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Our college. Our news. Our voice. Naugatuck Valley Community College May 1, 2019 Waterbury, Connecticut Vol. 63, Iss. 4  e International Arts Festival A  ank You Letter to NVCC Whitney Troy Tearing Down Walls, Building Community To those who know me, my love for Naugatuck Valley Tamarack Sta is no secret. As my mother and I were discussing my graduation the other evening, I expressed my excitement to graduate but also acknowledged how sad I am to leave. NVCC has become a second home to me. As I ventured through possible future schools and interviews, I knew none could compete with the support that was given to me at NVCC. My Women’s Literature professor, Julia Petitfrere, was always open to my questions; she broadened my understanding of women’s struggles and inspired me to create a future that could make a diff erence in others’ lives. My research professor, Dr. Kim O’Donnell, allowed me to explore, stumble, and grow as a way to learn and always grounded me when I began to doubt myself. My advisor, Susan Houlihan, called me on her day off , while her husband was having surgery, to make sure I was okay before my interview at Smith. My constant emails and questions within my classes have never once been shut down by a professor at NVCC. As my mother and I talked about this, I realized NVCC has a spe- Fulbright Scholar, Aguibou Bougobali Sanou, performs in the fi nale. Flags line the 5th fl oor walkway to Kinney Hall. cial place in my heart, and I have never experienced such strong sup- Photo Courtesy of Steve Parlato port within my education. Honestly, I have never had so many teachers In the fi rst days of April, the bustling open mic reading of African poetry reassembled to adorn a more inclu- believe in me. It was easy for me to decide which school I would attend fifth floor walkway began to flutter in Prism Lounge. This was followed sive structure, an arch leading into the next year because of NVCC. During my visits at Mount Holyoke, I was and glow with color as flags went by “Stories from The Wall,” an open Ruth Ann Leever Atrium Mainstage off ered the same type of warmth I have received here. on display. Representing the home mic event; and “DNA for Dinner,” an on the final day of the Festival, I know I will be holding high standards for my future professors nations of students attending NVCC, original play by Kevoy Somerville. Wednesday, April 17th. and staff at Mount Holyoke because of my experience at NVCC. I am these colorful arrivals were the first Terpsichorean Dance Club contributed The Festival, a beautiful and timely grateful for everything Naugatuck Valley has off ered me, but I am sign of powerful events to come, as the an improvisation, “What’s Our Story? tribute to the diversity at NVCC and in mostly grateful for Naugatuck Valley Community College’s ability College’s International Center for the What are our Roots?” the larger Waterbury community, was to ignite my passion for knowledge. Thank you to everyone who has Arts prepared to host its third annual The following day featured doc- a great success. This was clear from the helped me along this path. NVCC has changed my entire life, and I Festival. umentary films, and special oppor- enthusiastic and emotional response of really wanted those who have assisted me to know that. The International Center for the tunities to engage with Aguibou students and faculty alike. Particularly Arts Festival was held April 15th - 17th Bougobali Sanou, our Fulbright for those far from their native coun- to celebrate “who we are” at NVCC. Scholar-in-Residence. Sanou is com- tries, the Festival is a reminder of This year, the festival featured per- pleting his yearlong visit to the Naugatuck Valley’s mission: to be a formances focused on the continent College from his home in Burkina place of welcome, of community—a Faso, Africa. He capped a very pro- home away from home. ductive year, which included teaching Photos Courtesy of Fabian Gonzalez-Rojas and performing at the College and in the community—and the birth of his daughter—by leading dance, drum circle and masterclasses on Tuesday. The Festival finale was the perfor- mance, on the Mainstage, of an orig- inal Dance Theatre piece, “A ReBours (Countdown), choreographed and per- A traditional African mask used in formed by Aguibou, Dance Professor Illustration by Madeeha Sheikh Wednesday’s dance performance. Megan Boyd, and a talented group of of Africa. A variety of storytelling NVCC dance students. traditions—including spoken word The Art Club also contributed, Still Shining poetry, dance, theatre, and art—were curating an interactive art installation This poem, by former SGA Secretary and Tamarack Editor-in- off ered, bringing special excitement to by building a wall of prints that cov- Chief, Christopher Gordon, refl ects on his as a member of NVCC’s NVCC’s already thriving multicultural ered the 5th fl oor walkway. Students 2018 graduating class. Chris debuted the piece at the March 26th community. were then invited to tear down the Dance students, Fallon Dignan (top) Danbury Confl uencia to an enthusiastic audience response. The three-day celebration began prints and write stories of their her- and Crystle Sadowski, create a powerful Time to Shine on Monday with a well-attended itage on them. The bricks were later moment in the Festival’s fi nale dance. Christopher Gordon I will remember this day forever I wear these robes of black, Moments Pass Quickly, Memories Last On top, a tassel of emerald and sapphire, Ana Cruz, S.G.A. Vice President this college has supported and fur- My One last time to shine. thered our potential down to the last Blinding light and speeches fi ll As I prepare to knowing without a shadow of a doubt sibling. As I move forward to the begin- My senses, I fi dget due to nerves, graduate next that I earned that degree. ning of my new journey at Central All around inspire me with their calm, month, I have These halls contain a million Connecticut State University, I feel fully My One last time to shine. begun to look back memories for me. It feels as though prepared for any of the challenges I There’s the call to stand. on my years here at leaving them will be like leaving an may face in the semesters ahead. This By rank and row, I maneuver to NVCC. What sticks out most as I roll old friend. In so many ways the peo- is an invaluable feeling, and I know I back the dates in my head to the fall ple here, from faculty and staff to fel- the podium and wait my turn for have the amazing faculty and staff of My One last time to shine 2016 semester are the faces and names low students, have made me who I am this school to thank for that. of the people walking these halls with today. They went above and beyond To those graduating as the Class The people who helped me get here, me. I started out a nervous wreck, with all their letters of recommen- of 2019 with my sister and me this As well as some who tried to hinder, with no confi dence in my own ability dation, words of encouragement, month, I just want to express my Watch as my name is called, fi nally and no clue where I was headed. guidance, and late night phone con- sincere congratulations. I know it My One last time to shine. If it was not for each professor, versations fi guring out how to write was diffi cult—and at times seemed I hold this heavy leather bound classmate, and friend I made along our final papers. To those people I impossible, but we made it. To those Cover, fi lled by my work and study, the way you would not be reading extend my heartfelt gratitude and who still have semesters ahead And receive this fi nal lesson, this will not be these words. Without them, I might the promise that I will carry those before commencement comes: keep My One last time to shine. have quit and given up the strug- kindnesses with me for many years to going! When those assignments pile Editor’s Note: A President to President Scholarship recipient, Gordon gle halfway through that fi rst semes- come. You know who you are. up, and it seems like you will fail, continues to distinguish himself at Western CT State University. He has ter, but they believed in me and Come graduation, my sister and I ask for help! If there is one thing maintained an exceptional GPA, and was recently elected President of the encouraged me every step of the way. will be the last of six brothers and sis- I know, it is that at NVCC there is Psychological Student Association. Christopher Gordon has, indeed, continued Because of them I can walk across ters to graduate from Naugatuck Valley always someone ready to help if you to shine, and The Tamarack staff couldn’t be more proud. that stage with my head held high, Community College. At every turn, are ready to ask. 2 News e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 EDITOR’S NOTEBOOK Colorful Truth SGA PRESIDENT Gwenydd Miller Peace and Take Care Farewell Happy May, and This is my last column congratulations to all as Editor-in-Chief who have completed a of The Tamarack full academic year at Naugatuck Valley! newspaper, and it is a I just wanted to thank everyone who has bittersweet feeling to allowed me to have a successful year and say the least. Captain Luther of The United offers a special thank you to the SGA for States Marine Corps once said, “Praise the allowing me to be your president. I have hard work and accomplishments of your learned so much by being SGA President, fellow peers in public; then if there is and I am so grateful for all the opportunities something which needs to be corrected, do I’ve been given. so in private.” Of all the things I learned this semester, From my humble beginnings, having the most important thing is to put myself met the previous runners who maintained first; by “myself,” I mean my mental health. the extraordinary level of journalistic goals As students, we have so much going on and set by the likes by Chris Gordon, Nicole so much to worry about. We worry about Hayes, and Chelsea Clow, there were doubts whether we will pass a class, or if we will that crept into my mind as the new Editor- land that dream job. There’s so much to be in-Chief. Doubts about whether future issues worried about apart from school. We focus would exceed or even maintained the same Safe Space members, allies, and advisors at the True Colors conference. Standing from left: Karen Marrero, all of our time and energy on making sure level of quality. Melli Viera (Safe Space club VP), Jessica Zuniga, Janet Burton, Lex Wilson, Derek Spearrin Deacon Houghtby, Alexis Levesque everything else is okay, and we sometimes Like any situation, there were times Bottom from left: Chris Rempfer, Nikki McGary, Gwenydd Miller forget to check up on ourselves. Being so where it seemed the pages might need to stressed all the time can result in some unre- be cut or other actions may need to be taken This March, Safe Space Club members attended there. The workshops touched on many dif- warding consequences. to meet end goals. In the back of my mind the True Colors Conference for the second ferent issues, from finding yourself through For a long time, I’ve struggled with anxi- I recalled the African proverb, “Smooth time. True Colors is an annual LGBTQIA a story, Christianity and LGBT+ community, ety, yet I’ve put my feelings of anxiety on the seas do not make skillful sailors.” Luckily, gathering devoted to creating a safe place understanding what it is to be transgender, and back burner. Despite the fact that I’ve found through the examples set by fellow current where everyone feels welcome no matter their a whole array of other topics geared towards myself constantly worried about everything, editors such as Gwenydd Miller, Christian sexual orientation, gender, race, religion, or helping LGBTQIA youth (and adults) navigate I continue to not address how I feel. I find Cruz, Mitchell Maknis, and others, it became any other aspect that could be a cause for their identity and mental well-being. it funny that we sometimes find it easier to apparent my woes were frankly those of discrimination. The organizers are looking One club member, Heath Ruszkowski, also take a day off for the flu or cold, but taking any person coming into the role of great to create a world of equality and acceptance one of the panelists at the Zero Discrimination a break for our mental health is unheard responsibility. for all. True Colors is a nonprofit which works Day event held in Cafe West this past February, of. Your mental health is just as import- The Tamarack would become part of with social organizations, schools, and other actually hosted a workshop. The topic was ant as your physical health. Needing a day our identity. It is a place we came together organizations, and their mission is to ensure Gold Star Lesbianism, though it also touched off because you need some time for your- to talk about conflicts both on campus the sexual and gender needs of minority youth on non-binary identity and dating, as well as self is as valid a reason as needing a day and in the outside world. It became our are both recognized and met entirely. several other topics. off for the flu. haven to grow, to help each other, to ask The conference is the largest LGBTQIA The weather also showed its LGBT spirit I think it’s important that, as students, about prospective classes in consideration event in the nation, hosting over 3,000 peo- at the conference, deciding it would be just as we take the time to assess when we need a of the next semester. Knowing with clear ple each year at the UConn Campus in Storrs. diverse as the people being celebrated. From mental health day. It should not be embar- vision this role is going to someone else, I This year, the event was held on March 22nd rain to snow to a tiny bit of sun and back to rassing to say you need a day off because bid them fortune and good faith with the and 23rd. Ten students from NVCC’s Safe Space snow, even though there were no rainbows you’ve lost the motivation to do your same proverb mentioned above (you are Club, along with the two club advisors, Prof. in the sky, pride flags and other clothing and work. It shouldn’t be embarrassing to feel in good hands). Nikki McGary and Prof. Chris Rempfer, were accessories provided rainbows enough to make overwhelmed by everything and need a Focusing more keenly on my personal sponsored by the Connecticut Community it a beautiful day. moment to yourself. It’s easy to feel over- experience at Naugatuck Valley, it is hard Foundation’s Pride Fund, and therefore were The True Colors Conference is an awe-in- worked when we have so much happening not to steal the spotlight from the Thank able to attend this year’s conference. The SGA, spiring event; those who host the conference in our lives. It’s important to put ourselves You All column as it pertains to being grate- Student Activities, and the Office of the Dean are highly motivational people who seek to first at times, and there’s nothing selfish ful to people. Nonetheless, those who have of Student Affairs also did their part in mak- spread love and acceptance to the world. The about doing so. I encourage everyone to take helped me on this journey deserve to be ing the trip to True Colors possible. first thing they shared with the very crowded the time this summer to really take care of mentioned because, without them, I would Three workshop sessions were featured theater at opening remarks was that everyone themselves and their mental health. not have made it. throughout the day, as well as an hour for is welcome and that everyone in the theater Thank you again for allowing me to be To Professors Steve Parlato and Julia lunch. Most who attend the conference find belonged where they were, no matter who they your SGA President. I hope you all have a Petitfrere, thank you for being my torch and themselves going workshop to workshop, but were. There are not too many places where peo- wonderful summer. And I hope to see you compass for direction and inspiration when there are also other ways to spend time there, ple can be met with that kind of greeting, but all again next year! reality cast a dark shroud. No words I write such a room full of vendors and booths with as the mission continues for True Colors and Best Regards, here will come to measure the symbolic role opportunities being showcased. TD Bank is a other LGBTQIA organizations, maybe one day Tabitha Cruz each of you has played countless times. big sponsor of True Colors and also had a table there will be. To my colleagues in the café, Phil, Josh, Steve, and others who have given me the opportunity to clear my mind with some ping pong: I will be ready for the next match (btw, tell your friends about me). My loving A Fitting Tribute mother, Mubarick, thank you for your count- Nicole Zappone I know that you also respected him as your “[Professor Chepya] having been a great con- less sacrifices and perseverance. teacher.” versationalist, instructor, and most importantly, I love you, NVCC, and everything you The loss of the Professor seemed to happen a great human being, I will truly miss our before- brought with it….in moderation. I will end so suddenly, but Chepya’s memory will always class hallway conversations,” said Stroud. with a quote, “Seek knowledge from cradle go on. By the end of the day, word of Professor Chepya had been known to by many stu- to the grave,” from the Prophet Muhammad Chepya’s death had spread, and with it, sad- dents for sitting out in the hallway before (peace be upon him). ness darkened the campus. Student Iesha Stroud class discussing various law topics and his Best Regards, was one of many affected, saying, “A lt houg h I experience as an attorney. He also told one Alam Khan have only known Professor Chepya for the student how he wasn’t even initially inter- Editor-in-Chief duration of this semester, he was someone I con- ested in law, saying he was a literature major [email protected] tinually wanted to milk for information. It was because he enjoyed books. It wasn’t until a quite evident how passionate he was about the friend had persuaded him to go to, a meeting subject-matter of real estate, and law in unison.” that he became interested in law and decided Throughout the years, Chepya had been to become an attorney. known at both Post University and NVCC for Another student, Marissa Deganis, Photo Courtesy of Munson Lovetere Funeral Home teaching Legal Studies. He served at Post for said, “One of the most accommodating and nearly 30 years, working as Academic understanding professors here at NVCC. His Speak Up It was Marcus Tullius Cicero said, “The life of the Program Manager for Legal Studies, and enthusiasm for teaching the subject mate- dead is placed in the memory of the living.” he had been a crucial member in the early rial and working with his students is and Are you interested in where your Student On the morning of Tuesday, March 26th, development of Post University Online. He was profound. He will most definitely be Activities Fees are spent? If so, voice your Professor David Clough, advisor of the had also started an online journal, Digital missed.” Professor Chepya was a man filled opinion at NVCC’s Student Government Legal Studies Department, sent an email to Life and Learning. Professor Chepya recently with knowledge who enjoyed sharing stories meetings held every Wednesday, 4-5 p.m. in the Real Estate Law students of Professor wrote and appeared in digital shorts of his experiences. He will certainly be missed L501, across from the Library. Peter Chepya. The message read: “I have called Pete’s Law. Pete’s Law can be viewed by not only his co-workers and friends, but For more information just received some news and it is with at http://www.coursematerials.net101/ also many of his students. The knowledge he deep sadness that I am notifying you that call 203-596-2185, stop index.html. In addition to those colleges, had shared will surely be put to good use. A cel- Professor Chepya passed away last night. He by S516, or emailSGA@ he also taught at University of Bridgeport, ebration of life given by his family and friends was a dear friend of mine and colleague and Housatonic Community College and many was held at the Munson Lovetere Funeral nvcc.commnet.edu. great contributor to our program at NVCC. more. Home on Sunday, March 31st. e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 News 3 EDITORIAL Running for a Purpose Tamarack Sta / NVCC News Release “Standing, like a resolute tree, as your source for news.”  e Hate that Kills Editorial Alam Khan, Editor-in-Chief Stochastic terrorism is sometimes referred Christopher Gordon, Editor-in-Chief Emeritus to as “lone wolf” terrorism. It refers to those Chelsea Clow, Editor-in-Chief Emeritus incidents in which an individual, incited by Alexander Wilson, Senior Sta Writer the normalization of hate and discrimination Nicole Hayes, Emeritus Senior Sta Writer/Alumni directed toward a particular group, then Contributor commits acts of violence toward the people Richard Bosco, Emeritus Senior Sta Writer of that group at an indeterminate time. Kathleen Chesto, Sta Writer This violent hatred resulted in the mur- Tom Conte, Sta Writer der of African American people in the Christian Cruz, Sta Writer Charleston Church Shooting, of Jewish Alyssa Katz, Alumni Contributor/Editor Mitchell Maknis, Sta Writer people at the Tree of Life Synagogue in Gwenydd Miller, Sta Writer/Editor Pittsburgh, of LGBT people in the Pulse Robert Pinto, Sta Writer shooting in Florida, and most recently, of Madeeha Sheikh, Sta Writer Christian Soto, Sta Writer Muslim people in the Christchurch mosque Imani Stewart, Sta Writer shootings in New Zealand. Photos Courtesy of Christine Cocchiola-Meyer The commonality between the massa- Rick Bellagamba, Kathleen Chesto, Tabitha Cruz, March 24th brought more activity than a typical along with Obdulio Plaza, Jonathan Curns, and Bonnie Goulet, Jaime Hammond, Irisa Hoxha, Alyssa cres of these various groups was intolerance. Katz, Lisa Kaufman, Jessica Ney, Alexander Wilson, Social media profi les of the shooters behind Sunday to the NVCC campus. Close to 100 their staff , who handled setup and breakdown Columnists runners—community members, students, for the event. Joanne Kokorus and her Greater these attacks—and attacks carried out by Jordan Antrum, Max Arzu, Chris Brown, Christine Coc- many others--often reveal they were open faculty, and staff—took part in the second Waterbury and Greater New Haven Pageant chiola-Meyer, Ana Cruz, Susan Houlihan, Brenda Miller, about their hatred toward the groups they annual NVCC Food Pantry Run. The event participants were also thanked for their partic- Mavel Ortiz Reyes, Kate Pelletier, Austin Toscano, would later target. They were also supported was a great success, raising over $3,000.00 for ipation and support. Finally, Cocchiola-Meyer Whitney Troy, Nicole Zappone, Guest Contributors in their beliefs by a community of their peers the Food Pantry. expressed her Art online and in real life. The man behind The pantry, staffed by one AmeriCorps gratitude to Janice Bielawa, Creative Director the two consecutive attacks targeting the Vista Worker as well as various student work- the students, Fabian Gonzalez-Rojas, Photographer ers, opened just over a year ago. It provides faculty, and Madeeha Sheikh, Illustrator Muslim community in Christchurch, New Zealand, on March 15th of this year, even “grab and go” service—featuring granola bars, staff volun- Web/Video went as far as live-streaming the mass-kill- and warm items, such as individual-serving teers on hand. Daniella Cruz, Webmaster ing on his Facebook profi le. size ramen noodles, soups, mac & cheese, or NVCC Faculty Advisor This intersection of violence and intol- pasta—Mondays through Fridays, for students President Prof. Steve Parlato erance needs to be discussed. How many of needing a quick snack or meal. The pantry’s Daisy Cocco grocery area allows students in need to pick up De Fi l ippis Consulting Faculty you have never heard of some (or any) of the Prof. Ray Leite, Design/Online shootings I mentioned? Now think, when 20 items monthly. The pantry provides nutri- called the run was the last time you heard someone say tious options for nearly 20 students each day. “one of many Join us! 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[email protected] Too often, the answer is “Nothing.” Call us! 203-596-8653 However, the opposition to the normaliza- were awarded to the top female and male run- the value of community and the generosity Visit us! e Tamarack Newsroom, S519 tion of these ideologies can be as simple ner, and fi rst, second, and third place medals of faculty, students, and staff.” Generosity To advertise: [email protected] / 203-596-8653 were awarded to runners across diff erent age was clearly a community effort as Subway as saying, “That’s not okay,” or “That isn’t Back issues available at nv.edu/tamarack or funny.” I don’t advocate for you to start an divisions. donated free lunch to runners, and additional ourschoolnewspaper.com/tamarack One of the organizers, NVCC Professor of sponsorship came from Naugatuck Valley entire dialogue unless you feel safe doing so, Look for us at the start of each academic month! but we need to start somewhere. Social Work Studies Christine Cocchiola-Meyer, Gastroentorology Consultants and St Mary’s thanked President De Filippis for her support, Hospital, as well.  e presence of paid advertisements does not equal endorsement on the part of  e Tamarack, NVCC, its Public Safety students, employees, or a liates. Copyright ©Naugatuck Valley Community College 2018. All Rights Reserved. Paris Dis gured No part of this newspaper may be reproduced without Department Naugatuck Valley Community College’s express consent. Tom Conte Routine Number, Ext. 58113. Emergency Number Ext. 58112 began. Although the full extent of damage was The department is staffed: not clear at press time, the famous twin tow- 24 hours per day • 365 days per year ers of the front façade, as well as the remain- ing stone exterior surrounding the former roof and spire, remain. Many fi refi ghters battled the fl ames from Honoring Adjuncts both inside and outside the structure, with sev- eral others running in and out trying to save Sharing Nature’s Spirit the works of art and artifacts from within the William (Chris) Brown scorching building. Bystanders watched and wept as the cathedral glowed with fl ame. The sparking a passion for art that led him to earn devastation was clear, with one individual stat- a graduate degree in ceramics. Now, Chris has ing, “Paris is disfi gured.” returned to his roots at NVCC to teach ceram- Notre Dame can trace its construction back ics, in hopes of spreading the creative enthusi- to the 12th century; with the cornerstone being asm and passion that began his lifelong journey placed in 1163. It was the place of coronation as an artist. when Napoleon Bonaparte became Emperor. Chris received a Bachelor of Art degree, The cathedral survived the French Revolution focusing on sculpture, at San Diego State and the Nazi occupation. Whether you are reli- University. During this time, he spent a semes- gious or not, Notre Dame rivals the Eiff el Tower ter in London and traveled throughout Europe, in being the symbol of France. and India, exploring spiritual communities and Watching the news, I heard someone say, practices. He then completed a Master of Fine “Not only is Notre Dame a symbol of the Arts in Ceramics at the University of Hawaii. Photo Courtesy of abc7chicago.com Catholic Church, but also a symbol of lower Chris’s love of animals is clearly refl ected case ‘catholic,’ meaning all-encompassing.” in his art. As Chris’s work transformed and On April 15, 2019, fire engulfed the iconic The term Catholic means all inclusive, which is matured, from sculpture, painting, ceramics, Notre Dame Cathedral, the pinnacle of French why the Catholic denomination of Christianity and mosaics, one theme remained through- faith. Its majestic spire, fallen, is no more. This called itself such. out—his love and joy of sculpting all nature’s inspiring historic site, seriously damaged, is I have family who live in Paris, and I can- creatures. Frogs, turtles, lizards, and any other now just a shell of its former glory. not imagine how they must feel seeing this Photos Courtesy of William (Chris) Brown animals that catch I remember, as a child, watching the Disney happen. Any sacred place, whether Notre Chris’s attention are movie, The Hunchback of Notre Dame and won- Dame for Catholics, or the Dome of the Rock William (Chris) Brown, born on the East Coast, found in his art work. dering if there really was someone with a dis- for Muslims, any loss of a historical/religious and raised in New England, has always had However, Chris’s figurement living in the real Notre Dame. structure or work of art or literature is a tragic an affinity for nature and all its wonderful deep respect and Needless to say, as I got older and wiser, I loss for humanity as a whole. inhabitants. As a boy, he could often be found sacred treatment of learned it was a story of fi ction. But the actual Mankind has labored for years to create combing the local streams and wooded areas, nature’s creatures Notre Dame was still a fantastical site for those amazing monuments only to have those eff orts trying to catch any reptile or amphibian. After reaches far beyond able to visit the cathedral in person. erased within hours, minutes, seconds. We moving to California for college, he discovered his skill for figures. Nicknamed “The Forest” due to the inte- must appreciate these iconic achievements and a love of the ocean and all its amazing creatures. Chris’s art and teaching focus on spirit, hon- rior of the cathedral being built from hundreds work to preserve them for future generations; Chris took his fi rst ceramics class at NVCC oring the inner world, and our connectedness of thousands of planks of wood, the cathedral otherwise they will only be faded memories (then Mattatuck Community College) in 1989, with nature. was undergoing renovations when the fire lost to history. 4 News e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Transfer Advice Alam Khan panelists urged students to talk to someone Happenings @ in the CAPSS office. Every student recounted how CAPSS had helped in the transfer process. Other Colleges These successful transfer students also recom- Alyssa Katz mended relying on trusted faculty members for guidance. The Center for Job Placement and College Opportunity was also frequently men- tioned as a helpful resource. Panelists also urged students to visit Boston College schools under consideration to determine whether they’ll be a good fit. There was other May 2nd, BC undergrads useful information on everything from writ- will have the opportunity ing application essays to securing scholarships to “Lunch with a Leader”. and considering applying for resident assis- The event “offers opportunities for students to tant positions to help defray the cost of living meet with leaders in close quarters for lunch on campus. and informal conversation.” This particular Events where current students can learn event, of special interest to leadership and from those who have gone before them can ethics majors, features Andrea Lisher, a 1996 bring awareness on how to successfully pre- Boston College alum, and currently Managing pare for the future. SGA clubs should con- Director at J.P. Morgan. In her role at JPM, Photo Courtesy of Susan Houlihan sider applying similar paradigms, bringing in she oversees investments through broker- Wednesday, April 17th, a Student Transfer perspectives, covering a wide net of diver- a panel of people to provide similar insight in deals and insurance companies and banks. Panel was held in Café West from 4:00 – 5:00 sity—from soon-to-be NVCC grads to those fin- their own areas. In addition, she is Chair of the North America PM. Moderated by CAPSS Academic Advising ishing bachelor’s degrees or studying toward Thank you to the coordinators—both staff Funds Operating Committee and serves on & Retention Specialist, Susan Houlihan, and advanced degrees—to help attendees under- and faculty members—for providing excel- other committees regarding managemant and Psychology Professor Kim O’Donnell, the panel stand what to expect from the transfer process. lent resources such as this and investing their leadership. offered an opportunity for current students Panel members: Jenny Sprung, Pedro Silva, energy time and again to keep NVCC students http://events.bc.edu/event/lunch_with_a_leader_ and upcoming graduates to learn from others’ Brittney Romagna, Javen Harris, Nicole Hayes, andrea_lisher_96#.XKo2KlVKiUk driven to meet their respective degrees. Thanks experience as they prepare to transition to the and Whitney Troy (pictured l to r), eagerly also to the student panelists who generously next educational stage. Having a chance to gain answered prepared questions as well as audi- shared their time and insight. With such key information from those who’ve already gone ence questions. information available, I encourage students to Converse College through the transfer experience helped remedy Topics included when to start applying to look out for upcoming student panels—or to anxiety over the unknown. different institutions and whom to ask for help. stop in to CAPSS and make an appointment From May 1-4, South The panel featured voices with different With calm demeanor and insightful input, the Carolina’s Converse College with a transfer counselor. will stage 1776, the Musical. Along with plenty of show tunes, this witty, insightful retelling of the birth of our nation features the A Bright New pages of American history textbooks come to Nipsey Hussle Legends Never Die life. In 1776, the colonies were fighting to gain independence from Britain. The play dramatizes Imani Stewart Opportunity the challenges of creating a new nation and the Tamarack Sta uncertainty the founding fathers faced. The Nipsey Hussle was an astounding Black As he’s still a suspect, they do have Mr. musical attempts to show our nation’s leaders man who went above and beyond to Holder in custody trying to get more infor- as they were: “proud, frightened, uncertain, make his community of South L.A. as safe mation. The L.A.P.D. are trying to charge Eric irritable, charming, often petty and ultimately and supportive as possible. He was an Holder with “murder and malice aforethought” noble figures, determined to do the right thing entrepreneur, community organizer, activist, meaning essentially that the murder was pre- for a fledgling nation.” and mentor. In addition to all this, he was meditated. “Holder had allegedly approached https://www.converse.edu/ able to be an important member of the rap Hussle and engaged in conversation before event/1776-musical-theatre-converse/ community. returning with a hand gun,” explained Chief Hussle was a community builder who tried Moore. The L.A.P.D. Chief also mentioned that, to make the very place that raised him safe for once the suspect shot Hussle multiple times, those who live there currently. He was very suc- he ran into a back alley and drove away, so the King’s College, London cessful at this, even though, he’d been in violent murder is unfolding as a planned operation. May is awareness month situations from the time he was young. Nipsey Hussle was laid to rest on April for a number of medical Sadly, Nipsey Hussle died on Sunday 12th, 2019, leaving behind two children: his son, conditions, such as Allergy March 31st, 2019 in front of his South L.A cloth- Kross Asghemdom, and his daughter, Emani and Asthma Awareness, Cystic Fibrosis ing store, The Marathon Clothing. He was gunned Asghedom, as well as his longtime partner and Awareness, Hepatitis Awareness, Lupus down in broad daylight by suspect, Eric Holder. mother of his children, Lauren London. This Awareness, Melanoma Skin Cancer Awareness. LAPD’s Chief of Police, Michel Moore said, is a tragedy not to be forgotten. Another great With that in mind, London’s King College is “The police believe the shooting stemmed from influential Black advocate is gone. May he rest having multiple events and seminars catering a dispute between Mr. Hussle and Mr. Holder” in peace, and I add my condolences to all those to medical topics. These include: “Department and that “We believe they were known to each extended to his family. of Medical & Molecular Genetics Seminar” on other.” May 3rd, with visiting professor, Dr. Sergey Nejentsev from the University of Cambridge; “Dementia Research Open Day,” May 10th, Photo Courtesy of Casee Marie Clow featuring demonstrations and discussions of May is a time to renew our faith in manifesting the latest research on dementia; “Epithelial Cell Fellowship and Fundraising bright and beautiful things, one of which is Extrusion and Its Misregulation in Disease,” Christian Soto NVCC’s new three credit course, HUM 231: May 21st, with Professor Jody Rosenblatt Teaching Yoga I. The course is now on the describing her findings on epithelia extrusion. As SGA Secretary, I have had the privilege As for me, by going to these events, I have schedule for the fall 2019 semester. It will be These are only a few events the college will host to attend many events at NVCC. All of these learned an awful lot about people. I have been taught by Associate Professor Kate Pelletier, throughout the month. activities have always served the cause of able to understand people better, make new who is herself a registered yoga teacher, E-RYT https://www.kcl.ac.uk/events/ events-calendar?date=2019-05&page=5 bringing people together to help the needs of friends, and I have been able to relate bet- 200/RYT 500, and owner of Little Wave Yoga in our communities. Some of the recent events ter to people. For these reasons, I encourage Southington, CT. have included the International Festival of everyone to take part in the events remain- This course will serve as an introduction the Arts, the Music Society Coffeehouses, ing this semester—and to get involved again to teaching vinyasa yoga, a style of yoga that Sarah Lawrence and the St. Patrick’s Day gathering. At each in the fall. links breath to movement and flows from pose College of these events, people came together, shared Another important aspect of the SGA’s to pose. Students will learn about the pos- fellowship, got acquainted, and socialized. It events is that, often, we also use these events to tures from both anatomical and energetic per- May 14th, “Fairy Tales— seems like we always have the greatest food. I raise funds for area charities. This semester, we spectives and ultimately design, sequence, An Approach to Story don’t want to leave that part out. are focused on the St. Vincent de Paul Society, and teach effective practices for ALL bodies. Structure, Form, and Tradition” gives writers The International Festival allowed us to which provides support for Waterbury resi- Meditation, breath-work, and embodied teach- a different take on delving deeper into writing experience and understand the cultures of dents struggling with poverty and homeless- ing presence will also be explored. fairytales. Sometimes the details can be glossed different countries, their histories, and the ness. They address these issues with the Soup Any student who has previously taken over to make room for a handsome prince and a lifestyles of the people. The Coffeehouse is Kitchen, and they also have a shelter for indi- HUM 130: Philosophy and Practice of Yoga, or fire breathing dragon, but writer Collen Ennen a showcase of musical talent where people viduals and families who are homeless. At this who practices yoga regularly, is eligible to take will provide tips in deepening the structure, perform songs—both by singing and playing present time, St. Vincent’s is working to estab- this course! It’s a great chance to explore yoga not only when writing fairytales, but also for musical instruments—allowing people to share lish an educational room for children, and the more deeply, whether you’re considering teach- any prose writing. Ennen is a writer of horror/ their gifts, socialize, and meet new friends with SGA’s fundraising efforts this semester are ing yoga in the future or are simply interested fantasy/surrealist fiction, who also contributes common interests. Parties, like the recent St. dedicated to helping them. They are currently in making yoga more central to life. Please con- as a reviewer of works for Lit Pub. Patrick’s Day celebration, in honor of St. Patrick, accepting books and toys for the new room. tact Professor Pelletier ([email protected]) if https://www.sarahlawrence.edu/news-events/ events/detail/8272 a missionary to Ireland, also allow people to Anybody interested in donating can bring their you have any questions regarding the College’s come together and have fellowship. donations to the Student Activities office. upcoming yoga offerings. e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 News 5

CAPSS Between the FACE IN THE CROWD CORNER Bookends Art Witness Engagement Jordan Antrum Empowers News from the My name is Jordan, and I’m a Visual Arts Learn. Engage. Advance. As a member of NVCC Library student here at NVCC. As my time here NASPA, the professional organization for comes to an end, I plan to continue my student aff airs professionals, I wasn’t surprised Tackling Procrastination education by transferring to a four-year to fi nd these three words posted as a tag line Jaime Hammond university, and acquiring a Bachelor’s on their website. But, when thinking more Degree in Illustration. deeply about these words, their meaning and The time I’ve spent at NVCC has been a importance, I realized that while they are memorable. I have made great friends with Antrum Photo Courtesy of Jordan relevant to us as professionals, they actually whom I’ve made long-lasting memories. I demonstrate the student experience even more have a job in the campus library as a student “ e subject matter of my art worker. I’m a member of multiple clubs, such eff ectively. represents a variety of feelings, If a student fully embraces learning, actively as the Terpsichorean Dance Club, and the engaging both within and outside the class- Digital Arts Technology (D.A.T) Club. I am thoughts, social wrongs, or societal room, they will most certainly advance. This also the current president of the Art Club. struggles I witness or feel.”. progression and movement forward isn’t sim- Art Club organizes art-related events ply limited to expanding one’s mind by learn- on campus open to students, faculty and ing new material, but also results in personal alumni. I encourage anyone who has any two of my pieces included in the Hartford Art Photo Courtesy of Max Raul Egusquiza growth and development. I’m a true believer interest or curiosity in the art fi eld to stop School Community Exhibition. in the power of education, how it changes our Jaime Hammond is the Director of Library Services. by and join in our discussions and activi- The Art Department here at NVCC has minds, our viewpoints, and our connection to She loves being a community college librarian and ties. This semester we collaborated with the become like a second home for me, stay- the world. wants you to ask her obscure questions. Theatre Department making the masks for ing late and coming in on the weekends to Two of my favorite quotes support the A few weeks ago, I was reading an their production of Mr. Burns, a Post-Electric fi nish projects. It’s very encouraging creat- premise that learning changes us as individ- article in the New York Times, “Why You Play. Furthermore, the Art Club will begin ing among other like-minded individuals uals. Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr. said, “A mind Procrastinate (It Has Nothing to Do With work soon on a mural project for the ACE. working towards a common goal, pushing that is stretched by a new experience can never Self-Control)”. According to the author of a The artwork I produce does not revolve each other up in the artistic world. The head go back to its old dimensions,” and Dr. James book, The Procrastination Equation: How to Stop around one true central topic. The subject mat- of the Art Department, Amanda Lebel, has Corner stated, “No signifi cant learning occurs Putting Things Off and Start Getting Stuff Done, ter of my art represents a variety of feelings, been a supporting backbone to all us artsy without a signifi cant relationship.” Both quotes the real reason people procrastinate isn’t lazi- thoughts, social wrongs, or societal struggles kids. She’s taught us many things both inside resonate with the concepts Learn, Engage, and ness or a failure to manage their time—it’s I witness or feel. The aesthetic of my art is and outside the classroom. Her contribution Advance. because they choose to deal with short term darker, more detailed, with ranges of value to to the department and dedication to her stu- They reinforce the importance of engage- emotions instead of longterm productivity. convey the feeling or message I am trying to dents is unimaginable, and she deserves the ment and personal connection to move us for- In simpler terms, it’s because they have neg- portray. This semester, I was honored to have utmost respect. ward. They demonstrate that when students ative feelings about the task, such as insecu- learn deeply, not just memorizing facts and fi g- rity or fear. ures, but truly striving for and grasping new As a librarian, I see many students deal- knowledge, they are changed at their core. This ing with feelings of stress and anxiety when PTK Column change is not easily reversed because the new it comes to writing research papers. Students knowledge allows them to see the world diff er- often feel overwhelmed when choosing a Updates ently, through a new lens. topic, unsure of where to start their research, Through this new lens our world view is unprepared to decide on a resource to use, Irisa Hoxha changed; we also develop the ability to see and afraid of citing incorrectly or acciden- diff erently the worlds of those around us. By tally plagiarizing. Think about the words engaging with others and trying to learn new I just used: overwhelmed, unsure, unpre- perspectives on a topic, be it an academic, per- pared, and afraid. Those are really negative sonal, or political issue, we begin the process of emotions! No wonder many students choose moving forward to positive change. to put those tasks off in favor of less stress- As college students, you’re at a point where ful ones. you can use new knowledge and personal So, what can you do about it? For start- growth to become agents of change in your ers, you should know everyone feels that way own lives, in the workplace, and in your local when tasked with writing something. Writing communities. These small changes will radiate is like training for a race—the more often you outward, making a positive impact on the larger do it, the easier it is to get started and to main- world community. Now that’s an empowering tain your pace until the task is complete. You thought! Remember, though, it all begins with will have hard days, where you can’t think of true engagement, so I challenge you to consider anything to write, and days where the words how deeply you’re learning and whether you come as fast as you can type them. This is nor- can positively change not just your life, but the mal, and it gets easier! lives of those around you. Because, when you Secondly, you should use the tools available truly advance, we all do. to you to get past those scary feelings. Talk with NOTE: This “CAPSS Classic” fi rst appeared, in your professor, make an appointment with a its original form, in the April 2018 issue. librarian, visit the ACE, even read your draft Pictured (l to r) Current PTK Offi cers: Vice President Egzon Dauti, Treasurer Irisa Hoxha, Advisors Prof. Lisa Kaufman and Prof. Greg Harding, President Erika Crabe, Five-Star Offi cer Anthony Rosa. aloud. All of these strategies will help. Trust Bonnie Goulet me on that. Hello, everyone! I hope you’re keeping up Ceremony for new members was held in If you’d like to read more about procras- the good work and enjoying the last weeks Mainstage. Lisa Kaufman, Professor of tination and how to avoid it, stop by the of the semester. Phi Theta Kappa offi cers and Communications and PTK Advisor, welcomed library to check out the book I mentioned Tamarack advisors have been working hard these past everyone. There were opening remarks from today! EDIT MEETINGS three months to make the Honor Society more President Daisy Cocco De Filippis, and Dean of And don’t forget to sign up for your free Tuesdays 2:30 pm, S519 recognizable to NVCC students. It’s time to be Academic Aff airs, Lisa Dresdner. The keynote New York Times subscription at http://nvcc.lib- ALL WELCOME!! recognized for all the eff ort you put into classes speaker for the event was Professor of Legal/ guides.com/nyt and assignments by standing out as an honors Paralegal Studies, Kathy Taylor. student. Two invited speakers shared their After a couple successful PTK fundraisers, experiences with PTK. First was Michelle An Uncommon Commons the four current offi cers: President Erika Crabe, Magnuson, NVCC PTK alumna, followed by Vice President Egzon Dauti, Treasurer Irisa Jenn Huntress, PTK New England Region Tamarack S t a personal growth, graphic novels, comics, Hoxha (me), Five-Star Offi cer Anthony Rosa, Vice President. After this, new officers for manga, and more. and their advisor, Prof. Greg Harding, were the following academic year were presented Responding to students’ inquiries about At the ribbon-cutting ceremony, Hammond able to attend the New England Region Spring to the audience. They are: President Frank a dedicated fiction section, the Director announced the new Commons was created Awards Conference at Asnuntuck Community Mejia, Vice President Joanne Saalfrank, Vice of NVCC’s Max L. Traurig Library, Jaime using funds awarded to NVCC’s Library as win- College, Enfi eld, CT, March 23rd. For NVCC’s President for Communications James Pretty, Hammond, and her devoted staff, have ner of a 2018 Excellence in Academic Libraries PTK offi cers, this was our second time attend- Treasurer Salma Akter, and Five-Star Offi cer created a reader’s oasis. Located on the 4th Award from the Association of College and ing a regional convention, and we felt more Antonio Quiles. New inductees for Fall 2018 fl oor, adjacent to the computer classroom, the Research Libraries (ACRL). The ACRL awards motivated to invest in ourselves as future lead- and Spring 2019 were also honored. new “Reading Commons” is an inviting space recognize an outstanding community college, ers and to continue being active on behalf of Prof. Greg Harding, faculty advisor, made dedicated to browsing and quiet reading. college, and university library each year, pro- the society. some closing remarks praising the eff ort put On April 9, NVCC’s President, Daisy vidin g a $3,000 gift to each winner. March 27th, was our general meeting in during this academic year by all the active Cocco De Filippis; Dean of Academic Aff airs, Hammond went on to thank her staff for with all PTK active members, including those PTK students. As the evening came to an end, Dr. Lisa Dresdner; and Interim Dean of their tireless efforts in answering students’ who have joined the honor society recently. honored students and family members enjoyed Administration, Dana Elm, joined Hammond needs—both on a daily basis and in creat- Offi cers shared information from the confer- refreshments prepared by the PTK offi cers. and her staff , to welcome students and faculty ing this new addition to the library’s many ence, reviewed our bylaws, and nominated pos- Public recognition is quite a motivator for to the newly-designed section of the library. resources. President De Filippis also praised sible candidates to fi ll offi cer positions for the all students who push themselves out of their The Reading Commons includes new books, the NVCC Library and its staff as some of the following academic year 2019-2020. academic comfort zone. Cheers to another great popular fiction, newsmakers and books on real treasures of our campus. On April 18th, the 38th Annual Induction semester! 6 News e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Stop, Don’t Shop! Colonialism’s Reach Alexander Wilson Gwenydd Miller

From left: Fulbright Scholar, Aguibou Bougobali Sanou; Social Justice Series Coordinators Professors Kathy Taylor and Nikki McGary; and musician, Moussa Sanou, Aguibo’s brother, visiting from Italy. Photo Courtesy of Gwenydd Miller

April 2nd, NVCC’s Fulbright Scholar-in- many still believe in their old religion and Residence, Aguibou Bougobali Sanou, led the traditions but practice them only discreetly. discussion at the most recent Social Justice He said many are ashamed to practice their Series event, “Colonialism: Did it End?” traditions, thinking, if they practice them, Professors Nikki McGary and Kathy Taylor they will not get into God’s Kingdom, or hosted, with L501 so filled with participants Heaven. not everyone had a seat! One way France has kept its influence in As with all Social Justice Series events, Burkina Faso, is through the distribution of lunch was provided, though it was hard to money. The currency used, the African Colonist focus on food when Aguibou was so capti- Frank (CFA), is exclusively made in France. vating. Aguibou’s brother, Moussa Sanou sat One American dollar is equal to roughly 600 beside him, providing musical accompani- CFA. Not only are CFA not accepted outside

Photos Courtesy of Alexander Wilson. ment on his Kora, a West African, 21-string certain countries in Africa, they are not usable lute-bridge-harp. His playing created a won- in France, where the currency is made! Along Thursday, April 11, at 1:00 PM, 31,000 workers None of this is fair. Employees have worked derful atmosphere for the with this dependence on across Connecticut, Massachusetts, and hard to earn these benefits. They aren’t asking event; he even let some stu- France for money, Burkina Rhode Island walked off their jobs at Stop and for more; they’re simply trying to keep the ben- dents—me included—take Faso’s citizens also pay Shop New England. After three months of efits they already have. Though you may feel a turn playing it. taxes to France. These are contract negotiations, the United Food and inconvenienced by the strike, imagine how After everyone had examples of the continued Commercial Workers Union had had enough. these workers feel. They’re fighting for what’s settled into their seats, tradition of economic and The proverbial straw breaking the camel’s back right. Understand that, someday, it could be Aguibou asked the partici- cultural exploitation of col- came when Stop and Shop executives voted to your fight, too. pants to repeat four words onized nations and peo- give themselves an 11% pay raise, while their Editor’s Note: As of press time, the strike has in his native language. Once ples at the hands of the workers are barely making ends meet. been resolved, with upper management essentially everyone had mastered the colonizer. Pictured are Stop and Shop workers from agreeing to renew employees’ original contracts. words, he then asked every- In regards to solving the Chase Avenue location in Waterbury, cov- Workers’ peaceful demonstration has won them the one to sing it. It was a sen- his country’s problems, ered by Local UFCW 371 (“fresh food” depart- right to keep those benefits that had been in dispute. tence giving praise to his Aguibou stressed the ments, such as meat, deli, produce) and hometown in the West importance of education. Local UFCW 919 (cashiers and front-end African country Burkina Namely, he believes their workers). Spirits were high during this Faso. dependence on France photo op, as people had been standing The topic of the event would change if their outside for mere hours. As I write this, was colonization. Aguibou’s educational system were workers from over 240 Stop and Shop main point being that when to begin teaching the truth Supermarkets have been on the line for people hear the word colo- about their relationship nine full days. nization, they usually only Moussa Sanou’s Kora, a West- with France—and perhaps Local 919 President Mark Espinosa think of the colonization of African, 21-string lute-bridge-harp more importantly, teach- has issued several videos and statements America. However, Africa, ing the history of their encouraging employees not to give up as well as many other areas of the world, have own country, rather than focusing on European hope. However, with no end in sight, this also gone through colonization and still feel and American history. remains a difficult task. The full list of the effects—even though we in America do Near the beginning of his presentation, what the company wants to take from its not see them. Aguibou stated there is no one truth; he said employees is public knowledge and can Burkina Faso, for instance, was colonized “Just because I believe in my truth, doesn’t be found circling Facebook. It includes by France. Aguibou explained how coloni- mean yours isn’t just as true.” This was a major reducing raises and holiday pay, increas- zation began with the French bringing their takeaway: the keys to progress and self-suffi- ing healthcare costs, and replacing pen- religion and teaching the word of God. The ciency lie not just within the individual, but sions with 401k plans. majority where he is from are Muslim, but in opening oneself to others.

Let the novel transport you; allow it to help Center for Teaching Brain atrophy is a condition you transcend your current time and place. whereby you stop thinking Reading can refresh your spirit and mind. Psychologists say the sense of smell trig- Prevent Brain Atrophy and forget to use your newly Professor Lisa Kaufman gers memories. Remember the aroma of your gained knowledge. ere grandmother’s house when she was cooking Lisa Kaufman, Professor of Communications, has information you’ve learned; read a novel; are three ways to avoid this something you loved? Anytime I smell lamb been a CFT member since starting as a fulltime smell the roses. condition: apply information roasting, I remember my grandmother. That familiar smell brings me back in history. I can faculty member in 1999. She is also an advisor to I teach communication courses, so apply- you’ve learned; read a novel; the Phi Theta Kappa Honors Society. ing knowledge to real life situations is easy. In remember a lot of things: who was president, Do you have spring fever? Are you men- my relationship class, COM 172 Interpersonal smell the roses. what famous bands were popular, what sports tally and physically exhausted from the com- Communication, we learn how to maintain teams were doing well. Smelling the roses—or pletion of another semester? You may need relationships. Making relationships better that easy to apply? other favorite scents—can help you to remem- to take a break, take a step back. Summer is is hard work! You and your friends, fam- How much reading have you done this ber past events and get you comparing how the perfect time for that, BUT don’t let your ily members, or romantic partner must con- semester? I’m not talking about textbooks; similar or different times are now brain stop working. Otherwise, you could tinually open up to one another, spend time I’m talking about reading for pleasure. If the So, don’t let the summer go by without a develop brain atrophy. Brain atrophy is a con- together, and talk about your relationship. answer is none, pick up a novel that would thought in your head. Brain atrophy can be dition whereby you stop thinking and forget When conflicts crop up, you both must com- interest you. I read historical novels that devastating. Remember to apply knowledge, to use your newly gained knowledge. There promise. An angry, dissatisfied partner does remind me of history classes I took years ago. escape into a novel, and stop to smell the roses. are three ways to avoid this condition: apply not make for a positive relationship. Wasn’t Think of reading a novel as an escape plan. Have a restful—and thoughtful—summer! e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Arts & Culture 7

Interview State University with a Bachelor’s degree in Communications. Currently, I’m at Sacred Mother Dolores Hart Heart University in Fairfield, CT. I’ll be finish- SHOWCASEalumni ing my studies there this summer, graduating Robert Pinto with my Masters in Film Studies this August. Since graduating from NVCC, I’ve been On a beautiful winter day in Bethlehem, CT, I first came to the Abbey I stayed for a few producing a ton of short films, traveling to I met Mother Dolores Hart. At 80, the former weeks. Mother Benedict said I should go back different states, and doing photography as a Hollywood actress is lovely, witty, and a to the movie kingdom and do my Hollywood side job (through Lifetouch, and doing it inde- very kind soul. Mother Dolores, originally thing. I was so delighted to hear that I just left pendently). I’ve definitely kept busy, and have Dolores Hart, began her career making films in a heartbeat. Mother Benedict felt, since I was met many great people along the way. with legendary performers including Elvis only 19, I was too young to join the Abbey at The biggest challenge for me, in pursuing Presley, Anthony Quinn, George Hamilton, that stage in my life.” my higher education goals, has been having Connie Francis, and Karl Malden. Hart made When I asked whether she has visited the to balance my personal life, on top of trying just 11 films before deciding to become a nun Vatican, Mother stated, “I have visited the to go to work, make time for friends, and to and joining Bethlehem’s Abbey of Regina Vatican a few times. When I first visited, I maintain good academic standing. The key Laudis in 1963. I was thrilled to interview met Pope John XXIII. I informed him I was has been keeping focused on my goals and her. interpreting the role of St. Clare for the film, building a strong support system. When I asked what it was like working Francis of Assisi. He then said, “You are not So far, the biggest success in my career with Elvis, Mother Dolores replied, “It was a interpreting her. You are Clare!” I was abso- was being able to be a role model to the stu- joy making the filmsLoving You and King Creole lutely astounded when he told me that. I was dents I worked with in the City of Waterbury. with Elvis. Elvis sang the mystery. He made awestruck. That moment was a turning point Because of the time and efforts I put in, and music a loving, intense, and beautiful thing. He for me and gave me inspiration to reconsider what I’ve shown them through my past expe- was not a man who sold out his body; he was a joining the Abbey. riences, a few of my students have gone to col- good man with a lot of faith. Elvis would take On God’s inspiration, Mother Dolores said, lege to study what I studied. With everything out the Gideon Bible; I would choose a page, “It is my belief that finding God is finding what that’s been happening in Waterbury these and he would read aloud. A lot of our conversa- you love in life. I am vowed to my community; Max Arzu past few years, it’s a great feeling to hear they tions were built on earthy and simple things.” that marriage is to God through a community want to pursue something because of what Her reminiscence made me think of relationship. My role here at the Abbey is that Motivated to I’ve done. Even so, I feel that I’ve yet to reach Graceland, and Mother Dolores described her of educator. I am guided to find meaning in the my full potential. visit there. “I visited Graceland five years ago. I community, finding and interpreting a plat- Motivate Overall, NVCC helped me get to where I am prayed at Elvis’ grave; we were given a private form to achieve happiness in life and help oth- because of the knowledgeable staff, the great tour. The reception was lovely. I was not able to ers find what makes them happy, too.” My name is Max Arzu, and I was honored to resources the school offers, and the low costs of keep in touch with Elvis Presley after making I ended with a return to movies, asking, be invited to share my story in this month’s the school. This community college gave me a King Creole because things were very different “Do you watch modern films?” Mother Dolores Alumni Showcase. A 2014 graduate of NVCC, great start toward achieving my goals. back then; most actors were under the disci- answered, “One of my favorite films is The I earned an Associate Degree in Digital Arts The vision I have for my future is to pro- pline of the studio and did not have the free- Sound of Music. That is a beautiful, lovely film. Technology with Audio/Video Option. duce short films and music videos, and to sim- dom actors do today.” [Recent] films I enjoy are the new version of There were many people at NVCC ply be around people who respect my time I asked what motivated her to get into films, Mary Poppins, The Wife, and Roma. I am blessed who were essential to my success. Several and energy. With everything going on in this and she responded, “My mother and father to receive films from the Academy before they who really helped me along the way were: world, we need to learn to love one another lived in Hollywood. My father was scouted by are released to the public. I think films are a Yvette Tucker of CAPSS; Professor Ray Leite, and to only put positive energy out there. MGM, but immediately afterward, World War wonderful resource for educating people of head of the DAT Program; David Celotto, My advice for current students is to II broke out, so he dedicated his life to serv- all ages.” My interview with this amazing Bridge to College Director; as well as Liana “Hussle & Motivate”. Anyone who’s keeping ing in the military instead of acting. I worked woman was definitely an education—and a Cunningham, Blayre Milo, Rhonda Morgan, up with what’s been going on, will know what on Broadway until I was exhausted, and when total pleasure. Elvis Vazquez, and Steven Alexandrou this means. It’s a very simple statement, but In 2017, I graduated from Central CT there’s a lot of meaning behind it.

Musical Matters Kathleen Chesto Renaissance music. Then it was back to a with solo acts rounded out by a beautiful three-song set by Fermata the Valley, the contemporary tune, Lorde’s “Royals” with piano rendition of “Liebstraum,” played music society a cappella group. The April 11 Music Society coffeehouse the a cappella group, Octatonix. by Music Department adjunct instructor, Entertainment was complimented by was an enjoyable evening that provided a The program began with the NVCC Chris Dabbo. The evening ended with a the usual side of cookies and coffee. Of variety of memorable acts, from individual Chorale, then tripped through the centuries course, hearty applause was also served instrumentalists, to groups and soloists. up by the enthu- The music siastic audience. selections ranged The last coffee- from Renaissance: house of the year “Il Bianco, e will be on May Dolce Cigno,” to 9 in the Playbox contemporary Theater. The musical theatre: event will take “Candy Store,” place from 6:30 from Mean Girls. PM to 8:30 PM. As always, the As always, it atmosphere was will be free and relaxed, support- open to the pub- ive, and fun. The lic. There was a Music Theory IV packed house jazz band, Sol Fa at this one, so So Good, played come early and the contemporary join the fun. “Main Theme from Chrono Trigger” and were followed by the Shackspeare Singers with some Thomas Morley

All Photos Courtesy of Fabian Gonzalez-Rojas 8 Arts & Culture e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Revolutionary Rhythms Supernatural Journal Motown’s Greatest Gwenydd Miller

Martha and the Vandellas (1963); “Where did with a candle next to each one. The yew is our Love Go?” (1964), “Baby Love” (1964), and piled in the center of the circle and the St. “Stop! In the Name of Love” (1965), by the John’s Wort is in a pouch around my neck. I Supremes; “My Guy,” by Mary Wells (1964); have the sage burning in a dish off to the side. “Reach Out, I’ll Be There” (1964) and “I Can’t 4:50 Help Myself” (1965), by the Four Tops; “The “Becca?” I ask, “I’m not sure what I’m Way You do the Things You do” (1964), “My supposed to do, but you wanted to tell me Girl” (1965), and “Get Ready” (1966), by the something didn’t you?” There’s a gust of wind Temptations. In the journalistic tradition of serialized fiction, outside, and, with the rustling of leaves, I hear Another legendary singer, Stevie Wonder, The Tamarack occasionally features a multi-part a whisper call my name. When my eyes focus signed to Motown at 11 years old, did not break story by one of our staff. We hope you enjoy the back on the circle, I see her: Becca, standing out with his most famous hits until the late 60s final installment of Gwenydd Miller’s paranormal there, looking almost like a sunbeam cast and 70s, after the height of Motown’s success. fiction. through the window. It’s like she’s there, but Marvin Gaye and Michael Jackson, who had not quite there. Motown Records started as a small record success during this peak period, again, did not Entry 4: This is the journal of Ellie Smith, age 20. My goal was to document any label, then exploded into one of the biggest gain the bulk of their success until the end of Entry 6 supernatural encounters. It’s been three names in the music industry. With the slogan the 60s and into the 70s. This aligned with each April 20th, 2019 months since I began these entries. The “Hitsville, USA,” it was the label of legendary of them taking more creative control. 10:55PM artists like Stevie Wonder, the Temptations, evidence recorded here has been more than With all this success, however, came pitfalls A lot happened yesterday, most of which is Martha and the Vandellas, the Supremes, I admittedly expected to find. as well. Motown was independently-owned and fuzzy. I saw Becca. She stood there for what Diana Ross, the Jackson 5 and later Michael solely an in-house production, which caused April 6th, 2019 felt like a long time without speaking. Then I Jackson. It’s no exaggeration: Motown changed financial struggles due to the owner being so 2:15 AM EST: got a weird sensation, like pressure building America. invested. Specifically , producers Eddie Holland around me and the tingle of adrenaline. A Time magazine states, “Arriving at I did some research, and hey, maybe Luna and Lamont Dozier shared a huge part in the shadow moved and I heard a faint whisper: the height of the Civil Rights Movement, really is psychic. Yew trees were traditionally success of some Motown artists, such as the Four “She’s mine.” After that, I can’t recall much. Motown was a black-owned, black-centered planted in cemeteries to help the dead travel to Tops and the Supremes (especially Diana Ross). I woke up inside the crystal circle I had set... business that gave white America something the next world; it’s therefore commonly used Around 1967, due to the level of success a mile away from the shack. Later, I found they just could not get enough of — joyous, in necromancy...pretty scary stuff. St. John’s and lack of monetary compensation, Holland out the shack had burnt down. When the sad, romantic, mad, groovin’, movin’ music.” Wort is a medical herb used for protection. and Dozier left Motown; their departure came authorities investigated, they found the body A former boxer, automobile worker, and Sage is for cleansing evil, and quartz is used at a major cost. Additionally, a new wave of of a man buried underneath the floor. songwriter, Berry Gordy was urged to start for channeling energies... I got most of this talent was growing, with artists such as the There are still so many questions, like the record company by Smokey Robinson, info from the book in Becca’s room. Even Jackson 5 and Marvin Gaye, abandoning the who was the man? Who cast that shadow? at the time, singing with a group called creepier is the fact that the atlas being used classic blues and R&B sound for something What happened with Becca? I suppose I’ll the Miracles. “Shop Around,” released by as a bookmark had the location where they more edgy (Gaye’s “What’s Going On?” in 1971, never get an answer. the Miracles in 1960, became Motown’s for instance). found Becca’s body circled in red. It would first hit, and “Please, Mr. Postman,” by the Regardless of Motown’s gleam eventu- probably be really stupid to go there and Entry 7 Marvelettes, was their first number one hit. ally dimming, the label clearly shaped a vital investigate. After all, who knows what shady April 29th, 2019 It would not be the last. decade in American music. Though Motown’s things go down at a place like that? 3:11AM Throughout that decade, Motown took influence flagged somewhat, and its artists Entry 5 It’s Becca’s birthday; she’d have been 20 today. control of the music scene—you couldn’t struggled to churn out hits April 19th, 2019 I had a dream about her just now. We were turn on the radio without hearing a Motown and remain popular, the music 3:15 PM in a field; she smiled at me. Just smiled, and artist’s song. Other 60s hits include: “You’ve still remains iconic. There was said thank you. It was rather uneventful, but So far, it just looks like a shack to me. I was Really Got a Hold on Me” (1962), and “The really no other sound like that it felt...calm. All of a sudden, I didn’t care worried, but it’s pretty much just an empty Tracks of My Tears” (1965), by Smokey Motown sound. about finding answers. I’m just glad my friend shed. Robinson and the Miracles; “Heat Wave,” by Alyssa Katz is at peace. I put down the crystals in a circle on the floor

Fiber Arts in the Museum Brenda Miller

1000-1400 year-old hat of cotton and camelid Close-up of a portion of “Spinning By Firelight 600-800 year-old doll of same fibers fiber, design techniques unidentified – The Boyhood of George Washington Gray,” 1894, by American Henry Ossawa Tanner For many of us, when working with fibers, Backstrap loom we derive some satisfaction knowing we’re practicing the skills of our ancestors. Generally, Picasso, Monet, and Van Gogh in person!—I those thoughts are of a family member who was struck by fiber arts portrayed in many of may have taught us knitting, or we may have the paintings. knowledge of great-great grandparents who While the painted portrayals were lovely, farmed and spun and wove. Those who the museum’s textile and textile-making arti- dye fiber or yarn and explore natural dyes, facts were more mesmerizing to me. These may think back to our pioneer or aboriginal included carved wooden weaving shuttles from ancestors gathering dye plants from the wilds. Malaysia that were about a hundred years old Yet, when we really think about it, we know and an original cotton gin. The shuttles were we’re practicing skills hundreds of years old, about a foot long, and the gin was also about a even some that are over a thousand. Recently, foot wide and tall. I had the opportunity to think and reflect Textiles that were 1,000 years old—and 100 BC to AD 200, identified as stem-stitch upon that history. I’m a native Hoosier recently some even older, from the central Andes–had embroidery on plain weave, cotton and camelid wool moved from Indiana to Connecticut. With me in awe over the thin, even threads and plans to move back in a few years, I’m eager to the intensity of the colors! There were also interesting to see this link to what we do today experience as much of New England’s histor- more modern examples of fiber arts, items in America, albeit as recreation, not from neces- Spindles and plant-dyed spun cotton ical and cultural opportunities as I can; thus, made and used in the 20th century by indige- sity as in the case of the artifacts’ creators. All photos courtesy of Brenda Miller my fiancé and I recently toured Yale University nous people, the Lamaholot, in the Indo-Pacific An afternoon at the art museum took an Art Museum and its neighbor, the Yale Center area. Even though these works were nor par- unexpected turn after discovering these won- me as I leaned in towards the glass, entranced for British Art, in New Haven. While looking ticularly old, there was wonder in seeing tech- derful artifacts. I wish I could better share the by the thread structure. Still, I hope this at the paintings—my first time seeing a real niques from the other side of the world. It was detail, to make readers feel as if they were with glimpse provides some wonder, nonetheless. e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Arts & Culture 9 Review RECENTLY FACE IN THE CROWD READ Mr. Burns, a Fashion Forward Post-Electric Play Mavel Ortiz Reyes Willpower Doesn’t Work Kathleen Chesto I’m Mavel, and I’ve recently started attending Benjamin Hardy NVCC, majoring in Liberal Arts and Sciences. I was fortunate to attend the April 4 opening of Before arriving, I graduated from Kaynor Sometimes an outside perspective into our Mr. Burns: A Post Electric Play, the story of the Technical High School, specializing in lives gives us the clarity needed to develop our abrupt, unexplained destruction of civilization, fashion merchandising, marketing, and character. The wisdom possessed by those who and the efforts of a small group of survivors to entrepreneurship. Within the four years of have endured similar ordeals can highlight preserve communal memories. It spans three high school, I got to develop a foundation where we are blind to our own errors and help time periods: the weeks immediately following which provided me the essential preparation us fast track a solution. In Willpower Doesn’t the apocalyptic event, seven years later, and within marketing and management. Kaynor Work, the author, Benjamin Hardy, shares seventy-five years later. bestowed on me the practical and technical personal journeys that can help readers in The greatest strength of the performance skills needed for career success, exposing their own situations. manifested itself as the actors took an extremely students like me to the real demands and Not only does the author’s elaborate lan- implausible storyline and made it totally believ- practices of the fashion world. guage help relate a sense of real scenario. He able, investing their roles with honest emotion. When I reflect on my upbringing, with Photos Courtesy of Mavel Ortiz Reyes also uses thorough analyses to focus on areas It may have been difficult to understand what parents who were raised with strict family where readers may find themselves in ruts, was happening, initially, but there never was a values in the Dominican Republic, I can’t help provided me great support regarding my places where habitual mistakes are made. For doubt it was really happening. Those on stage— but think about the sacrifices they made to transition to FIT. Therefore, I feel ready to anyone who feels they have had enough of Amber Ajro, Teagan Gavin, Tony Lacerenza, open new possibilities for my sibling and me. explore other areas related to the fashion the constant pressure of the current 21st-cen- Lilliana Lopez, and Kevoy Somerville— bab- Looking back, I often realize how my parents world, such as modeling, styling, and cosme- tury lifestyle—wasting days on binge-worthy bling almost incoherently, were in shock. The have had a strong impact on my desire for tology, which will empower me to proceed shows and constantly scrolling social media to scene was poignantly charged with profound fashion design. Partly because of them, I’ve with my dream as a designer. pull the metaphorical blinders over the eyes, anxiety and disbelief. had the chance to live up to my aspirations I intend to explore new art media to to avoid the disarray of their own life—this These strangers, trying desperately to and proceed to achieve perfect and enrich book is for you. distract themselves from terrible reality my future goals. my creative vision, This is a great book for self-development. and struggling just as frantically to connect During my child- by transmitting gen- The problem many in our generation face is with one another, found commonality in the hood, my father was uine and authentic the inability to maintain a level of motivation storyline of an old Simpsons episode, one very influential in confidence to trigger and charisma after giving in for so long to the they’d all loved in a different, happier time. the way I see art. As connectivity to some- apathy of doing nothing. What Hardy teaches Arguments about the story became lighter I observe my father’s thing bigger than through his journey and methods is how to and more animated as they struggled to sort admirable creations, myself. For all the create a lifestyle where, not only the mind, but their differing memories of the plot. With I always wonder how reasons mentioned, the daily things around us, can be deterred the hysterical edge to their excitement and he constructs such an I know I’ll become from straying off the path to becoming some- inadvertent cracks in their armor, the story elaborate masterpiece a scholar fashion thing more. of their shared reality broke through, and so effortlessly—ques- designer, fulfilling If you have goals, such academic excel- they never allowed the audience a moment’s tioning if I can ever live my deepest ambi- lence, but find yourself halfway through the respite from their plight. up to his mighty talent. tions and exceeding semester not caring as much, there are chap- The introduction of another stranger, Through his unique art my current capabil- ters dedicated to this exact aspect. A certain Gibson, (Sean Patrick Gorman), exposed fear and assuring guidance, ity as an artist. area of the book focuses on what keeps us so below the surface, the cast conveying it clearly I got to finally find my own passion and fur- I have endless faith I’ll have an opportu- driven to accomplish what we originally set out with their rigid stances and intense focus. The ther express myself as a creator. nity to flourish in my full potential, achieve to accomplish. The examples are high conse- gradual acceptance of Gibson moved the small As I continue my education at NVCC, the resources at hand, and reach my goal. The quences for poor performance, high difficulty, group into a tangible sadness. But it was the I’ve had the pleasure of being accepted by sky has no limit, and dreams do come true, novelty, high investment, and social pressure. somber reading of names of those missing that the Fashion Institute of Technology in New but it starts with the initiative and ambition These forces contribute to what the author struck most forcibly. Gibson’s increasing hesi- York for the Fall 2019 semester. NVCC has to obtain success. refers to as periods of mental flow. tance as he responded with a gentle “No” or During such periods, the mind is com- head shake to each name, the actors, each with pletely submerged in performance. These sim- their own book of names, looking so pathet- Arts building and Student Center. The Creative ple examples seem like common sense, but ically isolated and abandoned, brought tears Join the Club! Writing Club was organized as an official SGA to my eyes. what’s hard to grasp from personal reflec- Gwenydd Miller club in May of last year, and they’re now taking tion are the aspects Hardy covers in depth. Act II, while equally well-acted, lacked the steps to expand their activities on campus. When understanding these concepts, which strength of storyline maintained in the first. Look to the board for meeting times, events are explained in full depth, readers can quick The actors made it apparent they’d moved well and contact information. Now is a great time bring forth these tools in the future. beyond fear and loss, had even created some to share your creative energy, and meet fellow In academia, spending hundreds of dol- small level of comfort for themselves, but I writers by joining. We hope to see you! lars on textbooks that remain closed after one didn’t particularly care. We weren’t given a Pictured from left: Professor John (Greg) semester can leave a bitter taste toward books. chance to know or understand Edna Krabappel Harding (club advisor), Holly Chapen, Heath Conversely, spending roughly $20 - $30 on a (an engaging Catherine Dignan), and I felt Ruszkowski (secretary), Gwen Miller (club vice book such as this pays a reader back dramati- cheated. The dancing and singing were thor- president), and John Ryan (treasurer). Some cally because of the ability to refer to the book oughly enjoyable, well-choreographed and members who were in attendance that day well-performed, but the frivolity overruled any each time new problems arise in our lives. At the Creative Writing Club meeting on April are unfortunately not pictured in the photo, sense of danger or fear. Even the discussion of Having the ability to access direct, useful infor- 18th, members began construction on their namely Jenifer Galloway, and club advisor, rival theater groups came across as a business mation like this can be the symbolic handrail new bulletin board in the hallway between the Professor Chris Rempfer. most of us require in life. issue: big conglomerates eating up indepen- If you crave positive change, if you yearn dents, people disputing copyrights and pla- giarism. The end of the act took me totally by to become a more alive and disciplined version a three-game series. Doublelift’s surprise; nothing had led me to expect anyone of yourself, consider reading Benjamin Hardy’s team had their backs against the wall. would be hurt, let alone murdered. My issue Reverse Sweeps Willpower Doesn’t Work. It’s a good book to have Knowing that, it was essential to min- here was with the playwright, not the cast. on hand as we hit roadblocks on the path to Christian Cruz imize mistakes. Miraculously, though, The playwright regained her stride in Act growth. Once we reach those areas requiring Doublelift’s team was able to successfully III. The ensemble act opening the operetta was Regardless of the event or sport, we’re fans of reflection, books like this can help mitigate us perform the reverse sweep, as they won three incredibly moving. The reading of names of extraordinary happenings. However, we all getting stuck there for too long. Finally, if you straight games to earn their third ever LCS the missing, bits of storyline we heard develop have a tendency to count the extraordinary dislike reading traditional texts, consider the Championship. in the first two acts, and elements of fantasy out, if the obvious seems inevitable at times. Audible version for those long drives on the Reverse sweeps are so improbable. It is introduced to the story, all demonstrated the Men’s and Women’s College Basketball are road to success. hard not to just give in. Look at the Red Sox passage of time and efforts of a remnant pop- beloved for March Madness with its winner- Alam Khan versus the Yankees, back in 2004. In that ulation to retain identity. Act III made us care take-all, one-game-to-advance-to-the-next- Series, the Yankees were up three to nothing, again. The music, by far the most important ele- round style. In the pros, we have series, and Boston came back to win four straight ment of Act III, was beautifully executed with consisting of the first team to earn three games to take the Series. Granted, in base- precision, enabling the audience to follow the or four wins taking the series to advance ball, there are homefield advantages and Loved it? story. The farcical elements in this act became to the next round. Both have their appeal, stage differences that can help shift morale secondary to the reality the actors (including but nothing can match the exhilaration of a either way. Still, there is always this impres- Jen Beveridge and Jalon Copeland as Bart and reverse sweep. Hated it? sion that, if you’re one game away from elim- Send us your letters in response to Homer, respectively) infused into their charac- The other day, League of Legends ination, you should wave your white flag and ters. I was rooting for Bart Simpson, and I didn’t was hosting their sixth year of the LCS articles, features, and profiles in The just give up. even like him the first time around. Championships, featuring a matchup Reverse sweeps are the embodiment of Tamarack. Limit them to 200 words This was a thought-provoking play. An between America’s most decorated star in the lessons we are given throughout life, exceptional cast kept us intrigued and engaged Bjergsen versus America’s most recognizable and email them to [email protected] though. The lesson is: no matter the obstacle, throughout. Added to all that, excellent music star in Doublelift. The analysis leading up with the subject line READERS no matter how impossible it may seem, if you direction, choreography, costumes, and sce- to the game was fascinating, as the analysts just keep a level head and continue to push RESPOND. Letters may be edited for nic design made it thoroughly enjoyable. The agreed Doublelift’s team was the better team. forward, you can achieve what you’re seek- audience was quite vocal in expressing extrav- Yet, Bjergsen’s team was up two to nothing in length and grammar. ing in due time. agant approval. 10 Arts & Culture / Opinions e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 From Walls to Arches ank You All Madeeha Sheikh Behind the Scenes Did you get to see NVCC’s spectacular performance of Mr. Burns, a Post-Electric Play? As you may have read elsewhere in this issue, I was fortunate to be at the opening. I would like to take a moment to thank some of the unsung heroes. Every theatrical performance requires a host of them. In plays with elaborate scenery, the back- stage preparatory work is obvious. This was a play with minimal scenery, but the barren set drew all of us quickly into the emptiness and loss the actors worked to convey. Kudos to Anne Washburn, the playwright, and our own set designers who thoroughly captured her intent. Subtle semi-darkness enveloped the stage, conveying bleakness, but offering Photo Courtesy of Madeeha Sheikh Photo Courtesy of Steve Parlato. “night vision” to observe the action, a mas- The Art Club’s contribution to the International Center for the Arts Mainstage on the final day of the Arts Festival, Wednesday, April 17th. terful accomplishment. A kaleidoscope of Festival was a true community effort. The Club curated an interactive Art Professor Amanda Lebel explained, “The art installation referenced pictures of Simpsons characters flashed as art installation by building a wall of printed bricks that covered the the history of monumental prints, where artists pieced together multiple we settled into our seats, preparing us for windows of the 5th floor walkway, representing the divisiveness of walls. prints to create a larger work. One famous example is Durer’s Triumphal the opening dialogue. Many thanks to the Students were then invited to tear down the prints and write stories Arch, which is one of the largest prints ever made.” Along with its refer- lighting crew and to Sarah Martello for her of their heritage on them. These bricks were later reassembled to adorn a ence to Durer, the Club’s piece also referenced the philosophical differ- work as operator. more inclusive structure, an arch leading into the Ruth Ann Leever Atrium ence between walls that divide and arches that embrace. Thoughtful props played a large part in my enjoyment of the play. In Act I, worn backpacks strewn around the floor, warned a way to explain it to your students.” This us the cast had been traveling. When Jenny e Art of Michael Lavoie rewarding position not only has given him said, “Wait. We have to do this right,” I had the opportunity to assist a new generation of no idea what she meant. But when the actors Mitchell W. Maknis artists but has also has given him time to pur- dug out beautifully bound notebooks, it was sue his own artistic aspirations. evident immediately. These books were multiple positions as a graphic designer at In 2017, Lavoie started developing an ongo- sacred; they held names of the missing. Had local Connecticut companies. However, with ing Monster Menagerie exhibit on his social they been spiral bound, it would have taken ninety-hour work weeks and overwhelming media platforms, showcasing monthly themes dialogue to clarify the conversation. production loads, Lavoie found little time to of his eerie illustrations. Lavoie intends to While thoughtful props contributed to pursue his own creative ambitions. cultivate these pieces into monster manuals pathos in Act I, comical ones appeared later Wanting change, Lavoie eventually pro- starting with Derelict 715, described as a com- in the play, giving us permission to laugh cured a teaching position at Manchester pendium of abandoned cybernetic extraterres- at the implausible storyline. Prop mistress Community College, where he encountered trials assembled in an alien space lab. Lavoie Brianna Mattingly and her assistant, Emily an eclectic group of students, each with vari- is also in process completing prints and other Collins, deserve much of the credit for this. ous experiences and illustrative backgrounds. products in preparation for the upcoming con- Thank you. Lavoie believes he’s found his place in the aca- vention seasons. Costuming also added to the story and Life is a journey imbued with history and demic field, helping guide young artists in To inquire about commissions and upcom- fun of the play. Completely believable in the tradition. Veiled within, are unnatural entities honing their skills. He shares that many of his ing appearances, contact Art of Michael Lavoie first two acts, and over the top hilarious in waiting to be unearthed. Every culture has students are haunted by an innate fear of fail- on his social media platforms. the third, it left no doubt as to what was hap- a b o oge y m a n ure which impedes them from com- pening on stage. Thank you, Lisa Bebey, and lurking in the pleting projects. Confronting their all who contributed to the effort—including shadows, hoping insecurities, Lavoie encourages his Art Club members for the wonderful masks. to imbed itself in students, letting them know he has A veritable army of others helped the minds of the faith in them and teaching them not make Mr. Burns a success. To mention all next generation. to be afraid to explore the unknown. by name would take more words than this A r t i s t a n d In fact, Lavoie looks forward to see- column allows, so thank you, stage manag- educator Michael ing more cool, original artwork ers, sound designers, production assistants, Lavoie has found brought into the world and believes building, painting, lighting crews, house inspiration in his role mentor- staff, and those responsible for posters and these monstrous ing art students programs. A special thanks to Kate Kelly, narratives. Embracing his childhood terrors, is one way he can help whose background research on storytelling Lavoie has developed them into a conduit make that happen. provided actors and audience alike with a to share with others as his tribute to these Now in his third helpful understanding of the play’s themes. undying apparitions. semester at MCC, Lavoie Thanks to Kira Mason and Fallon Dignan Lavoie’s work as a freelance artist goes said, as an artist, he’s for wonderful musical direction and chore- back to his high school years, when he began learned more in the past ography, and to the actors for amazing per- utilizing his creative niche to produce his two years teaching than formances. And, although he could hardly own brand of unique and innovative art- he did in the past ten be considered an unsung hero (many sing work. Inevitably, his talent caught the eye years. He further elabo- his praises all the time), thanks to director, of renowned gaming company Fantasy Flight rates that, when educating Sasha Bratt. Heartfelt thanks to the whole Games, who commissioned him to illustrate students, one is “forced to team for giving us a thought-provoking and works for the Game of Thrones card set in go back, to look at your thoroughly delightful theatrical experience. 2004. His illustrative aptitude led Lavoie to own process and to find Photos Courtesy of Michael Lavoie Kathleen Chesto

Earth Matters particular, there is one currently active satel- images and HSB failed after one year. monitoring various environmental activities. lite, launched by NASA in 2002, that monitors AIRS and AMSU record detailed images AURA and PARASOL were launched in 2004 Earth evaporation, precipitation, and water of the Earth’s atmosphere which provide with CloudSat and CALIPSO launched in NASA’s Aqua cycles. In other terms, it monitors the effects more accurate short-term weather predic- 2006, and then GCOM-W1 in 2012. PARASOL of global climate change. tions including severe storms such as hurri- completed its mission in 2013 and was replaced Satellite The Aqua Satellite is part of the Earth canes. After its first year, scientists were able by OCO-2 in 2014. Alyssa Katz Observing System (EOS). This is an interna- to track snowstorms in the Arctic that were For over 15 years, Aqua has been able to tional project involving satellites that observe previously untrackable due to underlying ice “collect data on global temperature variations, Orbiting our planet are many satellites— global changes in land, oceans, and atmosphere. and snow surfaces. the cycling of water, global precipitation, evap- American and foreign—that have been part Aqua collects data using six differ- MODIS is able to view weather patterns oration, ocean productivity, land vegetation, sea of research acquisitions since the launch of ent instruments: The Atmospheric Infrared such as intense flooding or fires—including ice, land ice, snow cover, and how clouds and Sputnik 1 by the Russians in 1957. Some of Sounder (AIRS); the Advanced Microwave the eruption of Mt. Etna in 2002. AMSR-E surface-water processes affect climate,” accord- these satellites have included Explorer 1 (1958), Sounding Unit (AMSU); the Humidity Sounder , while not used as much anymore, is able ing to NASA. It was originally developed for a the Lunar Reconnaissance Orbiter (2009) and the for Brazil (HSB); the Moderate Resolution to record sea surface temperatures. CERES six-year mission, but has surpassed its expec- Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter (2005), Skylab (1973), Imaging Spectroradiometer (MODIS); the detects the amount of outgoing heat and tancy and is likely to continue recording data and also the International Space Station (1998). Advanced Microwave Scanning Radiometer reflected sunlight leaving the planet as well into 2020. Its data is available on NASA’s web- These and several other satellites are either for the Earth Observing System (AMSR-E); and as radiation levels. While the HSB instrument site and is updated frequently. The information active or no longer active. Even if their current the Clouds and Earth’s Radiant Energy System is no longer active, it was able to record humid- it has collected has been used to help scientists status is “inactive,” some still orbit the atmo- (CERES). Currently, only four of these six are ity through the atmosphere. better understand Earth’s ecosystems and how sphere; others crashed and fell out of orbit. In in use, for AMSR-E now provides low quality Aqua, in fact, is not the only satellite they are being affected by climate change. e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Opinions 11 (Mis)Perception Summer Plans Queer Code and (In)Equality Alam Khan Let’s Be Clear Summer is a great time for pursuing activities, Gwenydd Miller Alexander Wilson but to see it as an arbitrary list that needs For a sociology student, one thing that keeps checking off should not be the goal. Instead, that’s “out of place,” “abnormal”. Queer’s ori- coming up is inequality. My particular field the time we have between now and the next gin, its textbook definition, from dictionary. of interest usually deals with gender, sexual semester is a great opportunity to develop our com, is: “of a questionable nature or charac- orientation, race, and religion, and it’s easy for me weak points and strengthen our ties to others. ter; suspicious; shady.” Some think, because to view things from the perspective of someone Usually, the amount of work involved in we’re different, we aren’t to be trusted. When who is disadvantaged. However, I’ve found it’s attending college, while juggling extracurric- I think the best way to round out this year is to we describe ourselves as queer, it’s used as an also very important to see from the view of the ular activities, puts the mind in a zone that discuss the word “queer”. It has a complicated adjective. That makes all the difference in the so-called oppressor in order to understand why spends far too much time focused. Although history. First off, it’s commonly used in an world. inequality happens in the first place. working hard in academia and building a academic sense. Queer studies, queer literature, I urge you to read this more carefully than First, inequality is everywhere. When we put strong resume are integral aspects most should things of that sort. However, it’s also been used almost any article I’ve written over the course people into categories, it’s hard for us to break stride for, this also inhibits us from taking a as a slur, meaning it’s been used against many of the year. I am essentially arming you with a out of them. These categorizes are limiting—like moment to develop an interesting list for future of us in a derogatory way. Because of that, some word you could use to hurt people. I beg you all stereotypes—even those with good inten- reference. This could be due to an overload of want to rename the academic field something not to do anything of the sort. It’s easy enough tions. We must understand just because some- assignments or procrastination, in the sense less “offensive”. to forget words hurt others already. one holds ideas we disagree with, it doesn’t that summer can be worried about when the I can’t speak for everyone, but let’s be real- Now, I’ve taught you the history of a word mean they are a bad person. If we went by that time comes. istic. Queer has been used to describe gay and that’s had varied and troubled use. There are reasoning, 99.9% of all people might fit the “bad What eventually happens is summer shows lesbian people since the early 20th century. In a lot of other words I could mention, too, that person” category (of course, this is a rough esti- up and—if you’re anything like me—you find the eighties and nineties, the word queer was have been used against us, but I feel weird typ- mation). My point is everyone categorizes, even yourself unable to come up with anything on part of our rallying cry—“We’re here, we’re ing them all out, for many reasons. Some do not if they have good intentions—actually, espe- the spot because whatever situation you are in queer. Get used to it!”—in response to many apply to me, so it’s not right for me to use them. cially if they’re good-intentioned. Often, people has already started. Then, suddenly summer issues during the AIDS crisis. It’s almost more Many have been used against me and others don’t see how their good intentions hurt others. has passed, opportunity gone by, and you find offensive to say people can’t use it anymore. like me. It’s also unfair for me to offer ways for A common idea in sociology of deviance is yourself sitting in class during the fall semester. It’s an identity like any under the us to be dehumanized further. Labeling Theory, essentially states that when we You reflect, Oh man, I wish I had spent LGBTQIA+ umbrella. I personally call myself There have already been enough issues label someone a certain way, they will come to more time hanging out with friends. Year in queer, mostly because it’s way easier than say- with this column. If people want to find ways fill those shoes (we treat someone like a crimi- and out, it is as if you keep repeating some ing “I’m a gender non-conforming transmas- to hurt me, and others, they won’t find them nal, therefore they become a criminal). So, what self-hating, subconscious joke that feels too culine nonbinary person who identifies as here. Those other slurs aren’t nearly as import- if people we see in a bad light are only that way much of a burden to crawl out of. Still, none of panromantic and asexual, while also polyam- ant to know; they’ve fallen in and out of fash- because we cast that light upon them? Plus, when this should make anyone feel they are unable orous.” Yeah, that’s a mouthful. That’s why, on ion, so to speak. Queer is something that will we think of someone a bad light, we become to come up with interesting ideas because the several social media platforms, I call myself always pop up. Like I said, it’s used academi- biased against them, seeing everything they do, time for summer events is coming. In fact, there Lex the Queer. It’s got a nice ring to it, if I say cally and socially. even if it’s a neutral action, in a negative way. is a trick to combat this madness and hysteria. so myself. I leave you with this quote from Marsha No one thinks of themselves as a villain. It’s okay…read closer because I’m going to let I also respect others who aren’t comfort- P. Johnson, early advocate for LGBT rights, a Most people don’t want to offend others; often, you in on the secret to a good summer in this able using the word. I think I have an easier wonderful trans woman of color. “How many it’s a clash of perspectives. I’ve had someone pull fine May issue of The Tamarack. You ready? time using it to describe myself because it was years has it taken people to realize that we are something out of my hands, and when I jumped Here goes. never used against me. No one’s ever walked all brothers and sisters and human beings in back in surprise, they called me rude for pulling The ploy is to trick yourself into thinking up to me and asked, “What are you, some kind the human race?” it out of their hands. It’s all a matter of perspec- you’ll be responsible for taking on more classes of a queer?” Too many years. Rest in peace, sister. tive. The message I’d like to express is that peo- or responsibilities during this approaching There’s a distinct modification there. When ple may not be what they seem at first glance. Signing o one last time this year, period of relaxation. It’s as simple as that! people use it as an insult, they often turn it into If someone disrespects you, they may not even Lex the Queer. Similar to how we’d rather be doing anything a noun, reducing us to a narrow identity, one realize they did; they’re not seeing the situation else when constrained by responsibility, imag- through your eyes. And it’s possible their seem- ining the same context for summer can moti- ing disrespect is really a reaction to something vate us into making plans. you inadvertently did to offend them. Don’t believe me? Next time you have a People’s opinions and ways of thinking hard time falling asleep, imagine having to do Readers Respond are shaped by their own experiences, which some monotonous action you dread. Then con- Dear Editor, Dear Editor, we can’t possibly understand—we’re not them. sider coming to the realization that you’re only Remember, in a different time, many preju- five minutes into an eight-hour shift. Watch I found the article, “Socialism and Americas Jane Courlet’s article, “Youtube’s dices were considered normal and even just. how quickly you become drowsy. Youth,” by Ryan Martins, both interesting Shapeshifting Dominion,” caught my eye. It Obviously, to us, they aren’t, but what makes a See, as students, we get so caught up with and disturbing. I was hopeful the piece would makes one realize how Youtube has advanced perspective right or wrong are the ideals and our responsibility, we sometimes forget to pro- dispel the popular notion that millennials over the years. Courlet states, “There we can values of society. vide ourselves respite. Yet, we need those peri- are attracted to the idea of socialism; yet see, for free, livestreams of solar eclipses, Systemic inequality has a long, complex his- ods of absolute peace of mind and tranquility unfortunately, that was not the case. As the as well as coverage for pressing terrestrial tory that cannot be erased. If we burned all the to recharge our creativity and development. To writer of the article points out, “…nearly 55% and socio-political events” (8). As this article history books, we’d still have bias; in fact, igno- become more adept, we need to relax equally— of millennials showing little to no trust in introduces, Youtube may become a platform rance of history only increases these problems. if not more so—to thelevel of vigorous engage- capitalism…”, which supports that they do with a monthly subscription like many others. Fixing inequality will take time, forward think- ment we deploy when driving toward our indeed support socialism. The danger people This will change the online world, because ing, effort to connect with others, but also—and goals. So, before summer is upon you, make seem to have forgotten is socialism leads to not everyone can afford—or will want to— this may seem obvious—real action. In that serious effort to schedule some truly empow- fascism; this in turn leads to dictatorships. pay for a platform that used to be free. I can area, though there’s much to be done, we’ve ering downtime. Evidence of this happening is that of 1930’s/40’s relate...if Youtube becomes [a paid service], come a long way. Germany. By adopting socialist ideals, the I will discontinue using it. This article was younger generation will open themselves to important to address. more social strife. I understand they believe Sincerely, the capitalistic system needs improvement, Brittany Greenleaf Graduation Tips which is does, and that it’s unfair. The problem they don’t seem to realize is: just because Christian Cruz something is unfair, doesn’t make it wrong/ Dear Editor, immoral. Capitalism gives everybody the Graduation is a grand and welcoming time for neglect them. This is why this last month lead- In the article, “Love/Hate,” an anonymous chance to make it big financially, even if you those who are about to walk the stage towards ing up to graduation is so mind boggling. You writer explained her personal story of a really fail. Socialism, in the end, dead-ends all of us. their new future. As someone who has already may feel like you’re just bouncing off the walls, terrible part of her life. I thought this article walked that stage just last year here are some but you need to get that paper handed in, right? Sincerely, was very powerful, and it was brave of her tips and things I wish I did differently. Start these things early if you can. You do not Kyle Couture to write about it. Sexual assault can mean First off, I wish I’d been more orga- want to feel rushed as you reach for the pin- different things to a variety of people. The nized, although that comes with the territory. nacle. It may feel like a chore, which leads me writer states, “Every time someone talks about Particularly since it is the end of the semes- nicely into my last point, which is: Dear Editor, sexual assault, people think of a violent crime, ter and we are all scrambling just to get there Enjoy this special time! I wish I’d taken the Something caught my eye in the latest issue, but that’s not always the case. For me it wasn’t already, my tip to you soon-to-be graduates opportunity to enjoy it more than I did. Many a picture of a live Fleetwood Mac show in violent” (8). The comparison of two words that is give yourself time to breath. Focus on how of us have been at this college for two to four Revolutionary Rhythms. The author, Jillian are so opposite makes this article extremely you’re going to prepare for graduation. years, and there have been tons of challenges. Parlato, clearly is passionate about Fleetwood impressive. I cannot personally connect with This means getting your times correct and Coming from a recent graduate, you should Mac, for “crafting a paradigm shift” (7) is a the experience, but I felt the hurt from the knowing when events like ticket pickup occur. really take the time to enjoy yourself in that bold statement. The author gave me no choice words. She finally found her breaking point, Ask questions about where you must park, how moment. but to keep reading; the word choice and and set herself free. [I hope] she continues her to get extra tickets, and if you’re an honors stu- I remember I only took off that one day, and structure had me reading a mile a minute. growth and positivity. dent, make sure your sashes are all there. Get I had to go back to work the next day. I wish I I love that Parlato gave some history about Sincerely, organized early, and you won’t feel exhausted took the time to really enjoy my accomplish- the band and some of their hits to encourage Gina Barbieri by the time you get to the finish line. If you ment and at least had a weekend off afterwards readers to look into the band and further have questions, you can always ask anyone in to reflect. Of course, it’s important to under- their reading. Keep going, and keep exposing Student Activities or the Student Government stand this is not the end of the road, but any readers to new music and new ideas. Office in the Prism Lounge for guidance. monumental accomplishment should be cele- Sincerely, Second, school is still here, guys! We still brated—even if that accomplishment only rep- A happy reader need to pass all our classes. We cannot just resents the beginning of a new stage. 12 Opinions e Tamarack, May 1, 2018 Veteran’s Voice e Ludicrous OCDemon at’s What She Said Austin Toscano Every Hero Sweats. Debate Persists It’s Natural. Gillette Deodorant, Christopher Gordon When people think of OCD, it usually conjures Period. in partnership with up images of focusing on little details and Operation Homefront, In early March there was a news story constant handwashing. You or a friend have Worldwide, there are has launched a concerning a woman and a transman in a probably said, “I am SO OCD!” about such and 800 million women campaign titled, relationship. The quick details are before the such. This casual use of the term has warped and girls menstruating “Every Hero Sweats, man came out as man they were living together many peoples’ perception of the disorder. In Jessica Ney every day. What’s that Some Never Show It.” as a lesbian couple. The fact that they are now reality, OCD is a monster that steals from the got to do with me, you ask? Of these 800 Their purpose is to showcase lesser known happily living as a hetero couple seems to have lives of millions across the globe every day, million, only a small percentage have challenges retiring service members face ticked a few people off, including the paragon including yours truly. I hope by sharing my access to menstrual products, clean water, when separating from the military and of intelligence Ben Shapiro (sarcasm intended). experience that others will begin to realize how and social acceptance. reentering private life. To celebrate everyday Mr. Shapiro’s masterful argument boils serious this disorder can be. Women and girls do not choose to go heroes experiencing that stress, while down to basically this. He believes that because OCD is characterized by unwanted repet- through the pain, inconvenience and stress balancing demands of job, family life, and sexual orientation largely does not change itive thoughts, feelings, and sensations a per- of a period. What’s worse, due to lack of any number of challenges, the company has throughout life this couple is not a hetero cou- son experiences. To relieve the anxiety caused health education, many never understand pledged $2.5 million in product donations ple, as they identify, but instead that the man by these recurring sensations, the person per- this is a natural, normal, and necessary for Operation Homefront. must now obviously be gay because he started forms various ritualistic behaviors. Obsessions process, a part of creating life. The Hidden Heroes campaign, an ini- his current relationship in the gay status. As and rituals vary wildly, but all of them are Imagine being a young girl and being tiative created by former Senator Elizabeth you might have guessed from my word choices rooted in the fear of something happening. My ostracized, degraded and insulted for Dole, is a non-profit organization show- and salty attitude, I believe Ben Shapiro is full initial fear was having thoughts of Pokémon something out of your control. Being called casing awareness for the over 6 million of sh*t. characters having sex because I believed it was “dirty” or “sinful,” being forced into isola- military caregivers. Actor Tom Hanks has His arguments make blatant use of the wrong. Whenever these thoughts popped up, tion for a week. This is only the tip of the joined the campaign to help raise awareness straw man, an example of the “missing-the- I would do things like hit my head, or imagine iceberg. Women all over the world must for our Hidden Heroes. point” category of informal logical fallacies. the thoughts being destroyed. use dirty rags, rip up their own clothing, What type of person becomes a defender Thrown in is a touch of the red herring, with Unfortunately, the relief tricks the brain into or scrounge together toilet paper or what- of rights? There are those who vote for peace inclusion of information he wants his audience believing this is the only way to feel good, so my ever else they can find. and those who fight for peace, invariable to overlook due to irrelevance—yet attempts brain kept producing more thoughts, looking According to an article in the Global rights. It seems to me, no matter what we to use to further his own false argument. for the relief provided by rituals. Over the past Citizen, “2.3 million people live without do, there’s always consequences. Specifically, he equates sexual orientation to decade, my obsessions have diversified into not basic sanitation services, and in develop- Men fought and died for our freedom in gender orientation, trying to debunk one with thinking about horror movies, Nazis, and other ing countries, only 27% of people have the 1700’s, and we won the war to become arguments against the other, because the other, uncomfortable subjects. I ritualized all day long, adequate handwashing facilities at home.” an independent nation. Men fought and in his mind, is easier to tear apart. leaving me tired and angry at myself for devot- This leads to infection and embarrassment, died for freedoms in the 1800’s, to either The red herring comes in when he starts ing so much energy to maintaining these rituals. and it is completely preventable. retain or abolish slavery. To say it was the talking about information that has no bear- Vacations and holidays passed in an instant. Yet In the US, we’re making strides to common man who fought our battles, to ing on either argument but sounds compelling despite knowing how this was affecting my life, finally acknowledge menstrual products me, is a cheap, ignorant statement. It seems when paired with his irrelevant counterargu- I still chased that sense of security the monster are as necessary as toilet paper, and they’re to me, the men and women who die on the ment. There are a few other fallacies involved, in my head promised. beginning to be offered in public schools. battlefield, no matter which side they’re on, but they are not important for this brief discus- I hit rock bottom in 2017 at the beginning of As of right now, however, New York is one fight for the end game, the trophy. I don’t sion, so I will save them for rebuttals for future sophomore year at NVCC. A new obsession, the of the only states to pass this law. This is believe those who vote or lobby for peace discussion of this topic. details of which I won’t discuss in this article, obviously a huge positive effort, but it’s not are wrong. But I do believe politicians and Intentionally missing (or misinterpreting) had consumed winter break and wanted more. addressing the worldwide need for female the bureaucrats have had ulterior motives the point of news stories is far too common, I found myself leaving class to go cry in frus- health and equity. Imagine: menstrual for either peace or war. yet extremely effective against the bulk of an tration, and spending hours watching Netflix products have only been offered as free Wars are fought by men and women audience who are not fully informed concern- hoping to distract myself. At that point I knew items in prisons since 2018—just last year. dedicated to country or cause. Most any- ing the issues being discussed. One fact is that I needed to seek professional help if I wanted This is a call to action! If you have where in the world, each country has its sexual orientation and gender orientation ARE to get my life back on track. access to sanitary products, buy extra. own patriots, people who are willing to NOT THE SAME THING. First, the transman I began seeing a psychologist and doing Donate them to women’s resource centers put their lives on the line, for the sanctity in this story did not at any time change his sex- my own research on OCD. Early on I was told or to prison systems. Start with a Google of their freedom and that of their neighbors. ual orientation despite his gender status being the only way to deal with these thoughts was search; then make an online donation to Not every military position revolves around updated. He was attracted to women from the by accepting them and not putting them at the organizations like period.org or Always. combat, such as the front battlelines. beginning to the end. Second, this man was a center of my life. That meant no rituals to block Call your local government official. Men and women serve in the military in man for a long time before he was finally ready out the anxiety I dreaded. It sounded incredi- If change is to come, we must be vocal, every aspect of life imaginable. The stigma to live openly as one. bly difficult, but I was ready to do anything to active agents for that change. Educate your that serving in the military is just about By simply confusing the issue at hand, and be free of this demon. friends and family. Have those uncomfort- killing is another falsehood. The men and hiding the flawed premise behind a deluge The OCDemon is still in me today, though able conversations. It’s time to recognize women serving in the military are heroes of unimportant information, people like Ben it is starving. As long as I remember to live by the simple, everyday privileges we have and should be held in highest regard. There Shapiro demonstrate the major flaw in our cur- healthy values, it won’t be able to do anything. that should be universal rights. We need are no common people just common heroes, rent debate structure. There needs to be more To anyone also plagued by OCD, I urge you to to be the axis all women lean on to suc- including those who care for our wounded education on topics not widely understood, so seek resources and confide in your loved ones. ceed. Let’s support girls all over the world. warriors both physically and mentally. the flames of intolerance cannot be so easily They’ll be the support you need to get through this. You don’t have to feed this demon any Together, we can make a difference. Rick Bellagamba stoked by a bunch of hot air being blown over misunderstood issues. longer.

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Imani Stewart all have a common denominator: their foster away from her mother while getting off homes were terrible. the bus.” Since I was very young, I’ve had the ambition remain in temporary care for more than two Two of my very best friends agreed to Knowing the foster system takes a toll on of adopting an at-risk child. I have a lot of love years.” These kids are lucky; children who share their foster experiences. Shanelle Banks mental and physical health, I asked Shanelle to give, so why not give it to someone who age-out of the system are not as fortunate. was in a foster home social workers referred about this. She stated, “Thank God I’ve only needs it? Looking into the U.S. foster system, In 2014, an estimated 64,300 children had to as “a safe house.” She was only five years been in one foster home, but it affected me I find it to be very flawed and inconsistent, been stranded in foster care for over three old. “My time there was rough. The workers in many ways. Anywhere that feels foreign which is ludicrous because these are children years; 28,000 stayed longer than five years. wouldn’t do my or my sister’s hair. They said, gives me flashbacks because I had never been they handle on a regular basis. This treatment weighs heavily on the men- ‘We don’t know how to do your type of hair,’” so uncomfortable.” This made sleepovers ter- Social workers are supposed to help men- tal health of children while in the system, Banks said. Her sister, only nine at the time, rifying for Banks as a child. tally and physically abused children, those but also, severely affects them when they had to learn not only how to do her own hair, Jewel Nieves is another best friend, who displaced from their homes, or abandoned. go into the real world as adults. According but her little sister’s as well. has been in the foster system since she was I wish this was the way it worked, but many to theconversation.com, “Languishing in I asked about structure at the “safe eight. Though Jewel had a better experience, kids in foster care, end up in a worse situa- foster care harms children’s well-being in a house,” since kids need rules to stay on she did point out some disturbing memories, tion. More than 400,000 children are in foster number of ways. The longer they spend in track. Shanelle explained, “There wasn’t any saying, “One family was abusive to a girl I was care currently in the U.S. Only a small per- temporary care, the more likely [they] will order, no rules, or discipline. I got punched with, but never to me.” Improvements must be centage actually get adopted or put in stable experience multiple placement changes and in the face every day by this little boy, and made to the foster system now. When dealing environments. the disrupted relationships caused by such when I told the staff, they said to stay away with children, carefully creating a process that According to theconversation.com, “Foster things.” from him.” Foster parents are supposed to benefits them is essential. I asked Jewel how care harbors its own threats to the safety and Though I am not personally a foster child, provide a safe environment for displaced the foster system could create a better experi- well-being of vulnerable children. The average nor have I ever been in the system, I know children, but Banks elaborated on why she ence for these children. Her response: “Better length of time children spend in foster care is many people who have been. They all have never felt safe. “I felt like I was in danger background checks! Why are bad people get- just over a year and a half. About 30 percent different stories—some bad, some better—but every day, I was a five-year-old, ripped ting kids?”