “My loving child, though you had struggled with the flesh and had continued in your fornication, I tell you these things. Your last days on this earth are approaching, and finally after 60 years of addiction your fornication struggle is coming to an end. Hear my Angels sing Hallelujah! Hallelujah! And with every click of the clock the final day for you, your brothers and sisters’ approaches, and many will see with their eyes and hear with their ears as you have.

I know your heart and the hearts of all men. None can deceive me; no, not one. I know who will be saved and who will hold themselves stiff-necked, unwilling to even consider who I am. Then there are those with a hurt heart, unwilling to see anything because of the blinders that personal hurt puts over the eye of their heart. I pray 210

Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter they can see the truth through their hurt and pain, I tell you, they will be shown patience and shall be judged fairly. Deep sorrow for those who are fastened to the world and are not willing to leave the world behind, though even they have the ability to repent up to their last breath. I cannot be fooled. They that continue to live willingly in a life against me and my Son, and premeditate at the last moment asking for forgiveness, they are indeed the fool. Therefore, sadly they who lived with the dogs will die with the dogs and will be doomed.

You know me in your heart. And you are wise. Therefore, I tell you, you have heard my answer to your question, for you have shown me understanding of your God, your Heavenly Father and your Creator who knew you before you even were conceived in your mother’s womb.

Those of Faith know I would not harm a hair on their head. They know the Father and Son love them and are with them every step. They feel and hear the warnings of my Holy Spirit. They know their inner protective Angel which dwells in their body, mind and soul.

They that believe shall say, “Here is my God and here is my protective Angel”. Remember, the goal of your Angel is to return your soul from where it came, and to boost the instinctive spirit of man to protect his fellow brethren”.

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Letters to the 7.9 Four-Part Letter these things. That their Hearts shall soften to the Lords ways and they once again shall know his Love. And that they shall find peaceful rest in the faith that they, as we all, will be reunited once again in God’s Heavenly Kingdom with our Loved ones. And to completely enjoy life, here and now in loving peace on Earth and giving Good Will towards all men. Enjoy peace in thy heart.

Amen and Amen

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 Hindsight being 2020

Do we Use it? Can we use it? I have made the statement that hindsight is 2020, hundreds of times in my life. I am sure many of you have done the same. Here are a few examples of how Hindsight may have happened in our life: “If I only knew, if only I was able to foresee the results of my decision, of my actions, seen the outcome before the act; surely the act would have been different.” “I know I would have gotten that promotion.” “My spouse would not have divorced me.” “The accident would not have happened.” “The horrific hurt to my family would not have been caused and felt.” I am sure the list is endless. In any event it is too late to change what I did. What is done is done. The results are final. The outcome from my action has already taken its toll on me and/or my family. I wish I could have changed my decision. If only I knew, Hindsight is 2020. True, too late to go back now. Or is it?

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 True, the result has taken place. Hearts were broken. Pain and suffering have taken hold. “If only I had known.” It is too late to change the after effect of my action. Is it? Let us take a deeper look. Most definitely there have been times when a preliminary precognition of an event or an activity, or decision, ran through our minds before it took place. And I do not mean a clairvoyant experience. I’m talking about simply strong feelings of a possibility potential, and at times a probability of what could happen if things went sideways, or if the wrong people found out - or you may have even asked yourself, “Am I using a wrong choice of words, or doing a wrongful action? “or” Am I stepping into a dangerous situation; might I regret this decision?” Let us see, put aside, just for the moment, the fact that my action was a sin against God. However, it was a sin against myself and/or those around me, those of whom I love. Let us speak of common sense. It all boils down to what is driving you to make such a decision. Is it simply to fulfil a desire for flesh gratification, or a selfish drive for advancement? Usually, at that time, common sense is thrown out the window. Personal desire is now in control. No actual conscious thought of God or Satan, or even family; just lust, greed, contempt, fleshly tingle, or

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 whatever is motivating you at the time. You know where I am going with this. Speaking for myself, honestly, I have been there, did that, and more. But here is an example, a scenario. A young person knew of a venue with low lighting, large crowds and loud music. Many of the attendees were known to be scantily clothed and thought to have loose morals; and that the activities did not get into full swing till extremely late. This young person also knew that this venue was located in a reported notorious and dangerous part of town, especially in the wee hours. And this person was prewarned many times, in various ways, of the potential harmful things that can happen when in the midst of said strangers, the hard core people which usually dwell in such an enticing environment. However, the emotion caused by a want and overwhelming desire for fast moving excitement, alcohol, flesh satisfaction, or it could be as simple as peer pressure; something took that young person there anyway. Even with all the reports and warnings, the flesh desire won out. Now is it possible that young person may have been greatly influenced by society, advertising, or both, brain washed by the causes of those aforementioned emotions, by drugs, alcohol, desire, or all the above. Those things may have put him/her in an actual state of a mentally incapacitated, diseased decision-making mind. Within that ill mind-set, the commonsense factor

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 would be negated. The cautionary part of the brain went numb. Sadly, having ignored warning reports, and throwing caution into the wind, that person went on their “adventure”, and never returned home. And more sadly that person may never be in the Kingdom. (I say “May,” for that final judgment will come from the Lord, and the Lord only). Would you say that person experienced a preliminary precognitive thought before going out that night, or at the very least would you say that young person should have received such? And yet there are some that would say, “See, there is another example of hindsight being 2020.” If only that person knew the choice made of a partner would turn out to be with evil and result in a disappearance. Of course, there are poor decisions, whether driven by lustful desire, alcohol, and the like, or not, that will not have such deadly dreadful consequences. But some might say, as I would say, “I promise you, even without deadly consequences, there will come a time when the decision to allow common sense to be overruled will return to haunt you.” Some decisions, most regretfully realized, will be filled with pain and suffering for the perpetrator and or the perpetrators families, if not at the moment, at some time during their life, during their career. Look at the news of the day. It is lined with

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 personalities and politicians who have had those poor decisions return and destroy them. Imagine the millions of “regular folks” who also made those same poor decisions that do not get reported about in the news but feel that pain none the less. You would think that those “regular folk”, you and me, would learn from all the stories being reported. But hardly any actually realize the lesson at hand. What do we usually do when we hear such stories? We shake our heads as we hear the reports. We might think, “What would ever make them think they would never get caught”? Man, that drive had to be overpowering. Choices usually involving sex, drugs, money, conspiracy for power or all the above and more. So now if there are consequences here on earth for sinful decisions, why would we think there be none for our soul. Or maybe there is no God. Well then, you might as well sin your life away no matter who gets hurt. Right? Roll the dice on getting caught. Right? Ok, let us get back to reality. There is a God. A worm, or a spaceman did not create all things. So, just for a moment let us say that we could change the act. Would we? We may want to, but the addiction of desire fulfillment overpowers all things, including Love of God, Son, Holy Spirit and Family. Therefore, it overpowers love of yourself, your spirit. Want to change the “What’s done is done scenario?”

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 the things Satan would put before them so as to pollute and confuse their mind with false teachings and such. Would they both still have fallen? God then asked me: “Would I, The Great I Am, the Alpha and Omega, the Creator of all things have created a fool from the very beginning? Man was created the Master of the earth, even the master of himself while on the earth. Therefore, I could have enlightened Adam and Eve of all these things, but because of all the great powers I gave unto man, I had hope man would use wisely those powers and also understand how to truly love life. My hope was simply fueled. That the Love of a child for his Papa, would keep him from falling away and into the sins of the world put forth by Satan, and it was my hope that he would know the sadness which my heart would feel. I gave them a greater power than the evil powers of Satan. They could choose not to be taken away from me and live their life on earth in true happiness and peace, and never be thrown into eternal damnation. For being their Creator I knew I created them with mighty powers. Strength to overcome all obstacles, even Lucifer. Did I not make a promise to never allow Satan or anyone or anything to put before Man something that he could not overcome? There is not one temptation, not even the loss of a body part, or 220

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Letters to the 7.9 Hindsight being 2020 that end God is well pleased. That is why some will see their neighbors and/or brethren be taken away. However, Father Creator knew without a doubt, without a doubt, that He was all good. Father did not have any desire to do evil. And that man was made all good as He is all good. And that man had the abilities to abolish evil from his life. For, was not man made in his image? That, my brothers and sisters of this planet Earth, and my brothers and sisters in Christ, is a fact. Did Father Creator come close to ending it all? Did he give up on man? Was he ready to destroy all the Earth and all life there on? But because there was one who kept his heart’s love pure to God, the Father allowed his most majestic creation on planet Earth to continue. For where there is one there could be 70 times 70 times 7, an endless number. One hundred percent of man has the Breath of God in his nostrils. Sadly, however, not all will see nor hear his word. Not all will recognize they possess the power of His breath. And even when they of the bloodline of Noah fell to Satan, did he give up? NO! Do you know why? Because Creator God knew He was all good and man always did and always will have God’s goodness breathed into his nostrils.

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The Rebirth of Man

My brethren, this is the most important letter, yet difficult to write, The Rebirth Of Man. It may generate a feeling of discomfort. I myself, as the writer, felt uneasy when I re-read what I had just written. Stay with me to the end; it will be challenging to do so, but it will also be of great reward. You know how some people say, “Be careful of those which quote the Bible”. Many can and have twisted the words, twisted the meanings, just to make their personal point or suit their agenda? I do not have a personal point to make, nor a personal agenda. There is no failure to communicate. What I have here, is a message of communication. I pray it is received well. I agree, there are tons of verses that can be perceived and interpreted many ways; and then there are not. What are all these reborn, born again, born anew verses about? The old nature die’s and a new nature is born? Did Jesus actually say, “Truly, Truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God?” And in 1st Peter: 3-10, Peter thank God for his great mercy which allowed us even to be able to be born anew through the resurrection of Jesus Christ in the first place, not to mention all the

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Though repentance is a condition of forgiveness, I pray that we can repent of our sins over and over. I tell you, if our hearts are of true desire to repent, it will be known. And if that struggle to fight against doing the very things we hate is true; we will be judged by the Lord of Host. Our confessions and asking for his forgiveness may even have become dangerously routine and cavalier without consciously realizing that we are doing so. We may say, ‘Jesus, thank you for bringing enlightenment to the world and thank you for your great suffering leading up to and on the cross for our salvation, but, but, I just cannot stop the flesh from loving my sin. After all, my flesh is unlike the flesh of the Son of God. It is unlike the flesh of Noah, David, Abraham, Paul, John, all the apostles, disciples and all those who have had repentance. So therefore, I must fall on your divine mercy, for I love my sin too much and I am too weakened by its hold on me. I have been taught once saved always saved regardless of my actions in and out of sin.’ Sounds reasonable, sounds acceptable and may even be possible. Wait, what was that? Sounds reasonable? Sounds acceptable? To whom? To us? To God? Is it actually possible? Will it bring God the Glory that the Great I AM deserves and demands? Is the Great I AM simply making a request of to do, or not to do, for us to ponder and make our own decisions if it suits our flesh or not?

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Now after this reading we should no longer nourish such thoughts. We should no longer allow a spin to be put on scripture so as to justify the haughty desires and sins of the flesh. And I say we because I lived that lifestyle and I am learning as I write. Please read very carefully what I am about to say. I had to read it over again myself. Because to most, (believe it or not, me included), it will sound like the beginnings of a contradiction. Many will say, ‘see, this writer contradicts his own words’. What man of today sees as a contradiction, the Father sees it as making a point solidly understood by all and any means, possibilities and interpretations, as seen in many places of his Holy Book, which many say has its own contradictions. However, his message at the end of the day, here, then and now, is crystal clear. Therefore, I have asked for what I am to write be made crystal clear to the modern man of 2020, living in such an unsettling world. I understand how one can interpret that what I have said, thus far, is ‘after your rebirth you must never sin again or lose your Salvation. You must be perfect in the flesh as Jesus in the flesh was perfect. As the saying goes, in a perfect world that would be the thing to do. We no longer live in a perfect world made by a perfect Creator. Though the world was created perfect in the beginning before the Fall. It was an effortless shelter and supplier of living nourishment for man to 232

Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man provide for himself and his family. Actually man himself was created perfect, before the fall. Would the Devine Creator make imperfection? Of all things on Earth, there are only two which God desires to be with him in his Kingdom. Man’s Spirit and Man’s Soul. The Spirit will automatically return to heaven, for it is perfect and has no sin in it, and it belongs not to man but to the Father. The Spirit is a gift on loan, it is in service to God, all man had to do was call on it. Its purpose is to bring man’s Soul to Heaven. The Spirit is also our protective Angel when called on to be. It is that instinct which will protect man by man, when in harm’s way. Now, God surely knows this world has become far from perfect. God knows perfection in keeping his commandments is fleshly difficult, but possible, and there are many who have lived years of their life in doing so. Most of Mankind has chosen to make the ongoing battle between the spirit and the flesh a difficult and grueling path for the soul to enter the Kingdom. Let us say a reborn person lives their remaining time on earth sin free; no longer deceives his brethren in any shape, way or form. Lives his life as many have done, dedicated to God the Father and follows his commandments.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Let us say he no longer worships or puts a thing before God. Does not use the name of the Lord in any misdeeds. Gives one complete day per week to the Lord in worship and doing all things good for self, family and brethren. Is respectful to his mother and father. Stays loyal to his spouse and family. He does not steal, does not kill. He does not tell an untruth. He does not have desire for another’s life or possessions. Can that man ever claim to be a perfect human, as Jesus was perfect? It is written, No, not one. Because all have sinned and fall short of glory for the Lord. Is what God has written in the Scriptures saying man cannot ever stop sinning? Did God say sin is too deeply embedded into man’s nature, he has no choice, he can never give full glory to the Father? Again I ask, did God say to Cain in Genesis 4: 6-7, try your best not to sin? Or did he say to Cain, “Sin is always crouching at the door, its desire is for you, but you must master it?” Did the Great I AM lie to man from the very beginning? Heaven forbid, for it is we on Earth who give Glory to God in the Highest and wish for Peace and Good Will towards Men. Glory to God cannot be given in sin. Yes, Jesus is found perfect from birth and in the flesh overcame all temptations that would have led him into sin. However, though there is not one found perfect from birth, there are those who do not sin after their repented rebirth into an utterly new nature. Then there are they who continue in their sin even after the 234

Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man rebirthing experience, as this writer has done. Was that a true rebirth? Yes, indeed it may have been. For whom are we to say what a man has in his heart? If he says he hates the very thing that he does. And he says he dedicates his life away from sin and has been born into a new nature through the Christ. Can anyone say he is a liar. And why? Because, we may still see sin in his life? Or is it because we may still see sin in our own life? We say, how can one be born anew, then yet still continue to be a slave to sin? Never having sin’s yoke removed from around his neck through the Grace of Jesus? To me that sounds like a formula for failure, or a viper of a man conforming to Satan’s cunningness; or a confused individual, unknowingly accepting the Serpent’s wishes and desires in his own confusion; giving Satan the victory that the Father has warned us of. If one has not yet truly matured so as to leave his childish things behind, and is still in a state of confusion, will God damn him to hell? It is said it takes one to know one, and my brethren this I tell you, without truly knowing what I was doing I have been the latter for most of my life. Was I counting on the cleanse of confession to the Father in church or at home? Was I counting on the cleanse of the Sacrificial Blood of my Savior in once saved always saved, bathing lavishly in sin or not? I could wait till my final judgement day, spin the wheel of chance and see if that were enough to have

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man me enter into the Kingdom. Seems like circumventing the issue to me, just to continue in sinful desires. Now, this is a sweet thought, Jesus carrying me over the sands of life and seeing only his set of footprints in the sand. So, I asked, and made this statement to the Lord. I said, “My Lord, what say you? Shall I have you carrying me in your arms through my sinful challenges which Satan shall put before my flesh during my earthly life? Or, would you rather I walk by thy side, following your teachings, as a brethren hand in hand, resisting the seas of earthly sin by living in your example?”

He said to me, ”Must I answer the question that all who love and know me, they have read my Word concerning the rebirth of man, being reborn in a new nature, should already know my answer? Though I will gladly carry all who have hatred for their sins, and are truly in a struggle. They will see my Fathers Kingdom. They will see one set of footprints, for they will be in my arms. But those who sin willingly and premeditates their next sin, I will know, and carry them not. He will not see the Kingdom. However, especially those who walk side by side following my teaching, walk as a brother and they may see two sets of footprints, but if they still see but one set, it is because they are walking through life following in my steps. I tell you; They will have a special place at my table.”

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Lord, for my sake and the sake of some readers, I ask, if one stands alone and relies on his own nature to fight sin, is that yet another formula for failure? For the nature of man, not man’s spirit, but man’s flesh, naturally gravitates to self-gratification from birth. Reader, observe a little child’s natural response when caught in a mischievous act, will he try to lie his way out of it? That is the nature we are born with. It is not the original sin of Adam which we are born with, but the Original Nature of Adam to sin. Let us not get caught up in semantics. Call it Original Sin, or call it Original Sin Nature, whatever keeps you in grace, works. We all laugh when we see a child lie about eating the cookie as the crumbs fall from its mouth. We do not see the possibility of the baby playing out this extreme scenario into adulthood, being found dead, as a self-gratifying adult, with a needle sticking from its arm or deadly drugs found in his system, or with a deadly venereal disease. Yes, there are lesser scenario’s, but still dangerous and harmful. Please forgive me for being overly melodramatic. This understanding of sin nature is urgently important. Remember, know your enemy, (sin), is the best defense to defeat and protect your house when your enemy is crouching at the door. Understand the sin nature in action. The want to satisfy the flesh is from birth. That self-gratification nature is what we are born with. Sin is the offspring 237

Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man of that nature. And as we age, desires nurture. The level of gratification ages, with even greater desires and devastating consequences, and the level of sin acts ages along with us. Again, remember, the best defense to fight and overcome thy enemy is to keep him close, not physically, but with understanding of his strategies for attack. No? Yes? So even a good parent, with good guidance, may feel they have taught the child to eventually say, yes, I ate the cookie. That solves the cookie issue only. But the nature for the flesh to crave satisfaction never dies. It remains the steppingstone to sinful destruction through life. You must continue to educate your child through adolescence, through his Formative Years. Not only Informing him of poor decisions, but clearly and lovingly explaining why. That will give him his best chances in life. Along with peaceful rest in a fearless death, thereafter. Look at the news of today. Surely you see, unfortunately, examples of what I am speaking of. Therefore, it is not sin that is deeply embedded in man’s nature. It is the overwhelming desire of the flesh to feel gratifying sensations. Sin is not only the action to achieve satisfying rewards, it is the result. Keep your children informed of these things. Therefore, in my communications, it cannot be overstated, sin, what it is, why it is, where it comes from, and with that knowledge the battle will be won over it. I know we have heard it said so many

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man different ways, if you know thy enemy well, that crouches at your door, the better you will protect yourself from its entering. That is what will give Father the Glory he desires, the winning of that challenge. Not only for his Glorification, but for the happiness of his children, here and now, on this earth, and through eternity. So, after all these words being shared with you today, if true repentance is still not of our heart, is not of our desire, and we are not willing to fight our sin sensations till victory over death, and our wants for satisfaction and tingle of the flesh is our greatest desire, and we still want to claim ignorance of God’s wants and desires, so our flesh will still feel its satisfactions; then I say you might as well donate this book to a prison. For information on this level of understanding are throughout these Letters. They will change the lives of they who are searching and have desire for change. You may want to continually claim ignorance, foolishly thinking that will save you, that you can say to God, “I did not know”. You may try to play that card just in case all this God stuff is true and real. Now by the end of these letters you should know the reality of Evolution, Creation and Life. Reading these Letters or most any books on the subject will enhance enlightenment. Where enlightenment is, ignorance of evil cannot abide. Be assured, ignorance will not save our soul. Do not think for a moment that we can fool God. The Trinity

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“And to you, John Gerard Monetti, son of John Monetti and Florence Trento Monetti, I speak these words to you, directly, strongly, as the writer. If You do not think you can stand strong in power over this world and over its sin, stop writing now. For as you have already stated, mankind cannot fool your God. Man can, however, rise above worldliness, but those who remain Lukewarm Believers will be spinning the wheel on their judgement day. For only I and my Son know what will happen on that day. However, if you, or any of mankind can stand with us, look beyond the persecution you may suffer, and truly choose to be Born Anew, then I shall continue with you.

Know this; it is written that all men were created equal. What do you say that means? Do you say if there is one prodigy born from birth, why are not all born prodigies? If that were so, would there even be one prodigy?

The equality I speak of, is all men were born of an equal heart. Equal potential. They can all choose equality in Faith, and say onto their mountain, move from here to there, and it will move.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man What say you John? What say you Reader? I, John Gerard, acknowledge an equal heart and equal potential, equality in Faith. For I have seen many, even the hardest convicted criminal, showing deep love, compassion and tears, at one time or another. I have seen many who have raised themselves from the ashes and build empires, and others show their faith in humanity. Brethren, for me, Satan’s victory in my life that kept me a slave to his yoke of sin was mainly due to the immoral indoctrination and actions I experienced continually beginning at a tender age of eight. Though I received much love, I did not receive much direction concerning worldliness, few did. And by the time I was a teenager I was totally addicted through my entire life. Father, add that to the fact that I too, grew religiously confused and felt the negativity of contradicting beliefs and examples, not only between churches of other religions, but within my own church itself. I have had teachers of thy Word that said one thing and within the same sentence said something completely different. They would speak as if giving a dissertation using difficult to understand terminologies, as if they were using double talk to some, or speaking as scholars to others. The deepest belief that ‘once saved, always saved’ was my thinking all of my life, but not as you have shown me, but as taught by the confused themselves. I was taught continual confessions of my sin washed

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The Good News Restated What Satan is sure to keep under his bushel and hidden from you is the Good News. Though God hates sin, he loves us, and he is merciful. So, for those of a true heart that fall into sin over and over, as I, this writer has done, he does allow us to accept our rebirth through Jesus over and over. For he will know the inner sincerity of our heart, and if the day of leaving childish things behind and becoming mature in understanding is at hand, or, at the very least, is deeply desired. Remember that does not mean God will put up with a sinner lifestyle and allow sin to enter his Kingdom. It means God is patient and loving. He hopefully waits for us to make Him our final choice. And He gives us, of a sincere heart, hope in final contrition, as long as we are not banking on his mercy, for then there will be none. What do you think, can sin ever abide in Heaven? Did God accept the sin of Adam and Eve? Can you name one sin that God accepted and loved? Did Adam not see his punishment? It was the fall of

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Adam that showed God the desire of man’s nature to sin, thus setting in motion man’s need for atonement and redirection of his own nature. If a man with a Godly heart truly struggles with his sin, and hates his weakness, and has lost his fullness of pleasure in sin, and tears at the thought of his weakness, as it was, and wants it to come to an end, as Paul wanted, the Father knows that man’s desire for True Repentance is sincere and genuine. For again I tell you, God knows the day of Understanding and Maturity is at hand for that man, as it was for Paul. As it can be for you and me. And the yoke of sin will finally be removed, and that man will sing, “Hallelujah, hallelujah, I am free, free at last, thanks to the Great I AM, I am free at last.” Whether that man’s final breath comes during the time of his Born Again nature, or during times of sin struggle, relapse and weakness, on his death bed he may ask for the doors to the Kingdom be open, and he will be found without sin, for they were forgiven and forgotten. God knows that persons heart. He has seen the works of that man for his brethren, and the Great I AM will know the genuine nature of his desire to leave sin behind, and just before his final breath, that person may again ask for Salvation; if he is of a genuine heart he will receive the final cleansing of Jesus Blood. Now, for the Agape Love God has giving to us, we shall bow our head and say, “Thank you Father for that day of Final Salvation.” Amen and Amen.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Be warned. Be warned. Be strongly warned! God will know if one is consciously or sub-consciously banking on that final mercy, for that man, mercy will be null and void. Judgement will be swift and spiritually painful. However, as stated, that judgement is only for the Lord to make, and make he shall. And for the lukewarm, who may even think they struggle, but love and enjoy and find much pleasure in their sin, and who premeditate and look forward to sinning again and again, the Father will know, most often more so than the LukeWarmer himself. And to that one no Reborn Nature will come and no rest in the Kingdom is possible. To be told anything other than these truths are either lies or void of understanding and maturity or have monetary motives. Then there is a side of me, thinking I lived as Paul lived, and saying to Jesus on final Judgement Day, “My Lord of Lords, I have giving you my heart and soul, and have done many things in your name”. Can I be one of those who shockingly hears Jesus say to me, “Be gone, for you never knew me, you have not been a good and faithful steward, therefore, now I know not you.” I then will say, “But Lord, I said I was sorry 7 x 70 times, are you not to forgive me as much?” Then the Lord will say, “You did not hate your sin as Paul. You sinned with premeditation. As I said, be gone.”

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Side Note: Reader, please remember and keep in mind, I am as you, and you are as I, whether you are a believer or not. We all came from the same beginning, even if you believe in the Worm as your ancestor, for if you came from the worm so did I. To continue: I said to myself, find Peace, Happiness and Rest in your newness of maturity, let they who scoff, scoff. That is not a concern for your happiness on earth here and now. Nor is the scoffer a concern for your Eternal Rest with our Lord. You shall continue to pray for the scoffer for he also is God’s child. You will never unlearn what you have learned and understood. Now, Jesus is speaking , his words are uncomfortable to hear. Speaking only for myself, my uncomforting feeling was because I was reading truths within my own life.

Jesus said: “Truly, you have not given unto me as much as you have given unto your flesh. We both know how easy it was for Satan to put the tingle of thought in thy mind, and though there were times you struggled, there were also many more times you did not. You caved to the will of your flesh and spewed the will of your mind, spirit and soul, out and away from me and yourself. Thus, you who say they accepted my Salvation and repented and brought on a new nature, continually fall back to your old self, your old nature of sin and lust; the nature of man’s flesh that you were born with. You are underestimating the Great Power given to you by our Father. Those, the

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When they say this, you shall say to them, “Oh foolish one, we know that only Jesus has never sinned. If an alcoholic of 25 years does not take a sip for another 25 years, can he say he is not an alcoholic? Can he say he has not had this addiction for 50 years, but only 25? Can he say he is perfect? Does he by now not know after so many resets, it only takes one sip to eventually fall back? Thus, can man who has been truly reborn say that he is not a sinner? Oh, ye of little faith who love the cheap moments of pleasure more than God, will you continue in your darkness?”

My Father knew, man would fall to life’s many physical temptations; but the Great I AM loving all his children, even those who would walk away from him, from his Divine Love, as did the Israelites in the desert. All the signs and wonders delivered upon them from my devoted Moses were not enough to remove their love of immoralities. When Moses asked God to repent, as written in Exodus 32:12, did not God himself repent from the devastation he was going to do upon those who worshiped the golden calf? Against all those of a stiff neck? He gave them yet another chance to choose our God over their sin. Then, now and always, God stands ready to welcome them home. And at that time if they were stubborn, who still chose their sin, they received their reward accordingly.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Therefore, time went on, the Father communicated with man within their mental comprehensive level of understanding life. Then there was a period when wars due to territorial conquest, religious doctrines and benightedness between tribes and peoples had slowed enough to allow some moral advancement in men’s life. And man began his mental evolution, he began to show signs of approaching a civilized peaceful nature. And when the earliest time was right for the development of man’s brain to absorb what was about to happen, He sent me, Jesus, to make my saving mark on man’s history. I am always willing to do my Fathers Will. He made me the Ultimate Sacrifice because you are our Created Beings and have been giving the Agape Love of God. A love so great you were all called Children of God. His Compassion is so loving he took part of himself, me, Jesus his only Begotten Son, to be born of the flesh as you were born of the flesh.

I did not walk the earth as a man just so that I could be the Sacrificial Lamb who’s Cleansing Blood was shed to make up for man’s continuous weakness of mind in controlling his flesh. I walked the earth in the flesh of man, not only as a Savior but as the Teacher, did I not? In my days on the earth I was teaching about my Father, not only to the weak minded, but all mankind.

My Father did the same with Moses, Joshua, Noah, Abraham, Elijah, David, Job, Daniel, Hannah, Abigail, Esther, Mary, Lois and Eunice. Were they weak minded?

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man No! There are endless volumes of names, known and unknown, that add to that list.

All of mankind received the great gift of Free Will. Within the brain of man is where the understanding of Free Will lives. The understanding of all man’s power lives within his brain. The love of his heart lives in his brain. The understanding of all things, love, hate, compassion, selfishness, sharing, greed, adoration, jealousy. . . Must I list them all for the picture to be complete? Anger, self- destruction, violence, murder, gentleness, sacrifice, all live within yourself, within your brain.

The Love of your Creator. Love of me, Jesus. Love of your brethren. Love of your father, mother, offspring; all of nature and love of all things, the understanding of which all live in your brain.

Even false beliefs concerning where we came from, who we are, and where we are going, all live within your brain.

Some men of today are beginning to evolve from heart knowledge and life control to a Mature Understanding of Brain Knowledge and Life Control, and how closely, heart and brain are related. Thus it will be understood that the Brain of man is the Greatest gift of life given to man’s flesh. And as it is known, whatever knowledge man has of his brain, there is more yet to come, more coming at this moment, but Gods Greatest Gift to the flesh will never be completely understood.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Men of old knew I died to save their soul, and to give the rebirth of their heart which was to die and be reborn with a new nature. Those that loved me had that new nature of their heart in control of their flesh and went away from their old sin nature.

Writer, reader, do you have mature understanding yet? I know you can see and understand that the brain controls your heart and all emotions. How close they are related. But truly I tell you, to be reborn you must get your brain to bring your flesh away from Satan’s hold. What makes man supreme on earth is his brain. While on earth, in the brain is where the understanding of all things lives, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit and Satan. I tell you this because on earth the brain is the connection, the communication to and from, all these things as stated. All emotions, all sensations, all communications, especially the communication taken place here and now. All things of knowledge, science and nature, lives in your brain.

Am I not still your Teacher? What, because I died? Because my steps are not on this earth? Do you need to see my wounds and place your finger in them? Was I not resurrected and ascended to be with my Father? Is my job complete? Shall I retire? Do you genuinely want me to leave you alone? Is everyone of God’s children on the path to his Kingdom? Can I not teach into your brain? As I have taught to men of old, so as the brain, through their heart, could relate and understand, can I not still

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man teach to modern man so as their advance brain can relate and understand? As man’s brain has advanced, are you saying my teaching should not? Do you think that the Father and myself would just sit back and watch, and rely on all men to repent from the flesh while the flesh still lives on earth with the Evil one?

Understand I shall always be your Teacher. Keep your brain/heart open to Us. Has man become so wise he needs not intervention from his Almighty Creator?

Do not turn a stiff neck, like those in the desert, when the Lord was reaching out to them, and now He is reaching out to you.

Use your biblical eye to see and your ear to hear, this day, and always. Let that be your choice.

Even your soul dwells in your brain, while here on the earth.

When the brain reaches its 7th minute without oxygen, your soul will leave the dead brain as the brain shall return to dust. And your eternal soul, if saved shall travel with your spirit to Gods Kingdom, and if not saved it shall not be in Gods Kingdom. Your spirit, which God gave to you as your protector on earth and as your souls guide to Heaven, will leave the earth and will be recycled back to Gods service. And that will be your Eternity.

Truly I tell you, a prayerful man sees all these things clearly as truths.

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man Did your repented reborn self die for me as I died for you? Were you only resurrected superficially in word? Was the reborn repented nature from my Divine Resurrection only an idiom of thought to you?

Did you ever have consummation of your Faith through Baptism?

I pray that you shall be of a strong Faith. For it is in that strength of which the Greatest Power comes to you.

The stronger your Faith the more powerful your flesh, not only to be master over Satan and bringing your soul into Heaven, but to live a happy life here on the Earth. You will Recognize my word when it is put before your “Eye”.

Use your Eye and your Ear, you shall see and hear”.

Then the Father spoke, and said to me, “John Gerard, you have finally moved away from your immature self. You shall no longer be a Lukewarm Believer who wishes to spin the wheel. You shall no longer be a slave to your flesh. The yoke of your sin has been removed, as spoken and written of in Days of Old and in these current days of My Son. You have read and understood my written word stating, it better to be ice cold then to be lukewarm, and you understood the reasons. You, John Gerard, have chosen to leave the immature things of this world behind. You welcome me to breed into your nostrils the Renewing Breath of Golden Salvation. You have prayed and asked for understanding of my scriptures. From the highest 253

Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man mountain you shall proclaim these things I give unto you. A Born Anew Nature has no age limitations. It will come when man’s desire for it overpowers his sinful wants. Once saved you will always be a babe in the arms of your Loving Father. May that day of understanding come to all before the unknown time of their final breath”. Father, I write these, your letters to all, but especially to those of a changing desire and have need for positive choices and understanding.

He said, You are writing to those who are confused, ill- informed concerning sin, fighting addiction and bought into Satan’s lies and cunningness. Those who play on man's weakness in their advertising for profit and greed. It will be easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle, than for a profiteer to change his advertising. However, boycott, see how fast they change. You are writing to those who have cheated, lied, and swindled for their own gain. Those who traffic in, or sell sex. ( Satan knows just how and when to tickle male and female external and internal genitalia; physically, mentally, visually and audibly. )

Write to those who hurt, injure or maim any of mankind in any way. Those who raped, abuse physically or mentally, any of mankind in any way. Those who may kill in a fit of anger, rage, or jealousy. Those with a desire to kill massively for any reason, be it disgruntlement, religion, power, dominance, or mental disease. All of which is a confusion of the mind, of falsely equalizing the balance in 254

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They will understand where that negative seed, thought and desire comes from, and how to end it. It is promised when you mature in the faith you will have understanding and knowledge; you will gain wisdom and happiness like you have never imagined. Love and joy will enter in your world. You will see it is better to live in the light of Jesus, than remain in the darkness of which you have dwelled. I promise you: there will be many who laugh and scoff at these words no matter what, just like Sodom and Gomorrah, they will see their end, their rapid demise and ill fortune while still living on this planet.

My children open your mind. Pray and you shall see and hear that my love for you is sincere. Death will become only a sliver of your journey; it will be the third step after Life and then the Re-birth of the new creature. Hallelujah!

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Letters to the 7.9 Rebirth of Man died for all sins, past present and future. The truth that Jesus understands and has compassion for man’s weakness in the flesh. Satan took the truth that it was good you did as Paul and hated your sinful acts.

Then comes the twist: “See, you are as Paul, and you know Paul is in heaven. Therefore, you can disregard the unattainable, a true re-birth. And as long as you say, as Paul said, you hate what you do, it is enough to get you to heaven. Is that not why Jesus hung on the cross, so as to forgive your weakness as he forgave Paul’s?

That my earthly inhabitants, is a lie from Satan. The lie he depends on most. The lie he says will keep recruiting you as soldiers into his army here on Earth, whether it is realized or not. All his demons come from the evil in man’s mind, put there by him, playing on man’s childish nature.

Fear not, Satan trembles at the thought of man gaining wisdom concerning all these things. Who you are, where you came from, and where you are going.

Enjoy the New World here on Earth, it will show you what Life in the Kingdom will be as you are getting ready to enter it. I commit to the world, to go where and when I am called to discuss the content of these letters.

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity Letter of Earthly Trinity

Now that you have read these letters, I am hoping you will see where they came from, what they are, and where they want to bring us. And when I speak to you of another Trinity, you will see that we are all part of this Trinity. Is it new? No, it has been with us from the beginning. We were created as the second person of this trinity at the time of God’s first breath into our nostrils. It is the Earthly Trinity of Man while he is on this planet. As I have been in prayer, reading, researching, meditating, and writing, I was led to this thought. I have come to an understanding of the Earthly Trinity, what it consists of, where it comes from and where it wants to take us. Though it is not named in scripture as such, it is spoken of many times, in many ways. Each time it was written in one form or another, “you shall be in the world but not of the world”, and “you shall be born a new creature.” In one way, form or another it was written of many times throughout John,1 John, Romans, James, Philippians, Matthew, Ephesians, and Peter. Spoken of by Jesus, his Apostles and disciples. The Father, through his prophets sent a message of how there must be a union between God, God’s created man and God’s created earth. Some will see and understand what this trinity is and how it is our

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity connection to God and to the earth. It is how we are to live and enjoy life on earth. Yet, due to confusions and gratifications of desire, some will find it difficult to understand. They may even scoff at what is being spoken of in these letters. It all comes down to a choice. What path you choose. What carbon footprint will you leave. Will your bloodline walk in that footprint? Be careful, if you live of the world you will have chosen ungodly things which the world offers, such as, greed, selfish pleasures, immoralities, and the like. Now to be in the world, Gods world, choose the opposite things done out of selfishness. To be in the world choose love, peace, protection, nourishment and joy for all of mankind living on our planet. Earth was created for our procreation and development. All the magnificent wonders, colors, aromas and natural nourishment selections coming forth from our planet, was a great gift to be shared. Throughout time there have been many excellent thoughts and explanations of all these things concerning how to be in the world but not of the world. Are there two Godly trinities to help us?

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity The Holy Trinity, which consist of: First: God, the Father as the Creator Orchestrator of all things. Second: The Son, Jesus, came from within the Father and is the Savior and Teacher of man worldwide. Third: The Holy Spirit, which is the Spirit of God, given by the Father and Son, and is divided throughout all Celestial Beings in Heaven and given onto man in his Immortal Soul. All Three as One. Earthly Trinity, which consist of: First: God the Father, as the Creator Orchestrator of all things. Second: Created Man and his Immortal Eternal Soul, and his mortal body of flesh, you and me, created as the highest Living Being in this world. Third: Earth itself, from where we came, created for the sole purpose to support man, and getting his Soul ready to enter the Holy Kingdom. All Three as One. The Earthly Trinity of God, Man and Earth. God the Creator, Man the created, over all things on Earth, and the Earth itself, created as the steppingstone to the Eternal Kingdom with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Therefore, we can be in the world but not of the world. Because Man’s Trinity is linked to 259

Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity Gods Trinity which is not of the world. Connect all the dots; God, Jesus, Angel Spirits, Saints, Man, Earth and Soul, How each to their own are One. Live in peace and harmony, one to the other.

Gods Call to Arms God said: “Truly, I tell you, the Serpent will take the stiff-necked of man, the weak, greedy, vain and lustful of heart. He will take them with him into the fires of Damnation, for misery loves company. I created that underworld called Hell. In Hell, there will be no vision of me, though, by then all will know my name. They will surely know, where I am, they will be not. That underworld was created for Satan, his fallen angels, and for the weak and stubborn of those with no true faith, they who loved the tingle of the flesh for those few short moments more than they loved their God, Father Creator, the Great I AM. They loved worldly things more than they feared this day that will come for them. Thinking that day would never come. The world away from Me, my Son and all my Saints, it will also be called the World of Suffering, for that is all it will be for all eternity to the inhabitants. You may continue in your lust and greed, cheat, lie and steal, but your sharp tongue will have no use in your new home. You will beg Lazarus to

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There will I and my Son and all the Angels and all the Saints and my beloved of man will not be. For my Beloved of Man are not of the stiff necked, weak of heart, faithless, nor greedy, nor lustful, nor allowing the evil nature to take control of their flesh and desires. They will stand in the power of Unity. United with God and fellow men of all races on earth. They will have power over themselves and the world. They will be found without lust, reborn anew, as Adam was born, unblemished. For they did use the Eyes I gave them to see and the Ears I gave them to hear. They had what Adam did not. They had a written Word to guide them away from the learned sins of man’s flesh. While the barbarism of some men were passing, man evolved closer to being civilized and giving way to his future. A newness of mind and living began to develop. Many had early, unwritten understanding of my word, which began to inaugurate them to a higher level of existence. They will be wiped clean, like newborn babes, for I gave to them the cleansing of the Sacrificial Blood of my Son Jesus and they loved and accepted my gift, and they will be blessed to the end of time and beyond.

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity Come, join the Army of the Faithful. Remember what I already told you. The war in Heaven was won by my Army of Angels who took the Gift of Free Will and chose me above desires for power. Whereas, those who fell for Lucifer’s lies and promise of godly Powers used their free will to follow Satan. You have heard it said, “If you try it you’ll like it “, many times for many reasons in life, good and evil.

I say to you, join in the Grand Unity, “try it you’ll Love it”. You will know True Happiness here on earth and Eternal Happiness in Heaven. You will find yourself putting the man-made glitter of your existence on a lower level, then extinguished from your life. The good in life will still be there, the fruits of your labors will still be enjoyed, it just will be second to loving me, your God, my Son Jesus, his Holy Spirit and your neighbor, your brothers and sisters.

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Visit they who are imprisoned, give them hope, let them know forgiveness is in the heart of the faithful and pray that they will find repentance. Tell them, when they go back into society, they should search out things for God, such as organizations that are rebuilding what is needed for the homeless. Fear not hard labor. A roof will always be above their head, a place to rest themselves and have food to eat. If they have wants of the old life, desire old ways, the glitter of drugs, sex and money, tell them their cell will always be waiting for their return. I promise you, for the here and now, and life to come, receive your reborn nature with all your heart.

They of the reborn heart, reborn nature will see and enjoy the Glitter God hast put on this planet, our planet, Planet Earth.

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You have a ferociously loyal Angel Spirit living within you, within your body, mind, and soul. Wanting to protect your soul from damnation. Recognize that Angel awaits your call. Call him not with your mouth but with your service, your actions, your Love for the Father, the Son, and for your brothers and sisters.

Be a sin fighter, a warrior, a soldier in God’s Army. Sin is the enemy. Sin’s desire and addiction is the war.

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity Today’s Faithful will not lay down to Satan as man did in Sodom and Gomorrah. Stand Firm in the battlefield. Wear your breastplate openly. Let the weak of heart and they without Faith lie down under the bushel and live in darkness as they did in Sodom and Gomorrah by their own choice. Let all of what Satan puts before you be translucent, see right through his advertising with themes of sex and lust for things that will rust away. He will give you wants and desires of unnatural body looks and goals. When you fight in the battlefield of life, war drums shall tremble the earth. The trumpets will sound in triumph. Satan will have his victory over the faithless, over the lustful and greedy, over the lovers of sin and flesh, over the weak of heart. They will all be together in Satan’s chamber of horrors, pain and anguish here on Earth and beyond. But you, shall be in Earthly Paradise, getting ready for our Divine God’s Paradise, which shall come to us for all Eternity. Remember, hindsight, things could change. Who among you will say I am gleeful with my sin choices; I love my addictions. They do not bring me down. They raise me up and bring joy, peace and happiness to myself, to my family and all that of which I

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Letters to the 7.9 Earthly Trinity Hindsight, in the year 2020, is 2020. Why not use it! The Father gave me one last challenging thought, he said: Is it not ironic that many of those who are rebelling against slavery, are themselves slaves? Slaves to sin. Has their vision been so blurred by peer pressure and their love of worldliness and self; they cannot understand this principle? One more thing, he said: Stop killing your Brethren! Stop the killing of my children. Also stop the killing before they even leave the womb, and especially without life threatening circumstances hanging in the balance Do this, and your life will be in my love and protection always. Continue to kill and your punishment will be ten fold, before and after your final breath. However, I would rather you stop out of Love and Knowledge, rather then Fear. But, Stop. I love you all, peace will be with you. Use your power. Amen and Amen and Amen.

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