2021 LENTEN DEVOTIONALS

FIRST PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH NEWHALL This booklet of the 2021 Lenten Devotional is published by the Board of Deacons of First Presbyterian Church of Newhall, CA

Isaiah 40:11 “He tends his flock like a shepherd”

Jesus holding the lamb inspiration:

I look back at my history with the Aijian family. The love of the Lord and my wanting to learn more led me to seek pictures that drew me to Him. There was a picture of Jesus holding a lamb done in ink dots done by Katherine Brown that hung in our church nursery. I found out that it belonged to Arlys Aijian. She was in poor health when I was looking for the inspiration to make something like it. I have others but this one spoke to me and I made it into my version of Jesus holding the lamb. Arlys was a woman that cared for those that didn’t have much by gathering extra bread and sweets that markets didn’t sell in one day to bring them to food pantries and food places that would give it to people that needed them. She knew the bread of life.

Jesus is holding us in his arms during this time of COVID19 and this banner was chosen for this purpose.

By Pam Jenner

2021 LENTEN DEVOTIONAL THEME

“How has 2020 changed your relationship with God?”

The Board of Deacons would like to thank every person who contributed time, talent and writings. Our prayer for this Lenten Season is that you will be touched and inspired every day with the joy of God’s Holy Spirit in your life.

FIRST PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH NEWHALL 24317 Newhall Avenue, Newhall, CA 91321 February 14, 2021

2021 Lenten Devotional - Table of Contents

Pages 1-2 February 17, Ash Wednesday Rev. Dr. Bill Barnes

3-5 February 18 Emily & Reed Morrow

6-8 February 19 Art Moore

9 February 20 Sandy Menor

10 February 21, Sunday Roland Wrinkle

11-12 February 22 Sally Pearman

13-14 February 23 Judy Jones

14-15 February 24 Brenda Barnes

16 February 25 John Favalessa

17-18 February 26 Kristie Vosper Christie

19 February 27 Heidi Kokkinos

20 February 28, Sunday Carol Ramnarine

21 March 1 Roland Wrinkle

22 March 2 Cindy Schultz

23-24 March 3 Sonja Tweedie

25 March 4 Sam Besse

26 March 5 Nancy Brown-Davis

27-28 March 6 Pam Trammell

28 March 7, Sunday Ellie Fuller

29 March 8 Carol Hauenstein

29-30 March 9 Anne Watts

31-32 March 10 Pam Jenner

32 March 11 Jim Combs

33-35 March 12 Dee Ann Wood

Table of Contents – continued

36-37 March 13 Chuck Schultz

37-38 March 14, Sunday Jung Favalessa

39-40 March 15 Roland Wrinkle

41-42 March 16 Candy Belcher

42-43 March 17 Terri DeYoung

44-45 March 18 Linette Brammer

45-47 March 19 Kathy Bressler

48 March 20 Linda Cummings

48-49 March 21, Sunday Colleen Clough

50-51 March 22 Judy Carter

52 March 23 Carol Trenda

52-53 March 24 Jung Favalessa

54-56 March 25 Sandy Gravitt

57-58 March 26 Kris Feldman

59-60 March 27 Jana Thatch

61-62 March 28, Palm Sunday Art Moore

63-64 March 29 Bryce Morrow

64-65 March 30 Polly Nelson

66 March 31 John Favalessa

67-68 April 1 , Maundy Thursday Charlotte Fries

69-70 April 2 , Good Friday Shane Sindle

71 April 3, Marilyn Chase

72-73 April 4, Easter Pastor Phil Aijian

Ash Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Rev. Dr. Bill Barnes

What I’ve learned from our Covid experience this year.

What I’ve learned, or rather am learning, is just how important human contact is for our growth, joy, and well-being. The isolation of these last nine months has changed my moods. I find myself reading devotionals, or investing time in Scripture, only to find that I need an outlet for the truths I learn and continue to practice in my life. I’ve been drawn to the experience of Israel as it went into captivity in Babylon. Like many, I’ve struggled with writing this year’s devotional, because I don’t want to face the struggle of this isolation.

While I know that God is good and wants us to live a righteous life, but that includes being with others. So, I’ve also thought about prisoners who live in isolation, as I read in that magnificent novel, the Count of Monte Christo. And how hard the isolation was, as he was imprisoned in a lonely cell. And how his mind struggled with sanity, until he found a way to communicate with another prisoner. So, I recall the many people who have found ways, even in isolation, to share their love with the world. Our brothers and sisters here at Newhall Presbyterian have kept life alive, by hosting a Saturday once a month to bring food and money to aid people in greater desperation than themselves through SCV Grocery. Others have written notes and visited with food for others. Others have kept and developed new communication skills in our newsletter, Jack’s weekly article on what’s happening, and calling to check in on one another. Which brings to mind, things I have read about people and how they handle isolation and the loneliness of our times.

For instance, Connie was a young woman who rejected people and became a lonely individual. Reading, working, and taking care of her apartment became the focal interests in her life. Connie's whole life was changed when she began to send ten dollars a month to Helga -- an adopted child overseas. From a growing interest in Helga, Connie learned a fair amount of German, made a trip to Hamburg to see Helga. Becoming something of an authority on Germany, the travel company for which Connie worked gave her a promotion. With the increased money, she adopted another child, a little French boy. Finally, she adopted three additional children, two in Italy and one in Greece. Connie learned how to put the value of personality above things. She saw the lives of

1 continued – Bill Barnes the lives of these five children increase as her own personality developed. She had broken the unimaginative barrier which so long had caused her to say, "Go away."

Carl Sandburg, once wrote in Reader's Digest: Shakespeare, Leonardo da Vinci, Benjamin Franklin and Abraham Lincoln never saw a movie, heard a radio or looked at television. They had "loneliness" and knew what to do with it. They were not afraid of being lonely because they knew that was when the creative mood in them would work.

Thank you all for being there for one another, the sanctuary may be empty, but our church is live.

2 Thursday, February 18, 2021

Emily Morrow, Elder

2020. I remember reading a meme on Facebook that said “I’m beginning to think that familiar phrase, “Hindsight is 2020,” originated as a message from a future time traveler that we have always profoundly misunderstood.” At the time it made me snort in laughter. Wow…they weren’t kidding.

A year ago, I don’t think anyone could have anticipated how quickly our lives were about to change. No church. No school. No hugs. No fellowship. No visiting friends and family. No parties. No playdates. No…nothing. Just extra masks, sanitizer and toilet paper, oh yes, the toilet paper.

The most troubling thing about 2020 from a spiritual perspective is that we NEED people. We need fellowship. We need love. We need community and support. In a time where people were grappling with illness and distance and loneliness and depression and confusion. When people lost jobs and had hours cut. When people couldn’t afford groceries. When parents were forced to stop working to school kids, or school kids during the day and forsake sleep at night. When kids were confused and scared and angry. We needed people.

As odd as it sounds, a few months into quarantine, when I didn’t think I could emotionally do it any longer as we battled exhaustion from juggling work and school, kids sick of distance learning who were bickering and bored and fighting and yearning for peer connection…we found it. We found people.

I never thought it would take a pandemic to find true connection, but we did. When groceries were hard to find, someone always had it to help. When emotions were boiling over, we pulled out our chairs and sat in the alley and unloaded with our neighbors. Our children began to thrive again as they’d bike and scooter around with other kids. There was laughter again. People would pull out grills and visit on summer nights. We found little bubbles of help where we could co-parent during important meetings and obligations and the stress became a little less.

We started finding ways to connect with people through deliveries, visits and drive thru events, Zoom calls and “happy hours.” “Socially distanced” Halloween drive by birthdays, Secret Santa gift drops.

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We were blessed by people thinking of us and dropping by ice cream, masks or trinkets and gifts for the kids. We felt cared for and thought of.

For a year where isolation reigned supreme, we found God through community. I always think of the phrase “It takes a village.” We have found our village and I am blessed by all the solid friendships that the Lord has brought before us. Every time I thought I was too weary, the Lord lifted me physically or emotionally by a “friend” who knew exactly what I needed at the time.

This year my relationship with the Lord has changed. Instead of looking to the big man in the sky, I’ve learned that often times God is working through the people he has surrounded us with. A funny text can brighten my day. A kind word can shift my mood. A thoughtful delivery or card in the mail reminds me I’m loved.

This evening as I was tucking the boys in bed, Reed asked, “Who do you love more? Seeley and me? God is working Or God and Jesus?” I told him, “you are all one in through the people he has the same. God and Jesus live in you. You can bless surrounded us everyone you touch with their love by what you do with and what you choose to say.” Just as I found the Lord in others, it is a constant reminder to myself that I must show God’s gentle mercy and compassion in everything I say and do.

Scripture: Matthew 11:28-30: "Come to me all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." (NIV)

Prayer for the day: “Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for the community that surrounds me. Thank you for a church who loves me. Thank you for the people who show kindness to me and act on your behalf. Help me show your love to others in everything I say and do. When others are weary, give me a humble heart and allow me to ease their burden. Thank you for an opportunity to become a village for someone else. In Jesus name, Amen.”

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Reed Morrow

Scripture: 9: 13-16:

13 I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth.

14 Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds,

15 I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life.

16 Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.”

5 Friday, February 19, 2021

Art Moore - Following the Historical Jesus

The year 2020 started for me very much like the years proceeding. I took the trains to see my great grandchildren, riding north to Paso Robles or south to San Juan Capistrano. I also took the train or drove to San Barbara to sail and visit friends. I attended the Santa Barbara Mission Conference and the Santa Barbara Yacht Club Commodore’s Ball. The one thing I did that was decidedly different was attend a conference at St. Andrew’s Pres. in Santa Barbara featuring as the guest speaker, John Domonic Crossan. This was during the last weekend of February. Following that, on March 8, we had our last regatta (race). All of the other regattas were cancelled until further notice because of the pandemic.

With the “stay-at-home” orders I had more time to read and I took advantage of the opportunity to read books by Crossan. These I purchased at the conference, and later, more from Amazon. (I should mention that I became acquainted with Dominic much earlier than the conference through attending Adult Classes at St. Andrew’s and seeing him on videos. I knew what to expect at the conference).

John Dominic Crossan is a former priest in the Roman Catholic Church. He also known as a worldwide authority on the historical Jesus, the New Testament and early Christianity. He is particularly renowned for his expertise related to the historical Jesus.

I would suppose that many reading this article might be confused by the term “historical” Jesus. Don’t we have all we need in the New Testament? Why would we look elsewhere? Well, for the vast majority of Christians the contents of the New Testament would be sufficient and there would be no need to explore further. For those that believe this, I affirm your point of view, but I have decided to look further and mentally put myself in the first decade of the common era (AD). By doing this I expect to gain better in- sights into what Jesus really taught and how first and second- generation Christians lived and what they believed. In taking this journey I have chosen a very nice but old (even older than I) Irish born RC scholar to be my guide through literature. The reasons for searching for the historical Jesus are numerous and rather complex, so I will mention only reasons that are important to me. These are:

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1. The Gospels (both canonical and non-canonical) were written quite some time after the death of Jesus. (about 40 years). They relied on oral tradition and memory. Early followers of Jesus were illiterate and expecting His imminent return, no written record was considered necessary.

2. The authors never intended to write historical documents in the manner that we expect of authors today. The Gospels were intentionally biased and essentially propaganda, not biographies. (I am saying” biased” and “propaganda” in a positive sense of the word)

The next question is “What do we discover from searching for the historical Jesus that we don’t get or don’t get as fully, as when we study the canonical books?” AND how do we apply this information to our daily lives in Christ Jesus?

For me, I find that there are significant differences that don’t affect me and my Christian life. For example, according to historical Jesus scholars, Jesus was born in Nazareth, not Bethlehem as described in Luke and Mathew. To me, it makes no difference; there is nothing I can do about it either way.

An important example of something that does affect me, was that Jesus had been radically equalitarian.

The canonical New Testament tends to be confusing on the subject of status. The Apostle Paul says in Galatians “there is no male or female, we are all one in Christ” yet in Timothy and Titus (not written by Paul but attributed to him) women are to have subordinate roles in the family and Church. Knowing this, I can advocate more forcefully for women (and others) to have significant positions in the Church. This because I know that Jesus would not apply those passages in Titus and Timothy to life in the 21st century.

Jesus’ equalitarianism applied not only to men and women, but to all people and all aspects of human life. We should strive for greater equality in the distribution of wealth, particularly in term of health care and education.

A consequence of studying the historical Jesus, I have become even more progressive politically and theologically.

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Further on the subject of equality I am more and more concerned with racism in our country. I am certain the Jesus would have forcefully opposed any discrimination of black people. But we have an unequal system of justice in law enforcement. Therefore, I support Black Lives Matter. I know that some folks have a problem with this, but unless black lives really do matter, no lives fully matter. For when we condone racism, we lose some of our humanity. With that loss, our lives don’t fully matter.

One thing we know for certain, either by relying on the Gospels, or in search for the historical Jesus, is that Jesus died on a Roman cross. When he did, he took on himself the sins, the shortcomings, the frustrations and pain for us all. Let us work to be worthy of his sacrifice, by serving others less fortunate than ourselves. In His slip. Amen

Scriptures : Galatians 3:28 - 28 There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.1

Mark 9:35 - Sitting down, Jesus called the Twelve and said, “Anyone who wants to be first must be the very last, and the servant of all.”

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father: We are faced with so many different ideas and ways of following you. Help us to discern and understand the way you taught us, when you lived among us so

8 Saturday, February 20, 2021

Sandy Menor

Life has certainly changed in 2020 for all of us. For some it has been a difficult time with loneliness and despair. For others, those of us who are “closet introverts,” it has been a time to look within, get comfortable with ourselves and get closer to God who is always there so we are never lonely. Certainly, life took a complete 180 degree turn from what I had planned for 2020 after finally coming home to Santa Clarita after a 7-year absence. I wanted to get back to enjoying companionship and fellowship with my church family and enjoying holidays with my regular family. I had plans! I had travel plans, holiday plans, church involvement plans.

They all had to be adjusted. At the same time, I had to face the possibility of my own mortality if that was to be God's decision. We all just believe we're young no matter what our age. I'm no different. So, it was a view I hadn't been seriously considering up until March, 2020.

Being isolated other than Zoom meetings for work, phone calls and internet gave me the opportunity to discuss it with God daily. I realized I had my safety in my hands but at the same time, God could decide to take me home. It was a scary thought. It still is. Not going home with God, but the way in which it might happen; that was not something I could accept easily. But on the other hand, God gave me insight into my capacity for love, understanding and forgiveness. I think I fall a lot short of what God would like me to be. But the time alone to consider how I can do better has made that a little easier. I can't be lonely. I have God and he's a great roommate during these difficult times!

Scripture: Psalms 52:8-9: “But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever. I will praise you forever for what you have done; in your name I will hope, for your name is good. I will praise you in the presence of your saints.”

Prayer: Jesus, I pray that you can be enough for me during this time of loneliness. I ask you, oh God, to be all the things in my life that I depended on others for before. I need you, God, to become bigger in my eyes when there are fewer around me. Amen.

9 Sunday, February 21, 2021 A LITTLE FAITH GOES A LONG WAY By Roland Wrinkle

Pray a little, The wind it blows where ‘ere it please. Trust a lot. We hear and feel but cannot see. And make the best God, He keeps each promise made, Of what you got. And assures us not to be afraid.

Do for Him Don’t look for God in hurricanes, A whole lot less Pandemics, earthquakes, fires or floods. Than what He did It’s a still small voice, a descending When us He blessed. dove… And gently whispers the God of love. Plagues and wars They come and go, When Jesus was about to leave this But His love for us world, We’ll always know. The Savior who our God did send, “Having loved his own who were in the Separation, fear and loss world,” Make us think that all is lost. John says, “He loved them to the end.” But those who trust

Will pay the cost. So, don’t let worry, doubt, dismay Make you think you’re lost and stray. Lent’s a road that paves the way, Hold fast and firm the cross of hope, For death won’t have the final say. We look ahead! Prepare the way! The Kingdom welcomes all, not some.

We’ll enter there the Age to Come.

10 Monday, February 22, 2021

Sally Pearman

For the year 2020, I have experienced the following:

The killing of innocent black men and women.

Corona-19 virus becomes a world pandemic. Refrigerated truck trailers are used to store the dead because humanity is dying faster than the time it takes to dig graves to bury the dead.

Unemployment has caused a second “Great Depression”. Savings have been drained to feed families, pay bills and the rent.

Hate has become a “political party”. Dictators have become leaders in America’s democracy.

A record 30 hurricanes have devastated cities and towns, destroying homes, killing families and their pets.

Wildfires burned 5 million acres in California, Oregon and Washington. Exhausted firefighters were killed, homeowners not wanting to leave their homes died and families and their pets unable to escape the fires perished. The survivors returned to discover their homes and memories are ashes.

My beloved and precious 14-year-old female Boston Terrier had to be put to sleep. She and her twin sister were rescues. They were named “Nip and Tuck”. Tuck was my adorable dog.

Facebook has become the “address of my Presbyterian Church.” Our beautiful altar and our Pastor Bill Barnes can be seen and heard on iPads, computer monitors and cell phones. “The Peace of Jesus Christ” handshakes and hugs, the choir, the Sacraments, and Christian fellowship with delicious pastries and refreshments after the church service are not active in our locked and empty church. What my heart misses the most are the children gathered together in the front of the altar to hear a spiritual message from our dedicated teachers of the Children’s Ministry.

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The year 2020’s violence, wildfires, hurricanes, deadly Covid-19 virus, and an attempt to suppress democracy have caused me to be fearful, anxious, and confused. The year 2020 had changed my relationship with God. My occasional prayers became daily prayers. Good vs. evil intensified my want and need to become closer to God. My church family, worship, Bible study, Weekly News, The Newhall Press, and Christian events have strengthened my relationship with God!

Scripture: Psalm 46:10: “Be still and know that I am God!”

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for your comfort, support and love during the horrific events of 2020! Please God, help churches, schools, and businesses to be safe to open. Please God, bring healing for the world’s population with the COVID-19 vaccines. Please God, give comfort and support to the families and friends that lost loved ones to the deadly virus. Please God, bring humanity together regardless of their skin color and religion, to be accepting of each other through kindness and respect! I pray in the name of my savior, Jesus the Christ, amen.

12 Tuesday, February 23, 2021

Judy Jones, Deacon

How has my relationship with God changed in 2020? To give a little of my background of where I came from, I grew up in a non-religious household and the only time I went to church was at Easter because my Mom insisted that Dad take us. It was usually a sunrise service, so it wasn’t even inside a church building. The God I knew was one that I was told I could pray to when I needed something. And that’s about the only times I ever really thought about God in my life. Thank goodness He did not give up on me.

While attending college, my roommate and some friends urged me to attend church with them and I was finally introduced to the real God in my life. I went to church and Bible studies and college youth group. That’s where I finally gave my life to Christ.

Then I got married to a man that was a non-practicing Catholic and he did not attend church and so my religious life was put on hold. Many years later I realized that I had a hole in my heart, and nothing was filling it. I knew then that the hole was meant to be filled with Jesus. I finally received Jesus back into my life when I found this church and I have been growing in my faith ever since. (The hole has been filled!)

Fast forward to 2020 - This has been a very trying year of all of us in so many ways. My eyes have been opened to the gifts and blessings that I have received from God. He gave me the gift (or talent) of sewing and I realized I could use that gift to help others. I started making face masks for family and friends and then I let people know in my neighborhood and on Facebook that I made masks and I did not charge for them. I was able to make a lot of masks to help so many people and I praise God today that I am able to give back to His people. I am still making masks with the Handcrafters group at church to send to different churches, hospitals and the homeless, wherever they are needed.

My relationship with God has changed to where I find myself in prayer a lot of times during the day. Praising God for everything and everyone in my life. I recognize the blessings and gifts He has given me and I’m putting them to good use to help others. I’m not just selfishly asking for things I need anymore but praising Him for what he has given to me. I find myself praying all the time for others and knowing those prayers are being heard. I know that I am loved and want to pass on that love to others when and where I can. God is always with me and he’s just a prayer away.

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Scripture (NIV): 1 Peter 4:10: Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God’s grace in its various forms.

Prayer: Thank you, Lord, for not giving up on me and showing me your grace and love through your gifts and blessings. I pray I may always be ready to reach out to help another person in need. Amen

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

Brenda Barnes

Jeremiah 29:11: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

The year 2020 was challenging for everyone, and we all needed to recite this verse daily. For me, the year started with driving my grandmother’s foot pedal Singer sewing machine from Santa Clarita to Port Angeles and having my granddaughter Lauren join me. It was great to spend time with her one on one since we are usually together when the whole family gathers. Once she flew back to Arizona, I moved the classical station I manage to a new facility that we constructed at the end of 2019. That was a herculean effort, and I was completely exhausted.

One week after we moved, the first diagnosed case of coronavirus in the U.S. turned into many cases, and we were thrust first into the pandemic. All radio stations are federally mandated to operate in the case of any emergency. My staff was understandably scared, and it was my job to create the safest possible environment for them in an ever-changing situation, while continuing to serve our listeners well. I am a strong, experienced leader, but it was a tall order for me to manage such a tough situation when everyone on the staff was exhausted from moving and very frightened. Thankfully, God stepped in to provide me support and wisdom that I desperately needed.

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In November, our youngest granddaughter Lauren died at 19 in a car accident. She and I were very close, and I will always mourn this tragic loss. When I went to Arizona to be with her mother and siblings, we all caught COVID-19, largely because Arizona was not taking the pandemic seriously at all. Bars were open with live bands, there was a multi-state baseball tournament, and all the players were staying in our hotel, crowding the lobby bar, and not wearing masks.

For two months I was mourning, battling COVID-19, and leading my organization from home as best I could. My heart wasn’t in much of anything, and I had to force myself to get up each morning and do what was necessary to lead the station and its mission. Our station has been and continues to be a very important lifeline for our listeners during the long period of staying at home, and I knew they were counting on us. With little gas in my tank, God stepped in to help me get the critical tasks done.

As difficult as the last two months of the year were, I felt God beside me and knew Lauren was better than fine. That was a comfort, as was the love of my wonderful husband, family, and friends. The board and staff of the station offered to bring me food, sent me moving notes, and called to make sure I was okay. I was surrounded by people who cared for me, and I felt that love and God’s strength.

Not only does God have plans for me, He blessed me immeasurably during one of the toughest years of my life. That gives me hope and gratitude, along with a future.

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for being there for me every step of the way this year. Thank you for taking great care of my beloved Lauren, for the promise of vaccines, and for teaching us valuable lessons along the way about what is most important in life. Please help me serve you well every day. Amen

I have a PLAN for you

To give you a Future

and a HOPE

15 Thursday, February 25, 2021

John Favalessa - I give thanks to God more.

For the past many years, I’ve thanked God for the bounty that is in our lives, but now I appreciate everything God has given even more. I thank God for our continuing health, such a precious thing. For allowing us to be safe and retired in a comfortable home. For having more quiet time with my wife. For keeping my family healthy including the front-line doctors in our family. For getting my son, daughter-in-law and granddaughters through their COVID-19 experience with only minor symptoms. For our daughter-in-law who is a front-line worker in a memory care unit. For every bite of food I eat, even if it’s just a sandwich for dinner. For remembering to say the pray in the mezuzah on our front door post more than before. For the ability to behold the glory of God in my astronomy hobby. For all the so many little things I took for granted.

Scripture: Deuteronomy 6:4–9: Hear, O Israel! The Eternal is our God, the Eternal alone. You shall love the Eternal your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your might. Take to heart these instructions with which I charge you this day. Impress them upon your children. Recite them when you stay at home and when you are away, when you lie down and when you get up. Bind them as a sign on your hand and let them serve as a symbol on your forehead; inscribe them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates.

Prayer: God you are good, you are good to me, you are good to my family. I pray for your blessing for all the people I know and all the people in the world. I ask, why am I so blessed? Help me to never take for granted again how great thou art.

16 Friday, February 26, 2021 Kristie Vosper Christie

These days have felt so long.

And heavy.

Cumbersome and uncertain.

Some days a long walk through an eerie alley with only a flicker of light ahead.

Sick friends. Lives lost. Unrest and pain and conflict. My whole self feels tired. I miss the whimsey and hope of Christmas and even the newness of a new year coming. The drone of the news in the background in the living room, a reminder of this imperfect world. I cling to the grace of routine and work to do.

But when afternoon comes, I’m antsy. I search around for something.

Hollow moments. Rushing and searching for peace.

The house bare, boxes of twinkle lights and ornaments stored away for another year.

I wonder about beauty. What beauty can I bring into these empty spaces?

Fresh white roses in my blue glass vase. Hopeful music over the speakers through the house. Meals planned. New recipes to try again. I’ll move the furniture around, let the house feel new.

Because: in the monotony of days that feel all chained together in sameness and uncertainty I find my environment needs recreating. Refreshing. Renewing. It’s as if the space brings new order, ritual, reminders.

I don't believe this experience we're in is going to pass quickly---and so we must cultivate resilience, creativity and taking intentional care of ourselves.

In our faith tradition---over and over we find an imperative to "renew your mind" as if it's understood that our minds are in need of coaching. We need to diligently examine the presumptions that guide our thinking, speaking, and relationships. One of the verses that I learned as a 3rd grader in the basement of the Burbank First Presbyterian Church at Sunday School was this: Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all of your heart. Lean not on your own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight.”

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A few things lift out of this for me---first---obviously: Place your TRUST in the Lord.

With ALL of my heart.

Okay. Yes. Good idea.

Then? "Lean not on your own understanding."

Deep breath. My understanding is so flawed.

You too? We simply don't have all the information or the whole picture.

I need to trust God's omniscient view more than I do my own limited perspective. If we will listen, pray, take a moment before we react (or try to!)---and day by day, I believe, we'll find our way. I think this is an invitation into curiosity and humility.

"He will make your path straight."

Honestly, the path feels like it's covered in fog. I can't see what comes next, but I do trust that God does and I have experienced God to be with me all the way---even when I can't feel or sense Him. I choose to have faith that God is still leading me. It brings me comfort to hear this proclamation: "He WILL make your path straight.” So, friends---if you're tired, if you're feeling foggy: me too. I hope this verse brings comfort as you find your way each and every day. And so you might want to move your furniture around, dance in your kitchen to your favorite songs, or light a candle and write down your feelings---whatever you do to tend to you, I hope you do with grace and care.

You are worthy of good and tender care. That's how God loves you---tenderly and with loving attention to detail. And these days, however dark or dim or foggy or brilliant--- aren’t without hope because God who is with us is the One, we can trust with all of our heart.

Some days sparkle.

Some are heavy with grief.

All of these days compose a sacred story: your life.

Your one precious life is happening today.

Don’t be afraid to live it…with all of your heart.

18 Saturday, February 27, 2021

Heidi Kokkinos

In my life, so far, I have had two opportunities to save a human life. Once, in 2004, and now again in July of 2020.

In 2004, the human was my husband, who needed a kidney transplant. On the 4th of July, 2020 the human was a complete stranger.

It was a beach day and my family, and I were strolling along the streets of Carlsbad. We decided to take the stairs down to the shoreline. The crashing waves were quite spectacular as there was a strong rip current. The signs posted warned to use extreme caution. Thus, I was surprised to find a group of children playing knee deep in the surf. I made a comment to them about how brave they were to be playing there and then warned one of the boys to watch over his little sister.

The next thing I saw, after a powerful wave crashed, was the little girl being swept into the ocean. Her head disappeared, yet I kept my eyes glued to the sea. Finally, I saw her head pop up some distance from where she started. At that moment, I didn’t think - but only reacted. I was fully clothed with my sunglasses on and my handbag on my shoulder. Yet, I didn’t hesitate to run (god speed) to the exact point where I witnessed her head pop up.

I extended my arms to help her and yelled, “grab my hands.” Just then, another wave crashed over us, knocking me over as well. By that time, other people on the beach saw the commotion and came running to assist. We made it safely out of the water and the girl was shaken up, but otherwise fine. I told her not to be frightened, she was safe, but the ocean can be very powerful, and you have to respect that. Her mom came over to thank me and this story has a happy ending.

I have reflected for some time about this incident. You always wonder in times of crisis how you will, or won’t, react. I felt the Spirit move me to respond without any hesitation. I felt blessed to be looking at the spot where the girl was playing before the ocean seemed to swallow her small body. I was honored that God gave me the gift of being a strong swimmer, and apparently the swiftness of a gazelle, to reach the girl in her time of need.

Prayer: Lord, as Pastor Phil mentioned today during our Sunday sermon, sometimes we endure “both a wonderful and terrifying experience.” Help us to understand your plan as we live our lives on this Earth, and to use our God given gifts wisely.

Scripture: 1Peter 4:10: God’s gifts of grace come in many forms. Each of you has received a gift in order to serve others. You should use it faithfully.

19 Sunday, February 28, 2021

Carol Ramnarine

During the Year 2020, I became increasingly aware of some profoundly serious social injustices that we as a church contribute to perhaps unintentionally. We are a congregation that does not reflect the community around us. God’s family of people is much more diverse than we are.

My love for God requires and compels me to love my neighbor, dealing with both racism and social classism, which both are offensive to God.

Jesus is telling his people today to walk humbly, do justice, love mercy and love all of humanity. (Joel Muddamalle).

Scriptures: Mathew 25:40: “Whatever you do to the least of your brothers and sisters, you do unto me” says the Lord Jesus.

Psalm 31: 24: Trust in God.

Mathew 22:37-40 “And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord with all your souls and with all your mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depends on all the Law and the Prophets.”

Prayer: Bow down in front of the Lord and praise the good work being done. There remains hope and new opportunities for us all. Unify us into better people. Let us repent for our short comings as we do not always do our part in solving the problems surrounding us. Forgive us and help us to forgive others. We are asking in your name. Amen

Do justice Love mercy

Love all of humanity Walk humbly

20 Monday, March 1, 2021

Roland Wrinkle - TEN WAYS 2020 HAS CHANGED ME

According to the Chinese calendar, 2020 was the year of the Rat. Couldn’t agree more. 2021 will be the year of the Ox—and that seems more promising. The great theologian Thomas Aquinas was dubbed The Dumb Ox. I guess I’ve gone through an overhaul similar to that of a rat transmogrifying into an ox. Whole lot of changes goin’ on - mostly positive, either for me or for others who have to deal with me. Here’s a top ten:

1. I have apparently become better looking. People say, “You look good in a mask.” What does that mean? My looks improved when my face got covered up? 2. I have become more popular. So many more people come to my house to visit me. Amazon Prime, Door Dash, Grubhub, Uber Eats, Whole Foods, UPS, DHL, USPSS, Total Wine Direct, Walmart…process servers. 3. There is a strange woman walking around my house claiming that we are married. When my wife and I met, I was in law school. I spent the next 47 years as a lawyer working my fanny off. There were a lot of ships passing in the night. Now, she has the pleasure of having me 24/7 so I can tell her how I want everything in the house to be kept and ordered. 4. I get along better with my neighbors. My youngest daughter, her husband and three of my grandkids bought the house next door and moved in. 5. The one offspring that still lives at home absolutely adores me. We went out and got us a brand spanking new pug puppy. Hamlet pondered, “Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles?” Me? I opted for a diminutive black dog with a flat face and a really prominent underbite. 6. There’s no more coming home from work and watching whatever is on TV. I have more streaming going on than the rivers of Babylon. Netflix, Amazon Prime, AppleTV+, Peacock, TiVo, HBOMax, Showtime, Starz, YouTube, Vimeo… 7. I am no longer able to sit on the benches outside of church and ambush worshippers. I have been relegated to the written word and a bunch of Zoom meetings. 8. I am now required to socially distance myself from my fellow church members. Actually, there was a motion afoot to do the same thing before the pandemic. 9. I have gotten into automobile repair and maintenance. Since I rarely drive my car, my battery died and my tires got flat. 10. I can now empathize with the needy. People keep bringing me meals.

Scripture: Luke 12:26: “Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?”

21 Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Cindy Schultz, Deacon

When I sit and reflect on the year 2020 and God, I can say that my relationship with God is stronger now than prior to the year 2020. I have had to lean on him more, which caused me to pray more. I prayed more for others and started to include myself in my prayers.

When the pandemic really kicked into gear, I really started praying, not for me, but for family, friends, church family, the healthcare workers working in the unknown, the elected officials of our country to make decisions that were based on the country’s need, and our nation. It was not always a formal prayer, sometimes it was while I was vacuuming, or while I was making cookies, or sewing masks. But God seemed to be in my head all day.

At some point, I included myself in those frequent prayers. Prayers for strength and peace. I was doing everything I could physically to keep my loved ones and myself safe by respecting the “Safer At Home” order. I did not meet with my mom (which prior to this I visited with my mom 3-5 days a week). I did not visit with my sisters. I did not visit with friends. Of course, that was what everybody was doing, so I was not doing anything special. But it started wearing on me, emotionally. I needed strength and peace to keep it up. So, on those many conversations I had with God throughout the day, I started included me in my prayers. I prayed for strength and peace. What a revelation – including myself in prayer. For some reason I thought I would be acting selfishly, praying for myself. There were always so many more loved ones, people and needs to pray for.

The practice of including “me” in my conversations and prayers with God continue. I still have my many informal conversations and prayers with God throughout the day. I can say that I have become comfortable talking to God and it was because of what we went through in 2020 and will still be going through in 2021. And I discovered one of the biggest revelations to me was that fact that I’m more thankful and grateful in my conversations and prayers to God now. So not only did I start including myself in my prayers, but I also felt more thankful for everything.

Scriptures: Isaiah 41:10: Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

1 Chronicles 16:11: Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually.

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for your ever-growing presence in my life, thank you for the strength and peace you have given me and for the many blessings in my life. Amen.

22 Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Sonja Tweedie, Stephen Minister

Like the rest of the world, due to the pandemic, I have had my share of adversity, but blessings are magnified when counted. My family in Florida and Texas continued to be healthy, were able to attend inside church each Sunday, have meals out, go on summer trips and (the best blessing of all) were able to spend a week together in Corpus Christi at Christmas. As I was able to FaceTime with them, my heart was filled with joy watching everyone having a wonderful time together.

For many of us, 2020 was not easy. Our lives in California had changed like day and night. At times I felt like Job who said “Where is God? Why is he hiding from me?” (Job 23:9.) The Psalmist, David, had a similar feeling, “How long will you forget me and look the other way?” (Psalms 13:1) “Do not abandon me now.” (35:22) Scripture urges us to keep our faith strong, even during times when God seems silent. (Hebrews 11) And Max Lucado wrote in a book published in 2013, “When life is falling apart God will carry you.”

How can one be so blessed and yet so sad, anxious and depressed? I have lived alone for over 43 years, but those years were filled and fulfilled with work, activities and lots of friends. There were lunches, Bible studies, church meetings, Sunday worship which kept us balanced and secure. So many things went wrong last March. Our beautiful play was cancelled, multiple car battery and tire problems, leaky pipe and broken faucet, a computer hack, worn out modem, furnace problems as well as some serious health issues, including thyroid disease and skin cancer diagnosis that required several surgeries. Add to that the inability to walk or stand without pain, making it difficult to cook meals, take out trash or pick-up mail. Living alone with physical issues is difficult enough, but having no one to share Can God take a with was a soul killer. Instead of seeing or trash can out? talking with 70+ people weekly I saw or heard from very few.

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With no family to give physical assistance or to share concerns with, I felt the need to share the cancer diagnosis with a trusted friend. It is less stressful when one can speak with a good friend about a scary issue. I texted my friend requesting a phone call, but did not receive a text or a call. I was hurt but this is where my relationship with God took a turn. Generally, I had prayed no fewer than twice each day but realized although God cannot take out the trash, He was the one I could depend on during this difficult time.

I was blessed: The Holy Spirit became my constant companion; he kept me from falling when doing necessary housework, showering, cooking at least one healthy meal per day and reminded me to rest, read or listen to music. Jesus, my Lord and Savior gave me wisdom and hope that I could make it through each day, giving the peace and presence of mind to manage the challenges I was facing. God, my Rock and my Father never left me. He made it clear that I was being protected, watched over and loved by Him and He assured me that He is in control. Blessed Assurance!

Have you ever been ALONE for 311 days, including each holiday? There is little joy in it and many tears were shed. But I was grateful for the wonderful Bible-centered Zoom meetings, Hope Theater Arts, Facebook church services, books, music, TV and speaking with a few friends I was able to meet with on a few occasions as well as those who took their precious time to call. Without those blessings and God’s constant presence, I would not have made it. Thank you, church and thank you God for the peace and joy you bring into our lives and for helping us manage the disappointments and exhaustion of being separated from those we love.

Scripture: Philippians 4:6,7 NLT (New Living Translation): Don’t worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ

Prayer: Blessed Heavenly Father: Thank you for getting us through this very difficult time. Your presence, protective power and love has made all the difference. You are the one we can trust, the one who listens to our concerns and allows us to see whose we are. Thank you for the comfort and peace you provide. In Christ’s precious name,

Amen

24 Thursday, March 4, 2021

Samuel Besse

It hasn’t. Everything in life can change - with the exception of Jesus Christ. As politicians and large parts of the population run around like chickens with their heads cut off, trying to outdo each other in exclaiming “the sky is falling”, God hasn’t changed. He still calls on me to be faithful in my testimony about Christ. The world and local politicians try to look perfect and impregnable, but they are imploding from within. Christ stands firm and remains the source of my ideas on what to do and of my confidence in the future.

Scripture: Revelation 17:9-14: This calls for a mind with wisdom. The seven heads are seven hills on which the woman sits. There are also seven kings. Five have fallen, one is, the other has not yet come; but when he does come, he must remain for only a little while. The beast who once was, and now is not, is an eighth king. He belongs to the seven and is going to his destruction. The ten horns you saw are ten kings who have not received a kingdom, but who for one hour will receive authority as kings along with the beast. They will wage war against the Lamb, but the Lamb will triumph over them because he is Lords of lords and Kings of kings—and with him will be his called, chosen and faithful followers.

Prayer: Thank you for all you’ve done. I know I can make a difference in this world by how I live my life. I’m grateful you love me, I’m grateful to be your child. Amen!

25 Friday, March 5, 2021

Nancy Brown-Davis

During the 2020 pandemic I used more of my free time praying and studying the word of God. Words of God Romans 28:8: “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Also, Isaiah 12:2: “Surely God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid, for the Lord God is my strength and my might; he has become my salvation.” I have come to trust in God more in 2020 with the Covid19. I prayed that when I did have to leave my home that I would come back safe and no signs of the Covid19—taking a few minutes to pray to God that I would be safe.

We needed God around us at this time. In the year 2020 and going still into 2021. I need God close to me. I have not tried to get away from God. I feel God is close to me and he has been with me from not getting Covid19. Also, any close family members, relatives, friends and members of my church.

Give me strength when I do have to go out to my errands that I am safe in God’s hands. Prayer and faith are helping me get through this pandemic and my faith is giving me hope. I look forward to going back to church to see my church members again.

Having faith in God changed my relationship with God in 2020.

Scripture: Isaiah 12:2: Surely God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid, for the Lord God is my strength and my might; he has become my salvation.”

Prayer: Thank you God for the faith and strength to get through the year 2020 and come closer to you in my prayers and staying safe.

26 Saturday, March 6, 2021

Pam Trammell, Deacon

2020 - the year of the pandemic - when all our plans were gone - kaput - the lavish weddings, birthday and other celebrations, travel, sports and other activities for our kids, and on and on.

For me, I can’t imagine how I would have handled this WITHOUT a relationship with God. Who to turn to when the fear of this unknown virus became overwhelming, but to God? Who to turn to when so confused but to God?

Changed? To be honest, I did not have the normal distractions, such as travel or other plans, to keep me away from church attendance. Perfect attendance! Notes on every sermon that I keep in a little notebook next to my recliner which has bunnies on it, so I know that this started during Lent. So, I agree with Bryce that my relationship with God has deepened, not necessarily changed.

And speaking of Lent, one of the things that sustained me in the beginning was our Lenten Devotional. I wrote scripture and other meaningful items from it on 3 x 5 cards which I put in my bathroom mirror. The first one was from Kathy Bressler’s devotional, a quote from Beth Moore— “We want Christ to hurry and calm the storm. He wants us to find Him in the midst of it first”. This reminded me that there is a BIG picture, and 2020 Pandemic Year is just a speck in Christ’s overall plan.

Helping to deepen my relationship with God were three Bible studies that I attended through Zoom (again, perfect attendance!) Our church’s Kitchen Devotions on Thursday at 10 has been a constant for me and Don. It makes me think of the small groups of the ’90’s, where we got to know each other well and learned from each other. I’ve been in a monthly Bible study since 1985 with female friends of all Christian faiths, but this became twice monthly via Zoom because we all had more time and needed the prayer and study time. Our book is called “Just Enough Light for the Step I’m On”, which has worked so well in these times of uncertainty. Last, I attended a five-week study on Biblical Justice in this year of social and racial justice issues. Our leader was a retired pastor from Solana Beach (friend of the Irwin’s) who became a friend and teacher for all of us, and awakened our awareness of this issue and how we can help.

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Back to the book with bunnies on it with notes from all sermons—these statements really stuck with me (and became 3 x 5 cards for reminders)—"Out of adversity comes creativity”, and “For nothing will be impossible without God”, said the angel. I’m proud of the creativity of the church during this time and was honored to be a part of the inventive Christmas Eve service and light the Advent Candles.

As we look ahead into 2021 and vaccination at some point, this quote from one of my cards says, “Strength for today and hope for tomorrow”. My biggest hope as a former teacher is that my grandchildren will be in their classrooms this school year.

Prayer: Dear God, at this time of medical emergencies I pray for all who are helping them, for the patients, and for their loved ones. I pray for all of us to find a way to honor them, as Jesus would have us to do, in love. We know that You will hear our constant prayers for them.

Scripture: Romans 12:12: Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

Sunday, March 7, 2021

Eleanor Fuller

Those of you who know me are aware that I am an avid reader. Books are a major part of my life - reading, checking for new books in the library, visiting bookstores as we did in New York City. But this past year staying home, being by myself most of the day, God has been my friend. I turn to Him to discuss daily situations and challenges.

At my age health items often become first priority. I look to God to help navigate the health system. He is at my side to help focus on daily tasks and encourage me when fearful about the future. I have read many wonderful, exciting, informative books, during this time. With Steve I have worked and finished a variety of puzzles, yet feel God with me to talk and listen to, thanking Him for the blessings. He has given our family and guidance when I allow fears and anxieties to take control.

Scripture: John 14:27: "I am leaving you with a gift- peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So, don't be troubled or afraid".

Prayer: Dear Lord, Thank you for your presence in our lives. May we continue to have love, faith, and hope each day as we navigate these times of uncertainty.

28 Monday, March 8, 2021

Carol Hauenstein, Deacon

A good friend reached out to me because we needed more Lenten devotions. I had already given this some thought, and I was about to reply, “No”, because I just didn’t feel as though I had anything to give or share at this time. But how could I be so selfish? My church has shown me so much love this year following Don’s passing. I don’t think my relationship with God has changed, but it has strengthened. God is there for you always, and those on the other side are with you also. The veil between “on earth and as it is in heaven” is thin. When Don was still attending Church, and as his Alzheimer’s progressed, it was difficult to make it through an entire service. He didn’t want to stay. But since his death, while attending Church, I often can feel him by my side ready to hold my hand.

Carol and Don in When life doesn’t make any sense, God is with us. Traditional Korean Matthew 5:4: “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall wedding attire be comforted.”

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father, I ask for comfort for all people who are suffering ill health or the loss of a loved one.

Tuesday, March 9, 2021

Anne Watts

My story starts before I was aware the pandemic was heading for the U.S. After George passed, I wasn’t sure whether I should stay in Santa Clarita or move to Malibu to be close to my daughter and her family. I was busy fixing up the house either for me or for a renter – mainly adding air conditioning. On January 1, 2020 I asked the Lord for guidance as I could be happy staying in Santa Clarita or moving to Malibu – I told him exactly what I would need in a house in Malibu and I couldn’t move before March 1st.

The following Monday a home came up for rent on zillow.com with everything I needed and it was available on March 1st. I figured I had received my guidance and I saw the place and signed the rental agreement by that Friday. I rented my house and moved to

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Malibu on March 1st. On March 8th I went to the local church and on March 12th everything shut down due to COVID 19. It was a strange feeling but since I believed I was following the Lord’s guidance, I felt secure and protected in my new home in Malibu and extremely grateful for His protection.

I continued attending FPCN online and tried to connect with the church in Malibu online but was unsuccessful. One day on the spur of the moment I took Lucky to the local doggie park and met a lady who turned out to be the new pastor for the church I attended once and she guided me on how to attend online so now I attend FPCN at 9 am and Malibu Methodist at 10:30 am.

I find that during this pandemic, I am taking more time for myself and my relationship with the Lord. I am very grateful that He has guided me to a place that I feel secure and can establish a closer bond with my daughter and grandchildren. I realize that we have many seasons in our lives, I do not know how much longer I will remain on this earth and do not know what the Lord would have me do but I am waiting patiently for His guidance.

I maintained balance even when the riots started but when the turmoil of the election started, it was like the last straw and I began to notice my stress level increase dramatically. I turned to the Serenity Prayer and asked the Lord for help with my stress and trust. I also asked for my party to win the election but always closed with “Thy Will Be Done.” I am glad the election is over and realize that the people of both parties were under a lot of stress and am praying for serenity for our country.

Bible Verse: Psalm 62:8 – Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.

Prayer for the Day: Lord, please grant me the Serenity to Accept the Things I cannot Change, the Courage to Change the Things that I can (I voted), and the Wisdom to Know the Difference.

30 Wednesday, March 10, 2021 Pam Jenner. Deacon Moderator

In some ways 2020 went by in a flash and in others it seems it would never end. When I am in need of more from myself, I go to God which for me is inward. Praying for others is within me. I am going in any time I need something or pray for someone. Connecting to my heart has been what I have been doing the most of in 2020. Learning that I am enough by just being alive.

God gave us the breath of life. Taking a breath is so precious. With so many people dying this past year I see this as a huge thing. To breathe and not take it for granted. God is in the breath. God is in me. God is in the person you don’t understand. Looking at what is going on all around me as gifts and not personal things that others are doing to me. This is how God has changed my life this last year. BREATHE

PRAYING FOR OTHERS

(God is in the person you don’t understand)

CONNECTING TO MY HEART

God is the connection for all of us right now. Where have the relationship changes been? Within me. Learning that technology is now more than what it was in my life. That it is a tool for me to be more by connecting with others using these tools in a new way to stay connected.

Let’s take Christmas to stay home and relax. Not rush to see people or do more things. To really be with those I love on zoom is a God thing. This is a new relationship with God. To adjust how I am with myself and not think about how it looks for others. I am right with God. My children were very happy to see us and know we were doing well. Seeing my grandkids all running and playing at their homes just being with each other.

Some had to say something or be closer to the camera. The joy was there. I felt God there too. To not rush in Christmas. To slow down.

I help others by calling or connecting in some fashion that uses technology. These are different times. This brings me joy. The more I find the gifts in the little things I know that

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God is more in my life than ever before. It isn’t a sometimes thing but an always thing. Staying connected feels blessed. This is all inside where God resides.

Scripture: Hebrews 11:1: Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. And Philippians 4:6-8, Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things.

Prayer: Father God, I thank you for all of the inner strength you have shown me through all of 2020. May you bless me and all that I touch in any manner. See in others only love. That you are with me always. In your name. Amen

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Jim Combs, Elder

The last year has been a very terrible and negative one in many ways for all. However, a bright light has shown through this darkness. Many persons have risen to others in distress by showing compassion and dare to defeat the evils we are seeing. I read in the newspaper and see in the television news of the exceptional love for others who are in distress. This is, I understand, to be our personal mission as Christ has commanded to love one another.

Scripture: Matthew 25:40: And the king will answer you, as you have done unto the least of these, you have done unto me.

Prayer: Help me Lord Jesus to venture into new ways in helping “the least of these”.

32 Friday, March 12, 2021

Dee Ann Wood

Although I haven’t been to church since March, I still feel very close to God because I have initiated a more intense prayer life than before.

Pray constantly 1Thessalonians 5:17

We all know 2020 was a strange year. I, and probably most of us, initially think “What a terrible year!” But as I reflect, I realize that might not be true. There were a lot of terrible things occurring, but what about the wonderful things?

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed 2Corinthians 4:8,9

I will tell of the kindnesses of the Lord, the deeds for which He is to be praised, according to all the Lord has done for us – yes, the many good things He has done, according to His compassion and many kindnesses. Isaiah 63:7

I found myself becoming very depressed and angry as I watched the news and was thinking really hateful things about people and the things they were doing. I don’t think my thoughts about what was happening were wrong, but my anger direction was wrong. I couldn’t deal with it, so I started praying for God’s help. My constant prayer is “Please help me to follow your admonition and hate the sin, not the sinner.”

Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret – it leads only to evil. Psalm 37:8

Create in me a clean heart, O God; and create a right spirit within me. Psalm 51:10

I have always felt the need to read or listen to any news or information I received. So, it was a huge reversal for me, but I decided to quit watching the news. Of course, in today’s world, you can’t eliminate every source of news or information, but getting less bombardment of negative happenings really does allow you to have a more positive outlook on the world. As a result, although I’m still working on it, I now pray for peoples’ hearts to change instead of wishing harm on them. I truly believe that was part of God’s answer and direction for me.

But I say to you Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you so that you may be children of your Father who is in heaven. Matthew 5: 44, 45

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Another change was that I made more of an effort to thank God for my blessings. Even this year, my blessings outweigh my negative experiences. I have material things, but even more important are my loving family, so many wonderful friends, memories of fun and happy events and trips, good health, and all the good people I’ve encountered (e.g., Phil with his Klondike bars, Bryce and Emily with their fresh baked bread, the deacons with their ornament masks and Christmas goodie bag, my deacon Diane Renfro, who checks in regularly). Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. 1Thessolians 5:18

My reaction to something that happened this year stunned me. My mother died on my husband’s birthday in June. When my brother called with the news in the middle of the night, I oddly felt a peace, in spite of my shock and sadness. We were very close even though she lived in Nebraska. I called her daily, always ending the call with us both saying I love you. (For that, I will always be grateful.). She lived in a lovely nursing home and was well loved and cared for by the staff, but she was so lonely. No interactions among residents were allowed. Family was everything to her and she could not be with them. She had lived a long (almost 96 years), wonderful, loving, Christian life. God knew how lonely she was and would continue to be, so He graciously called her home to Him and her heavenly family.

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Colossians 3:15

I continue to thank God for all He has done, and provided, for me and my family. When I start to feel anxious or angry, I consciously recite to myself the words I pray to God each night and morning. That really helps me to remember that He is in charge, not the people here on earth, and that gives me peace.

In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. John 16:33

Prayer: Dear God, Thank you for the beautiful earth and the many beautiful, caring people you have placed here. This year has challenged us with the worldwide pandemic of the coronavirus, instances of bad behavior and unkind acts, but also acts of love, thoughtfulness, and caring. Help us to practice the admonition in Colossians 3:12 Clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. When we see cruelty or neglect

34 continued – Dee Ann Wood or unkindness of any kind, help us to remember your admonition to hate the sin, not the sinner. For God has not destined us for wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. 1Thessalonians 5:9 When we feel anger or despair, please help us to remember your words in John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. Amen

More Bible verses that may help:

Have no anxiety about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, will keep your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable – if anything is excellent or praiseworthy – think about such things. Philippians 4: 6, 7, 8

Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth, I call to you. I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalm 61: 1, 2

God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” So we say with confidence, “The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” Hebrews 13:5,6

Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens. Psalm 68: 19 continued – Dee Ann Wood

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. Hebrews 11:1

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6: 25-34.

35 Saturday, March 13, 2021

Chuck Schultz, Elder

This is the second or third Lenten Devotional that I have written since Cindy and I started attending First Pres Newhall. I have never had such a difficult time writing anything before in my life. 2020 was a bad to terrible year for all of us and it would not be hard to come up with a long list of just how bad it was. But that was not it. I do believe God gives us silver linings and if you look hard enough you can find good in most everything. For example, we are all now experts in the art of zooming, and we know far more about viruses. We realize just how important friends and family are and how important in person contact is. I have seen God’s work in the Mission Committee and the GENEROSITY of our Church Family in giving to our charitable endeavors (i.e., the monthly food drive and Alternative Christmas). But that still was not it.

Then it hit me. I was sitting at the graveside service for my father yesterday, celebrating the good life of my Dad, and the words of the pastor seared into my brain. He was reading from John 14 (a passage picked out by my Dad). This is a passage where Jesus is comforting the disciples just before he was crucified. The words were crystal clear, “Peace I leave with you; my Peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your heart be troubled and do not be afraid”.

My father was a great Man; he grew up in the depression to a poor family. When he was 14, he lost his brother who was 15 to meningitis. When he was in high school, all his older brothers enlisted to fight World War II. One of his brothers was a medic at Normandy on D-Day. When he graduated from high school he enlisted in the Army and became a B17 pilot. My dad was a man who saw trials, troubles, and tribulations. In all this, he was steadfast in his faith in the words of Jesus Christ.

In the 60’s and 70’s when everyone was talking peace and love my father was living it. To this day I never saw my father scared, worried or anxious about anything. What a legacy!

In closing I would like to share a story that describes my father to a tee: My dad was madly in love with my mom. They always had “Date Night” on a Saturday night once a month. Back around 1997 my dad started having chest pains on the Friday before “Date Night”. He did not want to tell my mom because she would make him go to the hospital.

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They went ahead with their date and around 4 AM Sunday morning he asked my mom to drive him to the hospital. As they were going into the hospital, he collapsed in the ambulance bay knocking my mom down with him. They brought him into the ER and EKG showed he was having the big one-- the “Widow Maker”. They took him to the cath lab, put a stent in, and he lived another 23 years. His heart was only momentarily troubled, but he was never afraid.

Scripture: John 14:27 (see above)

Prayer: Father, in these trying and troubling times we find ourselves, help us to never lose sight of the fact that with you we have Peace and Shelter. Help us to turn over all our cares and concerns to you and to trust in you. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. AMEN

Sunday, March 14, 2021

Jung Favalessa

My husband (John) and I are very grateful that we were retired. We had no worries about losing jobs, how to put the food on the table, or struggle with kids’ school. During this year, we could easily adopt to a somewhat isolated lifestyle. No more meetings face to face, no more Bible studies at a place to go, no more dance performances, no more handbell practices, no more dinner parties and no more going out with friends. Life was naturally simplified and prioritized without struggling about making choices what to give up. I felt free from obligations and commitment from many activities. Well, I came up with new obligations and commitment. Changes are exciting to me. I committed myself to new Zoom events of church and attended several other church activities that I have never joined before. Through these new activities, I got to know people more and found joy about them. I got to know more about His Words and found joy about them.

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During this period, I know that some of the church people stepped up and led the church. Just a few examples: every Sunday morning, I see staffs, volunteers, musicians and worship committee preparing the service with cameras, speakers, and computers. They are the invisible force of the Holy Spirit. Jack Irwin created Weekly email Newsletter and sent out…no matter what medical condition he was in. It has provided the church with the abundant information and updates, acting like virtual hugs and greetings. Jan Fraser continued the monthly Newsletter in more vivid colors and pictures. Gay Gipson is coordinating a new design for the church website…a tremendous effort and coming in the near future. The Craft team became a sweat shop making masks and caps for others in need. The Mission Committee and Youth collected the generously donated food and toys. No need to mention about how hard church leaders and deacons have been working. The Kitchen Devotion has been a venue where we converse and listen to various subjects in the current time. Science and Faith at the Pub opened our minds to the awesome wonder of Creation. People out of states and country have attended Zoom meetings.

Out of isolation and uncertainty, I think that our church has evolved and continued to stand on the rock called Jesus. I come to believe that He never ceases to work through our church that includes you and me. If we don’t work for him, he will use someone else, it will be our loss, and someone else’s gain for His Glory.

Bible Verse: Esther 4:14: For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?” Prayer: Glory is yours, Lord. Accept my humble work. Thank you for using me for your work.

38 Monday, March 15, 2021

LENT AS THE ROAD BACK FROM EMMAUS by Roland Wrinkle

Lent is a road. It is a road that leads first to the horror of the cross; then to the breathless hope of the pivotal event in human history, i.e., the bodily resurrection of Jesus--and finally to God’s future with us upon our own bodily resurrection. It is the road back from Emmaus. Luke tells the penultimate story of two of Jesus’ disciples who had followed him on the longest of journeys - a journey that eventually led to his execution and, presumptively, his utter extinction. It was time to go home. The adventure was over. The hope of a “renewal of all things” (Matt 19.28) had turned out to be a hollow mockery - "only a promise to the ear to be broken to the hope, a teasing illusion like a munificent bequest in a pauper's will” (Justice Robert Jackson). Power, as it always does, prevails. The weary, worn-out pilgrims hung their heads, fought off the crippling despair and cold defeat… and retreated home.

Then, at the peak of their discouragement, they encountered a fellow traveler. It was Jesus...but they didn’t recognize him. He taught them about what had happened and what was going on. Still unaware of the identity of their new friend, they invited him to supper…where he, “took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them.” It was then that they realized they were experiencing the presence of the resurrected Christ. At that moment…Jesus disappeared. What happened next? And this is what I believe Lent is all about.

“They got up and returned at once to Jerusalem.” They had worn out their sandals— perhaps for a year or more-- following a man they had become convinced was “a prophet, powerful in word and deed before God and all the people.” Then it all suddenly ended.

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But it wasn’t the end. It was the beginning…the beginning of “life in the age to come” (which usually winds up getting translated as “eternal life”). Unnoticed by the Emmaus travelers were the small, green shoots of New Creation sprouting from the bloody crevasses of that awful cross. The promise (“See, I will create new heavens and a new earth. Isaiah 65.17) was at long last coming true. When “their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight [,] [t]hey asked each other, ‘Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?’” Again, what did they do right there and then? “They got up and returned at once to Jerusalem.”

That is what Lent is all about—not the road to Emmaus…but the road back from Emmaus. The road back to Jerusalem. The road back to the cross. Back to the empty tomb. Back to that moment in history when God finally defeated evil and began to set the world upside down by setting it right-side up. Back to God’s future…and to the future for all of God’s people. Lent is a journey. Jesus is our guide. All we need do is follow Him. Let our sandals get dusty and our hearts become heavy…but “our eyes are opened to scripture.” Our heads may bow in despair…but we feel “our hearts burning withing us.” Our legs may break down…our bodies fail us…but still we follow. Still we keep our eyes on Jesus and carry on marching towards Jerusalem. Keep walking, haltingly and stumbling, until we hear that “loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away. (Rev 21)”

Lent is the road back from Emmaus.

Bible Verses – See above

Prayer: (please pray with your own words)

40 Tuesday, March 16, 2021

Candy Belcher, Deacon and Stephen Minister

2020 --what a turbulent year for everyone...... the world, our country, state, county, and the Belchers.

New Years' Eve 2020 began with a game night and champagne, toast at midnight with friends and family. Our firewood business-- The Wood Guy was doing very well. I was an attending parent at Little Shepherd’s Nursery School with my 2-year-old granddaughter, Johanna. I made a road trip in February to Santa Cruz to watch my grandsons Miles (12) and Marcus (10) play basketball. Rod and I were both busy with church activities: Deacons, Book Club, Bible study, church life committee meetings and Stephen’s Ministry.

Then March 8th came, the last Sunday we would see our church family. The governor closed everything down due to the Covid-19 virus. We still continued with the wood lot but no movies, plays, amusement parks, church or restaurants. Church was meeting on zoom, but we are not the most computer savvy and did not have a microphone or camera on our computer, so we were left out of the loop. During summer the book club and Rachael Circle and church life met around the carob tree outside at the church. We did listen to the sermon the next day, but it just wasn't the same. I did attend outside services in Grace Baptist's amphitheater and at Christ Lutheran. We still kept in touch with friends, family and parishioners by phone, text and e-mail. We missed the personal touch of our church family. We were so glad when outside services opened in October. Yes, there were not a lot attending; still it was nice to hear the sermon, music and see our friends.

I have always been a prayer warrior for many years. I would note the requests on the e-mail as well as those in the bulletin and the ones voiced during prayers and concerns. I kept the bulletin updated with the e-mail prayers too. I glanced at the prayer requests before going to bed nightly. If I woke up in the middle of the night and could not go back to sleep, I would say a prayer for each person on the list. I usually went back to sleep after the prayer

41 continued – Candy Belcher session. Even during the day, a name may pop-up and I will silently pray for that person. God was using my wakefulness to be a more consistent prayer warrior. 2020 is over (Hooray) and my relationship with God and the power of prayer is greatly improved and I am more in tune to the needs of others. I am a Super Prayer Warrior.

Scripture: I Thessalonians 5:17: Pray without ceasing (King James). Always keep praying (Living Bible).

Prayer: Dear God: May I continue to listen to needs of others and be a Super Prayer Warrior. Amen

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Terri DeYoung, Deacon and Stephen Minister

When thinking of our topic for this Lenten season, I can’t help but think how most of us were changed in one way or another. March 16th was a day filled with fear, dread, panic, and stress that the unknown Covid-19 virus presented before me. It was immobilizing. Giving me 3 months off of work I did not accomplish much but was learning to cope with the new times. I became quite good at quarantining/hibernating (still am good at it). I even appreciated church on TV (still do) …. Some good came of it though; I saw my parents/family every day during my furlough and have weekly since then, thanks to Zoom.

I have spent more time in prayer during the day and at night when I was unable to sleep for the fear of the unknown, for what I was to face, for the health and safety of others, how to go on, what the new norm will be….

I do thank COVID-19 for the life of my boss. Due to the increased stress and wearing of masks, he was “forced” to seek medical help. Had he not done this, I believe he would have had a massive heart attack and gone to be with our Lord.

So, although there were blessings as stated above, I had the heart-breaking loss of my Uncle Jim. COVID-19 was brought into his home by a family member. He wasn’t innocent in contracting COVID-19; however, done with wearing masks, isolating, and unable to

42 continued – Terri DeYoung love his family, he was not as careful as he needed to be. I had a hard time forgiving the family member who gave it to him; but, by God’s grace, I now pray for her so she can forgive herself.

In reflection, all the experiences we have gone through are in God’s timing and control. I HAVE to hold fast to Him. For the first time as a registered voter, I am frightened for the future of our country with the encroachment of socialistic principles, such as diminished freedoms and increased financial hardships, as well as the loss of the religious freedoms and beliefs our forefathers fought and died for, that we to a large extent have taken for granted.

Through it all, we are reminded we are citizens of two kingdoms. This earthly, broken country who would remove our Lord and King. Then, more importantly, our heavenly kingdom, where our King Jesus Christ IS in control. He determines who sits in the White House, and He has His reasons, all the while holding our lives in HIS most capable hands. He created us, He loves us, and He will provide for us as we embrace the life He gives us.

The scripture verse I would like to share is Psalm 91: 1-2. It gave me immense comfort throughout 2020 and still does today.

Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I trust.”

Prayer: Lord God, you have our days numbered, you have our lives in your gracious and loving hands. We know you are in control of everything, give us the peace and comfort to face these trying times with the grace and knowledge that you carry us through our lives as we experience new situations. In your most Holy name, Amen.

43 Thursday, March 18, 2021

Linette Brammer, Deacon

During Covid isolation I really missed the Sunday hymn “sing-a-longs” at Church- especially at Christmas. Rick and I always enjoy a sing-along Messiah performance at Christmas, but this year we played it (and sang along) at home with YouTube.

The Messiah has been popular almost from the first performance in 1742. One early performance in Dublin requested gentlemen to remove their swords, and women to not wear hoop in their dresses so that they could cram over 700 people into the theater. At another early performance Handel donated the proceeds to buy freedom from debtors’ prison for 147 people. Symbolic, isn’t it? The Biblical words bring freedom to our souls just like these people gained freedom from jail. One Dublin clergyman, Rev. Delaney, was so overcome by Susanna Cibber's rendering of "He was despised" that reportedly he leapt to his feet and cried: "Woman, for this be all thy sins forgiven thee”.

In High School, as a young Christian, the aria that made my insides tremble was “I Know that my Redeemer Liveth”. This year the aria that makes me feel especially close to the Lord is from Part 1: “He shall feed His flock like a shepherd”. It is so gentle and loving. I can just picture the shepherd gathering the lambs into his arms, and “gently leading those that are with young” (Isaiah 40 v. 11 ). It reminds me of Katherine Brown’s picture of Jesus lovingly cuddling a lamb. The music is so tender it really brings the words to life – and tears to my eyes. Since I am now 75 I am getting closer to being with Him in Heaven, and I am so excited by the prospect of seeing Him “face to face”. When I told Rick that he could play the shepherd aria at my funeral, he said I could play the Hallelujah chorus at his! Well, there is something to be said for that too.

I wonder; what is your favorite part of the Messiah? What if you shared that with someone, and then they heard the music again in a new light - with your thoughts in mind? What a wonderful way to share our Lord’s love; with music and the Word!

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Scripture: Isaiah 40:11: He tends his flock like a shepherd. He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart; he gently leads those that are with young.

Prayer: Lord, what a wonderful image it is that you love us so tenderly that you want to carry us close to your heart. Carrying us would have been wonderful in itself, but carrying us close to your heart is absolutely amazing! Thank you so much for loving me. I love you too Lord, with all my heart.

Friday, March 19, 2021

Kathy Bressler

In March 2020 our life changed to where it doesn’t resemble in any way the life we had before. The day the schools closed in the Santa Clarita area, my younger daughter packed her husband, two boys, four dogs, my husband Hal and myself into two cars and we headed north to their vacation home in rural Klamath County, Oregon. Little did we know we would still be here ten months later, with no end in sight. One of the biggest shocks to my reality was the ripping away of Fellowship, particularly Christian Fellowship. On-line church, texting and occasional phone calls just didn’t satisfy my craving for face- to-face fellowship. Until eventually we were assigned nurses and a chaplain through hospice, we knew only two people and no other Christians here other than our immediate family.

I continued my twice-daily systematic Bible reading which I had begun over a year earlier, and little by little I realized how God was stepping into the fellowship gap, communicating with me through His written Word, not just eternal concepts and messages written down ages ago for the education and edification of all of his people, but individual messages for me for the present moment. For example, I was reviewing our budget, and noticed a charity,” Jewish Voice,” that Hal had pledged to long ago

45 continued – Kathy Bressler because he wanted the book they had offered. I thought, “Well here is something I know nothing about and can trim from the budget!” I looked up their phone number and put on my “To do” list to call and cancel the monthly donation. Later that day I was reading the first three verses of the last chapter of I Corinthians and learned that Paul instructed the Corinthians to save up money to be sent to the needy in Jerusalem, basically setting up a Jewish Charity. The real-time message couldn’t be clearer to me. Out of the 31,102 verses in the Bible, God had given me these three to read on this day. I didn’t cancel our pledge to Jewish Voice.

Another time I was praying, and I asked God to quickly bring an end to the COVID-19 pandemic. I knew that this was a prayer shared by millions of believers who needed healing for themselves, their family members and friends as well as for their lives to get back to normal. Didn’t I believe that God was in control of everything and with a wave of his hand could stop the pandemic? Or could it be that he had a reason for allowing the pandemic that was devastating all the civilized nations of the world? I thought about this a lot as things got worse and worse. I got the sense that God was angry, really angry. As I looked at the current political climate and all of the hatred, lies and manipulation, and as I saw how many influential people in our society had turned their backs on the God who had created them and influenced others to do the same, I couldn’t blame God for being furious. But it was hard for me to imagine God having negative emotions (anger) that caused Him to act in a way that seemed vengeful.

My daily Bible reading usually includes passages in three different sections of the Bible. One day I was reading in Judges, Isaiah, and Hebrews. I had never thought of those three books as having a lot in common. But that day’s passages each had a long section on God’s anger and how he reacts to it.

• Judges 2, particularly Verse 14 and 15 “In his anger against Israel the Lord handed them over to raiders who plundered them.

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He sold them to their enemies all around, whom they were no longer able to resist. Whenever Israel went out to fight, the hand of the LORD was against them to defeat them, just as he had sworn to them. They were in great distress”. • Isaiah 5, particularly verse 24 and 25: “For they have rejected the law of the LORD Almighty and spurned the word of the Holy One of Israel. Therefore, the Lord’s anger burns against his people; his hand is raised and he strikes them down. The mountains shake, and the dead bodies are like refuse in the streets”. • Hebrews 3: 8 – 11: (God said,) “Do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion during the time of testing in the desert, where your fathers tested and tried me and for forty years saw what I did. That is why I was angry with that generation and I said, ‘Their hearts are always going astray, and they have not known my ways.’ So I declared on oath in my anger, ‘They shall never enter my rest.’” (The writer of Hebrews is quoting Psalm 95 8-11.)

Since God has been speaking to me directly in my Bible reading, I had to assume that these three widely separated passages coming into my routine reading on the same day were bringing a divine truth to my attention. God has negative emotions such as anger and frustration. He had those emotions in Biblical times and he has them now. He is righteously disappointed that our society doesn’t acknowledge him and feel gratitude for the gifts he has generously given us over the generations. America, in particular, was founded on our faith in God, yet we are in grave danger of that principle being overturned. I think it’s possible that God is trying, to get our attention, (individually, as a nation and as a world) to correct us, and to bring us back to the purpose for which we were created.

I think, in the future, I will try to concentrate my prayers on understanding God’s heart, including his emotions, and the healing of society’s collective heart, rather than asking for divine intervention in stopping the pandemic. Rest assured, I will continue praying for individuals in need because of the pandemic, and I will continue to gratefully treasure and nurture the individual communication (fellowship) God gives me through his Word.

Prayer: Lord, Renew our minds. Transform them from the patterns of this world, so that we may be able to test and approve what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will. Romans 12:2

47 Saturday, March 20, 2021 Linda Cummings, Deacon

2020 found me laid off retired earlier than planned which is/was scary but the two best things to come out of it were

1) spending more time with my family watching two of my granddaughters two days a week while their school is closed and

2) having the time to attend the weekly Bible study. I’m getting so much out of readings and listening to the stories than I had in my life. And although being done by Zoom, it’s still great to see and be in a fellowship. Scripture: Romans 8:28: “God promises to make something good out of the storm that brings devastation to your life.”

Prayer: Thank you, God, for protecting me from what I thought I wanted and blessing me with what I didn’t know I needed.

Linda Cummings è

Sunday, March 21, 2021

Colleen Clough, Deacon - God Came to the Rescue

Three days before Christmas of 2020, I walked into my house and was met and walked into a large cloud of natural gas. This was my first experience of having my air literally sucked out of me. I turned and ran out the door to get air. And I was shaking all over. After huffing and puffing to get enough air to sustain me, I dashed back into the house and opened windows and turned-on fans to get fresh air in and bad gas out.

My cat (Jazzy) had to find her own way away from the poisonous air. I found her hiding under a table with her lower eye lids red from the gas. I grabbed her, put her into my bedroom with the window opened so she could get fresh air, and where she would not run outdoors.

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I called the Gas Company, explained the situation, and a gas technician came out. I was still trying to find out where the gas was coming from because by now only whiffs and puffs were available. Was it coming from the water heater – didn’t smell anything there; was it coming from the furnace – didn’t smell anything there; was it coming from the stove – didn’t smell anything there. Was the pilot lit on the water heater – yes; was the pilot lit for the furnace – yes; could I turn on the stove burner, the oven, and the broiler – yes, yes, and yes. So where were the whiffs and puffs coming from?

The gas technician arrived and he couldn’t smell any gas either except for the little whiffs. He took out an instrument by the stove which determined there were pools of gas around each burner. Did I mentioned earlier that I turned on a burner? The gas technician turned off the gas line to the stove so Jazzy and I would be safe. Neither of us suffered any lasting effects.

Obviously Jazzy and I weren’t meant to die that day, my house wasn’t meant to explode, and I wasn’t meant to blow-up my neighbors. God came to the rescue! That is the only way I can explain how everything turned out okay. Yes, the gas technician did what he was supposed to do. But when I had turned on the burner on the stove and there was gas pooled up by it, the flame and the gas should have exploded. Nothing happened.

Scripture: Isaiah 43:1-5 : Israel, the Lord who created you says, “Do not be afraid – I will save you. I have called you by name – you are mine.” When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you. When you pass through fire, you will not be burned. The hard trials that will come will not hurt you. For I am the Lord your God, the holy God of Israel, who saves you. I will give up Egypt to set you free. I will give up Ethiopia and Seba. I will give up whole nations to save your life, because you are precious to me and because I love you and give you honor. Do not be afraid – I am with you.

Prayer: Dear Lord – I am a child in so many ways. You are my protector because you love me and cherish me. You honor me for I am precious to you. You protect me from others and myself when I don’t know better. As a child though, I do get afraid even when I shouldn’t because you have me enfolded in your loving arms. Please remind me there is nothing to fear because You are always with me.

49 Monday, March 22, 2021

Judy Carter, Deacon

One of our church members has said that we can learn about God from two books: the book of scripture and the book of nature. During 2020, I have spent more time outside walking and hiking than ever before, and the “book of nature” has brought me closer to God and taught me about his providence, his abundance and his majesty.

When the pandemic caused schools to shut down in March 2020, I was sent home to work. As I tried to build structure and a healthy routine into my life, I decided to commit to a daily walk, to reach out to friends and family via phone calls and to spend time in prayer every morning. Each of these activities helped me maintain my overall sanity and optimism but the time spent outside in nature was a true blessing.

In March and April, after generous rainfalls, the normally dry riverbed by the South Fork Trail was full of water. As I walked beside it, I discovered three Mallard ducks (2 males and a female) swimming lazily in the same pool almost every day. That spot was the first place I headed for. It was something to look forward to, and I knew God cared for those ducks as I observed them diving for food and enjoying each other’s company. They became my friends.

I kept hiking as the water dried up and scrubs turned brown, and I discovered trails all over our valley. There were not only formal trails but spots of open space too. Within minutes of my apartment, I could walk or drive to a hiking area.

Some days it was difficult to get moving. I would not do much, preferring to take a nap or read a book. But whenever I decided to at least try to take a five- minute walk, it usually turned into 20 or 30 minutes. I felt revived, grateful for fresh air and the variety of shrubs, flowers, trees, birds, and animals in my path. I have watched many, many rabbits, ducks, ravens, crows, egrets, sparrows, finches, turkey vultures and lizards in 2020.

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One day shortly before Christmas, I drove (guiltily) through a McDonalds for lunch and parked in a remote area of the shopping center to eat. To my delight, in front of me was a trail running next to the Santa Clara River. I jumped out of the car and started hiking. As I walked, I could hear running water! I stopped, went off trail, got closer and saw a stream of clear blue water flowing west to the ocean. And on its banks was bright green foliage. I was amazed. I had no idea water flowed there during the long dry months. I felt joy and gratitude to see and hear the gurgling stream. I have gone back to this spot many times since and always feel thankful.

The year of 2020 has brought our world powerful events: a pandemic, calls for justice for black Americans, and a contentious presidential election. I have learned a lot. I want to love more, overcome fear to speak out for justice, and pray more. But in the midst of all the problems I will never forget experiencing the glory of God in the book of nature. The chorus of this hymn helps to remind me:

“All things bright and beautiful, All creatures great and small,

All things wise and wonderful: The Lord God made them all.”

Psalm 148: 9, 11: All mountains and hills, fruit trees and cedars, every wild and tame animal, all reptiles and birds, come praise the Lord!

Prayer: Thank you, Lord, for your beautiful, varied and abundant creation. Help me to find beauty in every person and creature. Amen

51 Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Carol Trenda

I have a deeper feeling that God is in charge and not myself. I know the Lord loves us and wants us to be well and whole. We, as Christ’s follower, need to do all in our prayer to keep each other safe and well. We know also that our Lord is watching over us at all times. Having God in my heart gives me strength and peace.

Scripture Psalm 93: The LORD reigns, he is robed in majesty; the LORD is robed in majesty and armed with strength; indeed, the world is established, firm and secure. Your throne was established long ago; you are from all eternity.

Prayer: Watch over us, Lord in all that we do and say. May our words give peace and strength to our loved ones.

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

Jung Favalessa

On Easter of 2018, the Ringtones played handbells during both services.

At the first service, I saw a baby boy sitting in front in the first row of pew. It was Eric’s boy. He was about a year old, and he still didn’t have much hair. When we started to play the baby got so excited and jumped up and down with a big smile on his face. His eyes sparkled as he danced with his tiny feet. I could not help laughing, but I suppressed my laugh by trying to think of something sad so that I would not burst into a laugh while I played. He brought such joy to me and made me smile all the time while we played.

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I went home right after the first service to put ham in the oven and came back to church for the second service. Usually, Ringtone members tend to relax when we play the second time. We already played wonderfully at the first service, so repeating one more time seemed to be a piece of cake.

When I lined up at front behind the table, I immediately remembered the baby’s exuberant face at the first service. The bell music started. I looked around the congregation to see who came and see if any babies were there. There were many familiar faces dressed up for Easter. My eyes caught a face of 95 years old and stopped there. She closed her eyes in deep thoughts or prayer. Her face was pale, but peaceful. She didn’t seem excited or exuberantly moving (as the baby danced); instead, she was calm and unmoving. Her fine wrinkles seemed to tell me her stories of long years of toil and waiting. She had a face of an angel, not innocent, but of aged many layers of life, such as hope, dreams, failures, disappointments, despairs, compassions, joyful gains, painful losses, faith, and finally waiting, waiting for His Time patiently.

All of sudden, I felt like bursting in tears. I didn’t know why. I missed my first ring. I had to suppress my tears by trying to think of something funny, oh, yes, the baby’s dance from the first service. I wanted to have another look at her, but quickly moved my eyes away from her because I was afraid that it would make me cry.

Two faces in two services, distinctly contrasting faces: an one year old innocent joyful baby and a 95 year old peaceful wrinkled face, were in my mind throughout the rest of day. The most frequent question for God would be ‘when’. When would the baby open eyes after the birth, control its neck, crawl, walk, become potty trained, talk, drive, grow to be an adult, graduate, be successful, marry, have children, buy homes or things… and when will we die? I have learned that when we lay ourselves in God’s hand, he will empower us to be his witness, and he will take care of our ‘when’ questions at His Time.

For me, I am towards the end of the ‘when’ and ‘how’ questions, which is beyond my business. As the thoughts of death hit my mind more frequently, I lean towards Him, and think of how I can please him more today, a given day.

Scripture: "My times are in Your hands ..." Psalm 31:15.

Prayer: Lord, take my heart and help me to do your will.

53 Thursday, March 25, 2021 Sandy Gravitt

2020 brought us so many unexpected events in our country, in our community and into our homes & families. All of which has led me to turn to my faith more than ever before.

COVID-19 has brought us so many challenges that various ways to cope with it all simply had to be found. The easiest and most natural thing for me to do was to turn to God and deepen that relationship. As the director of the Rehab Services department of 90- plus employees at a local hospital located right in the middle of a COVID hot (extremely hot) spot, a huge responsibility of mine was to provide leadership, direction, constant up-to-date information, ensure that safe practices were established and followed, and provide empathy for the situation and employees’ personal/individual concerns. Above all I had to be a good listener and a good organizer. I felt as though I had to be strong at all times to help others cope and feel safe. When it felt overwhelming and I was fighting back tears, which it did many times each day, I would stop what I was working on, take some deep breaths, close my eyes, clear my head and pray – speaking to God asking for strength and wisdom as I traveled in this unknown territory and trying to turn things over to Him, a practice that I have not always been very proficient in. It gradually became easier and filled me with some hope, courage and calm.

COVID also impacted all the other aspects of our lives. It had quite a trickle-down effect of challenges. Because of my relationship with God, it allowed me to lessen my worries and to look for the hidden blessings.

Challenges: we have witnessed amazing changes in our work environment, which keeps changing as more information and more patients keep coming in. We witness the sadness and fright of patients being alone without visitors. v Blessings: We have been able to work and bring home our paychecks during this pandemic since we are considered essential frontline workers. We have witnessed the amazing gratitude from the community with numerous food donations, fly-bys, and multiple acts by police and fire departments showing their support. We hear the first stanza of “Here Comes the Sun” played throughout the hospital when a COVID patient is being discharged home….it fills my heart each time. We witness incredible teamwork while all are exhausted, scared and saddened.

54 continued – Sandy Gravitt v Challenges: Our son, Erik and his British wife, Lindsey, were scheduled to relocate to Los Angeles after spending 12.5 years in Asia. But flights were canceled, and the US Visa process was put on hold causing these plans to come to a screeching halt. New jobs had to be found in China or they had to find another country that would accept them both. v Blessings: Erik was able to resume working as a trail guide enabling him to see so many more amazing sites of nature, beautiful small villages in the countryside and to meet so many interesting people. Lindsey was sought after to fill a newly designed position at Disneyland Shanghai. Their relocation to Shanghai was made easier with less “baggage” since they had previously sent their non-essentials to Los Angeles and they have been able to reunite with old friends. v Challenges: Travel is one of our big loves bit our travel plans for 2020 had to be discarded/dismissed. v Blessings: We had more time to spend at home to enjoy each other’s company, work on projects/hobbies - both together and separately, went out less so spent less money. But most importantly, we took the time to slow our lives down a bit and to reflect on life’s priorities.

I turn to my faith for guidance, prayerfulness and hope as we witness the world events, but also the many subtle blessings these events have brought about through our gracious Lord and God. God promises to give us His peace, and His supply is limitless ~

Scripture: Isaiah 41:10: “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

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Prayer called “The Frontliners” Dear Heroes of the front lines, indeed Offering your service to those in need. In you a weariness that begs for relief From the agony of such incredible grief.

Dear front line Heroes behind the mask Committed to such a heart wrenching task. Relentlessly you work to serve With hope to see that declining curve.

Tears of sorrow fill your eyes For some may live and many will die. So afraid of what cannot be seen And well beyond a horrific dream.

Like soldiers, you have held your ground Believing a cure would soon be found. Front line Heroes, brave to the last Keep faith in your Lord for this too will pass.

Retreat not from hope, do not despair For surely God is always near. Know that all things are in His plan We may not always understand.

And if Angels resided on earth, abound As you, on the front line they would be found. Dear frontliners, know this to be true God's Mercy is present in all that you do. (O. Abdul Alim)

56 Friday, March 26, 2021

Kris Feldman

An excellent question! 2020 started with a hospital visit for me, and, in retrospect, it was portentous. I slowly recovered from what I now believe may have been covid-19 with the help of my daughter Sara and future son-in-law Alexander, also portentous!

When everything shut down in March, I went into a kind of shock. I pulled in, hibernated, for a long time. I started teaching lessons online, using Zoom, Skype, and Facebook messaging, which gave me as much contact with the world as I felt was safe. Many of my clients were affected in the same way, but they slowly came back to online lessons. It was helpful to teach and see their faces.

Even so, I was depressed, and I felt hopeless, which is dangerous for me, and very unlike me. And so, I dropped to my knees in prayer, and I searched for my words carefully. (In the past, The Lord has shown Himself to be humorously literal in His answers. I learned.) I asked for hope, so that my heart could feel restored. My prayer was answered in the form of a bird family! Mama and Papa built a nest in my potted jasmine plant on the patio of my tiny one-bedroom apartment! With all of the high lofty trees in Saugus, why would the Mama choose my patio as her safe haven? I was privileged to witness the miracle of Creation up close, in my tiny little haven. I kept it clean, put out seeds for Mama and Papa to eat, and eventually to feed their young. I kept clean water available for them, not too close to the nest. I watched the babies break open their shells, call for their parents, and fly from the nest. I was connected to these birds, to Nature, to the good green Earth, to the Universe, and to God. I had asked for hope. God answered, Look around you. Life insists on being beautiful. Be a part of it, and care for yourself as you cared for my birds, and as I care for you.

With that hope restored, I was able to take a good look at life in general, and my life in particular. What is happening, what do I need to do to live in this world, what do I need? And I prayed for clarity. God’s answer was simple: You need more joy! So, I asked myself, what will make me more joyful? And the answer was simple: Be closer to Sara, of course! And, as I embarked on this mission (with a firm kick in the behind from my big sister!), everything was simple. Every door opened at the right time; every angle of the move was smooth. I know that this was God, answering my prayer. I am now happier than I have ever been.

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And all of this brings me back to the question, how has my relationship with God changed in a year? I have always been pretty good at praying, but I have become more in tune with how my prayers are answered. God speaks as loudly as I permit, or perhaps until I can hear Him! And when I do, everything becomes clear and simple. My new hope is that I am able to notice all of the signs, the messages that are the true answers to my prayers, rather than awaiting what I expect. I have learned to love a good surprise.

Scripture: Matthew 6:26: Consider the birds of the sky: They don't sow or reap or gather into barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you worth more than they? Look at the birds in the sky! They don't plant or harvest. They don't even store grain in barns. Yet your Father in heaven takes care of them. Aren't you worth much more than birds?

The Prayer of Saint Francis of Assisi Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; Where there is hatred, let me sow love; Where there is injury, pardon; Where there is error, the truth; Where there is doubt, the faith; Where there is despair, hope; Where there is darkness, light; And where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, Grant that I may not so much seek To be consoled, as to console; To be understood, as to understand; To be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; It is in pardoning that we are pardoned; And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

“Life is short, and we have not too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark way with us. Oh, be swift to love! Make haste to be kind.”

-Henri-Frederic Amiel

58 Saturday, March 27, 2021

Jana Thatch

Looking to my left, at the bookshelf in my home office, I spy the collection of past Lenten booklets with my contributions. From time to time I revisit my entries as they reflect a journal of past personal experiences and how my loving God has guided me through the challenges of life. This year we are asked to consider how the Covid-19 Pandemic has affected our relationship with God.

I am “old school” and really enjoy drinking my morning coffee and reading the LA Times paper, yes! A real newspaper...One morning during the early month of January 2020 I spied a small article on a “pneumonia” that was happening in Wuhan, China. It brought to mind the same type of article I had read in the early ‘80s of an unusual cancer being seen in gay men in San Francisco, a foreboding of the HIV/AIDS crisis to come. Was this pneumonia in China something of the same?

My husband Jim and I had scheduled a visit to New Orleans at the end of February, where we would meet up with our adult sons, Clayton and Leo. We had booked a weekend cruise to Cozumel, Mexico, to celebrate Clayton’s completion of his MBA in December. How fun to spend time together with these two busy guys!

Reading my morning newspaper, and watching the evening newscasts on TV, the realization that the global monster pandemic unfolding before us, was fast becoming a reality here in the United States.

We had a group conference call with the boys and decided that the cruise was looking too dangerous as the Princess cruise ship was currently docked and quarantined in the San Francisco bay. Disappointed with our loss of spending precious time with our boys, we cancelled the trip. My Holy Spirit & God were taking care of our family as New Orleans was quick to become a COVID-19 “hot spot” immediately following Mardi Gras, as were the cruise ships.

With the California lock-down, my work quickly changed from traveling to work sites, to working virtually from home. As an RN and clinical manager for Medtronic Diabetes here in Northridge, my job is to teach and support patients using our insulin pump and continuous glucose monitoring medical devices, reporting feedback and outcomes to the Health Care Professionals prescribing our products. Our SoCal Medtronic team

59 continued – Jana Thatch rapidly embraced the Zoom, FaceTime, Duo and What’s App platforms and services to meet our patients’ needs. Telemedicine was taking hold, and we were happy to find that we were able to reach a greater number of our patients for training and support who may lack transportation or flexible work schedules.

As the global pandemic unfolded, becoming a political crisis in addition to a medical crisis, divisions within my family, my circle of friends, neighbors, and my church family began to take hold. In addition to the fear, anxiety and isolation regarding this novel, uncontrolled virus, we were also faced with strained or broken relationships. “Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior, and my God” (Psalm 42.5).

The tumultuous past year 2020 creeps forward into 2021. My God provides me HOPE with the discovery and distribution of the vaccine and new presidential leadership. My God has kept my family sheltered from sickness and death, we have home and food, when so many do not.

Scripture: 1 Thessalonians 5:18: “Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus”.

Prayer: Dear God in Heaven, thank you dear Lord for keeping us safe during this horrific pandemic. Thank you, God, for providing us food, shelter and loving companionship. Please dear God open my heart to your work to be done and hear your voice when you speak to me. I pray that your love light shines through me to those in need. We pray for your guidance for our leadership, your love to unite us all, sound knowledge and science to lead us out from under this scourge. Thank you dear God for all you provide us, in Jesus name, AMEN.

60 Palm Sunday, March 28, 2021

Art Moore - It is long way to/from Tipperary

When I was a wee lad (6-9 tears of age) WW2 was raging but my grandparents were still able to secure enough gas ration stamps to buy fuel for the Plymouth to get us to (and back) Lake Hodges near Escondido, California. On the way the three of us would sing “war” songs left over from WW1. So, we sang “Jolly, Jolly Six Pence”, “Over There”, “Bless ‘em All” and our favorite: “It’s a Long Way to Tipperary”. At first, I didn’t k now where Tipperary was. I thought it was in England at first, but it is in Ireland. I never bothered to ask where in Ireland, but I couldn’t help asking “what if you lived in Ireland near the town, would you sing “It’s a Short Way to T…” ?

So, I vowed that I would go to Ireland someday, and be driven (I wouldn’t want to drive there, they all drive on the wrong side of the street, ya know) to where I could for sure, say: It’s a SHORT way to Tipperary.

In 2006, only 63 years later, my wife and I went on a USC sponsored trip to Ireland. It was a wonderful experience – everyone was friendly and we saw historical sights and much beautiful countryside. (Jacquie particularly liked to see the clean cows. They were always so clean, no doubt, because of the abundant rain in Ireland.) So finally, lo after so many years I could now say/sing “It’s a SHORT way to Tipperary”.

When I was looking on Amazon for books written be John Dominic Crossan, (a world- renowned scholar on the historical Jesus) I found his new book “A Long Way From Tipperary” and I could not resist the urge to order it, since “Tipperary” has so much meaning to me. Now you might ask, how does this fit into your involvement with Dominic Crossan, his books and lectures? It is a good question, since we are superficially so very different, except for age.

Dominic was born in Tipperary. I was born in San Diego – a long, long way to Tipperary! In San Diego in fourth grade, we started to learn Spanish. Dominic was speaking Gallic in all his classes in school. I went to public schools all the way to UCLA. Dominic went to parochial schools and joined a monastery at age 16. Graduating at 22, I got married and started a career in Aerospace and had three daughters in eight years. Dominic became a priest and remained celibate for twenty years and then got married. (He told me that celibacy was not all it was cracked up to be). Dominic studied, researched, taught and wrote a whole bunch of books and became famous. His books deal mainly with the New Testament, early Christianity, Imperial Rome, the historical Paul, and he is best known for his historical Jesus work.

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Well, I haven’t written any books, but I’ve read a whole bunch. I have been involved in Christian education for about 68 years, including 15 years of working with seminaries on behalf of two presbyteries.

We are indeed very different but what we have in common is of paramount importance. We both want to follow Jesus. The Jesus that truly walked this earth as “God in sandals”. For us the Gospels are not enough. (Of course, they can be for anyone else) But it takes an enormous amount of time and study to uncover Jesus of history. But when we do, it will not change our beliefs a great deal, but it will affect more of what we do. It is a matter of priories and emphasis. For Example, we know that Jesus was a Jewish peasant carpenter who led a non-violent rebellion against ROME. (Not against the Jews) He was crucified on a Roman cross. His rebellion, and teachings lived on, in spite of the fact that the many other rebellions (both violent and non-violent) failed completely. This applies to me in that we need to be more forceful in standing up to power, as Jesus stood up to Imperial power.

I am just starting my journey into the first century and following the path of the historical Jesus. I haven’t been able to reformulate my theology to where I can clearly express it to others. I feel the need for this study (journey), because our churches are declining, and our message isn’t considered relevant. With more knowledge on this subject, the historical Jesus, it may help us to be more relevant and impactful in our world.

Well, it is still a long way to Tipperary, but it is a short way to Jesus, particularly if we love him and make an honest effort to follow him. I sincerely believe we might well do better if we come to know Jesus in sandals.

Scripture: Mark 15:16: He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation. `

Prayer: Heavenly Father, thank you for sending Jesus to walk on this earth among us. With 2000 years and completely different cultures, world views, and traditions in time of Jesus, help to know and understand him in a way that we can make a different in our society. AMEN

62 Monday, March 29, 2021 Bryce Morrow, Youth Director

I’m expeditiously replaying a plethora of moments that would define how my relationship with God had changed during this past year.

I reminisce of the last public outing I had with my oldest son, Reed, attending our first-ever professional hockey game at the Staples Center. The condensed period we were able to “flock” several of our church families with our popular pink flamingos for our annual mission fundraiser before the mandatory lockdown orders.

Honoring those who were celebrating special occasions with creative drive-thru and socially distanced gatherings.

Spending hours outside with my two sons and buckets full of sidewalk chalk Building home forts, engaging in mid-day dance breaks, and cooking from meal kits to the relaxing sounds to Smooth Jazz.

Leaning on our neighbors when the insurmountable stress encompasses our day- to-day lives.

Finding an unexpected, yet anticipated joy in having daily greetings with our hummingbirds and yellow finches.

Spending quality time with family by scheduling small getaways to beaches, hiking trails, or drive-thru functions.

Being nicknamed, Brycycle, for the many bicycle outings I took the neighborhood kids on.

And taking a much-needed road trip to Colorado, stopping to take in the majestic beauty of Arches, Bryce Canyon, and Zion National Parks.

There are so many other moments that I know I’m leaving out, particularly the day-to- day mundane of everything. Yet, if you look at my examples of some of my highlights of 2020, it’s not filled with disappointments, frustrations, or depression (that’s not to say none of those ever reared their head), I wanted to see that year as a year of hope, instead of hatred, promise, instead, of problems, and blessings, instead of blame.

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I’m beyond grateful for the opportunities where the Lord spoke to me through the community of our church family, friends, and neighbors. When it was difficult for me to journey on, I leaned on my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Scripture: Proverbs 27:17:

“As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.”

2020 was our slingshot year- we may have felt pulled back by circumstances out of our control, but much like shooting an arrow, you have to be pulled back to launch into something greater.

Prayer: Great Provider,

Thank you. You have opened our eyes that is does indeed take a village. We thirst for Your Knowledge for our lives. Open our eyes to the things unseen. Guide us to act justly, love with tender mercy, and walk humbly in Your Name. We ask these things in Your Son’s name. Amen.

Tuesday ,March 30, 2021

Polly Nelson - Waiting

As we drove up the hill toward the house, the sign on a balcony read, “Be strong and kind; this, too, shall pass”. I thought, “Oh, what a great Covid encouragement sign”. Little did I know how often this sign would speak to me as I passed it regularly. My husband and I moved in with his sister and spent the next four months doing hands-on care in her small home as she was treated for newly diagnosed stage 4 cancer, and later during her hospice care. She passed peacefully into more life at home early in December. I learned, loved, and stretched so much emotionally during the long, hot summer and waning days of fall. Below are some of the lessons from my journey. • The gratitude for having a spouse I like as well as love started during the initial Covid lockdown and was enhanced as we worked together as a team. I have no idea how people do extended caregiving alone. • Caregiving involves a lot of waiting on another person, if you think about what a waiter does in a restaurant. “Waiting on the Lord” has more than one meaning for me now.

64 continued – Polly Nelson • I was where I was supposed to be. I truly felt God’s presence standing beside me, and in front of me, in ways I hadn’t experienced in a very long time. I felt loved as His child. • I struggled with being “nice” all the time. The days when I hadn’t gotten enough sleep enhanced the struggle, as well as my introvert tendencies. Talking to God, confessing my feelings to Him, helped. I adjusted. • I have so much admiration for those who are caregivers, with no end in sight. How do they keep going, especially if they have no faith to sustain them? Heck, I have admiration for parents of toddlers and babies; those 2 am diaper changes were so not fun. God gave me what I needed. • God’s timing is His, not mine. I so often laid my complaints and struggles and joys before Him. There were answers, when I waited. • God lets me give Him my pain, take it back, and give it to Him again and again. And again. I was strengthened and comforted. • Reaching out to my friends by phone or email helped. It gave me joy emailing friends who I knew were struggling with health, personal or family issues; it took me outside of my own current reality. • I learned to reframe my situation. When it was over 110o on Labor Day, I complained about the fans not cooling us (no air conditioning). Then the power went off, and there were no fans. Just heat, until the next morning. From then on, no more complaints • about the fan. I shifted the outlook, with thoughts like “well, at least we are not worried about having to evacuate for a fire”. Or, “it’s a good day when you don’t get up to a kitchen sink covered with ants”.

I know I am loved. Surrounded by God. Laying out the struggle at God’s feet. God’s will, not mine. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. These are lessons God has reinforced in me this year. Jeremiah 29: 11-12 NIV: “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.” Prayer: When I seek joy, overcoming negative emotions or pain gets easier. When I wait for You, You are there. Thank you for restoring me, Lord, when I know I need it and when I am not aware. Amen

65 Wednesday, March 31, 2021

John Favalessa

I pray more.

I talk to God more.

Scriptures: There are 30+ verses of Jesus praying, here are three. Luke 6:12: “It was at this time that He went off to the mountain to pray, and He spent the whole night in prayer to God.” (while praying at night I always fall asleep). Mark 1:35: “In the early morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house, and went away to a secluded place, and was praying there.” (I’ve been more secluded this year for sure making it easier to talk with God). Matthew 14:23: “After He had sent the crowds away, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray; and when it was evening, He was there alone.” (I love Mt Pinos at night and often shout at God).

Jesus told his disciples (that’s us as Christ followers) to pray often. Luke 18,1-8: Jesus told them a story showing that it was necessary for them to pray consistently and never quit. He said, “There was once a judge in some city who never gave God a thought and cared nothing for people. A widow in that city kept after him: ‘My rights are being violated. Protect me!’ “He never gave her the time of day. But after this went on and on, he said to himself, ‘I care nothing what God thinks, even less what people think. But because this widow won’t quit badgering me, I’d better do something and see that she gets justice—otherwise I’m going to end up beaten black-and-blue by her pounding.’” Then the Master said, “Do you hear what that judge, corrupt as he is, is saying? So what makes you think God won’t step in and work justice for his chosen people, who continue to cry out for help? Won’t he stick up for them? I assure you, he will. He will not drag his feet. But how much of that kind of persistent faith will the Son of Man find on the earth when he returns?”

Prayer: Oh Lord, God in three persons, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, hear my prayers, but always remind me that Your will be done.

66 Maundy Thursday, April 1, 2021

Charlotte Fries, Deacon Lessons that God has taught me

During this confusing, un-nameable time: God has not appeared to me through a burning bush nor has he sent me an email. God does answer my prayers and I have felt his peaceful presence. When I start to have a pity party, I gain perspective by reaching out to others.

This is the second time that my family and I have planted a vegetable garden in our front yard. My husband read that this is a new trend! The neighbors even had a say in what was planted. Many of the neighborhood walkers have stopped by to say how watching the corn grow gave them happiness. Young families would stop in the early evenings to chart the progress of the different vegetables. I admit it did get old having to water every day. My son did put a drip irrigation system for the corn. The cherry tomatoes, mini bell peppers, cucumbers, mini pumpkins and the rhubarb had to be hand watered. One morning as I was hurrying to get the hand watering completed, an older gentleman who was handing out flyers walked by. He stated that he wished that he had a daily purpose like watering a garden to give meaning to his days.

Corns at Charlotte’s garden

Thank you, God for giving me a reason to get outdoors each day to soak in your creation.

Late summer, I was drawn to several rallies to support our local law enforcement. It was so tempting to stay home on a late Friday afternoon. As I waved my very small American

67 continued – Charlotte Fries flag, I watched people drive by extending their middle finger. A salute, that I have been known to give.

Dear God, please help me to remember that a smile is more powerful than any gesture.

Who would have guessed that Zoom meetings would become lifelines to the outside world? I have been spiritually challenged by the Wednesday morning Bible Study. With my four siblings and assorted nieces and nephews have continued to weekly Zoom with my 98 your old father. The best times have been when old family photos are shown; and stories and laughter are shared!

Thank you, God for all forms of family.

Psalm 94:18-19[NIV]: When I said, “My foot is slipping, your unfailing love, Lord, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy.

Prayer: Dear God, please continue to guide me through this maze of uncertain times. Please keep reminding me to be a listener. Please continue to push me to be reaching out to others. In Jesus name Amen!

Charlotte’s Garden

68 Good Friday, April 2, 2021

Shane Sindle

From Covid-19 to the landscape of America’s politics, all of us will remember 2020 for the rest of our days. A deadly virus robbing many of us of our loved ones. A political Civil/Cold War amongst our fellow Americans. This combination has certainly taken a toll on our relationships, our families, our jobs and sadly our way of worship. I patiently wait for the days to come when we can all gather together on Sunday mornings. When we can attend our meetings in person. From hugs to “high-fives”, I long for face-to-face fellowship.

So, how has 2020 changed my relationship with God? Quite simply put, it has strengthened my faith, my hope and my resolve.

Scripture/Inspiration: Old Testament-Psalm 23:4: Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me, thy rod and staff they comfort me.

New Testament-Hebrews 11:1: Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

In the mid 1980’s, there was a Christian rock/pop band named “Allies”. Of their many songs my favorite to this day is a song titled “Don’t you worry”. The lyrics of the song reflect the word of God reassuring us and reminding us not to worry, that he is in charge. The song says it much better than I could so I will share the song, the lyrics that help sustain my faith, hope and commitment to God.

Prior to reading these lyrics, you may want to log onto “you tube”. Search/enter “Allies, don’t you worry”. You can listen to the song as you follow along, it helps.

My prayer to all is that this song inspires & comforts you as much as it does me. Amen.

Don’t you worry!

Come winter, come summer Come the springtime of fall I will be here for you whenever you call

Come feast or come famine

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Come the rumors of war When my kingdom returns & death rules no more.

When there’s trouble all around you And your friends become few You’ll feel my arms surrounding you

Don’t you worry Tomorrow will take care of itself “I’m takin” care of you Don’t you worry You can depend on me for help I’ve given my word to you

In good times, in bad times At the worst time of all I’ll take over the fight When your backs to the wall

In deserts, in canyons Where you can’t find the shore You can call out my name & heavens will pour

When there’s trouble all around you And your friends become few You’ll feel my arms surrounding you

Don’t you worry Tomorrow will take care of itself I’m takin’ care of you Don’t you worry You can depend on me for help I’ve given my word to you

(Instrumental) (Repeat above chorus “Don’t you worry…”)

70 Saturday, April 3, 2021

Marilyn Chase

When I first learned of the virus, I was trusting knowing God was in control. I became peaceful. I have this feeling still. I feel protected because I am doing what I should.

What saddens me the most is that I cannot attend church each Sunday. I have been faithful for 65 years at Newhall Presbyterian Church. I never thought that I would not be able to attend

II Chronicles 7:14 came to me. If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and I will forgive their sin and heal their land.

Psalm 56:3-4: When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not fear.

Hebrews 13:6: “Let your faith be stronger than your fear”. - I will be hopeful and keep the faith.

I miss all of you and I am looking forward to the day when I can attend once again.

In Christion Faith, Amen.

71 Easter Sunday, April 4, 2021

Phil Aijian, CLP, Pastoral Support, Stephen Ministry Leader, Moderator of the Presbytery

Well. The simple answer is 2020 has deepened my relationship with God. I thought here about just adding a Bible verse and a prayer and calling it done. And. While I honestly, think it would be really funny (I can’t help it. It’s me…), I decided it would be wasteful not to use the rest of the paper…

Since the sudden loss of my wife Patti August 19, 2019 and the sudden loss of my sister Rachael April 19, 2020, I have held onto and continue to hold onto Psalm 46 for dear life. “Be still and know that I am God (vs. 10).” With every catastrophe, every loss, every heartache, I find myself living deeper and deeper into this verse.

This verse in particular calls me back from the brink of my fear and anxiety. It calls me back from the brink of my loneliness and despair. It calls me back from the brink of my sadness and disappointment. It calls me back into the love, hope and peace that we have in Jesus Christ. It calls me back into the strength and courage that we have in the Holy Spirit. It calls me back into a stronger, deeper, more real relationship with our Savior.

We live in a broken world where bad things happen. In the middle of all the chaos this world throws at us, including the Covid 19 pandemic, and the political animosity we carry for each other, our God, the Creator of the Universe, calls us to “Be still and know.” It is kind of like God’s personal shorthand message to me reminding me again, again, and again what I know in my heart and soul to be true.

What I know in my heart and soul to be true is that because of Easter Jesus holds the keys to death and the grave. We need not fear either one. Because of Easter, we already know how the story ends. God wins! And so do we! Because of Easter, we get to do what we were put on this earth to do. Glorify God and enjoy him forever!

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The Bible verse I have chosen is also one of my favorites and goes right along with “Be still and know…”

Isaiah 28:16 So this is what the Sovereign Lord says:

“See, I lay a stone in Zion, a tested stone,

A precious cornerstone for a sure foundation;

The one who trusts will never be dismayed.”

Will you pray with me?

Father God, As we celebrate once again the resurrection of your son, Jesus, may it remind us that we need not fear anything. Remind us that nothing can separate us from your love through Jesus Christ our Lord. Cast out our fear that we may BOLDLY, FEARLESSLY follow the leading of the Spirit that it would be “on earth as it is in heaven”. To you be the glory. Amen

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Who is glad it is over? We all have been touched and forever affected by the events that have occurred. Fear, stress, masks, social distancing, quarantine, unexpected unemployment, stay home stay safe, health scares, loved ones lost, businesses lost or “temporarily” closed, hospitals filled to capacity, scientists and doctors scrambling to provide care for this unknown virus that has entered our lives...all words that reveal emotions and the outtakes from 2020. Life as we knew it shut down and forever changed!

This describes life here on earth, but we have hope because of our King, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and His Heavenly Kingdom. “Hope” is commonly used interchangeably with wish: its strength is based on the person's desire. It is considered a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. But in the Bible hope is the confident expectation of what God has promised and its strength is based in His faithfulness.

His faithfulness is what brings us to this season, the Lenten Season. Come, let us put aside 2020 and worship Him.

In Conclusion:

Walking together through the last 47 days has brought us closer toward understanding what others have felt, experienced, and how they have been changed. But, by the grace of God, His Son became human to bear the sins of humankind. Thus, He gave us life and purpose to further His kingdom. Let us honor Him by celebrating His life this Easter. Let us go into this year 2021 with hope and expectation because He lives!