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The biography of the iconic New York artist is as wide-ranging as it is productive. It includes formative years spent in LA’s punk scene, a decade- long ‘day-job’ as a video dominatrix, stints modelling for Playboy, PenthouseMichael, and Bullock, Hustler ‘Kembra, she’s Pfahler’ been a muse and modelApartamento for a diverse, November range of 2016designers, - Issue including#18, pp. 72 Calvin - 87 Klein, Rick Owens, and Marc Jacobs (in whose fall/ winter campaign she’s currently starring). She founded a wrestling federation, The Punk Ladies of Wrestling, and is the cofounder of Future Feminism, a movement 72 merging artistic practices and activism aimed at uniting the multipleThe biographyfactions ofof thefeminism. iconic New York artist Kembra Pfahler is as wide-ranging as it is productive. It includes Kembra’sformative accomplished years spent all inthat LA’s in punk addition scene, toa decade-her primary role as anlong acclaimed‘day-job’ as a videovisual dominatrix, and stintsperformance modelling for artist whose workPlayboy is, Penthousecollected, and by Hustler some, she’s of been the a world’smuse and most model for a diverse range of designers, including Calvin importantKlein, museums, Rick Owens, including and Marc MoMA, Jacobs The(in whose Whitney, fall/ and the Bozarwinter Museum campaign in Brussels.she’s currently Perhaps starring). theShe foundedbest way to a wrestling federation, The Punk Ladies of Wrestling, and is the cofounder of Future Feminism, a movement merging artistic practices and activism aimed at uniting the multiple factions of feminism. Kembra’s accomplished all that in addition to her primary role as an acclaimed visual and performance artist KEMBRAwhose work is collected by some of the world’s most important museums, including MoMA, The Whitney, and PFAHLERthe Bozar Museum in Brussels. Perhaps the best way to KEMBRA INTERVIEW BY MICHAEL BULLOCK PHOTOGRAPHYPFAHLER BY VINCENT DILIO experience her world is to see her live. Her horror movie- INTERVIEW BY MICHAEL BULLOCK inspired, nudist, punkPHOTOGRAPHY band, BY The VINCENT Voluptuous DILIO Horror of Karen Black, blurs lines between ritual, performance art, and vaudeville,experience her worldusing is toirreverence, see her live. Her humour horror movie- and in- inspired, nudist, punk band, The Voluptuous Horror of your-faceKaren sexuality Black, blursto destroy lines between tired clichésritual, performance of femininity. If Kembra’sart, lifeand andvaudeville, career using defy irreverence, conventions, humour soand does in- her home. Heryour-face East sexualityVillage to apartmentdestroy tired clichés is painted of femininity. floor-to- If Kembra’s life and career defy conventions, so does her ceiling in ‘tile-red’,home. Her Eastand Village is organized apartment by is threepainted philosophies: floor-to- minimalism,ceiling avalibilism, in ‘tile-red’, and and is organized wabi-sabi. by three The philosophies: result is rare: it has the minimalism,zen and rigour avalibilism, of aand Buddhist wabi-sabi. monk’sThe result cell,is rare: yet it’s it has the zen and rigour of a Buddhist monk’s cell, yet it’s cloaked incloaked a veneer in a veneer of witchery. of witchery. In In person, person, Kembra’s Kembra’s open, open, funny, andfunny, generous. and generous. As weAs we talk talk she she work’swork’s on drawingson drawings for her nextfor hergallery next gallery show, show, ‘Capital ‘Capital Improvements’,Improvements’, where, where, this November, she’ll recreate her entire apartment in this November,London at she’ll Emalin Gallery,recreate making her a convincingentire apartment case that in London atthere Emalin need beGallery, no boundaries making between a convincing art and life. case that there need be no boundaries between art and life. apartamento -

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I heardI heard a rumo a rumour thatur thatyou youhave have slaves slaves paint paint I haveI have an obsessionan obsession with with empty empty bookshelves. bookshelves. the wallsthe walls in here in herefor you for? you? I findI find them them to beto beone one of theof the most most beautiful beautiful I don’tI don’t really really have have any slaves,any slaves, but Mikebut Mike Diana Diana objects. objects. It represents It represents a new a new beginning. beginning. I dis I dis- - was livingwas living with withme forme a for while. a while. One One time time he hemantled mantled my mylibrary library about about 10 10years years ago ago by by startedstarted repainting repainting the kitchen the kitchen California Gold Gold, ,sharing sharing my mybooks books with with younger younger people people in myin my whichwhich is the is worst the worst possible possible colo ucolor inu ther in rainthe rain- -family.family. Since Since then then I have I have kept kept only only a few a few books books bow ofbow wall of -wallpaint-paint colo ucolors. uI rs.screamed I screamed at him at himthat that I’ve I’ve had had since since I was I was a teenager a teenager: David: David J J so muchso much that hethat was he paintingwas painting the kitchen the kitchen gold gold Skal’s Skal’s The The Monster Monster Show Show, Rainer, Rainer Maria Maria Rilke’s Rilke’s frozenfrozen with withterror, terror, big hot big tearshot tears rolling roll downing down Letters Letters to a to Young a Young Poet Poet, and, and Klaus Klaus Theweleit’s Theweleit’s his cheeks. Maybe that was the story Scott Male Fantasies. Those books I actually sleep his cheeks. Maybe that was the story Scott Male Fantasies. Those books I actually sleep Ewalt was recounting. with because I’m always reading them. Ewalt was recounting. with because I’m always reading them.

So it wasn’t a formal dominatrix situation? Why are the covers all black? Because you So it wasn’t a formal dominatrix situation? Why are the covers all black? Because you No. I made S&M films for a good 10 years with a don’t want visual distraction? No. I made S&M films for a good 10 years with a don’t want visual distraction? film company called Gotham Gold. That was my Yes. I spray-paint them black. Every day film company called Gotham Gold. That was my Yes. I spray-paint them black. Every day day job. I would make these films so that I could I think, ‘How do I make my lifestyle more day job. I would make these films so that I could I think, ‘How do I make my lifestyle more use their studio to make my own films. Mistress minimal?’ If I’m going to include objects in use their studio to make my own films. Mistress minimal?’ If I’m going to include objects in Kimbra’s Island of Hell, stuff like that. I didn’t the house that might be visually distracting, , stuff like that. I didn’t the house that might be visually distracting, Kimbra’suse theIsland rules of ofHell S&M. I really had fun doing it. I spray them black. I call it expanding on mini- use the rules of S&M. I really had fun doing it. I spraymalism. them black. I call it expanding on mini- Scott also said you made your slaves read tomalism. Scott youalso from said Sammy you made Davis your Jr’ sslaves biography read. to Why not red? you fromGuilty Sammy as charged. Davis ThatJr’s biographywas also for. a video.Why If notthey’ve red? written songs about painting things Guilty as charged. That was also for a video. If they’veblack thenwritten that songs is reason about enough painting for things me. It’s Why that biography? blackalso then a political that is reasongesture. enough Black should for me. be It’s hon - Why Ithat just biography had it. 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I like myminimalism. house. I don’t I don’t put have anything any artworkon the walls in at You call it Tile Red? How did you pick this my house.all because I don’t it put distracts anything me on from the gettingwalls at new You shade call it? Tile Red? How did you pick this all becauseideas. it distracts me from getting new shadeIt’s? actually what the exteriors of most ten- ideas. It’s ementactually buildings what the in exteriorsthe Lower of East most Side ten are- What about inspirational images related toement painted. buildings I’ve just in alwaysthe Lower loved East brick Side—not are fire - Whatcurrent about projectsinspirational? images related to painted.engine I’ve red, just not always Chinese loved red, brick not— nota red fire that- currentNo. projects I don’t ?do pin-up boards at all. If peopleengine has red,blue notin it. Chinese There’s red,something not a coredsy thatabout No. I givedon’t me do artwork pin-up they’reboards mostlyat all. Ifmeditational people ha s theblue exteriors in it. There’s of the Lower something East Side cos,y and about I love give meobjects. artwork I have they’re very little.mostly We meditational use the big up-the exteriorsbricks as ofwell. the If Lower I could East have Side this, and apartment I love objects.side-down I have verycross little. in Karen We Blackuse the performances. big up- bricks all brickedas well., IIf would. I could I canhave see this clearly apartment when I’m side-downI hang cross upside in Karen down Black on it. performances. It’s a prop and aall brickedsurrounded, I would. by Tile I can Red. see It has clearly something when I’m to do I hangpiece upside of furniture. down on it. It’s a prop and a surroundedwith my DNA.by Tile It Red. doesn’t It has make something me depressed to do piece of furniture. withor my negative, DNA. It it’s doesn’t not a makedreary me feeling. depressed What’s the philosophy you follow when mak- or negative, it’s not a dreary feeling. ing things? Or aggressive? What’s the philosophy you follow when mak- It’s called ‘availabism’, which is making the Not at all. If I ever feel violent, I have my ing things? Or aggressive? best use of what’s available. A lot of my sup- rock band. I put my aggression into singing. It’s called ‘availabism’, which is making the Not at all. If I ever feel violent, I have my plies come from Materials for the Arts, a re- I also have a wrestling federation, called Punk best use of what’s available. A lot of my sup- rock band. I put my aggression into singing. source of reuse. It’s been a part of my life Ladies of Wrestling. That’s a great way to get plies come from Materials for the Arts, a re- I also have a wrestling federation, called Punk since 1983. Many of my decisions are based out your aggression. source of reuse. It’s been a part of my life Ladies of Wrestling. That’s a great way to get on what’s available. since 1983. Many of my decisions are based out your aggression. I bet. When did you move into this apartment? on what’s available. Why are your bookshelves empty? In the mid ‘80s. I bet. When did you move into this apartment? Why are your bookshelves empty? In the mid ‘80s. apartamento - Kembra Pfahler apartamento - Kembra Pfahler 79

Did you paint it this colour right away? No. Yes. I’ve also painted it black, and once I ex- It’s a Japanese philosophy, the art of imper- perimented with a pale yellow. fection. It’s about loving things as they are. Meaning, it’s the crack in the cup that makes When you changed the colour you painted it beautiful. The effect of entropy on objects everything, like it is now? is beautiful. These walls have incredible per- Yes. Because we’re shooting in here all the sonality, a life to them that Sheetrock and a time. I’ve had art studios too, at different times white paint can’t have. Some people prefer during my tenure here in New York. But I don’t brand-newness. I like brand-newness, too. have an art studio currently, so I’m doing ev- But it would be like war to incorporate mo- erything in this front room. dernity into this environment.

Do you find it difficult to have no separation What was your house like growing up? between studio and home? Funny you ask, because one of my medita- As an availabist, I have to make the best use tions is visualising each room in my childhood

of what is available. If I practise what I preach home. I love my mother’s taste; it was passed I’m not going to complain about what I have on to me, and we’re very similar. It was a and don’t have. I don’t have cancer. It’s 2016 Spanish-style home on two lots in Hermosa in New York City and I have an apartment. Beach. We had white carpeting with pink- That’s all, end of that conversation. and red-checkered wall curtains, low to the ground, black-lacquered Japanese furniture. What are you working on right now? Houndstooth black- and white-checkered This November I’m doing a show in London at couches and chairs. My room was pink and a gallery called Emalin. I have this wonderful light pink with animal découpage wall hang- gallerist called Leopold Thun. Leo loved my ings that my mother made: lions, giraffes, ti- apartment and wanted me to share my life- gers, and zebras. style with people. So for my show I’m going to recreate this place. I’m painting the gallery It sounds very ‘decorated’. Tile Red and bringing as many objects as I can Yes! I loved my mother’s taste; it had a severe- from this apartment. Wabi-sabi; do you know ness, and it was extremely opposed to the what that is? beach aesthetic.

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Does your mom appreciate the way you live? The Wikipedia entry on The Voluptuous Horror She thinks it’s too dark, but overall she ap- of Karen Black says that your band ‘relishes preciates my aesthetic. I have presented my fa- destroying notions of female beauty rooted in mily with some pretty severe imagery over the purity and innocence’. years, like my sewn-up vagina piece, my band I’ve always preferred the black-haired beau- called The Voluptuous Horror of Karen Black, ties from horror films: Barbara Steele, Karen lots of nudity, and many extreme, transgres- Black, Lily Munster, Carroll Borland. They sive performances. My mother and stepfather were awesome looking and had a severe, an- thankfully never rebuffed my choices and al- gular, hard beauty. I craved their look. I made ways showed up to see my work. It wasn’t easy myself look like them. for them in the ‘80s, when it wasn’t popular to be a performance artist, when it wasn’t popu- You weren’t naturally in that category? lar to look death metal. They still supported me. No, I looked like an Irish mutt. I’ve been working on my look my entire life. I’ve al- That’s so great. And your dad? ways wanted to be more exotic looking, and My real father, the surfer Freddy Pfahler, I learned how to do that a long time ago by stopped talking to me, and he still won’t talk tailoring and cutting my forehead back. I’ve to me because of my aesthetic. He was from changed my face a little bit. I draw my face the ‘50s and ‘60s. on, essentially; it’s a work of graphic art, my face. I created it myself. Strange. I understand surfing in that early time period to be a bit outsider, like a coun- Is there a separation between the performance tercultural lifestyle? character and who you are? When my dad was surfing it wasn’t a cultural I don’t think so. People always ask, ‘How position. He started surfing before surfing did you create this character you play in The was commoditised. Surfing was just part of Voluptuous Horror of Karen Black?’ I don’t life. There wasn’t Billabong, Sex Wax, or surf know what they’re talking about, the char- competitions. Surf culture got co-opted by cor- acter in my band is simply me wearing a cos- porations. My dad wasn’t part of that, he’s tume. That’s it. very stoic. My work is hardcore; if it offends Do you do these little rituals around holi- him, then it’s done its job. days? Around Christmas time, I bet you wear a red sweater or stand underneath mistletoe? I love the Cookie Mueller quote that you use, Getting dressed up in that costume prepares ‘If you show your vagina in public, you’ve ru- me to have more fun in that ceremony. It’s an ined your life and career forever’. You said you extreme transformation as a way to deliver were happy to get that over with immediately. the ideas and messages. I’m being facetious when I use Cookie’s quote because nudity has never harmed me. In fact, For you the performance is a ceremony? it has been a way to reclaim my body and take Yes, totally. Definitely a ceremony, a ritual. my power back as a female. Would you consider it witchcraft? Reclaim it from who? I’m not an occultist. I don’t practise group Growing up in Malibu, I always felt lesser than religions on any level, with anyone. What I others. People would always say, ‘You’d be so do comes naturally for me, and luckily my much prettier if you dyed your hair blonde and upbringing and my ethics and morality were lost more weight’. Really? Can we talk about shaped by some really nice people. The first something else, rather than my waist size? It wave of punk rockers from Los Angeles in- just gets to be tiresome. That’s California’s stilled values in me that have helped me my culture, constantly obsessed with appearance. entire life: make original work, never steal It didn’t destroy me too much. It was just an- other people’s ideas, be respectful. I have an noying. For whatever happened to me when alternative-culture morality. I didn’t grow up I was younger, thankfully my parents and my with religion, and I have always felt within stepfather and my friends supported my art the realm of the occult women were treated adventures, and I stuck with it. Now I get to as ceremonial objects rather than individuals. be 55 years old. It’s a privilege. I’ve never wanted to be lying on a table with

apartamento - Kembra Pfahler 83 people standing around me, with hoods on ready like I’m preparing for battle. I gather all or something. my fetishes, all my war instruments together, polishing my guns, as it were. So instead you chose to be the master of your own ceremonies? So that’s what you’re doing now as you get If I were an occultist for sure I wouldn’t be ready for London? talking about it in any form whatsoever, be- Yes. I’m excited; I’ve been exhibiting for 16 cause also you have to realise that for any- years in New York City and around different one involved in magical ceremony, silence is galleries, but I’m no longer part of that gal- a virtue. I would never talk about any of my lery system. magic. Magic should be personal. Occultists have acted like predators towards me since Your last show here was ‘Future Feminism’? I was very little. That was , CocoRosie, Johanna Constantine, and me. ‘Future Feminism’ Because your look held an ideal for them? changed my life forever. How we created that That, and because my mom gave me a fun- piece set a new paradigm for how I work to- ny name. They would be like, ‘Oh, Kembra, day. We went away together on many retreats you’re such an unusual little person. You’re and spent 10 hours a day discussing our poli- going to grow up to be this or that’. Ever since tics and ethics, trying to develop something we I was a little kid, people always wanted me to felt we could create as a group—something join their witchcraft covens. Los Angeles is the that reflected how we felt about the spirit of land of cults, whether it’s Agape, Scientology, our times. We wanted to coauthor a piece. or the Unarius Academy of Science. California What we came up with was ‘Future Feminism’. quackery. That’s how you wrote the 13 Tenets of Future Kembra’s your birth name? What does it mean? Feminism? Yes. It’s a hippie name that my mom made Yes. It was our first attempt at using language up. It means nothing. to describe how we felt, rather than making vi- suals or performances. We decided to use clear Have you met others? and simple language to describe our politics. I don’t personally know any, but I’ve searched We etched each tenet onto pink onyx crystal. my name on Wikipedia and found that there Those sculptures are among the most beautiful are other Kembras. things I’ve ever seen. All the decisions we made about them were made as a group. It was never How do you begin to formulate your ceremo- a majority decision, it was always consensus. nies? The 13th tenet—the future is female—wasn’t I set the temperature probably like anyone met with any positivity. We were ostracised for else does, if they’re making art. You know that, people accused us of being sexist and rac- that feeling you have when you’re about to ist. They thought we were advocating a female pick out a wonderful outfit, and you just know separateness. But since ‘Future Feminism’, I’ve it’s right. It’s the same feeling. What I do in seen people all over the world embrace the my life is create a climate that allows me to idea that the future is female. be visited by my artistic muse. Your mood, if you’re open to it, tells you what it wants You injected that forgotten phrase from the ‘70s you to be. Sometimes I just sit in a state of back into culture. It’s become a popular T-shirt. complete stillness and pause and wait for my But in 2014 we were completely ostracised ideas to come through me. Or when decorat- for it. Our community turned on us. There ing my apartment—constantly redecorating were hate letters, friend breakups, the show and repainting is a huge part of my artistic made me physically ill because of the duress practice. If I’m getting ready for a new show, we were under. After the show was over the I’ll repaint the walls Tile Red, scrub all the win- people that had attacked us abandoned the dows, and move all the objects from one side discussion and went on to attack other people. of the house to the other. I’ll spend eight hours Kenneth Anger once said that when you try a day in here excavating and re-acclimating to have political discourse using clear, sim- myself to the paper, getting all my materials ple language you invite a pecking order, like

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87 chickens pecking at each other’s heads. That’s their eyes turn yellow, their fingers scrape the what it felt like. Although I’m no worse for walls, loud screams, soul coughing. It’s a real wear because of it. In fact, it made me commit thing. It’s not easy to watch. I think culturally to being a future feminist. that is what we’re observing now.

I never would have imagined that response. It’s the death rattle of the white capitalist, I thought that show was important. It was use- heteronormative, patriarchal baby-boomer ful to see a clear contemporary vision that de- worldview. fined what feminism is right now. Things have exploded, and we don’t know I wanted to publish a book of all the hate how the pieces will fall into place. I guess the mail. Anohni and I were left to clean up the fear of the unknown is what can paralyse mess afterwards. It was painful. Anohni’s new people. There’s this word on people’s lips, body of work is an called Hopelessness, the liminal phase, it’s a beautiful word. where she’s also continuing to activate the principles behind ‘Future Feminism’. That I’ve never heard that term. show turned me into more of a sharing type I’ll look it up for you. I learned this word from of person, where I do more service—I started the young people that I work with in the per- teaching performance classes after that show, formance class I teach. Liminal: of or relating but, man, it was really painful. I’ve never ex- to a transitional or initial stage of a process, perienced such malice. occupying a position at, or on both sides of, a boundary or a threshold. Can you sum up their critique? Liminality is a Latin word which means a They thought we wanted to change feminism threshold. It is the quality of ambiguity or dis- or say that this is how feminism should be orientation that occurs in the middle stages of in the future. We were saying that we will a ritual when participants no longer hold their have no future without feminism. We were preritual status. But they’ve begun the transi- proposing that all feminists pull together to tion into a status they’ll have when the ritual is start problem solving outwardly rather than complete. I feel the sense of liminality. Not to inwardly. Recognising that in the world we’re sound too metaphorical or wishy-washy, but living in, the current systems are broken and I feel we’re at the threshold of a new phase. we can’t sustain ourselves the way things cur- rently are. Do you think we can?

I’m optimistic. I’m hopeful that the many di- visions we’re experiencing mean we are on the cusp of new, hopefully better possibilities. We’re finally having mainstream conversa- tions about race, gender, sexual identity, police brutality, and income inequality—dia- logues that have been suppressed for the past few decades. These conversations could lead to a better understanding, but right now it looks pretty dark. Exactly. Everyone feels very vulnerable be- cause these issues are in flux and they’re used to the systems as they were.

This moment is the baby boomers’ last stand, and they are freaking out. It is like a death rattle. I agree. I’ve seen a death rattle. Have you?

No. A death rattle is the most violent death you’ll ever see. It’s like a horror film. People go kick- ing and screaming for their very last breath,

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