‘I’m not really a clown’: critical reflection on a Clown Cabaret Scratch Night LUCY AMSDEN The Scottish Journal of Performance Volume 2, Issue 2; June 2015 ISSN: 2054-1953 (Print) / ISSN: 2054-19 1 (Online) Publi#$tion %et$ils: htt'://((()scottishjournalo+'er+orm$nce)or, To cite this article: -ms%en, .), 2015) /I0m not re$ll1 $ clown’: criti#$l re+lection on $ Clown 2$"$ret Scr$tch Ni,ht) Scottish Journal of Performance, 2(2): '')11–32. 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