In Memoriam

CLAUDIA AYRES 1942 - 2010 CLAUDIA AYRES 1942 - 2010 CLAUDIA AYRES passed away on January 15, 2010. This memorial tribute is the briefly told story of her life, a life well lived. Here you will learn –

• What Claudia learned about bricks when she was a little girl • The long, inventive name some kids in school sometimes called her, to her dismay • An account of who cast the one last deciding vote • The story of her father’s sudden, life-changing experience • Why Claudia insisted on walking the last few blocks when her father drove her to school, and why her little brother was always disappointed • Who in her family set a national record, and who didn’t • The unique reason Claudia was popular with the boys in high school, even though she never had a date and never had a boyfriend • The unusual job Claudia did as she was studying for college • Why the woman she bought her first horse from was so surprised when Claudia paid the money • “No pigs disrupted Claudia’s wedding” – Why this sentence is in the story, and the unexpected guests that did come • What Providence, Shostakovich’s Fifth Symphony, and hippies from New York City had to do with Claudia’s move to Mendocino County • What was so surprising about the first foal born on the ranch • How Claudia shocked and amazed her doctors • Why she used her pistol, and what she learned about raising rabbits • What was so surprising about a certain cauliflower • How lions and tigers and bears came to the ranch • Why Claudia ran the backhoe • Why a certain book called After the Tears was never read, and how one of Claudia’s children became a controversial pioneer • How two 10-year-old beginners felt after their first camp riding lesson • Why we were careful not to mention the sum of $250 to certain people • What Claudia’s favorite thing to do at birthday parties was, and her favorite thing to do at Christmas • And finally, how Claudia navigated her final transition, and howJoe knew that it had gone very, very well

Special thanks to former camper Scott Bellows for creating and maintaining www.royalredwoodranch.blogspot.com. A print version of this memorial tribute to Claudia may be available from Joe at P.O. Box 112 Comptche CA 95427, or at (707) 937-5523. CLAUDIA EILEEN STRAIN was born in Oakland in April, 1942, while her father, Frederick Alexander Strain, was serving in the Army Corps of Engineers during World War II, on Guam. Claudia’s mother, Velma Olive Prindle, was one of ten children born and raised on a farm in the Sacramento Valley. Claudia’s earliest memories were of her Grandma and Grandpa Prindle’s farm in Paradise, near Chico, where she, her brother and her mother were living while her father was in the Army. Claudia on her Infant Claudia with her mother; sneaking around first horse, a Fred Strain returned home on leave at least twice during the war, on Grandma and Grandpa Prindle’s farm in Para- rocking horse. and by the time the war ended he and Velma had three children dise; by the back door of the farmhouse – Claudia, her brother Frederick Ernest, called “Butch”, and her sister Virginia, called “Ginny”. Claudia was very protective of her little brother Freddie, then called When Fred returned from the Pacific and left the Army, he worked “Butch”. When another kid was as a surveyor, not on land but on a barge in San Francisco Bay. As bullying him, she sent the kid to the hospital by hitting him with a brick! the barge slowly trolled along the bayshore, Fred and his coworkers (The boy recovered, and Claudia surveyed the shoreline from the barge, and at the same time they learned not to hit people with bricks.) caught fish from the back of the barge. At that time the Strain family lived in Richmond, in an apartment in “the projects”, a public housing complex consisting of three long two-story buildings, each composed of a dozen or so four-plexes. Inside the entrance to each four-plex was the front door of the two downstairs units, left and right, and between them was a long flight of stairs leading to the two upstairs units above. The family’s first Claudia the tapdancer (right), and dressed up for a home together was downstairs on the left, but every Thursday night pageant with siblings Freddie and Virginia, or Butch the three kids climbed the long stairway to the apartment directly and Ginny, as they were called. The public housing above. There they ate popcorn and watched The Lone Ranger on buildings are in the background. their neighbors’ television set, the first they’d ever seen, and the only TV set in the projects.

The family soon moved to Alameda, where they lived upstairs in a two-story house, while Fred’s parents lived on the ground floor. Claudia went to school just half a block away, but always had to struggle with schoolwork because she had dyslexia, at a time when few people knew of its existence, and students who had trouble learning were regarded as “dumb”. School was also hard for Claudia

4 5 because some of the white children there made fun of her patched CLAUDIA’S FATHER HAD A LIFE-CHANGING EXPERIENCE when the family and threadbare clothes. But the black kids in the school were kind was living in Alameda. One day they were all driving home from to Claudia, because they knew what it was like to be poor. Some of a VFW celebration, when a bad accident occurred on the highway the white kids even mocked her name. Since it was Claudia Eileen just ahead. Fred stopped the car and got out to help as best he could. Strain, her initials were C.E.S., and her friends sometimes called her The police and an ambulance soon arrived, with red lights flashing “Ces.” But some kids at school thought it was very funny to call her and sirens screaming. Fred watched in fascination as the ambulance “Clodhopper Cesspool Strain-on-the-Brain”! attendants administered first aid to the injured victim, loaded him Claudia had a happy experience in school in sixth grade, though, in the ambulance and sped away, again with red lights flashing and when a friend nominated her to be class secretary, and she won the siren screaming. election by one vote. After school many black kids in her class In that moment Fred knew he’d found his calling. He quit his job, came up to her and said, “It was my vote, Claudia! It was my vote borrowed money to buy an old run-down ambulance, and went into that got you elected!” business with Velma and Velma’s brother, Larry Prindle. While Fred and Larry took the new Alameda Ambulance Company’s old ambulance on calls, Velma answered the phone, dispatched the ambulance and did the bookkeeping. “Things really got tough” (says son Freddie now) when Fred no longer had the regular paycheck from his old job. As he struggled to keep his old ambulance running, acquire more used ambulances, and expand his business, Velma struggled to feed and clothe her three children. When Claudia was thirteen or so, her parents moved the family and the business to Oakland, to 1512 MacArthur Boulevard, a small blue-tiled storefront with a four-bedroom apartment above it. A tall, drab, beige-colored apartment building stood on one side of the building, and a Craftsman-style house owned by a widow on Claudia (above left, at left) with two friends on some very special occasion; and as a Girl Scout in Alameda the other. The storefront served as the office for the re-named Bay Cities Ambulance Company, and a narrow concrete driveway led uphill to the right of the building, to a garage and a small paved-over back yard where ambulances were parked and cleaned. There at 1512 MacArthur the family and the company lived together, around the clock, seven days a week. Fred and Velma were determined, hard-working people, and both had a keen sense for business. They established credit with a local bank, bought more and gradually newer and better ambulances, Claudia, Freddie and Ginny and acquired two other local companies, Western Ambulance and Electric Ambulance. Over time the company grew to thirty or so employees working at five stations – Alameda, Berkeley, San Leandro, San Rafael, and the home station in Oakland. Each

6 7 station always had at least one ambulance and crew ready to go won a race, and often came in last, or near the end. But her little at a moment’s notice. Code 1 calls were for routine transport, as sister Ginny had such natural talent that she won many races, and from one hospital to another; Code 2 calls were for cases that were even set the national record for the fifty-yard freestyle, a record that urgent but not life-threatening, to be carried out promptly but not stood for three years, until broken by an Olympic gold medalist. The as an emergency; and Code 3 calls were for emergencies, with red coach of a nearby swim team, who was also the father of Olympic lights flashing, siren screaming and the extra loud horn blaring at gold medal swimmer Sylvia Ruska, tried to recruit Ginny for his intersections as the ambulance raced through the city. team and train her for the Olympics. But Ginny quit swimming and In Oakland, Claudia and her siblings lived two miles from their took up ballet. school, and they often walked both ways. Sometimes, though, Claudia kept swimming, though, and she and her brother also taught especially in bad weather, their father drove them to school – in little kids to swim in the City of Oakland’s Swim to Live program. his ambulance! But Claudia thought that arriving at school in an Many of their students were kids with cerebral palsy and other ambulance was much too embarrassing, so she insisted on getting disabilities, and the experience of teaching these children would out and walking the last couple of blocks by herself. Her little prove valuable to Claudia much later in life. brother Freddie, however, wanted to arrive at school Code 3, with red lights and siren, and he was always disappointed that his father would never do it. Claudia at thirteen or so; and a few years later at the Dimond Pool near her home in Oakland

In high school Claudia struggled with her dyslexia and her Fred Strain circa 1946, with his first ambulance, a 1936 Buick schoolwork, and with diligence and determination managed to get B’s and C’s on her report cards. She had no boyfriends, but for an Four early ambulances (from top right) – a 1941 unusual reason was nevertheless popular – or perhaps notorious Packard, a 1940 LaSalle, – with the boys in her school. Claudia had strong arms from a 1948 Packard, a 1948 Pontiac swimming, and was so good at arm-wrestling that she could beat any boy at school. Eager to see if they could defeat her, boys in her school often challenged her to a match, and some even came to her home to challenge her. But no one could ever beat her.

At right, the 1956 Pontiac ambulance Clau- dia’s father sometimes drove her and her brother to school in – but to her brother’s disappointment they never went “Code 3”

WHEN CLAUDIA was in high school, she and her brother and sister joined the Oakland Otters, a community swim team that trained at the Dimond Pool near their home. She practiced long and hard, and competed in many swim meets, even one in Canada, but she never Claudia and her family; Claudia the arm-wrestler 8 9 AT SOME TIME after Claudia and her family moved to Oakland, her father joined the long-established fraternal organization the Masons, and through diligent effort and regular attendance at Masonic functions he eventually advanced to become Grand Master Claudia (second row middle) in the Masonic hall of the local Masonic Lodge. Also, Velma was active in Eastern Star, in Oakland, in a Rainbow and Claudia in Rainbow Girls, these being the parallel Masonic Girls ceremony with fancy parasols. The Masonic “G” organizations for women and girls. Freddie, though, did not join the at top stands for God and Masons’ DeMolay Boys; he instead became a Boy Scout. Geometry. By attending many functions, memorizing and reciting long passages of Masonic teachings, and participating in many ceremonies, Claudia eventually rose to the position of Worthy Advisor. Nearly a hundred people signed the guest book at the ceremony installing Claudia in that position. With Claudia and all the other Rainbow Girls dressed in full-length formal gowns, the elaborate ceremony was quite spectacular. While Claudia carried out her role as the new Worthy Advisor, other girls in the ceremony served as her officers, with the titles of Charity, Hope, Faith, Sister of Love, Sister of Claudia front and center, Religion, Sister of Nature, Sister of Immortality, Sister of Fidelity, when she was installed as Worthy Advisor Sister of Patriotism, Sister of Service, Confidential Observer, Outer Observer and Worthy Associate Advisor. But during the long, elaborate ceremony, as girl after girl recited her assigned lines on the subjects of Charity, Hope, Faith, Love, and so on, Claudia’s younger brother Freddie was unimpressed. As he sat in the audience with his parents he found the whole thing completely boring.

She was thrilled, her parents were proud, her brother was bored. Claudia as Worthy Advisor

10 11 AS CLAUDIA STRUGGLED pri- Claudia lived at home during her college years, and commuted to vately with her dyslexia while school in a used red-and-black 1955 Pontiac convertible her father growing up, she learned how got her for the purpose. While studying at home at night, she also to get at least passing grades in dispatched ambulances for her parents. But along with her work school by devoting extra time and studies she also had a social life. At Cal State she joined Kappa and effort to her schoolwork. Phi Delta, one of twenty girls in the sorority, many of whom lived And when she graduated from at home like she did. During that time Claudia also had her first Oakland High School in 1961, boyfriend, a guy named Bill. But before long she broke up with him, she felt she had really earned because he drank too much. her diploma! After high school Claudia Claudia (top, was among the first on either second from side of her family to get a right) and her college education. She began sorority sisters at Oakland City College, where she not only studied hard but also became a song girl, similar to a cheerleader, at CLAUDIA ALWAYS LOVED HORSES. She loved visiting her Grandma school sports events. After two Claudia at graduation from and Grandpa Prindle on their farm in Paradise, as well as her aunts, years at OCC she transferred to Oakland High School in 1961 uncles and cousins on their farms in the Sacramento Valley. But nearby Cal State at Hayward. she especially loved visiting her cousin Fredine on the farm in But after two years there she Princeton, because starting at the youngest age the two of them rode wasn’t finished. It took her horses together there whenever Claudia came to visit. Then when five years to complete the Claudia was at home in the city she loved playing with her many toy usual four years of work for and model horses. But her mother was sure Claudia was just going a bachelor’s degree, because through a phase, and would before long lose interest in horses. she went through four different But Claudia thought otherwise. When she was in high school she majors – including nursing, began taking riding lessons from Buckie Johnstone, a horsewoman accounting, and recreation – The note, similar to in the Oakland hills who made her living as a nurse in an Oakland before settling on an art major a letter for sports, that she earned as hospital and owned several nice Arabian horses. She took such and physical education minor. a song girl at Oak- land City College excellent care of her horses that many of them lived well into their Then, intending to become a thirties, and she gave lessons on them to many local kids, including schoolteacher, she continued Claudia. As Claudia improved her riding and horsemanship skills in college yet one more year under Buckie’s instruction, she occasionally rode one of Buckie’s to get her secondary teaching horses in local horse shows, sometimes in the Arab costume class, credential. in which riders wore flowing robes like bedouins in the Arabian desert. 12 13 During that time Claudia worked babysitting neighbors’ children, At right, Legs – Judy Orr and Claudia in and put the money she earned into a large piggy bank, saving up to front, Joe’s sister buy the horse she dreamed of owning some day. The time finally Kathy behind Claudia, long-time friend Mar- came when she had enough money to buy a horse, and she bought tha Danielson at left it from Buckie Johnstone. The horse was a stocky Morgan-Quarter Horse-cross, a nice bay mare named Flip who was a good match for A Shady Lawn Farm staff Claudia. She paid $250 for Flip, then the going price for that kind of photo, with Joe’s aunt and horse, but Buckie was very surprised when Claudia paid the entire uncle, Lois and Ernie Orr, in front with Claudia amount in quarters, nickels and dimes! When she was swimming at the Dimond Pool During those years Shady Lawn Farm hosted clinics for instructing near her home in Oakland, Claudia earned her and certifying camp riding instructors. The clinics, organized by Joe’s WSI, her Red Cross Water Safety Instructor aunt, Lois Orr, were co-sponsored by two different organizations, certificate. Then, the summer before her senior were held twice each spring, and had as many as sixty people from year in high school, the certificate helped all over Northern California participating. After taking the clinic a her get a job as a swimming instructor and few times, earning certification, and gaining experience teaching camp counselor at Forest Farms, a children’s riding each summer, Claudia joined her boyfriend Joe and his cousin summer camp in Marin County. But Claudia Claudia and Flip... Judy as a principal instructor of the clinics. During that time she really wanted to work as a camp riding counselor, so the next traded her mare Flip to Joe’s grandfather for a handsome gelding he summer she got a job at one of the two leading riding camps in had bred and raised, a chestnut half-Arab named Foxfire. Northern California, Shady Lawn Farm, near Oakdale in the San Joaquin Valley. There she was one of six instructors giving daily riding instruction to a hundred campers. She returned year after year to the camp, and counseled and taught riding there for seven years.

...with a class of campers, and camp horses named Claudia and Foxfire; and her future husband Joe as a teen (right to left) Herb, Major, Maverick and Long Tom

In her first summer at Shady Lawn Farm, Claudia met Joe Ayres, grandson of the camp’s founders and nephew of its directors, who with his cousin Judy Orr was also a riding instructor. Though all the Claudia, as director of the CILTs, Campers In Leadership Training, some of whom would become junior counelors the next summer; counselors in the riding department always worked well together, on Foxfire with a riding class; and with two cute campers that first summer Claudia and Joe nevertheless felt a secret dislike When Claudia worked at Shady Lawn Farm she taught, counseled, for each other. By the next summer, though, that unspoken dislike inspired and served as a wonderful role model for many campers had dissolved, and the two became good friends. And at the end of there. One camper later even named her own baby daughter after the summer they became a couple. Claudia, her riding instructor at camp!

14 15 AFTER CLAUDIA AND JOE GOT TOGETHER, the two of them drove to Shady Lawn Farm every other week-end, often with Joe’s family, which then lived in the Bay Area. At the Farm, Joe and Claudia took local kids out on trail rides and gave riding lessons, while on alternate week-ends Joe’s cousin Judy taught lessons. From their week-end earnings the three of them each made enough, along with their summer wages as camp counselors (and in Claudia’s case, her pay from dispatching ambulances at home), to pay their way through college. And Claudia, with little money to her name but no debt, received her college degree in 1965, and her teaching credential a year later.

Claudia and Joe were married on June 11, 1966, at Shady Lawn Farm, the same place Joe’s parents, David and Ruth Ayres, had been married twenty-two years before. That wedding had happened Counter clockwise from top right – the in January, so the ceremony and reception were held indoors, but bride and groom; Claudia and Joe’s wedding was held outside on the shady lawn, on a the new Mrs. Claudia Ayres; the bride with beautiful spring day. The ceremony took place under a bower made her family; with her from a jungle gym decorated with pink and white crepe paper and proud father; with her brand new husband, garlands of roses. her sister, and best man John Calder- wood; with Joe and In the 1930’s yet another wedding had taken place outside on the his grandmother; shady lawn, when a couple who had met at the Farm while working looking the other way while Joe gets two there as hired help were married there. That ceremony was briefly kisses; cutting the disrupted by three muddy half-grown pigs who broke out of their cake pen and came trotting straight toward the bride, immensely curious about her long bright white wedding gown. But at the last minute they were shooed away and put back in their pen.

No pigs disturbed Claudia’s wedding. A big red rooster, however, caused chuckles during the ceremony as it walked through right between the seated audience and the wedding party in front. Then the farm’s dog, a tawny Rhodesian ridgeback hound named Sam, joined the bride, groom, bridesmaid and best man under the bower, and sat at the feet of his good friend Joe, facing the minister. And sensing the solemnity of the occasion, Sam looked on earnestly as Claudia and Joe exchanged their sacred vows.

16 17 CLAUDIA AND JOE HAD NO HONEYMOON after their wedding, because the very next day they traveled to UC Davis, where for the next few days they attended a riding clinic and rating center. They shared a dorm room there, and noticed that some of the clinic participants, most of them college students, acted a bit oddly toward them.

They were apparently imagining what went on at night behind the WHILE CLAUDIA AND JOE were finishing their last summer at Shady newlyweds’ closed dorm room door. Lawn Farm in 1967, Joe’s parents David and Ruthie came to the Camp at Shady Lawn Farm began soon ranch and cleaned out and fixed up the only reasonably habitable after that, and during the summer Claudia dwelling on the ranch, an old cottage dating well back into the nine- and Joe lived in Brick House, a small one- teenth century. Then Claudia and Joe arrived in late August, coming room brick cottage built thirty years or so directly to the ranch from the Farm in a borrowed pickup with all earlier by Joe’s grandfather. After camp their earthly possessions in the back, and pulling an old horse trailer they moved into an apartment in Berkeley carrying their two horses, Foxfire and Cinnamon. It was two o’clock just a half block from the UC campus, in the morning when they drove up the Flynn Creek Road toward where Joe had just received his degree Comptche, with a bright moon high overhead lighting the way, and with majors in music and German, and was Shostakovich’s Fifth Symphony playing on the truck’s radio. Brick House in the 1940’s attending one more year to get his teaching or so, Joe’s grandfather credential. Claudia worked as a P.E. teacher Uncle Joe Roberts in the at a junior high school in Richmond. foreground Claudia and Joe’s plan was to teach school during the school year, work at Shady Lawn in the summer, raise a family, save up money, and maybe someday start a camp of their own – one with a more Top, some of the ranch, as seen from the southwest. Above left, the old cottage and the back yard gate from the north; above right, the cottage ambitious horse program than at the Farm, and for older kids. from the south (at left), with the woodshed, tankhouse and water tank Very unexpectedly, however, Providence intervened. Less than a They moved into the old cottage the next day. It had a kitchen with year after the wedding, in an unlikely series of events involving a a wood-burning cookstove, a propane stove and refrigerator, and distressed seller, a resourceful real estate agent, and the opportunity a walk-in pantry, a bedroom with a closet, a dark, narrow living of a lifetime, Claudia’s parents bought an old 640-acre sheep ranch room with a fireplace, a small bathroom, and a back porch. The in Mendocino County, for Claudia and Joe to start their horse camp old house was uninsulated, and had a gravity water system filled on. Though Fred and Velma had no assets beyond their home and from a shallow well that produced little water in the dry season, business, they had a talent for business, and excellent credit with and a sluggish drain system that emptied into an open septic pit their local bank. Using their own credit they took out a loan for (soon covered over). More than half a mile of rough dirt road, often $80,000 to buy the property, and a year later sold forty of its acres impassable even with four-wheel drive in the wet season, connected for $13,000 to a group of hippies from New York City. The new plan the cottage to the barn and the mile-long dirt driveway out to the was for Claudia and Joe to run their only recently distantly imagined county road. And there was no electricity, since the ranch was far camp on the ranch, and the Strains figured that if the kids couldn’t from the grid, and PG&E said it would cost a million dollars to bring make it with the camp, the parents could sell the property for a profit. in electricity. But despite all its shortcomings, the old house had one And rising land values in the coming years proved them right. big advantage. Its corrugated iron roof never leaked. 18 19 grade horses – those with breeding that could only be guessed at, like mutts in the dog world. By summer they had a rather motley assortment of sixteen horses. (One mare turned out to be in foal, and later produced a real surprise, a foal with very long ears – a mule!)

Claudia and Joe on the ranch with two young dogs, Alfie and Trudy, though they soon learned to have only one dog, since two together would always chase deer. The ranch came with fifty wary, wild and woolly sheep, to some of which Claudia is feeding hay, above right. The sheep provided crops of wool and lambs for mar- ket for a couple of years, but were later killed or chased off by a neighbor’s dog. THE ONLY THREE PLACES IN THE STATE with teaching positions for both Claudia and Joe had been in Southern California, Covelo, and luckily, Fort Bragg. Both had been interviewed and hired in Fort Bragg the previous spring, and when the school year began they started commuting to work in Fort Bragg. Claudia taught arts and crafts at the high school, and Joe taught music at both the high school and the junior high school. Once Joe was out of college, however, he was classified 1-A to be drafted and sent to Vietnam. Claudia had been trying to get pregnant ever since the wedding, so that Joe would get a father’s deferment and not be sent to war. And after much effort and anxiety she finally became pregnant early in 1968, and Joe was saved from the draft. Clockwise from top left, Claudia on her way to catch Pancho, the stout bay Soon after arriving at the ranch, Claudia and Joe began using money horse in the foreground; Claudia and Joe on two recent purchases; Ramrod, a much more successful purchase from the horse dealer in Oakdale, happy from their two paychecks to buy horses for the first summer of their and relaxed with a camper; and Berenda, bought at auction for $230. new riding camp – but they got off to a bad start. The first horse they THE NEW CAMP was named Royal Redwood Ranch, adapted from got was a nice palomino gelding they bought from a horse dealer in “Royale Redwoods Ranch”, a name for the property shown on an Oakdale they had long done business with for the Farm. They kept old map. Starting up the camp was a big project, and Joe’s entire the horse at the Farm for a few days while they went back to get family helped. They first helped by spreading word of the new horse the truck they’d recently bought in Fort Bragg, an old 1942 Dodge camp among friends in the Bay Area, and through word of mouth flatbed that Joe had converted to a horse van. But before they left to from them and other family members and friends, Claudia and Joe get their new horse at the Farm, they learned that he had suddenly signed up enough campers to launch their first season of camp, in died, of unknown causes. the summer of 1968. It was a trial run with two two-week camp They had better luck with the next two horses they acquired, a sessions, one with twelve campers, the other with six, and both gelding and mare named Pancho and Comet, two Appaloosas that sessions were very enthusiastically received. had been bred and raised on the Coast. They also travelled to horse For the first two summers Joe’s family also helped run the new sales near Sacramento and bought a few Quarter Horse mares, and camp. His parents acquired an old wood-burning cook range, set attended a June horse sale in Ukiah, where they purchased several up an outdoor kitchen under the redwoods, and handled all the 20 21 shopping, cooking, and meal preparation, except for some meals campers cooked for themselves over campfires, with varying degrees of success. Joe’s brother Sam helped with a variety of things, and his two sisters, Kathy and Annabel, helped organize and run the fledgeling riding program.

Above, little Joey on a hike with his mother and a family friend; with his grand- mother, Ruth Ayres; and with a feathered friend, with Claudia’s cold frame for starting plants behind him. Below, little Darrielle; and with a four-legged friend. Claudia and Joe later traded orthodonture work for her for a horse.

Above, campers wash- ing dishes in the outdoor kitchen; and the new kitchen’s main work counter. At left, the wood cookstove Ruthie cooked meals on during camp; at right, Claudia, Joe and the Ayres family with campers during the first summer of camp. The truck is a 1940’s model Willys Jeep that came with the ranch. It once gave Joe a very stiff neck from backing it up nearly a mile from way out in the field to the barn, stuck in reverse because the gear shift lever had broken off in his hand! The old Jeep didn’t last long. THAT FALL OF 1968, Joe continued teaching, but Claudia stayed Darrielle and Joey in home as a full-time mother and ranch wife. And in the coming years a favorite portrait she bore three sons, Joey, Jeremy and Cimarron. Jeremy died as an infant, but soon after his death, Claudia and Joe adopted their niece, In an attempt to develop a source of regular income, Claudia and Joe filled a Darrielle, since her mother, Claudia’s sister, was unable to care for small barn near their house with rabbit cages and a hundred breeding does and several breeding bucks. Joey and Darrielle liked the rabbits. At right Joey her. And since Darrielle was not much younger than Joey, people is inspecting rabbits on their way to market in the old Ford station wagon. often asked if they were twins. But before explaining that Darrielle was adopted, Claudia had fun saying, “No, they were born three months apart – and the doctors were amazed!”

Claudia and Joe; the expectant mother and grand- Once, when Claudia was pregnant and home alone, she found a rabid skunk harrass- father; Claudia ing the rabbits, and had to shoot it many times with a pistol. She and Joe later found and baby Joey that with careful management, good recordkeeping and diligent daily work with the rabbits, they could break even financially. Then they sold all the rabbits and cages.

22 23 When Joey and Darrielle were five, Joe’s parents, Ruth and David Ayres, or “Grand- ma and Grandpa”, left the Bay Area and built a house on land near Comptche. Having them nearby was a great blessing to the family. Above left, Ruth and Cim at “Sweet Home Ranch”; above right, during a break from building a chickenhouse, Da- vid hits the nail on the head, with Joe and Claudia and family friends Beth and Larry Claudia loved to garden with her mother when she was a little girl. When she and Joe came to the ranch they deer-fenced a garden, and for the next three decades Claudia loved working in her garden. At left, the kids and a Joey (right); and with friend with a giant cauliflower from the garden camper friends (above) Cim (top); and with a favorite camper (above)

The three kids loved playing with their cous- ins, Tammie and Freddy, Claudia’s brother Fred’s son and daughter, right; lower right, Joey and the five cousins having Christmas fun. Cim at home with When Joey and Darrielle were their Dad; little, Claudia’s parents, or the family; “Nannie and Poppy”, visited Darrielle; at the ranch frequently. They Claudia even parked a travel trailer by drives the the cottage to stay in, which pony cart worked fine until a raging winter storm uprooted a huge oak tree that fell right across the trailer, mashing it flat. (No one was inside.) Below – Nan- nie and Poppy having fun with their grandchildren

24 25 AFTER TWO YEARS of teaching in Fort Bragg, Joe left his job to work full time on the ranch – an overoptimistic move, as it turned out. From then on subsisting only on seasonal camp receipts, occasional horse sales, and other miscellaneous income, he and Claudia quickly learned how to pinch pennies and squeeze every last dollar, and how to “use it up, wear it out, make it do or do without.” They ate out of the garden much of the year, kept Rhode Island Red chickens for eggs, and raised their own beef. Every fall they picked pears and apples from the old pear and apple trees on the ranch, canned hundreds of quarts of pears and applesauce, and sometimes made apple butter too. Joe milked a succession of two goats, named Clancy (easy to catch out in the field but hard to milk) and Mary Ellen (hard to catch but easy to milk), and two Jersey cows named Daisy and Sunshine, and with cream skimmed off the cows’ milk the kids made butter with a hand-cranked butter churn. Claudia also baked homemade bread in the oven of the wood-burning cookstove, and made and The camp riding program included morning lessons that al- mended clothes on the treadle sewing machine her grandmother had ternated English and Western from one day to the next, with Claudia and Joe each teaching a group of seven riders, and given her. And Joe made and repaired things needed in the home and trading classes every two days. Afternoon riding included on the ranch using only materials already at hand. trail rides, bareback rides, field exercises, and mounted games such as freeze tag. Every session also went on an Claudia and Joe continued running the riding camp every summer, overnight horseback campout. again with help from Joe’s parents and siblings for the second season of camp, though after that Claudia and Joe were on their own. The camp was enthusiastically received by campers and parents year after year, and was a great success in all respects but one. While the return rate of fifty per cent every summer was excellent for a camp, it took Joe and Claudia a full ten years to learn how to reach enough new customers to completely fill the fourteen (later sixteen) spaces in each of the five two-week camp sessions every summer. Once that lesson was learned, the only-seasonal business provided a very An evening horse activity was vaulting – gymnastics on a moving horse. Above, the limited but still adequate year-round income for the family. mount; the kneel on Rocky Bar; the flag. Below, Joey, Darrielle and a friend in a triple on Pennyroyal with Claudia; the kneel; Claudia and camper with a mare named Moon.

Claudia teaching a riding lesson (left, center of arena); coaching a rider over a jump; and having a serious discussion with campers. The girl at left liked wearing Joe’s hat.

26 27 IN AN ATTEMPT to bring in more income, Claudia and Joe early on began buying and selling, and breeding, raising and training horses. This involved trips to the Sacramento area and other places to horse auctions, most of them Quarter Horse and Appaloosa consignment sales. They soon learned they couldn’t make money just buying and selling horses, but the auctions proved a good source of inexpensive

The outdoor camp kitchen was soon expanded, and a small indoor kitchen was young untrained horses they could buy, train, and use in camp, or added with a large three-compartment sink, a gas stove, and five gas refrigerators. sell. The sales were also a convenient market for horses that didn’t Above, Claudia supervises the kitchen at lunch; and three campers rest on their outdoor sleeping platform – a tarp was pulled over the A-frame if it rained. During work out as camp horses and weren’t easy to sell locally. In the camp Joe, Claudia and their three kids also slept outside nearby, since the cottage long run all these horse dealings didn’t make Claudia and Joe much they lived in the rest of the year was over half a mile from camp. money at all compared to the annual income from camp tuitions, but Other camp activi- they were a rich source of education and experience for them. ties included games like capture the flag, campfire sing-alongs, playing in the barn (left), having fun (at right, after hanging hand-washed laundry on the fence to dry), Over the years there were several different breeds of horses on the ranch, including swimming at the (from left) the American Saddlebred mare Rosie, the buckskin grade mare Bingo, and river (a game of keep- the half-Arab Paint Papoose, the latter two bred by Joe’s grand- away with a rag), father. Claudia and Joe had an Arabian stallion for a while and and taking various bred several half-Arab Appaloosas, such as Killalla (second from kinds of excursions right), and had a number of Quarter Horses, such as Juliann (top (at left, dousing for right), a wonderful camp horse and broodmare. They also had underground water at a few Thoroughbreds, such as ex-racehorse Lighty Breeze (right). Sweet Home Ranch). By 1970 there were about thirty horses on the ranch, including a few mares in foal and an Appaloosa stallion. Then late that year Claudia and Joe made a remarkable purchase. They took out a bank loan and bought forty horses in central Washington state, from a long-time Appaloosa breeder who was hurriedly dispersing all his horses at a very low price. All forty horses were hauled to the ranch on a huge eighteen-wheeler livestock transport that was so big it couldn’t drive in the ranch’s long winding driveway from the county road, so the horses were unloaded down a makeshift loading chute, and herded in the mile-long driveway to the ranch. Joey and Darrielle were very young then, and they watched the arrival of the big truck and the unloading of the forty horses with fascination. But when recalling Happy campers (above left) with Claudia at right – no- tice the inevitable rabbit ears in back. Most campers that day in later years, their active imaginations had mingled with came from Northern California, but a few came from their memories of the big event. What they later remembered was Southern California and other states, such as (above right, from left) Marga from Hawaii, Karen from Con- that the big truck had come from the circus, and along with all the necticutt, and Gigi and Jennifer from Michigan. horses coming out of the truck came lions and tigers and bears! 28 29 The horses from Washington includ- spring the four-year-olds received their initial training, on the longe ed 39 Appaloosas (several shown line and under saddle. Claudia and Joe worked eight horses every here) and one Quarter Horse (below, left and right), a stud who had been morning, four each, and by June they were riding all eight at the used as a range stallion, and did not walk, trot, and canter, both in the arena and out in the open field. By take kindly to hand breeding. summer most of the four-year-olds were ready for apprenticeship as camp horses, to be ridden by the most able and experienced campers, doing light work in regular camp riding activities. Every spring Claudia and Joe also worked with the eight or so five-year- olds, advanced their training further, and started them jumping. Then that summer most of them became regular camp horses, still Dealing with the forty new horses was a huge undertaking, ridden by the more experienced campers, and often working every especially since many were weanlings, yearlings and two-year-olds morning and every afternoon. that had never been halter broke or dewormed, or had their feet trimmed. Claudia and Joe spent many months sorting through the forty horses, halter breaking the young ones, and deworming and trimming them all. Several of the mares were pregnant, and so were a few mares already on the ranch, and when they all foaled that spring, they produced a total of eleven foals. Those foals, the forty horses from Washington, and the thirty-two on the ranch before, for a while made a grand total of eighty-three horses! A few of the foals bred and raised on the ranch, including a half- The Washington Appaloosas ranged in quality from very high to Arab filly (above) with dam Comet, one of the first horses on the very low. So that spring Claudia and Joe began selling the unbroke, ranch; a very young filly (above lower-quality horses at auction for low prices, sold some of the more right) out of Cameo, herself bred and raised on the ranch; two foals marketable horses locally, and eventually reduced the herd to about adventuring far from their moth- sixty horses, and several years later to fifty or so. The purchase of ers’ sides, but being watched over by their adoptive uncle, Blue; and the horses from Washington turned out to be a failure as a business a very loud-colored leopard filly venture, and it took a timber harvest on the ranch to pay off the loan from the bank. But Claudia and Joe gained yet more valuable education and experience, and in the process raised the quality of their camp horses considerably. Two four-year-olds ready for Using a succession of a dozen or so different stallions over the years training; three yearlings at – some more successful as sires than others – and using mares that the fence; and four young also served as camp horses in the summer, through the Seventies women on four young mares. and early Eighties Claudia and Joe produced about eight foals a Not all horses Joe and Claudia bred, raised and trained made good year. So the herd then always had about eight foals or weanlings, camp horses, able to tolerate a continuing succession of student and groups of eight yearling, two-, three-, and four-year-old colts. riders. Those horses did well, though, with one rider they could All the foals were halter broke at a young age, and all the youngsters learn to adjust to, if it was the right person, so they were sold when were handled regularly for deworming and hoof trimming. Every the right buyer was found. 30 31 Most horses were loose and The horses ran free on more than 200 free on the ranch unfenced acres of open rangeland year round

THE RANCH’S SIX HUNDRED ACRES include two to three hundred acres of open rolling rangeland, varying from fairly level ridgetop to steep hillsides, and entirely surrounded by redwood and fir forest. Claudia and Joe continued to buy and sell horses at sales. At left, Joey and Cim and faithful camp- Stallions on the ranch were restricted to their own barn and large ers Beth and Kim Wilson (next to Joe, left and separate paddocks, weanlings were kept in a small field and a right) with their mother Jan. Two just-purchased Appaloosas are ready for the long ride to their new large pen in the barn and fed extra hay and grain for growth, and home, to join the many other horses on the ranch. veterinary cases were kept in large pens in the barn. But except HAVING LIVED in the old cottage and dealt with its multitude of when being ridden during camp in the summer, all other horses were challenges for more than ten years, and with their three growing left loose on the pasture, their primary source of feed, exercise and children all using one end of the narrow living room as a cramped conditioning. They sometimes moved together from place to place bedroom, Claudia and Joe began work on building a new house for and to and from the spring-fed water troughs in one large herd, and the family. The project proceeded slowly, as the house could only be sometimes split into smaller groups that went different directions on built with available time and money, on a pay-as-they-went basis. the ranch. But they all came to the barn every day for hay, so they They hired neighbors with portable sawmills – Alan Spring one year could be counted and checked on, and so any horse needing to be and Daniel Parker another – to mill lumber for the house from logs dewormed, trimmed, shod or trained that day could be brought into cut on the ranch. Joe excavated and graded the hillside site with the barn. Horses were otherwise completely free to roam wherever backhoe and bulldozer, dug the footings by hand and laid the rebar. they wanted, every day of the year. Then the day in the fall of 1979 when the cement truck arrived, neighbor Charles Rand helped pour the concrete piers and footings, as the big cement truck, parked on the hill above, pumped liquid concrete down to the construction site through a large hose. Then Claudia and Joe began the slow process of putting up the basic framing of the structure, using tall poles cut from the woods nearby and doubled three-by-twelve beams. With a special attachment he’d built for its bucket, Joe used his old backhoe to lift each pole upright, and place it between steel brackets embedded in each pier. Then Claudia ran the backhoe to adjust each pole to plumb, while Joe secured the pole in place with temporary ropes and braces.

32 33 When a row of poles was up, Joe bolted the pole ends to the concrete piers with strong through-bolts, notched the poles, put the heavy crossbeams in place on each side of the poles, and through-bolted the beams to the poles. Once the floor joists connected the lines of beams for the house’s two stories and its one upstairs room, and once the shear walls were in place, the house’s basic structure was hell for stout.

The roofing party sheaths the roof. Neigh- bors Charles Rand and Joe places a pole on a pier with the backhoe (above left, lower right corner); Ernie Fischbach helped Claudia runs the backhoe (above right) to plumb the pole, while Joe (on ladder (above, lower right), as behind pole) begins securing it in place. Claudia (left and right below) watches well as Joe’s brother the plumb bob to get the pole exactly vertical, while Joe (on crossbeam) makes Sam (right); the partly adjustments; the partially complete pole-and-beam framework (middle). finished but fully inhab- ited house (left) In the next several days Joe and Sam finished the roof with insulation and roll roofing, and over the next several weeks they made one of the two main rooms in the house habitable, if just barely. At Thanksgiving the family moved into the one big room, which served as kitchen, dining, living and bedrooms all in one, though Darrielle slept in the adjoining walk-in pantry. Bedspreads were hung in the open doorways until doors could be hung, and the house’s bathroom was soon finished. It had no toilet, though, because no septic system Joe’s brother Sam worked on the house in the summer of 1982, and yet existed, so a greywater system and an outhouse served instead. by September the roof was ready for sheathing. Eager to quickly do Even though there was still much work to be done on the new house, the big job of nailing all the one-inch random-width fir boards onto life became much easier for the family as soon as they moved in. the rafters, Claudia and Joe organized a community roofing party. The house was insulated and much easier to heat than the old Neighbors came from all around and got the whole job done in less cottage. There was plenty of water year-round from the deep well than a day. The only mishap was when one man accidentally cut the nearby. The house was near the main driveway, so the long stretch cord on his own power saw, but it was easily repaired. Afterwards of bad road to the cottage was no longer a problem, and getting from everyone enjoyed a potluck dinner under the redwoods. the house to the county road took much less time. There was still no

34 35 electricity, so at first the family still used kerosene lamps for light, but before long a small solar photovoltaic system was installed to provide electricity. A telephone was put in too, something the old cottage had never had. But though in time it was remedied, there was one big problem. Unlike at the old cottage, whenever it rained, the roof leaked.

When the kids were young, Claudia (left) loved giving birthday parties for them. One of her favorite games for the kids was “fishing”, where she hooked hidden prizes onto a party guest’s hook when the kid lowered the fishing pole behind the couch (center). At right, the two grandfathers talk as the kids eat cake and ice cream. The more or less completed THE MOVE INTO THE NEW HOUSE came at a good time, because the house, with solar panels be- next year Claudia became pregnant. Then in November, 1983, when low the porch, above at left she was 41, and Joey, Darrielle and Cim were 15, 14 and 11 years JOE’S PARENTS had moved from the Bay Area to Comptche in 1973, old, she bore a son. He was named Jared, and since he was soon and had built a house on fifty acres of land on the Surprise Valley diagnosed with Down’s syndrome, a well-meaning agency provided Ranch Road. Thinking of “home, sweet home”, they’d named the family with a booklet titled After the Tears. It was left unread, their place Sweet Home Ranch. Also, Claudia’s parents sold the though, because Claudia and Joe shed no tears and took it all in ambulance business, retired, and moved to Hidden Valley Lake, stride. This was because they already had three nondisabled kids, near Middletown in Lake County. There they bought a lakefront because they didn’t know what they were getting into, and because lot and built a house, some of it with lumber milled on the ranch. there were, as usual, so many other things going on in their lives. Joey, Darrielle and Cim loved visiting “Grandma and Grandpa” in Also, importantly, both were relatively free of disability prejudice, Comptche, and “Nannie and Poppy” in Lake County. Claudia and due to Claudia’s work years before teaching kids with disabilities Joe enjoyed visiting too, since it was always good to get away from to swim, and because of campers with disabilities she and Joe had the non-stop work on the ranch to spend time with family. known at Shady Lawn Farm. They knew from experience that children with disabilities were just kids who needed extra help.

Joe’s parents at Sweet Home Ranch, and Claudia’s parents The expectant family; on a special occasion (above, the new baby left and right); the family with But raising Jared still turned out to be far harder than they’d imagined, a schoolmate friend at Nannie and Poppy’s new home in for two big reasons. One was a long succession of health challenges, Lake County (left) beginning with infant jaundice and a major surgery in San Francisco. The difficulties continued for seven years, until Claudia took Jared to a holistic doctor, Gabriel Cousens, who had years earlier helped

36 37 Claudia herself overcome major health problems. Then, after But the policy of full inclusion created a storm of controversy and considerable effort, Jared’s health improved dramatically, and with resistance in the schools. Jared became the focal point of a long ongoing support from another holistic practitioner, chiropractor Lee political battle, as he was first shut out of Comptche School, then Vagt, Jared enjoyed good health from then on. attended kindergarten and part of first grade in Fort Bragg, and elementary and middle school in Mendocino, then high school in Fort Bragg again. As Jared progressed through school, the struggle over whether to include or exclude him from the mainstream played out in the legally required IEP (Individualized Education Plan) process, with both Claudia and Joe and school personnel participating. This usually civil but always problematic battle went through many stages over the years, with many twists and turns, ups and downs, storms and lulls, and countless meetings. There were also three state complaints filed against the school districts, and a quasi-legal “fair hearing”, settled at the last minute by a compromise unsatisfactory to both parties. That proceeding was very fittingly titled, “Mendocino Unified School District versus Jared Ayres”.

The second big difficulty was advocating Jared through the school system. At first it was easy. Jared began attending school at the age of three, and thanks to Russ Brooks, All this continued in one form or another until Jared graduated an outstanding special education teacher at from high school. The long ordeal was deeply damaging to Claudia the elementary school in Fort Bragg, and to and Joe and very detrimental to the family, but Jared nevertheless good collaboration between school and home, received a reasonably decent education. This was thanks to Claudia Jared’s education got off to an excellent start. But special ed students and Joe’s perseverance, and to the sincere and faithful efforts of at that time were almost as fully and fearfully segregated from certain teachers, all of Jared’s aides, and a few school administrators, regular ed students as black students had been from white students and to limited but important agency support. And it was no thanks to in the South fifty years before. By 1990, though, national and state a few fearful and prejudiced teachers, and a number of perpetually policy was to integrate special ed students in regular ed classes, scheming school administrators. But everything got easy after high with appropriate supports and services, as fully as possible. “Full school, when Jared began attending the Transition Learning Center, inclusion” was being newly instituted in local schools, and Jared with veteran teacher Laurel Ellen. Full inclusion in the classroom was chosen as the first student to be fully included in Fort Bragg. was then no longer an issue, and the long ordeal was finally over.

38 39 THE MAIN RIDGETOP on the ranch stands at only 1200 feet elevation, so snow over the years was uncommon. But on those rare occasions when it snowed enough to cover everything – anywhere from one to six inches – the ranch became a winter wonderland of white. The first time Claudia and Joe saw snow on the ranch was their first winter there. They were driving home from Fort Bragg one dark winter evening, and as they drove up the hill from Comptche they encountered fresh white snow covering everything. They were the first over the road since the snowfall, and their car’s headlights gleamed on the soft, white new-fallen snow on and by the road ahead all the way home. And when they got to the ranch, they were awe-struck by the snowy beauty of everything their headlights illuminated. And after the headlights were switched off, they were enthralled at the ghostly white beauty all around.

Snow even capped the fenceposts (top left and left); the horses were not fond of the snow but the old Ford 9N tractor didn’t mind, nor did Sadie the dog (here with Joe on north-facing hillside, with bare south-facing hillside beyond) – she thought playing in the snow was fun! The ranch was still beautiful after the snow was gone (below; the old barn was built in 1885).

Sunrise after a nighttime snowfall, while fog fills the valley behind the barn The horses didn’t appreciate the snow, though, because it covered all the grass, but they did appreciate the extra hay put out for them until the snow melted. When the sun came out and temperatures rose, snow on the south-facing hillsides melted first, and melted last on shady north-facing hillsides, and in the always winter-dark woods. And within days or even hours the snow became only a memory, though for some time afterward rushing snowmelt waters roared in creeks and ravines all over the ranch.

40 41 AFTER JARED JOINED THE FAMILY, Claudia gradually decreased her active involvement with the horses, and she soon quit training them with Joe, though she continued to teach riding during camp. She and Joe therefore cut back on the number of mares they bred, and from then on instead of eight foals arriving each spring, only two or three were born, and the herd decreased to just over forty. The quality of the horses continued to improve, though, and so did the camp. Claudia and Joe’s intention was that “Camp gets better every year”, and they made sure it did with improvements year after year. And with greater or lesser effort all camp sessions were filled Claudia, Joe and every year, with campers sometimes traveling great distances just friend Candy in the Eighties; to attend camp. For three consecutive summers, for example, two Claudia teaching sisters flew from Pennsylvania just to attend camp at the ranch, even her class in the arena (top right); though there are more riding camps in the East than in the West. in the open field; and over jumps; riders listen attentively to Claudia’s instruction (left and right).

Afternoon riding roamed freely over hundreds of acres of open rolling rangeland and many miles of trails in the Twice a day during camp, surrounding for- the horses were herded est. Campers also into a large paddock, rode to Big River where campers caught and every session, on a haltered those to be ridden day-long lunch and (top). Then they led them to swim ride. an outdoor stable area un- der the redwoods (middle), where they fed, groomed, and tacked them up. Some- times kids teamed up to get a horse groomed quickly (far left). At left, kids in the “bridle suite”.

42 43 With Claudia and Joe’s support and encourage- ment, campers became skilful and confident riders, and formed won- derful friendships with their horses and with each other.

More riders by far fell off this horse than any other horse on the ranch.

In hot weather campers loved cooling off in the pool (added in 1985); but nearby (right) there was trouble right here in River City.

A group of ten-year-old beginners. When they dismounted after their first lesson, one turned to another and said, “Gee, I feel so little now!”, and the other said, “Yeah, me too!” Over the years many siblings and several sets of twins came to camp together, but the Welch kids (above) were the only triplets. They had fun arguing about the pros and cons of being the oldest, the middle, or the youngest one.

Everyone at camp was so busy with the horses and with other camp activi- ties that there was seldom time for taking pictures. But when someone with a camera took the time, there were plenty of photo ops. These often produced Camp also included plenty of high spirits, hijinks and horseplay. the fun and famous rabbit ears (above, and opposite page, lower right).

44 45 CLAUDIA AND JOE from time to time rode their horses in horse Young Darrielle, Cim and Joey on shows. One fall Claudia went alone to a horse auction and bought their ponies Hobo, an Appaloosa mare named Sutter Sue, who was well bred but Dusty and Sugar, ready to ride in the skinny, pregnant and green broke. After the mare foaled that spring parade at the Boon- and Claudia and Joe later on began riding her, she turned out to be ville Fair; and riding extremely athletic and a natural jumper – one of the best Joe had in the big parade ever ridden. She won several blue ribbons at horse shows, usually defeating warmbloods that had cost their owners tens of thousands Camper and neigh- bor Crystal Tyrrell (left) of dollars. But Joe and Claudia refrained from telling those people and Cimarron Ayres that Claudia had bought Sutter Sue at auction for only $250. (right) with blue ribbons won in Sonoma County shows; and Cim and Sparkie in a Marin County horse trials (lower right)

Camper Kim Wilson and Redwood Wran- gler win the trophy and blue ribbon in a very large class at the state fair Claudia jumps her Appaloosa stallion Chicaro Royal in Vallejo; and at Boonville Fair

At a horse trials in Point Arena during Horse Show Week, Sutter Sue’s son Sutter Bar (right) won second in the large junior division; Shanty Bar (below) clears a water jump on the cross-country course; and proud rid- ers and parents at the end of the show – Claudia at left in red, in front row Cim and Joey (second from left and right) and parents Gary and Jan Wilson holding Jared (front), while first and second place winners (middle, in white and dark green shirts) show their ribbons. Sutter Sue jumps at the Cow Palace but doesn’t win; then beats all the same horses two weeks later in Stockton For many years the last camp session of the summer was Horse Show Week, when campers prepared for a show the last day or two of the session. Often the show was held on the ranch, sometimes with a local horseperson as judge, and sometimes with Claudia and Joe judging, taking care to make unbiased decisions based only on the performances in each individual class. On other occasions Horse Show Week riders and horses went to a local show or horse trials. When they did, campers and horses always fit in well with the local All horses (not ponies) shown on this page were bred, competition, and earned their fair share of ribbons. raised and trained on the ranch. So were Joey and Cim. 46 47 CLAUDIA AND JOE TOOK ONLY A FEW VACATIONS over the years, but later in her life Claudia’s mother Velma took her and sometimes other family members on ocean cruises. Claudia loved the vacations, but was always glad to return to home, family and garden. Claudia, Joe, three kids, and Fred and Velma visited the Worlds Fair in Vancouver (lower left, the kids and Claudia sit on a public sculpture, Velma in front); later, a single Velma, glad for traveling companions, took Claudia, Joey, Darrielle and Cim on a cruise to Hawaii (lower right); and later took Claudia and Joe on a cruise in Tahiti (below)

AS THE YEARS PASSED, Joey, Darrielle and Cim left for college, and Darrielle got married. But Claudia always looked forward to gatherings and celebrations with those on both sides of the family.

Joey, Darrielle and Cim growing up (top); Darrielle’s wedding to the handsome and accomplished Shawn Tennenbaum (the bride with her parents and the groom at left; with her grandmothers at right); Claudia, happy at a family celebration at her parents’ home near Middletown (below right), and with her mother Velma (wearing a fashion- able wig), daughter Darrielle, sister Ginger, brother Fred, and son-in-law Shawn Seventeen years after their wed- ding, Claudia and Joe finally took a honeymoon, to Hawaii. They returned a few times, once with Jared and family friend Cindy Channel (above, at St. Peter’s Catholic Church, Kahaluu). In 1996 Joe and Claudia took their last va- cation together, an Alaskan cruise (Joe took the pictures, Claudia posed with a dog sled and Alaskan friends of various species.) 48 49 AS HER THREE OLDEST CHILDREN grew up and left home during the she knew. Many in the community looked forward to receiving their Eighties, Claudia continued parenting at home with Jared, and as goody plates from Claudia at Christmas time, but Claudia was the she’d done for years, she continued to enthusiastically till, plant, one who loved it all the most. weed, water and harvest her large organic garden. When Jared DURING EACH SUMMER OF CAMP in the Eighties, Claudia always was in high school in Fort Bragg, since significant anti-inclusion expertly filled her roles of camp director, riding instructor and head sentiment persisted, he was included only in some regular ed cook. This continued through the Nineties as well, except that early classes, but restricted to the special day class some of the time too. in the decade Claudia passed her job as camp riding instructor on Once or twice a week Claudia went into the special day class to help, to Cimarron, who then assisted his father with the riding program and even accompanied the class on occasional field trips. And the through the end of the decade. Cim also took over Claudia’s job as teacher and aides were always glad to see her, because she always breakfast cook during camp, while Joe continued as lunch cook, and brought them freshly picked organic vegetables from her garden. Claudia as dinner cook. But Claudia still provided the camp kitchen Claudia in fact loved sharing her home-grown vegetables with with fresh organic produce, answered the phones, paid the bills, kept anyone who appreciated them. Even in the dead of winter she up the bookkeeping, and did all the camp grocery shopping. gave away large bunches of dark green swiss chard, which grew And the shopping was a big job. As a girl, Claudia had learned from abundantly year-round and would have taken over the entire her cash-strapped mother how to be a smart and methodical shopper, garden if Claudia hadn’t tilled much of it under every spring. and she never went shopping without a list and a plan. During camp And perfect growing weather one particular year resulted in large every summer she went on marathon shopping expeditions for camp bumper crops of everything in the garden, so Claudia harvested groceries in Ukiah every two weeks, and began each trip with a stop a huge wheelbarrowful of vegetables every couple of days. This at the publisher of the local shopping advertiser. There she carefully overabundance of vegetables far exceeded the ability of the twenty studied the current edition and mapped out a strategy. Then she or so people at camp to consume, and Claudia really had to hustle to went to nearly every grocery store in town, always being certain give all her garden-fresh vegetables away. she was getting the best deals in town. And when she pulled in to For about the same reason that Claudia loved her garden, she also camp early that evening, her entire station wagon was chock full of loved Christmas. In the couple of weeks before Christmas every groceries and supplies, all purchased at minimal cost. Then Joe and year, Claudia began a serious baking project. She stocked up on the campers unloaded it all and put it all away. baking supplies, studied recipes, mixed bowl after bowl of batter, Claudia was an excellent cook, and she and baked tray after tray of cookies, cupcakes, brownies, lemon always fed her family and her campers well, bars, candied walnuts, fudge, and other confections. When all the but always at a reasonable cost. Although the baking was done, she cleared off her big ten-foot-long kitchen out-of-pocket expense per camper per meal table, covered the whole thing with many dozens of empty paper was much less than the cost of any restaurant plates, and put yet more plates on kitchen counters. Then she began or fast food meal, kids at camp always ate assembling her “goody plates”, artfully filling each plate with one, very well, because Claudia was such a good two or a few pieces of each of her many creations. Once all the cook, always cooking from scratch with cookie sheets and baking pans were empty and all the plates were basic ingredients, and using fresh vegeta- filled to overflowing, Claudia carefully wrapped each plate with bles from her garden. It was common for saranwrap and added a colorful Christmas ribbon. And over the next Claudia and campers hap- campers to have more delicious, more nutri- few days she had great fun delivering the goody plates to everyone pily making French bread pizza in the camp kitchen tious meals at camp than they did at home.

50 51 THE CAMP RIDING PROGRAM during its first fifteen years or so had equal THE LAST SUMMER OF CAMP at Royal Redwood Ranch came in 2000, emphasis on English and Western riding. But a surge of enthusiasm and after thirty-three years in business Claudia and Joe retired from for English riding in the mid-Eighties caused Claudia and Joe to camping, and sold all the horses. They had owned more than four change to a nearly all-English program. Jumping had always been hundred horses over that time, and had served many hundreds of part of the camp instruction, but with campers riding English every campers – most of them from Northern California, but a good day, jumping became more central to the program, and riders got to number from more than twenty other states, and from ten foreign jump nearly every day. countries on three continents. Camp provided kids with truly unique life experiences in many areas, made rich contributions to them, and in some cases was a life-changing influence.

Claudia and Joe with a grateful camper at session’s end (above right); and with a vis- iting former camper (middle). Both are now married with children. But perhaps they still dream, as they did years ago, of jumping their favorite horses over challenging jump courses, of riding with their friends at a gallop through the open fields, and of horses running free across the golden rolling hills of the ranch.

The following year Claudia and Joe placed a conservation easement on the ranch, preventing exploitation or excessive development on the property “in perpetuity”. They also purchased a small lot in Fort Bragg and had a manufactured home installed on it, to provide Jared with guaranteed housing for a supported living situation. And in the next few years an excellent supported living arrangement was put in Cim, Claudia and Joe watch riders on the cross-country jumping course dur- place, removing from Claudia and Joe the responsibility of caring ing a sessions-end camp riding show. for Jared every day of the year. During that time Claudia developed multi- infarct dementia, a condition that by the fall of 2002 required Joe to provide her with round- the-clock care and supervision. Both were then fortunate to be able to enroll Claudia in the day program for cognitively impaired adults at the Redwood Coast Senior Center in Fort Bragg, the only program of its kind in the

52 53 county. From then on Joe left Claudia there one day a week, while he did shopping and other business in town. Claudia was always well cared for there, and nearly every week of the year her stay there was the highlight of her week. Her spirit was strong to the end and beyond In 2009 Claudia’s doctor told Joe that Claudia had only a year or so left to live. Then, with excellent and important support from the local hospice nurse, Joe kept Claudia at home for the transition, as he knew she wanted, and was able to provide suitable care for her in her last months, weeks and days. Early in the morning of January 15, 2010, Claudia passed away peacefully in her sleep, with her hands clasped together over her chest, as if in prayer. Joe had already done extensive prayer work for her, to clear the way for a smooth transition to the next realm, and in the next few days Claudia’s sweet and generous presence, completely free of all human limitation, filled and surrounded Joe throughout the day. Claudia made it totally clear that her transition was perfect and complete. Though her mind and body slowly deteriorated during the last decade of her life, Claudia’s spirit always remained strong, to the very end, and through the transition to the next life as well. It was the same strong spirit that during her life led her to so many fine adventures, such great accomplishments, such wonderful generosity, such un- ceasing zest and enthusiasm for life, and such genuine caring for all the campers, parents, friends, family members, and horses whose lives she touched. Claudia will long be remembered.

Claudia and Ruthie cel- ebrate Jared’s gradu- ation, and Claudia’s new granddaughter, Brayden; Claudia at camp; and in the Carib- bean – on the ship with Jared; and with two new friends

54 This appeared in the Fort Bragg Advocate-News and the Mendocino Beacon on February 11, 2010 Claudia Ayres Claudia Ayres passed away peacefully in her sleep on January 15, 2010, at her home near Comptche. Born in 1942 in Oakland, she was a graduate of Oakland High School and CSU Hayward. In 1966 she married her husband Joe, and both taught at Fort Bragg High School in the late ‘60’s. From 1968-2000 they ran a summer horse camp for teens, Royal Redwood Ranch, serving campers from Mendocino County, all over California, many other states, and ten foreign countries on three continents. They also bred, raised, trained and sold horses. Claudia was an excellent camp director, riding instructor and role model for her many campers, an accomplished rider and horse trainer, a hard-working country woman, a faithful wife, a devoted mother to her four children, an excellent cook, an enthusiastic volunteer in the special day class at the high school for a time, and an ardent lifelong gardener. Soon after retiring in 2000, Claudia developed multi-infarct dementia. and was cared for at home by her husband. During that time she spent one day a week in the day program at the Senior Center in Fort Bragg, where she was well and lovingly cared for. The family is very grateful to the good people at the Senior Center for the wonderful care they gave Claudia; to hospice co- ordinator Arlene Case, for her supremely helpful support; and to Claudia’s doctors, Dr. Lee Vagt and Dr. Michael Carnevale. Claudia is survived by her husband Joe, her brother Fred, her sons Joseph of Chico, Cimarron and Jared, both of Fort Bragg, her daughter Darrielle Tennenbaum of Soquel, and one granddaughter. A remembrance and appreciation of Claudia will be held Thursday, Feb. 25, at 3 p.m. at the Senior Center in Fort Bragg. Refreshments will be served; in lieu of flowers, those who wish may make contributions to the Senior Center or to MCDH Hospice. A memorial booklet with many photos will be available at the celebration, or by calling Joe at 937-5523. The ashes will be buried under an oak tree on the ranch, where those of Claudia’s infant son, her sister, and her mother also rest.