I looooooved issue 2 of Horngry!! Y’all should go read it! @tlc, you’re the best :) DoodleBee

I wish I was the guy on the cover of Horngry thingsjonsnowknows

You guys better be reading the latest Horngry! By far, the most informative, kinky, enlightening piece of read- ing material out in the community!! You guys better show TenderLovingCares some love, because a 48 page webzine is no easy task for anyone, especially by themselves!!! Can’t wait for issue 03!!! #3JunkFoodFatty Absolutely loved the latest issue of Horngry, if your a BHM or FFA, I can’ recommend it enough. chubbybellgainer

Horngry was great, even for a female feedee... loved the article about capitalism and religion! lottapounds

The second issue of HORNGRY is already a hit and proving to be every bit as good as the first. Well done, Ten- derLovingCares. The online FA/feedism community is in a better place knowing what you bring to the table. It makes me happy to see so many of us coming together to share your vision and contribute to your cause to make the online FA/feedism community a better place for everyone in it. I’ll be interested to see how you intend to outdo yourself when the time comes to release issue #3. GAMEFACE

I absolutely adore Horngry and with the expanded content of this issue I think it is a great way for newbies to learn in a well presented way and for veterans to geek out on our mutual interest. Plus I really like the logo pic! (blushes) lovinitbig

Horngry objectifies fat men, it’s clearly a feminist plot to take over the fetish scene, but I’m on to them! #meninist Theik LOVED the issue of Horngry!! It must have taken a ton of work, but it’s wonderful. I particularly enjoyed the Read it... and LOOOOOOOVED it!!!! <3<3<3 interview w/ Charles and Palkowski, can’t wait to read their book. So much bellyworshipping, hihihi baconpancakes I completely loved the artworks <3! HappyI love to see so many talented people,Holidays!!! sharing the same kink, in one magazine. I am intriguied by one element of the science bit in horngry. The doctor being interviewed states that they I never really thought about all the different ways and styles you could draw Ahhhh it’s finally here! We’re not alone. were very surprised about most feedist memories occuring in childhood, not puberty and that feedism is more bellies ;p Issue 3! And it is by sexuality than fantasy. So, anyone who’s a member of fetlife etc aswell - Is this “sexuality” aspect not common Thanks to everyone who has contributed to the magazine! far the issue I’m most We’re out there and our community is growing just in other fetishes? And YOU TenderLovingCares, YOU ARE AMAZING!!! <3<3<3 proud of so far. as beautifully as some of our amazing big guys. The Feederlass Ifeedbears Donut Challenge brings you the faces of some proud So what are you in HORNGRY readers and after all the stresses of putting Just read Horngry, and I’m blown away. As a disclaimer, I’m a heterosexual, male FA with feeder tendencies, It’s a very very well done zine, and it’s a fantastic read. As a male feedee, I ap- store for?? together a new issue, seeing all your faces on one but no inclination toward being a feedee (I’m 5’11” and 175, with the metabolism of a humminbird). preciate how it’s put together professionally, and how it helps put you inside a page, just melts my heart. #3All that being said, I’m glad the female feeder community has their own new zine, if that’s a term still used. It’s FFA’s head a bit in a way that makes it all seem much less taboo. I recomment it so unbelievably well written, professionally produced, and respectful of all people within the movement, male and hope that someday it makes it mainstream. The foodie corner is finally here and brings us the And to top it all of PizzaWolf brings us a cautionary and female. I especially loved the guide on how to approach fellow feabesters via private message, pointers on Fatfarley story and recipe of maybe one of the most traditional tale on the realities of feedism, while Porky Pierrot how not to be a creep, etc. It’s a fascinating read. Do yourself a favor and show TenderLovingCares some love and caloric recipes out there: Chankonabe - the food brings us the magical tale of the harlequin piggy. by downloading a copy. Horngry is the thing that I never knew I wanted (because I don’t pay much attention to magazines, especially of sumo wrestlers - and from none other than You will not be disappointed. online ones), but now that it exists, I can’t get enough of it! So well done and so fun to read! #pwcooks himself. I hope you will enjoy this issue just as much as the NateTheAverage pizza last ones. I know I’ve poured just as much, no, to be This issue brings you more artists than any of the honest more love into this issua than every other Just impressive! This magazine is an unique masterpiece which I enjoyed to read like the first one. All the sto- TLC is like a mystical forest nymph sent from the Grand Duchy of Luxembourg to bless the internet chubbo- previous issues. I’m joined by FatClubInc, issue so far and the feedback and the support you ries, peoples profiles, articles, artworks are amazing and it is free. I mean, free in every aspect. Again Tender- sphere with Horngry and we all owe her a second helping of dessert. LordsOfTechnomancy, Yer-Keij-fer-Cash, guys have been giving me has meant the world to me LovingCares put a lot of work into this, giving me a feeling of freedom and showing everyone, that we are not PizzaWolf MoobGroper, Liesisvies, Twiggy-loves-big-boys and whenever I felt down about it. alone. You can also click on the profiles pictures which are linked to real profiles and get connected with them. FoolishReplicka. And we have two awesome (and It’s authentic and you can feel the love TenderLovingCares put into this magazine! Thank you! Regardless of your kink within feedism, I think you should all take the time to download and read Horngry. HORNGRY exclusive) stories from Nandi Heart and Yes, I get frustrated, disillusioned, disappointed when FatWasad The quality of content is superb- informative, sexy, funny. I really think TenderLovingCares work adds so much Molly Ren. something I’ve planned goes wrong - and I could value to our community and I encourage everyone to check it out! write a whole page on the troubles and pains I went blueberrymuffintops For this issue I tackled a whole new subject that has through while trying to get the Donut Challenge pic- long been overlooked in “Where the fudge is our tures. But at the end of the day, there’s one thing I’ve Another home run! :) porn?”, an article that looks at the BHM clips for sale never doubted: It’s worth it. mcfatty market out there, both in general, as well as specifi- cally for the FFA market and I couldn’t be happier that This community is so incredibly worth it. From Look at all of this love!!! Well done TenderLovingCares, you’re a PIONEER within the community!! I got to talk to Hansi from Hansis Superchubs about the people I’ve gotten to know because of OneDeadlySinvl some of the ins and outs of the clips store websites HORNGRY, to the start of Feabie, the incredibly out there and how his own store, one of the most exciting new launch of ffambrosia... it finally popular clip stores on clips4sale got started. feels like we slowly, but surely, are making a name for ourselves, within the community. This issue brings you the most elaborate cover so far (a 50+ hours artwork that almost drove me nuts) and There’s a place for us. And we built it. a whole new make over in layouts. I’ve upgraded all my software for HORNGRY to Adobe InDesign and Enjoy! invested in a new tablet for the artwork. Which brings TLC us to another update:

Crowdfunding for HORNGRY is finally here by bring- ing HORNGRY to Patreon. So if you’ve always wanted to support this project, even if it’s just a dollar an issue, you can now do so - and even get rewards for it! And as more people join in to support, HORNGRY will keep expanding and bring new BHM/FFA related projects... with your support!

In the Feedism Online section, I’m bringing you an interview with BellyAdmirer, the creator and owner of ffambrosia, who gave us some great insights into what it takes to start your own BHM/FFA website from scratch and what’s in store for the future!

For the spotlight interviews I’ve talked to obiwan_cannoli and sarebear, which has been an absolute pleasure and reminded me of how good it feels to hear how other people in our community have our experiences, our frustrations as well as our joys. 2 | HORNGRY | HORNGRY | 3

06 HORNGRY is now on Patreon 16 Where the fudge is our porn? 30 Spotlight Interview 42 Twiggy-loves-big-boys 52 Copyrights What’s in store for Horngry’s future? A look at BHM clipsites sarebear & chunkybear Drawing Board Credits, Details and Patreon Helpers

08 The Donut Challenge 22 MoobGroper 34 Liesisvies 43 Not all Cake and Ice Cream 53 Where to keep reading Join us in the fun Drawing Board Drawing Board Column by PizzaWolf Download older issues

09 Inbox 24 #Feedism Online 36 Spotlight Interview 44 Porky Pierrot 54 The End HORNGRY swag is coming! ffambrosia is here!! obiwan_cannoli The Harlequin Piggy Thank you 

12 FatClubInc 27 LordsOfTechnomancy 40 I need to eat for you 45 Remedy Diner Drawing Board Drawing Board Story by Nandi Heart Story by Molly Ren

14 Foodie Corner 28 Yer Keij-fer-Cash 41 FoolishReplicka 50 Glossary Chankonabe Drawing Board Drawing Board Feedism in all its shapes and sizes

This issue’s artists: [12] [22] [27] [28] [34] [41] [42]

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Here are the results. YOU guys are awesome!  Thank You! Hansi $ 50 2 issues aren’t even close to enough issues to get used to the amount of love you guys have given me and HORNGRY. To be honest, I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it. And I certainly won’t stop thanking you for all the Top Donator support. Sympathy from HORNGRY still is a pretty daunting task to manage on top of graduate Hansis Superchubs school and work, but it’s worth it. So Thank You for showing your sup- port, you have no idea how appreciated it truly is. 

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I wish I was the guy on the cover Horngry was great, even for a I absolutely adore Horngry and of Horngry female feedee... loved the article with the expanded content of thingsjonsnowknows about capitalism and religion! this issue I think it is a great way lottapounds for newbies to learn in a well I looooooved issue 2 of Horngry!! presented way and for veterans Y’all should go read it! @tlc, you’re to geek out on our mutual inter- the best :) The second issue of HORNGRY is est. Plus I really like the logo pic! DoodleBee already a hit and proving to be (blushes) every bit as good as the first. Well lovinitbig You guys better be reading the done, TenderLovingCares. The latest Horngry! By far, the most online FA/feedism community is Horngry objectifies fat men, it’s informative, kinky, enlightening in a better place knowing what clearly a feminist plot to take over piece of reading material out in you bring to the table. It makes the fetish scene, but I’m on to the community!! You guys better me happy to see so many of us them! #meninist show TenderLovingCares some coming together to share your vi- Theik love, because a 48 page webzine sion and contribute to your cause is no easy task for anyone, espe- to make the online FA/feedism LOVED the issue of Horngry!! It cially by themselves!!! community a better place for must have taken a ton of work, Can’t wait for issue 03!!! everyone in it. I’ll be interested but it’s wonderful. I particularly JunkFoodFatty to see how you intend to outdo enjoyed the interview w/ Charles yourself when the time comes to and Palkowski, can’t wait to read Absolutely loved the latest issue release issue #3. their book. of Horngry, if your a BHM or FFA, GAMEFACE baconpancakes I can’ recommend it enough. chubbybellgainer

8 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 9 Just read Horngry, and I’m blown It’s a very very well done zine, away. As a disclaimer, I’m a het- and it’s a fantastic read. As a male erosexual, male FA with feeder feedee, I appreciate how it’s put tendencies, but no inclination together professionally, and how Swag toward being a feedee (I’m 5’11” it helps put you inside a FFA’s and 175, with the metabolism of head a bit in a way that makes a humminbird). it all seem much less taboo. I coming! All that being said, I’m glad the fe- recomment it and hope that male feeder community has their someday it makes it mainstream. own new zine, if that’s a term still Fatfarley Stickers, Mugs, T-Shirts & Printed Issues! used. It’s so unbelievably well written, professionally produced, Horngry is the thing that I never Yes, HORNGRY swag is coming! A few people have been asking for printed versions and respectful of all people knew I wanted (because I don’t of HORNGRY to put into their book shelf and while that is surprisingly hard to do on within the movement, male and pay much attention to magazines, a limited budget, there will be printed goodies in the future. female. I especially loved the especially online ones), but now guide on how to approach fellow that it exists, I can’t get enough I will be starting with some fun sticker with the logo and have a few t-shirts printed feabesters via private message, of it! So well done and so fun to for myself so I can show you the goodies in the next issue. The same goes for mugs pointers on how not to be a read! and printed issues of HORNGRY. I will not be printing them in big numbers and am creep, etc. It’s a fascinating read. pizza considering it more of a test run for now. Do yourself a favor and show TenderLovingCares some love by Read it... and LOOOOOOOVED But if you’re interested, let me know! I will be posting pictures of it in Horngry#4 downloading a copy. it!!!! <3<3<3 and to be honest, I can’t wait to hold an issue of HORNGRY in my hand and just flick You will not be disappointed. So much bellyworshipping, hihihi through the pages like with any other magazine. TLC NateTheAverage I completely loved the artworks <3! I am intriguied by one element I love to see so many talented of the science bit in horngry. people, sharing the same kink, in FEEDERISM: Eating, Weight Gain, and The doctor being interviewed one magazine. states that they were very sur- I never really thought about all Sexual Pleasure prised about most feedist the different ways and styles you by Kathy Charles and Michael Palkowski memories occuring in could draw bellies ;p childhood, not puberty Thanks to everyone who has con- If you’ve enjoyed last issues interview with Dr. Kathy and that feedism is more tributed to the magazine! Charles and Michael Palkowski about the first academ- sexuality than fantasy. So, And YOU TenderLovingCares, ic book on the topic of feederism, I have great news. anyone who’s a member YOU ARE AMAZING!!! <3<3<3 Their book, a 114 pages hardcover, was published in of fetlife etc aswell - Is this Ifeedbears September and can be ordered via palgrave macmillan “sexuality” aspect not common in (print on demand) and HORNGRY is being mentioned other fetishes? in it! Feederlass The book is split into 3 sections. The first chapter dis- Just impressive! This magazine is cusses feederism in the context of mainstream depic- an unique masterpiece which I tions, but also on how it has been previously depicted enjoyed to read like the first one. TLC is like a mystical forest Please get in touch with me! by psychology and sociology and gives an insight in All the stories, peoples profiles, nymph sent from the Grand previous studies that have tried to tackle the complex articles, artworks are amazing Duchy of Luxembourg to bless subject of feederism. The second chapter revolves and it is free. I mean, free in every the internet chubbosphere with Please let me know what you think of this third issue! I appreciate any feedback around personal stories and feederism fiction and aspect. Again TenderLovingCares Horngry and we all owe her a I get, positive and negative and I’d love to include more of your opinions in the features stories from a few people within the commu- put a lot of work into this, giving second helping of dessert. next issue. nity, me being one of them. The last section goes into me a feeling of freedom and PizzaWolf possible future directions of feederism in academic showing everyone, that we are Feedback will help me find out which parts of HORNGRY you enjoy the most, literature and how their research could be applied to not alone. You can also click on Regardless of your kink within what you want to see more of and plan ahead to make even better issue in the future research.  the profiles pictures which are feedism, I think you should all future. linked to real profiles and get take the time to download and If you’re interested in psychological insights, this book connected with them. It’s au- read Horngry. The quality of con- Questions, Comments, Reviews and Requests - send them my way. is the foundation of what is to come, and I can only thentic and you can feel the love tent is superb- informative, sexy, You can contact me on most important Feedism websites: recommend it. TenderLovingCares put into this funny. I really think TenderLoving- magazine! Thank you! Cares work adds so much value ISBN 9781137470454 FatWasad to our community and I encour- Publication Date September 2015 age everyone to check it out! Formats Hardcover, EPUB, PDF I downloaded the 2nd issue of blueberrymuffintops Publisher Palgrave Pivot to read on the metro and got so engrossed that I missed my stop! Another home run! :) XD Great job! mcfatty molly-ren 10 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 11 FatClubInc is anFatClubInc artist specializing in bbw/ssbbw wrestling, weight-gain and body expansion art.

12 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 13 Foodie Corner PizzaWolf’s Chicken & Shrimp Chanko (serves 1, but you better scale up!)

4 cups water 1 tsp instant dashi 3 T soy sauce 3 T sake or mirin Pinch of salt 1 cup nappa cabbage (or just cabbage if you can’t source nappa) ½ cup mushrooms, chopped 1 carrot, rough dice 1 potato, peeled and roughly diced ½ cup extra-firm tofu, cubed ½ cup of shrimp (peeled and deveined) 3 green onions, sliced.

Chicken Meatballs ½ lb ground chicken (pork works, too!) 1 green onion, sliced 1 T corn starch (omit if using pork) ½ t sesame oil ½ t fresh ginger, grated Chankonabeapan and Japanese culture occupies a weird place totally traditional stew that seems more like a clean burdock root, nappa cabbage, bok choi, chrysanthe- 1 t soy sauce Jin the Western mind, a study in contrasts that nev- out of what’s left in the fridge similar to what a dorm mum greens, and whatever vegetables are available er entirely square with one another. Images of se- chef would whip up instead of a representative dish and cheap, as absolutely massive quantities of the First, make the meatballs by combining all ingre- rene meditation among the cherry blossoms from a cuisine better known in the west for its focus stuff are consumed. The chanko is seasoned with dients in a bowl and then, using wet hands, are contrasted with giant robots destroying on absolutely pristine flavors and minimalist presen- mirin wine, miso paste, and soy sauce, and usually forming them into 1 ½ inch balls; set aside. Tokyo. The elegance of haiku is birthed from tation. eaten with rice or noodles. Like everything else, the Next bring water to a boil on stove over high the same society that gave us underwear higher-ranking riskishi eat first and get the lion’s heat and add dashi powder, soy sauce, mi- vending machines, and the stern samurai Each sumo school, and in fact, every rikishi has their share of choice ingredients, with younger wrestlers rin or sake, and salt. Add in vegetables (mins aesthetic of Kurosawa has given way to own twist on “chanko” but these basics are true cracking eggs into their leaner soups to make sure the green parts of the green onions), shrimp animated series about high school students across the spectrum. It’s always a decidedly un-fussy their protein intake remains high. As with all things and tofu and reduce heat to medium, cooking until who are aliens, or robots, or both. This mixture of one pot affair; chankonabe’s name is derived from in life, chanko is best enjoyed with beer. veggies have softened, about ten minutes. Skim any the traditional and the unexpected is most preva- nabemono which literally translates to “pot thing,” film or scum that develops on the top of the soup lent, however, in the national sport of Japan, sumo. implying just how old this dish really is. Although The recipe that follows is a 100% bastardized recipe and discard. Reduce heat to low and add meatballs, the current etymology is unclear, chan means fa- of my own devising, but should be relatively easy poaching until cooked through, about five minutes. Having its roots in Shinto practice, sumo can look ther and ko means child, which makes sense given for anyone to source ingredients for and recreate. Garnish with green parts of green onions and sesa- awkward to Western eyes. The sheer size and sumo’s rigid hierarchy. Everything from where one The next time you get the urge to sample a new dish me oil. physicality of the wrestlers doesn’t mesh with the sleeps in the school to which hairstyles one can and lots of it, why not eat (and eat, and eat) like the popularly-held impression of Japanese people as wear is highly regimented, and in every school the original big boys of Japan do? smaller, and more efficient. In fact, there’s some- younger, lower-ranked rikishi are expected to per- thing that seems positively American about watch- form household duties for the higher-ranked ones, Banzai! PizzaWolf ing two giant dudes get in a ring and smash into including making the chanko. each other for dominance. Looks, however, can be deceiving; despite the in-ring savagery of sumo, Despite potential differences, chanko starts out like the sport is steeped in tradition and regulations. most Japanese soups: with dashi. Dashi is a mixture Wrestlers known as rikishi live like overgrown frat of dried kelp seaweed known as konbu and dried, boys at schools in which they train, and wear tra- cured, shaved bonito fish flakes called katsuoboshi. ditional Japanese clothing in a nod to the cultural The rich, umami-heavy flavor of the stew comes significance of the sport. After an incident where a courtesy of the dried fish, which is high in sodium riskishi caused an accident while driving, top level inosinate and glutamic acid, two well-known com- competitors must be chauffeured around to protect ponents of umami richness. After the dashi is made, the propriety of the sport. Finally, despite dramatic the options are basically endless, but protein is the changes in sports nutrition and the diets of athletes dominant ingredient. Bone-in, skin-on chicken leg in general, most rikishi achieve their considerable quarters, fish (either filled or formed into balls and heft and bulk by eating the same thing riskishi were fried), and tofu are the most traditional additions, eating when Babe Ruth was eating hamburgers and but beef is common, too, as are more modern add- drinking beer between innings: chankonabe. ins, like hot dogs. The soup is further flavored and bulked out (pun intended, Horngry readers) with What is chakonabe? Another contrast, of course; a the addition of carrots, leeks, daikon radish, potato,

14 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 15 of confidence and pride.” way and helped me film some of them.

When talking to Hansi you can’t help but realize the At the time I thought the audience mainly consisted of amount of love and passion he has for his shop non-hetero men, but as I started my blog on tumblr, I Where the fudge is our porn? and the superchubs that make the shop what it has surprisingly realized that there were quite a few women become today. When I asked him, what his personal in between the new followers and the fan post that were by TenderLovingCares A look at BHM clipsites attraction to superchubs means to him, his answer more than happy to let me know how much they liked the was uncompromising and beautiful: videos.” Fatwasad

“Basically said, I don’t have an upper weight limit for men I find attractive. It doesn’t mean that I will be attracted to et’s do some serious research. Just kidding, let’s feed a normal sized man, let alone someone of his size. every fat guy. But I just absolutely love it when a belly is just google something. If you enter the search So I started supporting him a bit financially and in return The BHM/FFA market L incredibly soft and love handles just make me feel light- term “BBW clip” you end up with 1,990,000 hits he recorded some videos for me. I loved the videos and We’re the part that brought down the Titanic headed. And when a T-shirt is just a tiny bit too short and according to google’s estimation algorithm. The the money made his life more enjoyable. As a proud, fat you can see a low hanging belly peak out underneath it, I first hits come up with the titles of BBW Free Clips, guy he just loved recording those videos, something I had Now let’s face it, as FFAs/female feeders and straight can barely think clearly and it makes my knees feel weak. BBW allsexclips, Bbw - Hot Milf Clips, xxx Fat Clips always admired about him.” Hansi BHMs we are a niche, within a niche, within a niche. Beautiful, fat thighs are amazing and spending hours, if and more. If we repeat the same things with the If the fat admirers are considered the freaks within not days caressing a beautiful, soft, fat body is better than search term “BHM clip”, we end up with an estimate When he agreed and supported Hansi in reselling mainstream society and feeders the freaks within sex… And I’m a lucky man, because my husband gives me of 421,000 hits. But a quick scroll through the very the videos to friends online, an idea was born. Hansi fat admirers, we’re the freaks within feeders. Or the permission to experience that every now and then, first page brings us to a topic in the forum section promoted and sold the videos, and in return he looking at it vertically, if sexuality is an iceberg, we’re since he isn’t fat himself. For that understanding I love of BHM - Black Hair Media, answering the question would pass the extra money back to his friend. Soon the part that brought down the Titanic and I think him even more!” “Will clip-ins break my hair off?”. Not the clips we other men joined in the venture and more friends expecting that the demand for BHM clips will ever were looking for. started recording videos for Hansi. Mid 2013, when outnumber the amount of BBW clips on the web It’s that passion that makes his store stand out from Hansi opened his official video store on clips4sale is not a realistic expectation. But there is a market, others. The flattering description behind his videos, The rest of the Google search page is a seemingly the money coming in was less than exciting, but in there are women who enjoy watching video content the focus on a rare and sought after part of the mar- random mix of Black History Month infos, Home- his words “each dollar that I was able to make with of men proudly showing off their chub. Beyond ket by focussing on superchubs and the fact that he steading & Self Reliance Help (Blackwoods Home the videos would help out my superchubs”. But the Hansis videostore there is a great number of private has a wide range of videos, from explicitly sexual Magazine) and some actual clip sites that idea that started off slow and had taken some blows accounts making their videos available on clipsites, content, to simply just superchubs eating or doing even when clicking on them bring us to BBW along the way when his first model and close friend private youtube pages or private websites. daily chores. His models, just as his audience, are exclusive content, all of them not featuring a passed away, suddenly started to take off as more There is (predominantly gay) tumblr con- mostly but not exclusively gay, but not by design or single BHM costar. It’s no surprise to anyone models joined his site. Now two and a half year later tent that is furiously being reblogged by FFA restriction and now that the store is growing, more who has googled their way to some of the Hansi prides himself in helping out around 20 mod- blogs. We’re out there, looking for it. models of all orientations are finding their way to big guy content out there, that the market els, by promoting and selling their clips online. Hansi. of online video content caters mainly to When asking around in the community how- our big sisters and their admirers. Even clips4sale. His store mainly focuses on superchubs and while ever there are a few problems that come One of his straight models is Fatwasad, who has com, the self acclaimed “#1 downloadable video clip he does not have a fixed minimum weight require- to mind when it comes to FFAs or feedresses and recorded around 30 clips for Hansi over the past site” that carries well over 4 million clips, comes in ment, he realizes that his shop caters to a specific their interest in videoclips. While there are plenty of years: at a whopping 71,000 BBW clips, compared to the audience and he is looking specifically for men women happy and ready to see and even invest in disappointing 678 BHM clips available. To put it into around 450 lbs and above. He admits that “At the end BHM video content, there is an even bigger number “It might sound weird, but I always enjoyed watching perspective, there are 3 times as many ballet shoe of the day, the heavier and fatter someone is, the more of men who are even more eager to just show off myself gain weight. As early back as when I was a child I related clips on clips4sale than BHM videos. success they will have selling videos. My most successful their videos and pictures for free. would stand in front of mirrors in pool locker rooms and models are around and above 650 lbs, with my most examine the newly gained pounds. Just seeing the process successful model being heavier than 900 lbs.” And while As part of the FFA corner, I have asked two female fascinates me. A few years back when I got my first PC that sounds depressing to all the smaller guys out community members BellyAdmirer and pizza to Hansis Superchubs and the internet started to become faster and bigger I there, trying to dip their toes in video selling on- share their opinions about male clipsite content. “I When passion pays off started documenting my weight gain in form of pictures line, size is just one aspect of the market. The BHM am bombarded with more of it in my inbox than I want and with a new webcam even the recording of videos was market out there is small, both including straight to look at necessarily, so seeking out paid content isn’t Out of those 678 videos however, there is one stu- suddenly incredibly easy, compared to before. As I up- and gay audiences and the fact is, if something really on my mind.” BellyAdmirer dio that stands out, since it monopolizes the catego- graded in computers and hard disks the picture collection makes you stand out from the others you’re almost ry with well over 500 of those videos. Hansis Super- progressed to a video collection and by now I’m pretty by definition one of a select few people out there And there’s nothing wrong with that! But it explains chubs, is a studio that started back in 2010 as the used to filming myself or being filmed. It’s fun and ever producing that content, meaning that any audience at least partially how the equilibrium of demand and passion project of Swiss native Hansi. What started since I found all the BBWs online that record their own looking for it will immediately find your content and supply is simply out of whack in our community. as a close and intense online friendship between clips and are proud to show how happy they are about your content alone. And while that works for size, it him and a 750 lbs man in New York became the their size, I wanted to do the same. A few years ago when can work for a lot of different things, too. There is something about our society, our genetics, foundation of what today is one of the most popular there were barely any websites for straight men, I signed our habits or all those things combined that have studios on clips4sale, and by far the most popular up on Grommr, where I first got to know Hansi and the “What I also care about is that my models enjoy being fat lead to an internet where the number 1 consumer BHM studio out there. possibility to make videos for him came up quickly. and are confident about it. People who struggle with self of visually arousing video material is traditionally acceptance and their own weight might be better off not the male consumer. And that is a pattern that has “We talked about much more than just sex. He started No matter how open I was about my body, at first it was selling videos online, because it can very likely happen carried over from the main stream porn market to telling me about his problems, how he struggled living still weird knowing that the video I recorded was being that they will attract some attention from people giving the private kink market. on disability benefits that didn’t cover even his modest watched by strangers, especially since many of them are them grief for their videos.” (The nature of the internet, living situation. The money that was barely enough to quite explicit. But my girlfriend supported me along the I guess) “And to deal with that, it needs a healthy amount Donald Symons, the author behind one of the most

16 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 17 influential anthropological books on human sexuali- seemingly obvious but kind of mind boggling fact now. Women seek out sexual satisfaction in almost for food or gifts, because I like the feeling I get from that, ty phrased it this way: that the admirer, the consumer is by definition the the same frequency as men, the main difference is rather than just seeing some content I am detached from. female part, while the male is the provider. just the medium in which they chose to do so. I guess I like feeling involved?” BellyAdmirer “Among all peoples it is primarily men who court, woo, It’s a fundamentally different dynamic than the proposition, seduce, employ love magic, give gifts in one present in the BBW/FA community where the Exploring DeviantArt for Horngry made me real- And there are ways to produce video content that exchange for sex, and use the services of prostitutes. And provider of explicit sexual content is as traditionally ize that while FFAs are said to be hard to find on interacts more with the viewer than many tradition- only men rape.” established the woman, the BBW, and the admirer/ some websites, most weight gain fiction authors al belly jiggling videos. D. Symons, 1979, The Evolution of Human Sexuality consumer the man, the fat admirer. The male ten- and consumers of those stories are female. To the dency to seek out such content just creates a higher point where there is a big number of women on “I’m really into videos where the person is talking. It could Sex, and in a broader sense sexual explicit material, demand in their case, therefore fuelling the BBW deviantart that have never really ventured outside be about experiences, numbers, what they’re eating, how is understood to be something females can provide websites since they’re making a well deserved profit of deviantart and have never even heard of many of much they’ve eaten, what they want a person to do to and males want. It’s a form of sexual economics that with their supply and lastly strengthening the finan- the community websites such as Dimensions, Feabie them... if there’s anything feedism related, I’d probably be is incredibly deep rooted in our society and has yet cial economy of that community. Unfortunately in or ffambrosia. into it.” pizza to be dismantled for clear insights as to why and our community the opposite happens and the vast how this has developed in an overwhelming num- supply (over)satisfies any demand quickly and most “When I first started exploring feedist content, it was all “I think I’d want to see the person’s face too. Beyond that, ber of societies all around the world and for as long of the time for free. through stories. Later when I began talking to people, I honestly find belly play videos and eating videos to be re- as there has been documentation about human that took precedence over reading stories. Videos and ally tedious to watch. In a 5 minute video, there’s usually sexuality. But there are studies upon studies that That creates an environment that even besides the photos have always been lower on the list. My fantasies like 30 seconds that actually interest me. Unless someone have given insight in how different hormone levels sheer numbers maybe makes it even more under- are richer when I have more freedom for my imagina- is being really sensual with how they are eating, watching alone might be the biggest factor in the observable standable as to why there seem to be so few web- tion. Visuals can be really sexy, and sometimes there is that on a screen is boring. Also, soooooo many guys do difference between male sex-seeking behaviour and sites catering BHM content to straight women. no substitute, but it does remove quite a bit of freedom of this fast belly jiggling, and that totally turns me off for frequency compared to females. And a slight im- imagination. Really, the hottest phrases I return to in my some reason. I want to see slooooow belly touching. :) If balance in supply and demand is enough to create But does this mean there is NO market for straight mind repeatedly tend to be offhand things someone has it’s just some fat gut being shaken, I am bored. I like to a society that is shaped, if not overshadowed by it. BHM content? No. Besides the point that there’s said to me during conversation. Belly videos, on the other see videos where I feel like I am being seduced, or where I Especially if the fulfilment of said demand is so over- always a market for straight BHMs to additionally hand, tend to be a sort of same-same blur in my mind.” can insert myself into the fantasy.” BellyAdmirer whelmingly addictive and evolutionary satisfying as promote and sell their content in the gay chub/chas- Belly Admirer sex. er community, there is always the little detail that Obviously some of those observations are individual there’s a market for everything, if you know your au- But don’t fret, this does not mean that all BHMs in nature, and as in any kink there are preferenc- Not even male political dominance has dience well enough. Maybe it’s time to stop trying to should abandon their camera equipment and take es, turn ons and turn offs, that will not be altered the fundamentals of sexual econom- recreate what is the male equivalent to a BBW porn up the pen and brush! We live in a society that shared by everyone. But nonetheless it does ics. To some extent male dominance might clip and to listen to the FFA’s and female feeders for through modern technology is becoming increasing- give you an idea of how the focus can be have resulted out of that very imbalance. If what their demand is actually looking for. ly more visually oriented, to the extent where more different if you want to produce content that a woman is the one who controls the sexual and more FFAs and female feeders recount finding is specifically for women. And then there resource, then dominating women is the their way into the community through the youtube is youtube, which is known in the gaining easy way for men to take back control over But what ARE we looking for? belly videos. But most of all, there are lessons to be community for it’s vast number of free belly said resource. If you can’t earn something, take it. What DeviantArt taught me learned from written weight gain fiction. There are play videos, but very few of them have the produc- things that distinguish weight gain fiction that are tion quality costumers of Hansis store pay for, or It has taken society millennials to learn from their Looking at the straight, vanilla porn industry, it’s hard, if not impossible, to replicate on camera. But the level of personal involvement some of the FFAs mistakes and I think we can all agree we’ve long ago more than obvious that upwards of 90% of the there are other things that can certainly be adapted. and feedresses I talked to would pay for. Simply put: reached a point where our common sense should content caters to men. A similar trend can be found there’s a reason they’re free. be able to override some of our hormonal predispo- in most kink communities. But while for a long time Whether it is a stronger focus on themed content sitions. At least some of us are trying! Nevertheless it was thought that most women do not consume (there is a reason why most successful vanilla por- “That [the youtube vids] is how I found out about the fee- our little niche-within-a-niche community of female sexually explicit content at all, recent studies have nography videos geared towards women generally dism community, but I generally don’t watch them these fat admirers and the awesome big dudes we love shown that upwards of 80% of women claim to do have more story based narratives and focus on a lot days. I’ve found that a lot of them either tend to be lazy faces some of those very problems tied to sexual so. So what happened? Definitions happened. More more than just the actual sex part of it), an inclusion iphone videos (which is fine, just not something I want to economy in a sort of magnified way: and more studies are taking into account that the of all senses and the fact that most kink weight gain watch) or just videos of things that I’m not into. There’s video market alone (whether vanilla or kink) is not fiction focusses on couple interactions instead of also a lot of silent videos and headless shots, so it’s not There is the fact that generally the “admirer” part of the only sexual content that can be consumed and just a single BHM. the most pleasing thing to watch.” (pizza) any community are almost by definition the main including written erotica, as well as drawn/paint- consumers of most content produced. Whether ed erotica into their definition of sexual content is When I asked female members of our communities Don’t get me wrong, there is certainly a market for that’s the fat admirer in the BBW community, or the showing a much more diverse picture of not just the whether they would pay for video content, I got those youtube videos, and there’s barely a FFAs who feet worshipper - and in most kink communities that frequency, but more specifically the quality of con- a fair amount of answers that alluded to some of hasn’t seen or enjoyed some of them. I still watch part is the male part. And the BBWs are generally tent that women consume to get their rocks off. those things. them every now and again to this day. But if any- the provider of that content, again, the women. And thing, the videos available give you an idea on how I’m not saying the fat admirer, the feeder isn’t just Yes we get it, men are inherently visually oriented in “Any time I have asked about BHM content, the stuff easy it is for great videos to stand out. Fatwasad as desirable, but what I mean is, there is no porn both their sexual attraction seeking as well as their people have directed me to is either kind of explicit gay stressed the impact a few little changes can make to category out there of skinny guys holding cupcakes sexual satisfaction seeking. But there is a million male stuff (I am not that interested in watching sex, a simple video: into the camera. dollar market out there for erotic literature geared whether gay or straight) or features SSBHM. I would towards women, that has been doing well almost want to see FEEDING, not just a super fat guy sitting on “Early on I was told how important a good camera would In a community like ours however, where like in since modern paperback print was invented, and I a bed or something. I think for me to pay for something, be, but often enough the equipment easily available can most other kink communities the men vastly out- think the almost epidemic fame of Fifty Shades of I would have to be sure I liked it. Also, to be honest, if I be enough if you go about it smartly. Craft a tripod out of number the women, the effect is magnified by the Grey has made this abundantly clear to everyone by am paying, I would rather spend my money on someone cardboard, so that you get a steady shot, it’s easier than

18 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 19 it sounds. Try and look for good lighting that can illumi- Special Thanks to the following people for help- nate, and if positioned in front of you a simple household ing me out with their opinions and insights: lamp can do the trick. Just start by filming yourself. Just A little more from my Interview with Hansi... imagine you’re standing in front of a mirror, looking at Hansi Which kind of advice do you have for BHMs that would like to yourself. If you like what you see on the video, there’s a Thank you for sharing your story and for the make some money filming video content? chance there’s someone out there who will enjoy them, passion with which you do your work. We need Be proud of who you are and don’t hide it. Show what you have too.” Fatwasad more people like you! to offer and don’t let anyone tell you how to live or how to love. Please check out another tid bit from my Inter- And ignore the haters and their hurtful comments that believe that And he records his video on his Samsung. Yes, it’s view with him on the right, and make sure to just because someone is fat they’re not entitled to the same hu- no 1080p HD with professional lighting. But it works check out his videostore: man decency and respect that everyone else deserves. I will never because he loves doing it. He puts effort into it and understand people who think people deserve to be insulted without sometimes his girlfriend even helps him out in front regards for anything, but apparently it’s human nature to pick on of the cam instead of just behind the cam. what is considered to be the weakest link. For exactly that reason, be proud and strong to be fatter than everyone else, or to love When I asked Wood & KeineMacht, a mutual gaining people who are fat! couple who currently focusses mainly on BBW clips, but who have made both mutual gaining clips as well as a few BHM oriented clips available in their clipstore, their main advice was: “Don’t expect imme- And to finish this interview with some curiosity: Do you have a favourite video that you’d like to rec- diate success, networking is vital, pay attention to trends, ommend us? try to have quality clips both in a visual aspect as well as Definitely the new video of SuperXLChubBoy that has been struggeling and is now doing better in the hospital. showing your personality.” Wood & KeineMacht I’m impressed by his strength and how someone can have this much strength to carry a body of his frame (around 900 lbs) and move the way he does, that shows an incredibly physical strength. On top of that, his rolls Not even Hansis clipstore was born overnight, but Fatwasad of fat are just incredibly sexy. with time, effort and a reliable stream of videos With the huge variety of videos in the store, I could go on forever… a market was created. Even just a year ago, there Thank you for the honesty and support in an- was no HORNGRY, there was no Feabie, there was swering my questions very last minute. Honourable mentions: no ffambrosia. Yes, we had all seen a few random You can find his videos in Hansis • Chris aka Package FFAs or straight BHMs stick their head into • James Fantasy Feeder or pop up in a lonely tumblr • Hoggrim reblog and there were weight gain stories • Swedish Gainer on dimensions that were proof that we’re • Fatexhibitionist (with a few guest appearances from Hansi himself) out there. But even when I asked around when the idea of HORNGRY first popped BellyAdmirer into my head, you wouldn’t believe me how You’ve been part of the FFA Corner since the So what’s in the future for Hansis Superchubs? many people told me that it’s cute, but probably not beginning, and I couldn’t be happier about it. I’m just really happy that my video store has made both men and women who have a passion for superchubs worthwhile. People from our very own community. or megachubs happy in a way that at the same time supports and helps the models involved and makes their And if I had written an article back then on whether life a little bit easier. ANYTHING is marketable for the FFA/BHM market, I would have said “no”. Okay, I can already see the I’m planning to hopefully extent the variety of videos even further in the upcoming year and I’m working to- people who know me laugh, because I’m known as wards being able to support my models by helping them produce videos in increasingly better qualities. On one the forever optimist when it comes to our commu- pizza hand by helping them buy cameras and tripods, but also by working more and more behind the camera, and nity. So who am I kidding, I would have said “yes”, maybe even by joining a few of them in front of the camera, who knows… just because I know that if everyone keeps saying Thank you for joining in on the fun, I really loved your insight! “no” we’re not even giving it a chance and we would Other than that I enjoy getting feedback, advice or suggestions from anyone, so feel free to contact me on become part of the problem instead of the solution. Grommr, Chasabl, Biggercity or Feabie, where I go by the username Hansi. And if you buy my videos, don’t forget to subscribe to my newsletter! If you answer that newsletter your e-mail lands directly in my inbox! People familiar with some of the trollier parts of the internet might be familiar with rule 34. According Hansi to a popular meme, rule 34 of the internet says: “If it exists, there is porn of it - no exceptions” (believe Wood & KeineMacht me, I have yet to find an exception). I know for a fact Keep doing what you’re doing. You guys rock. that there are a bunch of awesome, sexy big guys and even couples out there who would have the technical possibilities and dedication to listen to the community and to pull it off. We exist. manyvids

So where the fudge is our porn?

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20 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 21 MoobGroper

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22 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 23 #Feedism Online

ffambrosia is the first community website that was built first and foremost for the FFA/BHM communi- lot of bugs and issues that were beyond our abilities earn credits and climb the leaderboard. ty. Its flexible design combines both the advantages of message boards with the current trend of social to fix. I decided it may be worth exploring an alterna- newsfeeds and adds the exciting addition of both public and private groups in which members can tive platform. I found something I thought seemed We do have verified profiles at this time too, because discuss certain topics in the safe spaces of the group’s individual themes and rules. interesting, we installed it on a test site, and within it is a very popular feature and one that i really want- half hour of playing around had decided we needed ed to have. It has also proven to be one of the biggest My ever so favourite part is the story section (who would have thought!) that is active and growing to switch despite the disruption to the site. headaches and still needs work. quickly. And while the design itself is still being worked on little by little and the site keeps growing with each update, there is already a strong and surprisingly active membership that has made ffam- A very intense week ensued, during which we worked The title ffambrosia is obviously inspired by am- brosia a very positive place to visit. to get ffambrosia 2.0 ready enough for the switcho- brosia, the legendary food of the gods, distributed ver. It would never have happened so quickly without by nymphs on ancient depictions. Where does the Bellyadmirer, the owner and creator of ffambrosia has introduced a credit system that is based on akbedwarmer’s help, and the site would have a lot name come from and what does it mean to you? participation and in my opinion the most unique and promising thing I have seen so far in the feed- more problems still without him. There is still plenty ism online community. Features that many other websites offer for paid membership are available to work on, and it seems something new is always The name “ffambrosia” (pronounced fam - broh - in exchange for participation points. This focus on member activity, the creative outlet in form of the cropping up, but for a free (to users) site created by zhuh) is a concatenation of “FFA” and “ambrosia.” story sections as well as artist or cooking related groups and the addition of verified profiles providing an amateur just a couple of months ago (as of the This name was chosen because it contains a direct enhanced safety are just a few of the reasons why ffambrosia is already making a name for itself for time of this writing), I am really happy with where reference to FFAs, a nod to our BHM “bros,” and refer- having a surprisingly strong and active female presence. ffambrosia is so far. ences food!

I’m personally so excited about ffambrosia. It is something I’ve been waiting for, for a long, long I have had so much support and encouragement I got name suggestions from a few people time and it being put together by a good friend of mine that has already been a part of the FFA from the very beginning, even freedom before there and ran a little poll by posting on Tumblr and corner of HORNGRY’s last issue is even more exciting! was a site, and that is what has kept me going. Feabie. ffambrosia was not the winner of the poll (I think it came in second), but it was my So for this issue, I decided to pick her brain a little bit and she was happy to share the story be- What are the main features of ffambrosia? personal favorite, and, more importantly, hind ffambrosia and all the smart decision that went into building it from the ground up. And to the domain name was available. I wanted a all of you reading this article: Please go to ffambrosia.com (a click on the banner above will bring you ffambrosia has several types of content: status up- name that had “ffa” in it but that was a bit subtle, and directly to it) and just see for yourself. You won’t be disappointed. dates, photos, videos, stories, forums, and public and I loved this suggestion from the get-go, though I got a private/invitation-only groups. It is intended to be a few other creative suggestions as well. social media site, so there are the social aspects like status updates and private messaging, but I person- The BHM/FFA community is undoubtedly a com- Holly, you couldn’t believe how excited, and to ple of free message boards, because forums are my ally have been on a writing-based forum for many paratively small fraction of the feedism and fat some extent relieved I was when I first heard comfort zone, and there are free options out there. years now. For that reason, it was important for me to admiration community, but the last year has about ffambrosia and especially that you’re the After a while, I came to the conclusion that incorporate both forums and stories, in addi- brought some changes - at least in my opinion - person behind it all! I know you’ve told me a little the free boards were not flexible enough to tion to a more social news feed. The activities and the community feels bigger and seems to be bit about how it came into existence, but would give me what I wanted, nor were they social in the “slower” areas appear on the sitewide stronger represented than what I had previously you mind giving the readers a quick run through enough. At these point, I realized I was going activity stream along with status updates — it seen. Do you think that this trend will continue to as to what inspired you in the first place and how to have to sink some money into this project, is not just a status update stream. It is meant gain traction in the upcoming months and years? the beginning of ffambrosia was like? and I began researching other options. to give you an overview of what is happening throughout the site (except for the groups, I certainly hope it will! In the past year or so, in the For quite a while, I have wished for a place within the I settled on one and began building my site. which are like their own silos or almost mini more general sense, we lost feedism.net, but we feedism community where I felt more at home. It It was quite a learning process and took up sites). gained Feabie and will be gaining feedist.net. More caters very well to male FAs and BBW but not as well loads of my time. I finally got it to the point specifically to our segment, we have HORNGRY and to anyone else. I reached a point where I finally told where I wanted some people there to help Additionally, we have a credit system. It costs ffambrosia. I think the general growth has made myself I had to stop wishing for a place for someone test things out and see what worked and credits to do certain things, with initiating more FFAs interested in participating. I hope the wid- like me and build it myself. One of my main inspira- what didn’t. Word of mouth spread so much new messages being the most expensive. er range of sites and material than I remember seeing tions was actually HORNGRY. If another woman about more quickly than I anticipated, and a lot of Earning credits is easily done by posting before will enable more FFAs to find a comfy spot my age could decide to produce something because people joined that first night before I really content and even just by logging in. The sys- somewhere within the community at large. I think as she felt a gap, what was my excuse for waiting for was ready for them or had said anything tem has two purposes. First, making it more we have more and better spaces where we are repre- someone else to create what I wanted? about the site publicly. difficult for new members to mass-send “hey sented, that will feed on itself. wanna chat” type messages without engaging However, I am not a web developer by any means, so Fortunately for me, at that point, in the community, while not being an undue What do you think are the biggest struggles the I wasn’t sure I really could pull it off, nor did I want to akbedwarmer stepped up and offered some BellyAdmirer burden to those who do visit and participate. BHM/FFA community is facing at the moment? spend much money. I first experimented with a cou- help. It didn’t take us long to realize that there were a Second, members may experience some incentive to 24 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 25 Hm. I have a hard time answering this question help I can get and how much I am willing to spend on because it is difficult for me to look on it except as an hiring coders if no one in the FFA/BHM community individual. I think one problem is not feeling heard steps forward to lend their skills. There are many or represented. I do think ffambrosia can be one small things, but in terms of bigger picture items, my part of combatting that, but so are HORNGRY and biggest priority at the moment is working out the LordsOfTechnomancyArtist from the Unites States | Digital & TraditionalArt Tumblr and deviant art. I think the problems we face remaining issues with the profile verification feature. are much the same as problems faced by any inter- After that, I hope to get height and weight fields add- net-based community, especially ones with a sexual ed. I would also like to see some improvements to the component or basis. I don’t have good solutions to story format. Oh, and I hope to build a stronger social that, other than doing my best to promote respect- media presence for ffambrosia as well. I think I need ful public interactions on ffambrosia. Sadly, I do not to clone myself to get this all done! have a solution for the teleportation issue that would And keep an eye out for a logo contest after New decrease distance barriers, but as soon as I figure it Years! out in my copious spare time and become a zillion- aire, ffambrosia will be the first to benefit. Wow, sounds like you’re going to be busy. :) So.... shoutouts? On a more serious note, I think women from all sides of the feedism spectrum often feel overwhelmed and Obviously akbedwarmer I mentioned already. In addi- uncomfortable in the community. I think on ffambro- tion to him, as I was building the site, I got advice and sia, it is easier for FFAs to feel a part of a group rather input on various things from other people, including than alone, at least if you engage in the community vegasfat, MrChubby, georgejorge, and wayoutwest. and with the other women. I think BHM and male As always, my good friend lovinitbig has been a feedees often feel underappreciated as well, and I do source of support and encouragement from the get- think on ffambrosia, it is easier for them not to get go and saw early stages no one else saw while I still lost in the crowd and to receive positive attention, at wasn’t sure how far I was going to take this project. I least those who engage in the community. would also like to recognize NandiHeart in particular for being such a powerful and active presence on the I would be really interested in hearing other people’s site. perspectives on what they feel the biggest problems or challenges are right now. Thank you so much for bringing ffambrosia to life and sharing it’s beginnings with us! TLC At the end, I think increased community involvement (not only on ffambrosia), as You can find BellyAdmirer here: opposed to just lurking or seeking a partner, is what I would like to see, especially since we are a smaller group under the feedism um- brella.

Ffambrosia is fairly new, yet is already known for having a strong female presence, even though FFAs tend to be known in the community as being quite rare to find. What about ffambrosia do you Help needed! think attracts a surprising amount of FFAs (except for the bellies of course)? I am seeking people who have the skills necessary to help run a website, because, let’s face it, I am I think it is because I am an FFA and I built the site for a novice. In order for this site to grow, improve, myself! :P Seriously, though, I basically am my target and also not fall apart over time, I will need a audience, I have made an effort to tell other women dedicated team of helpers. If you have any of the I have talked to about it, and I think this has made a following skills, please send me a PM on ffam- difference. It’s not that we have a surprising number brosia, Feabie or via e-mail to discuss it in more of FFAs. We are a small site with a gender imbalance detail. like other feedism sites. However, I think we have a fairly vocal core group of women who aren’t drowned • network management skills (knowledge han- out as it often feels we are elsewhere. dling server-related things) • PHP coding What’s ahead for ffambrosia? Do you have new • CSS skills features that you’re excited about introducing • dedication and expertise managing social and that you’d like to share? And what long term media visions do you have for ffambrosia in general? • any other coding or web development knowl- edge or experience and the desire to help Oh, this is a tricky question. I have a wishlist, of ffambrosia grow course. However, I am just one person who also works full time and have other things going on in  BellyAdmirer my life, so much of this will depend on what kind of 26 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 27 Yer-Keij-fer-Cash Artist from the Unites States | Digital Art

28 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 29 sarebear Spotlight Interview hat does your username mean? How important is feedism to you now, and how big of a when he gains weight. I think about how much softer he’s WIt was a nickname someone gave me last year, I role does it play in your life? going to be and fun to cuddle! Not to mention outgrowing thought it was cute and it just stuck. Right now it plays a big role, I’m finally starting to explore it his old clothes, there’s something about tight clothes that and be more open with someone that I truly care about. It’s really excites me, like he’s too good to be contained. How do you describe your sexuality to fellow feedist? important to my relationship, but not something that could Submissive female feeder be an ultimatum in the long run. So you’re pretty open with him about your kink! How did you two meet and how was the first time you told How do you describe your sexuality to non-feedist? What is your favorite fantasy? him about your preference/kink? I’m a girl who’s attracted to bigger guys. My favorite fantasy right now is just imaging him gaining I met him this year just walking from class, we live in the more weight and how it will look on him. He has a body same apartment complex at our University, I thought he was When did you first discover your preference/kink and structure that carries his fat really well, almost like he was really cute and messaged him on facebook, I was really ner- how did you experience it growing up? meant to be bigger. I just like thinking about how he’ll out- vous. After hanging out and growing closer for a few weeks I first discovered it by looking at pictures of bigger people grow his clothes and how soft he will feel. I opened up to him first by telling him that I liked his body online when I was around 12 or 13, then I found videos, then about how I like feeding and seeing him gain weight. like people playing with their bellies. I was embarrassed at What is it about weight gain itself that excites you? He was happy that I liked his body but wasn’t sure about the first and didn’t really know what to do, I tried to make the I think I just get excited imagining him bigger, how he’ll look other stuff, he wanted to try for me and now he loves it! attraction stop by not looking at these but it never really worked. It was pretty much a secret my whole life, I’ve had a few romantic interests but once I got with my first big guy I knew it was what I wanted. It felt so liberating to experience What does a great evening with him look and accept my fantasies. like? My perfect evening would be playing video games with him, either going out or cooking Age 20 What made you want to suppress those feelings? I wanted to suppress them because I was ashamed and for him, then relaxing watching movies and Body type Thin / Average thought that feeling the way I did was not normal, this was sharing a few drinks. We’re very indoorsy and Location Michigan mostly because of media. Seeing only thin couples and I love cuddling with him. Relationship status taken knowing fat was viewed as negative I was worried that people would judge me based on what I liked. Advice I have As a fairly young person who’s also new to would be to stop worrying about what other people think, experiencing the kink, how different has it’s hard but you’ll realize you shouldn’t feel judged and your real experience been compared to there will always be better friends for you who care about what you imagined it to be? sarebear chunkybear you. No matter what you enjoy, as long as it doesn’t hurt I was always worried that my expectations anyone, go for it life is too short to hide your feelings. were too high but now that I’m experiencing it I found it to be extremely satisfying. It’s bet- ter than what I could have imagined to give in to my kink and fantasies. Talkative Quiet You identify as a submissive female feeder Down-to-Earth Imaginative which I’ve encountered a lot within the Submissive Dominant female members of our community, while a lot of BHMs seem to assume that most, Conservative Liberal if not all female feeders are dominant in Playful Businesslike nature. How have your experiences been when communicating with other mem- Organzied Disorganized bers of the community and how exactly Even-Tempered Temperamental does you preference for being submissive play into feedism? Adventurous Cautious I’ve found it to be pretty easy to explain my- Passive Active self to members of the community, everyone seems very open-minded. As to it playing Calm Worrying into my fantasies, I feel like because he’s so Composed Excitable much bigger than me it automatically gives him control which I like. While dominant Rough Gentle feeders see feeding a guy as having control Introvert Extrovert over them, I see it more like I’m doing it because he wants me to, kind of like ordering Noncompetitive Competitive me around. I also like when he teases me Reserved Affectionate by jiggling his belly or talking about how fat he’s getting rather than me telling him. I also enjoy it when he’s on top and restraining me, it gives him a lot of control. 30 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 31 sarebear What advice would you give another person who’s dat- Thank you so much for sharing your story. :) TLC ing outside of the feedism / FA community? What is the Thank you to my amazing Chunkybear, for helping me best way to introduce someone to the kink? accept myself and trying new things for me. I’m so glad that I feel like it would be easy to introduce to someone who’s I met you, you make every day more enjoyable and I hope already bigger, they probably never heard of it before and I do the same for you. Thank you to all our followers, we will be surprised and happy to learn that someone would really appreciate the kind words and hope to gain more find them unbelievably sexy and not mind them gaining support, and thank you to TenderLovingCares for hearing weight. The best way to introduce someone is giving it time, our story and publishing it, I really appreciate all the hard I started off by hinting at it, complimenting him, telling him work you do! he looked good the way he is, paying attention to what I like and he might feel insecure about. Once you have an idea of their reaction, then you can start being more up front saying stuff like, I like watching you eat, or I like how tight that shirt is, I like how much bigger than me you are. Those are just some ideas, just do what’s comfortable with you and don’t be scared!

Age 20 Body type Thin / Average Location Michigan Relationship status taken

sarebear chunkybear

Rapid Fire Questions

Would you rather date a guy your ideal size with an average appetite or an average sized guy with your ideal appetite? My ideal size with an average appetite

Favourite Food to cook (or feed)? What do you think do your fantasies say about your Breakfast is my favorite to cook and I make a personality? pretty good baked macaroni, as for feeding it has I think it connects with my submissiveness, when he’s big to be junk food and fast food and imagining him getting bigger and holding me I feel safe. I feel like with his size he has a lot of power over me and Favourite Restaurant that he can protect me. I also like seeing him enjoy himself Red Lobster because he loves food, so I guess it says that I like when other people I care about are happy and comfortable with Top 3 Gaining Websites themselves. Feabie, Tumblr, Dimensions What has your experience of the online community Top 5 Movies Edward Scissorhands, Pineapple around feedism been like? Express, Superbad, Lilo and Stitch, Detachment I’ve only been on for about 3 or 4 months and it’s been Top 4 TV Shows Louie, Always sunny in Philadel- mostly positive, It’s awesome being able to talk to people phia, Wilfred, Breaking Bad with similar interests. It’s a great outlet for me and I wish I Top 3 Music Artists Lana Del Rey, Led Zeppelin, had known about it sooner. Pink floyd Top 2 Hobbies Art and video games Top 1 Book Harry Potter series, can’t pick one

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34 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 35 obiwan_cannoli Spotlight Interview o I know you’ve been in and out of the community dislike constantly having to buy new clothes, I wish I could Swith different usernames, so the questions about What is the earliest feedism or weight related memory just go out of the house with my belly poking out but lets be the meaning of your username seems slightly redun- you remember that stuck in your mind? And do you realistic. dant, but I can’t help it. How did you land on obiwan_ think it has shaped your kink in any way? cannoli? Well, before I even know what any of this stuff was, I used How about doubts? Do you ever doubt your journey and I’ve gone by a few names over the years in the feederism to stuff my clothes with pillows to look fatter. My parents how do you deal with those doubts? community, clichegainingname, robfordseightball, things- were also health food crazy, so whenever junk food was in I’ve certainly had my doubts, usually ill take a break from jonsnowknows most predominantly. I was considering the house I used to sneak to eat it and hide the wrappers gaining for a couple months or something to that extent sticking with ‘thingsjonsnowknows’, however everyone kept places so they didn’t notice. I was kind of chubby until High but I always find myself back here. I deal with it like any- calling me Jon, and as a 100% Italian, I couldn’t handle it. In School, but I lost a ton of weight due to sports and weight thing else, constantly debating what I should do and if its that mindset, obiwan_cannoli just hit me and I went with it! lifting and even at one time I had abs! (Believe it or not). worth it verses how it makes me feel. I mean, who doesn’t like Star But I always binge ate and Wars and cannoli’s? hid food from my parents so What are the smaller awesome things about gaining I would say it shaped my kink that you never thought about or expected until you What is the reason behind “I mean, who doesn’t like Star Wars for me. actually gained weight and experienced it? the frequent username I never realized when I was skinner just how much your changes and when do you and cannoli’s?” When did you first discover body can jiggle just by moving. I still have an athletic build decide it’s time for a new the feedism community (albeit under all my new fat) so it’s mostly belly jiggling and incarnation? and how has it changed stuff. Also furniture, I’ve broken futons, chairs, couches, etc. The reason I change my han- your experience? I absolutely adore when that happens. Popping buttons dle most of the time is due to staleness. After a while I just I first discovered the feedism community around the age of on pants and shirts is also a guilty pleasure of mine that don’t find it clever or funny anymore and it bothers me in 14 when I happened upon fantasyfeeder.com. Back then, I never realized it would be. Its such an incredible feeling Age 25 the most mundane way possible so I figure its time to shake gaining wasn’t an option because of sports and power destroying a button on a pair of jeans because of how fat Body type 6 foot 1, Chubby things up. Alternatively, I tend to change username depend- lifting so I identified mainly as a feeder/FA. As soon as high I’ve gotten. with a belly ing on what medium I have an account on. For example, school ended, and I decided not to play football in college, I Location Southern New when I was very active on tumblr, I went by ‘robfordseight- put on a significant amount of weight accidently due to just Do you have a goal weight/size/feeling? And has that Jersey ball’. As a fantasyfeeder.com member, I was ‘clichegain- completely stopping all exercise and eating how I always changed over time? Occupation Network Tech, ingname’ and most recently on Feabie.com ‘thingsjonsnow- ate. As of right now, I don’t plan on getting much bigger Real estate knows’ and ultimately what I go by now, ‘obiwan_cannoli’. Needless to say, I adored it and decided to keep going! without a feeder. That being said, if I was in a rela- marketing Without fantasyfeeder and tumblr I don’t think I would tionship with a feeder, I would gain and get as big as How would you describe your sexuality to a fellow com- have kept going intentionally. So its made for a much more she wanted. I suppose that’s a submissive trait? But munity member? fattening experience =). that’s a conversation for another time. I used to set I’m not the biggest fan of labels, unless they are food labels, goals when I first started but I realized that the numbers however “Straight” would be the best category to put me How did you experience gaining weight intentionally don’t mean as much as the freedom of feeling it does. If into. Delving a littler deeper into that, I identify as a feeder, for the first time? that makes any sense! feedee, and an FA. I get asked this question a lot, “What Going back to an earlier question, after I accidently gained kind of girls are you into?” My answer is all kinds! While I do weight when high school ended (about 30 pounds) I abso- How do you feel when you look into the mirror? Talkative Quiet adore helping a girl gain (or just a bigger girl in general), I’m lutely loved it. So I decided to just go all in! I looked at a lot Remember the movie Zoolander? When Ben Stiller talked Down-to-Earth Imaginative also very into the contrast of a slimmer girl against my not of the female gainers and emulated what they did and just about looking into a spoon and realizing how ridiculously so slim figure. kept going with it and the weight started to pile on. I did good looking he was? Nothing like that at all. Haha, no but Submissive Dominant I call it “Bi-fatual”. Haha. take a few gaining breaks because I didn’t want to get too when I do catch a glimpse of myself I always notice a new Conservative Liberal big without a feeder, but those don’t last very long (obvious- stretchmark or how low my belly is hanging and it makes How would you describe your sexuality to a stranger? ly). me happy. Playful Businesslike This is a good question. While I don’t consider myself “clos- Organzied Disorganized eted” in regards to feederism, I’ve had some bad experienc- What are your favou- What is your favourite fantasy? es bringing it up in the past. So what I tend to do is drop rite and least favou- Drive thru hopping! Spending a Even-Tempered Temperamental subtle hints about always being hungry, or talking about rite aspects about “Also furniture, I’ve broken futons, set amount at as many fast food Adventurous Cautious clothes not fitting and that I need to go shopping etc, to gaining weight? restaurants as possible back to back gauge their reaction and see if eventually feederism could My favorite aspect chairs, couches, etc. I absolutely to back to back! Throw in a female Passive Active be brought up. Most of the time, unfortunately, its not. about gaining is the feeder and I’m on fantasy island. Calm Worrying Which is where places like tumblr or feabie can really help feeling of being abso- adore when that happens.” to find likeminded people. lutely stuffed to the Do your feeding fantasies vary Composed Excitable max, all the time. I love from what you would actually like Rough Gentle How important is your kink in your daily life? the way clothes start to get tighter and feel different as I get to achieve in reality? It’s gotten to the point where I don’t think I can date or be bigger and the sensual feeling of a pair of jeans digging into I think my fantasy is super realistic, I’m not particularly into Introvert Extrovert with anyone who isn’t at least aware of it. So I would say your body is pure bliss to me. I really enjoy eating as much all the immobile/tube feeding stuff but would I mind being Noncompetitive Competitive very important. My last girlfriend who had no idea about as I want, of whatever I want, whenever I want! tube fed? Ill try anything once, or twice. Ideally a mutual feederism tried to get me to go to the gym almost everyday gaining relationship would be a huge fantasy of mine but Reserved Affectionate and it really made me hate myself. I had to break it off, I What I dislike about gaining is the cost! Being a feedee like I said earlier, Im bi-fatual. didn’t like the way it made me feel. starts to add up as you can eat more and more. I also

36 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 37 obiwan_cannoli Have you had any feedism experiences in real life? I don’t consider it an extension. I’m more of the “this is me, I’ve actually been lucky enough to have several real life and this is what I like” as opposed to “this all I am”. Most feeding experiences. I’ve never fed anyone myself however, of the time when I speak with people in the community it’s but It’s surely on my to-do list! about anything but feederism. Do I enjoy talking about it? Of course! But I’m so much more than that, and I take great The first time I met a feeder, it was from tumblr and I will pride in who I am. admit, I had no idea what I was doing. I have a strong per- sonality and I like to think I’m funny but that’s debatable so I Gaining to me is... (finish the sentence) didn’t make it awkward but really, what do you do with your Gaining to me is sensual. It’s not a hobby but more of a life- hands while you’re being fed? It’s strange! The Second time style and something that I firmly believed should be shared I met a feeder it was a lot more relaxed and went very well. between two people. That’s not always the case however, We had dinner at a restruant, where she kept telling me to distance is the worst! keep eating (swoon), and then afterwards she suggested I drive through mcdonalds and she fed me in the car. Need- For all the men out there who are still working up the less to say I was stuffed! courage to gain weight: Why is it worth pursuing? If you generally want to gain and really feel like it’s for you, How is your body image now compared to when you try it out! You can always stop or lose weight if you really were skinnier? dislike it. Just like anything in life, it’s worth a shot, but its I have my good days and bad days, sure. To be honest I’ve not your only option. And never let anyone force you to do always been like that though, which is one of the reasons anything you don’t want to. That’s how people get hurt. I try to use my sense of humor and outgoing personality as my strongpoints and not even worry about body image. And what weight gain advice would you have for guys Essentially I’ve always been a weirdo, but now I suppose I fit who are just starting out? Age 25 the “fat-funny guy” motif. The best advice other than “eat more, move less” is to just Body type 6 foot 1, Chubby take your time and eat all day. Stuffing sessions are fun with a belly You talked about being Bi-fatual and you came into and I recommend them, but until you can fit more into your Location Southern New the community as a feeder/FA first, before you started stomach, just constantly be grazing. Its safer, less painful, Jersey identifying as a feedee, too. There seems to be a pat- and hey food is meant to be enjoyed! If you’re constantly Occupation Network Tech, tern of many feedees starting off as feeders first. Why in pain from overstuffing after a while it’ll lose its fun factor Real estate do you think that might be the case? and become a chore. marketing I think a lot of people are scared of what their family and friends will think if they gain. I myself was scared for the Is there something you’d wish more FFA’s or feedresses longest time and then I realized who really cares what would ask you? anyone thinks of me? They don’t make me happy I make “Wanna go drive thru hopping?” =). myself happy, so they are irrelevant. I’m lucky I figured this out early, a lot of people don’t. And that’s when they project How can people get in touch with you? Rapid Fire Questions their insecurities in others. Right now im only on feabie, and my username is: obiwan_ Is there a food you could imagine eating every cannoli. day for the rest of your life? How do you feel about the feedism community at Any kind of pasta alfredo with grilled chicken the moment and is there something you’d like to see I do have a kik as well that is listed on the same profile. over top. And the steak quesadillas from taco changed? bell. This question made air come out of my nose. There will al- Thanks for sharing your experiences and answering the ways be the people who ruin it for the rest of us, but that’s questions! It was really great to hear your story. :) TLC Favourite Restaurant to be expected in any niche community. The only thing I The pleasure is 100 percent mine! I love HORNGRY and im Ventura’s Offshore think that needs to change is how offended everyone gets super proud to be a part of it! over nothing but that Top 1 Book The Idiot – Fyodor applies to everyone I’d just like to say thanks to everyone Top 2 Hobbies Guitar, Singing/songwriting. not just the feedism who has made me feel welcome in Top 3 Movies 2001: A Space Odyssey, The Prin- community I sup- this community and all of the friends cess Bride, Sunshine pose. Also, and this is “Wanna go drive thru hopping?” I have made along the way. Top 4 TV Shows The Walking Dead, Game of mostly for the men, Thrones, Breaking Bad, Farscape they really need to Top 4 Music Artists Portugal. The Man, Bayside, learn some basic so- Brand New, The Artic Monkeys, The Faint. cial skills. A lot of female feeders are turned off from being a part of the community because of how a majority of the Top 1 Feeder Crush Obviously the creator of men act. HORNGRY Top 2 Gaining Websites Feabie.com, Tumblr Would you consider your kink an extension of your Top 3 Gaining Idols Layla from Stuffer31, Roxxie, personality, and if so, what does it say about you as a and Boberry. (I know they are all women but, hey, person? you get it!) 38 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 39 FoolishReplicka Artist from the Unites States | Digital Art

I need to eat for you by NandiHeart

“I need to eat for you” feast on the salty snacks in your pantry, bloat with a generous amount of sweetly spiked soda, and finally I see these words typed out across my screen as gorge yourself on part of a package of treats that you we’ve been chatting, and instantaneously I feel an were intending to save for later. Obviously “later” has intense arousal pulsating throughout my body. I can come a lot sooner than you thought! But it’s not your barely catch my breath. My lust for you has been job to think right now; I want you mindlessly eating at kindled by an unusually close friendship that spans my command. the distance of so many obstacles, but none of that really matters now. I absolutely adore you, but more Your belly is now completely distended and balloon- than that, I know you. I know that your craving to eat ing out past the waistline of your pants which is now for me comes from the same inexplicable longing to seriously cutting into you. After asking for my permis- be fulfilled that mine does. We both need you sion I let you unbutton them, and your belly spills out to stuff yourself. You need to be thoroughly onto your lap relieving a bit of the pressure from your incapacitated by food and encouraged in your dining debauchery. I watch as you sensuously rub gluttony by my devious feedress desires. You your stomach, just as I would if they were my hands need to become ridiculously full for me. seductively touching you and coaxing a bit more room into your already overtaxed tummy. Maybe I’m anxious to see you and my heart races as my now you can eat a little bit more of those treats for screen becomes an enlightened window into your me. world. Watching your movements and hearing your voice allows me to more fully experience your total At this point you must force yourself to continue sexiness and the enthralling ecstasy of your eating since you are so glutted that you can barely swallow, for me. I tell you to take off your shirt, exposing your but the pleasure of your painfully protruding belly is gorgeous belly that awaits the onslaught of food arousing in a way that you can never fully experience which I’ll be demanding that you devour to satisfy our on your own. You are completely under my control, shared deviances. But your tightly buttoned pants? eating way too much for my sadistic satisfaction, and I Those stay on for now. I know how constricting they have absolutely addicted you to all of it. can become, and I enjoy torturing you with that for just a bit. You beg for the final ecstacy you have come to expect as the result of your gluttony, and at last I allow you Watching you remove your shirt as the soft pudge to have your release. The intoxication of the experi- that surrounds your once-fit frame becomes visible is ence has left us both blissfully satiated and connected highly erotic to me, but imagining what your over- in an intimacy that only fellow feedists could possibly stuffed stomach will look like when I’m done with you comprehend. I let you go and watch as the window excites me even more! I can’t wait any longer as the to your world darkens, knowing that you will drift off urgency to see your glutted gut overwhelms me. I into a deep food-induced sleep, and perhaps dream must immediately make you eat for me! of a world where our obstacles are now obsolete.

You begin by ravenously devouring the entire extra Nandi Heart large pizza that I’ve made you order especially for this occasion. With the quick demise of that pie it be- comes abundantly clear that you will need more food Read more from Nandi Heart on to satisfy both of us, so I insist that you keep eating her tumblr and drinking until you can barely move. You continue to binge on all of the ice cream in your freezer, then

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Twiggy

by PizzaWolf

Not All Cake and Ice Cream: the Realities of Feedism

he longer I’m in the feedism community, the more ing one will bring questions from friends and family Tevident it becomes that there’s a pretty clear line as to why you’re with your partner, and suggestions in the sand drawn between the people who have a that you could do better. It will be suggested that you made a choice to incorporate actual feedist activities help them lose weight. There is no lived, closeted fee- into their lifestyle and relationships and people who dism. Dating a fat person as a thin person will make are more comfortable with feedism as an idea or you responsible in the eyes of others for getting them fantasy but less comfortable bringing it into their lived skinny. God help you if they get fatter. experiences. But what if you get fat? Look at fat people around Before I go any farther with this article, I want to you. Look how we walk, how we stand, how we sit. make it clear that while I’m a lifestyle feedist, I in no Gently, always gently. Having gone through more way think that one mindset is superior to the other plastic patio chairs like tissue paper than I can count, or that fantasy feedists are somehow less committed I can attest to developing a sense that the world is to feedism. It’s frustrating when there’s any degree of built for lighter bodies, and acting accordingly. kink-prioritizing in what is already a small community; I don’t plop into chairs or jump on beds or hug that being said, it’s also a little frustrating when a thin, too tightly, because I’m bigger than my sur- feedee-identified person expresses a desire to gain roundings. Feedism isn’t easy, either. Digestive multiple hundreds of pounds, doubling or tripling issues can be significant, and woe to the would- their own weight, or claims to be dead-set serious be feedee who, overwhelmed with feedist on becoming immobile, often in a short time. While I ardor, downs a quart of heavy cream never having don’t doubt that some of these folks earnestly want to done so before. Oof. The human body is incredibly become big ol’ landwhales like yours truly, I thought adaptable, but never instantly, and feedist explora- it would be a fun idea to give a little bit of perspective tion is a lot like dessert: you can always have more. into what that means for me. Also, since I’ve gained Just start with a little. Gaining is expensive, too. Not significantly in the last year, I wanted to share some just food cost, and not just the money involved. I’m of the issues unique to gaining, at least for me. finally at the point where all the 3XL punk rock t-shirts I made with a friend years ago are just inappropriate This is absolutely a personal account and shouldn’t be for public wear because belly. Sure, that’s hot and all, taken as representative of that of the entire commu- but when you’re gaining, it’s probably unwise to form nity, but you might be able to notice some similar attachments to any articles of clothing besides hats. threads for you or a partner, I suspect. If you have favorite brands, you might end up beyond One thing I’m NOT going to get into are health con- their biggest size. Same for favorite stores, and favor- cerns. As we all have to be aware and actively en- ite articles of clothing. Hopefully this serves as more gaged in our own health, and health is inherently of an indictment of capitalism than feedism, but it’s personal, I’m going to assume all the adults reading been one of the less fun aspects. this will be sure to take care of themselves as they Everything is horse trading to a degree, though. I understand best. accept all of these things, because to me, feedism -Fatness itself, though, is different. To society (apart is essential. Almost as essential as a good sense of from this magazine’s readership) your body will humor. Try not to be deadly serious about becoming become funny instead of sexy, and while you won’t superfat, and don’t get too upset if you hear laughter necessarily be despised for being fat, your public sex- after crushing a flimsy chair: it would probably be ual agency will objectively start to diminish. You will weird if you didn’t. see many people like you in public, but few of them in

advertisements, in media, in high-culture depictions. You will see “fat” used as shorthand for lazy, greedy, PizzaWolf and stupid. You will hear “fat” used as an amplifier for insults. If you’re thin and interested in fat people, dat-

42 | HORNGRYHORNGRY HORNGRY | 43 dent and magical night of your life. A care free ad- venture feeding this wonderful, charming, FAT young piggy, Porky is your friend.

Find Porky Pierrot on Facebook and Feabie and find out for yourself! The Harlequin Piggy

hen I wasPorky younger, in the dark days before the PierrotIn a room full to the brim of mythical creatures, WInternet, there were certain moments in film masquerade costumes and all manner of weird and and TV that would mesmerise me. Moments that I’m wonderful attire, one stood out from the crowd. sure resonate with everyone who shares a passion He has the white face of a harlequin with a cute for fatness. There was Violet Bouregard ballooning little piggy snout and pointed ears under bright red into a fat juicy blueberry, Augustus Gloop giving in to hair. Around his neck a beautiful white ruff. He was his greed and becoming wedged in a tube by his own dressed in pinstriped tails that might have fit him stomach, or Winnie the Pooh eating so much honey once upon a time, but this is a greedy little piggy! His that he had grown too fat to squeeze through the clothes strained and stretched, looking as thought doorway he had entered through. they could burst open any moment, barely able to contain him. He had already lost several buttons to These scenes remain close to my heart as once upon his over indulgence and now, bulging out from burst a time they were the only place I could witness a mo- jacket buttons and rolling over his trousers rests a ment focussed entirely on how fat someone was. And big, round, unashamedly fat belly. It was a glorious I think it is this that has let them become almost cult thing to see, reminiscent of Violet or Pooh in his focus scenes in the world of FAs, feeders and feedees alike. on fatness, but with one big difference, this piggy is It gave me perhaps an unrealistic wish that I might real. find such a caricature of gluttony and bulging fatness These are “the Piglettes”! Some are girls that have in the real world. found me on sites like Feabie and want to help fatten me up in this glorious care free environment, some But I have found such a fatty. are excited by the thought of feeding up a fatty in front of so many people, others see it as a safety net, London is currently playing host to a growing it’s very different from a one-on-one date with some- scene of spectacular vaudevillian club nights, one you’ve met online. For some, a harlequin mask an underground scene of masquerade and gives them the anonymity they need to explore some- magical decadence. Parties spreading over thing inside of them. Others are the girls that previ- huge multi story clubs, abandoned theatres ous Piglettes have met at other parties, who want to and even in the vaults below London Bridge itself. have a go because it looks like so much fun!

These settings are perfect to find a character of pure “We come up with characters for them and a small indulgence. backstory for why they are trying to make me fatter, some do it out of love, some out of ridicule but every Every inch of these places are dressed in velvet, and one is different and they all have a spectacular eve- draped with gold and jewels. Entangled with creep- “Porky Pierrot, at your service” he says with a warm ning at the masquerade and after every evening I am ers and plant life that bring an air of spiritual nature and charming smile. He goes on to introduce himself a little bit fatter than I was before.” to it. As you move from one room to the next you as the one and only Harlequin Piggy and the spirit of are transported to different worlds. From a Venetian all things wickedly indulgent. He speaks as though we As the party went on and we drank and we danced ballroom you could crawl down a rabbit hole into are old friends and with great confidence considering and explored all the performances and rooms, I was wonderland or find yourself in the hall of the moun- he is doing something that many wouldn’t dare in amazed at just how many people seemed to love Por- tain King. front of so many people. ky Pierrot. Anxious to shove some food in his mouth and jiggle his growing belly. Porky is open to all of it. Entertainment comes in the form of cabaret acts, He has friends with him, two girls in harlequin cos- He’s such a creature of decadence and fun, to him it’s to burlesque, to circus performers swinging from tume who seem to be having the time of their lives all part of the adventure and he’s only too happy to wires right above you. You can truly be swept away making sure this fat piggy doesn’t stop eating. They watch himself expand. to another world of magic and decadence. Where feed him several big cupcakes within a few minutes, inhibitions are left behind and perhaps the anonymity wobbling and patting his growing belly as they go. There are a million reasons to get in touch with Porky of a Venetian mask or spectacular costume are an Not only that but together they mingle through the Pierrot. He’s friendly and charming, loves to talk empowering force, allowing you freedom to do as you crowd and encourage everyone they can to help them about anything, particularly art in any form. He’s a please without consequence. fatten up their big piggy! Almost everyone they ask poet, a painter, a talented musician and performer wants to help them, as though everyone has a feeder and has the most beautiful perspectives on the world. There is a creature making a name for himself across side to them, even if buried deep down. The concept But better than all of those things, he is hungry! this scene. A creature taking the decadence of these touches something in the revellers and they are excit- parties to a new level. The harlequin piggy. Making an ed to have a hand in making this big belly grow fatter Encourage him to eat and eat and watch him growing art of over indulgence. still and to poke and wobble the blubber bulging from bigger. And most of all, if you find yourself in the UK the pinstriped tails. and want to experience the most spectacularly deca- 44 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 45 weeks that I didn’t immediately realize that Rufus was pletely forget my discomfort. In fact, the only thing I talking to me. could think about was how I could feel my clit push- ing insistently against the damp gusset of my panties, “Oh, you’re eating too?” he teased, and sud- Feedee Boys Series and how frustrating it was that I was wearing too denly I remembered that this wasn’t just us getting an A weight gain fiction series by Molly Ren many layers for Rufus to slip a hand under the table early lunch, but a “scene”. and caress me. “It’s not a rule!” I said, feeling a bit more I made do. The sun had come out while we were irritated than I ought to. Usually when Rufus stuffed eating, and I had dragged him into one of those weird himself I was too excited to eat anything myself, and little parks that seem to be everywhere in NYC so that Six had to sometimes remind me to do things like I could grope his newly-rounded belly. But the second drink water. our lips parted from a long, long kiss, he started up Remedy Diner by Molly Ren “Besides,” I added in what I hoped was a happier again. When a fat, pretty girl loses her job at an art gallery, she is snapped up by the eccentric Mister Six: a kinky party promoter tone, “it looks good.” The picture showed stacks of “I don’t want you to do anything you don’t whose hobby is helping people realize their deepest desires. When Six discovers that the pretty girl is a feeder, he loses no buttery pancakes surrounded by bursting ripe blue- want to do,” he said, “I just think this pretty belly time introducing her to his partner Rufus Hex, front man for the indie rock band The Apologists. Together, they have glori- berries, and when the waitress came I ordered a would be even prettier with a lot of candy inside it--” ously poly adventures in fame and feederism that usually end in Rufus being very, very stuffed. This is the fifth installment short stack and an order of sausage. Rufus copied in what’s known as... The Feedee Boys Series! me… except that he got a full stack, and then kept He spread his hand across my upper belly. I pushed adding side dishes until I started to giggle. When the it back down and was away from him so fast I didn’t waitress had left he gently caught one of my boots fully realize what I’d done. between his under the table, lightly squeezing it to “I’m really fucking this up, aren’t I?” he said. show his excitement, and my irritation with him dis- appeared. “Yes,” I said. He let me walk away from him for a little bit. I could hear him puffing slightly behind me-- We spent the next few moments thawing his tummy was too full of pancakes--and this mollified out, shedding our coats and scarves and gloves and me a little. silly knitted shark hats. I relayed a sympathetic text “Two hours?” said Rufus when I got back from the here,” I said as I fished out my tablet. “Let’s see what from Six, who had naturally heard of our flight delay “You know I used to take ballet classes?” I told him. desk. we can find…” almost before we did, and we commiserated with “I didn’t.” He sounded surprised. Six had started his each other about how much we missed him (and also “At least,” I said. “Some kind of mechanical life in showbiz as a ballet dancer, but I’d never how he was at this minute sunbathing by the pool at failure.” mentioned this to him either. “You want to go there?” I giggled a moment later. home, the lucky bastard). “Fuck!” he said, which was exactly how I felt. “It was in grade school,” I said. “You had to “I’m the feedee,” said Rufus archly. “That means I “How come you never do this?” he asked after buy the tights from a catalog. And we ordered How things had changed. Two years ago I get to pick.” the waitress brought our food. would have been thrilled to be stuck in New the largest size, but mine didn’t fit.” We managed to temporarily ditch our rolling suit- York for any length of time, but after six trips “Do what?” I asked, stirring sugar and cream cases in a locker, then made our way down the icy “Oh,” said Rufus. in four months I had had more than enough of air- into my coffee. They had sugar cubes! sidewalk hand in gloved hand. Out of all the local Yelp ports and dubious hotels. New York may be the great- “And it’s always like that. Until I met Six, I never real- options--which ranged from five-star pizza places to “What I’m doing,” he said, gesturing at the est city on earth, but right now it was late January, ly had clothes that fit me-- and you remember, when grander restaurants where--since yesterday’s televi- enormous spread in front of him. In addition to the and what wasn’t pebbled with ice was covered in dirty we were in that bar, and that guy called me a cow sion appearance--he could have easily gotten pancakes, he had sausage and hashbrowns slush. The record wind chill had forced me to wear a and you told him I was your girlfriend and he looked a table even in his current outfit-- Rufus had and a honey-slathered roll. balaclava for the first time ever, no matter how much shocked?” chosen an unassuming little diner. It looked “Someone has to stay sober,” I said as Six would tease me about being unfashionable later. Rufus said, “I remember.” He was starting to look exactly like its Yelp picture: all chrome and lightly as I could. I grinned at him as I licked as bad as I’d felt when he first brought it up, but I was “Certainly there’s something we can do for two Formica and big front windows. my coffee spoon. There wasn’t going to be hours…” I said as I slumped down beside Rufus on just getting started I had thought that being able to be some- any alcohol in the food we’d ordered, but Ru- the slightly-too-narrow waiting seats. But as both of place warm, not wet, and most importantly fus often got a little punchy after his stomach “It’s safe if you do it,” I said. I’d sat in Rufus’ dress- us were completely out of ideas, I pushed my face not an airport lounge would be so wonderful was filled to bursting. ing room just yesterday, pretending not to notice the against his shoulder, puffy in his parka, and for a few confused look the wrangler gave me at seeing some- that I automatically wouldn’t want anything “If that was true, you’d do it at home,” minutes neither of us said anything at all. one twice the size of their usual guests being kissed else. But once I stepped inside and was hit he said. Then: with the delicious smell of cooking sausage by someone as GQ-ready as Rufus before he went I found that I was hungry too. This was the I looked at the butter trickling down on stage. “One time, I was in a diner with my mom, “I’m hungry,” said Rufus. kind of place, I realized as I followed him over my pancakes and suddenly felt wretch- and I ordered a milkshake, and she pointed to the fat I looked up at him. “Oh?” Breakfast had been hours to a booth, that Rufus and Six would have ed. Why couldn’t he have asked me any other lady at the counter and said ‘Be careful’. ‘Be careful’!” ago, and one of those stingy free buffets. But some- frequented in their starving artist days...but question? I exploded. ”I just wanted a milkshake!” A pigeon flew away from us in a panic, and I stopped, embarrassed. thing about the way he said it made me think this it was also the kind of place that I had gone “I’m sorry,” he said when the silence “I don’t even drink them every day….” wasn’t simply about wanting a hamburger. to with my college friend Rick on Sunday mornings, went on too long. pleasantly exhausted and still wearing our goth club “Mm-hmm,” he said, looking at little smug at the Rufus took out his phone, and for an agonizing finery from the night before. Even the menus--huge “It makes me ill,” I said, covering the awkward- effect those two little words had had on me. Which second I thought I’d lost him completely. laminated things that were spiral bound and seemed ness with a sip of my coffee. was pretty good, considering he was wearing a knit to offer every breakfast food known to man--were the Then he said, “We still have an hour and a half left hat made to look like a shark’s mouth. (I had bought it same. almost.” for him when he complained his ears were cold.) Watching Rufus systematically demolish that much I was so busy feeling more at home than I had in I was confused. “What do you want to do?” “Six is always talking about how great the food is food, however, had the effect of making me com-

46 | HORNGRY HORNGRY | 47 He took my arm and steered me down the street. blood and fat, and he was watching my reaction. ble hid most of the results of his enormous feast, and “I’m buying you a milkshake.” alternately ate one fry and fed him the second one. “Do you want another?” It’s because he’s breathing more slowly and deeply, I “Please,” I said, then kissed his shoulder. “You need thought, and even moving slower. That helps to give The diner was called “Remedy”. I felt a tiny bit of to eat some too.” the impression of heaviness. As much as his belly leftover embarrassment, but it didn’t last through must be hurting at this point, he obediently ate each “Oh, I will,” he said, but paused for a moment snuggling up to Rufus in the booth. He held me tightly fry from my hand, eyes half shut. Fortunately, with before taking a bite himself. The pancakes had had against him with one arm, protective, and the wait- me sharing, it meant he only had to eat five of them. time to “settle” in his belly, but they’d also had time to ress was too busy to treat us like anything other than expand. When we were down to only one, I held it in front of a normal couple. his lips for a moment until he opened his mouth, then There was something extremely decadent, When she asked if I wanted whipped cream and a took it back and ate it myself. I thought, about watching Rufus take slow bites of cherry, Rufus said, “And sprinkles if you have them,” blood-rare animal when I had the taste of chocolate “God,” said Rufus. He sounded dazed. The kissing me. “And I’ll have…” he squinted at the menu. and cream in my mouth. I was already thinking of sight of his pretty, chubby girlfriend eating was too “Number five.” ways we could capitalize on this new information much for him, but now his greed had gotten the bet- “How would you like it cooked?” the waitress asked when we were back home. I imagined a scene where ter of him and he was too fat to move. as I stared at him in awe. Six and me sipped cocktails, as outwardly disinterest- “Aww,” I said, the way sadists do when they’re only ed as Roman emperors, while poor naked Rufus had “A steak?!” I asked in a loud whisper when the wait- pretending to feel sorry for you. I started rubbing his to drink… a whole case of beer? A gallon of milk? Six ress had gone. huge belly again. That’s how I felt, rather than heard, could help me come up with ideas. it gurgle before he gave an enormous burp. I was “It’s just a steak,” he said. “Anyway, we’ve been About a third of the way through the steak, I decid- sure they could hear it in Times Square. walking around, so those pancakes have had time ed Rufus deserved a break and tapped his shoulder. to settle.” He casually rubbed his rounded belly, and I started giggling again. Rufus didn’t even apologize. I held up a spoonful of the whipped cream, and he gave a small burp. Instead, he leaned back, undid the top button on his obediently sucked it off, giving a little sigh afterwards. jeans and practically melted into the diner seat. “I I found myself drooling. “Unf,” I said. “That’s amazing.” hope that waitress never comes back,” he muttered. “What’s ‘unf’?” he asked. “I think it’s real cream,” I said brightly, as if his reac- “Nah, you have to get up to pay,” I said, suiting tion was due to something as simple as the quality of “Universal Noise of Fucking,” I said, surprising my- action to word. I fished my purse out from our mass the food. He squeezed my thigh under the table. self with a memory from Live Journal, and he of coats and scarves, then kissed him on the nose. grinned. A little later he hiccupped, covering his mouth with “Hope you’re not too heavy to walk back,” I teased. his napkin. “We should have gone here first,” he said, “Oh, it’s like ‘phwoar’.” Rufus just groaned. In half an hour we’d be to cover how he was starting to really struggle. “This crammed into a pair of narrow airline seats, but this My milkshake arrived before his food did. is the one the best steaks I have ever had.” His eyes time I didn’t mind it. It would just make it easier to I leaned back in his embrace and sipped, were big, probably because he just realized he was listen to Rufus’ gurgling belly… and that’s what I did all feeling a distinct lack of food-related guilt for only halfway through. the way back home. the first time that day. Rufus didn’t say a word, but I “I’m just thinking about all the things you had glanced up at him once and saw that he looked a little Molly Ren before,” I purred. I discreetly slid my hand over his smug. belly under the table (well, a distant part of my brain “Is that person taking pics of us?” I asked after a hoped it was discrete!) Oh yes, he was so swollen moment. The person was three booths away from us, now. I felt myself go wet as I explored his stomach’s but they were holding their camera up awfully high new firmness under my fingers, the indent of his for a selfie. navel where his t-shirt was pulled taut. Notes “I think they are,” said Rufus. Rufus kept eating. I don’t know what we looked like This story has been written for and first published to other people, but at this point all I could focus on in this third issue of HORNGRY. “Maybe they’re a tabloid,” I said. “’Mystery lady was rubbing the growing curve of his belly, the way snuggles up-and-coming rocker’.” his lips parted, and the way his throat moved as he Chips/fries and unf/pwroar: After spending most He whispered in my ear, “Imagine the pull quote: swallowed. After the last bite, I gently squeezed his of his life living in Manchester, England and travel- ‘My girlfriend wants to make me fat!’” and while we belly, which made him jerk slightly and then grip the ing with a multi-lingual rock band, Rufus tends to were still giggling his steak came. silverware--interesting! use whichever word he can remember first. This habit has rubbed off on his lovers. Rufus made a soft pleased noise as he cut into it Then I pulled away, taking another delightful and revealed a delicious bloody pinkness. sip of the milk shake. “Chips too,” I said. Remedy Diner is, in fact, the name of a real diner “Wow,” I said, “they got it right for once.” I could Rufus made a growly noise. I couldn’t tell if it in NYC. After pulling an all-nighter their coffee count the truly rare steaks I’d gotten in a diner like was frustration at not having my hand on him any- seemed to reach near-hallucinatory deliciousness, this on one hand. more, or frustration at still having to plow through but I have never actually had their steak. a pile of heavy, greasy steak fries. I stole one and “Want a bite?” he asked. bit into it, reflecting on something that Six had said Feel free to email me at [email protected] I gently slid the piece off the tines of his fork with before: stolen fries really did taste better. I’ve gotten several emails about these stories in my tongue. This was the first time he’d fed me any- the past year and I’ve enjoyed it immensely! “Here,” I said, taking pity on him, “I’ll help.” I thing, ever. snuggled close again, thinking about how he seemed “Wow,” I said again, when I could talk. It tasted of to be so much heavier now even though the diner ta-

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Funnel Feeding

Soft Feeding GlossaryI first introduced this infographic in the very first issue. I will be returning to it in the up- Feeding Bondage coming issues, but for now, consider issue #1 the resource material for this infographic and the different aspects of feederism I’ve included in this issue.

Never forget that those are just shades of Cooking Humiliation Padding an infinite spectrum. They are themes that the community gravitates towards, but by no means are the bound to the connecting aspects or even the main category I filed them under. Foodism I’ve explained each aspect a little bit further Instant Gaining in issue #1.  TLC Role Play

Stuffing

Tight Clothes

Bloating FOOD WEIGHT Button Popping GAIN

Measuring

SIZE Crushing

Worshiping Crushing Objects Megalomania

Megalomania Crushing People

Bears Lifting Macrophilia

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