7jbEd [Free] Impulse Urges And Fantasies: Life Is a Bag of Mixed Emotions, Vol. 1 Online [7jbEd.ebook] Impulse Urges And Fantasies: Life Is a Bag of Mixed Emotions, Vol. 1 Pdf Free Ronald Savage ePub | *DOC | audiobook | ebooks | Download PDF Download Now Free Download Here Download eBook #2721098 in Books 2014-09-23Format: Large PrintOriginal language:EnglishPDF # 1 8.50 x .43 x 5.50l, .51 #File Name: 1514371839190 pages | File size: 74.Mb Ronald Savage : Impulse Urges And Fantasies: Life Is a Bag of Mixed Emotions, Vol. 1 before purchasing it in order to gage whether or not it would be worth my time, and all praised Impulse Urges And Fantasies: Life Is a Bag of Mixed Emotions, Vol. 1: 0 of 0 people found the following review helpful. ) but it is imperfectly perfect and couldn't be a smoother readBy CustomerRead the book front to back at once. It is interesting because it is not written "correctly," as far as editing goes, (intentionally,) but it is imperfectly perfect and couldn't be a smoother read. It's really cool that the author chose to do that. Definitely a must read for hip hop. Even separate from all the scandal in the book, It paints a vivid picture of what it was like to be a young kid growing up in the Bronx in the "golden era."7 of 9 people found the following review helpful. we've always had a very nice, cordial relationship with one anotherBy Tyriq MustaqiymAfter reading this book, all I could do is sit back and say, "Wow". I received the book on a Monday. By that Thursday, I had finished reading it. Not only because it was your quintessential "page turner", but also because I wanted to see if there was going to be an ultimate confession. I'll explain. I grew up with Ronald Leroy Savage, Jr. pka (previously known as) "Bee Stinger" in Castle Hill. While we were not the typical 'friends' who hung out with each other every single day (I was a bit older), we've always had a very nice, cordial relationship with one another. I was heavily into the hip hop scene of the 70's, early 80's, that Ronald vividly describes in his book. So - as I read the book - I noticed that Ronald had used a pseudonym for his abuser. Let me tell you, anybody who grew up in that era would know EXACTLY whom Ronald was referring to; even a blind man would have said, "I see". I wanted to see if Ronald would, indeed, reveal this person's real name. He did. I was very proud of this fact. Before any kind of true healing process could take place, Ronald would have had to face this straight-on. Ronald came through like a champ. Can I say that I can relate to what Ronald went through? No. Can I say to Ronald, "Hey Man, I understand, but .." Again, no. What I can say to Ronald is this: "Now that I know your story, I will proceed accordingly." I'm not going to judge Ronald, or treat him any differently than I do now. Why? Because Ronald did nothing wrong. I repeat, Ronald did NOTHING WRONG. The best conclusion would be for Ronald's abuser to publicly confess/apologize to him for his actions. I say the chances of that confession happening are slim to none. No worries. While this individual may never stand before a judge and jury here on this Earth, one day he WILL stand before the ULTIMATE JUDGE and JUROR - GOD; ALLAH; JEHOVAH; YAHWEH; etc. He will not be able to hide then. God Bless You, Ronald Leroy Savage, Jr. pka "Bee Stinger". Peace.0 of 3 people found the following review helpful. One StarBy CustomerGrammar is bad, very hard to hold my attention This Book is based on the True Story of music industry hip hop liaison, the original Bee-Stinger from the Universal Zulu Nation from the Bronx, New York. In the book, Jr becomes a victim of innocence at a very young age who just wanted to be down with the in-crowd and becomes a victim of innocence with a mix of emotions that damaged him in ways no one would ever understand. (This true story touches on biggest kept secrets and how it damaged one of its victim's) Jr later in life growing up continues to get hurt by the people that he loved and trusted and it becomes unbearable between his relationships, to keeping his most inner secrets to himself that he falls into deep depression and then the unthinkable happens next…… In the Book, he talks about being on tour with the pop-rap group Snap ( I Got The Power), the hip-hop group ShowBiz A.G. and more. For me to have been able to write this book it felt better to shelter behind the real person’s name that in my opinion molested me and robbed me of my childhood, I wrote his name in the book so many times then took it out still because of fear shame. I made up a name for him in the book, I still get this big hate even when I say this fake name in the book, the only way to truly get over what happen to me I must address not the fake name for this person but the real person, I just want to know why did he do those things to me, so today this book is my testimony; This is the book that has rocked the Hip Hop world with Ronald "BEE- Stinger" Savage biggest kept secret. This true secret has changed Hip Hop forever. (Book is part of the ULULY brand) From the Inside Flap I'm going to kill you, "die, little boy, die" just as the air was leaving my little body, I started choking;'m going to kill you little boy, she took a pillow off the bed put it over my head, and it got tighter and tighter as she yelled out, I'm going to kill you, "die little boy, die" just as the air was leaving my little body, I started choking;From the Back CoverThis Book is based on the True Story of music industry hip hop liaison the original Bee- Stinger from the Universal Zulu Nation from the Bronx, New York. In the book Jr becomes a victim of innocence at a very young age who just wanted to be down with the in-crowd and becomes a victim of innocence with a mix of emotions that damaged him in ways no one would ever understand. Jr later in life growing up continues to get hurt by the people that he loved and trusted and it becomes unbearable between his relationships, to keeping his most inner secrets to himself that he falls into deep depression and then the unthinkable happens next...... " For a week straight every day I called Pam until this one day Pam picked up, "Look Jr you need to stop calling me", I don't what to hear nothing you have to say, it's over and let's leave it at that, please, let's just end it, she went on to say, "We been with each other for five years, and you were my very first", I will always remember that Pam told me. "Pam please wait" It has been so hard without you, I told her, Jr please don't do this, I'm going to hang up now, Just try to think about the good times we had OK? Pam told me, then she hung up the phone. That day, nothing else mattered, I was alone. The next day I felt I had nothing left, I went to the roof landing of my building, and thought about ending it all."About the AuthorMr. Savage grew up as a young kid going by the nickname Bee-Stinger, he wanted to be down with the in- crowd, He later as a very young teen hanging out with Afrika Bambaataa and the main chapter of the Universal Zulu Nation (from Bronx River Houses in the Bronx) fell in love with Hip Hop. Mr. Savage’s career in the music industry started when DJ Jazzy Jay had him working at Strong City Records as the DJ Record Pool Director working with artist like Def Duo, Busy Bee, Masters Of Ceremony, Ultimate Force just to name a few. His career took off after he left Strong City Records and started working for Dick Scott Entertainment, his first task was working a rap group Dick Scott was the Manager for named SNAP. Ron worked hand and hand with Arista Records to shoot Snaps single ''I Got The Power'' to the #2 spot on Billboard Hot 100 chart. The Rap group pushed its way to the #1 rap group in the world (SNAP was known for their #1 pop rap record worldwide ( I GOT THE POWER™). Mr. Savage has been fortunate to work with other rap groups just to name a few which were Doug E Fresh and Show Biz A.G. before transitioning to public service. In February of 2005, Mr. Savage started the United Coalition Association, with the help of NYC Council Member Hon. Annabel Palma who was first elected to the New York City Council in 2004, and then Ron started addressing various community issues in the Bronx. In 2008 Mr. Savage was elected to the New York State Democratic Committee with the help of Former NY State Assemblyman Peter M.