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Picture of Jacob much later in life – Knights of Columbus regaliaJ.C. Wandling Washington N JerseyIntroduction (John Wandling, August 2009) My Great Grandfather, Jacob Castner Wandling served in Company B, 31st Regiment of New Jersey Volunteers. Mustered in Sep 17th, 1862, Mustered Out June 24, 1863 (Source: New Jersey State Library, N.J Civil War Record, page 943.) Jacob was born in July of 1841 and died in August of 1908. So he was just 21 when he enlisted. A few days prior to being mustered in, he began to keep a diary, which contains entries for all but two days of his nine-month enlistment. Sometime after the Civil War, Jacob married Elizabeth (Taylor) Wandling and they relocated to Owensboro, Kentucky, where they are bot buried at Elmwood Cemetery.The diary is old now, and difficult to read, but I have attempted to transcribe it here as faithfully and accurately as I can. I have taken some liberties. Jacob was inclined to run- on sentences, so I added punctuation to clarify them when I felt it necessary. Also, where a word was illegible, I entered what I thought might be correct, and entered a (?) afterward. Please enjoy this glimpse of a soldier’s life, circa 1862.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 1 of 64 Background The civil war started officially in January of 1862. The Union did not get off to a very good start. During August of that year, the Confederates defeated the Union army at the second battle of Bull Run and at Manassas, and Union troops were having a tough time almost everywhere. There were heavy losses on both sides. One battle alone (Antietam, September 1862) resulted in10,000 Confederate and 12,000 Union casualties. The Emancipation Proclamation was published in late September. Apparently Jacob’s unit trained in New Jersey traveled through Philadelphia and Baltimore, and was deployed in Washington DC and in Virginia. He was at the battles of Fredericksburg and Chancellorsville. In December of 1862, volunteer regiments (Jacob's included) were incorporated into the regular army. In March of 1863, the US began conscripting citizens, and U. S. Grant was appointed commander-in-chief of the Union forces. The tide of the war began to turn slowly. While a Confederate victory at Chancellorsville caused the Union army to retreat, they re-formed to commence a campaign on the Virginia peninsula, while a tired Confederate army arrived at Gettysburg in July of 1863.31st Regiment, Brief HistoryOrganized at Flemmington, N.J., and mustered in September 17, 1862. Left State for Washington, D.C., September 30, 1862. Attached to Abercrombie's Provisional Brigade, Casey's Division, Defenses of Washington, to December, 1862. Patrick's Command. Provost Guard, Army of the Potomac, to January, 1863. 3rd Brigade, 1st Division, 1st Army Corps, Army of the Potomac, to June, 1863.SERVICE.--Duty in the Defenses of Washington, D. C., until November, 1862. Moved to Aquia Creek, Va., and duty there guarding railroad until January, 1863. Moved to Belle Plain, Va., and joined Army of the Potomac January 10, 1863. "Mud March" January 20- 24. Duty at Belle Plain until April 27. Chancellorsville Campaign April 27-May 6. Operations at Pollock's Mill Creek April 29-May 2. Battle of Chancellorsville May 2-5. Ordered home for muster out June. Mustered out June 27, 1863.Regiment lost during service 2 Officers and 62 Enlisted men by disease. Total 64. www.civilwararchive.comThursday, August 28th 1862Having enlisted in the service of the United States for the period of nine months, I thought that in all probability we should have to experience much that would interest myself in the future if I was destined to enjoy it and, if not, it might be of some Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 2 of 64 gratification to my friends who could, so I have resolved to keep a journal of my daily life while in the service and if possible to preserve it till I come back for the purpose of future reference. I enlisted as a private and intend to serve as a private while I am out. Thus better to learn the life of a soldier. This morning I left Washington with a full company under Capt Berthoud. We all went down together in teams to Camp Kearny at Flemington, our camp of instruction. We had an affecting service in the church before we left and I believe I bade many an aching heart a cheerful goodbye, not that I did not know what trials and danger I should be compelled to endure, not that I did not know I were to be deprived of almost all I held most dear. But I went because I felt that it was my duty knowing that if I lived to get home, I should not regret it; and it was this feeling that caused me to go, and sustained me at this affecting scene. We had a very pleasant ride down, arrived at the camp about one o’clock and had our first meal of soldiers fare. It consisted of bread, meat, and coffee. After dinner we were marched down town to the court house where we were examined and sworn in, and paid fifty dollars, the first installment of our bounty. Then we elected our officers, were served with blankets and marched to the barracks to spend the night. But as may be imagined the scene was too novel to allow the boys to sleep much and we raised Cain all night.Friday, August 29th 1862Felt good this morning, considering the night we had passed. After breakfast on rations we were ordered out on Parade where I an about 30 others got a furlough till next Monday at 5 o’clock. I went down to Flemington to see the 15th Regiment leave for the seat of war. I saw them embark in the cars and then came home in the same way that I went down, had a splendid ride, met several other companies on their way down to camp. Spent the night at home relating our marvelous adventures to the astonished natives, retired about one o’clock both tired and sleepy.Saturday, August 30th, 1862Weather as usual good. In the morning early fair as, Joe, Barney and myself went to New York on our last splurge and had a splendid time and came out in the last train. On the road from the Depot our wagon broke down and we had to walk all the way home, got there about two o’clock.Sunday, August 31st, 1862Splendid weather. In the forenoon went to church at Washington and in the afternoon Carter Godley and I took a scout in the country. Spent the evening at S___(left blank) had a lovely time, and did’nt get home till three o’clock at night. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 3 of 64 Monday, September 1st , 1862Spent the forenoon in bidding goodbye to my friends, took dinner at Bro Johns in company with Carter Godly, Lancaster, Jim and Joe Lillie. A large crowd was at eh depot to see us off, had a great deal of sport on the cars down to the White House and a great deal more on the stage from there to camp Carnie in good style and had hardly got in camp before came up a furious shower. I was detailed (illegible) but pled sick and got off for the night. Tuesday, September 2nd, 1862 Awoke this morning to find it cleared off handsome but considerable colder and more windy. Was selected for Guard duty on the 14 hours (2pm?) but had nothing to do in the forenoon. In the afternoon stood my first two hours and then went down town with C. Godley(?) but preferring camp we came back in a hurry and spent the time in writing till I went on guard again. It went rather tough to get up from a sound sleep and stand out in the cold half frozen till relieved but I did’nt complain till I was kept on an hour and a half overtime, as hungry as a bean. I made it up by eating double rations. Wednesday, September 3rd, 1862 Considerably warmer than yesterday and last night. The flag was displayed at half mast all day in consequence of the confirmation of Gen. Kearney’s death. Spent the day mostly in sleeping and writing. In the afternoon the company went down town to sign the receipt for our uniforms. Came back on the double-quick and had to drill for an hour. Turned in immediately after supper for I was sleepy. Thursday, September 4th, 1862 A warm day. Was thinking of having a good time today when I was greeted with the announcement that I was on Guard duty again. Nothing of importance took place in camp today. We drew our regular rations of meat, bread and coffee but there was plenty pies and cakes to pass around. The boys lived on them almost wholly but thinking them not healthy took my allowance in oysters. In the night by being a little smart I got out of duty altogether and had another man standing for me. I had made up my mind that it was an imposition to put me on Guard and I resolved (to avoid it as much as I could). Friday, September 5th, 1862 The weather as usual good only rather warm today. I felt quite bad today as I skulked out of camp to get rid of drilling and succeeded all right. In the afternoon went out to practice with my revolver with quite a party. Had a good time. In the evening I asked for a pass downtown as I wanted to go to the Post Office. I was refused which made me mad so after supper Carter Godley and I ran the guards and went down. Had a great deal of fun, ate all the oysters we could and made some purchases and returned without any trouble. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 4 of 64 Saturday, September 6th, 1862 Another fine day. Got up at sunrise and went out with the company to drill for an hour before breakfast. Then I got appointed for guard as the other boys were out. I feared they would call for me on Sunday and that day I wanted for myself. While I was on duty about ten o’clock who should come into camp but my old comrade Joe Warren. He found me on my post but (I) was stretched out on the ground with my gun on the ground beside me. He laughed considerable at my soldierly position. I was soon relieved and then all our crowd went with Joe down town for dinner. Had a glorious good time but I had to come back to take my place on Guard again so had to bid the boys good-bye and left. Found several lady friends in camp but I had not time to attend to them. I had a nice night on guard and did’nt mind it much. Sunday, September 7th, 1862 A splendid day. Some three or four of the town’s boys came down in the morning to spend a day with us. The whole camp thrown into excitement by an accidental shooting affair. One man shot himself in the finger and another man quite seriously in the leg. He fainted and was carried to the hospital in the Fair Grounds. In the forenoon quite a delegation from our company went down town to church but I went over in the (park) and spent the day in writing letters. Went in Camp near three o’clock and found no alliance to get dinner so took a lunch of some victuals that had been sent from home. Then lit my pipe and took a stroll with ___ Ligon of Co D. He gave me all the plums and apples I could eat. Had a nice time of it. In the evening did not go to sleep till late and then could not rest. Monday, September 8th, 1862 This morning I awoke feeling good but the weather was bad and I did’nt drill with the company but went down to the Post Office. Came back and went to drilling for an hour. Then played Euchre till dinner after which there was a call in our company for four men with arms and equipment. I was one of the volunteers we were taken down town to arrest a man accused of Treason. We caught him in his house and searched him but finding nothing let him go and went back to camp. After supper there was another excitement created by (a person named Leech?) and some of the crowd took after the offensive person when he to save himself run the guard. But the crowds broke through after him and after considerable of a chase they caught him. By threatening to lynch him almost frightened him to death but finally they let him go under the promise of never coming to camp again. In the evening we had some good music. A violinist brought his instrument to our quarters, Lancaster got the Guitar and they made some excellent music. Some of the boys got up a dance and kept it up till after Roll Call when they were obliged to stop to go to bed. Tuesday, September 9th, 1862 Splendid weather. I resolved to get out of drilling today if possible and succeeded according to my wishes. Nothing of importance took place in camp. Afternoon I went with a bathing party down to the river. Had a glorious time, on our way back we made a Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 5 of 64 descent on an orchard and had all the fruit we wanted. In the evening we had some very good singing accompanied by the guitar and the time passed more pleasantly than common now. After the lights were out some of us boys got to teasing the Dutchmen(?) and Stewart Warne. They got very wrotty(?) but we just laughed at them. Wednesday, September 10th, 1862 This morning the weather is as usual and I got out of drilling as usual also. Godley was all excitement in mp as a consequence of the Election of Company Officers throughout the Regt. Our own officers were elected by acclamation. Capt A P Berthoud, 1st Lieut Jos W Johnston, 2nd Lieut Jos W Carlson. The First Sergeant was the office of considerable strife but finally W. W. Castner was elected. The new commissioned officers are to be appointed by the Capt to save electioneering. The Company was greatly pleased by the arrival of a large load of vegetables from our friends at home. Uncle Adam brought a load of friends down to see us. I was gratified to see them but regretted them leaving so soon, but regrets were all in vain. In the evening the boys from different companies were running foot-races and had some fine sport there. We had some violin music till lights were ordered out and then our fun commenced the same as the night before but we finally tired of that. Thursday, September 11th, 1862 This morning was cloudy threatening rain. Carter and I both got out of drilling this morning. We were all made glad by the arrival of Father, Mother and Joe’s Mother with a load of private provisions for us boys. We got the use of the Capt’s tent and then set a table from which I ate as good a meal as I ever enjoyed in my life. In the afternoon I was on the working squad detailed to dig a ditch and lay a pipe for the purpose of bringing water into camp. While I was at work the Officers in the Reg’t were holding an election for the Staff Officers and when I returned to camp I found that Berthoud was chosen Colonel. This the boys in general regretted as we all wished to retain him as Capt, but of no use now. Capt Holt of Hackettstown was chosen Lieut Col and Capt Honeyman of Co A was made the Major. At night we got wind of a party that was going out in the country with a hack full of women. I with another party went to follow them could get no passes so ran the guard and went two in one sulky and a single buggy. We went to the Basley Sheaff(?) but not finding them went on to a place called Rayville(?) some five or six mile further where we found them and we took tea with them and after teasing them awhile longer we went out to the place where a large picnic was held. But the crowd had all left and gone to the Hotel in consequence of the rain. We went there also and found a good looking set of girls. After seeing all the style there we left for camp and as it had rained considerable the roads were muddy. We stopped at several peach orchards on the road but we could not find any that was ripe and so we hastened on. Did not reach camp till after two o’clock in the morning and was then raining. The fun all to this is that we had to wait half an hour for us [to get the horses bedded down and fed(?)]. Friday, September 12, 1862 This morning it was still raining hard, No drilling done in camp today in consequence of the mud and the boys had nothing to do but kill time. The most approved method being Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 6 of 64 to play Euchre. I done considerable writing and then layed off in my bunk smoking and sleeping. At night I was placed on Guard at the door of the Barrack for all night. Saturday, September 13th, 1862 This morning slept till after breakfast but being on the right side of the cooks I came out all right in the end. Father and Mother came into camp again before leaving for home. In the forenoon instead of drilling the company turned out on Police duty in camp. In the afternoon I was sent on the ditching party again but instead of working I looked at the [Bluff Parties(?)] till relieved. In the evening Charley Overling came down and stayed with us over night. We played Euchre till the evening service then went to bed. Sunday, September 14th, 1862 This morning layed in bed till late and did not go to church at all although most of the boys did. Joe Howerton brought some town girls down and they stayed all day but they was not all our visitors by any means. In fact the camp was as full of strangers as of soldiers. In the afternoon went to meeting in the Fair Grounds then went with a party down town for supper, after which we had some trouble in getting past the guard. But once inside we soon raised a crowd and so hooted and howled at the Officer of the Day that he ordered the guards to disperse the crowd with the Bayonet. But that forcible would not work and he sent to the Co. for more men but was told to get out of his mess the best way he could. And he, actually afraid of being lynched came out to the crowd and publicly apologized. When the men then went to their quarters more out of respect to their company officers than to any one else. Monday, September 15th, 1862 Fine weather al day. In the morning laid in my bed and would not get up to drill in spite of Capt Johnston’s orders and done nothing till after dinner when the election for Company Officers was held again and this time our Captain was Johnston, first Lieut Jos Ichen(?), 2nd Lt Frank Weymouth, Orderly Sergeant Thompson. There was a great deal of excitement about it and had the election been by ballot the results would have been very different but the sentiments of the men was not taken into consideration and had there been any recourse we would never have submitted to it. At night retired early for I expected to see a number of my friends tomorrow. Tuesday, September 16th, 1862 This morning got up early but did not drill; procured a pass for myself Godley and Carter for all day and was busy writing in my journal when Bro John drove up with Rach, Maggie, Katie Vough, and Lallie Ervin. They had been here about an hour when the Birney folks all came. This was about drill hour and my Regt was out on Company drill. We looked on for awhile and then took a walk around the grounds and from there to the grove to get our dinner. We not only had a god time but had a heavy dinner. Then over we went in the Fair Grounds to see the Non Commissioned Officers drill. But soon tired of that and went down town and got tea at the hotel. After tea some wants to go back to camp because Mr Bryan had service time and some did’nt but the question ended by all Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 7 of 64 going but myself who did’nt feel so disposed. I waited at the hotel till they came back. They brought a fiddler with them and we had a dance in Colonels Berthoud and Donaldson and Manor Haney now joined. We kept it up till quite late when after giving the countersigns to the girls and wended our way back to camp disconsolate enough. We got through the guards without much trouble and was soon asleep. Wednesday, September 17th, 1862 This morning greatly to our chagrin it was very rainy and to this we had stringent orders to not leave camp as we were today to be mustered into the U.S.A. About nine o’clock the girls came into camp and we had dinner there today instead of the grove for trying to get out of the mud and rain about 20 of us got huddled into the Capt’s tent and such a mess I was into before. But our pain was of short duration for the mustering Officer made his appearance. Then we had to form Company and stand about three hours in the rain and barely got through in time to bid the girls good-bye. I have no wish or reason to think that our feelings of regret at parting were otherwise than reciprocal but fondly and firmly do I believe that the adieu was not destined to be the final one. But the future alone can tell. At night feeling lonesome Cotton and I ran the guards and went down town to kill time. But the affair did not pay as there was too many officers there, so us thinking that in this case “discretion was the better part of valor” left for camp again and got in without trouble. But we could not sleep for the noise in the barracks. Thursday, September 18th, 1862 Not feeling very well this morning I concluded not to drill as usual and after breakfast was about to turn in for a nap when happening to look towards the gate I saw Godley and Carter coming with the Broadway Girl. Of course napping was out of the question. We walked around the camp till noon and then went to the grove to get our dinner that over Maggie and I had a farewell game of Euchre then went in the Fair Grounds to see the Non Commissioned Officers drill. When the girls left for home and we went in camp for supper had a great deal of speech over an association we called Company G. We formed into line, chose a Capt. And marched about awhile then went down to the gate to see if we could get out. But we had no trouble whatever, went right out without halting amid the cheers and laughter of a large crowd. When we went to come back the guards halted us . We wheeled and started for town when the Officer of the Guard who was ______ordered the Guards to pass us in, which we did and marched directly to our quarters gave three hearty cheers for our Capt. And dispersed for the night. Friday, September 19th, 1862 In the morning layed abed as usual till after drill and then loafed all the forenoon because I was disappointed about getting a furlough to go home. I have the promise of one next week if any are granted at all. In the afternoon some of the young folks from Washington came down and stayed all night. In the evening Pete Minton and I ran the guard and went down town and had a jovial time and an excellent dance. Felver came down and caught us there in consequence of which he put us on guard for tomorrow but we thought our fun was a sufficient recompense and did’nt care for we got back to camp without difficulty.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 8 of 64 Saturday, September 20th, 1862 This morning in consequence of strict orders I got up in time to drill but did not like it much. After Breakfast Pete and I was put on guard on the third relief. There was the usual amount of visitors to camp but I payed but little attention to them sleeping all I could for I felt rather ____ at night. Pete got asleep on his turn and the corporal found him so and took his musket. But being a good boy he did’nt report him as it would have went hard with him. Sunday, September 21st, 1862 A fine day but as son as relieved from duty I went to the barracks and slept all the forenoon. Bro. John was down with some more friends and I went with them to meeting in the afternoon in the Fair Grounds. At night went in the Captain’s tend and wrote till bedtime. There was a row similar to the one last Sunday night over Capt. Bonnell the Officer of the Day but I did not care to participate. Monday, September 22nd, 1862 Still fine weather. In the forenoon I went into the Capt’s tent to write a letter and so got out of drilling. In the afternoon the Company was taken to the Quartermaster to get part of the uniforms consisting of caps and shoes. Had a great deal of sport while there and after supper Godley and I went down town awhile. After coming back we teased the men till they got angry and called the Officers which broke up the sport for the night. Tuesday, September 23rd, 1862 Fair weather. In the morning we received our own dress coats and pants. Godley and I were a good deal disappointed in not getting our promised furlough which we had confidently expected. We supposed the reason was on account of our leaving soon [soon] for the seat of war and so gave u all thought about going home although considerable irritated at the disarrangements of all our own plans for enjoyment. Wednesday, September 24th, 1862 Cloudy and much colder than yesterday. Was detailed for Guard duty and so was not required to drill. Carter Godley went outside the lines to get some washing done and forgot to come back till night. Ate dinner in the woods with Uncle Jacob Wandling(?) although I had other invitations spent the day seeing sights and practicing with the pistols. Had lots of fun and seen lots of old friends from Washington. Early in the evening a fire broke out in town and it seemed from the camp as if half the place was afire. Of course all was excitement and confusion. Men ran the guards continuously in squads of from ten to a hundred in spite of the Officers who went around with loaded pistols threatening to shoot the first man he saw. But was no use there was not a hundred men in the whole camp in 15 minutes from the alarm. All were down town I amongst them although I was on Guard at the time. On reaching there it proved to be the sheds of the two hotels which were afire. Had but for the exertions of the Blue Coats I believe half the town would have been burned. The goods of the two hotels were all taken in the Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 9 of 64 street and such a scene of confusion I verily believe was never seen before. Much was carried out that was not taken back. It was morning before all the boys got to camp. Thursday, September 25th, 1862 Very windy and dusty but through it we went to the depot where the Regt. Was served to the arms and equipment. The men seemed well pleased to get so fane an arm as the Enfield Musket. It was near night when we reached camp again. The usual delegation of visitors were there amongst them Robt Thompson and Father who came to take my clothes home. At night the boys all seemed to outstrip the others in deviltry and I never got to sleep till near one o’clock. Friday, September 26th, 1862 A splendid day and we all expected to leave today as we had all the equipment we would get here. In the afternoon the whole Regt was out on dress parade where they made a splendid appearance. Tonight we learned that we would leave tomorrow for certain, and all the boys who could ran the guards and went down town for the last time in spite of the double guard put on to prevent it. Saturday, September 27th, 1862 This morning we were awoke at early dawn by the bustle of packing knapsacks and preparing to march. All was confusion till about ten o’clock when we were formed into line and marched to the Depot. We left our encampment with mingled feelings of regret and pleasure. Many were the good times we had on this ground but as we were conscious that we were not enlisted for the purpose of fund and were anxious to see what the fates had in store for us. The place was crowded with citizens who cheered heartily as we embarked on the cars for Dixie. Finally we got on board and proceeded to Lambertville where the train halted and we were treated to a handsome cold ration prepared and served to us by the citizens of the place. We left with a good opinion of the hospitalities of the place and cheered them heartily as we left. Proceeding without interruption to within a few miles of Philadelphia we were halted and detained about six hours on the road by an accident. But close by us was a Peach Orchard and we regaled ourselves with the fruit we could eat. It was the finest without exception I ever saw and, as we showed our appetites by helping ourselves freely much to the indignation of the owner who threatened to shoot us. But it was no use as he soon discovered. About ten o’clock we proceeded into the City. When we arrived there it began to rain but we were taken to the “Cooper Shop Refreshment Saloon” and given a free supper by the citizens of the place. This I believe is done by the people and given to all the troops passing through the City. After supper we were taken to the Baltimore Depot and put in cattle cars previously arranged to carry troops. We had no accommodations and so passed a sleepless night. Bit it was taken all in good hand by the boys who knew that we were on the road to where we would have still greater privations.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 10 of 64 Sunday, September 28th, 1862 Daylight found us on the railroad into Baltimore where we landed about ten o’clock and marched about two miles through the City to the Washington Depot. As we went plodding through the City most of the Church Bells were sounding their calls to divine service and the streets were full of citizens going to their place of worship. Contrasting the difference between this day’s experience and our former way of spending Sunday did we fully realize our change of life and some of the boys wore a rather woe-begone cast of countenance. We received our dinner at a similar institution to the one at Philadelphia and after listening to a patriotic address from the Governor of we proceeded on our way to Washington. The Colonel had orders to proceed to Harpers Ferry but our [delay] on the road caused the order to be countermanded before leaving Baltimore. We arrived safely at Washington about dusk and were taken to the Soldiers Home for supper. But it was a horrid failure the food was so contemptible and from the whole proceeded such an unbearable stench that we came to an about face and marched [away]. The bill-of-fare was a slice of hard bread, a hunk of fat salt pork, and greasy coffee served out in swill pans. The swill alone was sufficient to make one sick and I resolved to go hungry awhile before partaking of such a mess. Our sleeping place was in an adjoining shed but it was clean and I never slept better in my life. Monday, September 29th, 1862 A very warm day. We had no breakfast as we preferred to go without to going back to the Soldiers Home. In the forenoon we marched out to East Capitol Hill about a mile from the Capitol where we rec’d tents and rations and proceeded to encamp although we knew not how long we should remain here. Our camp was a very pretty place immediately by a Logan Beer Brewery. I bought a candle and spent the night in writing letters till bed time. Tuesday, September 30th, 1862 Exceedingly hot. The difference between the Latitudes of Washington DC and Washington NJ was very perceptible. In the morning went to River to bathe and then drilled an hour. When I went in the Beer gardens to see a party from the City dance and got my dinner there and was playing Euchre when called out to drill. The Company was placed in charge of Sergeant Stout who took us out of camp. Took up a collection and marched us down to the City about a mile to a Lager Beer Saloon where he took us in and gave us all a couple of drinks and then back to Camp. Everything was done in a systematic manner and we enjoyed it as one of the richest days of the campaign. At night wrote a good long letter home. Wednesday, October 1st, 1862 In the morning went out with Charley Hornbaker to practice with my pistol, made some good shooting and then went with a party to the River. While there an Officer came and told us they were about to fire some cannon from the Navy Yard Test Battery and we were in range so we traveled in haste and came back to Camp. At night went to see some boys in Co A. Had a pleasant time told them that we were considered the best Regiment Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 11 of 64 in the Service and the Citizens of Baltimore had petitioned to the President to have our Reg’t come there as Provost Guard. This is true and I have understood that the Colonel refused to go and that that was the reason we were not sent out there. Thursday, October 2nd, 1862 Weather as usual. In the forenoon we had Battalion drill by an Officer from the Regular Army sent for that purpose. After dismissal Smitty and I went out of Camp and rambled around till we got to the Capitol. There we met Thompson and Van Dorn and we had a heavy supper. Came back and had a hearty laugh at the boys. At night went to sleep at dusk almost but the other boys went down town again and had a big time. Friday, October 3rd, 1862 Rather colder and a very pleasant day. Drilled for an hour before sunrise and were then ordered to black our boots and prepare for review. About ten o’clock our Regt. Marched out to the Grounds and there were met four other New Jersey Regiments. We were reviewed by Genl Casey “the Hero of the Battle of Fair Oaks”. We had a very tough time and got through about one o’clock. We came back to camp as hungry as wolves and after dinner I got a pass for myself and four other boys. We went down to the Navy Yard to see the sights, had no trouble in gaining admission where we traveled all over the grounds and saw many curiosities. The manufacturing of all kind of shot and shell and all descriptions of cannon. We had a good view of the gallant little Monitor but was not allowed on board. She was in port to refit after her fight with the Merrimac. Came out at dusk and after supper Brown of Co A came over and we played Euchre till bedtime. Saturday, October 4th, 1862 Still fine weather. Drilled again before breakfast and then loafed all the forenoon. After dinner went out of camp and listened to the stories of some soldiers just from the Peninsula. Col Wiggins(?) visited camp and he had the same excellent opinion of McClellan. At night felt extremely out of sorts. Sunday, October 5th, 1862 As fine weather as one could wish but I was still suffering from an unusual depression of spirits. Loafed all the forenoon in the Beer Garden and in the afternoon was writing a letter when the order came to be ready to march in an hour with nothing but blankets and cartridge boxes. We had 60 rounds of ammunition dealt out to us. With these and as much Lager as we could take with us we marched out about six o’clock and went down past the Capitol through Pennsylvania Avenue. Halted a few moments to rest in front of the White House and again on Georgetown Heights After that we traveled about 10 miles over miserable roads and the most outlandish country I ever saw. About twelve o’clock we halted and spread our blankets to sleep for the rest of the night. Monday, October 6th, 1862 Awoke at early dawn so cold I could not sleep. Built a fire and felt better but had a sense of pain in my head which continued all day. Have had nothing to eat but bread and Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 12 of 64 water since yesterday noon. In the forenoon had nothing to do but to rest but in the afternoon our knapsacks and tents arrived and we had plenty of work. I felt like anything else but the tents had to be pitched before night. Tuesday, October 7th, 1862 This morning awoke at early dawn but before I got out the tent was struck as we had to move our camp about a mile. A detail was made of 60 men from each company to work on building roads and the rest to move camp and pitch the tents. I was among the latter and worked hard carried [spruce] boughs to make a bed off and when night came I was very tired. Had worked harder than those on the roads details for the purpose of work. Wednesday, October 8th, 1862 This morning got up early carried water to wash with and went out of camp awhile. Our encampment is in a pleasant place, on a high field near Fort DeRussy with a fine woods on two sides of it affording a capitol place for [lounging]. I was in the working detail but there was near a muss for the men said they would not work on such fare as bread and water. Godley swore he would not go and did’nt. I went with the rest but worked but might little and Carter less yet. In the afternoon Godley went with us and we had company in loafing. I worked one spell and blistered my hands digging. Then quit, went in woods played Euchre till they came in Camp. At night got our letters and felt good excepting arguing at the Quartermaster for our miserable food. Thursday, October 9th, 1862 Felt bad and did not get up for Roll Call. Was put on Guard in consequence but consoled myself that I should have the next day to do as I pleased. In the forenoon wrote a couple of letters down in the woods. After dinner went on duty. Nothing of consequence occurred but the old routine of the Guard duty. At night I slept in my tent much to the Ire of the boys but it done them no good for I stayed in spite of them. Friday, October 10th, 1862 Very foggy and [disagreeable] weather. Came off guard at nine o’clock and slept all the forenoon. In the afternoon by dint of my persuasive power I got Carter out of the tent to take a walk. Went down the see the boys at work and visited the forts in our vicinity. At night before going to sleep the boys in our mess passed the resolution to abolish the practicing of swearing and playing all sorts of games in the tent. Under the penalty of paying five cents for each offense. It caused considerable of discussion but was finally unanimously agreed to and I hope it will be carried out properly for these [things] are going to an excess. Debating was put an end to by the arrival of the Orderly with the mail but the lucky ones were soon picked out and left me as usual minus. I think our Jersey friends are very indifferent and little know or care what consolation it is to soldiers to receive letters from home.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 13 of 64 Saturday, October 11th, 1862 Last night we had the first rain of the season and did’nt go to work in the forenoon. Layed in the tent and waited for the boys to swear. It was fun and we collected altogether about a dollar. In the afternoon I with a party visited Fort Massachusetts(?) had a nice time and on our return we invaded a cabbage patch and took lots of provisions. Came across lots and had a hard time of it over the fallen timber. At night having no letter to write occupied my time by reading novels till bed time. Sunday, October 12th, 1862 This forenoon our Chaplain had service in the Grove. It was well attended and his excellent remarks formed attentive listeners. In the afternoon the Company was all vaccinated for fear of the Small Pox and then we had Dress Parade. I got out of this by being out of camp for water. I ate my supper and then we spent the evening in studying all the Sacred [writings(?)] we knew. Then I read a chapter from the Testament and a comrade read a prayer and we went to bed like Christians. Monday, October 13th, 1862 Last night we had heavy rains but in the morning we had to go to work again in spite of the mud. But it is hard compelling men to work when thy won’t and the day was spent mostly in hunting rabbits. At night Godly and I both received letters that we had long looked for and we layed awake talking long after the rest were asleep. But our own religious services were not neglected. Jos Lilly and I officiated. Tuesday, October 14th, 1862 Much warmer than yesterday but still cloudy. I was on the Guard Detail and consequently free from work. In the forenoon took a walk around the Forts and Rifle Pits till dinner time and then went on guard. Whilst we were at supper the orders came to fall-in with Blankets, Rifles and Cartridge boxes. And then the fun commenced with the cowardly ones as it was entirely unexpected to us all even the Colonel but Co B turned out 80 men. Wednesday, October 15th, 1862 A splendid morning. I felt better than usual even with the exposure attendant on my first night Pickett Duty which was all last night’s alarm amounted to. We were taken out about a mile from camp and there the Company was divided into three sections. One taken on down the road and stationed in squads of three and four. Another was taken down the road in another direction and similarly stationed. The remainder was taken to the Cross Roads and held as a reserve including Carder Godley and myself. We took turns a watching while the remainder slept but we were momentarily expecting an alarm and layed on our loaded rifles ready. But no alarm made and about sunrise we were relieved by Company C and marched back to Camp. The reason assigned for last night’s occurrence was that the enemy cavalry had crossed the River in force and a raid was expected in this quarter. After breakfast Godley and I was in the grove writing some letters when hearing an unusual buzz in camp I looked up Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 14 of 64 and to my great astonishment saw Sister Rachelle and Sallie Evins. Of course writing was at an end for the present. I went up got our rubber blankets and went with the girls down in the Grove again and had a pleasant chat on home affairs. In the afternoon the girls went back to Washington and I went with the Company on a target shoot. At night the boys raised Particular Thunder in the tent. George came in to call the roll but such a din was kept up he could scarce hear himself speak and finally the lights were put out and George went off in high dudgeon. But it was stopped by the Lieutenant ordering us to load our Rifles and be ready to fall in at a moment’s alarm Thursday, October 16th, 1862 A fine day but I felt bad from my miserable night’s rest. After breakfast the company was taken out to work again but I had other fish to fry and did’nt go. In he forenoon I went with Godley to the brook and washed our dirty shirts. It was an awkward job but we got done by noon. In the afternoon cleaned up my pistol and loaded it ready for any emergency. At night received a letter and was relieved thereby of much anxiousness. When we went to bed I had some fun in teasing Castner who was quite irritable. Friday, October 17th, 1862 Splendid weather. Got out of duty by skulking as I had resolved to not work if I could help it. In the forenoon Rach and Sallie with Myles Depew came in Camp. Was with the girls some and then went to the tent and wrote a letter. After dinner went up to Dr Cook’s(?) tent. Had some fun with the girls and learned the sad news that one of the Regiment had died and was to be buried on the morrow. Had nothing to do in the evening and felt very lonesome. The girls went over to a neighboring farmer’s and stayed over night where they had quite a number of the shoulders draped gentry to entertain but I wasn’t there. Saturday, October 18th, 1862 Awoke in the morning too late for my breakfast and was among the number elected to escort the body of our late comrade to the grave. That over with went with Lieutenant Dumar and Givens and Godley in the woods to practice with our own pistols. Came back and went up to the Colonel’s tent with the girls played euchre with Myles Depew till the Colonel stopped us. In the afternoon took a ramble in the grove with the girls when they went back to Washington and us to camp. At night went in the next tent and played Euchre but was so unsuccessful that I got disgusted with it and quit. Sunday, October 19th, 1862 Weather as usual fine but I was mad because I was denied a pass to go to Washington. After breakfast we had Company inspection then loafed till dinner. Then went to meeting in the grove. At five o’clock the whole Regiment turned out [on guard]. Had quite an exciting race coming off the ground but Co B was bound to be ahead as night be quite lonesome and ill at ease.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 15 of 64 Monday, October 20th, 1862 Last night was cold and windy. I could not sleep so went down to the cook house where Godley was on guard. Stole some potatoes and had a fine old stew. In the morning was on the Guard detail but at Guarding Mounting my using a little finesse I got on rear and as there was a surplus I got clean of it altogether and had nothing to do but loaf all day. At night the mail and two loads of Express boxes came into camp but as usual nothing for me. Tuesday, October 21st, 1862 This morning went out with the Company to do Pickett duty. It was fine weather and I got stationed in a good place with bully crowd and had a nice time. There was six of us and all we had to do was to take our turn on guard and keep up a fire. I was reading most of the day for diversion. I bought of an old lady a couple of hot cakes and a quart of milk and they tasted as fine as ever sponge cake did at home. At night slept good and had so much fun that I did not care if we had Pickett ting to do all the time. Wednesday, October 22nd, 1862 Windy and quite cool all day. We were relieved from Pickett ting by the arrival of Co C to take our places. On our way to camp we shot our pieces at a target and when we got into camp we had the rest of the day to ourselves. We were somewhat agreeable surprised by the arrival in camp of Barney Cyphus with a tub of butter for Tent Number 4. Had a deal of fun a teasing him and in various other ways. After most of us were in bed our orderly came into have one of his little conversations with [Gill(?)]. I never laughed as immoderately in my life I don’t think. Thursday, October 23rd, 1862 Very chilly and windy and I came to the sage conclusion it would not pay to work. So at the Roll call for work hands I was amongst the missing and spent the forenoon in writing letters. In the evening there was quite a ceremony in camp about raising our flagstaff. Patriotic speeches were made by Capt Hold and Adjutant Wyckoff. National songs were sung by the assemblage. When the affair was over I went in the tent and played Euchre but my usual ill luck was in attendance still. Friday, October 24th, 1862 Weather not very pleasant today. Could not get out of the detail so went on the roads to work. Got in the lazy squad. Smitty, Price, Van-Ivans and I worked together and done as much as any one man on the road. The afternoon was just the same. Took things coolly. At night had the blues. Also then tried to play Euchre but it was no go and I quit and went to bed feeling as disconsolate as a hermit. Did not sleep much. Saturday, October 25th,1862 The weather fine. I went again on the roads to work but it was much the same as yesterday. The Col said he thought our crowd knew best how to kill time with the least Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 16 of 64 work on anyone on the job. We did’nt doubt his word in the least. At night Old ___(the devil) seemed to possess the boys and they raised Cain all through the camp. A party of us went in Jim Smith’s tent and smoked him out(?) and then came up and served George and Clark Van Doren the same till they got angry. Then we went into our own tent and played Euchre till taps. Sunday, October 26th, 1862 This morning was so rainy I had to get u for Roll Call for fear of being put on guard in the storm. After breakfast cleaned our rifles for inspection and then loafed all day. I pitied the poor fellows on guard the storm was so violent. At night Tice and the orderly had another of their little confabs but I went to sleep early to kill time if possible. Monday, October 27th, 1862 Still cold and windy. In the forenoon several tents blew over in the camp causing considerable confusion among the unlucky occupants. I was fearful of ours doing the same but we were spared the painful operation of repitching it in the rain again. It was so cold that some of the boys tried the experiment of building a fire in the tent but it was no go. After dinner it stopped raining and part of the Company was taken out to work. But I was on guard for the night and escaped that. At night Tice, Carter and I went to the Guard [home(?)] but as there was no accommodations we built a large bonfire of anything we could find. We were reported to the Colonel who sent for us and dismissed us for the night. Tuesday, October 28th, 1862 A fine day after the storm. I had expected to have been court martialed for last night [____] but was happily disappointed and only put on Police Duty. Joe McLaughlin was the Officer of the Police and I got rid of it altogether and had the whole day to myself. I had time and so wrote several letters and built a new bed. At night the boys felt for fun and raised particular Cain till taps when they were more quiet. But the sleepy ones was teased till after eleven o’clock. Wednesday, October 29th, 1862 Splendid weather today. I went with the Company on the roads but got with a good crowd and had lots of fun. Worked hard of course. In the afternoon a squad of six were sent after barrows and did’nt get back till night while the rest of us sat waiting for them till time to quit. The Lieut was mad as [Jehosephat(?)] and reported them to the Colonel. And we had fun enough over the wheelbarrow squad. Thursday, October 30th, 1862 Fine weather. I was sent to the roads again used the pick and worked in my usual style. In the afternoon in consideration of my [volunteering for service(?)], I was promoted to be Water Carrier for the working party, which office I fulfilled to the satisfaction of all. At night nothing happened of consequence. There were four regular Euchre parties goingJacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 17 of 64 till Taps. Then Carter, Jake Warne and I kept the boys from sleep over two hours just from mischief and to tease them. Friday, October 31st, 1862 Warmer than usual. It was the turn of Co B to go on Pickett again. But the forenoon was occupied by a Regimental Parade of all the men fit for duty. This was done by a Governmental Officer to make out a correct Pay Roll. In the view of being soon payed off Co B was the first back into camp after another race with Co C. All was a bustle for a while but we were soon ordered to fall in for Pickett. Carter Godley, Smitty, and I were stationed together and we had a good time. We went to an old Farmer, got what milk we wanted and with the things from home we dined fine I assure you. Saturday, November 1st, 1862 Splendid weather. Last Night Carter and I stood guard half the night and Godley and Smitty the rest. We had a good fire all night and played Euchre till late. For breakfast we got some more milk and then I read on the [_____] till relieved. Then we went back to Camp. After dinner we were taken out to shoot at a target. I stayed behind to practice with my pistol. Finally came in and cleaned up our rifles for tomorrow’s inspection. Then watched the mail which was a long time in coming but when it did come there was nothing for me as usual. Sunday, November 2nd, 1862 As usual fine weather. At 8 o’clock we had our usual Sunday morning inspection then loafed all day till dress parade at which the proceedings of the late Court Martial of George Kennedy were read to the Regt. At night was made glad of the arrival of a package of tobacco from Bro. John. Monday, November 3rd, 1862 Cold and very windy. I was on the Police detail but went with Carter to the Drum Manor’s tent and stayed till called by the Lieut. Then had to work about an hour after which I pitched quoits(?) till dinner time. Then I went with the Drum Major when he gave Carter his first lesson on the Drum. At night felt lazy and sleepy and went to bed early. Tuesday, November 4th, 1862 Colder than common. Was out for role call but was put on the Guard detail. Nothing of consequence occurred throughout the day and as the Officers of the Guard were very accommodating I had a much better time than I expected. At night felt anxious for the mail but none arrived and was no more disappointed than hundreds of others. Wednesday, November 5th, 1862 Cool and cloudy all day. After coming off Guard I went to pitching quoits and forgot I had had no breakfast and in consequence of this indiscretion I had a fearful headache all day. But toward night felt better and began to enjoy myself better. At night Carter and I Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 18 of 64 went up to the Sergeant Major’s tent where he was drilling [something(?)] fill-in and had a great deal of sport in a short space of period. Thursday, November 6th, 1862 Weather same as yesterday only more serene. Went out with the working party on the roads and worked pretty well. It was so cold I had to work or freeze. We were at work near Fort Pennsylvania. Co B having the job all to themselves. At night joined in a Euchre party and had the best game I have had since my enlisting. I enjoyed it muchly(?). Friday, November 7th, 1862 This morning all the threatenings of the last few days culminated in a severe snow storm. We thought to get rid of work but the Lieut was inexorable and go we had to. But it is hard compelling men to work when they won’t. Some five or six of us ran off to a Beer Saloon and stayed there till we so the Co going back. Then we joined them and felt as happy as any lot of boys could feel in our circumstances. Came in and got our bread and coffee for dinner and [_____] for a time and had it. In the afternoon there arrived two large boxes of edibles for our lunch over which we had an Indian Man Dance so happy were we at their arrival. The storm kept us in the tent but we had a splendid fire in it to dry our clothes by but retired early. Saturday, November 8th, 1862 This morning when we went out to Roll Call we saw it cleared off nightly. I was detailed for Police Duty and we spent the forenoon in cleaning the snow from our own tent. And in the afternoon I cleaned house and worked arid all the time. At night I read a long letter and was busy reading it when the Orderly came and told me I should go on guard in the place of a sick man. I was mad but had to go and this I am writing on my post by the light of a large fire. Sunday, November 9th, 1862 Still cold and windy and froze hard last night. Was relieved from Guard early but it was so that I could go to Inspection. Then loafed till noon where I had a jolly dinner on Jersey victuals. Got some firewood and went on Dress Parade. Heard a lot of orders and sentences read by the Adjutant Came in and took things cool in the morning. Monday, November 10th, 1862 Fine weather. The Company was taken out on Pickett. I thought to be rid of that but as we were short of men I had to follow on after the Co. Went to the Outpost and spent the day mostly in writing and reading. At night went in and got the mail for the boys and received a letter from home myself. Tuesday, November 11th, 1862 Slept all night last night till relieved by another Co. When we arrived in camp found the men were not at work and on inquiry found that the roads were all done and the Col. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 19 of 64 Refused to send them on the Rifle Pits without express orders to that effect. In the afternoon had Company Drill. At night [Clark and Grier] gave an entertainment and by their original with and antics kept us in a continuous roar laughing. Wednesday, November 12th, 1862 Cool and cloudy. After breakfast the Regt. Was out drilling when the Col. Ordered us back to camp double quick. We thinking that marching orders had come was prepared for hearty cheering. But when told to take our tools for work on the Rifle Pits there was no cheering heard. It was noon when we all got our tools and places but in the afternoon we went to work on the Pits among the stumps and mud. But it went but slowly. At night Clark and Grier gave another entertainment and kept the boys from sleep till near twelve o’clock. Thursday, November 13th, 1862 A fine day. This morning we attacked the Rifle Pits again. I was with a good squad and worked steady all day and when night came I was tired with work for the first time since we commenced the working business. Rec’d a letter from home carrying the intelligence that a barrel of apples was on the road for me which was not at all disheartening. In the night got very angry at Aaron(?). Friday, November 14th, 1862 Fine weather. Was on the Pits as usual and worked hard all day. At night the Officers had a lot of the contraband darkies from the mess house over in camp and we had a fine exhibition of original minstereling. They could all dance well and seemed to enjoy it as much as us. Saturday, November 15th, 1862 Weather fine. Was at work on the Pits again but quit at three o’clock. The Boss said we had worked enough. I learned on inquiry that we were going into winter quarters for a certainty. At night the Contrabands were over again and their performance was a delight to many in the Regt. Sunday, November 16th, 1862 Cold and cloudy all day. In the forenoon we had a Regimental Inspection after which I layed off in the tent. But some of the boys thinking to be rid of it did not go out on inspection and got arrested for their pains. They were put in the Guard House and at ten o’clock were marched down in the grove to meeting between guards. It was the first time in my life I ever saw men taken to church at the point of bayonet but it was a rich joke on them they hated it so. About the middle of the afternoon as Tice was oiling his pistol it exploded and sent a ball through Wm Doolittle’s leg. We carried him to the Hospital where he doubtless will be for months. This sad occurrence spread a gloom over the whole Co. Tice was placed under arrest in the Guard House and hardly had the first excitement died out before the order was given to fall in for Dress Parade. This Sunday Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 20 of 64 has been spent under more excitement than any since being in the service and I hope it will be long ere we have another such a one to spend as this. Monday, November 17th, 1862 Still cloudy but much warmer than yesterday. I was detailed for Guard along with three others from our tent. Jim Van Doren and Jake Johnston leaves camp tomorrow so I wrote several letters and sent with them. Nothing of importance transpired worth of note and the day slipped pleasantly along. But it went tough in the extreme to get out of a warm bed and go out to stand in the cold for two hours but it can’t be helped now. Tuesday, November 18th, 1862 Rainy all day and very messy. But notwithstanding the men were kept at work on the Pits all day. This I was happily rid of from last night’s guard duty and spent the day mostly in reading in the tent all day. Wednesday, November 19th, 1862 Weather the same as yesterday and I had to go to work along with the rest but did’nt work much as I was too angry at being obliged to be out (in) such weather, but in the afternoon the Boss acknowledged that it was too bad and we suspended operation right willingly. At night the boys were quiet for once. Thursday, November 20th, 1862 Weather as usual. The men were not called to work but I pitied Godley for he was on guard duty. The storm which was so bad that I kept in doors all day spending the time alternately in reading and playing Euchre. The weather was enough to make one miserable but the food was still worse. Have had nothing but bread and coffee for several days and that so mean we scarcely drink it. Friday, November 21st, 1862 The storm still continues and we kept as much as possible in the tent. The soaked soil was fully knee deep and work was impossible in the Rifle Pits. But in the afternoon I helped to build a fireplace in the tent and then build a fire and composed myself to write a letter home. Finished about supper time and after that went to playing Euchre but soon tired of that and went to reading some old papers sent from home. Retired about ten o’clock without any trouble. Saturday, November 22nd, 1862 The weather is variable today. Sometimes cloudy and rain then warm as spring. The men were sent to work today bit I with a dozen others were sent to prepare the ground four our new Camp. But (I) did’nt like grubbing so ran off and came back to camp and built a new bedstead for the old one was getting rather sloppy. At night Sergt. Brown from Co A came over and we had a game of Euchre. Then he sang some of this favorite songs and never since being in this camp have I spent an evening with such true enjoyment. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 21 of 64 Sunday, November 23rd, 1862 Clear and Cold. Felt rather miserable but chose to turn out on Inspection to reporting sick. There was no shirking today for last Sunday’s experience taught them it would not do. In the afternoon started to write a letter but some strays(?) coming in to have a sing broke it up. I listened to the music till the call for Dress Parade. The evening in our tent was passed in a mutual exchange of experiences and recalling home reminiscences. It was an odd entertainment but was interesting to all. Monday, November 24th, 1862 Last night was the coldest of the season as yet but is a fine day. I knew I was on guard and laid in the morning as long as I chose. Nothing of note happened through the day but at night Wm. Thompson, Clark, Van Doren and I got together and built a fire. Clark went to the tent and got some tea and bread and then we had a tea party all to ourselves. Toasted bread, boiled our tea, and had a good time. The best I have had as yet during night duty as a guard. Tuesday, November 25th, 1862 Cool and windy. I was obliged to get up early to go on guard but was released at nine o’clock and free for the day but stood two hours for Tice while he washed my dirty clothes for me. In the afternoon went over to see how the new camping ground was progressing. At night was playing Euchre till bed time with Sgt. Brown. Wednesday, November 26th, 1862 Rainy in the morning but I went to work with the rest on the old Pits again. Came in at night tired and retired early as Godley bunked in at the Hospital for tonight. Thursday, November 27th, 1862 A splendid day, and Thanksgiving day at that. We were relieved from work on the entrenchments today and sent to work on the new camp. The whole Regt. Was out and they worked as they never worked before I reckon by the way the chips flew. There was a service by the Chaplain but it was rather slimly attended. At night nothing of consequence transpired. Friday, November 28th, 1862 A cool fine day and it was improved by half the Regt. Moving to the new camp. The rest tomorrow. I was not up for Roll Call and to get rid of guard duty feigned sickness. I had been promised a pass to Washington City but when I went to get it was told that if I was too sick for duty I was too sick to go to the City. I was fairly caught and could not help acknowledging it but would not work for spite. At night the boys determined to have a time before moving so we had it. Caleb “the Patriotic” and I went the grand rounds and we never settled for sleep till after twelve o’clock.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 22 of 64 Saturday, November 29th, 1862 Considerable of rain last night but clear and warm through the day. Today our company with the rest of the Regt. Moved to our new quarters. We all worked hard all day having no doubt but what we should be recompensed for our labor by having a comfortable place to spend the winter. A considerable (amount) of friendly rivalry existed as to who should have the neatest and most comfortable tent and when night came we were all tired enough to lie down quietly and go to sleep with(out) raising Cain as we did last night. Sunday, November 30th, 1862 A cold cloudy day but no rain. I did not get up for Roll Call and got reprimanded for indolence. After inspection as father had somewhat complained of my not writing often I started to write him a letter. But before I got it finished I went to dinner and while I was still writing after dinner we were all completely astonished by the arrival of marching orders. The Regt. Had orders to report at Fort Carrol that night a distance of about 15 miles. About sundown we started with our knapsacks and our packs filled with all that we could get into them as quite a number of express boxes had just arrived for our Company. The boys seemed to be in good spirits but we did not leave behind our comfortable quarters constructed with so much pain and at the expense of so much hard labor without a feeling of regret. We knew there was (no) help for us but we begrudged the labor we had bestowed on them. Monday, December 1st, 1862 We marched along finely as far as the Navy Yard. About every two miles we would halt for a rest. But after we crossed the long bridge at the Navy Yard the roads were horrible and the heavy loads the men carried began to tell on them and they dropped out along the road completely exhausted. But the rear guard would force them along again at the point of the bayonet. It looked hard but there was no recourse. As I was in the rear of our Company I saw it all but was gratified to know that not a man from Co B left the Ranks. Just before dawn we arrived at our destination and although it rained I hastily spread my blanket down so tired that I think I could have slept in water. And I did rest as if I had been n a feather bed. Slept about an hour when I was awakened by the noise of marching men and found that we were in a Brigade of six Regiments including the 30th New Jersey. We soon got ordered to “sling knapsacks” and take the same road. We marched all day and such straggling I never saw. There was in the whole Brigade no resemblance of a Regt. Or even a Co. Some of the boys went to the houses on the road to procure something to eat but I had nothing to eat but bread and water all day. At night we arrived at a contemptible little place call piscataway. Marching a distance of 15 miles more marching for our own Regt. Than the rest of the Brigade. We had marched 30 miles in the 24 hours. I had nothing to eat so went back about a mile and got some crackers and tea and made quite a supper after which Carter and I spread our blankets. Tuesday, December 2nd, 1862 I slept sound most assuredly last night. We laid alongside of the 30th Regt. Our old companions at Washington. I saw and recognize quite a number of them. One of their Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 23 of 64 men died during the night from exhaustion. About ten o’clock we started on the march again but did not proceed even five miles when we were halted to rest and eat dinner. Here we had our first rations of Hard Tack dealt out and they were most miserable, filled with bugs and flies, but the boys were not satisfied and started out to foraging for the first time. But they met with good success and soon brought in chickens ducks and even pigs. After dinner we started again but did not march hard. (We) bivouaced in a fine oak grove for the night. As soon as we had started across Godley and I struck out for something to eat and soon got a fine turkey. Godley dressed it while I went to the wagon train and stole a camp kettle to cook it in. An then we had a supper that relished us as good as any meal we ever ate. About ten o’clock we spread our blankets and went to bed feeling good only foot sore. I felt good only having marched ten miles today. The country we passed through was rough and uncultivated mostly but we saw an occasional farm however. Wednesday, December 3rd, 1862 Last night was cloudy but did not rain. We started on the march about ten o’clock in the morning and marched about the same distance as yesterday. The country we passed through was the best we have yet seen. The only village was called Port Tobacco. The citizens were all out to see us pass and were mostly all [pleased(?)]. Capt. Hoffman of the 8th NJ Regt was the guard over the Polls here during the late State election in Maryland. We went beyond the place some and bivouaced in another fin woods. After Stacking arms I went out with Carter Godley and part of the Drum Corps to forage. (We) found a yearling calf about a mile from camp and after a chase of about an hour we knocked it down with a rail and I with a sizeable pocket knife cut its throat and dressed it. I never had more fun in my life. It was some sport for us to get initiated into. We came into camp and got the Co. cooks to cook it for us to eat cold on the march tomorrow. Our success got the boys into a sort of frenzy(?) and parties were going out all night. Some brought in beefs and some sheep and some pigs and we had plenty of fresh meat to last for some time. Two men from the 30th N.J. and one of the (147) NY got shot and one of them was killed outright which proved it rather dangerous. I went to sleep about ten o’clock as I heard we had a hard march for tomorrow. Thursday, December 4th, 1862 Last night we had a heavy frost. We started on the march by sunrise with our Regt. in the advance. As the morning was cool we went at a good pace and went ten miles in the forenoon. After diner we started and went about two miles more when a courier arrived and said we were on the wrong road. So about we went and that put our Regt. in the rear again. We marched at a quick step to a place on the Potomac River called Livingstone Point. It was dusk when we reached there and had to cross over the river to Aquia creek to night. But as there was several Regts. Ahead of ours we had a chance to rest some. We had tramped a distance of not less than 18 miles and over miserable roads. The country seemed to be one vast forest that we passed through today and we were tired enough. Godley and I made a sort of nest and laid to sleep. We slept till about twelve o’clock when we were called up to embark. We were taken over on empty barges and had to lie on the deck. It was very cold and I nearly froze before we reached Aquia Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 24 of 64 creek. After a tedious process in disembarking we were taken up the Railroad about two mile and then into an adjoining woods to spend the night or what was left of it. I hastily spread my rubber blanket and soon went to sleep for I was tired enough to sleep in any condition I believe. Friday, December 5th, 1862 I slept till late and awoke feeling bad. We had orders to clean our rifles and await orders. But it was tedious as we had nothing to work with and no heart to work if we had. We were out of rations and it commenced to rain violently and incessantly. But as if to inspire us the mail arrived and I rec’d two letters which was quite cheering. I sat down under my rubber blanket to read them. But before I got through we got orders to sling knapsacks and proceed to an old field nearby to encamp. In five minutes after we marched there the whole place was in a perfect slop for some four or five inches deep and as we had no tents there was nothing to protect us from the storm. After noon we rec’d our tents and proceeded to pitch them in the mud. I stole a shovel and scraped the mud away and laid sticks of wood down for a bed and then carried wood near half a mile through the storm to make a fire. Many of the boys were so disheartened and disgusted that they did not care what became of them and did not attempt to fix anything for their camp. But (they) stood around under the eaves of some large tent to get into some shelter just like so many fowls under similar circumstances. We that had tents would sit in them under our miniature houses and laugh at the mess and crow like some game cock. All sorts of nonsense was put into requisition to keep up our drooping spirits and our prospects were anything but favorable for any comfort. But did we allow any feeling of home sickness to pervade our minds it would have been all the worse. When it came night we had a fire by our tent but we laid down in our clothes with water running under us all night. If this is a sample of the soldier’s life I don’t wonder that exposure kills more men than the bullets of the enemy. But it is too bad for man or beast to [be] out in such a storm. But what can’t be helped must be endured, and we did it with the best grace possible. Saturday, December 6th, 1862 We slept soundly till someone stole our wood off the fire and the fire went out. Our comfort went with it and we actually froze out about three o’clock in the morning. It had cleared off cold and windy and after the pleasant adventures of yesterday we felt fine of course. We got orders to strike tents and prepare to march immediately. Our clothes and blankets were all wet and we had a pleasant time most assuredly in the [process](?). We learned that our Regt. was detached from the Brigade for special duty of some sort but we knew as yet nothing about what it was to be. We marched down to the Railroad again to the Landing and then stood in the cold all the forenoon waiting for the transport to get ready for us. Finally we embarked on board of a steamer and two barges and sailed down the River about six miles to a landing in the Potomac creek called BellPlain. Here we landed and stood about two hours in the cold wind and snow waiting for orders. We suffered immensely from the cold we were complete benumbed with it. Finally we got orders to move about a mile from the wharf and encamp. It was a vast field covered with snow some five inches deep. I know I was disheartened once here for we were chilled Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 25 of 64 through and no fire to warm by and no axes to make one. We scraped the snow with our feet the best we could, stuck our guns in the ground to stretch our tents over and then some of us crept in almost on the top of one another to try to keep warm with the heat of our bodies. But we failed as our breath was frozen around blankets. This place we called Camp Misery. Sunday, December 7th, 1862 Last night was the coldest I ever experienced. I almost wonder we were not all frozen stiff. Our boots were frozen as stiff in the morning that we had to thaw them by a fire before we could get them on. Our fare had been very slim all the week. Most of our food we foraged for and now we had nothing but hard tack and a little coffee which we cooked in our tin cups. [We] ate some breakfast but we all felt rather hard as may no doubt be readily believed. I sat down by a fire and wrote a long letter home detailing at some length our Adventures of the past week. This occupied the forenoon and the afternoon we spent in moving our tent down in the ravine. Here we built a large fire “cooked our supper” and retired for the night. Our Bill of Fare was Hard Tack, Pork, and Coffee. The first we ate raw. The pork was cut in slices, held in over the fire with sharp sticks till brown. The coffee we boiled in our own tin cups. This was a little rough and we were a little tired of it. But we had the hope that after we got settled we will be able to get what rations is due us. As yet we were in the dark as to what duty we were assigned to but we knew that we now belong to the Army of the Potomac. Burnsides whole Army lies not far from us and I believe that most of the Provisions for his Army are drawn from this place. There is a continuous line of wagons both coming and going all the time. It was quite a sight for us greenhorns but doubtless we are in a sight seeing country now. Monday, December 8th, 1862 Last night was almost as cold as the night previous but we were prepared for it and did not suffer from its effects. There was nine of us slept in a place hardly large enough for 5 but we kept warm. In the morning we got orders to march but when we started we had no idea where to or what for. After a circuit of about three miles we found our destination. It was to occupy the old rebel barracks last winter build and occupied by a Regt. of North Carolina Sharpshooters. I was among the party detailed to build a bridge for the teams to cross over a stream but the rest of the Regt. went on up to their quarters. When I found them towards night as busy as ants in fixing up beds in the huts which were built of logs, chimneys and all. Not a stone to be seen. They being considered quite a curiosity quite a number of the 15th N.J. came over to see us, amongst them Doct Mattison and Wm Gilroy. They looked as hearty as I ever saw them and gave us a cordial welcome to share their fates in the field. We assured them that we felt as happy about it as they did. But for the sincerity of the statement I should hate to be sociable. However we were glad to get enough settled as to do some cooking for I am tired of doing all my cooking in the tin cup. I was tired and soon went to sleep after our lying down. Tuesday, December 9th, 1862 Fine winter weather. All day we were busy fixing our huts and cleaning our rifles. Our quarter master is not in the River froze up on board of the Mail boat. It has been there Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 26 of 64 three days now and no telling how much longer it will stay. The ice is splendid and hard enough to [hold a person]. I would give anything for my skates now but there is no telling how long it will last or I would send home for them. Capt. Wright of the 15th Regt was over and some of the boys from the 8th stayed with us all night but I could not sleep much. Wednesday, December 10th, 1862 Fine weather. It is like Indian Summer in the day time and very cold at night. I felt rather unwell but went with the detail to the wharf to do fatigue duty. When I arrived there we were sent to unloading hay from the boats to the wagons there waiting for it. I found it rather heavy work and quit it. Lieut. Felver ordered me to go to work. I replied that I “did’nt have to”. There were high words used on both sides but I done not a stroke of work after. But my ill luck did not yet leave me for I lost my pocket book containing $12. “My all” and several letters I wished to retain, besides all my postage stamps. This loss to one in my circumstances was particularly trying and I felt it as being severe. This added to my being slightly unwell caused an unusual depression of my spirits. I felt gloomy enough for any misanthropic hermit but tried to conquer this all I could. And so went to playing Euchre but I soon got tired of that and so went to bed. Thursday, December 11th, 1862 Still fine weather. This morning I still felt indisposed to work so reported sick and got rid of duty by that means. Our company went down to the landing to do Provost duty for a week. All the forenoon heavy cannonading was heard in the direction of Fredericksburg which we knew to be the beginning of a heavy battle about to be fought there. I spent the day in writing letters and resting up. At night I cooked some rice and made a sort of Rice Pudding for myself when I felt somewhat better. Friday, December 12, 1862 This morning felt considerable better so went down to the Landing and joined our company. There went on duty as a guard at the Commissary standing two hours every six. There was no firing of consequence heard from the front which we supposed was that both sides were occupied in making every possible preparation for the morrow. May god sustain our men for they will have serious obstacles to overcome besides the fighting of the Rebels. And no doubt the carnage will be fearful in the extreme for us now if successful. Saturday, December 13th, 1862 ______and the sun rose in unadorned splendor at ______The roar of constant cannon proclaimed that the conflict had begun. Many a fine fellow saw the rising of the sun for the last time ever. Most all the officers from this post had gone to the front to be spectators of the _____ scene. I was on nettles all day to do the same but had to stand on duty. I was strongly tempted to run away and take the consequences but concluded to wait till tomorrow. The firing ceased at dark and when the officers returned we learned Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 27 of 64 that our men had been repulsed with fearful slaughter. Not very good news to go to bed on for the night. Sunday, December 14th,1862 The weather as usual fine for winter. I made up my mind to go to the front today so Godley and I got someone to stand for us as guards and then ran off. The roads were muddy and very bad walking but we were determined and on we went till we reached the river, passing through the reserve of the army and all the wagons and cavalry of the _____. Had a good view of the City of Fredericksburg but could not get across the Pontoons. We tried several ways but did not succeed. Both armies were resting today and we could distinctly see both lines of battle. Apparently not more than some three hundreds yards apart. In the rear of our own army could be plainly seen corpses of our own brave fellows lying cold in death. I landed with several of the Irish Brigade which had been withdrawn on account of their being a company sent up and they all said that our loss had been five to the Rebels one. The City of Fredericksburg was filled with our wounded. Some of the finest and largest buildings was all in ruins. After seeing all we could we went back to our camp walking from 15 to 20 miles in six hours. Monday, December 15th, 1862 Last night I was very tired when I reached camp but had to go immediately on duty for four hours. But as I was standing with good fellows I made and arrangement with them by which I was enabled to sleep all the time. In the morning it rained hard but ended off soon enough. Left the roads very muddy [and] many of the boys went to the front in hopes of seeing the fight renewed. But [they] were disappointed as there was but little firing on either side. Our men were busy in removing the wounded from the City, some said in consequence of a threat to burn the City by the Rebels and others said it was only preparation to total withdrawal of our men. From the present aspect of affairs I judge the latter to be correct. At night I passed the night with the usual guard duty. Tuesday, December 16th, 1862 Fine weather. I was on guard in the old place and with quite some sport with the darkeys employed in the Commissary. Some of our boys were sent down to the front as guards to some deserters arrested about the docks and they reported our Army all on the North side of the River and passing up to the right. This was rather disappointing news to us. At night Jim Little and I had a fire in front of our tents and soon had quite a crowd around us. Some wounded men who had come to look for refuge entertained us with a recital of their experience. It was quite interesting to us all but we will no doubt before long have similar tales to relate. Wednesday, December 17th, 1862 This morning we were gratified by the arrival of our long looked for mail. I read a letter from home containing the bad news that the Presbyterian church at home had burned down and that John and his wife had gone post haste to Kentucky in consequence of news from there that his father-in-law was dead. We were to have been relieved today by Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 28 of 64 another Co. but the Colonel said that Co B was goof for nothing to work and he would keep us where we had to do duty. This was rather a doubtful compliment but we knew it was the truth so we were to remain and do the Provost duty until the Regt. was relieved altogether. At night I was highly amused by seeing the darkeys play bluff. Some of them were good players and soon stripped their comrades of all the money they had. Some two or three got all wages of 20, in one night. Thursday, December 18th, 1862 Weather as usual. Nothing of importance transpired today. I saw Harvey(?) Boyd. He came to the landing with his wagon train from a load of forage. There was a great rush to the to the wagons in consequence of the tides for several days that boats could not get up in to unload. We all turned in and helped him get in or he would not have got it this day. At night I stood for four hours in the early part of the night and so got rid getting up in the night. The darkeys were playing cards again and to keep me from reporting to the officer gave me all the cake I could eat. This [accompanied with] some real cream – the first time since leaving Washington City I had had a taste. Friday, December 19th, 1862 Last night George had taken a wounded soldier in the tent in my place and I had to sleep in a bunch of hay for the night. But didn’t sleep much it was so cold and as a consequence felt bad the rest of the day. I saw the chief Quartermaster of the United Stats Gen’l Meigs and Gen’l Ingalls the Quartermaster of the Army of the Potomac and several other Officers of prominent rank. They cam to landing to embark on the road to Washington. Today sic men from Co C came down to assist us in performing the Guard duty. This made us four reliefs and in a consequence the duty was not nearly so onerous. Saturday, December 20th, 1862 The weather was extremely cold last night and continued so all day. But we kept up a good fire and got along without suffering. Nothing of consequence transpired to us but up in the camp a member of Co G was drummed out of the service in disgrace for bad conduct. At night considerable excitement was created by the arrest of the Commissary clerk for alleged violation of special orders relating to the commissaries selling sullied(?) goods. Sunday, December 21st, 1862 Today is Sunday but the only thing that made it appear different from other days was that the loading and unloading was kept up nearly all night. The rush of teams was more than [usual]. The whole plain was literally covered with wagons. Carter came down from camp today which seemed to us like quite a visit. I went out and carried in a load of wood and at night I had the only fire in our little camp.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 29 of 64 Monday, December 22nd, 1862 Symptoms of a storm but no rain as yet. Carter and some of the Camp boys came down and spent an afternoon with us and at night I went up with them to stay all night. I slept with Carter in the Tent of the Drum Corps and had quite some fun. Tuesday, December 23rd, 1862 I felt good in consequence of a good night rest even more it goes rather tough to be waked up from a sound sleep and sent out in the cold for to stand their two hours. The mail came in today again and a large one it was. Godley got five letters. George three but I was obliged to be suited with a single one. I had mire ire aroused by them changing my post for duty. I had all day stood at the Commissary and was on the right side of the clerks and cooks so that I got what fare I wanted to eat. But perhaps this is the reason of the new arrangement. Wednesday, December 24th, 1862 Fair weather but I was still angry at being sent off my post but have the promise that it will be restored to me tomorrow. Nothing of consequence transpired and there is nothing to relate. Thursday, December 25th, 1862 Today is Christmas but the day is little like a Holiday for us. Most of the army is having some sort of Holiday but instead of having one ourselves we had to look on and see others have these good times which were forbidden to us. The Capt of the Commissary got a big dinner and invited a number of brother officers to help him eat it. Col Benthoud was among those having his roast turkey, plum pudding, and champagne. They had a jovial time of it but I was standing outside smelling the good victuals and hearing them crack their jokes but was not allowed to partake or to allow others to interrupt them. When I would think of what a good time I might have had at home it would almost make me homesick. I did’nt dare to think of it. But at night the cook [came out] with me and gave me a mug of Egg-Nogg which satisfied my appetite if not my ambition. Friday, December 26th, 1862 Cloudy and some rain. I was on guard at Commissary again and as it was to be moved to another place I made the thing pay as well as I could while I had the chance. I laid in a sizeable stock of vegetables and groceries as guard of Commissary. Saturday, December 27th, 1862 Still cloudy. I felt good and had a good time with the boys in the Commissary at night and I reckon the Captain found it out for we had to stay on the outside for the future.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 30 of 64 Sunday, December 28th, 1862 The weather is fine again the storm having blown over. Nothing of any importance has transpired and have nothing to relate. But as the Commissary was moved I was put on another post. Monday, December 29th, 1862 Last night was very cold in comparison with the weather we have been having. At night after supper Jos Bray and I walked up to Camp and was well paid for our trouble in walking so far. I tried to get Carter to come down with me but it was no go. Tuesday, December 30th, 1862 Rainy windy and [miserable] but in spite of this we commenced to build the tent moat I have not a chance or time for in nearly a week. [Someone] and Godley helped me some and we got along fine and before long those who had laughed at us in morning now envies us our comfortable tent. At night Godley and I enjoyed a little _____ which gave us four ____ apiece. After that I sat down and wrote a long letter. Wednesday, December 31st, 1862 Colder than any day since we first landed at the place. In the forenoon I went up with Jos Bray to Camp and hid a nice time with the boys until ____ arrived and then went down with us for dinner. After that the Regt. was mustered in for pay but as I was on Guard I was clear of walking to Camp but went to building a fireplace in my tent and at night we had a billy fire in it which soon had a ____ inside and we had quite some fun for New Year’s Eve. But at ten o’clock I had to go on Guard which broke it up for the night. Thursday, January 1st 1863 As fine a day as could be desired even for a holiday. Some of the boys desired to have something for dinner that was a little extra started on a hunt and before noon brought in nine rabbits and we had a dinner on game which relished us heartily. At night there was a party of six in our tent when we fastened the door to keep out intruders then went down to the mail boat which just came in and got some frozen bread and pies, some butter and molasses and other refreshments. And we enjoyed ourselves nicely but not daring think of what we would be doing were we in Jersey in comparison with our present condition. Friday, January 2nd, 1863 Weather fine. Warm and pleasant through the day but cold as fury at night. But inside our little hut we can laugh at the cold. Nothing of any importance transpired through the day and night and the only think unusual was a ____ game of Euchre in little _____. Saturday, January 3rd, 1863 The fine weather still continues and in the forenoon I went up to the camp of the Regt. Saw the boys and came down too late for to go on guard with my relief so got off _____ Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 31 of 64 for Carter came down with me. In the evening we wrote a family letters to some home friends in partnership. We did not go to bed till after eleven o’clock. Sunday, January 4th, 1863 [Weather] bad. Could have got into trouble by evading drill but today there was no drill and I went up to camp with Joe to get some fresh meat and the mail for our company. Got all I wanted and came down and went to sleep early for I was tired. Monday, January 5th, 1863 Fine weather and the boys all in good spirits. We stood company drill again today. I attended then rested the rest of the day. At night I played a bit of Euchre but tired and went to bed early. Tuesday, January 6th, 1863 Rainy and a good deal colder than yesterday. _____ Bowman(?) came down to see me and I was visiting him all day. Had a nice time music and Euchre in abundance. I hired a man to do duty in my place and had the day to myself. At night he stayed with me in camp. Wednesday, January 7th, 1863 Quite cold and I had extra duty to perform in consequence of yesterday’s relaxation. In the afternoon the Co was inspected in their ____ and equipment. I bought flour and a liver and at night had quite a mess of liver and pancakes. Thursday, January 8th, 1863 Weather more moderate and the Provost duty the same. Quite an excitement was raised by an attempt on the part of some smugglers(?) to land some goods without permission. They were caught however and their goods confiscated. Their value was estimated at $3,000 but the Lieut watched us so close that all attempts to “hand-down” (take anything) was frustrated. Friday, January 9th, 1863 Fair weather and we were in fine spirits till we learned the unwelcome news that we were to move again. The fact was we were to be relieved from our present duty and be brigaded(?). That is, we were to be incorporated in the active portion of the Army of the Potomac. We constituted a part of the 3rd Brigade. Brigade part of the first division. Brigadier Genl Wadsworth the first Army corps, Major Genl Reynolds flank or left Guard division of the Army of the Potomac commanded by Brigadier General _____, the whole under the command of General ______. We were relieved by the ___ brigade of New York troops and then we started on the march to our camp. I felt worse over leaving our comfortable tent than ever any change of camp we made but I left it wholly intact that others might enjoy it if I could not. At nightfall had but little sleep [wrapped] in a blanket.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 32 of 64 Saturday, January 10th, 1863 Rainy and cold. I felt tired in consequence of last night’s bad rest. Godley and 20 others were sent to the landing on fatigue duty but I with the balance escaped on the strength of that. Spent the day in building a new bed. Joe Carter came over and he was in a great glee and stayed all night with me. Sunday, January 11th, 1863 Weather fine. I went on Guard in the place of Doc Lillie. The Regt was taken out on inspection in the morning and there reviewed by Genl Rawls(?). In the afternoon they had also to go on Dress Parade and all of the while I got rid of [it] by being on Guard. At night I came to my tent to sleep and sleep all night without disturbance of any kind. Monday, January 12th, 1863 Today I was free from duty in consequence of yesterday’s Guarding so had a good day spent at loafing. At night we mostly all had a good deal of sport with our “own area Thing”(?). Tuesday, January 13th, 1863 A fine day. We had our usual drill and Dress Parade. Evasion would not answer for today and I had to turn out. At night Jos Wilson of the light NJ vols stayed with us. Wednesday, January 14th, 1863 Cold and rainy. Nothing in the wind today but the usual drill and Dress Parade. At night Sgt Brown and Joe Lancaster came into our tent and we had some good music and social game of Euchre. And after taps we had quite some fun. I laughed more than I had before in a month. Thursday, January 15th, 1863 Fine weather as usual and nothing to do but the old course of Drill and Dress Parade. At night went to bed early. Friday, January 16th, 1863 Stormy but no rain of consequence. I was on the guard detail and stood through the day but at night got sick and went to my tent and layed there. But the boys were raising Cain and I could not sleep much. The cause of this was the circulation of a report that tomorrow we were to march again. Saturday, January 17th, 1863 Last night was very cold but is a fine day. We were taken out on Regimental Inspection which lasted till noon and in the afternoon the usual Dress Parade which I evaded by being absent. While the rest were out Joe C____ and I stole some flour and cooked some pancakes which we ate with a relish. At night I was surprised by the arrival of Uncle Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 33 of 64 Adam in our camp. It was entirely unexpected and of course had an innumerable questions to ask. He slept with me in my bunk. Sunday, January 18th, 1863 Still very cold. Uncle Adam went out to visit. The Regt turned out on Brigade Review. Our Brigade consisted of the 22nd, 30th, 31st Regts of New Jersey volunteers, the 147th New York and the 128th Pa Vols. We were reviewed by our Brigadier and it took us till after noon. While the most of the Regt was attending meeting the orders came to pack up and be ready to move at an hour notice. Of course all was confusion till late bed time when we retired late to bed. Not to sleep much. Monday, January 19th, 1863 Weather more moderate than for the last few days. This morning at 4o’clock we were routed out in the expectation of marching. We were held in readiness till after noon when orders came counter manding the march for the present and so we had to unpack and go out on drill. But I played a little trick on them at Roll call and did’nt go. Uncle Adam left camp for home this afternoon loaded with messages and packets from the soldiers. He left us in seeming good spirits and we all felt better from hearing directly from home. Tuesday, January 20th, 1863 This morning we had orders to go to drilling but about 10 o’clock another order came to vacate the old huts by 12 o’clock as they were to be used as a hospital for sick and injured men. Dr Jennings was detailed from our Regt to attend to the sick in the barracks. He seemed to feel as much sorry at leaving us as we did at leaving him. We thought when we moved that we should not go far. Perhaps only a change of camp, but when we got out we found that not only our brigade but the whole left division was on the march. Where we were going none had an idea but after awhile we struck the Fredericksburg Turnpike and from that in a northerly direction across fields and terrible roads we continued on till after dark marching a distance of not less than 10 miles without taking off our knapsacks or even resting. But at a place not far from Falmouth George Olsen(?) and I left the road in the dark and went in woods nearby to pitch our tent for it was raining terribly and we were decided not to march farther in such a storm. Wednesday, January 21st, 1863 Last night it was dark when we left the ranks and we had a hard time to get our tent struck and then we tried a long time vainly endeavoring to build a fire to make some coffee. But we had to give it up and sup on cold fat pork and hard tack with no water. And when we arose in the morning it was the same way again just as wet and rainy and the same sort of a breakfast. The Regt had gone on and we dared not to lose time for fear of not finding it again. So we rung the water out of our blankets the best we could and started on. We could find nothing of our Regt or even the Brigade by inquiry but as the roads and bypaths were filled by the mass of moving troops we took the same course trusting luck to find them. The roads were terrible beyond description and it required a good constitution as well as a buoyant spirit to bear up under such trying circumstances Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 34 of 64 as to march along with such loads on our backs and sometimes actually knee deep in the mud. We took all the by paths that we thought would shorten the road as so saved a good deal of marching. We thought to have caught with our Regt but we failed and at night we went off in a woods to rest over for the night and what was our surprise to find in that same woods our own Brigade and Regt. We found a good dry place some wood and a fire so we hastily pitched our tent and left joining our Co. till the morning as we were tired enough to lay down without taking many extra steps. Thursday, January 22nd, 1863 This morning I awoke and arose early and when George and Oscar got up I had a fire fixed. It had rained steadily all night but had in a measure cleared off. We layed in the woods all day without moving. Various conjectectures were made as to the cause. Some said the movement was abandoned, others said it was only to wait till the pontoons were laid, but as we are about out of rations and the roads so bad that the supply wagons cannot reach us I guess when we do move it will be on the back track. George and a party found a wild Hog which they soon butchered. It was fortunate for us for we were out of rations but we soon bartered part of the hog for some hard tack and then we had plenty of both for another day. Friday, January 23rd, 1863 Still cloudy but no rain. We were aroused early by the bugle sounding for the march but I build a fire and made some coffee before I started and when our Company came past us we fell in the ranks with them. It was horrible marching but as we had no provisions and we knew we were marching for them we did’nt complain although we went at a rapid pace across fields and woods and gullies. We hardly knew where we were going but the direction was towards our old camp. We went on till about noon when we halted to rest near Falmouth. Some of the boys went to an adjoining Regt the 11th New Hampshire which had not left camp at all and were well supplied with provisions. All who went there were given all the pork and hard tack they wanted and the Yankees would take no pay. When we started on the 31st showed their appreciation of such kindness by giving three hearty cheers for the Yankees. We wearily plodded on our way all day and many were the scenes that would drain pity from the heart of a stone almost. But we had no time to contemplate and have no space to relate them. But I think I shall retain the memory of them while life holds its grasp. We arrived at our old camp about sundown “that is” the mounted officers and about a hundred men. The rest were back on the road but came in through the night . As our huts were occupied by the sick we had to encamp in the woods. Saturday, January 24th, 1863 A fine warm clear day. We were aroused early for the pay master was arrived and we had to sign the rolls in a hurry. That over we cooked our breakfast [and ate]. Soon we were taken back again to the barracks which the Col had cleared in a hurry of its occupants while we were on the march.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 35 of 64 Sunday, January 25th, 1863 A little rain in the night but clear now. All the duty required of us today was to turn out to Co inspection of arms and equipment. Spent the rest of the day in writing letters. Towards night we were surprised by the arrival of Uncle Jacob Wandling and James Mellon in camp. Innumerable questions were asked almost simultaneously for a few minutes. He stayed all night with me sleeping in my bunk. Monday, January 26th, 1863 This morning arose late and Oscar was detailed for work. Uncle Jacob had gone out to the front but was coming back. I was not on the working detail so I spent the day out in the woods a building some sort of a tent. The majority of our Co preferred to live in our tents to the old barracks. The colonel gave us permission to encamp in the woods so we went at it with a will to fix things. I worked hard all day alone on mine but did not get it done so went back to the barracks to sleep. Tuesday, January 27th, 1863 Arose early and cooked breakfast for Uncle Jacob who left for home in the early boat. Then I went to attend roll call and then Oscar helped me to finish our tent and we moved in the afternoon. It was raining some but we expected duty tomorrow and wanted to get it done with. George did not come at all but stayed at the Barracks in company with Charley Hornbaker who was quite sick from the effects of the march. Wednesday, January 28th, 1863 It rained all last night but this morning the rain turned to snowing and I was one of the number to go to the landing on fatigue duty. I made a cup of coffee and went down but when there our services were not required so back we came through the mud and snow. When I came back I found that Godley had bought a beef liver so I had a good dinner of liver and pancakes. Then took a good smoke and wrapt ourselves in our blankets to keep warm when we turned in early for the night. Thursday, January 29th, 1863 We awoke this morning to find ourselves almost snowed under. It had snowed continuously all night and the morning found it some 15 inches deep. We saw the sun in full splendor this morning for the first time in nearly a week. It done us good to see it once more. We had nothing to do but cook and eat, smoke and sleep. This sort of life suits Godly and I nearly to death but it can’t last long. Friday, January 30th, 1863 Fine clear weather but it was cold last night that Godly and I had nearly frozen before morning. Had the same duty to perform as yesterday which well pleased us. At night got Charley Cyphers to sleep with us as we did not want to freeze again if we could help it.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 36 of 64 Saturday, January 31st, 1863 Still fine weather but very messy underfoot. We had inspection in the forenoon which lasted about two hours. After that we had the rest of the entire day to ourselves and we enjoyed it by sleeping most of the time away. Sunday, February 1st, 1863 Another fine day but Godley and I were not to be benefited by it. We did not get up for Roll Call in morning and the Captain ordered us to the Guard House. We not thinking him hardly series went but soon we found he meant to make an example of us for the Co. for we know of various of others who had done the same thing several times. But the exhibited malice on the part of a man who we are compelled to call Captain did not prevent us from enjoying ourselves. We sat by a good fire all the time and read or played Euchre as we chose. And when night came we turned in and had good rest. Monday, February 2nd, 1863 This morning we were awoke early by the Officer of the Guard who told us to go back to camp for roll call. I told him “I did’nt see it” that when Capt Johnson wanted us he should come for us himself and when he did come for us it was after nine o’clock and were still in our beds. He told us to go back to camp and report for duty. I replied by telling him my opinion of his character and then we went leisurely to our camp. But as for duty I vowed they would get none out of me for some time to come. Tuesday, February 3rd, 1863 The weather very inclement and as I was on the Guard list I had to get sick to get rid of it but I succeeded in getting Ex attached to my name on the list and went back and spent the day in building a fireplace in our tent. But it was so cold that I had to quit it before it was finished. I think I never felt the cold being so bad in Jersey. Wednesday, February 4th, 1863 The severity of the weather but has slightly if any abated but we have symptoms of a storm after awhile. I hope it will warm some. In the forenoon we had Brigade review the whole six Regts was out and it took near three hours. When we came back I went finishing my chimney and succeeded well so that when George moved his things at night we had a good fire in the tent. The weather still stays uncommon cold but now as George is to live with us we have three blankets instead of two and a fire in my tent. Thursday, February 5th, 1863 The weather is quite stormy and very unpleasant to be out doors. We were called onto duty today and had nothing to do but to read and keep warm. At night we continued to read till our last candle was gone then we went to bed.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 37 of 64 Friday, February 6th, 1863 Still very stormy and about 20 were marked at Roll Call. But it only furnished our Capt a chance to throw his spite on us again. All were let go but George Godley and I, who were put on guard. Towards night it cleared off somewhat and the guard was so arranged that each man had only to stand for 2 hours and then be free for 4 hours so it terminated to our advantage after all the spitework. Saturday, February 7th, 1863 This morning felt pretty good and took things coolly. Gave myself and clothes a good wash and went to bed for I was sleepy. Sunday, February 8th, 1863 Fine weather. We had both Inspection and Review this forenoon and in the afternoon attended the funeral of one of Co C’s men who tied of Typhoid fever this morning. Col Berthoud left for Jersey on a leave of absence for five days. Monday, February 9th, 1863 The only thing of importance that transpired was the George and Edgerton were detached from the Regt to a New Hampshire battery. The volunteered to go for the reason that they would get from under Capt J. I would have done the same could I have done it but they would allow of but two from our Co. So Godley and I had to make up our minds to stick it. Tuesday, February 10th, 1863 We were all drawn up ready for the Brigade Review when it was countermanded and we went back to our tents again. While in them with Godley an old Jersey acquaintance by name Van Vielt came in our tent and we had a social chat for some time. Wednesday, February 11th, 1863 This morning after breakfast went with Joe Carter to see how George was getting. Found him in good spirits. He thought he should like it excellent. I was very glad to hear this for it was good news. Towards night it began to rain again. Thursday, February 12th, 1863 Today nothing of consequence transpired. We occupied the day mostly on cleaning up our quarters instead of drilling. At night it was late before I went to sleep for I was not in the least tired. Friday, February 13th, 1863 Clear and warm again. I was assigned the guard detail for today. Nothing happened to me through the day worty of note. But today Col Benthard and Will Van-Horn came into camp. They had been home on a furlough and brought me some two or three letters and a Package for Godley. This was enough for insure them a welcome from us. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 38 of 64 Saturday, February 14th, 1863 Last night was quite cool and I did’nt sleep at all in consequence of which I felt rather bad. But after breakfast felt better and went to see George. Found him well. Sunday, February 15th, 1863 Raining smartly again and although I was off duty myself I could not help a feeling of pity or commiseration for Godley and a number of them who were sent out on Pickett Duty for two days. I felt lonesome at night got Lillie to sleep with me. Monday, February 16th, 1863 A splendid day after the storm of yesterday. I was fortunate to escape duty again today but full satisfied in my own mind that we will have it all to make up shortly. Tuesday, February 17th, 1863 Last night it commenced to storm and by morning the snow was several inches deep and still storming rapidly. I was on the Guard list today but did’nt complain for in all my some experience I had never yet been called on to stand guard in the storm. I went to the Guard House and was gratified immensely to learn that the reliefs were so divided that I came on duty but once in the whole 24 hours and when it did not snow. Wednesday, February 18th, 1863 I felt very badly this morning. My head ached terribly. After Breakfast Os and I got our wood for the day and then layed down to rest awhile. But soon the rain commenced to pour in all around us and I went to bed awhile. In the afternoon Joe Carter moved in again in the company and tented with us. While we were fixing our things to rights a little who should appear but Father. He came entirely unexpected to us all. But after finding out Smith to his heart’s content we made him comfortable in a tent of Joe McLaughlin for we were almost drowned out. Thursday, February 19th, 1863 Still raining but does not amount to much. I went with father over to see George and found him in the tent playing cards. But we soon felt as ease. I went around with him all I could in the condition of affairs in our Regt and then came home. Cooked our dinner and felt much better. Then he went to see the Chaplain and at the urgent request of Joe Livingstone he stayed the night with him. Friday, February 20th, 1863 After all night’s rain it stopped this morning. And as father wanted to go to the front I got Hank Thompson to go with him. They had scarcely been gone half and hour when George came with two horses to take him out. But it was too late. I spent the day mostly in reading and in smoking.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 39 of 64 Saturday, February 21st, 1863 Splendid weather. Done nothing in the afternoon but go out on Battalion Drill. Father came home tonight just as we were eating supper and he ate with us telling all about his trip to the front. At night he slept with us in our own tent, Joe bunking out somewhere. Sunday, February 22nd, 1863 Last night when we went to bed not a clout was to be seen but before morning it commenced to snow rapidly to such an extent that there was no Roll Call held this morning. Father went over to spend the day with the Chaplain and Jos Lillie came down to spend the day with us. At night when he came had to stay the night. I sent him up to stay in Joe Bray’s place while Joe Bray slept with us. Joe Castner going up to stay with Shanty and Smitty as they would not let Bray sleep there. The night was cold in the extreme. Monday, February 23rd, 1863 A splendid morning after the storm. I was lucky in not getting on duty today as most of the company was sent out on Pickett for two days more. But I shall have it all to make up after a while I know. Father is going home tomorrow and so went down to see George before he went. Came back in the afternoon and then I began to fix things to send home with father and to write some letters to send along with him. Father says he is glad he came down and I know I am not sorry in more cases than one. Tuesday, February 24th, 1863 This morning father wished to go home so I got up about five o’clock and cooked him some breakfast. Then I went with him to the landing to meet the boat. The weather was cold and the ground was frozen so I put his baggage on my back and went down to the wharf on quick time. Arrived too early for the boat to leave and as I was detailed for duty as the same wharf I bade him goodbye and went to report for work. Went on board of another boat which took us down the river near two miles where we were sent to load lumber from off a ship at anchor there to a barge that was brought down for that purpose. It was very cold and the men could not work much. I went down in the cabin and stayed there all the forenoon. When we came to go to camp we had something to carry along with us and we felt so good that we did not go back in the afternoon at all. At night Jos Lillie and I played Joe and Os a game of Euchre but we came off about even when we quit. Wednesday, February 25th, 1863 I was not detailed for any duty today and thought to have a good time. But had to turn out to Co Drill in the forenoon and in the afternoon to Battalion Drill and Dress Parade. This kept me busy all the time and put an end to all the ideas I had formed for pleasure so that when night came I felt tired but continued to play Euchre for some time mainly to pass the time away till bed time.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 40 of 64 Thursday, February 26th, 1863 This morning I was detailed for Guard Duty but it was very rainy. I would not go till I ate my breakfast so when I did no I could find to Officers to report to so came back and stayed there all day, leaving them to send for me if they wanted my services. At night in a minnie council of war the parties consisting of Joe, Oscar and myself we came to the conclusion that it was necessary for our comfort and for appearances to have a new dwelling built in a more modern style, and the morrow if the weather was good would see us on the job. And with that resolution fresh in our minds we retired to sleep. Friday, February 27th, 1863 A fine day. I got off on the strength of yesterday’s guarding and Godley to get rid of duty had to report sick. But we all got rid of duty nicely and as soon as we collected the necessary tools we started on our tent. We worked with a will all day and when night came it was mostly completed. In the morning we intended to go in the new house the first thing in the morning. At night when we retired we could not get to sleep so Castner and I got up and made the fire, made some coffee and smoked for awhile. Then we tried it again. Saturday, February 28th, 1863 Some rain. In the forenoon we ad an inspection and General mustering-in for pay which took till noon. After which we went to moving. Drill called out on Battalion Drill and at Dress Parade we learned that Liet Waymouth was transferred to Co F. Orderly Thompson was promoted to his place. ____ was made Orderly. Jas Lillie was promoted from the 8th Corporal to the 2nd Seargency, over the heads of the illustrious and famous triumvirate which gave entire satisfaction to the most of the company. Sunday, March 1st, 1863 Rainy in the morning. Last night some of the boys from Washington made their appearance. Among them was the redoubtable Bill Germans. I layed off all day no duty being asked of us. At night had an immense amount of fun with our Bill. He was as sick as any dog and made perfect fool of himself. Monday, March 2nd, 1863 A fine day. We had our customary drill today and all the leisure I could find was employed in working at our new house. At night regaled ourselves with a social game of Euchre. Tuesday, March 3rd, 1863 Last night when I went to bed it was a beautiful starlight with not a cloud to be seen. But in the night there came up a storm which raged so violently that it awoke me from a sound sleep. I was dreading the morrow but in the morning it proved to be cleared off handsomely. At Roll Call there was a call made for Vols not more than 20 being wanted. There was considerable of hesitation till some knowledge was gained of what nature the Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 41 of 64 duty was to be, when all hesitation vanished and more volunteered than could be taken. We were to take two days cooked rations with us but had as yet no definite where we were destined. The force of the Expedition was 200 picked men from the Regt under the command of Col Benthard. The Washington boys left for Jersey this morning. Carter went with them down to the landing and while I was busy in making my preparations for the tramp who should appear but Enoch Casby. I had time to exchange but a few words with him when the order came to fall-in immediately. After some delay in forming we took the line of march to the landing by way of Head Quarters. We embarked on board of a couple of Barges which were taken in tow by a steamboat and down the river we went. The boat ran on all night and arrived at the place of our destination. But after an ineffectual attempt to land ran down in a cove on the Maryland shore called Piney Point. As soon as it became light enough they put back to the place of landing called Machodock Creek or Ragged point, Near Hague in Westmoreland County. Wednesday, March 4th, 1863 After a rough passage up the river which made quite a number of the boys sea-sick we reached our landing place and after considerable delay we “tred on the forbidden soil” with impunity. As soon as we landed “all but about 40 men under Lieut Fenson” started on a scout through the country. Co B was left behind with some others and while the most of them were engaged in building a dock I was building a place to sleep in. Then I built a large fire and went to roasting oysters which could be picked up on the beach anywhere in any quantities. Near night the Col came back with three prisoners which he sent on board the boat and took 20 men with him to join the main body. Among them was myself. We found them about two miles from the river in a fine woods. They were enjoying themselves hugely. Cooking fowls of all kinds. That had also eggs and corn cake which the grateful slaves would bring to them and never ask for pay except such as they choose to give. They [feasted] us with a relish as may be readily believed. Thursday, March 5th, 1863 Was awoke early by someone running over me. I got up made some coffee and ate my breakfast before daylight. At sunrise a party was sent to the boat to relieve those stationed there last night and then the rest was divided into companies. Some to gather forage and some as guards to the Plantations. Some went to butchering beefs for our use and some stayed in the woods or they slept all day. In the afternoon Sergeant Brown and I took a scout in search of teams to haul the grain to the boat. We found and impressed several and had a great deal of fun. Came near having a rebel Officer to bring with us if we had known what we learned afterward we would undoubtedly have had him. At night Sergeant Lillie and I was on the detail to go on guard at Wm Rice’s Plantation (?) near our camp. There was six reliefs and I had only two hours to stand when Jim and I went up to the barn and crawled into a bed of cornstalks where in spite of the extreme cold we slept soundly as if we were in Jersey instead of Rebeldom where we almost momentarily expected an alarm of some kind.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 42 of 64 Friday, March 6th, 1863 I was awakened early by the arrival of a fresh detachment from camp to relieve us. We returned to camp cooked our breakfast and then layed around in the woods all day with nothing to do although the teams were very busy in hauling off grain. Occupied most of the day in picking up oysters and cooking them. At night there was sent out an extra Pickett Guard in case of an attack, but we slept soundly as though we were not disturbed by either Jack _____ or Johnny Reb. Saturday, March 7th, 1863 Somewhat rainy but I was sent as a Guard to Wm Rice’s again. Spent the forenoon in walking the beach and collecting curiosities and had just finished a fine dinner on Ham and Eggs when Lieut Castner arrived with the order to pack up instantly. This we did without delay. Then we loaded on a wagon his three small boats and cut up a fourth; brought off all his horses and mules, seven in number, and left him for the boat. After all the stock was aboard and considerable delay in calling in the Picketts we took up our course for home. It was rainy but warm and Jos Lillie and I got on board the Steamer and slept all through the rain on the upper deck of the steamer without any covering whatever. Sunday, March 8th 1863 The boat ran all night and arrived safe at Belle Plain in the morning without an accident or losing a man. The results of the Expedition were 5000 bushels of corn, 2000 bushels of wheat, 17 head of mules, 10 horses, and 35 contrabands. When I arrived in camp I found a pack of letters awaiting my perusal and Geo with Joe Bowman there. I was as hungry as a bean and Carter got my dinner while I related my adventures which possessed some interest for them who had been in camp all the time. I spent the afternoon in reading my letters and talking and after we had gone to bed Carter and I, unable to sleep, got up again and took a smoke then we sand read and laughed till Godley got quite angry. Finally we quieted down and went to sleep. Monday, March 9th, 1863 Weather fine and I felt good over more. I was on the detail for fatigue duty at the landing but as soon as I reported I came right off back to camp and in the afternoon I did’nt go down at all. In the evening played Euchre till quite late then went to writing a letter. Tuesday, March 10th, 1863 Fine weather and I had nothing to do but to enjoy it. Spent the day mainly in reading and letter writing. At night Jos Lille and I played Carter and Jos Bray in a game of Euchre till it was bed time when we retired. Wednesday, March 11th, 1863 Still fine weather. I was detailed on guard but got on the best post of the Relief under bully officers and had a good time of it. At night there was a Prayer Meeting held in Guard House but was but slimly attended in consequence of the men not knowing of it.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 43 of 64 Thursday, March 12th, 1863 Windy and cold all day. I spent the forenoon in getting wood mostly for our fire and the afternoon in reading and writing till supper time. After which Jos Lille, Jack Stout came down and we had a jovial time till we went to bed. Friday, March 13th, 1863 Weather same as yesterday. Were on Battalion Drill four hours in the forenoon and in the afternoon the same thing with a Dress Parade at which the new Brass Band officiated and mad quite good music. On the Dress Parade and order was read to be in readiness to march at any notice and to keep rations constantly on hand. This is only a precautionary order but we may be compelled to march tomorrow. Saturday, March 14th, 1863 Last night was very cold but rising sun ushered in a fine day. At 9 o’clock we were marched out for a Brigade Review but after the Review was over the Genl drilled us for about two hours more and we finally did come to camp it was when we were both tired and hungry. In the afternoon the sad intelligence was brought to us of the death of one of our comrades, Phillip C Hutchings. This was the first man who had died out of our Co and the Capt sent a detachment to bury him with the military honors of war. Sunday, March 15th 1863 A fine day. We had our usual Sunday morning inspection and was through for the rest of the day. J Warne and Sergt Brown took dinner with us and we spend a social afternoon. At night Carter was on guard and I read till quite late. Monday, March 16th, 1863 Quite stormy so much so that there was no drill ordered for the day. At night there was quite a crowd in our tent and we had quite a feast on peaches and cream and apples. Tuesday, March 17th, 1863 This morning Godley and I with some sixteen others were sent out on Pickett duty for two days. We marched about four miles and relieved the 30th and as I was on the Reserve for the first day I had nothing to do whatever. I just layed off in the bough(?) houses smoked and slept all the time. At night we went to sleep as usual only kept our equipment on in case of any alarm. Wednesday, March 18th, 1863 Still fine weather but I felt bad from a severe pain in the head. In the forenoon the reserve was taken out to relieve the portion on duty yesterday. Out duty was not hard we only stood two hours out of every six and then had a good place to sleep in at night.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 44 of 64 Thursday, March 19th, 1863 We were relieved by the 147th New York Regt about ten o’clock when we had a rapid walk home. As soon as there I took a good wash and went to bed and stayed there. Friday, March 20th, 1863 Stormy and considerable of snow and otherwise very disagreeable but notwithstanding this we were called out for a Review. We marched through the storm to Head Quarters and there we learned that the order was countermanded but had not reached our camp in time to prevent the useless march. Came back and spent the rest of the day in reading for the pain in my head prevented the sweet solace of my pipe. Saturday, March 21st, 1863 Still storming on in the most disagreeable manner plainly evincing the wisdom of Genl Hooker in not making any forward movement until the weather is more settled than at present. Through the day we had quit a crowd in our tent and had an immense amount of fun. For the boys felt just in the humor for it they said. At night Godley and I were challenged to a game of Euchre by Doc Lancaster and partner. We played them but after a few games they discovered the fact that they had caught a ______and went home satisfied. Sunday, March 22nd, 1863 Still rainy and we had no inspection. But a detachment was sent to disinter the body of our late comrade who had recently died. His father had come for his body and the Co gave gratuitously $62.00 [to] have his body interred in a land not cursed with the blighting hand of treason. I gave my last dollar willingly and many had to borrow for the same charitable purpose. I still felt bad and was abed most all day. Monday, March 23rd, 1863 Weather is better and the roads are improving fast. Today we drew our clothing. I was glad of it for I was sadly in need of my pants. At night Jos Lillie and I played Jim and Oscar a Game of Euchre. We played and won six straight games at which they refused to play longer and we adjourned till the ensuing night and went to bed. Tuesday, March 24th, 1863 Weather still improving and we had a Regimental Inspection but I did not go over. There was considerable of activity in camp by the officers preparing for a march and at Dress Parade we learned that we were to be in readiness to march at any notice in light marching order with ten days of dry rations in our haversacks and knapsacks. This looks like work and we made up our minds to see something before long. In the afternoon I was tailoring some and at night the Euchre was resumed according to agreement but with the same general result.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 45 of 64 Wednesday, March 25th, 1863 A fine day but I still remained off duty and done nothing. Toward night J___ Shields came in camp but he brought no word for me and I went to bed early. Thursday, March 26th, 1863 Cloudy and very windy. Joe Castner and I went over to see the boys in the Band and stayed and took dinner with them and then came back by way of the Battery to see George. After which I came home and went to bed. Friday, March 27th, 1863 A splendid day and the long looked for Review was expected to come off but it turned into a Brigade Drill. At night the Band came over and serenaded the Col and had quite a time. Saturday, March 28th, 1863 Raining severely all day. The Review was ordered again for today but was again postponed in consequence of the inclement weather. At night one of our Co got tight and raised a muss at which the Capt sent him to the Guard House to regain his senses there. Sunday, March 29th, 1863 A fine day overhead. We all slept till late Guard Mounting when Carter who was on the detail had to go. Guard duty is more onerous than laundry as they have to stay in the Guard House the whole 24 hours. Towards night I went and stood in Carter’s place while he went for his supper then came back and wrote a letter to send home with J___ Shields who leaves for Jersey in the morning. After which I returned to my humble couch for sleep. Monday, March 30th, 1863 Cold and windy. Today I reported for duty for the first time in some weeks and was sent to the Landing but only stayed there about two hours all day. When I came back and stayed there. At night went to bed early. Tuesday, March 31st, 1863 Awoke in the morning to find it snowing rapidly. We expected to have a Brigade drill but was happily disappointed and had nothing to do but stay in the tent and laugh at the storm. Wednesday, April 1st, 1863 Cleared off windy and today Cos A and B drilled the skirmish drill for the first time. We all liked it very much but at night was tired.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 46 of 64 Thursday, April 2nd, 1863 A fine day. In the forenoon we had skirmish drill and when we came in were ordered to be in readiness in ten minutes for the long talked of Review. The Brigade went out in charge of Col Benthard who was Acting Brigadier in place of Gen’l Paul who had for some unknown cause had been relieved of his command. The division was formed on an extensive plain. There were 12 Regts in all about 10,000 men under the command of Genl Wadsworth. We had barely got in position when Genl Jackson and staff went dashing by in review. I had a good view [of him] and liked his ____ very much. He looks like a man of work and has won the confidence of all his command. I do not think him more than 45 years old but has the appearance of a man who has grown prematurely grey. He rode his splendid grey charger which e sat on like a Centaur. Among his numerous staff I observed Col Ingram(?) of the Signal corps. Friday, April 3rd, 1863 Last night when we came off from the Review I was so tired that I could scarcely stand but as soon as we arrived in camp we were notified to go in the morning on Pickett for three days. So at it we went. Carter went to cooking some meat and I attended to the other rations and by morning we were all prepared and started about 8 o’clock. We marched the same route and to the same old place where we relieved the 30th Regt. Part was sent on duty immediately and the rest retained as a Reserve. Co B was in the latter detachment so we had nothing to do but to kill time as we chose. At night we loaded our rifles and slept with them by our side. Saturday, April 4th, 1863 Cloudy and windy with strong symptoms of a storm but we had nothing to do but keep up a fire and keep warm. Spent the day mostly in playing Euchre at night slept some before going on duty. Sunday April 5th, 1863 About nine o’clock we were called to go and relieve our comrades and do duty for the remaining portion of our three days. It was snowing as rapidly as I ever saw it in my life and our prospects were fine for the rest of the night. After starting the storm was bad that were almost blinded and shortly we lost the way and tramped around for near two hours over hills and through gullies at a quick pace till we were as tired as dogs but finally we reached our destination. But there it was in the most horrible of places. No shelter whatever and scarcely any fire. We stood there like a bunch of stool pigeons with the storm a pelting us till we had to have frozen and the fire had gone out. So Carter and I continued to fix our Rubber Blankets in the shape of a tent under which we crawled with our clothes as wet as water would make them. But we laid down and went to sleep and when we awoke in the morning we found our feet had got uncovered and were out in the storm and almost snowed under. If I feel no bad effects from this I will think I can stand any exposure. About daylight I went out to stand two hours and suffered from the cold immensely. But presently it cleared off and then we went to drying our clothes. I made a cup of coffee and ate my last hard tack for breakfast not expecting to get any more till we Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 47 of 64 reached camp. But for dinner Lieut Thompson gave us some and then took it out in farting and most of the boys were in the same miserable condition. It is consoling to have company even in misery. I spent the afternoon in fixing a place to sleep for the night for as we had now our clothes dry had some prospect of sleep. Monday, April 6th, 1863 About ten o’clock we were relieved by the 137th Regt Penna Vols and we made the back way to camp in the best possible time and when we arrived there we found that Oscar had dinner almost ready and I think victuals never tasted half so fine as it had been about 24 hours since having anything to eat and we had considerable of an appetite. After dinner went on the Parade and had a bully game of ball which done me good. At night received a letter from home which also done me much good. Tuesday, April 7th, 1863 Last night it rained some but the morning found to be fair. I was glad for I wanted to leave camp if possible and fortunately the old Pickets were not called on fur duty so I went over to see George but did not find him home so I cam back. Afternoon I evaded Brigade Drill at night George and a comrade of his came over to see us. We spent a pleasant evening and when they left we went to bed. Wednesday, April 8th, 1863 A fine day. We had a Brigade Drill under Acting Brigadier Benthard which lasted till afternoon and when we came in we were as tired and hungry as men need be. I done nothing but cut wood and wait on Carter who was quite sick. The result of our last Picketting. In the evening there happened one of the most melancholy and painful accident of which I ever was in my life a witness to. Two of our boys by name Edward Taylor and Henry Wolverton were wrestling playfully and in the scuffle they fell to the ground, apparently not heavy. But in less than three minutes afterward Wolverton was a corpse. Some thought that his neck was dislocated but it will be decided by a Post Mortem Examination on the morrow. This unhappy occurrence cast a universal gloom over all the rest of the Co for he was a young man who had not an enemy in the Co and was generally popular among the boys. At night there was a crowd in our tent but all engrossing topic was the accident and we soon retired to bed. Thursday, April 9th, 1863 Last night in addition to our misfortunes of the evening we lost by sickness another of our best men. He had been sick for some time with a fever and we were in hope he would eventually recover. But it was ordained otherwise. His name was Peter Newman(?). At Roll Call this morning we got orders to be in readiness for we were today to be reviewed by the President. So at nine o’clock we started for the old reviewing ground. The whole of the 1st Army Corps, the command of Major Genl Reynolds was there in position. About 20,000 men in all. There were near 2,000 spectators on the field. We stood there in our position near two hours when the salute of 21 guns announced the fact that the Pres was coming and shortly Honest Uncle Abraham made his appearance accompanied by Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 48 of 64 Generals Hooker, Reynolds, Wadsworth and over a dozen of other Genls on his staff. Besides a host of shoulder strapped gentry of the smaller fry. The President rode slowly past in review with his hat off giving us a good view of his homely but honest looking countenance. He rode a brown horse and was dressed in a plain suit of black clothes with a plain black had. His wife was on the ground in company with several other ladies. His two sons also were there and both rode on horses and looked ____ with their mounted orderlies following them for their orders. When we came back it was after four o’clock and as we were both tired and hungry and we got supper in a hurry. In to-nights mail I received some papers from home and at night had a good time in reading them. Friday, April 10th, 1863 A fine day. In the forenoon we had the enrollment and Inspection for pay again which lasted about two hours during which someone set fire to the underbrush in the woods nearby, which caused a great deal of Excitement for the wind was very high and nothing but the most desperate exertions on our part saved our tents from being burned up. After Dress Parade we buried our two comrades who died so suddenly. In our modest way they were both buried at once. I with seven others forming the military escort. We marched from the Hospital to the Parade Ground with “Reversed Arms” while the chaplain read the service after which we fired three volleys with blank cartridges over their final resting place and dispersed. At night some of our Regt and some from the New York Regt made an attempt to rally on the _____ but after beating the Guard and taking his gun from him it was stopped by the sending of a large extra guard which prevented the further spreading of the disturbance. Saturday, April 11th, 1863 Still fine weather but was not called out for anything but there was a general order to wash up all dirty clothes for a march. This was done and many laughable scenes were the result. The afternoon I spent in cooking a pot of pork for the expected march and by that means escaped Dress Parade. At night there was a large crowd in attendance and we had lots of sport. It was near midnight when we all dispersed for our beds. Sunday, April 12th, 1863 Splendid weather. In the morning we turned out in “light marching order” for an inspection by the Division Inspector. He was very particular and it lasted till noon. When we came in Joe had dinner all ready for us . After doing full justice to this we spent the time in reading till Dress Parade when George made appearance and stayed till after supper. When we all then went to writing letters. I answered one I just had received from JB Warne who was stationed with his Regt at Newbern under Genl Foster. Monday, April 13th, 1863 Cloudy and some rain in the forenoon. I was up for Roll Call for once this morning but had nothing to do today. Spent the day in lounging and smoking mainly. In the evening had quite some fun and was just on the eve of retiring when notice was given to be ready Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 49 of 64 to march at any notice with three day’s rations in haversack. But we were getting used to such orders now and they cause us no inconvenience. Tuesday, April 14th, 1863 A fine day. Instead of marching we were taken to drill as skirmishers for the forenoon. But when we came in we were greeted with another order to be ready to march with 8 days rations on our backs besides clothing and Blankets. This order to make pack mules of us we did not relish much but however made the requisite preparation. In the evening Jack Johnson and Wm Steward came into camp direct from home. Carter and I were specially pleased for Johnston had brought a fine lot of fruit and Bologna Sausage for us. This made us feel good and we had a gay time at night going to bed about midnight again. Wednesday, April 15th, 1863 This morning we all expected to have to march but it was raining severely and we were gratified to learn that no marching would be done in such an unsettled state of the weather. We played Euchre much of the day, Carter and I playing against the Capt and Stewart had a great deal of sport. At night was writing a letter to send with Johnston as the mails are now stopped with the army. Thursday, April 16th, 1863 Last night it cleared off again and we had to go to the landing on fatigue duty. Had nothing to do but help to load the stores of our Division Hospital which was being moved to near Aquia Creek. At night we had our usual amount of fun and Euchre. Friday, April 17th, 1863 A cloudy day but no rain. I was on the guard detail so I laid abed till Guard Mounting. Had a good time for Guard duty and laughed till my sides ached to see some of the boys in the Regt play “Corner Ball”. In the evening saw two balloons up near the front and had a good view of them through the Colonel’s field glass. Saw their signals to those below but did not understand them at such a distance. Saturday, April 18th, 1863 Today I am off duty and have nothing to do. Spent the forenoon in resting and writing letters. The afternoon in playing Ball on the Parade Ground. Had a good game and enjoyed it hugely. On Dress Parade we were ordered to fall out in the morning at 3 o’clock with all our things on for a march. Where to we were not told but judged it to be merely a change of camp to some more desirable location in a more healthy place. Sunday, April 19th, 1863 At three in the morning we were aroused and then packing up began. I cooked and ate my breakfast on beefsteak and coffee before I done anything. After starting we took the rout of the old Reviewing ground on a quick pace and stopped on the plain along the River just at sunrise where a camp was staked and we proceeded to pitch our tents. It Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 50 of 64 was a splendid place for a camp and now we learned what the Colonel’s idea was in starting so early. It was to avoid the heat of the sun and to get the choice of the camping ground for the whole Brigade was to change camping ground at the same time. We three pitched our tents together again and made a bed of cedar boughs on the ground and then went out for a ramble on the beach. Met large fishing parties fishing with seines. The caught some of the largest fish of the species I ever saw and some of the oddest specimens. I even heard tell of some of the species known as river Catfish were as large around as a stovepipe and some of the Pickerel were as long as my arm. Although I did not participate in the sport it was enjoyment enough to be a witness and we had a pleasant time of it. On our way back I picked up quite a number of Shark teeth and several other similar curiosities that I intend to preserve till I take them to New Jersey when I go. At night as soon as I got supper I went awhile to the Capt’s tent but did not stay very long before I went to my own tent and went to bed for I was very tired. Monday, April 20th, 1863 Was out before sunrise to Roll Call and then received orders to strike tents and be ready to march with all our goods and chattels on our back at 7 o’clock. We started at the destined time without an idea of our destination and marched three miles out and while the division was forming in order for Review. Genl Wadsworth ordered us back to our camps. We came back at a double quick all the way but was not a moment to soon for before we could scarcely get our tents pitched there came a most furious storm and soon our tents was as wet on the inside as on the outside. And some were afloat and some on an island. To enhance our misery orders had been issued forbidding fire in any part of the camp. But towards night some half dozen of us went up in a woods close by and kindled a large fire and dryed our clothes besides having a good time telling stores to while away the time. Tuesday, April 21st 1863 Arose in time for Roll Call but it was cold and rainy and otherwise unpleasant that as soon as I got me a cup of coffee I went back to bed again and stayed there all the forenoon. The afternoon and evening I spent around the fire in the [woods]. There was quite a crowd there and the time was spent in telling stories, cracking jokes, singing songs and the time was spent as agreeable as under the circumstances we could expect. Wednesday, April 22nd, 1863 Last night like to have frozen it was so cold and damp and what made it still worse we had sent our overcoats in a box to Washington City to be stored there until called for. We done this because we had enormous loads at any rate that we could not carry them. After drilling an hour in a Co. Drill we went to playing a game of Base Ball. Co B playing against Co G. We beat them so badly that after dinner they would not play anymore. But we had a short drill and Dress Parade at which we learned that Corporals Smith and Opdyke were promoted to Sergencies and Privates Bray and Carter were promoted to be corporals. We had a great deal of sport with the two latter.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 51 of 64 Thursday, April 23, 1863 Last night it commenced to rain as hard as I ever saw it in my life and it still continues. Many of the tents are in fact afloat and now while I am writing Joe with a frying pan is dipping the water from under out bed. As soon as we had breakfast we went to bed again to keep warm but after dinner the Drum corps came out and played the assembly which soon drew a crowd and there followed the presentation of a horse to our new Adjutant Bristol. It was the gift of the line officers in the Regt. Capt Holt made a short but neat speech of presentation to which Bristol replied with a few appropriate remarks. When the crowd gave three hearty cheers for the Adjutant and dispersed. Friday, April 24th, 1863 Is still rainy and is quite cold and disagreeable. We as usual kept to our beds to keep warm and spent the day nicely in reading as I have just received a letter and a batch of papers from home. At night had considerable sport but subsided at taps. Saturday, April 25th, 1863 Awoke this morning refreshed by the best night’s rest I have had in this camp. It had cleared off cold in the night which still kept us in our bed to keep warm. Gov. Parker visited our camp today and we were called out to be reviewed by him after which he made a short speech to the officers assuring them he would see justice done to the troops from his state. He is a large heavy set man of dark complexion and not a very intellectual cast of countenance. As soon as the review was over in full in again to sign the Pay Rolls and tomorrow we expected to draw 4 months pay which somewhat elated the boys for they were tired of being with pockets empty and sometimes with [empty] stomachs too. The next excitement was a foot race for a purse of ten dollars. One man ran from each company in the Regt and Co G’s man took the first prize. Then followed a game of Base Ball between the Officers of the Regt and it was real sport to see them. In the evening we had a good game of Euchre Capt Johnston and I played against Jim Lillie and Carter. Sunday, April 26th, 1863 A fine day for once. In the forenoon we received four months pay but the most of the money was sent to Jersey by the hands of Col Cook the state agent. In the afternoon we were already for the General Inspection of arms and equipment and stood in line in Light marching order. When the order came to send 15 men from each Co on Pickett for 24 hours. I was on the detail and hastily collected my paraphernalia and marched about two miles to the spot and relieved the 30th. I was on the Guard Reserve and had no duty to perform so after cooking some coffee Jim Lillie and I spread our blankets and laid down for the night. We took the open air in preference to the old Bush houses from which we kept a respectable distance. Monday, April 27th, 1863 Last night I slept good and was not disturbed by any alarm of having any duty to perform. Ate our breakfast about sunrise and then having nothing else to do went to playing Euchre for the rest of the forenoon. And shortly after dinner we were relieved by the Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 52 of 64 137th Pa Regt. Came back into camp just as the Regt was going on Brigade Drill. Spent the afternoon in washing both myself and my dirty clothes. In the evening we had orders to be ready to march at an early hour in the morning with 8 days cooked rations on our back and all was confusion and preparation till a late hour in consequence. Tuesday, April 28th, 1863 Awoke at the usual hour had breakfast and still no orders to move and as it commenced to rain we hoped that the order would be countermanded. Jim Lillie and I were out cooking some meat and making coffee when Joe came up and said that the Regt was all in line ready for a march. So we went immediately. I left my coffee pot on the fire because I had not time to take it off. Where we were marching to no one knew. Neither did we know if the movement was a general one. It rained some all day and made it hard marching. All the camps we passed were deserted giving us the idea that the whole army was on the move. We marched steadily on till we reached White Oak Channel and from there in a southerly direction about 4 miles towards the River. When it grew dark we were allowed to stop for the night. We had marched about 12 miles and were tired enough. We made some coffee and then pitched our tents to try to sleep but such was the noise that it was impossible. We laid there about two hours when the order came to strike tents again and be ready to march any moment. But we laid there till sunrise before any move was made. It was rainy all the time and was quite cold but we were not allowed to have a fire and we were cold and miserable as any set of men I ever saw and we were in truth glad when the order came to march. Wednesday, April 29th, 1863 We were taken down to the River and there halted with the Brigade in mass waiting for the Pontoons to be laid. Our batteries were in position a shelling the rifle pits along the bank and strange to us it was that the Rebels did not reply except by an occasional shot from the riflemen along the bank. About ten o’clock two Rgts crossed the river in boats and advanced to a double quick which flanked the pits and cause the Johnnies to surrender. There were about 90 men and a Captain and a more wholly sullen looking set of men I never saw. They were all clad in homespun suits of various colors. We had no time to look at them for we had orders to move. We went at a double quick to the River and crossed over the Pontoons. A line of picketts were thrown out and the rest of the Division were halted under cover of the high bank along the River. Here we had a halt and I improved it by taking a bath in the deep muddy stream called the Rappahannock. Wadsworth’s division was the only troops across at this point which led us to think our move only a feint. Wadsworth himself in crossing swam is horse across and was the first man on the bank. We lay in this situation all the afternoon expecting orders to move on the evening but none came. And as it began to rain we pitched tents and laid down to try to sleep but we kept our packs and equipment and our loaded rifles by our sides. Thursday, April 30th, 1863 Fortunately for us we had no alarm during the night and we procured some sleep. Early in the morning we got orders to strike tents and be in readiness but nothing of consequence took place till the afternoon when two batteries of our Regular Artillery Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 53 of 64 crossed and took up their position on the bank and we commenced to build entrenchments for their cover. Then the enemy opened on us. It was about four o’clock when the firing began. Our batteries across the River replied. Our position was under cover of the high bank which was a good shelter but it was also rather exciting for the shells flew thick and fast and although they burst harmlessly over our heads it was a proper hail of sand, stones, and fragments of shell all the while. And it was a wonder we escaped unscathed. This was the first time we were under fire but the men seemed to take it cool enough. All but one, and his conduct was such as to [elicit] the contempt of all the company. The firing continued till after dark when it ceased, the last gun from our side. As soon as it had subsided we were given tools and were set to throwing up entrenchments. We worked with a will for once and continued on all night without sleep or even cessation of work. We had a whisky ration assured to us and it came good for we were nearly exhausted with our labor. Friday, May 1st, 1863 When morning came we had entrenchments along the river about three miles in length both for ourselves and the artillery. The position assigned Co B was between the two batteries and many of us thought that the day would be one of great events to many of us at last. But the morning proved very foggy and we had time to make ourselves some coffee and eat breakfast. About ten o’clock the fog rose and let the enemy see our work of last night. We all thought it would be the signal for the opening of the Battle and we were in the pits ready for it all day. But we were disappointed happily however and were not disposed to grumble. Towards night there was quite a commotion among the officers but nothing new occurred. After dark the enemy had a great many fires along the line which some thought as some indication of retreat while others were of the opinion that it was only a ruse to invite an attack on their position. There was considerable cheering among them which was answered by a horrendous shout and yell of defiance along our whole line. After ten o’clock we were given permission to make coffee and eat our supper after which we tried to get some sleep. Some laid down on the bank but I laid down in the pit with Godley and tried to get some sleep if that were possible. Saturday, May 2nd, 1863 We were awoke about an hour before light and told to make coffee if we wished. This we did and then rested till about 8 o’clock when the enemy opened on us. Co B was stationed part between the Batteries and in the old Rebel pit just behind them and as the enemy fire was directly for the batteries we were just in range of the Rebel Battery and the ones in position on the other side of the River replied and it was ____ work for us. I assure you the pieces of shell flew around like hail. Many had narrow escapes but one were seriously wounded. The Battery lost 2 men killed and 6 seriously wounded and 4 horses. The action lasted about two hours when the enemy was silenced and an occasional shot was fired by our batteries while the troops crossed the pontoons. After they were across Co B brought off the cannon by hand and were the last men to cross the bridge. Immediately the bridge was raised and the Division formed in order. And the lines of march taken up the river. Past the City of Fredericksburg, through a sun hot enough to cook ham in. We got no rest of consequence till within a mile and a half from Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 54 of 64 United States Ford and it was then after dark. We had marched from 18 to 20 miles and was just tired enough to lie down when we got permission. Many had given out and stopped along the road and this forced march told heavily on us all for the sun was so intolerable hot all day. Sunday, May 3rd, 1863 We were routed up about one o’clock and started on the march again without time to eat anything. We crossed the river at the Ford on another Pontoon Bridge and continued steadily on without a halt till we took our position along the line. It was about sunrise when we took up our position on the right of Hookers army. Our Brigade formed a portion of the second line of battle on the Gordonsville Pike. We were terribly fagged out but kept up courage for we expected every moment to be engaged. Heavy firing was heard on our left both of cannonade and of musketry. But about noon the firing ceased and then I found out what it meant. The enemy made a determined charge on our position but were signally repulsed and a counter charge made by our men when they took nearly a whole Brigade Prisoners. Hooker’s old Jersey Brigade won new laurels for themselves in the shape of five of the enemy’s battle flags. Hooker then sent them to the rear saying they had done their share. Genl Hooker and staff rode along the front line and was most vociferously cheered by all. After nothing of consequence took place but when night came we were not allowed to rest any except such as we could get by lying down without any blankets for we were expecting a night attack from the enemy. Monday, May 4th, 1863 Last night there was no alarm as we expected to have. Except from the picketts. They got to skirmishing three times and the firing brought us up to our feet in an instant but no attack was made. We retained our position all the forenoon without any alarms in fact it was quiet along the whole line. In the afternoon the mail arrived and I started to write a few lines home but before I had not written a dozen lines we got the order to fall-in instantly and march. We went on out to the extreme right and then part of the Regt was set to building tree-entrenchments while Co B and G was sent out on Pickett through woods about a half mile from the advanced line. Everything progressed fairly till about 2 o’clock at night when some few horsemen was seen by the picketts on our right and they fired on them. Upon which the 30th Regt opened up on the woods with musketry and the fire spread along the whole line. Volley and Volley right down in the midst of the picketts. We threw ourselves upon our faces and crawled up to the Barricade. We supposed that a sudden dash had been made on our right but when we learned that it was only a panic the Picketts were enraged beyond words. We were sent out again but as we went we screamed to the men in the Pit that if it occurred again we would return the fire as best we could at them, and we meant it too. Tuesday, May 5th, 1863 We spent the whole night in watching without a moments peace or closing our eyes to sleep. The panic of the evening did not occur again. Fortunately none were hurt but the balls whistled uncomfortable close sometimes. One [glanced] and took the skin off my hand. We were relieved of pickett about 8 o’clock in the morning and spent the Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 55 of 64 remainder of the day in the entrenchments. Nothing was being done along the line today. The prevailing opinion being that the enemy were concentrating on our right as we know that the Sixth Corps had been driven across the river and we had the whole army of Rebels to contend with. We had five day’s rations of hard tack issued to us today which did not look as though we were to get out of it any soon. Towards night it commenced to rain and I think I never knew it to rain so hard in my life. For about two hours when it broke away we lay down on the ground and tried to get some sleep but without success. For the ground and our clothes were all completely saturated and it was too cold. But about nine o’clock we had orders to fall in immediately and march. It was pitch dark and we had to trudge through mud and water over knee deep sometimes. We marched and countermarched all night without any rest. One time we lost our way and came near marching straight into the enemy line. We were all so tired that if one made a misstep or stubbed his toe we would go headlong in the mud. Wednesday, May 6th, 1863 About daylight we crossed the Pontoons on a complete skedaddle. We took it easy enough but were all too careless to try and maintain order. It was all confusion and nothing but a mass of stragglers. But I kept with the main body of the Regt and followed the Colonel. Went about two miles from the river and halted to rest about an hour when the work came to “get out of there as soon as possible for the enemy was about to shell the woods”. We went on about three miles more and as the Regt was not with the rest of the Brigade the Col said we could pitch our tents for the rest of this day and night. No sooner had we got tem pitched than Genl Paul appeared and ordered us on again. Reluctantly we obeyed and started on again hoping it would not be far but there was no halt except for a few moment’s rest till night. I followed the Col and when night came we brought up at “Stonemans switch” on the Aquia Creek R.R. with about 300 men from the 30th and 31st Regts. Where the rest of the Brigade was no one knew nor neither did we care much. I honestly believe that I could not have marched a mile further if my life had been at stake so completely was I exhausted and if I felt no ill effects from it in the future I shall deem myself equal to anything hereafter. I do not know accurately the distance we traveled over. I heard it estimated by the Col at from 30 to 40 miles in 24 hours that we had been on the move and I think it all of that. Thursday, May 7th, 1863 We laid in our old camp till near noon when one of Genl Paul’s aides came with the order to join the Brigade immediately. We started in the direction of Belle Plain and as a mater of course the most circuitous route was taken for when we reached White Oak Church where we found the Division Encamped we had been marching steadily all the afternoon and it was not more than three miles had a direct route been taken. I felt about 70 years old. Every bone in my body appeared to be on the rack and when I arrived at the place of encampment I could not do a thing. Carter and Godly pitched the tent and I crawled in. There is a rumor afloat that we are to cross the river again on the morrow but I will have to feel very different if I move an inch on another march.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 56 of 64 Friday, May 8th, 1863 I am still confined to my room without appetite to eat a morsel or strength enough to wait on myself. I felt relieved when I learned that the rumor of yesterday was false for I did not relish the idea of being left behind. But I was not able to march had my life depended on it. I feel very miserable but I hope it will not last long it being the result of exposure and over exertion on the march. I don’t think I will be fool enough to kill myself on a march again if it can be avoided. Saturday, May 9th, 1863 Weather fine but I am in no condition to enjoy it. The Doctors I have an attack of the fever and wanted me to go to the hospital but I declared I would not go there until I had to although I laid on the ground with nothing under me but my rubber blanket. Sunday, May 10th, 1863 My condition was much the same as yesterday. Worse if anything. But still would not go to the Hospital. Spent a very tedious day. Monday, May 11th, 1863 Last night I was delirious and wandered around the camp. Once I came to and found myself near a half mile from the camp but I got back and laid down saying nothing about it to my comrades. Joe and Oscar both were sent out on Pickett for two days and left me alone. I borrowed a couple of blankets from Geo Creveling and still had a bed but can get little sleep. Tuesday, May 12th, 1863 This morning felt some better and ate something and drank a cup of tea. George was over to see me today. He was looking well and was in good spirits he said he would write home at night. Wednesday, May 13th, 1863 Still improving. George came over again and made me a little Rice Pudding and spent the forenoon with me. In the afternoon Joe and Oscar came in from pickett and when the mail came in I received two letters which done me more good than all the medicine. Thursday, May 14th, 1863 Slept better last night than I have in two weeks and I have an appetite once more. In the afternoon there came up a severe rain shower but it did not last long. And then we commenced to fix for it after it was over. At night the Band came out and played about an hour in front of the Genl’s Quarters. Just as we were going to bed George came in and said that the Battery moved early in the morning and he did not know when h would see me again.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 57 of 64 Friday, May 15th, 1863 Before eight this morning we got the orders to strike tents and be ready to march. I made preparations to go as far as I could but we did not go at all. Held in suspense till the middle of the afternoon when we got orders to pitch tents again and as we had to build the beds it made work. I was not able to carry poles so I hired a man to do my share of the work. Saturday, May 16th, 1863 Slept excellent in the new bed and now begin to feel natural again, victuals over more taste [suitable]. I got some of the boys to get some cheese and fresh bread for me and made a right good meal but shall not be in a hurry to report for duty. Spent the day in the shade reading most of the time, occasionally taking a nap by way of relieving the tedium for it was very warm in the sun. Sunday, May 17th, 1863 Not so warm as yesterday and very pleasant. I spent the day in reading mostly. There are quite a number of books and papers in the Regt to which I have access to and I am not slow in improving the opportunity. Monday, May 18th, 1863 Splendid weather but as I still am off duty the time hangs heavily on me. I resorted to anything I have to break the weary monotony of Camp life. The day seems so intolerably long that we are all glad when night comes and usually retire as soon as it comes dark. Tuesday, May 19th, 1863 The fine weather still continues and today is as pleasant a day as I ever experienced. I spent it mainly in filling up the delinquencies in my correspondence caused by my indisposition. Went to bed early. Wednesday, May 20th, 1863 Weather as usual and nothing going on. I spent the day in reading novels. A doubtful occupation as regards improvement but it is almost a universal resort in default of a better way to kill time. Thursday, May 21st, 1863 Nothing unusual either in the weather or in the transactions about camp. Spent the day the same as yesterday. Tomorrow by way of relieving the tedium we are to change camp to about a mile distant. Went to bed as usual early. Friday, May 22nd, 1863 A fine day. We commenced early the operations of moving camp and it took till night to get decently settled. We have water handy but the camp is in a miserable place. Was tired when night came and soon went to bed. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 58 of 64 Saturday, May 23, 1863 This morning Joe and Oscar went out on pickett for two days and as they are scarce of men I went on guard around the camp. At Dress Parade the order was read that dishonorably discharged from the service our Capt. He was charged with cowardice in the face of the enemy but we all believe it to be the result of jealousy and malice among the Officers of the Regt. I believe he was not half so deserving of his fate as those who made the charges. He leaves in a few days for home but we part from him with feelings of regret. At night orderly Stout slept with me in my tent. Sunday, May 24th, 1863 Unusually hot and sultry today. In the afternoon George came over to see us but did not stay long. We are having strong symptoms of a storm and I would not care if [it] did rain for the camp is intolerably dusty. Monday, May 25th, 1863 Damp cloudy and some little rain. Another Pickett detail was sent out today but I was sent to report at Corps Headquarters. But it was so wet and muddy that I came back immediately. In the evening Oscar and I were sent out on Guard. I did not care so much as I had permission to come to my tent and sleep between the hours of duty. Tuesday, May 26th, 1863 Felt better than I expected this morning and the weather was fine. In face the whole army is somewhat (hilarious(?)) on account of the intelligence of the fall of Vicksburg and the whole garrison. The account being official caused us all to believe it. But we are now satisfied that we shall be held till next month although we think our time is out by rights on the 3rd day of June. Wednesday, May 27th, 1863 A fie day and we were all lying lazily in our tents when the order came to roll Blankets and be ready to march at a moment notice with three days rations. All was confusion instantly and some of the companies struck their tents but in about an hour the order came to still remain in readiness but pitch tents. As usual it was fun to see how angry the boys were and what stories was afloat in a hour from that. Thursday, May 28th, 1863 We slept good last night and was not disturbed by any alarm and when morning came we went to drilling as usual and when night came we went to bed without giving a second thought to the marching orders. Friday, May 29th, 1863 Still fine weather and no rain. Nothing was going on in camp except the usual drills and Dress Parade and Guard Duty. At night received a letter from home assuring me they was all right in Jersey. Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 59 of 64 Saturday, May 30th, 1863 Early this morning we were aroused by the Lieut who told us to get up instantly if we wanted breakfast as we had orders to march at six o’clock in Light marching order but have us no idea what it was for. But we were soon back into camp again the affair being only a Review of 1st Corp by Genl Reynolds and the famous Swiss Genl of whom so much talk was made. At night spent the evening in writing home what I hope will be my last letter. Sunday, May 31st, 1863 Very warm and extremely unpleasant in consequence. Had no duty to perform so laid in my tent and read all day and at night had a game of Euchre. Monday, June 1st, 1863 Weather similar to that of yesterday. In the forenoon we had Battalion drill. Capt Howi acting Col. At night had quite some fun but soon retired. Tuesday, June 2nd, 1863 Still warm and dusty. Went out in the forenoon to Co Drill but laid off in the afternoon for I was on the Guard detail for tonight and the morrow. Wednesday, June 3rd, 1863 We had a little rain but not hardly enough to lay the dust. Nothing of importance transpired through the day and the night we spent in reading and in playing Euchre till it was past bed time. Thursday, June 4th, 1863 About four o’clock we were aroused to prepare for marching by daylight but about 8 o’clock in the forenoon a pickett detail was sent out and some of the companies were busy in burying their dead comrades. Since yesterday morning there has been four deaths in the Regt. Some time in the afternoon the order was given to pitch tents again and it looked rainy but as Godley had gone on Pickett with his part of our tent Joe and I had to rough it. But fortunately for us it did not storm. Friday, June 5th, 1863 Still cloudy but no rain. We had our usual Co Drill and then loafed all day. The trains of the 6th Army Corps were passing continually on their way to the River for last night the Corps crossed the River without opposition and are now lying on the plain beyond the River. The Balloon has been very active lately and they report from that that the enemy is evacuating their position and moving up on our right to assume the offensive. No doubt but that this move of the sixth Corps is to ascertain the truth of this report. About dusk Kilpatrick’s Cavalry Brigade passed through on their return route from their famous excursion to within the fortifications of Richmond. They had an immense haul of captured animals and contrabands. I saw some of the boys that had their pockets full of Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 60 of 64 Confederate Scrip and gold and silver. One man had a haversack full of watches which he offered to sell for five dollars apiece. Saturday, June 6th, 1863 Was aroused at two in the morning and was ready to march at three. The Headquarters tents were all down and in the wagons and we all felt confident we were to cross the River again but it terminated jus as all the previous alarms had done and we were completely fooled for once. Sunday, June 7th, 1863 Clear and cool and truly splendid weather. Arose at the old hour of reveille and after the usual Sunday morning inspection we had no duty to perform. But had orders not to leave camp. Joe Johnston and Doc Mattison made their advent into camp very unexpectedly. The made a very short stay being down on business. Went to bed as usual but expected to be routed out before morning. Monday, June 8th, 1863 This morning there was a detail of 35 men in addition to the 18 sent out before this took all the men in our company fit for duty. We went down to the River where we lay on the Guard Reserve for the first day and had a nice time till about five o’clock when all of the 30th and all of the 31st but Capt McLaughlin and 20 men who done all the picketting for both Regts. We marched out back to camp again but did not halt but took the direction of Belle Plains. But is soon grew dark on us and we knew not where we were going. But we soon struck the Pickett line and went to relieving the Sixth Corps. Our Col had but 600 men to relieve 1100 with. Tuesday, June 9th, 1863 Last night we were so tired that some of us fell out and roosted all night in what we thought was a good place. But the morning proved to us that we had chose a horse graveyard for a bed. When it came daylight we got up and made coffee and started for the Reserve. There we laid all day and had a nice time. Took a survey of the country and then took a good night’s rest. Wednesday, June 10th, 1863 Fair weather and we had a good time in loafing. Had all the ripe cherries I could eat. About noon we were relieved by the 16th New York and started on our route home. Our crowd took their own course and had a sight of fun along the road. Thursday, June 11th, 1863 Nothing of importance occurred in camp but we had orders to keep rations on hand to march at any notice. At night the boys made so much noise that old Wadsworth sent word over that unless we kept quit he would keep us two weeks over our time.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 61 of 64 Friday, June 12th, 1863 This morning about one o’clock we were again aroused and ordered to be ready at half past two to march. We were on hand but laid there in camp waiting till after sunrise before the order came. At last however it did come and we started. We took a northerly direction when we marched and brought up at Tomman’s (?) Station. There I saw Jake Hornbaker who was in the ____ business at that place. In the march care seemed to be taken to avoid observation as we were marching in a ravine nearly all the time. We thought it some strategic movement to deceive the enemy. Shortly after leaving the station we struck the Warrenton turnpike and there halted for a rest. The sun was very hot and as we had been marching continuously we were very willing to agree to that arrangement. After dinner we fell in and at the order and went out to see the execution of a prisoner. He was found guilty of desertion to the enemy twice. The last time he swam the river in Rebels uniform and said he wanted to take the oath of allegiance but was caught and condemned. After the execution we took up the line of march as if nothing had occurred. The march in the forenoon was not nearly so hard as in the afternoon and as the sun was so hot many of the men I saw lying dead along the road from sun-stroke. But we continued on till sundown when just as we were about to go into camp the order came from Corps Headquarters relieving us from duty in the field. These orders had been issued previous to the march but Wadsworth restrained the notice and to give us a good sample of his malice to the nine months men caused us all the trouble he could and this march of 20 miles and upwards was solely due to him. Had he heard the remarks made by the boys he no doubt would have felt highly complimented. Saturday, June 13th, 1863 At daylight we started on the return march to Falmouth where we were told we would get transportation. I was one of the 20 men detailed from Co B for a rear guard to prevent straggling. We marched hard, making the 12 miles by ten o’clock. When we reached there we laid till two o’clock awaiting transportation when the news came that we would have to march all the way to Alexandria. This intelligence came like a thunder bold among us as was the means of leaving much clothing and other things that we much needed on the ground. We could scarcely realize it till the order came to fall in. Then we knew it was a terrible reality. Nothing but the fact that is was on the road home and was our last march that kept many from giving up completely. But there was no help for it as the transports were all busy in moving stores from Falmouth and Aquia Creek and none was to be had. And it only remained for us to make the best of it. We halted for the night at Stafford Court house a distance of 12 miles. Here we found blankets and tents in an old deserted Cavalry camp or else we should have been bad off for we had all left them behind. They kept coming in all night for the men were so tired and footsore that it was painful to see them worry along, but I was not much better than the worst of them.NO ENTRIES FOR JUNE 14 AND 15 Tuesday, June 16th, 1863 This morning we were delayed until noon by the stragglers and the teams being tired but we finally got started and marched down to the Wharf “the 30th Regt in the lead” Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 62 of 64 embarked on steamers for Washington. Landed at Sixth St wharf and marched down to the capitol where we met Col Benthard and Bristol and the officers who came on ahead to Washington City to attend to our clothing. Spent the early part of the evening in the same barracks that we occupied 8 months ago on our way down to Dixie and got a supper this time that was fit to eat. The boys were all in fine spirits and had sport in abundance, but there was no brawling or fighting in the whole Regt. About 8 o’clock we got transportation on the road ahead of the 30th which made their Col very mad but it pleased us mightily. Wednesday, June 17th, 1863 We were crowded in cattle cars so thick that sleep was out of the question except in a sitting position and the cars ran so slow that it was late in the morning when we reached Baltimore. And after a great deal of delay we reached the deport on the other road and got into the cars. We were traveling in company with the 15th NJ Regt and a more drunken sight I have never seen. Nothing occurred on the route to Philadelphia where we were treated to another handsome meal at the Cooper Shop Refreshment Saloon. As we passed in the Building the famous New Your 7th passed out on their way to [Hackensack] (?). Thursday, June 18th, 1863 We had considerable of trouble at Camden. Come of the Companies had three cars and Capt Howi wanted us to get all into one and a regular row was the consequence. But more cars was eventually brought and then it ended. Passed through Trenton at daylight this morning and reached Flemington about noon. The citizens were there en masse to receive us. We marched up to the Barracks and were there dismissed till tomorrow at 8 o’clock. Provisions were on the ground but I went to the Hotel for my diversion. Some went home but I chose to wait until tomorrow and go with the crowd. Friday, June 19th, 1863 After breakfast we got our rifles and equipment turned in and a furlough until next Tuesday. Teams were ready to carry us home and we was the only Co that had such provisions made for it. After dinner at the Hotel we started want as far as Clinton and there halted for awhile. The band met us here and escorted us home with mush by way of New Hampton. When near Washington we got out of the wagons and marched down the hill to the music of the band, the ringing of bells and the cheering of friends. And were there dismissed. Soon we found our friends from the large crowd and received a hearty welcome. All seemed glad to see us back but I doubt if they felt as much rejoiced as we did.Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 63 of 64 Jacob’s Journal © J Wandling, 2009 Page 64 of 64

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