Everything I Mean Everything A Collection of Poems from 2010 Richard P. Gabriel 2010 Contents I Could Not Clap .......................................................................................................................................................1 In Th e Hut Leaving the Ukraine in 1910 .............................................................................................................. 2 Walk Across Country .............................................................................................................................................. 3 Heartless .................................................................................................................................................................... 4 Near a Green Bridge ................................................................................................................................................ 5 Pit Incredible ............................................................................................................................................................. 6 Smile and Laugh ........................................................................................................................................................7 Two Lemmas ............................................................................................................................................................. 8 Going Pray .................................................................................................................................................................9 Self Unstable ........................................................................................................................................................... 10 Bitty Ditty ................................................................................................................................................................11 When Will It End? ................................................................................................................................................. 12 On Th e Road ........................................................................................................................................................... 13 Stuff Sucks .............................................................................................................................................................. 14 Th e Conference ....................................................................................................................................................... 15 Real Email I Got August 21, 1995 ....................................................................................................................... 16 A Visibility................................................................................................................................................................17 Deleted ..................................................................................................................................................................... 18 Uncivilization .......................................................................................................................................................... 19 When Losers Win ..................................................................................................................................................20 Th e Sadness of the Continual Cycle of Birth then Death...................................................................................21 Meadows and Such .................................................................................................................................................22 Last Rides ................................................................................................................................................................ 23 Progress ....................................................................................................................................................................24 Cafeteria Sock Hop ................................................................................................................................................ 25 Falling Outside ....................................................................................................................................................... 26 On Passing Th oughts Back and Forth ................................................................................................................. 27 Way Road ................................................................................................................................................................28 What Happened .....................................................................................................................................................29 In Cramped Room ..................................................................................................................................................30 England / Night / Rain / Clapton ........................................................................................................................31 Away In A Car Away .............................................................................................................................................. 32 Absolute ................................................................................................................................................................... 33 Upon A Leaving Time ...........................................................................................................................................34 Acquainted ............................................................................................................................................................... 35 What? ....................................................................................................................................................................... 36 I Walked Slowly .......................................................................................................................................................37 Alone in the Rain ....................................................................................................................................................38 Among the Chosen ................................................................................................................................................. 39 First Answer ............................................................................................................................................................40 On the Eve ................................................................................................................................................................41 Google Says So ....................................................................................................................................................... 42 Complaints a Many ................................................................................................................................................ 43 Try Th is Instead of Love ........................................................................................................................................44 Romance In Th e Closeups ..................................................................................................................................... 45 i So Long, Sucker......................................................................................................................................................46 Slipknot ....................................................................................................................................................................47 Passive and More Passive .......................................................................................................................................48 Descending Twice ................................................................................................................................................... 49 Us and It ..................................................................................................................................................................50 On Th is Day .............................................................................................................................................................51 UnKharmic ............................................................................................................................................................. 52 Yearning Till the Cows Come Home ................................................................................................................... 53 As Tinder .................................................................................................................................................................54 Ask and Receive Quick .......................................................................................................................................... 55 In the Spur of Rain ................................................................................................................................................. 56 On a Boggy Day .......................................................................................................................................................57