The Seventh Week clarion west writers workshop • fall 2019 graphic by Vicki Saunders For a solid year I was riding high, getting there my appetite ripped out from under my fix, partying all night and sleeping all me. Without the seduction, without the day — just like Phinneas, cool and white hypnotically induced consent, something as snow, who had mortals of all genders grotesque about the act of drinking was falling over themselves to be tasted; who laid bare. I almost threw up. I ran off into had been twentysomething for centuries. I the night, too sick and full of shame to thought we'd surf that ruby-red high for- look back or say goodbye. ever, me and him and the other Cool Kids, I ran into Phinneas several years later and I'd never suffer my own reflection in the early hours of some night. I invited again. But I woke one night with an awful him out for coffee. I thought we could taste in my mouth, and when I brushed catch up: we'd been close, once. my teeth, there I was again in the silvered "You're getting old, Jason," he said, glass above the sink: hazy, translucent, but rather viciously. I'd just turned thirty-one; undeniably there. I almost screamed. he was as twentysomething as ever. "When's the last time you drank, "It's not all bad," I said. I calmly con- Jason?" Phinneas muttered, stretching sidered my reflection in the black mirror awake. of the window, finally at peace with itself "If I don't get blood I turn human — and for just a second the thinnest trace again?" I sounded like a noob, but I was of Phinneas was reflected there with me, panicking. I could feel my skin rising grimacing, turning away in self-disgust. above room temperature like a fever. He left without another word, and I "Relax! Plenty of blood on the dance stayed up to watch the sunrise. floor." THE COOL KIDS We went hunting in the club, but my Elly Bangs was born confidence was shot. My moves didn't with six wisdom teeth work with gravity pulling so hard. I was and raised in a New Flash Fiction by sick with my own heat, less Cool by the Age cult, and once rode Elly Bangs CW '17 minute. I was perspiring. I'd forgotten her bicycle alone from how bad a warm body could smell. I kept Seattle to the Panama tonguing my receding canines. No mortal Canal. She attended would offer me a neck. Clarion West in 2017, Phinneas shouted in my ear: "Drink up and it changed her life and her writing already! You're bringing me down!" forever. Since then, her short fiction "My animal magnetism is gone." has appeared in Clarkesworld, Beneath "Then don't ask. Just take." Ceaseless Skies, and Galaxy's Edge, and I tried. I found someone all but passed her debut postapocalyptic cyberpunk novel out drunk, but when her neck was right recently found a publisher. CLARION WEST RECEIVES COPYRIGHTS AND BEQUEST We are honored (and more than a little bolster the Clarion emerging writers for generations to come. awed) to announce that Clarion West is West endowment, Speculative fiction writer and editor the recipient of the literary assets of Vonda strengthening Janna Silverstein has joined Clarion West N. McIntyre, who wished that the orga- our mission and as our literary contract manager to advise nization manage her literary copyrights in ensuring our the organization and help manage all perpetuity. financial stability copyright materials. For questions relating In addition, Clarion West is honored for years. Vonda's to the literary trust of Vonda N. McIntyre, extraordinary you can reach Janna at contractmanager@ to be a beneficiary of the Vonda N. McIntyre estate. Her bequest of $387,129 generosity will allow clarionwest.org. is the largest single financial gift in the Clarion West to organization's history. The bequest will continue to support THE SEVENTH WEEK | FALL 2019 | PAGE 1 UMMER OF rounded out the summer with our weekly Vonda N. McIntyre S '19 Write-a-thon meetups in the U District Another year, another magical summer. and some amazing parties. Karaoke, Memorial Scholarship This year's instructor readings took place anyone? With a gift of $1,000, longtime Clarion at the University Book Store, the Seattle Laughs were had, words were written, West supporter Linda Deneroff has Public Library, and Hugo House and questions were answered, and great started a scholarship fund in memory of featured an exciting new addition: ASL literature was celebrated. Thanks to all for Vonda N. McIntyre. The fund will support interpreters, presented by HSDC (the being a part of this wonderful community. Clarion West students beginning with the Hearing, Speech & Deaf Center). We See you next summer. 2020 workshop. photos by Elly Bangs Supporting speculative fiction writers was very close to Vonda's heart. She was one of the original founders of Clarion West, often visited the classroom as a Mystery Muse, and provided a place for students and other writers to stay when they visited Seattle. Linda hopes that her donation can be a stepping-stone toward a permanent scholarship in Vonda's name, and that it Two instructors reading — Ann Leckie at the Seattle Public Library, Amal El-Mohtar encourages others to donate to the schol- at Hugo House — with ASL interpreters at their sides. arship fund. If you would like to contribute to this fund, please make a note with your online donation, email us at director@clarion- west.org, or send a note designating your gift to the Vonda N. McIntyre Memorial Scholarship to Clarion West at P.O. Box 31264, Seattle, WA 98103-1264. Clarion West Writers Workshop The crowd at Jack Dann and Jonathan Instructors Jack Dann and Jonathan Strahan's interview event. Board of Directors Strahan at the University Book store. Yang-Yang Wang | Chair Rashida J. Smith | Vice Chair Tod McCoy | Secretary REFLECTIONS FROM THE 2019 SIX-WEEK SUMMER WORKSHOP Miriah Hetherington | Treasurer photo by Rashida J. Smith Vicki Saunders | Past Chair The class of 2019 arrived with the force of Susan Gossman a hurricane, bringing their passion, their Brooks Peck creativity, and their exuberant spirits from Nisi Shawl all over the world. Over six weeks, they Misha Stone Gordon B. White laughed, cried, and wrote wonderful fiction Marnee Chua | Executive Director | ex officio together. Most of all, though, they cared Neile Graham | ex officio for one another. Workshops Neile Graham | Workshop Director There are many things I will miss about this experience, but the most important Jae Steinbacher | Workshop Administrator thing I will miss is how we can joke and laugh and have fun during critique. Tegan Moore | One-Day Workshop Administrator I have been in too many mean and vicious critique and writing groups, both pro- Elly Bangs | Workshop Specialist fessionally and personally, so much so that I started to associate writing with anger. M. Huw Evans | Workshop Specialist Joe Schindler | Culinary Specialist At a certain point in this workshop, all of us were tired, frustrated, and suffer- Administration & Fundraising ing self-doubt, and my own feelings of self-doubt, frustration, and anger came back. Marnee Chua | Executive Director It almost became one of my worst nightmares, but I'm so glad we all resisted and Elly Bangs | Database Specialist fought against those feelings to remember joy — not just joy in each other but in Lucetta Lightfoot | Bookkeeper writing weirdly. Kate Schaefer | Database Volunteer I want and hope that everyone remembers the excitement that comes from writing. Janna Silverstein | Literary Contract Administrator Suzanne Tompkins | Special Projects Coordinator Getting angry and defensive was one of my chief fears coming to Clarion, and Communications you all helped me face it. (Not that I'm saying I'm cured. That's another twenty or Jeremy Sim | Communications Specialist thirty years of therapy.) Vicki Saunders | Art Director Even though I'm bad at expressing this, I just want all of you to know that I ap- Kyra Freestar | Copy Editor preciate every one of you for being wonderful. — Monte Lin, CW '19 Erik Owomoyela | Website Manager Tom Whitmore | Copy Editor/Proofreader Jae Steinbacher | Copy Editor/Proofreader PAGE 2 | THE SEVENTH WEEK | FALL 2019 photo by Rashida J. Smith COMMUNITY SPOTLIGHT: LILE GOWEN Lile Gowen, one of Clarion West's donors and party hosts, has been involved with Clarion West since 2010 and with science fiction and fantasy for as long as he can Nisi Shawl (center) interviewing writers Steven Barnes (left) and Matt Ruff (right) remember. during a CW author event at Lile's house. "I guess it all started with the movies," Lile says. "Ones like The Brain from Planet Clarion West, but first became involved got to talk about all things Red Sox!" Arous and Gorgo." Growing up overseas, in 2010 when Clarion West was looking Lile's library includes books by Clarion he often saw the films a year or two after to make its summer parties accessible to West graduates like Nisi Shawl, former their release in the U.S. students and community members who board members Kij Johnson and Kelley He was back in the States when he use wheelchairs. Lile's home, a recent Eskridge, and instructors Nicola Griffith discovered science fiction literature in the construction, has an elevator. and Connie Willis. He's currently reading form of Ray Bradbury's young adult short "Clarion West needed a place to have The Ocean at the End of the Lane by Neil story collections R Is for Rocket and S Is for special events," Lile recalls.